 Men sy'n, like, I fucking graft for 80 hours a week and I can't afford a lot more. And I really do feel for them. Like, yeah, you do graft all week. But don't hate the player, hate the game. You guys created this kind of industry. Use the ones who put us... They're the ones funding it. Yeah, use the ones who obviously pay for it. Or use it, sexualise the nose. Use the... Nobody ever whinges about going on porn or about red tube or whatever for free. They don't whinge about that. The only whinge when they start are off to pay for it. I don't fucking give them that. It's like 20 quid, but they'll go on porn for a free wank. How am I a slag for making money? But they're nor a slag. Or you're not a bad person for... Don't, like, point your finger one hand and whank with the other, basically, is what I'm trying to say. I've never said I was the prettiest or the best body. I just was the right one to do it at the right time. And I've always said this. So people could were confused. Like, why is this bang average looking girl getting all this attention? So people started to really, like, hate on me and stuff. If you say, like, I've done a YouTube video about this actually, saying, like, about the trolls back then. Like, if you search my name, like, Chels Feggs and Slag, Chels Feggs and Kill Yourself, there's hundreds of tweets, like, saying, I'm fucking sick of the sight of this slag, Chels Feggs and Go and Kill Yourself and blah, blah, blah. Like, just really fucking horrible. I've done a video and oh my god, it went crazy. I think I made, like, 40 grand in that first week on my own page, like, as a model. The site made, like, I can't remember what the figures were for the first couple of weeks, but we turned over a million in the first three months. So that's how wild it went. When I haven't had a healthy mindset for six years, obviously I've battled with drinking, partying and things, and, yeah, obviously now I'm just trying to make a change for me son's sake, basically. It's like, just that I like to stop drinking and just need to, like, yeah, just do better, basically, which has been really hard for the past six years. Like, I've never had anyone to answer to when I didn't have my baby and I just went from bad relationship to bad relationship. I guess people told me what wasn't worth anything for so long that I just started believing it and going out with people that didn't show me any worth, basically. When your son gets older as well, how does that play an effect on your mind of the videos it's out, the other pictures and stuff? Oh, God, I've been... I can't even talk about it. I've been suicidal quite a few times. I actually, like, was in hospital once from turning over doors. But, yeah, like, it is really hard to, like...