 Oh, I'm watching the biggest trainwrecker on YouTube right now. Right, I need to like set my camera up. I wasn't when I- I was editing the Chewy Gem video that I just recorded and, um, saw Trisha Pater's trending on Twitter. And now I have been unsubscribed from her for a very long time because every time something's trending, she claims it. Have self-diagnosed myself, I guess, is multiple personality disorder. She's claimed to have all these random diagnoses whenever it's trending. And yesterday she came out with a video titled Meet My Alters. From what I've seen the response of, and from what I've seen, she just deeply offended an entire community. They were worked so bloody hard to build up a safe space. I only got three minutes of the video and I set my camera up, so... Okay guys, I am like extremely heated and extremely emotional right now. Same. And this video is specifically to Anthony Padilla, who I fucking loved and admire. Padilla. Respected. He is the one person, one YouTuber, aside from like Shane and like the people that are my friends. He is the one YouTuber that I wasn't like friends with or had any prior connection to that I was like, that guy is so sweet. I met him at YouTubers React one time and I was like, you know what? He had prior- That guy met one time. He's a really great guy. Wasn't one of those YouTubers who didn't act like he didn't know who I was and the vice versa. It was just very sweet and very nice and, you know, a lot of- Everyone knows who she is. I think everyone knows who she is. Queen of drama on YouTube. Literally, she's probably one of the most problematic YouTubers that- She's probably the most problematic female YouTuber. That I'm this crazy bitch and all that stuff like that. I make videos about people. Here's the thing, I don't- In case you guys haven't noticed, I don't make videos about people who don't. I make videos about me and my journey and my struggle. What's the title of the video called? Dear Anthony. Anyway, back to this. I think it's apparent to everybody that has watched me for some time that I have a lot of mental health issues and I have a lot. Anyone who's watched me from day one from my start at this channel knows that I have a lot of mental health issues. I've documented the entire diagnosis process, every inpatient, pretty much. Not all of them. Every misdiagnosis. What footage of me having PTSD attacks I've put on videos of me literally blacking it out because of stress, because of my mental health. I find Trisha so infuriating because as someone who genuinely has shared their journey online to hear her say that it's the most infuriating feeling ever because you're just like, no, you haven't. You've made a bunch of random claims that have been disproven at every single point and you only have a label when you're forgetting that. I just don't like that. As someone who does create YouTube content that's about my own struggles I talk very openly in very poor situations. When I'm in hospital, my last admission when I was getting like I am was so paranoid about things. I recorded and shared that and that's the dark side of mental health. Using a label to get viewers and it suits you. You don't see me making a video. I think I've got dissociative identity disorder just because it's in trending because any decent person can see the one. I don't have dissociative identity disorder. We all know this because you can tell them people. With her, every time mental illness is in trending time she claims to have it. I can't even imagine how infuriating that is. Especially people who genuinely have dissociative identity disorder. I've struggled with mental illness and I've struggled with it my entire life. People love to point it out on the internet constantly. Claiming you have dissociative identity disorder is not cool excuse to mock people in the community and call them crazy. Just because I act differently in different situations does not mean I have dissociative identity disorder. I have very low self-esteem so I do everything I can to not piss a person off and to fit into a situation so not feel like I'm drawing more attention to myself or not a dissociative disorder. Dissociative identity disorder isn't even an identity disorder. It's a dissociative disorder. That's what infuriated me. This is the statement that got me to turn my camera around because I'm just like how dare she think she can claim this when she's literally contradicting the entire definition of dissociative identity disorder. Dissociative identity disorder is a disorder from what I understand where you're not supposed to know you have it because of the anesthetic walls. And I might be wrong in that. Do not quote me on that. I'm not a professional in this field. I'm not subject. So go check out channels that are actually informed such as dissociative. Multiple personality disorder is a very out of date diagnosis for dissociative identity disorder. It's very out of date. But it means the same as dissociative identity disorder. It's not about trying to find out who you are. So as I said periodically throughout this video I do not have dissociative identity disorder. I'm not going to say what she does or doesn't have a personal opinion. I don't think she does. But as she said and using keywords exactly, it's the internet. We all have a right to an opinion. I think she's also harmful towards the whole YouTube community in a way because companies start seeing big YouTubers like that. They're not going to want to work with creators because they will assume they're going to be fucking gobbled and ruin their brand. So essentially it's ruining the platform for everybody, not just mental health creators but for other creators too. I look crazy. In her past video she's always claimed borderline not dissociative identity disorder. The minute it was trending she has dissociative identity disorder. That's what I have to say on that little segment there. She goes with what I was trending which is why no one believes this dissociative identity disorder thing. It's like a boy who cried wall. You can only do things so many times before people just don't believe you. Unfortunately she definitely crossed that line a long time ago. That's why she's always in drama and fights and like you and I but sitting here now could probably both agree that she doesn't have dissociative identity disorder. In what from my sin of her she does not meet any of the criteria for dissociative identity disorder. Don't listen to what she says about dissociative identity disorder because basically everything she said was scientifically incorrect and I think she is I just don't follow her. No, yeah, I'm ending it there. I don't want anything more to say. Okay, okay, I'll do that. I'm gonna go and be crazy myself. Bye, guys.