 hello you guys welcome to a new video so today I'm just about to go to the gym but today I'm gonna try to consecutively do things that push me out of my comfort zone because I was thinking and I was like what have I done recently that I've like pushed myself out of my comfort zone and I can't really think of anything so it's like you know what I have to freaking step it up because that's how you excel in life and that's how you learn new things that's how you grow is stepping out of your comfort zone and I haven't in I feel like a long time like maybe I haven't I just don't realize it but I just don't feel like I've done anything out of the way to step out of my comfort zone so that's what we're gonna do in this video so we're just going to the gym which is something I would normally do it's not that big of a deal but after the gym we're going to take a cold shower so that's the first thing that we're gonna do but right now we're just gonna gym and then take it from there so anyways can't wait for today it's gonna be a fun time and yeah I'm gonna go to him now and I will talk to you guys throughout my day one thing that's kind of out of my comfort zone is coming to like a public park area alone and just like meditating journaling and just kind of like sitting myself down and being alone I've never honestly really done that before in like a public area I found kind of like a couple of spots that I like knew where no one comes and like that is like fine to me like that's comfortable but I'm kind of in like a public park right now and it's like a beautiful lake with just like greenery around but like there's people so it's definitely out of my comfort zone and honestly just going on walks alone is kind of out of my comfort zone just because I don't know for one like I'm always just like really paranoid about people trying to kidnap me because obviously you always gotta like keep an eye out for that so that's kind of always on the back of my head but two I don't know it's just because I don't want to be lonely on a walk I don't know I just like something that I don't really do that often I have gone on walks alone with like my dog before but like never alone alone so we're here alone alone and we're gonna go on a hot girl walk which is basically like a trend that you kind of like put your headphones in and you just kind of like walk alone and you just kind of listen to music that like pumps you up and yeah that's basically what like a hot girl walk is so we're gonna do that and I also brought like my journal and everything and I really just want to sit down connected nature and journal and this is definitely out of outside of my comfort zone not doing the journaling and the meditating but doing it in a public place so gotta push myself because like I always want to do this okay I truly do always want to come to like area where there's lots of greenery and like pretty scenery but like I'm also scared of people judging me for some reason but like I don't know why like that just that's so stupid that's what we're gonna do brought my shit and it's gonna hot girl walk do some meditation some journaling in public and we got this it's a beautiful day I do see like the rain clouds coming so I feel like it's gonna rain any second now so let's get out before to start raining did some meditating journaling walking at the park it was so good like the weather was perfect when I was sitting the sun was just beaming on me and it felt so good like I am full of energy right now like nature and the sun oh my goodness like I feel like my battery is recharge to be honest and I just feel so mentally clear and mentally happy this is your sign to go out and just like sit in nature like you don't even need to go that far just find a tree even to sit against or somewhere peaceful just oh my god like I just feel so good I'm so glad that I did that so seeing people it's so cool to think that like everybody has their own little separate lives and you're the main character of your life and they're the main characters of their life and you've known nothing about them and they have their whole life that you know nothing about which is just so crazy that we're all strangers but we're all on this planet together experiencing this life on the same planet but we're all strangers to each other which is crazy but like in terms of like our core I believe that we're all connected on this earth because like we're all here for a reason together and we're all just here on earth together and I believe there's like a reason and I believe we're all connected in that way but we act like we're all just strangers which is so weird anyways okay so I think I'm gonna take myself out to sushi right now I don't think I've ever in my ever in my life like I'm trying to think back I don't think I've ever gone out to eat alone like completely alone just sat down at a table like at a restaurant I don't think I've ever done it like I'm I don't think I have I'm trying to think back so first time for everything I guess and that is definitely out of my comfort zone because like I don't know I just feel awkward going to go eat alone but like it's it should be so normal so we're doing that let's go to sushi I'm so hungry honestly so yay I'm currently at a sushi restaurant alone I just ordered a chicken teriyaki roll I'm so excited I'm actually so hungry I only have a smoothie today and then I love the house and now I'm really hungry so I can't wait it's actually peaceful being here alone I thought it'd be more boring but it's honestly kind of peaceful there's actually like another girl here that's alone too so my hey like I'm not weird for doing it like taking myself on a little date which is actually cute hey guys so I'm currently driving because I'm going to the mall with Julia she just kind of texted me and she was like do you want to go shopping the other day and I was like sure I can't really buy anything but just because my visa is maxed out because I just bought the couch I put a down payment on it but now since like we're actually getting it next week I had to like buy it so my visa is maxed out and I literally like I can't buy anything because I have no money so I'm just gonna go shopping with her I do like shopping it's something to do I mean especially with the weather being so crappy lately at least something to do you know what I mean like I was just thinking and I was like there's really not much to do when it's raining like when it's sunny you can just be like oh let's go on a walk let's go to the beach let's go to the park like there's a lot more things to do that's free outdoors but when it's raining it's like there's not really much selection so going shopping is just kind of something to do walk around browse you know what I mean even if you're not buying anything I still enjoy it so that's what we're doing and oh my goodness I we just had like the worst experience with the company that we bought our couch from it just has been the worst experience the worst customer service and and I really wanted to like promote this couch you guys it's so cute but like I don't want to promote this company at all because of the way that they've treated us I think I'll go more to depth into it like when I get the couch and tell you guys the whole story but it's just been honestly horrible and not just because of how long it's been delayed but also just like the way that they the customer services and like how they're treating us and what like they're not I don't know I will tell you guys when we get the couch and do more of a story time on that because there's tea there's tea on the couch and I do not want to promote them at all like typically every single like product and stuff that I show you guys and tell you guys is promotion for that brand even if it's not sponsored they didn't pay me to do it it's free promotion and so me putting the couch link in the description that's free promotion which I don't want to give them in the video when I get the couch just like really annoying me honestly and like I just don't know what to do because I know a lot of people are gonna want the link to it but they just don't deserve they just do not deserve to have that promotion because they suck and I don't want to be rude but they they've honestly kind of been rude to us just like a sticky situation and also my tongue is so very you guys like I burnt my tongue the other day on dinner I think I don't really remember specifically what I just remember burning it and it's just been burned for the past couple of days and I haven't been able to eat properly because of it and having a burnt tongue is really just shitty anyways that's like the least of my problems it gets fine it'll heal soon with every record I've been asking the masses to tune your hearts to me I represent intelligent niggas that grew up partially but lately I've been questioning second guessing whether or not I've got something the office inside of me losing poverty or has the money okay you guys so I literally said that I wouldn't buy anything but I bought stuff because there's a store like it's a random store in the mall that had a sale and it was like the tank tops were just like so cheap and I'm like I can't best look this opportunity because especially since the summer's coming up I feel like I'm always just like wearing random tank tops and it's nice to switch it up and even like I know this sounds kind of dumb but like even for filming it's nice to have like new clothes to wear to switch up the vibe you know what I mean I don't know I just bought a couple of tank tops with my debit card because my visa was maxed out because of the couch but anyways so I'm gonna give you guys a little bit of a haul it was I don't even know that remember the store name it was just random store in mall but anyways so I just got this basic gray tank top and I just don't really have a basic gray tank so this is kind of just perfect for the summer and stuff like this I wear all of the time just to have to throw on is so nice even in the winter I wear tank tops to you like so that's great and then I got this one shoulder top and I think that this color is so freaking cute and yeah just a little pop of pink one shoulder the materials actually really nice and like stretchy so one shoulder top this would be just so cute in the summer with like some sweatshorts or something in love with this and then the next thing I got is just a basic gray tank top but it has like stripes on it and I don't know I just like this and I feel like it would be really cute with just like sweatshorts so pants in the summer just like another tank to throw on and then I got this halter neck and I just really am have been in love with like this pattern recently like these colors together I love it so much and this isn't a medium I'm usually like a small but they only had a medium and I kind of just like tried it on over top of my sweater and it fit me so yeah it's so cute and it's just like a different vibe if I wear this with like shorts in the summer and it's something like different than just being a plain tank top you know so really like that yeah and then the last thing I got is just these yellow sweatpants they're a really pale yellow and they're just really baggy and comfortable I just can't have enough sweatpants because I I'm constantly you guys know this I'm constantly wearing sweatpants you don't want to go out staying home I'm always in sweatpants so these were so cheap and I was like you know what I have to take advantage of the sale okay I was like I think I think they were closing or something because everything was just like more than half off like it was so good yeah I honestly like really love fashion and I I don't know whatever I go shopping I always kind of have this limiting belief of like I can't spend too much money shopping like spending money on clothes is stupid and I have this kind of limiting belief about that in my mind that I kind of want to get rid of because like honestly shopping makes me happy and it's just like really fun and it's a way to express yourself like buying clothing and wearing clothing it's really a way to express yourself and so I think I just have to give myself more wiggle room with that it's like if I really like something I know I'm gonna use it I know I'm gonna wear it but it's a little bit more on the pricey side you know what like it's fine to just do it and not feel guilty about it I usually feel guilty going shopping just because it's not like I don't have the money to do it it's just because I'm like oh shit like was that done for me to spend my money on shopping I don't need it blah blah blah but sometimes you have to spend money on stuff that you don't need but that makes you happy just like when a Starbucks it's like do I need that no but it doesn't make me happy yes so it's kind of like the same thing and I just kind of like want to get rid of that you know limiting belief in my mind that like shopping is a dumb way to spend your money because honestly it's not and money is honestly energy you guys it's energy it's just at the end of the day it's just a number in a bank account and it's energy the more that you think that you have the more wealthy feel the more that you attract and vice versa and when I think about it like that it's like you kind of have to like spend your money to attract more money because you're not putting that limiting belief on yourself about money that like oh that's stupid to spend my money here because if you had unlimited money you would spend it however you want without feeling guilty so if you want unlimited money then you kind of have to match that vibration and match that energy that's something that I've been trying to kind of reprogram my mind to do but yeah money is literally an energy so gotta match that energy sometimes and obviously I'm not gonna go blow all my money on shopping that's not what I'm trying to say but like just not having like that limiting belief in my mind I feel like it's just like importance and I'm just trying to get rid of that and yeah so anyways that was my little mall haul Joel and me are just making dinner tonight I'm just gonna put this stuff away in my closet right now but I'm really happy with the stuff I got I mean it's not too much but it's still like a little bit like just spicing on my wardrobe a bit so also Eritzia if you're watching this calling out to Eritzia okay if you're watching this like I would literally die to get sent clothing I would die like please if anyone from Eritzia is watching this like please come my way my business emails in the in the description I represent intelligent niggas that grew up partially but lately I've been questioned