 Seems like the past year has gone by pretty quickly But every day for me has been more of a chore when I have to spend it in the gym bodybuilding You know, there's a reason I stopped lifting weights years and years ago Completely sick and tired of being in the gym every day. Of course I did choose the worst time to start this transformation Seeing as everyone is locked inside. All the gyms are shut down because they have to usher in this new world order nonsense Even if gyms did open back up in a reasonable manner, I wouldn't consider them safe anymore You know before this we had high Wi-Fi level concerns. Everyone has their cell phone But now who knows what they're doing with these filtration systems. They're putting even more crap in these gyms I would say you should not be working out in a public gym anymore and No gyms to my knowledge take these precautions against these high radiation devices. We did a video I think four or five months back explaining this. I think it was titled our gyms safe And I was hoping that all this stuff would be over by now But it seems like I was unfortunately correct with my prediction six months ago This is going to last about 18 months to fulfill their six six six evil satanic bullshit prophecy It looks like they're gonna crash every small business Impoverish as many people as possible Create the longest bread lines for soup kitchens We have ever seen make people desperate enough that they will do anything to resume life back to normal Including getting injected with DNA altering soft metal poison I guess you could say my thoughts on the state of the world aren't too optimistic and The mindset of everyone on this planet right now is mostly negative And I think bodybuilding in general let alone at a time like this is Unproductive and you're not really building health. You're not building natural strength Although natural bodybuilding is definitely something you would consider healthy compared to the average American It's not functional it takes an incredible amount of time and resources on a consistent basis and it really does take over your life when you Have to get all of these meals in workouts every day Basically a second part-time job, you know three to four hour commitment minimum every single day And it's one thing if you're getting something in return if you're a fitness influencer If you really enjoy doing it and it gives you satisfaction But for me at this point in time with what I'm doing. It's I'm not too happy about it That's if you're natural, you know these enhanced athletes using boatloads of drugs have to eat twice as much food as me Three times as many meals spend two to three hours in the gym And it becomes a full-time job six seven eight hours per day Committed to maintaining an insane amount of muscle mass and that type of bodybuilding is definitely unhealthy So much stress on your liver kidneys digestive system Cardiovascular system compared to a natural bodybuilder, which is probably just digestive system stress Maybe a little bit of stress on the heart I'm sure all of you are familiar with why this started, you know I made several workout advice videos using my personal knowledge from when I was bodybuilding in my teens and early 20s However, my appearance was not indicative of my peak musculature You know, I was a 140 pound fairy boy twink in those videos and my form was Incorrect Questionable because it doesn't line up with what most people are used to seeing so you guys gave me a bunch of shit And I got torn apart by my viewers and several other youtubers for posting videos And you know, I could have backed down and just let it go But then I would have to admit that I was wrong and I believe strongly in my training style My understanding of hypertrophy just like I believe strongly in what I do for nutrition and diet And you know over the past three four years of me doing my YouTube channel I have fought very hard to establish my understanding of nutrition And I feel like I'm in a similar boat with fitness and bodybuilding except You know nutrition has more unknowns than fitness and bodybuilding does so it's a a bit hard But there's definitely some parallels between the struggles I've had in both of those aspects So you guys went from calling me a vegan girl to accusing me of using steroids pretty pretty drastic Transition which I think is comical because I am the only person who has posted a Drug test on YouTube the only person ever Natural fitness influencer that has posted a drug test literally the only one and Now I'm getting gangstalked by a bunch of vegans and corn of ores that are trying to discredit me I won't even use creatine guys. You guys know my liver function was terrible from taking Accutane and the iron-overload problems the past year or two. I don't grow any facial head This is it's completely preposterous. I weigh a hundred fifty-five pounds These people will say and do anything to discredit me or my businesses Simply because they can't compete with my understanding of nutrition the work ethic I put in to educating people and improve their health and now They're not too happy that I'm looking better than all of these vegan juice heads I would say I proved everyone wrong six months ago as I haven't put on that much muscle mass sins You know the muscle memory from my past lifting weights has done most of its thing my sleep is slowly getting better and I would like to stick to the bodybuilding mainly because you know fitness is really Marketable despite what's going on and it's the only thing besides nutrition that I have an understanding of that I consider myself good at and If I decided to do just what I wanted to do you know hike in the woods for an hour or two every day It doesn't really add much content to my channel even though it might be the best decision long term for my health That being said, yeah I would be a lot happier if I also didn't have to eat all of this food and Spend that hour in the gym every day You know if the world wasn't locked down with this BS You know I would say I could travel and do certain things But now that all there really is to do is stay locked in my garage Eating ground beef and lifting weights, you know, I don't want to throw in the towel yet But I'm still swing back and forth on what the play is so I'll hit some poses for you guys I'm only two or three pounds heavier than three months ago. I think I'm around a hundred fifty nine a hundred sixty now and These past two months especially I focused on symmetry my shoulders kind of laying off arms a bit doing mostly single arm movements And from a natural perspective, you know, I'm not gonna put on a substantial amount of muscle mass without doing this for years and years and years And years, you know, I think this is going to be a long-term investment to just put on You know two to four pounds of muscle every single year at this stage And I really wanted to launch my routine six months ago and now it's been a year and this BS still isn't done gyms aren't open yet And I think I just have to come out with it regardless of what's happening and whether or not I continue bodybuilding You know the training principles that I go over will be able to be applied to any sport strongman powerlifting calisthenics So hopefully I'll get you guys that routine before November. I'm not really gonna hit any poses I honestly don't think you know, I look that good with my long arms I don't have much of a V taper, but I look pretty good relaxed and you know, my arms are Around 17 inches now, you know, my back is is much more developed than it was when I Started off. It's kind of hard to look good in like the you know, the front double bicep and like the Some of the poses that expose weak points more so we'll do Simple stuff side chest So I'll try to start tapering in some more fitness content after we do that routine this month And if you guys could please, you know, drop a like on the video leave me a comment down below It's the least you guys can do for me sticking through this for a year And if you guys do want to support me further, you can check out Frank dash to file calm See all my other businesses and various consultation services. Thanks again for joining me today guys. I'll see you for tomorrow's video