 So I know that you probably opened this video expecting some, you know, some major piece of wisdom from me. You know, it's kind of me revealing the keys to how to not feel like life sucks or something. But I'm just telling you ahead of time, I'm basically ranting in this video. Maybe you'll find something to believe from it and if you will, please tell me because that would be very helpful. But yeah, it's basically a rant. So, you know, if you're just looking for knowledge, you'll find it in the other videos. So what do I want to talk about? I want to talk about how life is fucking cruel sometimes and fucking hard. So fucking hard sometimes. I mean, you could do all the right things in the world. You do everything just perfect and life is still brutal to you. Of course, you could counter the argument and say, hey, if it's still brutal, it means you didn't do everything perfect. But I don't know. I don't know what to say. I mean, you know, I meditate, I work out, I do the business thing. And still, there's resistance. There's resistance from the outside. There's so many things that were supposed to be resolved sooner are taking time to get resolved. I mean, I guess it's just part of life. I guess you just have to fucking bear it out until it's over. I mean, yeah, it's funny as a guy who had suicidal tendencies at age 18 and, you know, the whole bipolar thing ups and downs. How from that I went to a guy turned into a guy who actually fights beyond anything or anyone that I personally met, maybe besides the people at war, but even they, you know, they get this fed this agenda. So they're not really fighting for themselves. They're fighting for, you know, something bigger. So even there, it's kind of different. But I mean, yeah, every day of hardship is a day where I glean more and more lessons about how to live my life, how to do things right. It's also, every time you have a resistance, it's also a great motivator because you don't have a choice. You can't rest on your laurels when the world is closing down on you. You have to keep moving. So, you know, I'm making this video in a moment of frustration, trying, trying to find the meaning, the lesson behind it. And then, you know, that begs the question, could it be that sometimes shit just happens and there's no lesson behind it? You know, and it's just a bad thing that happened. I mean, sure. You know, you can, we live in a very, if you're watching this video, you're probably living a very comfortable life, regardless of what you think. You know, these are the countries where, you know, your mom might get raped or you might get kidnapped and that's like a high likely possibility. You know, like a reality. So, it's all very fucking confusing. And you know, I glean many lessons from it and I always try to think like, okay, maybe it's trying to teach me that, you know, life is short, so don't worry about it. Maybe it's trying to teach me that you always want to have abundance and as long as you just have enough abundance, shit won't happen to you. But I just think there's no final lesson to glean for it. There's no, it's not like, oh, now I know it, so it's done. It's just, you just get more and more refined as a person. And these things you go through, these painful situations, they force you to stop thinking. Because if you think while going through them, you're not going to make it because your thoughts are not built to be positive. Your thoughts are built to, well, I don't even know what they're built for. I mean, they don't really work when you're reacting. So if you really start reacting and being negative about it, you're never going to come out of the situation. And, you know, you have to teach yourself how to stop thinking. So I intended to make this video for myself. You know, I asked myself, like, hey, let's record the video because, you know, I'm really not in the mood, but let's record it anyway. Even though I am, you know, really, you know, kind of angry mood, don't give a fuck mood. But so I said, I said, let's just record it for myself. But I'm going to upload it anyway. Hope you do. Hope there's not, like, any backlash from it. But yeah, I mean, that's just my thoughts, my opinion on the subjects of the indecencies and hard things about life. There you go. By the way, I just wanted to finish this video on a good note. Because I don't like finishing on a bad note. I just want to let you know that, you know, I just kind of allowed myself to rant and be pissed off, which is something I don't do very often. And I think everybody feels that way sometimes. But every time that happens to me, every time life is like bam, like bit slaps me. Oh, no, bit slaps is like that. And, you know, really, something, you know, unfair quote unquote happens or unexpected. Every time that happens, I do gain a lesson from it. So I wasn't, you know, you know, so when that happens, the reason I was ranting, I was like, is this like, does it mean this? Is it this? Is this the lesson? The reason I was like that is because I am actively, in the back of my mind, looking for a lesson every single time. And every single time I find one. So the guy that, or the girl, that kind of has something bad happen and keeps going, instead of stopping, they get a lesson. They basically get a reward from it, a spiritual reward, but also a practical reward. So the lesson that, you know, in the past, I've gained lessons like, for example, the habits being, where do you think I learned about the anchor factor, about the fact that you have to anchor yourself with a consistent daily habits, you know, from having tough shit happen to me and being thrown around? Or where do you think I learned that you have, you know, how to create perfect consistency? Again, from being a perfectionist, not being able to be consistent. Where did I learn about massive action? From not taking enough massive action and failing. Where did I learn about the fact that you have to be consistent and keep going even once you succeeded and that growth is a must? Well, I stopped growing at some point, even though I was successful and then I got miserable and I destroyed it, basically. So I learned everything from the tough, tough, tough experience. And even shit that happens that doesn't really have a reason, you do gain benefits from it. So, and sorry for the wind. I'll put it closer. So in this example of kind of, you know, what I went through today, the lesson that I gained, as you can see, was to flow. It's like wherever you are, just flow with it. And even if you're like angry, pissed, you know, just flow and make a video like that, you know, just work from that place. Instead of being like, oh, now I'm angry, so now it's ruined. Just attack life from that angle. So as Bruce Lee says, be like water. By the way, if you're wondering why I'm walking so much, I did a blood test today and they told me I'm not allowed to work out today. Because I told them that I work out every day. So I decided to take a walk to where I like to study. And it's a three hour walk. So this is what I consider a workout. So fuck them. You know, people like me love to break the rules. It's like just doing it in spikes. Like you could have just driven there in the car or something with 20 minutes. And like, fuck it, I'm going to do the videos and read and do everything on the way there and do a workout. So I like to get my way. Anyway, I hope that this video makes sense. I hope you appreciate the fact that I was like really honest, really authentic. You know, this might either not get any views and any support or it might get like a lot of support. We'll just have to see. And again, thanks for watching. Thanks for being with me. Thanks for being along with me in this journey. Like, I know it sounds funny because it's just like, you're like, oh man, I'm just watching the video. You know, why was that so special? But I honestly didn't know that having people that look up to me and follow me would... I always had people like that, but now that I have people that actively, day by day, follow me. I mean, it's very unique. It's very special. It's very liberating. So thanks for being here. I really appreciate it, honestly. Keep being here. I'll make sure it's worth your while. See you soon.