 Hi, beautiful. So as you guys know, I've had quite a few different haircuts, hairstyles, hair colors in my past on YouTube and just in life in general. It's been a journey to get where I am today. I didn't always used to have the same hair color for so long. Now I'm rocking the same colors for months on end or even a year. And you guys will sometimes watch my really old videos and comment on them and be like, oh my God, look at his hair. Look at how different it was. What was he doing back then with his hair? And girl, I don't know what I was doing half the time. I was trying all different, trying to see what worked for me and I definitely haven't found it yet. So we're gonna check out a bunch of clips from a bunch of different YouTube videos. From my past, some videos that are private. So I'm going through the archives of private videos and looking through the things that I used to do in my hair and where it all began and how we got here with this blue sort of mullet situation going on. With that all said, I can't wait to roast myself and all my past looks with you guys. So let's do it. All right, so this first one is from the archives. Here I am with these long luscious locks. Yeah, wow. Okay, to be honest with you, I'm obsessed. My hair looked so good. That color could not have been prettier. I grew it out from a double process and just kept growing it. And then I was like highlighting it at one point and doing like a full foil. And then I did less foils and less foils as it grew out. So it had this like really beautiful ombre. And then I kept on highlighting the front pieces and just like toning the ends. Oh my God, it looked so healthy and so pretty. And I finally got it's like a real long bob length which took forever to do. And soon after this I went to Thailand for like two months. So it was like the perfect look for that. And I remember this day I used like a curling iron and like wrapped it and did all the shit with it. But I definitely look like a woman and that's okay. I love being feminine and definitely embracing my femininity. Love this look. I want this hair sometimes back on my head. But I don't know if I have it in me to grow back out. I don't know, it was a lot. I just felt kind of like ugly when I didn't do it, you know? I had to always have it done. I mean, that's a pretty solid look. I'm gonna rank that one like a solid 10 out of 10. Like how could I not? It was gorgeous, like give me a break. And then sometimes I'd wear it in this bun which what the fuck I also look really good here too. Also why is my hairline look so good there? It definitely receded more and I'm definitely wearing a lot more makeup than I do now, questionable. The bun was a solid like seven out of 10. It could have been thicker. It was cute though and I will take it. I fucked up though. Here is actually the start of my YouTube channel. This is 2016. Why was I making this face? I was like, let's be serious. I mean, I still do that. Wow. Okay, thick hair. Is it still that thick? I don't think so. It's called aging. Ah, huh, huh. Wish I could stop it, but I can't. Ugh, hairline goals. This was me growing out my hair and this is when it got like a little bit annoying. I just wanted that really long hair that you just saw but it was taking forever to grow out and I hated it. Like, meh. Girl, you're doing the best of what you got at the time but it's not good for me. So I'm gonna give that like a five out of 10 because it just like wasn't good but I had to go there to get to where I got. These are like my travel vlogs. These have gone off the channel. They have a whopping, let's see how many views this one has, 558 views. I was a really popular YouTuber back then. I did make videos every other day while traveling and yes, they all got 200 to 500 views and I kept going. I was also a little devastated but it's okay. This was how my hair really looked most of the time. Like, okay, kind of dope. Me just gassing myself up today, okay. I mean, come on you guys. That hair wet was a five, 10 out of 10. Just wanted to show you that one real quick. Right after that, I then went to the best salon in Vietnam. My Vietnamese people out there, how are you? I love Vietnam. I don't know why I wanted this hair gone so bad but I decided this was gonna be the day that I go and get my hair cut and I found this salon and I just did it. I was looking rough that day, okay. So he started cutting it all off and I was like, holy, there's my hair all on the ground. Oh my God. And then we ended up with this hair which was just not as cute and not as fun but my hair looks really full and pretty and he did a good really great job at cutting it. I would give that like a seven out of 10, like cute but like a little too fluffy and a little too like woo, foofy. I don't know, I'm not really like that anymore so I can't really relate to that style but I definitely wanted that like undercut, like I don't know, like butch look. Not me anymore. And then we ended up here. I bleached my hair which I think this is a way better look. I would 100% rock this hair right now. Like I love this color. This is like surprising that these are all the better looks of mine because they're so old but this is really cute. I really think it brings on my eyes and my eyebrows. My eyebrows were definitely really dark. I was doing something there. Okay, this one, a 10 out of 10 too. I don't know why it's looking so good but it is. I don't know why I'm looking so chunky and so thick. What is this hair cut? Why does it look so good? I love this like bull cut fringe I have going on. I want this. Not me giving my own self hair inspo. So I actually ended up dyeing my hair pink in this. I remember hating it. I never did well with having colorful hair but I was definitely having an identity crisis at this point and just wanted to keep coloring my hair. So I did it and I hated it. Now looking back, it is so pink. Let's not do that. Okay, so it didn't show up for some reason and my hair looks worse for some reason. I don't like this at all. I would say a six out of 10 on this one. Kind of ugly. Kind of like to way better before. I was going through a lot at this point. I just want to preface this one by saying that as you can see it on my face. So don't make fun of me too bad but this is also in the archives. I had a shaved head. Was it terrible? Yes. Well, I do it again maybe but I won't look this terrible this time. God, I look so boring. Uh-uh. I'm going to give this one like a three out of 10. I'm going to give this one a three out of 10. It was just like bad. And for a long time I just started growing it out until I then did this blindfold hair color challenge which ended up really backfiring because it looked terrible. It came out really bad. I did like lavender and pink. It's going to be a solid no for me. Maybe it's just my face that's throwing it off. Like I just feel like I look sick. This was the start of kind of my real YouTube life and I was having a hard time adjusting to it. That's why it looked like I haven't seen the sun in five years. Four out of 10 on this one. It was really ugly. It was so splotchy and so gross. Then I went and started doing all these different colors and at one point I had neon green. It was so neon that the camera like couldn't pick up all the different colors going on. I'm not going to lie, I love it. One sex Mondo color comes out with neon green. I'm going to do it. I'm going to give that a nine out of 10. It kind of made me look good. I don't know, it made me look like kind of tan. And then I went back blonde, did a few different haircuts. Nothing really that important. Kind of rocked this like, I didn't really rock it but I did this like thing for a little while. This is just like a notable mention where I had like the sides dark and the top platinum blonde. I had no choice though because when you have a dull process and you have to shave the sides off all the time it ends up being dark on the sides and laying on the top. I hated that. I wish it would stop but I couldn't make it stop. I'm going to give this like four out of 10 terrible ugly, hated it. Finally, we made it to 2018. We went on to this interesting little pink moment that looked like poop. And my first ever merch that you guys loved that I definitely grew out of and ended up hating. It actually wasn't that bad. It has like an X in the back. I'm sure a lot of you guys still have it but the hair was ugly. I don't like the pink. Kind of washes me out. Blues way better on me. Four out of 10, ugly. I don't know. It's just like bad. I don't like the dark sides of the pink on the top and the haircut was just like kind of weird. So then I stuck with platinum blonde for a long time and kind of just changed the haircuts a little bit. Here's a notable mention of another pink color I did. But I'm glad I finally was like, this actually is not working for me and I think that I should stop off my hair so much. And then I did this. Apparently it got worse because now I look like I have a pink mushroom on my head with the ugliest shirt. I think somebody bought me that. So sorry, whoever bought me that but it's famous. One out of 10, even a zero. One. I'm gonna give myself a one out of 10 on that one. I don't know if any of you guys have been with me long enough to know that I had like 20 mental breakdowns. I'm still having mental breakdowns about being on YouTube but I would just get like so down on myself when the views just stopped sometimes. This video is called I Can't Do This Anymore and I'm pretty sure I just hit a million subscribers and apparently I couldn't do it anymore. But it's also the most amazing job or else I wouldn't be doing it and I brag about it all the time. Here I was wearing a lot of lip gloss but went back to the undercut with blonde. It was bad, ugly and awful. Four out of 10 because like I would wear it but like it's just bad. Okay, so this got kind of better. I went back short with the top and had this light pink moment. Just what the hell am I wearing? The cut was kind of fun. I like that it's shorter. I like that I was doing different things. I don't like how the bangs are pushed over because it made my forehead look really large and like I was balding. I do like the color. I like the lighter pink. This little like pink moment with the pink background is kind of a vibe. The background looks so ugly with the wood table. Girl, I literally had no sense of style. Five out of 10 on that one. I'll give it to that. I'll give that one to me. So this is what happens when you mix together like 10 different colors and put it on your head. Literally right after I filmed this video I bleached this out of my hair to get it out because I hated it so much and it ended up not coming out well and I had to bleach it like three times and my hair was so demolished and fried after this. I'm gonna give this a two out of 10 because it was scarring. I hated every second of it and I will never mix every single color together again. So then I grew out the sides. I actually really liked this look and it still do. I don't know, I liked the hair. I liked a little piece in the front. We're getting to more of like my style now. Even this is still 2018 but this is December. So it was almost 2019 and I don't know. I liked it. I thought the crop was nice. Wasn't my absolute favorite. So I'm gonna give this like an eight out of 10. Kind of enjoy it. So I started off this video with this most beautiful blonde hair and then I ended up doing a split dye. I did this mint color with this pink. It ended up looking good. I actually really liked this. I remember liking it in person and then the next day being like well I'm not wearing this to real life. So I ended up coloring it again back to blonde soon after. Now I ended up 10 for this. I liked the cut with the color and I liked the middle part. Oh, this is the one that I was trying to find. Here I am with some faded pink hair and it looked bad. I ended up coloring my hair like a sprites bottle. Why would I do that? I thought people would like it. Nobody liked it, nobody cared. And so yeah, we did this really heinous green color and this really heinous yellow color. Then I put this earring on just to top off the look because I thought it wasn't bad enough. One out of 10. Oh my God. Let's just forget about that one. I know that that sprite hair like really scarred me because after that I goes on for like a year without changing my hair color, which was really impressive for me because I hadn't done that in a really long time and I always would change my hair but I'm looking through right now and there's literally nothing that happened with my hair for the longest time. Okay, so here I have pink tips. I think it looked kind of good. This shirt's fun. I came up with my through that. Why did I get rid of that shirt? It's so fun. Fun, but it wasn't really vibing. I was trying really hard, which I definitely was. I'm still am. I'm always trying hard. Wasn't that great? Four out of 10 on that one. You guys were all shook because I was platinum blonde for so long and I finally did something a little different here, which was just brought down my kind of root color and shaved the sides really short. That extreme pop-a-door undercut thing was just like not a vibe. But I loved when I did this, like at the time I was like, wow, I have darker hair and I look so much better and I'm being so excited about it, but I don't like the color. It was like gray. It looked like really dull and lifeless, but you guys really seem to like it. Six out of 10, because it was like definitely fun, but I hate it looking back. And then I just got darker and darker progressively until we got to the darkest part because I was like addicted to having dark hair all of a sudden and I thought I looked fierce, which I actually do look fierce. Love this haircut, love this color. I look like a basic. Sometimes you just got to look like a basic to appreciate looking not like one. I'm gonna get this one at 10 out of 10. It was like boring, but it was good. You have to admit it guys, come on. After that, you guys, it was just the same old me for a whole year. We changed the cut a few times. I went shorter, I went longer. We had this haircut, pretty cute. Looking at me now and looking at this, I'm like, wow, it really was like, I don't know how you guys still watch me at that point because it was boring. So then I started growing the mullet out, which ended up being very much a mullet at one point. As you can see here, we had the brown hair highlighted mullet. It was like down to here at one point. It was cute. Looking back, like I definitely think I look a little raggedy. This is a cute frame to stop on. Ooh, seven out of 10 for the mullet. So then it was the day that I came out with X-Mondo color. And of course I had to color my hair with it. Ooh, super blue color. And I had the really long mullet. It was a vibe. I'm gonna get myself this one. This is a 10 out of 10. I was kind of killing it. And the makeup was fun. It's definitely faded a lot. Compared to this, are you kidding? It's on its way out. Should I go back to the dark blue or keep it like this? So that brings me to today's hair, which is this. It's a little more of a mohawk than a mullet these days. My hair needs to be redone. Because at this point, I just have like the tips colored. Your boy doesn't have time, okay? He's trying to do it all. I like my hair now. I would give it like an eight out of 10. I'm not obsessed with it, but I do like it a lot. That's my journey. So yeah, those are like some of my looks that I had. I actually had way more than that, but I couldn't show you everything because this video would be five hours long. As you can see, some of the looks were really bad. Some of them were good and cute, and I kind of missed some of them. And I actually saved some of them on my computer and just looked back on them. If you guys see me with an old hairdo, it's because of this video. So if you guys would care to let me know which one was your favorite, I would actually love to know. Leave a comment below, and while you're at it, you're not already subscribed. It's right there, subscribe. 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I'm seeing like a hot pink moment, but like kind of red, like a hot pink red in your whole head. I feel like it'll look really good with your skin. Also like maybe like a little more of a bang, like kind of fun for you. If you do it, let me know. I'd love to see it. That's all for today, guys. Thank you so much for watching. Don't forget to live your extra life and I'll see you next time. Bye, guys.