 when you're the one that wants to leave But your family is the one that wants to stay. Yeah and That happens like it actually like I get I get emotional about this shit Because I you hear it all the time and like it doesn't matter It doesn't fucking matter how well you're doing, right like cuz you're always fuck bullshit here It doesn't matter how well you're doing right cuz like you can you can feel good about that shit every day But like every day you're gonna open up the newspaper and you're gonna see shit Really bad shit. That's happening to your people Like you have shipped you have people that died you can't go see you know like you have people that like have shit That goes out and you can't you're not there right like Like I've missed birthdays like I miss you know I miss everything It's all goes back to fucking corrupt politicians Yeah, man, like the hardest part for me Which I actually has never never actually been our record is like my my grant my daughter is named after my grandmother Who's not fucking eight? Oh And she's still alive in Venezuela But they haven't met And I don't know if they will and and I mean stop fucking crying Um, I don't know if they will yeah, right and like that's fucking frustrating Right like the fact that I can't do anything about that Kills me like fucking kills me and like Fuck she my grandma I can't be mad at her. She couldn't have fucking predict this I can't be mad at my fucking parents. They sent me out. They did their best. I'm here. My daughter safe You know, I can't believe my wife because she's scared shitless of going Right look what you blame You know, I don't think so. This is a blame game. No, no, it's not it's not but eventually you're frustrated and When you're frustrated all you want to do is fix it of course, right? That's how I have work right every time I've come across something. I'm like, okay great This is how you're feeling perfect separate yourself from the emotion. How do you fix it? What are the steps to fix it? What if you can't? It's also the definition of fixing you know people try to fix things as like let me fix when as a will or any Country as a whole you can't and I rather fix one person if I can or I don't like the word fix or assist Yeah, one person. Yeah, you never know where that you never know where that one person will end up or what he or she does Right, you know, well, and that's the thing. All right, like so many people Played a role in who I am today So many people people like I grew up my whole life in Venezuela like the people that made me who I am today largely are Nowhere to be seen for me nearby like I can't go up and say thank you, right like it doesn't happen and a lot of those people that did a lot of things for me They can't leave they're still there big like I can't help them Does money help them? No, I Can I can so I'll give you a specific point? I'll give you I'll give you the case of like my Nana the girl who I grew up with her She wants to be close to her family too Doesn't matter how way in what conditions they're in like the best thing I can offer to her I can say to her Hey, I'll fly you over you can work with me. You'll earn dollars like you'll be free Well, she's the way she sees it. She's just gonna be in a parrot cage with a bunch of dollars. Yeah So you you can't help a lot of people the way you want to It's you really can't and that's the biggest piece is like it's the human piece Like that you don't talk about Right like every and I see this you can you feel it in every immigrant They're not complete and there it's that chip that makes you overbuilt almost and that and you build something great for your kids And that's great And then someday your kids have to leave and they have their feeling complete and they'll overbuild as well You know, so I feel like you know a Lot of you know me here like I essentially that's that's my narrative now It's like I never want my daughter to go through what I have to go through right and I'll make sure that I'll bear Hello fucking Citadel if I can't fucking leave her with six point one five Bitcoin and like that'll be it I would love that world or I would love that but You know and Part of it too. Sometimes I'm like the way I get out of this shit the way I get out of this funk is like Fuck man, maybe that's life. You know what like Maybe that's maybe that is life is figuring out how you're gonna fix it and having to go through all these things And this is this constant cycle of that's Buddha saying like suffering, but people view suffering as a negative connotation It's how you perceive it So it's like maybe maybe that's it Maybe my job is To have this chip and to build things around Bitcoin because maybe they'll lead to some other people to get another fucking Massive moment and you ever read if Victor Frankl's book man search for meaning. No. Oh god. No, I have not I'll take a read. I wanted I want to read the three-body problem or the third Third-body problem or the three-body problem. I know that book It's like a it's like a really dark book about like statistics and like read Victor Frankl's book I will I will it's epic. Yeah, I'll read it But but yeah, man, I mean we've gone with we've gone through the through all of the Venezuelans and back, but Yeah, it's This never ends we can talk about this shit all day