 I saw her in a car with a whole group of guys, and I was like, hey, what you're doing? You don't want to do that. It could turn out badly, and let's go back into this second party. And so she was like, no, come on, come with me, come with me. And the only thing I could think in my head was if I let her go and something happens to her, I will not be able to live with myself. One of the guys asked if I wanted to change the CD. And I said, sure. So we get in, and I pick the CD, and he plays the music, and he turns up louder. And then he violently throws me onto the ground, and he violently rapes me on the ground. While he was raping me, I was screaming, and so I heard a door open, and I'm thinking that I'm gonna be saved and helped. And as I look back, I see a guy and he looks me in my eyes, and he just simply like, he just closes the door back. He didn't care, or he didn't want to get involved, but I felt like that I didn't matter enough for him to step in and save me from what was happening. I really just didn't want to wake up. Like, I just wanted to just die. I didn't want to kill myself, because, but I didn't want to wake up. I would actually get mad at God and say, why did you wake me up? Because I just felt like I wasn't worth anything. I felt like I didn't matter. I felt like no one could, no one cared. No one wanted to help me or support me. Or it was either that or I was a really good actress, and people thought I was okay, but I wasn't okay. We get so mission-minded where we feel like the mission, the mission, the mission, but it's people that are doing the mission. And if the people aren't okay, and if they're hurting, then the mission isn't being done to its fullest capacity. And it's important to get from behind your desk and to not just feel like I just have to send this email, feel like it's important to go to the person and say, hey, just wanted to tell you that X, Y, and Z, or whatever it is that you need to tell someone, you should get up away from your desk sometimes and go talk to them and find out about their life. But if you don't even know what they're like on a regular basis, then you're not gonna know when they're off. I really feel like it's so important for everyone to look out for everyone and not just say, oh, that's just the first-church job, or that's just the flight chief's job. No, it's everyone's job.