 You said something at the beginning about the freedom, I know you speak a lot about the surrendering to the law and I really deeply understand what it means to surrender to the freedom itself, is it not already the act of surrendering, if you surrender into the life into who you are, it's actually the freedom of all that it is, of life itself, it's freedom of life itself, at the same time you are within that life. That's why I don't actually speak of freedom, because the moment you speak of freedom then you're also speaking about something that you are free from, but when you're in surrender there's nothing to be free from, it's all just is, you know, when you speak about freedom then on the other hand you're speaking about suppression or oppression or slavery or any of those things, but in this experience of just surrender, you know, just there is no, there is no possibility of freedom because there's nothing to be free from, there is no need. And it's not just no need, it is that there is nothing that you have to be free from at all, there is no experience of being constricted or being unfree, you know, because then you are in surrender. I mean, right this moment, if you were to put yourself in a state of surrender, then where does freedom come into that equation at all? I completely understand that, for me deeply freedom, I know you don't use this word, for me freedom means from everything, but at the same time to be with everything. If you are with everything then... We're talking about life. Yes, life, there's nothing to be free from if you are here. The idea that you have to be free from something is an idea of the ego. The ego is telling you you have to be free, therefore do this, this, this and that and also buy this car and this makeup, then you're free. Just like the ego is telling you if you detach from all of this suffering and feel that you are the supreme soul, I am, then you're free. It's also the ego. So the word freedom is very, it's very delicate in the context of self-realization and experience. While what you are saying is that basically you're free because you are, you know, and that is absolutely so, yes. But after a while, even that idea of freedom falls away, like it falls away in the thinking. I don't speak about the idea that mental, mental idea or the thought that is created within my mind. I'm speaking about inner freedom. That's no matter what is happening within the life, no matter how somebody treats me, how ugly that could be or how could it be. I'm completely free from that. The things just flowing like instead of, the state of surrendering in a freedom, they also flowing spontaneously. When you're in the state of surrender it is flowing. This word freedom is something that actually creates a separativeness in the experience of life. That is why it is a word which is not used here. I mean, I do use it. It's not that, you know, there's no, no one's going to go to jail for that. But it's just the moment you talk about freedom, even in the context of what you are saying, the moment you experience freedom, that means you're experiencing freedom from something. The freedom from, from emotion, freedom from knowing, even if it's a theory, even if it's arising within me, even if the thought is happening, but if I'm free from it, I'm not attached to it, I'm not affected by it. But you are connected with it. If you're free from it, it means you are, you are in a relationship to it still. Know what I'm saying? So should I surrender to the thought? No, it's about surrendering to the soul. Let's say I'm saying I'm free from you. That means I'm still in a connection with you because you are part of that equation. Yes, that's the relationship. If there's no freedom involved, then you are you and I am I and there are two beings walking around somewhere. What I'm trying to say with the word freedom, the moment you're trying to be free from something or you are experiencing being free from something, then you are empowering exactly what you're trying to be free from. And in surrender, there is no experience of freedom. There is an experience actually of simply just being an instrument. That's all. Like almost like a like this is also yes, but more an instrument actually. Yes, it's like, you know, this is just kind of just doing it just in surrender and it's just doing what it has to do. Impulsed, impulsed, impulsed, impulsed, impulsed, impulsed. I need to say that so that surrendering itself doesn't create the freedom. When surrender is there, freedom is not a word that has a place in that in that experience because that experience is complete. When you are in surrender to the truth, you're not free from anything. You just are. But you're here and now, you're this, you're here. And you're, because if you speak about freedom, then you're already speaking about detaching from something. Then you're free of the pain, but you're empowering the pain because you're acknowledging its existence. When you're in surrender, there's no freedom involved because there's no pain in that equation. It's maybe also a matter of, you know, semantics here, but it's always preferable to be as precise as possible. And if you have that experience of freedom, then that's something you're going to have to move through till the experience of freedom disappears. I don't know if the neo-advaitins are so happy to hear what I'm saying, but if you want to be free from something, then that means you're still connected with it. If you're coming experience, it's my life, more than experience. It's being here all the time, being present, being now. And within that now, within that here, there's no experience. Like you said, there's just being, simple beingness, and there's a freedom from everything, but at the same time, I can be connected with everything. I understand, yes. There's only a freedom from everything because there's no surrender. What are you surrendered to? I'm also surrendered to. To the beingness, to the silence within me, to the silence I am completely... I don't feel any silence within me. No, I think we're talking about two different things here. For me, the soul is not silent. The soul is very material, very present, and very vibrant and impulsive. It's not a silent thing of emptiness and beingness. It is a material presence I'm speaking about. Like it's actually a material thing. It's not a feeling. It's something that this whole system is connected with as something separate from the system, not part of the system. Material, it's material. It has its own entity. Alive. Alive? It is. Thank you very much. I'm praying for the day when you're not free anymore. With your permission, of course.