 I haven't scared in such a long time. I've been sick. My mum was up here for Christmas, which is great. I'm going to go! I can't! And I've just been doing a lot of sleeping. I had the flu for like a week after the flu. I had tons of lightness. And yeah, I'm just starting to get back on my feet. So this is going to be a struggle to break the seal today, but I am determined. I just got home. Just got back from the park. That session was really, really good. If I don't say, because I thought I would have sucked like the first board slide I did. I didn't even pop. I didn't even bend my knees. Like it felt like I didn't know how to skate anymore. And I just tried to be mindful of like, you know, just pace yourself, run through your tricks. And I try to get a good mix of like my go-to tricks and then a couple scary ones like the blunt and the back lip. I feel like I'm more confident to go skate tomorrow now because I'm skating with Dan tomorrow. So usually I'm puffed like I'll skate and then become super puffed. But today, for some reason, I don't know if it's a sickness helping me to skate. I'm too sick to skate, but I only had a small ascii bowl this morning, hit the park and then I skated for like three, four hours. Usually I'll have an ascii bowl about an hour into skating. I'm already hungry and like I'm a vegan. So I eat all the time. It seems like I'm never not eating. I was fine the whole session. I was sweet. I just kept sipping on water. I just kept pacing myself and I didn't get into my head so much because I'm quite picky with skating outfits, my board set up, my shoes, like all these little variables that go into skateboarding for me. That is the madness, I would say. I kind of try to ignore that and just try to get down to the foundation of skateboarding and I had a really good session. So I'm stoked. I feel like I've been slacking on skating. Obviously the holidays comes around, you know, Christmas time. You have family, you're on friends, new years, like no one really skates unless they really make an effort to go out and skate. And I feel like I've been letting skateboarding fall down by the wayside. In a way, like I'm trying to simplify my life because I know I've got a lot going on. It's always like tattooing, skateboarding, graffiti, snowboarding, dirt bikes, this, this, this and that. And it's like I'm just trying to simplify my life and try to keep skating as the main priority this year along with making videos. I do want to make a hundred videos this year. I'm already behind because January is pretty much done. So yeah, that's my goal for the year. Just like produce content and just try to get down to the foundation of things and not try to overthink everything like I do and like I have been doing. That's my plan for the year. I just got to National City in San Diego waiting on Dan. I think Spencer and Dowdy are coming today as well. I just got this outside while it was 15 bucks. Check it out. Oh yeah, look at this. Look at this. Look how good it is. So we didn't take into consideration the floods and the park was flooded seeing it. There's a creek right here. There's just a bunch of dirt and debris and shit everywhere. It looks like a fun park though, but yeah. Dan said, what's up with this heroin needle? I said, no way. Well, it's part of the park actually. It felt like a lot of people want to pop out early and this needle, they installed it this year. They got a grant to extend the skate park. And so yeah, you have to grind off the end now. Too many people doing crooked fakies and landing right here. Can't have that. Yeah. So they're like, all right, you're going off the end boys. It actually is also adjustable. You can pull it out further. So you have to get past it. It's definitely from the flood. So look, look at the creek. There's a bunch of like furniture and shit, dude. It would have just overflowed into the park here and that syringe would have followed. I think that syringe is not from the flood. I think the syringe is from the good home. Sore, he says. There it is. Yeah. Is that why? That I was in. Remember that day at Old Man Cherry? Oh, yeah. On that long curve. I saw nose manuals all day. He's a nose wheelie guy. Yeah. Oh, there you go. I'm going to fly away at those arms, man. Bert Sean over here. Oh, it's a big one. I don't know what it is. Yeah. Could I think also that all the pushing makes it feel even bigger? Oh, yeah. Think about kickflips? Two tricks. Oh, shit. We got kickflip yet? Yeah. Just stick it. I reckon. I reckon though. I reckon. Yeah, dude. James told me to f**k off. F**k off. Easy money. I reckon we get you a pint for that one.