 Ultimately, the treatment concerns that you have about seeing the specialist or the timing around seeing the specialist and so forth, or the risks of seeing the specialist, that you can see if you really step back from that, that there's like a fear of future consequences. And the worst consequence the ego will say is, what is the worst form of sickness? I always say, what is the worst form of sickness to the ego says is death. You know, that's the ultimate outcome to be avoided. And so when we look at the fear of death, we are told you think you're afraid of dying, but actually you're more afraid of living. You're more afraid of love. You're more afraid of light, because the ego has convinced you that light, love, God is the end of your individuality, the end of your specialness as a unique human being. And it's an identity confusion that's so flipped around now that what seems to be the fear of death is actually we find there's a fear of waking. There's a fear of heaven. There's a fear of God. Really that one of the ego's biggest tricks is first it tries to convince the mind very deeply that it's a body and then it puts great faith in the analysis of and protection of that self-concept of a body. So it's always quite concerned about making the right moves. Instead of worrying so much about doing the right thing, I would say come back to a place of calm and connection and prayer and remind yourself it's more important to think in peace and let the doing flow from that than it is to try to figure out the behavior choices. Because St. Augustine, a very famous theologian from over there in Europe, said love and do what you will. You see how he was focusing on back to your state of mind, come back into alignment as best you can come back in and then from that state of connection you will be given the instructions. You may not hear a voice but you will feel them. You will intuitively feel that feels good, that feels right.