 Yeah, the Course has been my path and and then Deanna's been in this is this is a full-time Living experience for us. So it's not a part-time thing in any way It's just full full on devotional living and being used by the Spirit as a miracle worker that involves healing as we mentioned Earlier it involves a state of mind It involves lots of collaborations, you know While the mind believes that it's human being while the least it's a person It's like the Spirit wants to use the body and the symbols of this world For the purpose of forgiveness and it's helpful to think that that's the purpose of time is the undoing of time The purpose of time is the undoing of the belief in linear time And it's like wow, that doesn't sound like a positive purpose The purpose for something is the undoing of it, but you might think of it in terms of that there is another way to look at this world in a way of You might say Simultaneously where you start to realize that it's all your mind and it's all equally your mind and Then as your mind comes into that stillness and rest that you behold the world in a very different way that the ego invented Linear time the ego invented this past present future construct to maintain guilt to maintain a sense of separation and isolation and Then once it's projected and believed to be real then it seems that the world made you instead of you being a creation of God it seems like that the beginning of the person has A time-space coordinate. I was born in Such-and-such a place such-and-such a date you see it's like world is the cause The dream is the cause and who you are is now an effect of The dream and that can get pretty crazy sometimes Jesus says sometimes you feel like you're just like a dancing shadow Or like sometimes you're you're just like a Leaves swept up in the wind where you you feel your your life is chaotic things get confusing things get depressing Attack thoughts can come in droves almost like you you start to say, okay, I'm gonna heal I'm gonna awaken and it's more like you stuck a stick in a hornet's nest and then you pull the stick out of it These Hornets come shooting out and those are these attack thoughts and you think well. I'm a decent person. I'm you know I'm not vicious. I'm not a killer. I'm not a murderer and then when the hornets start streaming out You don't know for sure How innocent you are because those that stream of hornets can kind of seem to be daunting so This is a very deep journey and I I always tell people When we get together that I feel like we're on this lifelong journey together. We are Mighty companions to each other to go all the way back to the light To face all the darkness whatever's gonna come up. However, it's gonna look however It's gonna go. We are in this all the way together It's like we're walking hand-in-hand arm-in-arm back to the light and We're able to open up and start to share experiences share our miracles even share our Our challenges and difficulties Because even in doing that it may help someone as well as help ourselves of loosening from this guilt This shame around I'm doing something wrong or why can't I get it or how could I be so happy for so long and then? fall off the cliff instead of fall off the wagon fall off the happiness cliff, you know and go tumbling down and For me when I just gave everything I had Everything I had to that workbook really to live it to transfer it and then once your channel Once your mind becomes clear that you can be used by the spirit in amazing miraculous ways countless ways of What I call collaborative miracles where we're here to collaborate We know that that you know many hands made for light work We know that when we join together In collaborative ways that amazing things happen just go to a symphony and listen to a symphony work or watch Even acrobats Cirque du Soleil when you see some of the performers as they work together and in such harmonious ways You can you know, there's a force underneath everything where we can collaborate Instead of trying to do it on our own instead of trying to compete instead of trying to To make car or an itch out and make some kind of a name for ourself individually We know there's something in teamwork Even when we watch sports teams and athletics we we can feel There's the teamwork. There's a harmony. There's a collaboration there a fellowship a Joining that is very attractive to us and we just want to go into that so for me when I got really happy a Number of years ago, maybe a couple decades ago. I started having people showing up left and right all over In my lives that wanted to come and live with me You know, that's another thing like attracts like happiness attracts happiness and then I think I was on the move So much that I Hermitage is here and there in the woods. I had a community a bit out in Denver, Colorado I had a community up in Traverse City, Michigan. I had a little community in Cincinnati, Ohio little communities with Obviously Cincinnati and tiny little it's like a cottage almost like look like a gingerbread cottage out of some kind of a fairy tale and then People started renting and buying houses on the street Along with me to be around me, you know, they I had cats missing when I've had cats living with me They're they're amazing mighty companions. My three-legged cat tripod. I had her for years and years and years and She was probably the most consistent face That I had in my life. I go on these world travels and Argentina and Europe and Australia and all over and when I come back at this little whirling tail This little three-legged cat rubbing up against my legs chair legs table legs Did not discriminate of giving the love and to give away the love it was always She was always rubbing up against something to extend this love. It's just huge amount of love and all these wonderful love fest with her and Basically, that's the way our lives go as we start to open up to miracles We have these so many collaborative opportunities that come our way