 There has to be a decision point the way your baby is presenting we have to rush you in and my partner at the time was like You're going to cut her. Are you going to cut it? Is it going to leave a scar and I said I'm not a belly dancer No, no, I'm vulnerable about the future of the children the future of mine and the future of the generation of my children I want to have new pictures taken of you. Yes I want to put it in my front room and they said you can't do that people be embarrassed when he came to your house I said well, it's my body and it's my front room all the things that we do. What is the purpose of it? I just realized That I was much trusting Before I was six so many women they just feel I think I have to cook for my husband I have to breastfeed my children. I have to pick them from school because then you go home And you cry and you stop your career. You can't do anything then you blame everybody You took that toy