 Happy holidays. I tell you I am done. I am over it It's just now. Let me sit my fluffy ass down. Hold on. Let me close this It is Saturday morning. I Got up a little early. I got up at four Four o'clock so that I could get started on work actually worked a little bit today Um When I tell you it is officially is the first day of winter break Winter break. I'm already go for it Oh Ver it I Choose to show you guys Certain parts of my personal life I don't feel like showing y'all that my child can be a badass So you don't see that part, but I let you know what the heck he's been doing Hold on y'all. I'm getting on my makeup together I'm already tired I'm emotionally drained and it's not even because I've been yelling all all dang on morning Trying to watch my language for all you sanctified folks This is just me me being candid, okay, you know what's so funny. I'll get to the stuff He was on this one. You know what's so funny JV is He says Extremely good at school and not only that but his teacher. I think I told you this before his teacher Not too lonely said he actually said something the other day. He doesn't speak. He doesn't he's really afraid to get in trouble at school but at home Entirely different story and it's not that he's bad. He's extremely high energy. Uh-oh. What the He's extremely high energy and so y'all first of all, he's been waking up early, right? I'll give you a cliff note because I know not everyone cares about the shit JV doing girl. I don't either He's been getting up extremely early and when I mean early between three and between three to five He was able to go back to sick the first night the first time he did it That was four days ago then two days later. He woke up Aaron on 430 and was up Today he woke up at five And what's up, but he got up and started whining complaining He couldn't find some little raggedy ass Show he wanted to watch Oh lord, yeah And it just sets the my entire mood off for the rest of the day because he just kept doing little little stuff all morning That's something. I Washed his hair today. I cut cut all his hair off That was another thing too because it's gotten to a point it got into a pump with his hair I had to almost start to um deep condition because his hair was getting some left. Okay. It's cute longer too, but So now I'm getting ready to do some other fully re-repair him We have pictures Finally to take with Santa. We've been trying to do this I'm Canceled swim lessons because he actually has a bit of a sore throat. He said so we're not gonna do that and Then we may go ride the train park go to the to the train park to back the train ride the train park We're gonna go to the train park to ride some trains What else what else? I need to calm down because that really caused my I could just tell my blood pressure was rising. I Know he woke my that's another thing I hate I know he woke my husband up because I was screaming at him He was my husband and my husband he works all night, you know, and he sleeps in the morning Santa I don't even want to do that. The only reason y'all honestly, I just want to sit at home and relax But the only reason why I'm doing all this because he would literally drive me Absolutely crazy, but I'm getting him out especially since now he's been up since 5 a.m And we already had this plan I'm just tired already not physically tired, but you know, I'm just tired just dealing with him already Be careful because I don't want to get into emotionally eating because I'm trying to fit into this dress for my mom's birthday party the dress fits I need to get it taken in but I want to dress really taken in and At this point I'm losing the battle because I've been doing a lot of emotional eating because I just been stressing the hell out I'm wearing pink today Hints the pink eye makeup and this makeup is so messy I'm gonna sit back here when I'm done. Let's sit back here and we'll stop for a couple of minutes like literally I'm gonna have to do that Because I don't want the day to snowball just just because of the morning and y'all have heard me say this before you don't want you know the act the Stuff in the morning to dictate the rest of your day, so I'm gonna sit back here take a couple of breaths Before we go out And this relaxes me too Let me blend see how I'm buffing that out because you don't want it too harsh. See how I'm See how I'm buffing that out. I'm vision is horrible. Oh Let's let's use this Thank you for walking right in front of me JV Hi, I'm gonna get the English toffee milk chocolate Yeah Little Cindy this vlogmas is gonna be basically a weekend vlogmas. He's supposed to do it daily, but Clearly or not, baby, let me record this bit and I'll come back in there. Okay So anyway, he's not gonna go back in there today was a good day a better day as far as behavior wise with this child Hold on y'all look a little red. Okay. That's a little bit way better Scanning straight. Yeah, we're going to talk about this hair later on I'm in the middle of a hair video that didn't turn out well, so I'm trying to fix it I'm still gonna upload it before the end of the year is basically you're gonna be my last dollar the year What the hell y'all tell me that piss pillow. Excuse me. So today was a lot better So yeah, yeah, I'm trying a new method with him. It was a lot better I'm gonna do something that's very similar to what they do at his school because I was trying to think of myself You know, I'm like what what can I else can I do? What else I'm taking away stuff. What what can I do at this age? Besides chicken choking him to where he can understand the consequences for this type of behavior So I'm like use the disciplinary system They use at school and so I went ahead through Amazon and purchased what's called a behavior chore I know some of y'all old school like what girl? Yeah, cuz nothing's working with him like literally And again, it's not that he's bad he's not listening And it's no balling. So Like I said order it through Amazon. It's gonna come in a few days. He's a little I think he's a little nervous about it But I can tell just today in general. There's been a huge change and in his behavior and it goes up and down So anyway, y'all I'm rambling at this point. I need to do something with my baby. I Need to do something with my hair I'm gonna end this vlog here Church was good church wasn't church good, baby. You want to show them what you got for church? Let me turn the camera around This and you put up half on the back and it will talk it will talk Isn't that nice? He was a little when I went to go pick him up He was a they say it's taking him a little bit longer because all the children get to pick out a toy And I was thinking They got the toy All right, baby, you gonna you excited for Christmas to then lemon muffin Whatever whatever though, I'm definitely gonna do that and we can have hot cocoa, but it won't be too hot. Okay Want hot cocoa? Yeah. Oh, no, you can have coffee milk Which is basically a warm milk Okay, I'm ending this vlog here cuz you out of control say bye to the people, baby