 I was never gonna do this video one because I find them kind of boring but two because I- I feel like my feelings would have been hurt. You know how people ask like how do you do what they hate? Like my answer to that is not good. I get my feelings are way too easily so I have always strayed away from doing this but if I'm being honest you guys all the makeup launches have been extremely uninspiring and boring to me therefore I feel like I haven't really known what to film so I thought this would be a good time to post this video and you know what at the end of the day it is kind of fun to get to know me but I made sure you guys at least ask the juicy questions like I'm realistic here I know what you think when you watch me okay so I put out on my Instagram tell me your assumptions about me and you guys I love you all you were being way too nice you were like I assume that you smell like cupcakes or I assume that you're super hard-working I assume that you're so nice like I had to post another story and I was like seriously like make it interesting you can hurt my feelings I shall not hold this against you I am I want this to be somewhat interesting because people make these videos and they read off the compliments it seems like it's a video complimenting that like no I'm gonna get to the stuff and the information that you guys actually like want to know the juicy stuff I don't know it's kind of fun to confront that right I don't know we'll see I read through like a couple hours ago I filmed this look which will be coming very very soon if you're interested I tried a bunch of new products and let's get into it I'm serving those that came first so no particular order okay very first one great great comment you waste a lot of makeup lol I love you but holy shh how the H.E.DoubleHoggy6 do you get through it and my answer to that is if you want to think of it that way yes I do waste my makeup obviously I don't get through I try to give away as much as I can but if I'm being honest I don't view it as a waste I have 80,000 followers on YouTube and I am growing my Instagram and my TikTok platforms as well on average a YouTube video gets about 10,000 views so every time I buy a product every time I purchase a product I am helping at 10,000 people so to me that's not a waste it's how I personally choose to run my channel I look at makeup a little bit differently but literally yes I waste a bunch of makeup let's get thrown away not completely used up but I don't buy makeup to use it up completely I buy makeup to help you make purchasing decisions and I have a following of 80,000 plus people so I don't find that to be a waste this is another one that's good you're not as okay with the move to Miami as you're pretending to be so here I got that actually a couple of times and someone was like you're actually you hate that you move to Miami you hit okay like moving to Miami is not my first choice if I had not married my husband I have never envisioned myself ever moving to Florida and never appealed to me it's too hot for me the life that I envisioned for myself before I married Jose was if I were to move I was going to move in like the DC metro area Alexandria Virginia Bethesda Maryland that area if you're familiar with the DMV I would move to those areas ended up marrying a person who is from another continent he speaks Spanish and Jose never asked me to move to Florida I just knew he would be happy there his sister used to live in Miami so I knew that he loved it here and he would talk about how much he loved Florida and while we were living at home with my parents he really does not like the winters in Maryland it's much different than in Spain there's so much more sunlight and he was getting depressed it was affecting his emotions living basically in the dark in the winter if you're from Maryland you know what I mean he does not like the cold weather at all it makes him feel a little sick so one day you know I was just thinking about the fact that he moved across the world for me he moved away from his family and I was the one that suggested I said you know what why don't we move to Florida so you know I feel as though I have the flexibility to move wherever we want because of my job and while Florida wasn't my first choice it suddenly went up on my list because I just knew that's where my husband would be the happiest culturally it would be where he felt the most comfortable it would be a great place for his family to come visit because if you don't know Miami pretty much everybody here speaks Spanish his family doesn't really speak English there would be much more comfortable visiting us here than they would be in Maryland so it just made sense we are a young couple we have no children we have the ability to move here so so no Florida was not my first choice I miss my family a lot but I am happy to be here because of my husband you know I compromised and I don't have too much to complain about you guys honestly I really do love Miami I don't see it as a permanent home for myself but the next few years while we are without kids or anything financially independent I think we are perfectly happy here yes I your assumption isn't wrong I didn't really want to move here that bad but I am not pretending I'm actually really really excited to be here this is my first time moving out I'm making the best of the situation and if you've ever been to Miami I'm telling you there is not much to complain about especially this time of year the weather is actually great I live in the city area there's so many areas for shopping and this food water beach it's not that bad it really isn't I just miss my family and that's it yeah the next one says you regret about moving from your parents house I don't know all this is the next step that we needed to do I'm an adult I am married so yeah we wanted to move away for sure I think once Jose and I decide to have kids I will feel differently and Jose obviously he's aware as well he knows how I feel we communicate about it I'm only a few weeks in so I can't say how I feel and if I'm gonna be here forever but I mean Jose also agreed like if I ended up being absolutely miserable here and I miss my family so much like we would go back not an issue at all yeah I don't regret it yet I'm perfectly fine right now staying by to my family was obviously hard but I definitely settled in I feel more comfortable love love love the location that we live in and like I said I'm making the best of it it's it's not bad someone said I thought you were using the privilege to not pay rent just to put that money into vanity aka makeup at so basically like I was living with my parents for free so I spending all that money on makeup I actually I know it looks like I'm this crazy crazy spender but I'm not I don't buy things for myself too often I'm very responsible with my finances and at this point me buying makeup is an expense into my business and compared to normal businesses like brick-and-mortar stores companies that make things I have very low expenses I especially now that I'm getting more PR and I pretty much know what you guys are gonna like know what you're gonna want to see so I'm very picky about what I buy I don't buy anything makeup wise for leisure so much anymore it's all for my makeup channel and I think in the beginning of my channel when I was living with my parents I had just graduated college I was putting a higher percentage of my money into buying makeup and I wasn't getting any return but I was working a lot before I was making money from my YouTube channel I was a long-term sub I think when I first started YouTube I was a high school coach for sports I did youth programs on the weekend I was a summer counselor in the summer I had money coming in but when I first started my channel I was living with my parents I didn't have that many bills the older I got the more bills I obtained I was able by not paying rent especially in these last couple of years to save up a lot of money I was not blowing all my money on makeup it may look like it looks like a lot but I assure you guys my I'm quite responsible with my money I know it's hard to envision but I truly am I also don't think I articulated this well enough but basically yeah I spent way more than the average person on makeup but now that I know exactly what my audience likes exactly what's gonna do well just through my years of experience when I buy makeup because I buy it and review it I end up making more money like the more reviews I do the more makeup that I buy the more money and income that I earn through AdSense and affiliate links so yeah someone said you actually have twice as much makeup in your stash than you showed on your video no I showed you guys everything that I have that's part of like also my shtick like I have a lot of makeup to test I want to show you every bit of makeup that I have so now some of you guys are still being nice I asked for you to be mean interesting I had some people saying you want to have babies someday and then some people saying you don't want to have kids Jose and I do want to have kids not within the next couple of years or anything probably not until we start looking into buying a house but I went like one or two I don't win a lot but I do want kids eventually and again not till I'm closer to my 30s this one kind of made me laugh I don't know why I assume you got married to Jose to get the pit to get papers this might take a little bit of an explanation if you don't understand the US immigration system but Jose was in the USA legally with papers he was on a student visa he was going to college here totally legal here then we met I love obviously we're in a very real relationship this isn't a 90-day fiance scam but it really was unfortunate timing Jose had about one semester left when COVID happened and if you don't know COVID shut down the US borders for international travel and obviously at the time of COVID we had no clue when those international borders would open up which the actual answer to that was well over a year and a half later even longer than that the borders opened up in November to just you know so yeah the borders wouldn't open up for a really long time in that point of time it was like we had no clue so if he went back home after he graduated college we didn't know when he would be able to come back so I think in those last six months before he was gonna graduate and his student visa was no longer going to be valid we had to have some serious conversations about what we were gonna do with our relationship and obviously we decided that we did not want him to go back to Spain and never be able to come back we were planning on getting married anyways so and we knew with COVID the immigration process was taking even longer and longer everything was backed up so even if he went back to Spain and we started a different visa process where like the 90-day fiance rule where he could come back in because he would be on that 90-day fiance rule we didn't know how long that process would be because of how backed up immigration was so we decided that the best option for us was to start the marital visa process so that he could still be in the States while his papers were getting processed and at this time his papers are still being processed he's not allowed to leave the country right now so basically to answer your question did we get married sooner than we would have because of his immigration status yes but obviously we're in a real relationship we would have gotten married anyways but that's just how the immigration process worked i'm very very happy we got married we are in a very healthy happy relationship i regret nothing the only thing that's sad is we had to get married during COVID we had a very very very small extremely intimate ceremony and we were planning on having something in Spain this summer like a bigger celebration true wedding celebration but unfortunately our immigration paperwork is not done being processed so he is still not allowed to leave the country so we don't think that's gonna happen so yeah that's how it worked out the next one your family is wealthy straight up i mean everybody's interpretation of wealth is different by the american standards my family is truly middle class we are not wealthy we are not upper class we are not upper middle class you might suspect that because i'm into a lot of luxury and high end things but i don't have that many i really don't the luxury makeup is the cheapest that you can get when it comes to luxury and i am the only child that also is a huge part of it guys i'm spoiled i'm the only baby the next one kind of regarding to your wealthy that your parents have paid your way through your adult life like i said i am the only child i am very very blessed that my parents have supported me in the way that they have i am 100 paying for everything by myself right now mommy and daddy aren't helping me but i would not have gotten to this position if it were not for my parents as you know i was living with them completely rent free eating their food not paying anything i was paying my bills in the last couple of years phone bill all of that stuff i food that i ordered when i went out chopper stuff i paid for everything but in terms of living expenses my parents paid for that and because of that i was able to save up to be able to afford to live in this place by myself and with my husband of course but they really really did help me a lot when i graduated college and i had just started my youtube channel as you know me and my mom would go hafiz on makeup and you know part of her motivation was to help my youtube channel she would agree to stuff that she didn't necessarily like to go hafiz on because she was supporting my makeup channel my parents bought me my first camera for my youtube channel as a gift because they knew i was interested in getting into it you know my parents were always very supportive and are very supportive of my dreams and definitely i would not be where i am at without them helping me and they helped me just enough so that i am able to afford absolutely everything and more so i owe this to them for sure they definitely supported my dreams and you know helped provide for their babies so that i could live out what i wanted to do you don't like most mega makeup influencers not really uh mostly because i feel like it's not my style of makeup and i look at makeup differently you know they look at makeup as and this is so stupid but i look so much deeper into a review and the how makeup works and also i feel like a lot of these mega influencers it's a little bit too dramatic for me personally makeup style wise while i do wear a lot of makeup and i do a lot of unwearable looks i still try and make them pretty user friendly pretty wearable still kind of stick to the traditional rules of makeup and i know there are no rules in makeup but i went to makeup school there are some rules that i follow and that i incorporate into the makeup that i do so my looks are a lot softer and for me i truly am passionate about makeup and i do feel like a lot of these mega influencers it's more about the looks of it and getting these really intense looks and i don't know looking extraordinarily more beautiful than the average person res me i just like talking about the makeup so it's different i feel like it's i'm more casual so i don't really watch too many large influencers now i like smaller people you miss beauty community drama when it's with the big people i'm not gonna lie sometimes i got sucked in i haven't necessarily been missing it i guess there's less to talk about when things are happening i'll be like oh mom did you hear what happened with this person so yeah in some way that was some sort of entertainment for me but i don't really care either way this is a good one you feel obligated to boost up natasha denona and pat mcgrath more just because of your loyalties so i definitely when pat or nat launch something i know i'm going to cover it i know i'm going to talk about it more so than other products because i have built such a large audience of natasha and pat fans i am also one of those nat and pat fans but i do have to sometimes tiptoe around the way that i speak about the products just because people get really upset that i don't like them but you guys know i'm always 100 honest if i love or don't like a product from either brand i don't care to say that however i definitely put a little bit more emphasis on the excitement of a product because one i truly am more excited but because also you are looking to hear my thoughts you want to know what i think maybe not you in particular but a large percentage of my audience is genuinely curious of my thoughts on that product so therefore natasha and pat are first priority on my channel if that makes sense someone said you wear the pants in your relationship and he doesn't say a word that's not true my mom and i actually talked about that i know people say that this is not true when people say this but i swear jose and i are pretty even like one of us will wear the pants in certain aspects of their relationship and then the other one of us will wear the pants in a different aspect of their relationship i don't even know like when it comes to organizing things and take getting things handled i would say i wear the pants in that situation i don't know it's pretty even honestly seriously you don't care how your nails look on camera the shade i very clearly don't okay well it's not that i don't it's that i'm too lazy to care enough to get them done i know my nails click trash in all my videos except for today know you guys and one of my goals when i moved to miami took us to make sure that my nails were well capped but the reason that i really struggle with getting my nails done though is seriously i'm not exaggerating nail polish does not last on my nails at all i've gone to so many nail salons and they always tip within two to three days i'm currently wearing gel polish gel polish only lasts a week before it starts to get stuck in my hair my nails just don't hold onto product well and it's so expensive to get your nails done and when i wear regular polish it takes two to three days for it to get really chippy and ugly and so that's why i just don't do anything because it's too much effort but i've been going to the nail salon because i just decided that i need to now that i'm doing more tiktoks and things that show my hands more but yeah it's a pain in the butt i get gel now so at least it lasts a week but i hate it i really don't care that much but they were looking pretty bad on tiktok so that's when i started to care a little more you occasionally sleep with your makeup on never ever it's been years since i've slept with makeup on you're spoiled and pout when you don't get your way i can i did get a couple like you're spoiled you're a spoiled brat my parents definitely spoiled me growing up and i i've had my moments i'm not gonna lie i have had my spoiled brats moments i like to think that now that i've gotten older i'm responsible i make my own money i have my own responsibilities i own a business i like to think that i'm not a spoiled anymore i'm my true core though in the best way possible seriously yes i am spoiled i would be lying if i said that i wasn't you'd never teach in the state of florida because the education system here is a joke i have no plans of teaching in florida i was very lucky to teach in maryland which is one of the best education systems in the country also teachers are one of the better paid in that state they pay you trash dirt in florida and i heard the education system is a mess you know i really don't see that coming you use filters on youtube i don't but i do color correct just to make the colors a little bit brighter because colors very easily get washed out but i don't use any like face face smoothing filters i just don't for me i don't see the points it's not about looking beautiful i show products and i need to show the integrity of the products you started doing tiktok and reels because you want to earn more money yes and no i'm having so much fun creating the reels and the tiktoks they are inspiring me i have so many creative ideas things that i wouldn't necessarily post on youtube i'm able to post on tiktok and kind of broaden my audience and the products that i can talk about it also gives me more reason to include more products to talk about if you see my tiktoks you know what i mean i'm able to go through my drawers more and get more use out of those products not necessarily on my face but just to be able to talk about them more and utilize them more on my socials and obviously social media is my job i make money through my job so yes i am trying to grow a larger following so that i can up my rates for more collaborations and i have not made a scent on tiktok however if you're looking to grow and this is your business you gotta be on tiktok that's just what it is because you know one day youtube might die and tiktok is where you have to be so i have to make sure i am staying on top of that that would be a very bad business decision for me if i didn't make a tiktok luckily i have fun with it real as i have made some money but it doesn't even cover a portion of my rent it's not that much so if i'm not looking directly to make money from that content however it does help with my business and job overall and how much money i do earn if that makes sense so there is a money motivator there for sure in the long run but like up front i'm not making anything really you were excited about being on the pr list from color pop but not anymore that's kind of true so i was so pumped when i got on color pops pr but honestly it is a bit overwhelming and i am not complaining i am so blessed but you guys see how much color pop launches and if you guys are exhausted just from seeing their constant instagram posts me having to constantly open everything and recycle everything and figure out what to do all these things that are taking up space i want to be on the color pop pr list i do but i wish they would send out like a questionnaire like hey do you want this yes or no it would be less waste and it would make the most sense you hate drugstore makeup i do not i love all facets of makeup high end low end affordable luxury it's just that my channel i've grown in audience of luxury and high-end people so i'm more likely to post that stuff because that's what you guys are mostly interested in and i spent more money on the product so i want to get more use out of it and i want to share my thoughts on it because it was more expensive and i like the packaging better yes but i'm not snooty to affordable our drugstore products i still like them i just happened to not talk about higher end and luxury products more because let's be honest they're prettier to look at and i spent more money on them the next one literally says you hate drugstore makeup because it doesn't make you feel bougie makeup is also an experience i like i said packaging is huge for me jose doesn't want to work in moving was the push that he needed no he didn't get his work visa until recently he was not able to work at all and he was applying to places in my amni before we moved and nobody it's hard to find a job right out of college you know he was having difficulties because most employers would be like you need to live in florida for us to hire you so he was having a hard time in just being a college grad and by the time that his work visa had come it was the holiday season i did not want him to get a job because i wanted him to help me edit as you know the holiday season for social media and the beauty industry is huge it's where you make the most revenue it's where the most launches come out it's where i had the most partnerships we were moving anyways in a couple months literally it was only like two or three months before we moved that he got his work visa so it was over the holiday season that he could work and i wanted him to help me more since we were moving anyways then i did for him to get like a part-time job before we moved if that makes sense does that make sense anyways he does have a job now so that's really great i'm happy about that someone said you're rude and have no filter um if you're talking about to other people no i i have too much of a filter i am very non-confrontation i would never be rude to a person i would never be rude to a person i am too scared so yeah i i think i'm actually quite nice to people only because because i'm just i'm so non-confrontational i couldn't be rude to a person i would i care too much about what other people think it's actually kind of a flaw of mine but when it comes to being rude and having no filter about a bad makeup product when it comes to you guys i don't hold back sometimes that makes people mad though but what do you want from me i won't even like if i order something wrong like i won't even tell them that they give me the wrong order okay you guys i am looking at the rest of the responses i think i'm gonna stop there because this is getting long anyways he wants to listen to my song for this much but that was kind of fun i i mean i know there's a lot of things naturally that you see that you would wonder about a person so i thought it'd be fun to like talk about it so yeah i hope you guys enjoyed this video if you aren't subscribed to me i would love it if you would consider taking the time to do so i'm gonna head off to Nordstrom i'm looking for some more like Miami clothes because my wardrobe is not in the style here anyways we'll see you guys in the next one have a good one