 What's up guys? We are in beautiful Los Angeles. Well, at least beautiful compared to New York and Pennsylvania So we are in our hotel room. Thankfully early check-in was fine I got here like around 11 and I just wanted to either drop off my bags or check-in to the hotel because we are going to see the doctor in about an hour for the pre-op appointment The flight over here and everything not too fun. I wore like seven layers like an idiot thinking I could just bring more clothing out of my bags and I was about to have a heat stroke. It was bad. It was You know, it was cold on the plane So I was actually fine but like getting on the flight and then getting off the flight at LAX was just like It was bad. So I Didn't sleep at all last night late in bed till about one in the morning got up Joe from Pennsylvania to JFK, which took a few hours and then we got on a 7 a.m. Flight to get to LA It's 12 p.m. in Los Angeles now. So it's been a pretty long day I'm really happy that I didn't have a headache. I was almost I felt like I was almost getting one But you know, I thought like doing this trip and traveling for the surgery I didn't think I was in a good health position to do so, but I'm all right. I'm feeling okay. I Probably won't feel okay after the sky gadget in my eyes out tomorrow but TSA took some of my food I brought oatmeal and white bean puree in addition to like roast beef and bread They let me keep the roast beef and the bread I just wanted to have food for like a day or two before like having to eat the food in the hotel here and Everything which doesn't look that bad. It's just You know, obviously it's hard to keep like super super super clean unless you bring food yourself, but I Thought like the the white bean puree and the oatmeal counted as solid food, but they took it I could have checked a bag and kept the food in the checked bag, but I was like I don't really want to because If you guys have ever been to the airport like the bag check station like anyone can walk in and take your bag Like where they let the bags out from the flight. It's there's no security clearance Like anyone can walk in and take the luggage which I didn't like so I just wanted to keep all my bags on the flight but All that would have really done is I would have had some white bean puree I could have bought like organic bread and had the white bean puree with the meal so I Really maybe I really should have kept the white bean puree though the whole meal on the breakfast wasn't big Yeah, I skipped breakfast anyway, but that white bean puree might have might have saved me So we can just go to Whole Foods and buy a few jars of cannellini beans But uh, I'm kind of excited to see this doctor. This is a $40,000 not $40,000 it's around $30,000 about like the hotel I got to pay for a nurse Every all the expenses out here the whole trip is gonna be it's a lot of money You know the hotel is like three four hundred a night I don't know how much I'm gonna spend in the food in the restaurants. The nurse is very expensive Maybe we'll only need the nurse for a few days, but the nurse is like $50 an hour and I need 24-hour care but This was something that I was thinking doing for a really long time. I Kind of called it. I was gonna do it last year Because it's funny like all this look smaxing nonsense started after I was actually gonna get the surgery So that didn't really have much of an influence on it. I remember someone emailed me four or five years ago about this and I was like Hey, I don't know. It doesn't look like a well a well-known surgery and then A few more years past and I looked into what I thought about it Because from like from like a facial development perspective like most of my face is is is pretty good I'm pretty lucky. I'm a decent-looking guy, but my eyes have always been like, you know, sad tired droopy so This was kind of this was kind of the solution. So We'll see how it goes. I'm gonna go. I don't know if I said it already Our appointment to see the surgeon for the pre-op is in about an hour. So I'm gonna leave the hotel in about 45 minutes and I Guess I'll show you guys What I brought with me. So the hotel room could be better. I don't know what that is on the floor Probably lipstick. I don't think it's dark enough to be blood I mean like the room could be cleaner guys But the Waldorf next door is about $1100 a night and I'm not spending an extra $10,000 on this trip That's for sure. So in our suitcase These are one pair of shoes I brought and then I brought my boots. That's what I wore here I threw a bunch of billtong in my suitcase just some plain beef jerky if I need a plain protein source and then this is just Well here here all the clothes the layers I was wearing literally seven layers sweating my guts out I actually had to take off the clothes in the airport bathroom because I was sweating so much so overheated Just some underwear a few pairs of sweats, you know, I didn't really bring anything I don't expect to be going out after this procedure like I'm not gonna really be able to go to restaurants Or I think so I didn't bring anything that looked presentable So that's just some clothes and I think there might be some Wi-Fi shielding stuff in there Oh, yeah, so about half of this is just regular clothes and like here You see I brought extra pairs of Wi-Fi shielding clothing We had a layer of the long-sleeve sweats and pants on but I'm wearing I'm always wearing the Wi-Fi shielding clothing Here I just bought the supplements that I need for this week things to reduce my copper molybdenum zinc and Vitamin B1 and then we have some mastic and some charcoal So these are like the supplements that I'm gonna have with every meal and then if I'm gonna go out to a restaurant I actually bought some Little plastic baggies with me so I can bring the pills with me to the restaurant Not have to carry all this with me Passport car keys, that's the medication for the surgery the doctor gave me. I might not take probably not gonna take the antibiotics I brought some water key for grains the TSA did not seize the water key for grains which Minor might not be a lifesaver. I don't really I'm not really sure if I need them I was gonna use that instead of the antibiotics Over here, we just have an apple and some bread I ate the roast beef already, so maybe I should have brought some extra, but This is the Icelandic water from the airport. I'm gonna go to I'll talk about that in a second and this is just my laptop that I've never really used Lenovo Legion with the Leopold keyboard and ambidextrous I mean I bought this a while ago because I thought I was gonna travel more and stuff, but I guess it comes to use now and And I'll be able to use it also if I get a second location as the main computer I bought a grounding rod a grounding plug-in for the wall and you probably shouldn't use this more than an hour or two because of The high non-native frequencies, but it's better to do it one hour day than not at all And then here I just have a bunch of emf protective stuff I wore like two hoods when I was in the when I was on the plane I had two hoods on my head and the hat at all times and I just have some bandanas and some hoods here and some EMF head protection for when I'm gonna sleep. Yeah, I don't really want this vlog to be too long I want it to be focused on the surgery and like 20 minutes or less, you know, I don't want to show like all the lifestyle stuff I'm just giving you guys an idea of what I needed to travel mostly emf protective clothing a small amount of food to supplements We're gonna go having more in Los Angeles guys It's basically like New York where you should have access to everything So I'm gonna stop by Whole Foods and see if there's anything I want to pick up Main the main thing I got to get Whole Foods is if I got to get a few cases of glass bottles of water and We're gonna go to Target and get a high-powered fan if the hotel doesn't have one just so I can blow air on my face when I'm sleeping with because of the It's hard to breathe. You can't breathe in the head cover without air flow Yeah, so we're gonna go to the doctor's appointment. We're gonna go to Whole Foods and Target I'm gonna do that. Maybe I can convince an uber to keep his stuff in the car and pay an extra Yeah, this this We'll go see the doctor and Then we'll talk about the the surgery after we see him. Alright guys. I'm back in the hotel I got some sparkling water. We did the iodine nasal flush They didn't have the regular flat water and if you guys ever put sparkling water into your nose You'll know it's not a good idea like for some reason the carbonation it like completely clear clears it out It's really really like accurate which might be a good thing or a bad thing But I'm just doing that because you know I'm interacting with a lot of people. I that usually clears up my headache, but We went to Whole Foods went to Target to get the fan after we saw the doctor Nice guy talks really sweet Procedure originally was like he was around 30,000 for what he wanted to do Which is a lot of procedures It's a first is an orbital decompression where they take out some bone behind the eye to let the eyes get more deep set and further back second is a Rim an orbital rim plant down here for the shallowness third is a lower eyelid lift a little bit called lower eyelid Retraction and the fourth is the upper eyelid photosis repair. So originally he was only gonna do One-stage decompression. He might do two stages, which is a little further back and instead of just doing the the photosis The upper eyelid on the right eye. He might do it on the left eye, too. So Basically like the way my eyes are I have pretty much like the worst combination of features possible That made me eligible for everything he offered like a Lot of the other patients that see him they don't have like You know, they don't have the eyes tilted They usually have one of the three or four problems, maybe two in my case. I'm four for four. So I think there's another $8,000 added on to that so Whatever my my business credit card has a very high limit That's the only way I was able to afford this guys. I like I wanted to get myself a birthday present this year for going through so much and I just got a business line of credit on one of my LLCs And I'm just gonna pay it off For like a year. So That's that we got everything ready It's about 3 30 p.m. Right now And my head is feeling better and my head's clearing up So I'm gonna just do my emails do a little work I'm probably gonna relax for an hour or two just Hydrate relax and we're gonna go to I think don't first goes and get a steak and potatoes maybe because I worked A del Frisco's in New York and it's a little nostalgic and it's a steak house That's close by so we'll go to Del Frisco's for dinner And then we'll come back to the hotel and get to bed early and just rest until the morning I just want to get my emails and stuff done because He's telling me I'm not gonna be able to really see or do a lot of computer work for four or five days And it's you know, it's it's Wednesday now So if I my eyes are gonna be completely closed for like two days And then Saturday Sunday Sunday, I might be able to start seeing and maybe doing some computer work He said but I don't know so I'm just gonna get some stuff set up on my businesses We're telling people like I'm out of the office until next weekend until middle of next week and He also said that So then I'm gonna see him a week from the surgery tomorrow next Thursday And then that should be it my flights on Saturday morning and I paid for the hotel But am I I'll see how I feel I might just move the flight up because I'd rather like You know waste one or two nights of hotel expense and just get home a day or two earlier Because it's not like I can really go out and have fun with the way my face is gonna look Maybe we I'll have to see how I feel if my vision isn't a hundred percent I might stay because I have to drive my car back from the airport when I get to New York, so That might be a problem, but we'll see we'll see we'll see how it is All right guys, I'm lying here in my hotel room. I got all my emf stuff on I got a fan blowing in my face so I can breathe I Forgot my deodorant, which is a little important. I Also forgot my emf meter, which would help me tell if this is effective enough or not, but I'm feeling a little better Unfortunately, I had to take three motrin so far today. I'd be profan Which is like the only pain medication that doesn't mess up my liver because my head was starting to hurt. I went to the Restaurant here. I was gonna go to Del Frisco's but I decided to check the hotel restaurant to see like okay If I have to order room service in here for the next like a few days Like is that what I'm gonna do and the food's like really bad and really overpriced So I think there's a shake shack near here. I think I'm honestly just gonna door-dash playing hamburgers from Shake Shack and have it with some beans One option I had when coming out there was there was like a care facility I could have stayed in which was like about the same as I'm paying this nurse per night like over a thousand dollars And they have food inside and asked them about the food and dietary restrictions and stuff. So I'm feeling like that would have been the better option now Because the reason I stayed in this hotel was because I thought the food options would be better And I'd be able to like get my own food and stuff but I Don't know that's too late now. So it's whatever so I'm gonna try to relax for a few hours It's only like 7 p.m. and the surgeries at like 7 in the morning. So it's not like I'm gonna be able to sleep for 12 hours straight, but that's That seems like what the food situation is gonna be unfortunately If I had to do things over again, I would have probably got What was I supposed to do rent an Airbnb get here a day early and like prep food like it's ridiculous I think playing hamburgers from Shake Shack are gonna be fine Because I can get like They have like a really crappy steak sandwich here That is like 30 bucks. It's like five ounces of steak and the fries are disgusting So I'm literally just gonna door-dash Shake Shack and get like five burgers for the same price. It's Kind of crazy. All right, we've actually researched our options. The problem with Shake Shack is the potato buns They use are with enriched fortified flour and I think that might mess up my sleep and I'm looking at all of these like steakhouse places around here and It's they're all like I'm not gonna pay for like steak twice a day like 70 bucks. Like that's crazy Bro Wendy's this sounds silly Wendy's uses fresh beef. It's only beef and they have baked potatoes. I think we're doing Wendy's boys Until we try it once like it's All right, the one One week Wendy's diet bro, how messed up is that I'm in Los Angeles and the healthiest food I could find is Wendy's I brought some bill tongue and I have jarred cannellini beans, but I don't have a starched carb source no rice no potatoes so I need it and like Like I'm not gonna door-dash us a steakhouse You know We're gonna fucking broke anyway with this shit Um 1148 Yeah, all right guys the procedure over the procedures over This medieval lunch I've gouged my eyes out for five hours. I don't feel too But I can see like blurry out of my right eye and We're gonna go on the street and see if we can get some fentanyl because this guy won't give me more I'm probably gonna oh, yeah, so let me see how bad it's swollen Looks like the same as yesterday, right? Is it bright enough in here? All right. I'm pretty sure we're rolling. I'm basically blind, so I really It took me about five minutes just to click the camera icon on my phone and click record I was gonna wait for this girl to do it for me and help me, but I Don't know when she's gonna be back. So We are at It's called Zen healing retreat. I think it's in Bel Air. It's it's the same company that I was hiring the Nurses from to come to my hotel and I think I told you guys like the reason I actually didn't just come here in the first place was because like I Checked the Google Maps out of bad time And I thought it was like 45 minutes away So I went I opted for the hotel which was closer, but it's actually 10 minutes away with like without bad traffic So before I explain why we switched from the hotel to here I'll explain How the day of surgery went so Today is the Fright it's Friday morning right now very early Friday morning. We left the hotel at seven in the morning to come here That video I just played before this was probably an hour or two ago So first day post-op Actually felt okay enough the first day to probably film but Yeah, I'm gonna film a vlog real quick you want to just give me five minutes Yeah, hold on. Can you actually come over here and make sure I'm rolling? Because I'm not sure I think I think I I think I was able to decipher that the camera is rolling, but I'm not sure Am I rolling in Okay, we're good just double-checking So the surgery was actually in this guy's office Originally, I thought it was gonna be in a hospital But he did it, you know in his office. So I got there around 645 and they were like on California time So they didn't get there till like seven. So that's when I got let in I Think I was with the nurse and changing into the gown for about 15 minutes Then we went right over to the surgery room We're a nice Asian doctor is anesthesiologist Lays me down in the bed starts talking and I was like I mean this it was deja vu for me because I know like they talk to you and in about two minutes You're waking up from surgery because You're just out like the anesthesiologist asked you a few simple questions to the dude and then he puts you out so When you when you come out of anesthesia You You like don't you still don't remember it for like an hour or two So apparently I was saying some very colorful things to the doctors. I got to get an official list Before reporting back on that one. I don't think I called them a bunch of ugly cocksuckers I don't think I think I did say some crazy shit though for sure There was tell me I was talking about Russian girls, but I don't remember what I said the but then like When I came to I Was I couldn't see anything but the nurse that I hired was there and like introducing herself and So yeah, I mean I basically Got to office seven they put me under for surgery and then I woke up at like I came to it Maybe like 1130 being escorted up by the nurse And I was I was still a little out of it on the whatever meds and stuff prendo zone and shit They gave me during the surgery So they you know, she got me in her car drove over to the hotel. She took took me up to We went up to the room and then basically I Just I just laid in bed On Percocet in my Wi-Fi cocoon From like what time did that go leave from like 12 to 7 that nurse was Taking care of me and they swapped out another nurse at night The food I had she picked me up I had that girl She actually picked me up to the plane Wendy's hamburger and the baked potato Which is like the only food I could find that fit my diet without messing up my stomach We took a lot of masticum we took some b1 We took some charcoal we took some motrin hopefully my stomach doesn't start bleeding because My bloodstream is half motrin right now, but We actually didn't take Percocet today. We took three Percocets yesterday. I think maybe only two But I don't Percocet is oxycodone and Tylenol acetaminophen So I don't want to take it because I know that's bad for my liver, but I Had to take two or three just to stop the initial pain and feel better And I figured out part of the reason my head was hurting was like My jaw was so tense and my jaw still hurts I'm guessing like when I was under anesthesia and the surgery like I'm guessing I was clenching my My mouth and pain like biting down really hard because my jaw muscles really hurt more almost more than the rest of my face But yeah, I know I didn't really have any Pain in my face. I just had like there's like a mild pressure and I mean I I've been getting headaches lately just from my liver damage, so It's kind of like a mish mush of Whether it's from the surgery or not, but the Motrin has been keeping it in check and Very nice young girl swapped out for the nurse Last night around seven. I think I don't remember exactly but That girl was that girl stayed with me through the night and overnight She basically helped me eat dinner my second meal, which was The first meal. I just had a plain hamburger patty and a baked potato for Wendy's The second meal I had the plain hamburger patty with my homemade roll some cannellini beans in the jar and Had an apple with some mastic gum and be one The first night before the surgery, I think I slept four or five hours in that hotel room Then the day During the day after the surgery, I think I might have dozed off for an hour or two And then last night I think I got two or three hours of sleep, but I was basically just laying in bed awake The first nurse the first nurse who's like who's helped me was like who's like Partial owner of the company mentioned they have like an oxygen machine and like I was like, okay You give it to me and she brought us to the hotel and we have it here now Which really helped like I was feeling okay But then with the oxygen machine I felt good my headache like completely went away and I was feeling good Because the co2 levels in LA in any city are kind of high. So Dude, I was I wanted to take a video of it. I had my You know, I had my Wi-Fi shielding hood on two head covers and Like I had the the air in me. So I was like in a zero Wi-Fi environment with with oxygen so I was feeling okay, but I Would imagine like I probably I wouldn't be surprised out of all the people that I've ever gotten that procedure with that doctor that I feel the best out of all them because and suffer the least because of My knowledge of the radiation and the oxygen because without that. I mean, I would have been dying that would have been fucking It would have been horrible Anyway The hotel was a little out The airflow and the air quality in the hotel is really bad Doors are always slamming And the main thing is that and I can't blame the doctor doctor wasn't a hundred percent transparent about how blind I was gonna be he was like, oh by take day two by you know, well now it's It's only the morning after Thursday this day of surgery and I like my I honestly I have no clue What I look like right now because I can't see but Like you've got it might look like to you guys that my eyes are slightly open And they are I just see very blurry because and but the doctor was saying oh by you know By Saturday your eyes should start opening up again. My eyes never really swelled shut But he put a contact a Blurry contact in my eye to protect the eye from the stitches now I can't see through that contact So this guy wasn't and and he's taking that contact off Thursday of next week so After I put put two and two I only hired the nurses until Sunday, you know three more days But he's telling me this contact is staying in my until Thursday. So like okay, what do you mean? I'm not gonna be able to see until Thursday. So I Mean I'm paying I think I was paying the nerve I think the nurse was like 12 or 1300 a night and they have to care facilities 1800 and it's way better and I didn't realize it was that close and it's more relaxing and I'm I'm grounded out here At least I think I'm grounded. I have no clue right what the scenery is here again guys. I'm actually I'm not blind blind like the way my vision is now I can see there's green grass here It looks like a tree there, but like I don't know like What the scenery is like is there a highway there? I don't know how well this is grounded But the point is I think I'm grounded. It's nice and relaxed out here. The emf is definitely gonna be much lower I don't think the air quality is that much better. Maybe it's a little better but I Figured dude. I mean if I'm I'm gonna have to pay I'm gonna have to get a nurse until throughout the whole next week anyway, so If I'm gonna pay if the only reason I got the hotel was because I thought I would only need the nurse for a few days But it's whatever, you know That surgery was like Almost 40,000 and then They have to care on everything else. Hey, it's not she not she but When you're you know, these other people they take care of and I was speaking to these nurses these people were not and I know I use the word blind like I'm not blind guys. I just can't see right now because of the surgery like blind might not be the correct term, but I I Literally can't do anything on my own You know, I mean I can get up and find the bathroom and use it I can get a bottle of water and drink it by like seeing where stuff is and I literally cannot decipher anything So, you know, I need to I needed to leave the hotel and and have someone help me and do everything for me So that's why we came here. So that's gonna be the game plan Yeah, I mean this is gonna suck if I literally can't see until until until Thursday Maybe as I open my eyes and and I put something maybe if I open my eyes and put some as my eyes open more and I put Some eye drops in Maybe I'll be able to see Before and like I'll be able to I'm just hoping I'll be able to maybe check my texts and emails before Thursday But it's not the end of the world, you know, it's only a week The main thing I'm worried about now is If I'm gonna feel good enough at the end of next week to fly I mean, I should feel good enough to fly home, but I don't know if I'm gonna be able to Who knows if I'll be able to drive my car home from the airport. We'll see about that Am I even in frame? Bro, was I not in frame this whole time? I Don't fucking know Yeah, no, hey, I'm I'm happy. It's over with you know, we made it out here. We surgeries done now it's just Another week or so and then we're back Back in New York, I guess Yeah, I'm happy it's over with but like I Have no clue what I look like or what I'm gonna look like until you know, I can see so I Look, I'm a little curious, but Thankfully, I don't you know, I don't feel bad. You know, I feel pretty good physically My head doesn't hurt that much Yeah, I mean to be fair the we got some very invasive procedures This doctor doesn't usually most people don't usually get those procedures with that doctor so My stomachs actually start to hurt a little bit. Oh Usually my bladder is fried like I have to go to the bathroom every half hour for some reason but The prednisone they gave me yesterday was like it like blocked up my kidneys So I like was barely peeing all day and then suddenly at night. I had to pee like every 10 minutes dumping a huge amount of water So they actually gave me a few medications. I didn't take I didn't take the antibiotic. They gave me I Did take the Percocet they gave me methylprednisone and I think it's called the mineral corticoid I forgot what I think it's produced by the adrenals. I don't remember exactly but it's a I think prednisone is like a fluid regulator, so It really backed up my kidneys and I remind my mother saying when she took that when she was in hospital It fucked her up, so I'm not gonna take it but That's it for now guys, I should probably go get some rest Getting my Wi-Fi cocoon because I don't know like I Don't know if I'm getting fried out here or not. I don't know if there's any towers I don't know what the radiation is, but it should be good. I mean I'm I'm blind, but this place is like Beautiful house in Bel Air Yeah, then I got to go to Whole Foods. This girl cooked me the nurse cooked me steak bread beans, so we're back on Perfect diet. No tummy troubles. We got Everything here key for grains mastic some Motrin just in case just to reduce the swelling and Just a few other things here. Chocos ink molybdenum Mountain Valley water Now I'm not spending much more money being here because the nerd hiring a nurse out here in LA is already crazy expensive What would save you money is? Not getting surgery Now I was unlike I think I said it in this video already, but I'm in like a unique scenario where I Was eligible for like five different procedures that can be done to your eyes or normally people would only need one or two of them but um If you had someone that could like cook for you and take care of you You'd say like, you know, you'd save the $15,000, but And I think I said it in the past time and it's like I can't blame the doctor for not telling me I'm gonna be blind for a week But you know if you go out here by yourself and you can't see for a week Like that type of medical care when it's not covered by insurance insanely expensive insanely expensive, so You know have to be done. Unfortunately on on my own, but I was lying in bed last night thinking Frank what the fuck did you do? You're gonna look different for the rest of your life But if an impulsive decision, that's what I was literally laying in bed thinking I was like Man, I have no fucking clue what I look like now And I'm gonna look different the rest of my life, but already did it though already did it so I'm gonna sit down and Eat second meal today, and I know I mean there's like there's Netflix devices, but the Wi-Fi in here isn't nearly as bad as the As the hotel say like like I can see a little bit, but my vision is so blurry like I can decide for that Like I press the red record button and that there's the red record light on but outside of that like so hopefully We'll eat one or two more times today. Maybe we'll get to talk to the doctor and Just relax All right guys second meal similar. We got the steak cooked a little rare Instead of just plain bread. I kind of toasted with a little butter on it, which is way better. We got some beans So this is basically gonna be my meal for the next week. I guess You know, I see what you guys out in California order my steak I don't know what their feet in the cows out here But I think all the grass is dying and the cows are just about dead in the field before they butcher them Because these grass-fed steaks are fucking They're pretty bad. They're pretty good Why did I start work on it? I was gonna say something. Oh, yeah, no, I mean, I mean I don't know how many you guys watching this would ever get like surgery or something, but The EMF and stuff is so important So, you know, if you do have someone that can take care of you just make sure like the place you book is like You know, it's not like a hotel. You want to be like in like a suburban reasonably isolated area Just because of the EMF stuff and then The air quality hopefully you can get an oxygen machine too. I kind of looked out on that for the city air and Food also very important But I don't know I mean, it's only first day after surgery, so I should probably just film like Probably just from like a quick update every day, but now you guys kind of know like Well, we kind of figured out what we're doing now that hotel was like a fucking That was a nightmare compared to this. So now I Mean, dude, if it wasn't like if it wasn't such a crazy invasive surgery and I could actually see Like I could just I would just be doing this shit myself in an Airbnb. I'm I'm physically fine like Like I feel like my body feels fine. I'm good. I can move that and stuff, but my vision is just It's actually a little better now, but like I can't really see much and despite me making all the blind jokes I'm basically like it's just like imagine like Your vision just really blurry almost it's almost like you put Vaseline in your eyes or something and like everything's just like You can't really make things out. You have to get up really close, but we'll see We'll see it's like Saturday morning 7 a.m. The next day and thankfully like I feel really physically good Like I just can't sleep like I Haven't really been having headaches If my eyes start like hurting, you know, I just take a percocet every six or seven hours And You know, I'll have like my I'll have my I'm eating I'm just eating right now So I have my hood down but like I'll have the the Wi-Fi shielding hood on and like the headnets and that oxygen machine helps a lot because Like normally I wouldn't need the oxygen machine, but like if I put the tube in the headnet I can like Sleep easily with them with because the oxygen is coming directly into the headnet So it's like kind of like a weird setup or like I don't have to worry about Asphyxiating myself with the head cover But the reason I'm filming now to give you guys an update is like I'm having a difficult time I'm assuming with the sleep Like again, since I feel good and the percocet's helping like I'm okay, but I Wasn't sleep remember I wasn't sleeping before I got out here. I was having issues with the B1 and the copper Now if my blood copper levels are high There's two possible like there's two possibilities one We have to just not do anything eat as much food as possible and hopefully The blood copper levels lower or two Which I think might have I might have to take zinc and molybdenum with every meal But I was doing that yesterday My bladder felt better, but I still didn't sleep So it's possible that the zinc and molybdenum are Are pulling more tissue copper out and elevating the blood levels Because zinc zinc directly pulls out and binds to copper molybdenum line binds to copper in the digestive system and increases urinary excretion of copper But I don't know if molybdenum would necessarily directly lower blood copper I haven't I didn't read enough into the literature to figure it out, but I'm guessing zinc can be a bit aggravating so I probably shouldn't take it and that molybdenum Should just work, but the first day when I took molybdenum on its own it didn't seem to help much So I'm not really sure. I'm just gonna play it safe today and see if I sleep Worst case scenario if we don't sleep We'll try a higher dose of B1 tomorrow and if that doesn't do anything You know, maybe we won't do that, but If like I don't think my sleep is still fucked up for like another day or two then I'll move to the under the other end of the spectrum and try to increase the dose of zinc and molybdenum Because I'm not sleeping anyway like it's not gonna get much worse but No, thankfully we're more in here and I Was spending the same amount of money anyway because I was I was paid for the nurse and the hotel so This is the same price and EMF is definitely lower. It's more relaxing more importantly, you know, they're they're cooking them up The pain isn't that bad like If I just laid in bed without any pain meds and just laid there Like I'd be uncomfortable, but I'd probably be fine But as soon as like I move or open my eyes or see any lie and I might be repeating myself, but like Well, I know I know is Like talking about like the doctor kind of you know wasn't a hundred percent transparent about The recovery but He didn't he didn't mention stitches what he failed to put into a coherent sentence was I'm going to stitch your eyes open like a horror movie because I cannot I think I might have said this yesterday. I can't Blink or open my eyes, which is kind of annoying because like, you know when you have dry eyes and Like you blink and you hydrate your eyes like I can't do that so It's not that bad though but I think I Think until we go see him on Thursday, which is fucking Dude, it's Saturday morning. We got Saturday to go through some day one day Tuesday I got five. I got it. I'm not gonna see for five fucking days. I'm gonna go crazy. Hopefully it gets better But I don't know because if my eyes are stitched in this position and there's a Contact lens on my eye, which is foggy. I don't know If I'm gonna be able to see at all. It's not that big of a deal I was you know, I was hoping I was gonna be able to check my emails and see how my business is doing on Monday or Tuesday But worst case scenario just has to wait till Thursday when he takes them off And then once I have access to my computer like it's not like my flights on Saturday But it's not that they give a deal if I have to stay in LA a little longer because as long as like I have computer access And stuff, I might not maybe I'll film like Sunday or Monday. I don't know But we're just gonna be like Money in bed eating the same meal. Oh I gotta remember to ask the nurse We got to see if the hotel got my because I sent water key for to myself Which might help me sleep. I Have water key for grains, but like for some reason those don't Sometimes those don't help me really sleep. They just kind of prevent the acne Anyway I shouldn't be fucking do most people be too too fucked up to you Probably just gonna take perc set and try to lay down a few hours Dude because if I don't take it The tension in my jaw, I can't first of all I can't believe I forgot my retainer Like that was probably the most important thing because now like my teeth are shifting and it hurts and it feels weird And I can't like and the tension in my jaw from that fucking I Must have been Because I think I said this already but like when you're under anesthesia you you feel pain you just don't remember So I must have been like clenching my jaw so hard It's like so tense what like when I take the perc set like It's fine. It all goes it all goes away. So I'd rather just be if I if I can't fucking do anything I can't see like I'd rather be just zonked out and laying down Because the burgers that did like help me Like I was able to kind of like doze in and out of sleep with it a little bit Don't know what I look like I feel like I probably said this already too I feel like Zoolander blue steel already because I feel like I'm squinting with all this shit on my face I said it already but like I fucking like I'm always like lying in bed like Bro, what the fuck did I do? It's already done Whatever All right. I'll see you guys tomorrow. I hope I was recording that last clip. I think I checked um So that last clip was just an update of me Uh talking about how I felt into some random stuff but All I remembered I want to talk about like this procedure in general in relevance to facial development. So like technically, yeah, it's a cosmetic procedure, you know, like You're changing your appearance, but same with like my double jaw surgery like there are people with eyes that Like look like mine are going to like their eyes look like that normally And there are also people like that had normal jaw like What happens is like when the skull doesn't form properly If the zygomatic bones of like the orbital sockets Are like, you know, they're going to be smaller because you didn't get enough nutrition Because there's less space for soft tissue in the eye. It's going to bulge out So, you know, usually when someone has like a narrow skull or like um Poor facial development the the eyes start bulging out, which is kind of what I had so What they do is that, you know, they go in and just remove some of the bone and stuff They they hollow it out which kind of is like almost replicating like having a wider Area in there. Same thing with like getting a nose job like Your people get a nose job because their nose is big technically It's probably because the rest of their face didn't develop as big as it should. So it sounds dumb, but like They don't have a they don't have a large nose. They have a small face It's on again. It sounds dumb, but like if you got something to do with like a huge giant nose technically speaking I mean, he could just have a huge nose But like technically speaking the rest of the face just isn't matching it So, bro, what the fuck did I do to myself? I look like a retarded Chinese zoolander Oh my all right. I'm just I'm being dramatic. Trust the process. We'll see how it looks into um It's sunday Physically, I felt like a hundred percent honestly like I want to exercise because like I like I haven't been moving and stuff and like I have a lot of energy from laying in bed the whole time but like visually I was patting my eye with the Like a damp towel this morning the left contact accidentally came out, which isn't a big deal. Sometimes they fall out um, it's just to like kind of protect the eye from from the stitches So now I I can see like oh my vision is still very blurry and Um in my eye, but it was good enough that like I could get the nurse to help me look at my I'm not just making sure nothing happened at the business like because dude like Something goes wrong every week, whether like the freezer goes out or like a delivery gets mistaken or something happens like The Amish like last week just last week the Amish the trucking company for the Amish didn't fucking shop So I'm happy. There's just checked my messages to make sure that nothing fucking went wrong um So we should be in the clear like I don't really have like I don't like the emails to answer the customer service like that can wait until the end of the week I'm not worried about it But yeah, no like vision-wise like Since that contacts out like my vision is a lot clearer in my left eye, but it's still really blurry that like Like I couldn't actually Cook food or do stuff on my own still like I'd be it'd be too difficult to do it. So Yeah, I don't think we're gonna be I mean it doesn't really matter I was just hoping um I was hoping that like Maybe I'd get to go out one night before my fly-on Saturday or like maybe I can film a restaurant vlog one night But I don't hey if it doesn't happen. It doesn't happen I I highly doubt I will well I mean I have to feel good enough to drive by Thursday Friday because when we get back to New York the car is to the airport So yeah, if my like if my liver wasn't made of paper mache at this point We've probably gone a lot smoother Like I think my liver resembles a fried pork chop more than a healthy human liver Oh, we did try I consulted my inner nutrition genius and we decided to To take the zinc and molybdenum did help me sleep. So I was worried that it might kill it more copper, but we ended up needing it. So We're feeling better. We're feeling okay and It's only It's only day Three it's because the surgery was on Thursday Friday Saturday today's like middle of the day Sunday I just ate breakfast I need to I need to just like shower or bathe or something because I feel like I feel kind of gross Right now. I'm like itching and stuff I'm like scratching my head all day. You guys want a closer look how do my eyes look? Looks fucked up, right? I look like a fucking avatar or some alien shit, right? This is fucking Yeah, I I need to stop looking at my fucking I gotta wait to see what it looks like when we're recovered because I look like a demon or some shit, right because my eyes are fucking black. It's fucking weird. Anyway I Just not fucking around. I think that's everything. Yeah, I don't remember I think I said it at the beginning of the vlog like what actual procedures he did but um The doctor's office did try to call me Uh, I think right like after the surgery or friday or something But like they called this number and I had my phone on airplane mode. So I wasn't able to pick up Um, still I just I mean, I'm assuming everything well I just wanted to ask the doctor like hey, you know, how'd the surgery go? What what'd you do in there exactly? but what he you know was telling me he was going to do was the the double wall orbital decompression so He goes in behind the eye socket into the orbital area and he basically grinds out bone To to let the eyes go back So that was one procedure another procedure was Infra orbital rim implant which puts just like A basically a piece of silicone under the eye To to get rid of like the negative can of tilt And then he does a lower eyelid retraction Which moves the lower eyelid. So again first procedure orbital decompression Second procedure is the infra orbital rim implant Third procedure is the lower eyelid retraction and then What are we on three and then there's fourth procedure is The upper eyelid ptosis Which is like is for jupy upper eyelid So like my right upper eyelid Was a little droopy like it was asymmetrical to the left one I didn't really care that much but like my eyelids were low in general So what he actually ended up doing was we did both of them We we raised the right one more and then the left one we raised a little bit. So I'm excited to see what I'm gonna end up looking like but I'm just like impatient Losing my mind here. I think I want to rest my eyes for at least Another day or two because if I like squint and look at the phone Like I can kind of decipher like the emails and the messages, but it's very very difficult So I don't want to like strain my eyes or anything right now. So I'm going to wait until like Tuesday or Wednesday and then maybe if we can Do some work then if not, he's going to take the contacts and stitches out Thursday. Yeah, I don't know I don't really think it's relevant like like me explaining the details of like Like if you're going to get this procedure yourself because like I don't think anyone would ever really get I don't know how many people are even eligible for this or if they would even need to to like think about how they would go about it, but Um I do want to say that like this place The name of the company is zen healing retreat And if you do need a nurse or someone to help you after like you get a procedure out here in la 100% Best fucking it's not even comparable guys like oh, oh, that's what I want. Oh the reason I'm even filming now is I wanted to show You guys the fucking setup and why? Thankfully like I found this place because I have I have my emf hood, right? So I'm like I put the emf hood on Which blocks some radiation and then I have like I have the head covers that I put on to sleep, you know, I put them like I put them on my head right I put them on my head sometimes I just I just keep them like this so I can breathe out my mouth, but What's what's really special is they have they let me use the I got the oxygen machine here so like Most of the time I don't use the oxygen but like If I'm getting a little bit of a headache or like I'm feeling a little nauseous The oxygen makes it like go away immediately. So I'm not really wearing this but I'm like if I have the head cover on for a few hours and I put the oxygen in my nose like I can breathe easily with the head cover on and Like just in general it's like a low radiation area and I can like I mean I have my like Grounding thing plugged into the wall here, which I couldn't do in the hotel And also they have like a little plot of grass outside. I was going on and stepping on so I feel like a million times fucking better than I did a few days ago in that hotel and on top of it like Obviously the most important thing is the food like me having the just the organic minimally inflammatory meals with my supplements is night and day night and day You know, I thought like I thought having just like burger patties and potato would be fine, but it's it's not I need to I'm having like the you know steak cooked rare with With white beans and the bread that's my stomach's good on that you know, I got the So like I'll put this on my I'll show you guys do The fucking crazy cocoon set up It's like normally like this like you can't fucking breathe but because we have the oxygen thing like I can breathe so I'm not if I really need like one or need zero emf. It's like it's good to go. It's fine Which I normally wouldn't be able to do We kind of lucked out But I yeah, most people like I mean this is It just seems like crazy in general like all these nurses I spoke to like I'm like I'm the first patient they treated that was actually like Not I mean I'm not technically blind but like the vision impairment thing So it's definitely not a common thing to have to deal with the overall the pain is pretty much gone My nose is dripping a bit. I haven't gotten sick at all or anything because I've been doing the iodine rinse uh just my eyes are like Just like a little irritated a little like itchy I can kind of like I don't know if you guys see my eyes Maybe I kind of like blink now and let the tears like hydrate my eyes Which feels a lot better because I couldn't move my eyes yesterday I'm probably repeating myself so much in this one, but dude I am not looking forward to fucking working back when it gets to the I'm so over it. I'm so fucking over it I need a permanent fucking vacation dude I probably said this too, but like I'm just like fucking sitting here thinking what the fuck did I do? What the fuck did I do? Oh, wait, you know what? I'm gonna try to find that email to see when I got the genius idea to get my eyes gushed up It was a summer of last year So june of 2022 was when I was uh interested in getting this procedure and then like He told me about like The vision stuff and the recovery and I like it like turned me off a bit And I'm like over the next year I thought about it a lot if I wanted to get it done or not and and eventually like Towards the middle of this year. I convinced myself to do it. So as I said earlier like this is not like This is not like um This wasn't like an impulse thing, you know, I thought about it for almost two years and then scheduled the surgery And I felt good about it. So I was like whatever, you know Either way, it's gonna look better than it's gonna look better after than before All right guys, it's monday around noon. I'm in this really nice house in bel-air I feel like i'm working at a san francisco tech startup in some billionaire's house because i'm like on my laptop Probably honestly, I shouldn't be doing this right now. I should probably be resting my eyes um, I can Somewhat decide for my emails. It's difficult. It's taking me like maybe Three to four probably longer than three more than three to four times longer than normal to just like kind of read them and decide for them But um, I'm just going to try to Get all my emails settled So that Then I can take a rest for a few days the rest of the weekend and won't have to worry about any business stuff we had uh a good thing I checked because the The foam containers for the eggs showed up and it was going to get held in the port if I didn't respond to the email So thankfully I saw that I was able to respond to that But uh, nothing nothing crazy happened this week. Nothing crazy happened, which is the main good thing with the business, but Overall i'm feeling okay I'm not sure if the mild tension in my head is from the surgery or it's from Incorporating dairy back into my diet. I haven't had a little I'm gonna have a little butter here in there So I'm just going to take a motrin I've been taking motrin consistently. I'm taking motrin and see if that Helps at all because We went to the hotel and they did have They did have my water key for shipment. I dragged this which might not have been a good idea Wasn't that fermented wasn't that carbonated so maybe maybe the water key for mess me up a little bit too And this meal, but I'm just hoping it's going to help me sleep better. I don't know we'll see We'll see how today goes But I feel I feel okay. I don't feel that bad, which is all that matters Yeah, I may probably kind of look the same. It's just a little as long as a little better What's nice is like I'm basically feel like i'm crying the whole time My eyes are so moist that they don't dry out and hurt that much But I literally have like water streaming down my eyes out of my nose It could be worse But i'm gonna do some work for a little bit and then probably just relax the rest of the day and hopefully maybe Try to get some sleep because we didn't sleep that well last night It's only monday and We're gonna be seeing The surgeon thursday morning. He's gonna remove the stitches and the contact and everything He said I could fly back He said I could move my flight up to thursday and fly back that day, but I have a feeling like I'm I'm probably better off staying until my scheduled flight on saturday just Because I have a feeling like if I go back thursday morning to new york like I don't I it's probably not safe to drive with how my vision is going to be, but we'll see All right guys, it's tuesday. I'm always wearing this hood to minimize the emf These are on myflashily.com. I'm sure you guys have been I think this house is so nice It's like a bath the other day. They got a full shower That's like the toilet area Double sinks just really really expensive house. This is like a house. I would have if I had a rich russian girlfriend She would have me stay here and tie me up to the bed There's like a balcony here that overlooks the front drive, which isn't really much of a view but um I felt pretty physically good since the first day and My stomach was a little wonky from the hotel food and the wendys, but now We got the organic food And we're feeling good. I'm feeling okay Still taking motrin fairly consistently Uh The the pain in the eyes and the irritation is there and there is a little bit of like light pressure in my head But what's really strange is I'm curious if since he did the orbital decompression And remove some tissue from behind my eyes If that's going to potentially fix my migraine headaches as like a side effect because I've heard like thyroid eye disease patients can get Migraine headaches and since my eyes were slightly bulging maybe that had something to do with my headaches I don't know just a hunch. I guess we'll see like over the next few months After I've recovered from this like if I never get headaches again, then I know that it did something but Called the doctor's office up. We spoke to him yesterday. He said everything went pretty well We'll speak to him again on uh on thursday when we go to get the stitches removed I'll get more details. Thursday will probably be the last day of this vlog I'm just gonna Because I mean how long am I going to film recovery and do updates for you know The the two week point is supposed to be when Like the swelling and everything has subsided. So what we'll probably do is Like thursday here will be the last like Part of the vlog and then maybe I'll film one more day at the two week point and then we'll post the vlog So it'll be like daily updates from days one through seven. I don't know. We'll see And then maybe the the second week. I won't do updates as frequently Because we're supposed to be back in new york on saturday which is like day 10 Or most of the swelling would still have not subsided But uh, my stomach's been pretty good. We got the meals consistently Sleep has been okay. I've been sleeping a few hours a night not the best But you know four or five hours a night is better than I usually do Uh, the zinc supplementing helped We've been doing some b1 as well The food's good I'm feeling okay stomach my stomach is it feels a little I get a little stomach pain, but that might be because I've gone through like half a bottle of motrin this week Um, so it's hard to say uh Yeah, my eyes are Just they just feel irritated But I'm just I've just been doing some work on my computer Catching up on emails and everything. We're pretty much all caught up. But just It's it's so much every day like guys I used to I used to answer emails and do customer service and stuff on my computer for at least an hour to a day So even I mean we only missed four or five days of work and I've been on my computer all day yesterday and today so Um, it's a lot a lot more than I usually have to do in one session Because as usual business is hemorrhaging money, but go figure Could be worse But uh Yeah, that's really that's really the only update for today and doing more and more Doing update tomorrow wednesday and then do a do an update after seeing the surgeon on thursday All right guys, it's wednesday Uh, we're getting the stitches out tomorrow morning. So i'm looking forward to that i'm guessing it's gonna Make my eyes look somewhat more normal Because I think they're like kind of sewn shut right now, which is pretty wild I'm feeling okay Bad sleep last night Had an extra purpose that they gave me because This doctor wouldn't give me any more pain meds, which is ridiculous because I took enough motrin to burn a hole in my stomach And it didn't make me feel any better And I I can't take Tylenol because I think that's even worse for your liver Tylenol gives me bad headaches. So When I see that doctor tomorrow, I'll give him a little little piece of my myspin $40,000 surgery won't give me fucking pain meds So instead of like having a nice relaxing week and feeling okay on purpose that I gotta fucking Lay in bed awake with insomnia with my fucking eyes burning. It's fucking nothing short of disgusting but I mean if it wasn't like Wasn't for that like You know like what the fuck was I gonna do like Threaten the guy like what was I gonna explain to the guy beforehand? Look I had a bad experience with double jaw surgery seven years ago Or they didn't give me any fucking pain meds and sent me home with fucking Tylenol after Angle grinding my jaw for six hours straight like what the fuck is wrong with these people Like the doctor acts like he didn't just hit me in the face with a hammer Like you're not gonna give me pain meds. Like what am I gonna do? I don't know what it is, but It's ridiculous like what was I gonna say? Oh, well if you don't give me more than six percose it I'm not gonna get the surgery like what the fuck I sound like I sound like a fucking drug addict because he's fucking ridiculous But um, I'm feeling okay. We we switched we switched the diet up. No more butter. No more cream. So I'm just gonna do Steak bread and we made a wiping puree They actually what what what saved me here was even though I'm spending crazy money here They have a full kitchen. They have kitchen equipment if I was gonna if I wanted to get an airbnb I mean first of all, I don't think I could do it without having someone help me Even if I did I have to buy like all this fucking kitchen equipment. I couldn't make my food to be a nightmare So like I was able to make the wiping puree. We have the steaks. We have the diet. Everything should be good So eight this morning. I'm feeling okay What's very strange to me is And I I'm not sure what it is. I might have said this already, but My hydration cues have been off Back when I was in pa I was used to pa in new york I would always be thirsty and chugging water because I was thirsty but my actual thirst Hasn't I have to force myself to drink because I don't get thirsty And my bladder has been much better. Usually I have to go to the bathroom. I but I haven't really been having to go That could be the high calcium mountain valley water That i'm drinking instead of the fugee low mineral water Or it could be something else I don't know, but uh Yeah, I'm still feeling pretty good physically It's just the the stitch on this I started stinging So that kind of hurts a little bit All right guys, it's thursday One week after the surgery doctor took the stitches out I don't like as much of an abomination, but Still swollen eyes are swollen I thought I was gonna look like somewhat normal in two weeks with a doctor said It might take like a month or two But based on what I look like now Like I'm pretty sure it was the right decision. I think I'm gonna look better overall in the end Uh, the only thing I was worried about was like I already had a long face so I wasn't sure if like Even if like Raising the lower eyelid a little bit made my face a little longer like I still think I'll look better overall in the end anyway But uh, I still can't touch or really wash my eyes for another week So it was one week No touching or washing no water at all And now it's another week two weeks total of no um No washing the eyes no water at all, but um the nurse here separated my eyelashes with a q-tip So I can kind of see now I can see pretty well And I look a little normal without the pads and stuff on my face so we're gonna Be just relaxed last day here tomorrow um I can't exactly wipe this blood and cook off my eyes. So I don't think I will be going to a restaurant while in LA unfortunately Um My mom was a little sad. She hasn't seen me in a little while. So First thing I do when I get back to the airport. We don't come to go see her but I'm scared as fuck because I didn't tell them and My mother like she's like oh you're so handsome before you don't eat it like So I'll probably just wear sunglasses and then when I get there I'll tell them like I had some eye surgery not show them and just Hopefully don't freak out too much. Yeah. So after he took the stitches out now there's kind of like no real pain at all. I just feel like this swelling and um, my little maybe mild stinging mild discomfort But I think I'll be fine to drive. Yeah, I was hoping I'd be able to start filming youtube and stuff sooner, but I guess not so we'll probably still film like the The free range meet vlogs and I might film like one video just announcing this wearing sunglasses or something but uh in regards to actually like filming normal content like um What's like like maybe like educational videos and certain things I'm not filming those with the fucked up face like because then like what people watch a video on zinc Five years from now that like what happened to that guy's face like I'd rather wait like I rather chill for two or three months kind of fully recover. See what I look like But I don't know. I think it's gonna look I think it's gonna look pretty good Another thing I'm worried about is these fucking like He put these implants here Which are kind of small and I'm hoping they go down a bit Um, I don't think they look bad even now um Does it look better than before? probably slightly objectively, but You know, I mean, I've always had a long face. So it's fucking whatever The one thing you can't change Let me show you guys in the mirror Here I actually look pretty good I actually look pretty good here at least compared to uh, oh I asked the doctor, um, if he gave me a neutral or positive cantile tilt I was hoping he did neutral, but he actually did positive. So I'm it's kind of crazy because I'm going from like an extremely negative cantile tilt to a positive one I thought he was just gonna leave it neutral, but the uh, the ride. I was a little more small and so And of course it's gonna be a little asymmetrical, but I'm happy. I'm glad we got this over with Uh, you know something I was like, you know, I'm gonna regret it if I don't do it But I think um, I'm just trying to be like if I'm going to film another day for this uh, for the surgery vlogger If I want to post it sooner than later because If it's thursday now I'm back in new york on saturday I announced that like we had the surgery with some I'm going to do some joke shorts that are really fun I'm gonna pretend I got beat up. You get it would have been posted already by the time this goes up I joked like that I got beat up by a vegan girl or something Um, so those are the shorts about how I'm gonna announce the surgery and then I'll probably post the free range meat vlog But then I think um, I think this Surgery video is probably going to be posted next week What I really like is before you put these implants in My cheek went from like here to here. It went from like here to here now because I'm here to here So it looks a little better. I hope I don't end up like handsome Squidward or some shit Um, oh no, we're gonna post um After we post The the joke video about getting up by Getting having some vegan girls being hurt to tell me is in my face We're gonna do the giveaway Because I made a promise to myself. We're gonna do a giveaway for blind people And then we'll post this vlog so If you guys didn't see that Check those out before all right guys. It is friday last day in la Uh, some other person wanted this sweet. So they just moved me to this room. I don't really care I just want to like the The sole bathroom space initially because I thought I might have some stomach issues eating the food out here But my stomach's been the best it's been in the long time actually Because thankfully, you know, they're cooking all the food for me. And I just took a Another bath got all new fresh clothes on ready for the flight tomorrow morning Shouldn't be too bad. I think we're gonna get a top aware of Upstake bread and Beans for the flight tomorrow just to eat to make sure Eyes look pretty good considering. I'm not supposed to look normal for a month. Like I don't look that bad. I just look like a little weird like I'm squinting or blue steel It's just They're still dirty and there's dry blood My eyelashes are like really messed up because I can't clean them or wet them, but Yeah, we got a game plan few videos To film for next week get a few business things done but I think uh I guess like a week or two. It should slow down a little more so I'll do uh Probably Probably bored at the airport for the last part of the vlog I've been feeling really good. Even though I'm not sleeping that well But again, I probably said it a lot like I wasn't sleeping before I got here. We have copper issues. So Um I think everything looks pretty symmetrical Like the bottom eyelids are kind of in the same spot Maybe this one looks a little higher, but I can't really tell about like it's complete nonsense that I'm even looking at that until like Like a month a month or two from now. I should see how it looks and before I worry about anything Yeah, I guess we'll give you guys the outro when we're At the airport tomorrow. I'm just trying to think if there's anything else to cover today. Yeah after you took those stitches out Virtually all the pain's gone. Maybe a little tightness and discomfort. There's there's still some stitches on the end here that are supposed to dissolve but um Yeah, so over the next few months, uh, the eyes should open up a little bit more so long should go down, but So I'm swelling in the cheeks too. So It should look a little better. We'll see what happens Yeah, so most of my face is protected all day. I like tighten this up Sometimes I put a mask on my face too just to reduce the emf Like when I go to the airport tomorrow morning, I'll put the mask on my face To to just block as much emf as possible And then we'll put the head covers on on the uh on the flight So make sure we don't get a headache or feel bad. All right guys, it's saturday morning About to leave for the airport lax in about 40 minutes Let me really get to do anything in LA I'm gonna hang out a little bit with some kid that I argue with on the On the tiktok live streams. I was trying to get him to to do a joke Where we pretend he beat me up, but he didn't want to do it I was like the only reason I hit a lot. It's fucking I thought it would have been funny, but he wasn't out for the joke so And I definitely didn't like I didn't want to do a restaurant blog because I didn't like want to potentially mess up my stomach with a bottle of wine before my flight But uh everything looks everything looks pretty good Uh, it's not even that noticeable. Um, I think the right eyelid is slightly higher, but That I was more swollen and it does feel a little tighter by the stitch So we'll see we'll see how symmetrical it is in a few weeks, but it's still it still looks really good So I don't know I guess I'll find out in uh two or three months if this was A good idea or a neutral idea because I don't I don't think like there's really any chance of me looking worse than before I just there is a possibility that that might not look like As much better as I thought I would but I don't know you guys will Be able to tell me that so I guess this will be the last day of this vlog and then you guys can kind of just watch my progress over the Over the next few months because like I can't I think I said it in the last clip I can't wait like I can't wait like another week or two. I can't do another week or two of vlogging and then post this because I'm going to post other videos and people are going to ask like what the hell I did to my eyes. So Like tomorrow sunday We're just going to post the shorts with the vegan girl beating me up joke Monday we'll post The giveaway video for blind people and then Tuesday we'll be back to the meat vlog and this video will probably post it for you guys on thursday of this week So I guess that's really it Maybe we'll do some restaurant vlogs for me. Maybe I'll drive to this new york for new year and christmas or christmas in new york or something And I'll go to restaurants on those days. I don't know I don't really feel out to doing that type of stuff, but we'll see how it goes Yeah, pretty much no pain I'll give you guys a final up that I guess on the actual actual surgery instead of rambling on about other stuff Little to no pain slight tightness and sometimes a little pain in that stitch But in general, I'm just a little like Eyes feel a little dry. They're constantly tearing up vision is still blurry Although I think I can still drive better than most most people A little worried about driving at night when I get back to New York, but I don't really have a choice because I left my car at the airport I could have could have rented a car and dropped it off at the rent place and then I could have taken an uber back home When I got back that would have been the smart thing to do Also would have cost me about 500 more dollars, but we're fucking hemorrhaging money out here anyway No, I couldn't I couldn't have done this without Uh, the name of the places and healing retreat dude would have been would have been a complete fucking nightmare Complete fucking nightmare out here if I didn't have this but you know beautiful nice place low relative to low emf Air quality in LA is definitely an issue But they had they had a that fucking oxygen machine really saved my Be from getting too many headaches and stuff and the doctor didn't prescribe me any pain meds So thankfully, you know, we had some extra lying around for a few nights where I needed them Oh, so that really kind of saved me on that But overall not the not the worst week in my life Although I would have been nice to to have felt better. I've been able to maybe do a few things Go to a few restaurants and stuff, but I don't know. It's kind of nothing. I'm too enthusiastic about doing Yeah, so who knows maybe we'll uh They will come back to LA in a few months, but the doctor's appointment and doctor check-in is it can be virtual So I don't necessarily have to fly out here. I really don't like the traveling in the airport stuff like It's just a long day of travel, you know two three hours to the airport Six seven hours in the airport on the flight and then it's a long 10 12-hour trip. So That's what even like if I want to go on vacation somewhere. I just Wouldn't be that happy to look because of the travel park, but I think that's everything I'm talking about We're in the hole for way too much money, but That line of credit I took out should cover all the surgery all the the lodging and then The giveaway as well and then I'll pay it off over the next year But I'll see you guys We'll just probably post as normal And maybe we'll do a surgery update in the three months In three months or whatever Last clip of the vlog I promise guys I'm laughing because my car is still here in the airport parking I thought maybe there's a chance that like The the new york city ticket agencies would check And like tow your car if you had outstanding tickets because after I left new york like I never paid Like a thousand dollars worth of parking tickets With my car's here, so We're not taking the cab from the airport to the tow pound tonight. Thankfully Get new york air is about twice as easy to breathe as the la