 She goes into her prayer space, this very respected, important space for her. She is the only woman who lives here. There are no other men. And in her private area, there is a man, a very beautiful man. Why would a man be in her private prayer area? Look at her reflexive action. It's not to scream. It's not to run to her uncle and ask her uncle to come and see what's going on. It's her immediate reaction. What is it? All of the worship that she has been doing, the praying, the fasting, the making the da, translates into action. What is that action? To call everyone who she had an impact on back to Allah. So what is her immediate response? When she sees this very beautiful man in her chambers, she says to him, she reminds him of al-Rahman. She seeks refuge with al-Rahman if he is one of the people who is God conscious. Why would she say this? Why didn't she say, why are you here or stop or I'm going to get someone? Why does she use al-Rahman? Because al-Rahman is the most compassionate. He is the most merciful. He is the one who will accept the repentance of anyone who turns to him. She is reminding him that if he goes back to Allah, no matter what his intention was for being in a very private room with her, that Allah will accept his repentance. Don't do whatever you're thinking. Allah is the most merciful. Go back to him before you do it. And Ibn Qifir mentions that he, Jibrila alaihi salam was so impacted by the power of her words that he immediately just flipped into the form of an angel. And then he says to her, I'm just a messenger. I am here to give you the glad tidings of a son, a pure son. I want you to focus on her reaction after this because Allah swt said In the, Jibrila alaihi salam used the word ahabah. This is what Allah swt has recorded. Ahabah leki, hiba, gifting you, gifting you. If any one of us met Angel Jibrila alaihi salam saying there's a gift from Allah, perhaps our reaction might be like Allah has chosen me or maybe something like Allah knows who I am or subhan Allah, I am the one making it about me. I am certainly way male, Allah protect me from myself. But listen to what Maryam alaihi salam's response is because she is so invested in dawah that she is terrified of how people are going to react to the fact that she is pregnant. No man has touched me. How is she going to have a baby when no man has touched her? Jibrila alaihi salam comforts and reminds her of this ability of Allah swt. He says be and it is. What is the very next verse? Allah doesn't tell us about the nine months of her pregnancy. After she is given the glad tidings of a pregnancy of this gift, after she has had time to emotionally process it on her own, after she's had day after day of being pregnant and preparing for the fact that she's going to be a mother. Is she giving birth in the desert on her own as a young woman thinking subhan Allah the moment has come? Or now my people will see that I am truly a righteous person. She is so worried and I really want us to recognize that in her story we see the humanity of what it means to be someone close to Allah but not know how to process Allah's plan emotionally. So when you as a believer are struggling with something you're going through emotionally whatever it is whatever you're going through every one of us has our own tests and trials. Remember it's not because you're not reading enough Qur'an it's not because you're not praying hard enough it's not because you're not making du'a with enough sincerity. Of course we need to pray harder. Of course we need to read Qur'an more. Of course we need to make du'a with more sincerity. We only increase in these actions when we're going through a trial and especially when we're not. But the point is even if you're still sad and it's been five years since you've lost your loved one that doesn't mean that you don't believe in Allah's plan. You continue to worship him while recognizing that he has a plan. That this life is short and that the hereafter with him is the ultimate place.