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Doi T. Tu (Dan) & Ling N. Tu (Rita).

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Published on Sep 11, 2012

I am Rita Ling Tu and Doi Tu is my husband (yes, we are still legally married), and I believe that he will be my ex-husband soon. We started dating since 1987, and we have been married since 1995. Well, things always end badly, we will see.

Obviously, we both want different things in life. He wants to have a family, and I want just the two of us. I don't think having a family will be happy. I was verbally & psychologically abused by my late Mom for over 20 years, she called me "Stupid" ever since I was in preschool (I was kind of slow when I was a kid - I couldn't pass 1st grade placement test, that's why I had to study one year preschool). My late Mom not only called me "Stupid" continuously & repeatedly for over 20+ years, she also compared me to my cousin for over 30+ years and I found that unbearable. I used to cry every day. My self esteem had been badly damaged by her abuse. I can't blame my Mom completely though because I was a troubled kid, I had some behavioral & emotional problems, and I still have emotional issues now. I am super sensitive and I get my feelings hurt easily. I couldn't really follow directions. Now, I know what is wrong with me. I just found out that I have Autism about two years ago (confirmed by online Psychologist). HaHaHa.

When my husband, Doi first started cheating on me with the other woman and she was pregnant, he promised me that he will come back to me. He begged me not to leave him and stay in the house, and he said that he's afraid that he will forget about me if I left him. Oh, he said that because he knew he is the most insensitive & most forgetful person on earth (I'm not backstabbing). Right after his son was born 4 years ago, Doi sent me a text message that said he still loves me very much.

However, Doi has a change of tone & heart. We don't talk for weeks and we don't see each others for weeks if not for months. Now that he used a lot of my money, I just wish that I had left him four years ago when he first told me about his affair with this woman. I was sad but I was going to pursue another dream of mine (I wanted to travel around the world alone), but Doi kept begging me to stay, that was why I decided to stay (wrong decision). Now, I believe that I am suffering from depression. I just don't know what am I going to do if he wants to divorce me now. Well, things happen, I guess I shouldn't worry about it, I should just take whatever comes to me. HaHaHaHa.... ^_^


My Blog:

http://tatascorners.wordpress.com/

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