 I hope the quality of this camera on my coffee maker I hope the quality of my camera is better I have no idea what I what happened but my settings had changed yet again recently so I went ahead and switched it up um what's going on so we have a lot going on in the next two weeks I we literally have six events going on and today is Thursday tomorrow we have a fair but I should say the fall carnival at JB's school I'll take y'all along with me there he decided he didn't want to do the Chukitree crawl in our neighborhoods I said okay because I know he would be tired because the carnival starts at 5 they do have early release today it's going tomorrow then Saturday I have lunch with miss delightful she's another YouTuber and her sister Sunday we have a birthday party so we have a lot going on next week I have the anniversary party I'm going to excited about that and we have a Halloween bash and then there's something else going on oh yeah another outdoor Halloween festival so we have a lot going on this is what I like to do for my family during the fall season I know not everyone celebrates all the holidays but I like the festival of it you know what I mean the festive festivities is that a word festive whatever so um however I could feel my anxiety coming up and I've been very short with JB like everything he's been doing has been I've been really short with him I've been short with my husband so I need to it's not them it's me yes JB is acting out but I'm the adult I should be able to respond appropriately so I need to get back on my medication that's just is what it is I am on barispony which is used for allergies but they but it also could be dual usage for anxiety it takes about one to two weeks to get any you have to take it consistently it's not like Xanax or something else to where it's habit-forming and something like Xanax it can control your anxiety right then in there their spawning takes a while for your system to get used to it so I started back on it yesterday I'm just gonna take it every day so I won't be this way you know so mental health is really important especially during holidays I will also add a young lady to ask me how I create my stickers I would be doing a video on that because girl this coffee maker is out of control I have a binder full of stickers they didn't take long at all however I've been printing minds out and I'm not using them tools sell on Etsy or anything like that it's for personal usage so staples oh I'm not using it to sell I'm not you know putting it all on social media for people to look at it's for personal usage and so yeah I'll do a little quick because I know not everyone's into that I'll do a little quick through the four-minute video on how I create my stickers for my planner and yes I went to the Dollar Tree yesterday got a binder got some of those I'll show you what that looks like those stickers and I'm good I would say so far I have spent including printing though I bought $20.25 on stickers but those stickers will last me for a good year yes I have a lot of them I also purchased some stickers from an Etsy shop one of them they're so cute they're for a wash day and another one were camera stickers I think I can recreate the wash day but I purposely wanted to see those stickers so I could see how I could recreate them again not selling them they're gonna be for my own but anyway yeah a lot going on there was something I want to tell y'all about I need to go get a sip of this coffee um what's I gonna talk to y'all about I cannot remember I was kind of laughing at some of the comments I got on my chitchat video especially for those years when I'm in the US about how cold it is I don't think 65 degrees is cold and honestly US as a whole in my state that's definitely not cold US as a whole right now most of the state is at 50 55 and under yeah 55 and that's really not cold I live in the desert and when in the desert we get cool mornings cool nights but most of the day most of the day is not 65 most of the day is 75 today it's gonna be like 81 yeah so we got cool mornings cool nights and the days are 80s yeah um but to cuz the Grand Canyon is where I it's where I you know the state I'm at the Grand Canyon those you I hope you're familiar with that you may not be if you're not from here I shouldn't say that Northern Arizona which is where it's really cool at we went up there once it was 19 degrees that is negative six Celsius is that how you say it but it gets even colder than that I know some people who live in areas like North Dakota even in Canada it gets really cold but it gets negative what am I co-workers told me what when she was growing up in North Dakota it was negative 30 I'm like why when it's that cold and you're not inside you will die she's told me a story of two classmates of hers that died in their vehicle stranded because they basically froze to their hypothermia very you know unfortunate let me know how y'all feel about this so YouTube has this new tool called premiers and I saw it yesterday when I was uploading my video and so I watch a couple of videos on what it's about so basically what it is it's almost like a movie premiere you know how sometimes certain movies will have a premiere it'll premiere a couple of you know weeks before it actually is public made out to the public so for premiere as a youtuber I could either premiere a video right away or premiere it schedule it I should say and it's almost like you watch it live so people can come on they can watch it all together there's a countdown before it starts excuse me there's a countdown before it starts showing a YouTube trailer and then it premiers countdowns five ten well girl you can't recount five four three two one here's the premiere of Annette Metz wash and go that's a fail again there's a live chat there as a content creator I can sit there and watch it with you guys live you have to watch it from beginning to end you can't fast forward it you guys can comment on it I can interact with people but there's a couple of things that I'm like siding I know it's all for money and oh yes the youtubers who are here if this is their livelihood and this is why they make a living I can see how they make a benefit this is a hobby for me so yes I don't mind interacting with you guys let me just get to the point super chat super chat this is one of the yeah it's has super chat capabilities due to the live feed and all that excuse me the live chat and so it's just another way for people to make money it really is now like I said while it's premiered you have to watch it from you don't have to you can get out of the video but you can't fast forward it and for me personally I'd like to fast forward through videos you can go back and then once it's done it's public is made public now let me back up when you premiere it or schedule it to be premiered people can look and see that all okay Vivian has a video coming up in two more days they can comment and say oh I can't wait to see your wash and go it's gonna be another fail while you torturing your ass with that again you know you can comment on what's to come but you can't see it I don't even know if I like that I can see how some people will see it I can see how some folks will look at the benefit of it but for me personally since I can say this is a hobby for me even though I'm not uploading you know two to three times a week yeah I'm not sure maybe something like okay so this is what I could see it from because this would be cute maybe something like when JB opens up his Christmas presents this age is so cute y'all when JB opens up his Christmas presents then maybe I could premiere that and we can sit down and watch it you know we drink our coffee and you know we can watch that together as a family maybe that but just my regular old videos no sorry y'all hold on what the hell what are these birds doing y'all birds are extremely intelligent one one afternoon when I had nothing else to do my ass must have watched a good 30 minutes so child what is this bird doing but anyway y'all yeah one time in my YouTube down there rabbit hole I watched a video videos for about 30 minutes on birds using tools you can teach birds different things are very smart creatures actually anyway y'all what is going on it's Friday and I'm ready to swing I got an email from Papa those I don't know why but my husband does not like Papa those I shouldn't say that um the Papa those out here is not as good as the ones in Texas and while we were there we noticed a lot of Papa those have popped up so anyway well I talked about that for a girl I told y'all my mind it's Friday I've been very productive this week there's some couple of things I had to push shopper overalls been a very productive because I've been working with limited time I'm gonna show you guys later on today how I cuz I think it could be helpful for some people how I basically plan out my weeks my month and there's a couple of things I've been doing new thank to thanks to Alexis she's in her trench coat she's is a fellow youtuber who does content on productivity goal planning I absolutely love her videos and I've been following her for a while but I'm just not really getting into her I've been a type of person that's always been a planner I mean my mama told me that she found to-do lists of minds from when I was in high school I've always been a to-do list type of person I've always been a goal oriented type of person but I've always measured my goals by age and if I didn't know if I didn't accomplish something that year that quarter whatever I would definitely move it on to the next year I will honestly have to say that within the fight the past five years I have accomplished so much and I'm very grateful for it a lot of that has to do with me releasing a lot of the strongholds I had allowing myself to fully trust in the most high okay whatever you believe in but for me personally that's what has really helped me and I ultimately you know just deciding that I don't have all the answers I don't know at all I'm a very type a type of person and if things don't follow the plan for me in the past I would have been like oh hell that's it you know but right now it's like I don't have to have all the answers okay that's why I met right now in my life I'm trying to get out of this stuck phase but there may be a reason why I'm in this stuck phase this is where I'm at right now okay so there may be a reason why I'm feeling stuck and I'm still in the mornings I'm still trying to sit in silence it may not be every day but today I couldn't do it because I have some stuff I had to do but tomorrow morning I would definitely take the time to be in silence take the time to meditate I'm making time to I'm ensuring that I'm getting enough sleep and when I have any time available I do something look I am taking advantage of my time I have that is something I definitely have been working on for the past few months any time I have if I could do it like what Alexis say if you have two minutes if you could do something another two minutes and you need to get it done do it and so I've been following that motto you know if anything that needs to be done if I need to send a quick email real quick a quick text message to someone I do it so that way that's another item on my to-do list let's check off so yeah I'll show you guys how I've been doing it to get you know to stay on track and to get as much done as I can't in my work week because those you don't know I still run JB's YouTube channel which is not a lot but I'm posting on his channel monthly I'm trying to do weekly but monthly so running two YouTube channels a blog I work from home and I'm trying to homeschool at least do supplement to homeschool and I'm still doing that girl so it's a lot of work oh and I'm a wife you know I have to you know torque for my husband every now and then that's a lot of damn work being married is hard speaking of you guys I've been the Paris I'm gonna try hard not to cry hold on let me get myself together this is not me being dramatic it just with me personally emotions can hit me hard because I'm a very sensitive person when someone close to me goes through something as I'm sure some of you are like this when someone very close to me goes through something it really hurts me I mean I feel that person's pain I feel that I'm sensitive to that y'all I'm not going to go into any detail because I want to respect her privacy it is so hard being in a relationship right it is very difficult I know a lot of people say well they can't find a good man there are people out there there are I think there's someone out there for everyone I know this is so cliche and I also think that there are I do believe in soulmates yes plural I don't believe I know y'all thinking girl what I do believe in multiple people possibly being soulmates for you that's how I that's how I think you know but with that being said once you have decided to become one it can be very challenging because when you first meet someone and when you are first in relationship it's almost a honeymoon season I would say even for the first two or three years it's this honeymoon season you're it's exciting you know there's this fire that you have and then it's like okay now we marry we lose each other so one of the things I really have had to treat our relationship is first of all before we even decided to get married we wrote out what was expected of the other person now yeah sometimes things like off and it is what it is and and we promise each other that we will make time for each other that we will continue to date each other learn from each other and that we will put each other first over everything each other I will we will put each other first over any and everything what does that mean Vivian and now it doesn't mean that let me let me say that it doesn't mean that I neglect other parts of my life or other people but I still put the needs and the desires of my husband over anything else not not over mine but and that we also we agreed to disagree on certain things we don't have to agree on everything so it's a very selfless act to be this way there are so many things that I do for my husband that I don't want that's it I'm rambling the next time you see us we'll be at the outdoor festival yes I'm gonna be filming there and then tomorrow I get to go hang out with my girl Miss Rondon how crazy ass sister Lord have mercy y'all but look real quick there's a girl who goes to this gym and I'm a type of woman well I see a beautiful woman I compliment women I have no problem complimenting other women so there's this woman I saw y'all sorry there's this woman I saw a couple of months ago nice body they steer it I saw so there was a woman a couple of a couple of months ago I saw nice body curvy not too skinny you know she had an hourglass figure and I know some of you help us that you got an hourglass figure you don't I think the stats are like 70% of us are straight you may be curvy but you have a ruler straight you know body type she has an hourglass figure I mean she was wearing what do you call this a workout jacket and her body you could still see body I'm like oh yeah she's giving me body she's definitely our class so anyway I've seen her a few times and I'm looking around like I bet she ain't got no kids she she you know this is what this is her life she doesn't drink no Starbucks you know I'm like all right so why did I see her this was like a couple of months ago right couple months ago why did I see her when the school first started at JV school back in August girl she opened up a van oh yeah she so I know some foolery right she came out of up out of a van with three kids I said you know what and the youngest one is just now walking so I saw her just now because she finally introduced herself because yeah I don't care what you say I am an introvert I don't make eye contact with people I'm on my phone most of the time I'm talking to no one who's there I'm talking to Google Play because I don't know I don't want anyone talking to me a lot of the moms get together and they you know they huddle and whatever they do now I will speak to some moms one and two but just to go up to someone having a conversation that's not me um so well as we will walk me out she turns around she said I'm so and so by the way she introduced herself I'm like okay hi I'm Vivian but I say you know what I see you at the gym and I have to say you have a great figure what are you doing knowing damn well I'm not gonna so she started you know she said thank you and she said that you know she does a lot of weights she does a lot of weights and she does a little cardio she says she goes to the gym three to four times a week but she said it's her diet which I knew just looking at her body I knew her body and her skin her teeth perfect it's her diet she said that she eats 80% good she's a vegetarian but she's not a new vegetarian she's only been doing it for a year or so and she eat a lot of vegetables a lot of vegetables a little fruit because fruit is sugar but she eats a lot of veggies I'm like okay that's good and I'm thinking about the damn eggos I'm gonna eat after my 45 days out of the week because it's your diet and I knew that I knew she's gonna tell me that something I didn't want to hear I don't even know why I ask but yeah let me go up in here then y'all make a change so there is a brunch tomorrow that I won't be going to because I'm going to be meeting up with Mr. Lightbulb Juicy I use kinky dresses to set my hair I don't think I'm gonna unravel a lot because because of my volume I really don't have to yeah this is all blown out here by the way the baby's tired but he gonna wake up right boo boo help my friends she's doing anything to help my friends anything to help my friend so mommy would help you like this does this help if mommy helps you like that okay scary oh y'all we are back home look I am tired we've been out for three hours come on we spent so did you have a good time sweetheart did you have a good time huh yeah yeah he's all stuffy mr. mixed up in front square in the morning time we just walked me in we sent me got mixed up and we saw a bendy bop so how did you have fun did you have fun at the park I mean at the fair yeah and we went to the fair what was your favorite part of the I do a fair God it's her girl it's coming JB up fair the favorite part of the fair was the fair candy crawl candy crawl you guys for Halloween and I did a oh my god somebody's cooking bacon look I haven't cooked bacon in our house in years my husband doesn't eat pork it's cute alright and then we have no baby no we have this body we're up here no sweetheart hey you guys this is a request showing you how I make my own stickers I found that PowerPoint is very flexible so what you want to do is just bring up PowerPoint and here are some of the decorative stickers these are just clip arts that I found and I have several different types of themes we have Christmas here natural hair we have beauty so now I'm going to show you how I actually create I guess you will call them the functional or productive stickers and I found that the rounded rectangles works best for me I use these for appointment reminders doctor visits volunteer meetings etc so you just go to shapes and insert depending on your application whatever you use I'm on a Mac by the way do you show any all the different types of shapes you have circles you have old worlds you have arrows you have down arrow so you can get very creative you know and there are tons of videos on how to create your own stickers for your planners I'm not an expert I use I typically just started excuse me I just started recently doing this so yes not an extra you have to excuse my voice you guys I am a little sick right now I'm so now I'm just gonna show you how I change the field color okay I hope you guys enjoy the rest of this video so you could get very creative I'm showing you right now how you can actually change up a pattern but I will say depending on the type of pattern you use it's really difficult to read the text so you want to be careful here you can also change the outline colors you know you can get very creative like I said before so I'm gonna start entering some text I think for this month I'm going to do do today I make it questions how did I determine what size would I need for my actual planner itself because I'm using a fairly small planner planner excuse me looking at other videos on how other people created their own stickers I noticed that they were used in between a 16 to 22 font size so I made the majority of my funds a size of 16 between 18 and it works perfectly well I can read them if you need it larger you can do so I'm just gonna continue here creating these stickers and I have my local staples to print them out because I want to have a very good quality when I print it and when I'm done I'm going to save it as a PDF it just makes it easier for printing also I do have my own sticker paper that I've just had always but you could purchase sticker paper from just about anywhere they sell it at Walmart staples and then yeah I'm just gonna continue I'll have here do today stickers and you're gonna see me here just change up the font color itself because you want to be able to read it right so I'm gonna make this color a little bit lighter so that it could be you can read it easily or I could read it easily so yeah you guys so I'm gonna continue to create stickers and I hope you guys enjoy this video as long as you're using your stickers for personal usage don't be afraid to just look up clip art you can use as stickers themselves so I'm looking for something for a dentist appointment so some of these look a little silly you know so I'm gonna find one here on the left hand side I'm gonna select this one want to ensure that it's a transparent background just in case I want to include this actual image on a sticker itself I'm gonna show you what that looks like here in a second again adjusting the size so it's not too big and I mostly use these stickers throughout the week for my weekly view and not necessarily for the calendar view the vertical excuse me the the long stickers I should say the productive stickers here as you can see I'm gonna put this clip warp right there I will use this sticker on my month view if that makes sense so yeah don't be afraid to just search for a different type of images through Google and there's tons of stuff there now next up I'm gonna include some images excuse me clips from other youtubers who have showed how you can actually cut your stickers cuz you got to cut a certain type of way right so there's the guy roll tool I believe that's how you pronounce it I purchased it through Amazon and there's also a I guess a craft knife you can use and I'm going to link both of these youtubers videos below cuz this really helped me and I have both of these type of craft cutting tools I guess you could say and they both work they both have their advantages I should also mention so okay you guys so I'm just gonna show you guys how I basically plan out some things and I was doing this before I got these sheets these working sheets from Alexa she's in her trench coat it is the trump shop.com I downloaded these sheets for free she has a brain dump planner sheets etc so what I do is I make a list of things that I would like to do for the next year few years or so I just write a list a whole list now but I like her sheets because she has them a little bit more organized so this is called the brain dump so just a bunch of ideas I have lifted down then from my brain dump is what I use to create my goals okay I still have some goals from 2018 that are gonna bleed into 2019 my goals is more of a five-year plan okay then from those goals you create mid-term goals which I haven't done here and then you create short-term goals and you use those goals to then create tasks all right let's say one of the tasks was I just had one right now was to create planner stickers okay so as a project plan I have create planner stickers and then I have my mini task here I write everything out all right then from there you can create a monthly task length list I have one for October I've already started one for November and December then this is where your planner comes into into play for me personally I limit my task list to three tasks per day but sometimes it can get a little bit more a little bit more crazy as you see here I have four tasks here but most of the times I only do three you see that's three I have two here two there look I just schedule everything out you have seven days seven days to schedule everything out so this is this coming week but let me show you what last week was yeah you see a lot of things were moved around when I once I accomplished something I do a check mark if it didn't occur I scratched it out meaning that was canceled that's how I work okay a little bit of stickers here but not a lot yeah yeah last week was crazy this is the week before so yeah this is this coming week I've already had it all planned out and I'm gonna review everything though especially the first beginning of the week to make sure that everything is going okay and that's how I you know schedule again taking my task from October check marks the ones I've already been accomplished so I only have just looking at it let me count one two I don't want to show I don't want to zoom in on everything so yeah I don't want y'all up in business so let's see one two three four five only have five tasks less left to complete and you know we're almost done with October it's technically the last week coming up so I'm doing good I'm on track I'm okay November excuse me swallowing hard November this is what November is looking like already getting filled up okay but this is what the first week looked like so far so good okay so that's how I stay organized at least try to this is my 2019 I've already gone in and started scheduling since I have a child scheduling JV days off his breaks and all that you know since I have his school calendar this is what I do to yeah try to stay ahead of the game at least so yes it is Sunday morning and that is it for this vlog I may show clips of the birthday party we're going to but I'm not feeling too well my throat was burning last night JV was coffee has been coughing it's the weather change but my throat was on fire so one of the things I do and it's still burning girl you stink about the apple cider vinegar vinegar about the seed salt peppermint essential oil excuse me I have my essential oil diffuser over here going you probably can't see it you know you can't see that and then I make ginger tea ginger tons of lemons raw raw honey and I would literally drink that for the next 24 hours we are going to go to the store boo boo I'm going to go to the store I'm going to go to the store I'm not feeling good I'm going to go to the store get some bones to make some bone broth we get whatever you want if you leave me alone get some balls off yes yes yes yes yes to your will yes what's that noise is raining this morning it was hailing and my car then JV has been up for since 430 I am tired I am tired I'm done so we have a birthday party we're gonna go to later on but until then I'm going to relax I'm just gonna sit down I'm tired I'm not gonna do anything like I was gonna claim today canceled there's birthday party JV if it's outdoors we're only gonna be there for an hour we can't be there all day because we both don't feel well okay so y'all the last time I'm close to oven the last time I tried jiffy cake mix it was very dry very dry not flake before at all I found those two boxes on clearance I forgot where from so what I did as you saw there I added half a package of pudding I also added some sour cream one tablespoon of vanilla now the pudding and sour cream is gonna make the cake fluffy I added two eggs and one egg white again the egg white it's gonna add some fluffiness to it these are nine inch pans by the way I got these from the Goodwill a while back so I'm gonna bake these at 375 for 30 minutes and then I'm gonna ice them with chocolate so this is gonna be a classic yellow cake with chocolate icing yes so I'm hoping I'll turn out okay the jiffy cake mix I can't even remember if it was sweet or not it was just very bland that's what I will I remembered so we'll see how this turns out alright y'all the cake is done I don't know how long it took I can tell when the cake is done just by smelling it in the color so I just cut a little bit out let's see oh yes oh yes it has not cooled off but can you see let's let it zoom in how moist it is and how spongy this cake is typically not like this so this is due to the extra egg white the sour cream and the pudding now let's just taste it look how spongy and that is very very nice mm-hmm mm-hmm mm-hmm mm-hmm yeah this is not too sweet this is just right just just just right to me this density and the fluffiness of this is better than a duck and hines mm-hmm yeah