 Your best friend will get to this topic now calling you a grass and he got nine years for shooting you What's the full story with this? Right the bottom line is He he's switched on me. I had to talk to him Just before we fell out last conversation over it And I know I know what it was about because Pat had been out of crime or any involvement in anything For the best part of 30 years. They ain't no lie The I'll come out of prison in 2000 and he was a different person. He was chilled. He was Relaxed he was he weren't mixing with anyone. Who was that? So when he would be in England, I Wouldn't do nothing because I do not want to Draw him into a conspiracy down to me. They ain't gonna ever be down to me You ever get nicked. It won't be down to me association. Yeah, so I would make sure When he was here, I didn't do nothing. I've never seen no one when he went home Then maybe I duck and dive But where was we going with that? Just about how he's met and how all began and how you should be gone. So he says to me Paul he went look Someone's doing something around me Someone's doing up to no good and I can feel it around me with the old bill and all that So I said, well, let me show you one thing It ain't me And he looked at me. I went it's not me Well, if ain't me, there's only one other person close to you. All right, so He should have answered the question himself. I weren't about to tell him and That's that's just me. I can't I can't tell tales my dad brought me up not to tell tales on people and it's like Even this sitting here now. I don't feel right. I Feel I'm out of my comfort zone something and I'm so hang on a minute Paul you're fucking talking I'm yeah, I'm sure yeah, yeah, and it's Yeah, so anyway the argument It was left. He won't see me. He won't come of Being clearly and nothing he's avoiding me But he's avoiding me because I think He knows he was wrong and then there's time when on it got worse then I get called a smack dealer Now he's dragging up something from Where was it? 10 years before I was a smack dealer I've never touched making my life Were you talking bollocks for you? No, that's not me. He knows it's not me But now he said he's still letting me And then the next thing is I get told he's calling me a police informer He growls some people up on a smack deal We're talking about your prick Because that's exactly what I thought what you're talking about. You're acting like a fucking idiot because the people that I'm nick with Was fine not guilty and I've stood in my corner and gone We talked about I've got to do with him You're mugging yourself off because of people around here pay lip service Are you getting away of it? Yeah So did that put fuel to the fire then? Yeah, that fueled it up. So my first move was right You won't face me You won't hear me out Right, so I'll get in touch with Patsy Liz up So I want to organize a lie detector test, you know that I'm not under a percent I said listen, I've got no other angle to go at get me a lie detector test done So it's out of light. I'd go and do it bum bum bum bum bum didn't even didn't even I just went Nobody else is gonna be come back or every one of them. No, no, no, no So I go down I put it in a few places put in spills Cut the doors different people got it. Everyone got it Then his son starts mouthing off. Yeah, but he might have been on special pills that stops it working and And I thought What have I got to do here and people in pool you ain't got to do that Why are you why are you putting yourself through this? Yeah, why not just walk over here calm because as I just said you I've got nothing in this world. My name is is It's all I've got and I'm not gonna allow You or anyone else to grasp me off you ain't doing it It's the other way swore and I and I said this to his son I've always swore anyone ever called me a grass. I'm gonna kill him I said but the difference is I love your dad and I still can't even consider that because I did You think it was the fact because it came from him. It was more heartbreaking for you It was like my dad calling me it. Yeah, it was that painful that I've give the man I put him before my wife and kids My daughter said to me dad you think more of a fucking son than you do of us And this is when I come out of hospital and I went I did Sorry, I did but that's the life. I was in it was I Would feel if something happened to his boy and I weren't now I Would be responsible in my head. No still Listen, let me just say this people are gonna go you got to be off your fucking head, but I don't care if there's one person I would Protect If I could would be him and the reason why Because he's the only one who can give the truth There's no one else on this planet can clear my name other than him telling the truth to his dad That's all I And that's all I've ever wanted. I want him one he's dead to fall out of your mind I just want him to be be a man stand up and just say dead The it work cuz you can imagine if I'm going through this You know he's going through it Because that boy now is riddled with secrets and lies and he knows what he's caused. He's caused indirectly. He's dead It's got a prison with his lies and his dad got a name. It's dad got a nine What what happened on the up run up to the shitting? It was it there was a many teams did you get shot three times one one one through it through here took me ribbed out through me What's it called your bow me liver and it come out here. Yeah, it's a red it was three times But I must have a few different bits just went through was a dumb dumb bullet. No 45 Fucking are today Never in my life of I felt something so painful. Did you think that he would have shot you? listen, I It's just this is an odd one. So I'll have to go back Result to what Pat said in cult And Pat said in cult these defense was I had a gun Right. I had a gun. I pulled the gun out. He ran across the pavement dived in the car winder Ressled the gun off me shot the gun shot me with a gun and run away Sounds like sounds like Jason Bourne as well. Didn't it self-defense self-defense, right? but You've done something you always said you would this against the rules Don't stick on someone. I was quite happy to go to prison for seven years for the gun Would have been a I was still done it even after all what had gone on I would have done it Did I ever think me and Pat would have got to that situation never because I thought he'd have been a man and Admitted he was wrong and just set back and gone. You know what? He fucking been a loyal friend to me Loyalty and listen, mate. He couldn't he could never have a friend like me Never and I don't think he actually realized. I think he just took it for granted