 I am going to, I'm going to try this close-up again, I don't think I like it, I can't really see myself but I really don't think I like it, so what I have on my face, what I've done so far this morning is I have just done a light rinse because I don't tend to really heavily do cleansing in the morning like I do at night unless of course I'm peeling and I'm using my Retin A so I've been using that and I have had some peeling on my lower part of my face which is understandable and so I've been doing that and then after I did that I added my Vitamin C from Timeless, my Metrixal from Timeless and then I went over with Hyaluronic Acid and then I did do some eye cream, other than that I did my sunblock so I have my sunblock on and that's probably why I might be a little on the shiny side because I do have my sunblock on. A little bit of mascara because I always have to have some mascara on, I can't function without my mascara. So what I'm going to do is I am going to go ahead and do an all over and I'm using actually a palette that I got quite a while ago and this is, I'll show you in a moment, this is ColourPop Stone Cold Fox. It's kind of well used, I don't like how it is not really easy to kind of manage and keep clean, it kind of looks always messy and then for my all over it's just my Wet n Wild, the Broulet. I like the Cream Broulet much better but you cannot get that so I have the powder. You know I'm just a creature of habit so this is going to be interesting to see what kind of look I can actually do. Most of the labels have come off of the shadows so I can't even see what these are called. Anyways I thought I would do a little bit of a chat-y, sort of a chatfest I guess type of thing. So I normally just kind of like try to create a little fake crease because I do have terribly hooded eyes and if I'm going to work or I'm going to just you know be around the house and not going anywhere special I kind of do a light everyday type of a look and that's really what this is. This is a very much a light everyday type of a look and this is in the third one down on the outside. I wish I could read it. Stone Age maybe, is that what is called? Stone Age I can't tell. So I'm just going to be going and I always do the same thing I go from one eye to the other. I never just completely finish a eye. It just never works that way. This I like the Colourpop palette but it is kind of powdery and it does have in my opinion compared to say my Visiart, compared to some of my Huda Beauty palettes that I have and a few other ones that I have. The Colourpop has a lot more fallout than those palettes. So that is something that I'm always always a little concerned with. So we'll see. We'll see how I do with this. I really don't even know how I'm going to do but anyways now I'm going to just go kind of like all over my my lower movable lid just a little bit. So I wanted to talk to you guys where I wanted to. I don't even know if this is going to be a topic that anyone really even cares about but I had mentioned the the Delphi Indiana murders of the two girls and it just is something that is really stuck with me. If you guys haven't heard about this case it's like really wacky. In fact the other night when I couldn't sleep and I was searching for a live stream on it I came across this one guy that was doing a live stream on it and he was saying how he had a whole list of everyone that talks about the down the hill aka the Delphi Indiana case and he said there are people that sit there and do their makeup and talk about murder. He goes that's not my bag I don't like watching someone put their makeup on while they're talking about murder but I cracked up laughing because there is a YouTuber that's quite popular Bailey I think I can't think of her of her name now but I think it's Bailey's something or other and she does her makeup while she talks about true crime. So she's got of course a huge huge following for that and I think people will tune in you know to her channel specifically because they want to they want to know about you know the true crime and stuff like that and watch her put on her makeup. I think she's a makeup artist she's pretty cool I've watched her a couple of times and I thought wow she's got you know she's got it all together. She knows her cases she kind of really researches them and is able to really talk about them in a good way you know in a detailed way which I'm not going to do because I know a bore everyone to death but I have been riveted by this particular case because these two girls and up until I up until this case I hadn't even heard of the phrase catfishing some of you may have already you know heard about it and you may know about it but I really did not know anything about catfishing to me that was like a whole new thing I'm love catfishing I'm picturing someone actually trying to catch a catfish in a pond or river or something or a stream type of thing and and then I realized that that's actually sort of what it is it's but it's online and it's where somebody has a sort of a fake ID online and they might look like a handsome young man or a beautiful young woman and in reality they're nothing close to what it looks like so they kind of catfish they kind of pull in people that are unsuspecting and hook them into this fake persona that they have and then sometimes they even try to do a meetup you know well most of time they try to do a meetup a lot of times these are people that are underage you know girls and even boys in some cases they're underage and this catfisher will have a persona of you know maybe a handsome person or whatever and just really intrigue them and pay attention to them and then all of a sudden you know this person is pulled in to the web of the catfisher you know and the catfisher reels them in and oftentimes it the result is not a good thing it's not a good result at all so in Delphi Indiana I think that town at the time of the murders was a population of like about 3,000 there may be more now I'm not sure or maybe less but it was a small town as you can imagine about 3,000 and they had a park or I don't think it was a park but it was sort of like a a walking bridge and I want to say it's called the Mon Mon own hi my known M.O.N. let me see if I can find it really quick I can never say the names of some of these things but of course my my phone does not recognize it Monon High Bridge M.O.N. O.N. High Bridge Trail which is part of the Delphi historical historic trail system in Delphi Indiana so anyways the girls and this was like there was an abandoned railroad track bridge over a stream or a river and these two girls Abigail Williams and Liberty German had spent the night together at Liberty's place I think was her grandparents house where she was lives and had spent the night together there and the next day was February 13th 2017 the next day there was no school for some reason and the weather was sort of like really warm it was warm weather so they had decided to go out and basically you know go out and basically walk on that bridge take pictures post the pictures to snapchat this is also called the snapchat murders so it's down the hill it's the Delphi murders down the hill or snapchat you may have you know heard of it either you know either in all of those cases in that way but anyway so they decided that they were going to go walk the trails the path take pictures there is some speculation after the fact that they were catfished by a person that they actually caught but they could not tie him into the murder it's like really wacky there's so many different moving parts and circumstances in this case it just mind-blowing anyways they're one of their sisters Libby's sister had dropped them off and I think Libby's father or grandfather was going to be picking them up later in the day so they went to the bridge to the park in the trail system I should say and they were going to walk the trails take pictures and all of that stuff they were only going to be out there a couple of hours but the speculation is that they were going to be meeting someone there and that somebody was probably somebody that had catfished them on snapchat so they thought that they would be meeting a you know young handsome guy they are probably who knows if they had a meeting for sure because there's a lot of different speculation as to what actually happened but so they went there and apparently come a little closer you probably can't see me but that's okay so they went there and apparently there was a number of other people that were sort of walking the trails that day it was really a nice nice afternoon and the girls that they disappeared they disappeared from that trail system and that was on February 13th 2017 when they disappeared and it was super super sad because they ended up being found the next day but on that particular day when they went there it was really nice they were dropped off by the sister like I said and then the I think it was the father or the grandfather was going to pick them up well when the grandfather came to pick them up they were nowhere to be seen nowhere and I think he probably tried to call their cell phone or Libby's cell phone and couldn't get through and immediately started by calling the grandmother by calling other relatives immediately started to you know highlight hey we can't find the girls did they come home you know all that kind of stuff and they didn't they hadn't come home so the family kind of gathered at the trails and you know people were going all over the place looking for them oh and I think it was about maybe six o'clock or so when they called the police it might have been earlier I don't I don't really remember when exactly they called the police but then they called the police and then a full you know a full search started to happen because it it's a small community like I said it was only I think about 3,000 people in that community oh my gosh I had something on my brush look what I did I had something on my brush that's what I get for picking up a dirty brush when I did it like this when I oh my gosh oh well I will I will have to get a different a different brush I must have dipped this in the black by mistake and then went and dipped it in the brown and it's like holy moly so anyways now I forgot where it was the community is like about 3,000 people in this whole town of Delphi Indiana so pretty small community and I think probably pretty well tight-knit community where a lot of people knew everybody and before you knew it I mean the word had spread right that these girls were missing and people were going up to the trails to go and look for them the police were called police went out and you know everybody was searching for them and unfortunately it wasn't until the next day and I'll never forget it because that's when I actually I can't believe I did that holy mackerel my eyes are a mess it wasn't until the next day in reality that they were found and they were found murdered and the authorities kept a pretty tight lid on exactly what had happened to these girls you know so nobody really kind of knew anything that it happened they just knew that they had been found dead and there was speculation and all that stuff but the authorities did a press conference and the the police they were talking like they like it had to have been someone in the community because first of all the bridge that they were on this is a it's sort of an abandoned railroad bridge over a lake or not a lake but more like a river and stuff like that so the way the wooden plats somebody to go out there and walk that had to have known the area basically that's the speculation so they really were struggling to try to find out who this person was that the girls might have met if anyone there because they obviously you know encountered somebody so when they were found the two of them there was all sorts of different rumors and you know the investigation went all over the place in the community they were trying to figure out who it was and it was just one thing after another and it took years and I was there was a podcast that I was listening to was called Down the Hill because one of the girls Liberty Libby had her cell phone with her and she actually filmed what was speculated to be the abductor murderer she actually filmed this person approaching them and on the film you could see this person walking on the bridge which is because of the slaps that were missing it was an abandoned railroad bridge and all that I think that was a speculation that had to be someone kind of local to the area or somebody that knew the area anyways she had filmed this person walking up to them and you could hear on you could see him you could see physically kind of what he looked like even though the footage wasn't super clear but you could hear him go guys down the hill guys down the hill and you could hear I think probably Abigail saying to Liberty he has a gun he's a gun type of thing so they were forced down a hill and how long that video recording went beyond what was released as anyone's guess because they haven't released it they you know they say that it stopped right after that which could have well have been because you've you've got to remember that when they were late to be picked up or whatever the grandfather was calling the cell phone number and sometimes when you know people call the number it you can get disconnected you know if you're filming and all that so anyways long story short years later I mean years later this happened in 2017 mind you right years later I'm putting a little bit of I'm almost out of this this is my fiera concealer oh my gosh I love it I put it on my scar right here and I go down to where my scar is you know from my most surgery and then I'm kind of kind of cover my nose a little bit because I have a lot of redness and I have some broken capillaries or veins on that side even though my skin looks a heck of a lot better than it has and for eons I'm in for eons eons and I'm super excited because I am going to get holy Kamoli any day now and I wish it was here already I am going to actually get the narrow system and I'm like holy Kamoli so what I'm doing right now is I am putting the critis and this is the under eye brightener on so you can see what I really like about the fiera and sometimes I just use the lightest fiera to brighten up and sometimes I use the critis right now I'm using obviously the critis to brighten up and the fiera coverage I mean the coverage on my fiera is really awesome I'm looking at myself pretty close up with this little tiny mirror and this is already melded into my skin I know my eyes don't look that great but it's already melded into my skin it is amazing but anyways I am getting the narrow system what I hope to do with the narrow when it arrives and I think it's going to arrive today is I'm going to focus in it's a laser and you probably have heard all everyone talking about this because people are just raving about this whole system but I'm going to focus in on spots above my lip my nasolabia folds my jelly area I'm going to focus in on that and I think I'm going to try to go here on my wrinkles you know my my eyes you know my my pros feet and all that stuff my red light therapy mask covers my whole face but doesn't I don't have anything here and I really think that the narrow will just super I'm gonna have to put I'm getting the precision one not the big bigger one they're not the pro one that does the whole face but I really think that it is going to be awesome for me to utilize and go through my whole you know to go over those spot areas where I don't think the red light therapy can really get especially the smoker lines above my lips I haven't smoked in years but I did smoke and in those those spots of spots that right now anyways my therapy system that I have the mask does not have and I don't know of anyone that does have the the lights that goes up that high so I'm using my esteem Estee Lauder I am going to try the Lady Gaga foundation I just haven't gone to Sephora to get color matched I am going to do that and I have made my mind up I think I'm going to go ahead and try to get the the new Huda palette I know I need it like I need a whole amount but I want to get the new Huda palette so Colourpop Vogue is going to be my blush then other guys you see this one all the time with the sign anyways the twists and turns of the down the hill Dalhawai, Indiana holy mackerel so years later mind you small-town communities happened in February of 2017 they bodies were found on my birthday at Valentine's Day so I was remember seeing that news break and I'm like going oh my gosh these poor girls are out taking a walk in the woods and that resonates with me because I like going for walks in the woods so anyways years later they arrested I think it was the pharmacist or he worked in the pharmacy department of I think it was the local CVS in that community and he he was a a well-known community member he he also like if you went in the store I mean I guess he even printed out the wanted full no it could have been wanted but he did he printed out some of the folders or the flyers when they were looking for whoever did this you know and had a display he printed it out in the store for the for the community had all of the because they had taken a still picture from the person that was walking on the bridge that Libby had filmed I mean she filmed this person walking up to them can you imagine she must have known they must have had a really bad bad feeling and if this was the person that they thought they were meeting from Snapchat because there is speculation that they had gone to the bridge to meet a person who you can Google Anthony shots I think was the was the catfisher and he had an image of himself on Snapchat as a really good-looking rich guy you know and he befriends these two girls or one of these girls and the speculation is that they were going to be meeting him there you know I mean they were teenagers right so they were going to be meeting him there it's good looking guy pays attention to you and you're like oh yeah yeah so they were going to be meeting him there and you know they were all excited this sort of rendezvous rendezvous with this person and when when this person that was there which they don't know if it was at all tied into the meeting that was arranged by a Snapchat or if it was all just circumstances and they think it was circumstances can you believe that how how in the world you know could things like that happen circumstances like that happen I don't know but anyways so they arrested this pharmacist guy Richard Allen is his name and it is a shock in the community I mean can you imagine your local pharmacist or somebody that works in the pharmacy that has the you know posters up all over the store that's an active member of the community imagine being arrested for this horrific murder which totally devastated this town 3,000 people you know and so they arrest him and oh my gosh of course the newscasters the podcasters everyone just went crazy but all of the information was pretty well sealed you know nobody knows how they were really how they really died nobody knows what happened to them nobody knows nothing because everything was sealed so he had Richard Allen had public defenders assigned to him two of them I guess well-known attorneys and ultimately I mean this is the fiasco it happened in 2017 within the last two months his two public defenders somehow actual crime scene photos with their bodies in the photos got leaked out from the defense somehow from the defense side and the judge found out about that the judge got totally bull they had a meeting in chambers and ultimately the two attorneys resigned because they were public you know public defenders so whatever you know they were put on there they were not even you know they weren't private attorneys that were hired right the state was paying their fees or the town or however that works so they ended up having they ended up leaving withdrawing and they actually come out and said that they were forced to withdraw forced to withdraw because of the leaked photos and all that stuff so now they now Richard Allen has two other attorneys I know I'm not making any sense on this right you guys are going she's wacko but Richard Allen has two other attorneys now that are defending him that he really doesn't want to defend him and everyone the attorneys that had withdrawn from the case had said that there was a cult I'm gonna read it I think I have it in here he was arrested in October of 2022 and Abby was 13 in Libby Liberty Libby was 14 at the time that they were murdered and their bodies were found at under down the hill on the creek on on Valentine's Day so they now the defense is alleging after after they got kicked off the case the defense had alleged and the new defense are alleging that the Richard Allen their their client was not involved in this at all and that this was actually part of a white nationalist cult that sacrifices humans can you imagine and it was all part of their whole cult and their whole symbolism there was all these different things on there that you know that there were all these different things and signs in the woods where the bodies were found and of course now the pictures the crime scene photos were leaked so everyone could see it and they were saying that there was all these signs of the cult and and everything like that and they were they basically I mean if you if you were a cult right and you were going to kidnap people would you do it in your backyard that's what I don't understand if I was I mean I can't imagine ever even doing that but if I was going to commit a crime if I was Richard Allen and I was going to commit these these this crime that's why I'm thinking whatever happened if it was him had to have just been a freaky thing I don't I mean I can't hate when that happens when my battery died so probably not the same spot but if I was going to be doing something like that I don't think I would do anything like that in my own backyard I just don't think you know and and I really this is the Sephora number three that's that important little cardboard lipstick I really like that lipstick I think it's really nice and this is the Sephora lip gloss I've had this forever not anything new I'm not too happy with my eyes because I really messed them up when I when I used the wrong brush but I don't think that if I was going to do something like that I would do it in my backyard so I can't imagine this pharmacist I think it was just all by chance you know maybe he had always been thinking about doing something like that I mean who knows what evil lurks behind people you know in people's heads and stuff like that so maybe this is something he was always going to do I don't know but I just can't imagine doing something like that in your own backyard with people seeing you walking on the bridge I mean he was seen there right he was in even if he didn't know that he was being filmed at that point in time he was passing other people that were walking so there were people there that saw him and he actually brought it to the law enforcement's attention that he was out there that day and and then if it was this cult this Nordic type of a cult what is it called I forgot the name of the cult now if it was this cult which I think is just so bizarre but before the two attorneys were taken off the case they had filed 136 page document right that they were trying to overturn the search warrants and all that and stating their case and exactly what happened but they said that the girls were killed by members of a pageant Norse religion and white nationalist group known as Odinist O-D-I-N-I-S-T-S and since that time since the photos of the crime scene with the victims were leaked to the public allegedly by the defense attorneys they were then forced to withdraw and then there were new defense attorneys put on and that now that they're all saying that the judge the police the prosecutors everybody is part of this whole cult thing or whatever I mean some of the some of the I watch a lot of the YouTube live streams some of it's been like totally insane anyways I don't even know what to believe but do you let me know if you guys actually I gotta clean my brushes let me know if you guys actually have heard of this actually have watched this or been you know listen to some of this because it is like an unbelievable story so when I come back I have my hair fixed and I'll close this up so I ended up spilling coffee on my sweater and I was like oh my gosh and it went all over the floor and then I had to run in the house to try to you know I had to change so I was like one thing after another but so that's sort of my my simple look I'm still blending and I do that a lot is I end up before I go out I end up blending and blending and I'll look in my car mirror sometimes I'll look in my little mirror as I'm walking around because you know you often you see a glob here a glob there and I don't know about you but I I'm not the world's greatest eyeshadow person at all one of these days I'm going to do a really cool color but I'm not the greatest eyeshadow person so I always am in fear that my eyeshadow is not blended and that I look like a clown I'm sure you probably have seen people that at least I know I have and especially in real life I've seen people walking around and it's like you want to tell them you need to go back and do your eyes you know your eyeshadow is just not blended so I think this is pretty blended I wanted to put a little spark of purple in but I don't know I don't know if that's going to even show up really doesn't it is what it is so yeah that story the Delphi Indiana down the hill can you imagine I cannot imagine a number one working in a small community and then just randomly killing two girls on a trail in that community I just can't imagine that and I also can't imagine a cult you know being there and that somebody has to really have a wacky conspiracy theory in mind I was listening to this one podcast and I think the guy is from Australia and I've heard him mentioned a couple of times he's got a YouTube channel I should say I've heard him mentioned a couple of times it's just being off the wall so I found him and I said I'm gonna listen to him and just see for myself the guys a cuckoo all he did the entire time was just yell at yell and yell and and he acts like he knows exactly what I want to reach through this the camera and go were you there are you actually the murderer is that why you know exactly what happened and why you're so sure it's this you know page and cult and you know and all of that stuff I mean if it is a cult and this cult has been operating there and they were deciding at whatever to sacrifice these human sacrifices and they had to pick two girls I just can't imagine a cult operating and deciding to to just do it in their own backyard I mean you hear about these serial killers and they tend to travel or they tend to go from different areas but we've had murders in New Hampshire here too you know and a lot of times it's from out of the area type of thing so I don't know but I'll be curious I know I probably bored the heck out of you guys talking about this I want to see I would like to do a live stream love to do a live stream with somebody else who's into the true crime and and just really talk about it but I don't know I don't know if they'll have anyone that actually watch it so anyways on my head is a very old wick you can see it's a flopper right now it doesn't usually flop like that but I haven't really sprayed it or styled it or anything yeah this is Spice Girl in honey with chai latte I think is the color and I actually bought this wig I don't know maybe two years ago and I think I got it on the Clarence section yeah so I kind of like this cut it's actually what my bio here is supposed to look like right now with the cut that I have logger on the sides shorter in the back except I don't have this kind of volume and this is actually pretty low density so anyways let me know if this was just a terrible idea and I will just not do another I probably won't do another get ready with me because I don't think I got ready pretty good at all I thought it was pretty choppy out here and it's cold out here I'm not inside my house actually I'm in my my where my father's machine shop used to be and I just have a shower curtain behind me on the wall and my bike is over there and Jay's golf clubs are over there and the old pool table is over here so this is not set up for it but anyways thank you so much for watching and I will get you in my next video