 We used to go to Hawaii all the time and then when you're my parents decide we're going to a cruise this year, any kid will be excited about that. Me, I broke down in tears and just got really upset. Is it like a routine thing with Hawaii? Exactly. It was like a radical change in what I was used to. I used to have something similar to that. Me and my family used to go to this place called Centre Parks. It's like a UK holiday destination. It was really important to me to have that routine. One of the things you go away on holiday to do is to relax. Exactly. You can relax much, much more when you know exactly what to expect.