 Ironically my brother called me like bro, oh Anybody call you. I'm like, yeah, my phone's hot right now. He was like, you know, how if you Say yeah, he got shot again. He was like, how you doing? I was like, you make it. I remember shit I mean stuff vividly. I'm in my clouds to put my clothes on. I ain't walking wife over nothing. I'm just gonna go And then he my brother, you know, he go to talking bad What do you mean make it nigga? Like I said, he didn't make it, you know But in my mind, I'm still not processing it. You know what I mean? I ain't processing it at all, but I Know it's the truth because my son and car and told you To that that you felt away because I is I've been through situations not that in depth But where I feel like if I did this this might not what happened I think we all do that from time to time You may even had had time where you think man if I did this I did that but like like your family do say though You know certain things are already written. I believe Predestined to be honest with you, but at any rate, where were you at tonight when you found out was it kind of you was in San Antonio? Yeah, so just so happen One of my other big mom's okay Oh, it's the same dude one that she was talking about that was that the first time me him real close So and him and what they do music together say real close, you know, they real close So he hit me and he's like man, I just heard you know It's he caught me waking up. I'm asleep. I'm like and nobody called me, but he the first one I'm already call me didn't blow my other son. I owe the son. He called me. He like pops, you know I'm like, what's up? He was like me or even shot. I'm like, yeah, what's the name? Just told me and he was like man, um His ain't he was on the phone. He's like what she calling me back. Let me I'm gonna call you back I'm like, I So, of course, I'm put my clothes on and get up and come down. I mean, we don't get through the drill You know, I understand but he lit his life, too. He played like that. So it is, you know, it's bound to happen. So I'm like, all right. I put my clothes on. He called back pops. I'm like, yeah, he like he make it Of course, I'm still put my clothes on. I'm like, yeah, you show and he was like, I just you know They was on the phone to doctors. He was right there with the doctor. He said he make it I'm like, sorry. I'm all the way down Ironically, my brother called me like, bro, oh Anybody call you. I'm like, yeah, my phone's hot right now. He was like, you know, how if you Say, yeah, you got shot again. He was like, how you doing? I was like, you make it I remember this if I mean stuff vividly. I'm in my clouds to put my clothes on. I ain't walk my wife up and nothing I'm just gonna go And then he my brother, you know, he go to talking bed, you know, Nick, what do you mean? He make it nigga. Like I said, he didn't make it, you know, but in my mind, I'm still not processing it. You know what I mean? I ain't processing that all but I know it's the truth because my son and Colin told you, yeah So again, I get on the highway and I'm going I get to the hospital in uh, my older cousin, her fiance there Uh, couple of her cousins some other two folks there I walk in and talk to him talk to the nurse and he tell me Like, no, he gone and I'm like, he gone. I'm like, damn, can I see him? and uh They were like, no, you know, they already came and got it so damn, I'm like Start hitting at that point. Yeah, so I'm like, damn, like just this real real. Yeah, it's real. So I'm holding, you know Yeah, I'm thinking about her because we done talked a couple times. I don't know. We have the highway She's still on the way, right? Yeah, so she gets up probably about 30 45 minutes later and she walk in We're here. Let me see my son. We're you know, she just In her part because she got a personnel like that too. So she just walked in and I'm like It really missed with me because I'm like, damn, like she don't even believe him. Yeah, you know what I'm saying? Like because it she had no emotion like he was gone and I didn't told her that he was gone So she wasn't she had but and nini told me that too. I don't know if y'all know it But that's she was like she ain't gonna be able to deal with this. Not till you see Even when people be talking She's not gonna listen to them when Wally passed or Wally like that fuck with me like Even though I know that you know, it's real but just having a conversation And hear people say oh when Wally died or like they're right there It's still fuck with me because they just don't it don't even sound right together You know what I'm saying? So it's still like even when I talk to his his um Brothers and friends and stuff and they sometimes I don't even answer for them because sometimes they talking to and Seeing them and innate they big life and everything and you don't see him Like all of that just Does something