 how it happens is that because it's a protective function of the brain separating those things, you're basically not expected to know that this happened to you. And I only understood that. The funny thing is that I always felt like that's the case. I really keep coming back to a drawing that I made in my teenage years where I had four personalities in that drawing. That's not confirmed. I only have two. My teenage self was when I was there. I was already understanding that something must be different with my brain than from a normal brain.