М�� బిఅర్ర్న thereafter 4 చారుడ్షం. భాది~~~~ ఎథగతి.. ఆరantom క ωిండిоК౟ము కార్నా, యవనితకా� côడా. రంననండడిచిచ౩దననఇ హబనివౚా! Apereke, what happens. You have men problems or what? or, you know, if that is the case, that does not have to be a problem. Okay Aperee, what I do like that, that already? Well, you don't demand to love yours. Look no more. Men and lovers are not my cup of tea. They come with stress. Okay, well, check a woman if that makes you feel better. But that's what I'm studying now. You have no respect for me, ‫... Empress of Вам � вход kaar étique �ffiti  umbre k order вот accessibility � reject  mathemat CUBE � brainstorm র Ops  кино � considerably 所以 జ  repar র Ops 感じ griff스를 జ  notation ॸ looz pops র  prosecuturm র ocurational র ricane how are you going on this one? what are you talking about? I am just my self nah man, are you doing it? you sound bitter what is it you're bitter about? bitter or not, Thomas I'm not looking for any friend okay so what am I to you? what you want it to be more than that? of course fine oh that's just a partner of mine you come and check me you're going down the road on the road squad you have a problem with that? it's better not believe ice cream you go and say whatever it wants especially when it doesn't get what it wants no comments no comments but baby looking forward to seeing you again you know call you later so flower it's just you and I now come let's go inside and do some cleaning anytime now that lady will be coming and I'm no hurry open the door for me if I'm not busy water is life so let my mouth rest any more you know she's cleaning it it's like your tongue tie I'm not even going to rest anymore oh you know I went shopping and I I'll buy a dress for you I must do it not you tell me if you like it you sure? I got time for waste try to take the man enough with me Abbie hold the dress and try it now you don't even try to sing and you say it not fit in you it do it for your interest that's nothing to do with me not good enough for you problems you mean from young I try to tell you oh no but you hear and you don't listen enough girl you have always been a strange child I want you to travel with me you know I used to want you to come with me but then what I remember you used to always want to go where I go but now you turn big woman you got problem nothing what problems it's happened that I tried to tell you abbie but you always so busy to oppose my worst nightmare everything I had was wrong it's revealed anything from you you hear me I give you everything my ass could have paid for I pay all the bills I pay for your education and all them fancy clothes you wear in so what you trying to tell me my body should be every man's property abbie don't try telling me what right and wrong struggle to providing for the both of us no ma because your struggle is not my pain so you don't appreciate what I've done for us no you brought me here that's how you see it and then child enjoying kind of guilt I keep digging myself searching for something to hold onto but I end for myself and you were the result that wasn't easy for me to deal with ma again you're not listening to me abbie abbie don't don't listen to what I have to abbie sit down tell you something don't have to defend myself but abbie growing up for me it wasn't easy abbie I grew up it's an abusive mother and a drunken father you see many days all I had was air and water that is what I had to call a means I didn't get to finish school like everybody else I was always absent abbie I didn't get to finish my education I didn't get a job I didn't get a job my education I had to go out then I had to make the money hmm an that's where it started you didn't know what it means prostitutes you ashamed of me tell me it has to do with you lemme tell you I might be a hole not over my dead body abbieö s 있appahne it's not happening abbie it didn't happen but the damage is already done why is now I hearing this you know how many times I remember after you you never used to talk much you just used to sit in the corner there fucking your finger playing with the flower vase but you see you see from the time you turned teenage it's like you don't care about nothing in the world and now no you want to blame everything on me oh god abby the lord knows I try hard I give my best I don't believe in you no, isn't she I'll meet you there I'll meet you there alright I just wanted her to try the dress you know nothing else he'll treat the world for a good thing you know every time I hear that kind of music you remember those days boy those love yeah boy and that girl that girl was really lucky you know I was madly in love with that girl and I wouldn't do anything for that girl you know nothing was too much for me to do for that girl fuck her but now she gone abroad and you know all that time she spent away she never wrote me one note not even a phone call now I hear she looking for her papers because she end up getting pregnant for a married man you know her people say he's businessman you know and he can help out until she but you know he never like before the daughter you know not the same people never like before the daughter but as he saying goes with experience man know better and I man I know better oh when I met here have you you you listen to me ever since then how long you there not long don't let me disturb you oh nah nah nah I have nothing more to say but where you off to I just came here to be by myself you know what I think I should go no but where you going you can stay here you know stay with me Thomas I don't think that was you wife and right now I just don't want to speak to anyone hey hey hey hey don't come with your old moods there well I went to go with my old moods no Abbie where you going don't go now Thomas can I pass no Abbie come on you can stay here look you here already and besides is here you plan to come anyway okay but Abbie what happened it's like every time we meet there's some tension in the air well maybe that's why we should avoid meeting up it's too much stress no but what I do like that already what happened you don't like me or what well that's not what I'm saying won't you go in some tests Thomas look at that I didn't know you were so interested in my movement you know what forget it yes you have to be so sensitive you know why nothing nothing I just thought I saw somebody are looking like her oh yeah Abbie what happened you on your mother class or what Thomas I just really don't want to answer those questions right now Abbie look I really want to help you okay I'm not going anyway until you tell me what Thomas I don't like the situation okay alright you have to get so upset you why are you going later you make any plans already man well I hope you're not going to stay home and feel sorry for yourself you know tonight there are things and sessions all over the place let me go out and have some fun trust me you will not be disappointed I can have fun by myself yeah Abbie what's your feeling I'll go bite you you know for sure it's not you I afraid of it's only men nothing before they could tweet or a woman they could get between her legs hey Abbie what you think before somebody ask you do you think he's sick they won't be mind show me one that different Abbie it wasn't think like that you know I notice something I notice from the time you and I'm on break up you they're like a rage against all men but maybe one person shouldn't okay it's all about our choices in life well Thomas I've learnt okay once bitten twice shy that relationship was one of my worst experiences I was looking for love and I was hoping that maybe he could help me but you know what that love and that trust that I once had is now ancient history Abbie Abbie look one day somebody will love you like you should be love okay don't worry somebody will take you just as you are but you are the one that has to turn over a new page you don't get past your hurt Thomas that is easy for you to say why don't ask me to spend one day in my shit because I doubt you'll be able to handle it Abbie try me try me I am ready to whatever you know look I can say all evening just listening to you Abbie look I sense you carrying a heavy burden would you like to share it with me I have nothing to say Abbie come on I am really interested in what you have to say Thomas what are you getting I don't want you know what I think I just Abbie come on let me walk with you we can chat right now Abbie Abbie I wonder what that guy did to that girl boy something must be wrong you know look what is she hiding you know what I think I'll go down by the cross drink two carib and enjoy myself let me see if I have enough money in my wallet yeah man I see a tire oh god she's human I don't know what happened to that girl I appreciate it my head, my head I feel my head by heavy from last night proper and shy myself where are you from where are you from what do you eat you know buy something for Abbie or poor girl she got no life it's not a better roses I woke up for the money last night oh god I must eat today I'm gonna clean up clean up the house because since I come back I really do nothing let me go down next day I feel up I'm gonna clean up the place because since I come back I really touch my hand I put my hand on the place so you know I cover the house like a general clean up so you had a good time last night last night last night last night I drop in I'm a sale good don't know I'm a baby I'm a baby I'm a big gas I'm a big gas you know so well anyhow I have my clean the house you need some water come come I shall take good care of you I am in the mood for you not for this let's put you by the window so you can have some rest yourself oh I don't expect an answer you don't know Abbie you don't know what it feels like without your child blaming you I'm making you feel guilty my best never good enough to you no I know what matters Abbie I know in my heart what matters and even though it might be heavy with shame it's only God who judge me ma I'm not judging you you could have fooled me you see in your eyes I'm never good example of a model no don't shake it let me tell you something before books what's common sense they have gone to secondary school and community college and you think you know it all but don't forget that I lend off a failure model don't forget it ma it's not just high school I taught these things you know I'm in the street and so I see and I feel like in motion already after sending me to St. Lucia to live with that man your father Abbie your father wanted you to stay with him example honestly I wanted you to stay with me to let you go and stay with him Abbie listen Abbie back then my life was up and down and maybe maybe that was the best decision that I couldn't do then but nobody ever asked me what I think is best for me ma no one Abbie you were small truly affect them couldn't care this shouldn't be taking things so granted someone might just destroy it and live it to see trying to see you just have to adjust to the situation is your boyfriend still Abbie just listen let me tell you something you named woman you could get any man you want or your finger baby girl just forget him might wasn't him okay a relationship because I was looking for love and attention I thought you could make the pain go away but you know what that was a huge mistake give me one hello Charles residence tell him I'm not there I'm not there hello Abbie you want to talk to Abbie hold on Abbie well I think you hear she what's the problem I've been strange you sure you don't tell she nothing you sure you don't say nothing bad she aha aha alright no no no no because if you see I find out that you tell she anything or you do she anything it can be me and you no no no listen she don't have anything to say to you I have nothing to say to you goodbye Abbie come I want to ask you something you know this girl doesn't come in your car you don't want to talk to your father it's nothing okay I got me on job but it's nothing it's nothing why did you don't want to talk to your father I have no respect he is your father you hear the best bone that he got what's the problem between you and your father Abbie I feel in something I know something like what happened mama I share my pain with this flower when I am done when I feel like there's no hope Abbie Abbie talk it can't cry that is my problem which is nothing new to me you know what what do you mean what do you mean am I expecting my money am I never looking up baby not even my overtime don't wanna give me I mean I ask you for my money they come in and tell me computer breakdown I mean the more things getting better the more they getting worse what happened to you Abbie what's wrong Abbie talk to me why are you crying Abbie what happened look I've seen you much better than this already and as beautiful as your little flower you have there Abbie whatever you thinking about there I don't feel good about it you know why don't you just give up no Abbie because I am your friend and there's no way I will ever give up on you look I remember when we were kids we used to talk about everything and anything you know we used to share our dreams we used to share our fears but it seems somewhere along the way you just change all of a sudden you know I used to look forward to seeing you coming on holidays you should murder some Abbie girls but isn't then you have always been a mysterious girl you must things happen that causes want to change okay I remember those days everything was just so innocent until someone robbed you of that innocent and you start behaving like a bitch and you want someone hurt the most is that those you put your trust in they are the ones disappointing you Abbie wait what is it you talking about who disappointed you your mother who Abbie your father Abbie I cannot think of anybody that would want to hurt you or not even love you Abbie look at me you are not a bitch okay you and me Thomas you wouldn't hurt me but somebody else would okay thank you this tone has a listening air Abbie can I ask you a question are you happy and if I'm not what can you do but I want to make you happy I want you to know that I am there for you well I'm glad I have a friend that I can tell for but you still haven't answered my question who robbed you of your innocent Thomas you just don't get it why don't you just forget it just leave it alone okay Abbie I'm sorry I'm sorry for poking but Abbie you know whatever it is that bothering you and you're not talking about it that's not helping you you know okay fine you may think I'm the wrong person to talk to but maybe I cannot stand to see you in so much pain you know so please talk to me what happened to you from the tender edge of 13 years old my life started changing for all the wrong reasons I was living with my mother up until then but my father wanted me to come and live with him instead and I was just starting to you know what it is that to have a father around you know I never knew my father I've only seen pictures of him that bastard left me when I was only five years old and when he went to live in the state I was raised with my grandmother what did your mother die from they told me it was kind of the blood or something like that but I cannot remember because that happened a long long time ago the only thing I remember is just imagining what it would be like to have both parents around but my grandmother she's a great job and I have big respect for her she did a great job yes she did a great job but but life has to go on did you ever try to contact your father I wrote him once or twice but he always have an excuse it's either he's so busy or he don't have the time or he don't like to write it's like I don't matter to him but I am a big man and I can take care of myself well that take care of myself you know what maybe it was a blessing in disguise what you mean by that think of it that way if I was still living with my father for example I wouldn't be this responsible you know my mother she always out of the island doing God knows what so I had to fend for myself as a teenager growing up what a better person yes I mean everybody has their own story what is good or what is bad but everybody has a choice whether to tell it or not okay and I choose not to speak of mine you may think I am different of us but maybe one day you will get it I mean that is the way you want to live to keep everything bottled inside but you know as for me I let all sleeping dogs lie low come come and have a seat what you have in mind you want me to sit just trust me alright what you looking for about something in my pocket for you for a couple of days now what you have for me a poem you wrote me a poem yeah I would try to read it to you about but I didn't know if I had the courage or you should like it but now you have it I feel a lot better someone I love it but I am surprised though surprised that one I surprise you wrote me a poem like I said I really love it you love it you sure I didn't know I was so lucky I should write more you know my parents spending time with me you know or even getting me a card on my book and you know I always wanted to spend that special day with someone especially my 20th movie yeah well it would be my pleasure to have a party for you you joking you do that for me why not you see if you give me the chance just just trust your heart what you say I have nothing to say you have nothing to say kiss of appreciation kiss of appreciation I told you thank you for your poem by the way what my sir abby what you knew exactly what you were doing if you make any of those things that you wrote you need to give the relationship a chance before we just jump into something we regret later abby we don't have a present or a future you know what maybe there's something that you just don't want to face another truth I'm sorry for yourself how much every man that comes to you you put them up come in it's your size you're gonna know that I'm sorry I put it back in your plan please I get the door together you can see I didn't mean it abby I just can't take it look look look this is the thing here abby abby abby abby I really don't want you to to go out on the road not knowing where you're gonna rest your head don't worry abby abby it sounds so easy abby abby those streets are dangerous anyone could take advantage of you out there man in a hole so trust me you have nothing to fear I wonder what you're thinking listen I really don't want you to go on the streets abby I really don't want you to have to do what I do in abby you see this house here abby you see this thing it's mine but no I travel a lot I have my own daughter you do realize that if I stay here my whole life I will never have a place of my own so so let's keep it in the back of your mind that's one day old things abby you know what one day you will surely have your own things me having my own house Lord I can't wait for the day and you want a family too family how you mean I know someone who will love that idea continue what you here well come what is your man what forget what I say forget it but just be careful what I'll name wine all over the area you know what I'm not surprised because they always think they know your business more than me well let me tell you let me tell you the other day they are coming up the road and they said that they ma palayin yal them is see me coming I just a pair on them kaka glow on them ma you see what I ain't tell them is what I forget you see them people they have nothing but to say about anyone not even the sales you know what it's a good thing I don't give one damn what they have to say anymore so much is like one true friend you know he's always been there for me and I could always count on him and nobody can stop that all right madam so much he different you know he is so love me water my flowers since you for that haven't been the same ma that a come home ma that a come home thank you I didn't know I really didn't want to lose you by this street to father with a certainty only find out water thank you look thank you sweetie thank you so much ma that a come home I just stress miss stress I'm tired of this I think about all the things that I've been through if you want to think about my mother and my father I just have to shake my head if you for money you want us to shake hold on hold on nothing this is nothing I got over some of my business to give you a couple of days to rest in your head at my home listen don't don't think about putting your foot in front of my door ma I warned you okay come here something will happen abby abby abby abby abby abby abby abby abby abby abby abby abby abby abby