 CHAPTER XXXIV After the first burst of speed, Bard resigned himself to following Sally, knowing that he could never catch her, first because her horse carried a burden so much lighter than his own, but above all because the girl seemed to know every rock and twist in the trail, and rode as courageously through the night as if it had been broad day. She was following a course as straight as the crow's flight between the ranch of Drew and his old place, a desperate trail that veered and twisted up the side of the mountain, and then lurched headlong down the farther side of the crest. Half a dozen times Anthony checked his horse, and shook his head at the trail, but always the figure of the girl, glimmering through the dusk ahead, challenged and drove him on. Out of the sharp descent of the downward trail they suddenly broke onto the comparatively smooth floor of the valley, and he followed her at a gallop which ended in front of the old house of Drew. They had been far less than five hours on the way, yet his long detour south had given him three days of hard riding to cover the same points. His desire to meet Logan again became almost a passion. He swung to the ground, and advanced to Sally with his hands outstretched. "'You've shown me a short cut all right,' he said, and I thank you a thousand times, Sally. So long, and good luck to you!' She disregarded his extended hand. "'Want me to leave you here, Bard? You certainly can't stay!' She slipped her horse and jerked the reins over its head. In another moment she had untied the cinch and drawn off the saddle. She held its weight easily on one forearm. Actions, after all, are more eloquent than words. I suppose, he said gloomily, that if I'd asked you to stay you'd have ridden off at once. She did not answer for a moment, and he strained his eyes to read her expression through the dark. At length she laughed with a new note in her voice, that drew her strangely close to him. During the long ride he had come to feel toward her, as toward another man, as strong as himself almost, as a fine horseman, and much sure of herself on that wild trail, but now the laughter in an instant rubbed all this away. It was rather low, and with a throaty quality of richness. The pulse of the sound was like a light finger tapping some marvelously sensitive cord within him. Do you think that, she said, and went directly through the door of the house? He heard the crazy floor creak beneath her weight. The saddle dropped with a thump. A match scratched, and a flight of shadow shook across the doorway. The light did not serve to make the room visible. It fell wholly upon his own mind, and troubled him like waves spread from the dropping of the smallest pebble and lap against the shores of a pool. Some founded by her casual surety, he remained another moment with the rain in the hollow of his arm. Finally he decided to mount as silently as possible, and ride off through the night away from her. The consequences of her reputation, if they spent the night so closely together, was one reason. A more selfish, and more moving one, was the trouble which she gave him. The finding and disposing of Drew should be the one thing to occupy his thoughts. But the laughter of the girl the moment before had suddenly obsessed him, wiped out the rest of the world, and meshed them hopelessly together in the solemn net of the night, the silence. He resented it, in a vague way he was angry with Sally Fortune. His foot was in the stirrup when it occurred to him that no matter how softly he withdrew, she would know and follow him. It seemed to Anthony that for the first time in his life he was not alone. In other days social bonds had fallen very lightly on him. The men he knew were acquaintances, not friends. The women had been merely border decorations, variations of light and shadow which never shone really deep in the stream of his existence. Even his father had not been near him. But by the irresistible force of circumstances which he could not control, this girl was forced boldly upon his consciousness. Now he heard a cheery, faint crackling from the house, and a rosy glow pervaded the gloom beyond the doorway. It brought home to Anthony the fact that he was tired. Weariness went through all his limbs like the sound of music. Music in fact, for the girl was singing softly, to herself. He took his foot from the stirrup, unsaddled, and carried the saddle into the room. He found Sally crouched at the fire, and piling bits of wood on the rising flame. Her face squinted to avoid the smoke, and she sheltered her eyes with one hand. At his coming she smiled briefly up at him, and turned immediately back to the fire. The silence of that smile brought their comradeship sharply home to him. It was as if she understood his weariness, and knew that the fire was infinitely comforting. Anthony frowned. He did not wish to be understood. It was irritating, indelicate. He sat on one of the bunks, and when she took her place on the other he studied her covertly with side glances, for he was beginning to feel strangely self-conscious. It was the situation rather than the girl that gained upon him, but he felt shame that he should be so uncertain of himself, and so liable to expose some weakness before the girl. That in turn raised a blindly selfish desire to make her feel and acknowledge his mastery. He did not define the emotion exactly, nor see clearly what he wished to do, but in a general way he wanted to be necessary to her, and to let her know at the same time that she was nothing to him. He was quite sure that the opposite was the truth just now. At this point he shrugged his shoulders, angry that he should have slipped so easily into the character of a sullen boy, hating a benefactor for no other reason than his benefications. But the same vicious impulse made him study the face of Sally Fortune with an impersonal, coldly critical eye. It was not easy to do, for she sat with her head tilted back a little, as though to take in the warmth of the fire more fully. The faint smile of her lips showed her comfort, mingled with retrospection. Here he lost the trend of his thoughts by beginning to wonder of what she was thinking, but he called himself back sharply to the analysis of her features. It was a game with which he had often amused himself among girls of his eastern acquaintance. Their beauty, after all, was their only weapon, and when he discovered that weapon was not of pure steel, they became nothing. It was like pushing them away with an arm of infinite length. There was no food for criticism in Sally's features. The nose, of course, was tipped up a bit, and the mouth was too large. But Anthony discovered it was almost impossible to center his criticism on either feature. The tip tilt of the nose suggested a quaint and infinitely buoyant spirit. The mouth, if generously wide, was exquisitely made. She was certainly not pretty, but he began to feel with equal certainty that she was beautiful. A waiting mood came on him while he watched, as one waits through a great symphony and endures the monotonous passages for the sake of the singing bursts of harmony to which the commoner parts are a necessary background. He began to wish that she would turn her head so that he could see her eyes. They were like the inspired part of the same symphony, a beauty which could not be remembered, and was always new, satisfying. He could make her turn by speaking, and knowing that this was so, he postponed the pleasure like a miser who will only count his gold once a day. From the side view he dwelt on the short, delicately carved upper lip, and the astonishingly pleasant curve of the cheek. Look at me, he said abruptly. She turned, observed him calmly, and then glanced back at the fire. She asked no questions. Her chin rested on her hands now, so that when she spoke, her head nodded a little and gave a significance to what she said. The gray doesn't belong to you. So she was thinking of horses. Well, she repeated? No. Haaslifton, she mused? Why shouldn't I take a horse when they shot down mine? She turned to him again, and this time her gaze went over him slowly, curiously, but without speaking she looked back to the fire, as though the explanation of what Haaslifton meant were something far beyond the grasp of his mentality. His anger rose again, childishly, sullenly, and he had to arm himself with indifference. Who'd you drop, Bard? The one they call Calamity-Ben. Is he done for? Yes. The turmoil of the scene of his escape came back to him so vividly that he wondered why it had ever been blurred to obscurity. She said, in a couple of hours we had better ride on. End of CHAPTER XXXV. CHAPTER XXXV. That was all. No comment, no exclamation. She continued to gaze with that faint, retrospective smile toward the fire. He knew now why she angered him. It was because she had held the upper hand. From the minute that ride over the short pass began, he had never once been able to assert himself impressively. He tried now. I don't intend to ride on. Too tired? He felt the clash of her will on his, even like flint against steel, whenever they spoke, and he began to wonder what spark would start a fire. It made him think of a game of poker, in a way, for he never knew what the next instant would place in his hands while the cards of chance were shuffled and dealt. Tired? There was a subtle, scoffing challenge hidden somewhere in that word. No, but I don't intend to go any farther from Drew. Her smile grew more pronounced. She even looked to him with a frank amusement, for apparently she would not take him seriously. If I were you, he'd be the last man I'd want to be near. I suppose you would. As if she picked up the gauntlet, she turned squarely on the bunk and faced him. You're going to hit the trail in an hour, understand? It delighted him, set him thrilling with excitement to feel her open anger and the grip of her will against his. He had to force a frown in order to conceal a smile. If I do, it will be to ride back toward Drew. Her lips parted to make an angry retort, and then he watched her steal herself with patience, like a mother teaching an old lesson to a child. Do you know what you'd be like, wandering around these mountains without a guide? Well, like a kid in a dark, lonesome room, you'd travel in a circle and fall into their hands in a day. Apparently she was still patient. Follow me close, Bard. I mean that if you don't do what I say, I'll cut loose and leave you alone. He was silent, enjoying her sternness, glad to have roused her, no matter what the consequences, knowing that each second heightened the climax. Apparently she interpreted his speechlessness a different way. She said after a moment, that sounds like quit and cold on you. I won't do it unless you try some fool thing like riding back toward Drew. He waited again as long as he dared. Then don't you see that the last thing I want is to keep you with me? There was no pleasure in that climax. She sat with parted lips, her hands clasped tightly in her lap, staring at him. He became as vividly conscious of her femininity as he had been when she laughed in the dark. There was the same, sustained pulsing, vital emotion in the silence. He explained hastily, a girl's reputation is a fragile thing, Sally. And she recovered herself with a start, but not before he saw and understood. It was as if, in the midst of an exciting hand with the wagers running high, he had seen her cards and knew that his own hand was higher. The pleasant sense of mastery made a warmth through him. Meaning that they'd talk about me? Hard they've already said enough things about me to fill a book. Notes in all, with a bunch of pictures thrown in. What I can't live down I fight down, and no man ever says the same thing twice about me. It ain't healthy. If that's all that bothers you, close your eyes and let me lead you out of this mess. He hunted about for some other way to draw her out. After all, it was an old, old game. He had played it many times before, though the setting and the lights were different. The play was always the same. A man and a woman. She was explaining. And it is a mess. Maybe you could get out after dropping calamity because it was partly self-defense. But there ain't nothing between here and God that can get you off from Lyft and a Haas. No, sir. Not even return in the Haas won't do no good. I know. The only thing is speed. And a thousand miles east of here you can stop riding. He found the thing to say, and he made his voice earnest and low to give the words wings and sharpness. It was like the hum of a bow-string after the arrow is launched, so tense was the trimmer of his tone. There are two reasons why I can't leave. The first is Drew. I must get back to him. Why do you want Drew? Let me tell you, Bard. He's a bigger job than ten tender feet like you can handle. Why mothers scare their babies asleep by telling of the things that William Drew has done? I can't tell you why. In fact, I don't altogether know the complete why and wherefore. It's enough that I have to meet him and finish him. Her fingers interlaced and gripped. He wondered at their slenderness, and leaning back so that his face fell under the slant, black shadow, he enjoyed the flame of the firelight, turning her brown hair to amber and gold. Right and round and smooth and perfect was the column of her throat, and it trembled with the stir of her voice. That's the most fool idea I ever heard. Sounds like something in a dream. A nightmare. What do you want to do, Anthony? Make yourself famous? You will, all right? They'll put up your tombstone by a public subscription. He would not answer. Sure of himself. Waiting. Tingling with enjoyment. As he expected, she said, Go on. Is the other reason as good as that one? Making his expression grim, he leaned suddenly forward, and though the width of the room separated them, she drew back a little, as though the shadow of his coming cast a forewarning shade across her. He heard her breath catch, and as if some impalpable and joyous spirit rushed to meet and mingle with his, something from her, a spirit as warm as the fire, as faintly, keenly sweet as an air from a night-dark unseen garden blowing in his face. The other reason is you, Sally Fortune. You can't go with me as far as I must go, and I can't leave you here. Ah! There it was. He had fumbled at the keys of the organ in the dark. He had spread his fingers amply and pressed down. Behold! Back from the cathedral lofts echoed a rising music of surpassing beauty. Like the organist, he sank back again in the shadow, and wondered at the phrase of melody. Surely he had not created it. Then what? God, perhaps? For her lips parted to a smile that was suggested rather than seen. A tender, womanly sweetness that played about her mouth, and a light came in her eyes that would never wholly die from them. Afterward he would feel shame for what he had done, but now he was wholly wrapped in the new thing that had been born in her, like a bird striving to fly in the teeth of a great storm, and moving back with reeling, drumming wings, a beautiful and touching sight. Her lips framed words that made no sound. Truly she was making a gallant struggle. Then she said, Anthony, she was pale with the struggle now, but she rose bravely to her part. She even laughed, though it fell short like an arrow dropping in front of the target. Listen, Bard, you make a pretty good imitation of Sampson, but I ain't cut out for any Delilah. If I'm holding you here, why, cut and run, and forget it. She drew a long breath, and went on more confidently. It ain't any use. I'm not cut out for any man. I'd so much rather be free. I've tried to get interested in others, but it never works. She laughed again, more surely, and with a certain hardness like the ringing of metal against metal, or the after rhythm from the peel of a bell. With deft, flying fingers she rolled a cigarette, lighted it, and sat down cross-legged. Through the first outward puff of smoke went these words. The only thing that's woman about me is skirts. That's straight. Yet he knew that his power was besieging her on every side. Her power was gone, and she was like a rare flower in the hollow of his hand. All that he had to do was close his fingers. And he despised himself for it, but he could not resist. Moreover he half counted on her pride to make her break away. Then if it's hopeless, Sally Fortune, go now. She answered, with an upward tilt of her chin. Don't be a fool, Anthony. If I can't be a woman to you, at least I can be a pal, the best you've had in these parts. Nope, I'll see you through. Better saddle now. And start back for Drew. There was the thrust that made her start, as if the knife went through her tender flesh. Are you such a plum-fool as that? Go on, Sally. I tell you, it's no use. I won't leave the trail of Drew. It was only the outward stretch of her arm, only the extension of her hand. Palm up. But it was as if her whole nature expanded toward him in tenderness. Oh, Anthony, if you care for me, don't stay in reach of Drew. You're breaking—she stopped and closed her eyes. Given all the rules, like any tender foot would be expected to do, she glanced at him, wistful, to see whether or not she had smoothed it over. His face was blank. You won't go? Nope. He insisted cruelly. Why? Because. Because. Well, can I leave a baby alone near a fire? Not me. Her voice changed. The light and life was gone from it. But not all the music. It was low. A little hoarse. I guess we can stay here to-night without no danger. And in the morning, well, the morning will take care of itself. I'm going to turn in. He rose obediently and stood at the door, facing the night. From behind came the rustle of clothes, and the sense of her followed and surrounded and stood at his shoulders, calling him to turn. He had won, but he began to wonder if it had not been a pyrrhic victory. At length, all right, Anthony, it's your turn. She was lying on her side facing the wall, a little heap of clothes on the foot of the bunk, and the life lines of her body something to be guessed at, sensed beneath the heavy blanket. He slipped into his blankets, and lay a moment watching the heavy drift of shadows across the ceiling. He strove to think, but the waves of light and dark blotted from his mind all except the feeling of her nearness, that indefinable power keen as the fragrance of a garden which had never quite become disentangled from his spirit. She was there, so close, if he called, she would answer. If she answered, he turned to the wall, shut his eyes, and closed his mind with a spartan effort. His breathing came heavily, regularly, like one who slept or one who was running. After that sound he caught at length another light rustling, and then a faint creak as she crossed the crazy floor. He made his face calm, forced his breath to grow more soft and regular. Then, as if a shadow in which there is warmth had crossed him, he knew that she was leaning above him. Closer, closer, he could hear her breath. In a rush of tenderness he forgot her beauty of eyes, and round, strong throat, and supple body. He forgot, and was immersed, like an eagle winging into a radiant sunset cloud, in a sense of only her being, quite divorced from the flesh, the mysterious rare power which made her sally fortune, and would not change no matter what body might contain it. It was blindingly intense, and when his senses cleared he knew that she was gone. He felt as if he had awakened from a night full of dreams more vivid than life, dreams which left him too weak to cope with reality. After a time he dared not move. He was feeling for himself like a man who fumbles his way down a dark passage, dangerous with obstructions. At last it was as if his hand touched the knob of a door. He swung it open, entered a room full of dazzling light, himself. He shrank back from it, closed his eyes against what he might see. All he knew then was an overpowering will to see her. He turned, inch by inch, little degree by degree, knowing that if when he turned he looked into her eyes the end would rush upon them, overwhelm them, carry them like straws on a flooding river. At last his head turned, he looked. She lay on her back, smiling as she slept. One arm hung down from the bunk, and the graceful fingers trailed palm up on the floor, curling a little as if she had just relaxed her grasp on something. Then down past her shoulder, half covering the whiteness of her arm, fled the torrent of brown hair, with the firelight playing through it like a sunlit mist. He rose and dressed with deadly caution, for he knew he must go at once, partly for her sake that he must be seen apart from her this night, partly because he knew that he must leave and never come back. He had hit upon the distinctive feature of the girl, a purity as thin and clear as the air of the uplands in which she drew breath. He stooped, and smoothed the blankets of his bunk, for no trace of him must be seen if another man should come during this night. He would go far away, see and be seen, apart from Sally Fortune. He picked up his saddle. Before he departed he leaned low above her, as she must have done above him, until the dark shadow of lashes was tremulous against her cheek. Then he straightened and stole step by step across the floor, to the door, to the night, all the myriad small white eyes of the heavens looked down upon him in hushed surprise. CHAPTER XXXVI When he was at the old Drew place before, Logan told him of Jerry Wood's place, five miles to the north among the hills, and to this he now directed his horse, riding at a merciless speed, as if he strove to gain from the swift succession of rocks and trees that world past him, new thoughts to supplant the ones which already occupied him. He reached in a short time a little rise of ground, below which stretched a dark wooded hollow, and in the midst the trees gave back from a small house, a two-story affair with not a light showing. He wished to announce himself and his name at this place under the pretense of asking for harbourage, for the brief remainder of the night. The news of what he had done at Drew's place could not have traveled before him to Wood's house, but the next day it would be sure to come, and Wood could say that he had seen Bard, alone, the previous night. It would be a sufficient shield for the name Sally Fortune in that and curious region. So he banged loudly at the door. Eventually a light showed in an upper window, and a voice cried, Who's there? Anthony Bard. Who the devil is Anthony Bard? Lost in the hills. Can you give me a place to sleep for the rest of the night? I'm about done up. Wait a minute. Voices stirred in the upper part of the house. The lantern disappeared, steps sounded, descending the stairs, and then the door was unbarred, and held a cautious inch ajar. The ray of light jumped out at Bard like an accusing arm. Evidently a brief survey convinced Jerry Wood that the stranger was no more than what he pretended. He opened the door wide and stepped back. Come in. Bard moved inside, taking off his hat. How'd you happen to be lost in the hills? I'm a bit of a stranger around here, you see. The others surveyed him with a growing grin. I guess maybe you are. Sure, we'll put you up for the night. Where's your haas? He went out and raised the lantern above his head to look. The light shone back from the lustrous wide eyes of the grey. Wood turned to Bard. Seems to me I've seen that haas. Yes, I bought him from Duffy out at Drew's place. Oh! Friend of Mr. Drew? Half a life spent on the mountain desert had not been enough to remove from Drew that distinguishing title of respect. The range has more great men than it has misters. Not exactly a friend, answered Bard. It's all right. Long as you know him, you're good as gold with me. Come on along to the barn. We'll knock down a feed for your haas. He chuckled as he led the way. For that matter there ain't any I know that can say their friends of William Drew, though there's plenty that would like to if they thought they could get away with it. How's he looking? Why, big and grey? Sure, he never changes none. Time and years don't mean nothing to Drew. He started being a man when most of us was in short pants. He'll keep on being a man till he goes out. He ain't got many friends, real ones, but I don't know of any enemies neither. All the time he's been out on the range, Drew never has done a crooked piece of work. Every decent man on the range would take his word again—well, again the Bible, for that matter. They reached the barn at the end of this ecomium, and Bard unsaddled his horse. The other watched him critically. Know something about haas's, eh? A little. When I seen you, I put you down for a tenderfoot. Don't mind, do you? The way you talk put me out. For that matter, I suppose I am a tenderfoot. Speaking of tenderfoots, I heard of one over to Eldar the other night that raised considerable hell. You ain't him, are you? He lifted the lantern again and fixed his keen eyes on Bard. However, he went on, lowering the lantern with an apologetic laugh. I'm standing here asking questions and chattering like a woman, and what you're thinking about is bed, eh? Come on with me. In the house he found Bard a corner-room, with a pile of straw in the corner by way of a mattress. Then he spread out some blankets, wished his guest a good sleep, and departed. Left to himself, Anthony stretched out flat on his back. It had been a wild, hard day, but he felt not the slightest touch of weariness. All he wished was to relax his muscles for a few moments. Moreover, he must be away from the house before the dawn. First because Sally Fortune might waken, guess where he had gone, and follow him. Secondly because the news of what had happened at Drew's place might reach wood at any hour. So he lay trying to fight the thought of Sally from his mind, and concentrate on some way of getting back to Drew without riding the gauntlet of the law. The sleep which stole upon him came by slow degrees. Or rather, he was not fully asleep when a sound outside the house roused him to sharp consciousness, compared with which his drowsiness had been asleep. It was a knocking at the door, not loud, but repeated. At the same time he heard Jerry Wood cursing softly in the neighboring room, and then the telltale creak of bedsprings. The host was rousing himself a second time that night. Or rather, it was morning now, for when Anthony sat up he saw that the hills were stepping out of the shadows of the night. Back ugly shapes revealed by a gray background of the sky. A window went up noisily. Am I run in a hotel, roared Jerry Wood? Ain't I to have no more sleep? Who are ye? A lowered muttering voice answered. All right, said Jerry, changing his tone at once. I'll come down. His steps descended the noisy stairs rapidly. The door creaked. Then voices began again outside the house. An indistinct mumble, rising to one sharp height in an exclamation. Almost at once steps again sounded on the stairs, but softly now. Bard went quietly to the door, locked it, and stole back to the window. Below it extended the roof of a shed, joining the main body of the house only a few feet under the window, and sloping from what could not have been a dangerous distance from the ground. He raised the window-sash. But he waited, something as he had waited for Sally Fortune to speak earlier in the night, with a sense of danger, but a danger which thrilled and delighted him. No game of polo could match suspense like this. Besides, he would be foolish to go before he was sure. The walls were gaping with cracks that carried the sounds, and now he heard a sibilant whisper with perfect clearness. This is the room. There was a click as the locked door was tried. Locked. Damn it. Shut up, butch. Jerry, have you got a bar or anything? We'll pry it down and break in on him before he can get in action. You're a fool, McNamara. That feller don't take a wink to get into action. Sure he didn't hear you when you hollered out the window? That was a fool move, would. I don't think he heard. There wasn't any sound from the room when I passed going downstairs. Think of the nerve of this bird, coming here to roost after what he'd done. He didn't think we'd follow him so fast. But Anthony waited for no more. He slipped out on the roof of the shed, lowered himself hand below hand to the edge, and dropped lightly to the ground. The gray at his coming flattened back its ears as though it knew that more hard work was coming, but he saddled rapidly, let it out, and rode a short distance into the forest. There he stopped. His course lay due north, and then a swerve to the side, and a straight course west for the ranch of William Drew. If the hounds of the law were so close on his trace, they certainly would never expect him of doubling back in this manner, and he would have the rancher to himself when he arrived. Yet he still did not start the gray forward to the north. For to the south lay Sally Fortune. And at the thought of her a singular hollowness came about his heart, a loneliness, not for himself, but for her. Yes, in a strange way all self was blotted out from his emotion. It would be a surrender to turn back, now? And like a defeated man who rides in a lost cause, he swung the gray to the south, and rode back over the trail, his head bowed. End of Chapter 36 CHAPTER 37 OF TRAILIN by Max Brand This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information, or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Reading by Rowdy Delaney. Idaho, U.S.A. CHAPTER 37 TODO ESPARDO It was not long after the departure of Bard that Sally Fortune awoke. For a step had creaked on the floor, and she looked up to find Steve Nash standing in the center of the room with the fire-light glooming about him. And, blocking the door with his squat figure, stood shorty kill rain. Where's your sidekick, asked Nash? Where's Bard? And looking across the room, she saw that the other bunk was empty. She raised her arms quickly, as if to stifle a yawn, and sat up in the bunk, holding the blanket close about her shoulders. The face she showed to Nash was calmly contemptuous. The bird seems to be flown, eh? She queried. Where is he? He repeated, and made a step nearer. She knew at last that her power over him as a woman was gone. She caught the danger in his tone, saw it in the steadiness of the eyes he fixed upon her. Behind was the great, vague feeling of loss, the old hollowness about the heart. It made her reckless of consequences. And when Nash asked, is he hanging around behind the corner maybe? She cried. If he was that close, you'd have sense enough to run, Steve. The snarl of Nash showed his teeth. Out with it. The tender foot ain't left his woman far away. Where's he gone? Who's he gone to shoot in the back? Where's the haze he started out to rustle? Kind of peeved, Nash, eh? One more step he made, towering above her. I'm done being polite, Sally. I ask you a question. And I've answered you. I don't know. Sally, I'm patient. I don't mean no wrong to you. What you've been to me I'm going to bust myself trying to forget. But don't lie to me now. Such a far greater woe kept up a throbbing ache in the hollow of her throat that now she laughed, laughed slowly, deliberately. He leaned, caught her wrist in a crushing pressure. You demon! You she-devil! She whirled out of the bunk. The blanket caught about her like a toga of some ancient Roman girl, and as she moved she swept up something heavy and bright from the floor. All this, and still his grip was on her left arm. Drop your hand, Nash. With a falling heart she knew that he did not fear her gun. Instead a light of pleasure gleamed in his eyes and his lower jaw thrust out. She would never forget his face as he looked at that moment. Will you tell me? I'll see you in hell first. By that wrist he drew her resistlessly toward him, and his other arm went about her, and crushed her close. Hate, shame, rage, love were in the contorted face above her. She pressed the muzzle of her revolver against his side. You're in beckoning distance of that hell, Steve. You she-wolf, shoot and be damned! I'd live long enough to strangle you. You know me, Steve, don't be a fool. Know you? Nobody knows you? And God Almighty, Sally, I love you worse than ever. Love the very way you hate me. Come here." He jerked her closer still, leaned, and she remembered then that Anthony had never kissed her. She said, You're safe, you know he can't see you. He threw her from him, and stood snarling like a dog growling for a bone it fears to touch because there may be poison in the taste. A starving dog, and a bone full of toothed samara which only has to be crushed in order that it may be enjoyed. I'm wishing nothing more than that he could see me. Then you're a worse fool than I took you for, Steve. You know he'd go through ten like you. There ain't no man has gone through me yet. But he would. You know it. He's not stronger, maybe not so strong. But he was born to win, Steve. He's like, he's like Drew in a way. He can't fail. If I rung that throat of yours, he said, I know I couldn't get out of you where he's gone. Because I don't know, you see. Don't know? He's given me the slip. You? Funny, ain't it. But he has. Thought I couldn't ride fast enough to keep up with him, maybe. He's gone on east, of course. That's another lie. Well, you know. I do. His voice changed. Has he really beat it away from you, Sally? She watched him with a strange, sneering smile. Then she stepped close. Lean your ear down to me, Steve. He obeyed. I'll tell you what ought to make you happy. He don't care for me. No more than I care for you, Steve. He straightened again, wondering. And you? I threw myself at him. I don't know why I'm telling you, except that it's right that you should know. But he don't want me. He's gone on without me. And you like him still? She merely stared with a sick smile. My God, he murmured, shaken deep with wonder, what's he made of? Steel and fire. That's all. Listen, Sally, forget what I've done, and would you drop his trail, Steve? He cursed through his set teeth. If that's it? No. I'm near him, and I'm sure to beat him out. Afterward you'll forget him. Try me. Girls have said that before. I'll wait. There ain't no one but you for me. Damn you. I know it. I'll get him first, and then I'll wait. Ten like you wouldn't get him. I've six men behind me. She was still defiant, but her color changed. Six, Sally, and he's out here among the hills. Not knowing his right from his left. I ask you, has he got a chance? She answered, no, not one. He turned on his heel and back into Kilrain, who had stood moveless through the strange dialogue and went out into the night. As they mounted, he said, we're going straight for the place where I told Butch Conklin I'd meet him. Then the bunch of us will come back. Why waste time? Because he's sure to come back. Shorty, after a feller has seen Sally smile, the way she can smile, he can't keep away. I know. They rode off at a slow trot, like men who have resigned themselves to a long journey, and Sally watched them from the door. She sat down, cross-legged, before the fire, and stirred the embers, and strove to think. But she was not equipped for thinking. All her life had been merely action, action, action. And now, as she strove to build out some logical sequence and find her destiny in it, she failed miserably, and fell back upon herself. She was one of those single-minded people who give themselves up to emotion rarely, but when they do their whole body, their whole soul burns in the flame. Into her mind came a phrase she heard in her childhood. On the outskirts of Eldara there was a little shack owned by a Mexican. Jose he was called, and nothing else. Grisor Jose. One night an alarm of fire was given in Eldara, and the populace turned out to enjoy the site. It was a festival occasion, in a way. It was the house of Grisor Jose. The cow-punchers manned a bucket-line. But the source of water was far away. The line too long, and the flames gained faster than they could be quenched. All through the work of the firefighting, Grisor Jose was everywhere about the house, flinging buckets of water through the windows into the red furnace within. His wife and two children stood stupidly, staring, dumb. But in the end, when the fire was towering above the roof of the house, roaring and crackling, the Mexican suddenly raised a long arm, and calling to the bucket-line said, It's done, senors. I thank you." Then he folded his arms and repeated in a monotone, over and over again. Toto Espardo. Toto Espardo. His wife came to him. She was frantic, wailing, and threw her arms around his neck. He merely repeated with heavy monotone, Toto Espardo, Toto Espardo. The phrase clung in the mind of the girl, and she rose at last, and went back to her bunk, repeating, Toto Espardo, Toto Espardo, all is lost, all is lost. No tears were in her eyes. They were wide and solemn, looking up to the shadows of the ceiling. And so she went to sleep, with the solemn Spanish phrase echoing through her whole being. Toto Espardo. She woke with the smell of frying bacon, pungent in her nostrils. End of CHAPTER XXXVII. CHAPTER XXXVIII. OF TRAILIN by Max Brand. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Reading by Rowdy Delaney, Idaho, USA. CHAPTER XXXVIII. BACON The savor of roasting chicken, that first delicious burst of aroma when the oven door is opened, would tempt an angel from heaven down to the lowly earth. A southerner declares his nostrils can detect, at a prodigious distance, the cooking of possum and taters. A canaca has a cosmopolitan appetite, but the fragrance which moves him most nearly is the scent of fish baking in tea-leaves. A Frenchman waits unmoved until the perfume of some rich lamb ragout and air laden with spices is wafted toward him. Each man and every nation has a special dish. In general, there is only one whose appeal is universal. It is not for any class or nation. It is primarily for the hungry man, no matter what has given him an appetite. It may be that he has pushed a pin all day, or reckoned up vast columns, or wielded a sledgehammer, or ridden a wild horse from morning to night. But the savor of peculiar excellence to the nostrils of this universal hungry man is the smell of frying bacon. A keen appetite is even stronger than sorrow, and when Sally Fortune awoke with that strong perfume in her nostrils, she sat up among the blankets, startled as a calvary horse by the sound of a trumpet. What she saw was Anthony Bard kneeling by the coals of the fire over which steamed a coffee pot on one side, and a pan of crisping bacon on the other. The vision shook her so that she rubbed her eyes, and stared again to make sure. It did not seem possible that she had actually wakened during the night, and found him gone. And with this reality before her, she was strongly tempted to believe that the coming of Nash was only a vivid dream. Warning Anthony! He turned his head quickly and smiled to her. Hello, Sally! He was back at once, turning the bacon, which was done on the first side. Seeing that his back was turned, she dressed quickly. How'd you sleep? Well—where? He turned more slowly this time. You woke up in the middle of the night? Yes. What wakened you? Nash and Kilrain. He sighed. I wish I'd been here. She answered, I'll wash up, we'll eat, and then off on the trail. I've an idea the two will be back, and they'll have more men behind them. After a little, her voice called from outside. Anthony, have you had a look at the morning? He came obediently to the doorway. The sun had not yet risen, but the fresh, rose-colored light already swept around the horizon throwing the hills in sharp relief, and, flushing, far away, the pure snows of the little brothers. And so blinding was the sheen of the lake that it seemed at first as though the sun were about to break from the waters, for there all radiance of the sunrise was reflected—concentrated. Looking in this manner from the doorway, with the water on either side and straight ahead, and the dark narrow point of land cutting that color like a prow, it seemed to Anthony almost as if he stood on the bridge of a ship which in another moment would gather head and sail out toward the sea of harsh beauty beyond the peaks. For the house of William Drew stood on a small peninsula, thrusting out into the lake a low, shelving shore scattered with trees. Where the little tongue of land joined the main shore, the ground rose abruptly into a shoulder of rocks inaccessible to a horse. The entrance and exit to the house must be on either side of this shoulder, hugging closely to the edge of the water. Feeling that halo of mourning about them, for a moment Anthony forgot all things in the lift and exhilaration of the keen air, and he accepted the girl as a full and equal partner in his happiness, looking to her for sympathy. She knelt by the edge of the water, face and throat shining and wet, her head bending back, her lips parted and smiling. It thrilled him as if she were singing a silent song which made the brightness of the morning and the color beyond the peaks. He almost waited to see her throat quiver, hear the high, sweet tone. But a scent of tell-tale sharpness drew him a thousand leagues down and made him whirl with a cry of dismay. The bacon, Sally! It was hopelessly burned, some of it even charred on the bottom of the pan. Sally, returning on the run, took charge of the cookery and went about it with the speed and ability that kept him silent, which being the ideal mood for a spectator, he watched and found himself learning much. Whatever that scene of the night before meant in the small and definite, in the large and vague it meant that he had a claim of some sort on Sally Fortune, and it is only when a man feels that he has this claim, this proprietorship, as it were, that he begins to see a woman clearly. Before this his observance has been half-blind through prejudice either for or against. He either sees her magnified with adulation, or else the large end of the glass is placed against his eye, and she is merely a speck in the distance. But let a woman step past this mysterious wall which separates the formal from the intimate only one step at once she is surrounded by the eyes of a man as if by a thousand spies. So it was with Anthony. It moved him, for instance, to see the supple strength of her fingers when she was scraping the charred bacon from the bottom of the pan, and he was particularly fascinated by the undulations of the small round wrist. He glanced down to his own hand, broad and bony in comparison. It was his absorption in this criticism that served to keep him aloof from her while they ate, and the girl felt it like an arm pushing her away. She had been very close to him not many hours before. Now she was far away. She could understand nothing but the pain of it. As he finished his coffee, he said, staring into a corner, I don't know why I came back to you, Sally. You didn't mean to come back when you started? Of course not. She flushed, and her heart beat loudly to hear his weakness. He was keeping nothing from her. He was thinking aloud. She felt that the bars between them were down again. In the first place I went because I had to be seen, and known by name in some place far away from you. That was for your sake. In the second place I had to be alone for the work that lay ahead. Drew? Yes. It all worked like a charm. I went to the house of Jerry Wood. Told him my name, stayed there until Conklin and several others arrived, hunting for me, and then gave them the slip. She did not look up from her occupation, which was the skillful cleaning of her gun. It was perfect. The way clear before me. I had dodged through their lines, so to speak, when I gave Conklin the slip, and I could ride straight for Drew and catch him unprepared. Isn't that clear? But you didn't? She was so calm about it that he grew a little angry. She would not look up from the cleaning of the gun. That's the devil of it. I couldn't stay away. I had to come back to you. She restored the gun to her holster, and looked steadily at him. He felt a certain shock encountering her glance. Because I thought you might be lonely, Sally. I was. It was strange to see how little fencing there was between them. They were like men, long tried in friendship, and working together on a great problem full of significance to both. Do you know what I kept saying to myself when I found you gone? Well? Toto Espardo. Toto Espardo. She had said it so often to herself that now some of the original emotion crept into her voice. His arm went out. They shook hands across the breakfast pans. She went on. The next thing is Drew? Yes. There's no changing you. She did not wait for his answer. I know that. I won't ask questions. If it has to be done, we'll do it quickly. And afterward I can find a way out for us both. Something like a foreknowledge came to him, telling him that the thing would never be done. That he surrendered his last chance of Drew when he turned back to Sally. It was as if he took a choice between the killing of a man and the love of a woman. But he said nothing of his forebodings and helped her quietly rearrange the small pack. They saddled and took the trail which pointed up over the mountains, the same trail which they had ridden in the opposite direction the night before. He rode with his head turned, taking a last look at the old house of Drew, with its blackened, crumbling sides, when the girl cried softly. What's that? Look! He turned in the direction of her pointing arm. They were almost directly under the shoulder of rocks which loomed above the trail along the edge of the lake. Anthony saw nothing. What is it? He checked his horse beside hers. I thought I saw something moving. I'm not sure. And there—back, Anthony! And she whirled her horse. He caught at this time clearly the unmistakable glint of the morning light on steel, and he turned the gray sharply. At the same time a rattling blast of revolver shots crackled above them. The gray reared and pitched back. By inches he escaped the fall of the horse, slipping from the saddle in the nick of time. A bullet whipped his hat from his head. Then the hand of the girl clutched his shoulder. Sturrup and saddle, Anthony! He seized the pommel of the saddle, hooked his foot into the stirrup which she had abandoned to him, and she spurred back toward the old house. A shout followed them, a roar that ended in a harsh rattle of curses. They heard the spat of bullets several times on the trees past which they whirled. But it was only a second before they were once more in the shelter of the house. He stood in the center of the room, stunned, staring stupidly around him. It was not fear of death that benumpt him, but a rising horror that he should be so trapped, like a wild beast cornered and about to be worried to death by dogs. As for escape there was simply no chance. It was impossible. On three sides the lake, still beautiful, though the color was fading from it, effectively blocked their way. On the fourth and narrowest side there was the shoulder of the rocks, not only blocking them, but affording a perfect shelter for Nash and his men, for they did not doubt that it was he. They think they've got us, said a fierce exultant voice beside him, but we ain't started to make all the trouble we're going to make. Life came back to him as he looked at her. She was trembling with excitement, but it was a tremor of eagerness, not the unmistakable sick palsy of fear. He drew out a large handkerchief of fine white linen, and tied it to a long splinter of wood which he tore away from one of the rotten boards. Go out with this, he said. They aren't after you, Sally. This is west of the Rockies, thank God, and a woman is safe with the worst man that ever committed murder. She said, Do you mean this, Anthony? I'm trying to mean it. She snatched the stick and snapped it into pieces. Does that look final, Anthony? He could not answer for a moment. At last he said, What a woman you would have made for a wife, Sally Fortune. What a fine pal. But she laughed, a mirth not forced and harsh, but clear and ringing. Anthony, ain't this better in marriage? By God, he answered, I almost think you're right. For answer a bullet ripped through the right hand wall and buried itself in a beam on the opposite side of the room. Listened, she said. There was a fresh crackle of guns, the reports louder and longer drawn. Rifles, said Sally Fortune. I knew no bullet from a six-gun could carry like that one. The little, sharp sounds of splintering and crunching began everywhere. A cloud of soot spilled down the chimney and across the hearth. A furrow plowed across the floor, lifting a splinter as long and even as if it had been grooved out by a machine. Look, said Sally, they're firing breast high to catch a standing and on the level of the floor to get us if we lie down. That's Nash. I know his trademark. From the back of the house we can answer them, said Bard. Let's try it. Pepper for their salt, eh? answered Sally. And they ran back through the old shack to the last room. End of Chapter 38. CHAPTER XXXIX of Traylon by Max Brand. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. CHAPTER XXXIX Legal Murder. As Drew entered his bedroom he found the doctor in the act of restoring the thermometer to its case. His coat was off and his sleeves rolled up to the elbow. He looked more like a man preparing to chop wood than a physician engaging in a struggle with death. But Dr. Young had the fighting strain. Otherwise he would never have persisted in Eldara. Only the subtle atmosphere of sickness had come upon the room. The shades of the windows were drawn evenly and low down, so that the increasing brightness of the morning could only temper, not wholly dismiss the shadows. Night is the only reality of the sick bed. The day is only a long evening, awaiting for the utter dark. The doctor's little square satchel of instruments, vials, and bandages lay open on the table. He had changed the apartment as utterly as he had changed his face by putting on great, horn-rimmed spectacles. They gave an owl-like look to him, an air of omniscience. It seemed as if no mortal ailment could persist in the face of such wisdom. Well, whispered Drew. You can speak out, but not loudly, said the doctor, calmly. He's delirious. The fever is getting its hold. What do you think? Nothing. The time hasn't come for thinking. He bent his emotionless eyes closer to the big rancher. You, he said, ought to be in bed this moment. Drew waved the suggestion aside. Let me give you a sedative, added young. Nonsense! I'm going to stay here. The doctor gave up the effort. Dismissed Drew from his mind, and focused his glance on the patient once more. Calamity Ben was moving his head restlessly from side to side, keeping up a gibbering mutter. It rose now to words. Joe? A mule is to a haas, what a woman is to a man. Ever notice? The difference ain't so much in what they do as what they don't do. Me speakin' personal, I'll take a lot from any horse, and lay it to just plain spirit. But a mule can make me mad standin' still, and doin' nothin' but wobblein' them long ears, as if it understood things it wasn't goin' to speak about. We always feel around a mule, as if it knew something about you, had somethin' on you, and was laughin' soft and deep inside. Dam a mule! I remember. But here he sank into the steady, voiceless whisper again, the shadow of a sound, rather than the reality. It was ghostly to hear, even by daylight. Will it keep up long, asked Drew? Maybe until he dies. I've told you before, it's impossible for him to die. The doctor made a gesture of resignation. He explained, as long as this fever grows our man will steadily weaken. It shows that he's on the downward path. If it breaks, why, that means he will have a chance, more than a chance, to get well. It will mean that he has enough reserve strength to fight off the shock of the wound, and survive the loss of blood. It will mean, said Drew, apparently thinking aloud, that the guilt of murder does not fall on Anthony. Who is Anthony? The wounded man broke in. His voice rose high and sharp. Halt! He went on, in a sighing mumble. Shorty! Help! I'm done for! The shooting, said the doctor, who kept his fingers on the wrist of his patient. I could feel his pulse leap and stop when he said that. He said, Halt! First, a very clear sign that he tried to stop Bard before Bard shot. Doctor, you're a witness to that. He had grown deeply excited. I'm a witness to nothing. I never dreamed that you could be so interested in any human being. He nodded to himself. Do you know how I explain your greatness to myself? As that of a man enewed with life, tired of living because he had nothing in the world to occupy his affections. And here I find you so far from being enewed that you are using your whole strength to keep the guilt of murder away from another man. It's amazing. The boys will never believe it. He continued, A man who raised a riot in your own house, almost burned down your place, shot your man, stole a horse. Gad drew, you are sublime. But if he expected an explanatory answer from the rancher, he was disappointed. The latter pulled a chair beside the bed and bent his stern eyes to the patient as if he were concentrating all of a great will on bringing Calamity Ben back to health. He worked with the doctor. Every half hour a temperature was taken, and it was going up steadily. Drew heard the report each time with a tightening of the muscles about his jaws. He helped pack the wounded man with wet cloths. He ran out and stopped a wrangling noise of the cow-punchers several times. But mostly he sat without motion beside the bed, trying to will the sufferer back to life. And in the middle of the morning, after taking a temperature, the doctor looked to the rancher with a sort of dull wonder. Its dropping, whispered Drew. Its lower. I don't think its dropping. It can't be going down so soon. Wait till the next time I register it. If its lower then, he'll get well. The gray man sagged forward from his chair to his knees and took the hands of Calamity, long-fingered, bony, cold hands they were. There he remained, moveless, his keen eyes close to the wandering stare of the delirious man. Out of the exhaustless reservoir of his will, he seemed to be injecting electric strength into the other, a steadying and even flow of power that passed from his hands and into the body of Calamity. When the time came, and young stood looking down at the thermometer, Drew lifted haggard eyes, waiting. Its lower. The great arms of the rancher were thrown above his head. He rose. Changed, triumphant, as if he had torn his happiness from the heart of the heavens, and went hastily from the room, silent. At the stable he took his great bay, saddled him, and swung out on the trail for Aldera, a short, rough trail which led across the Savarac, the same course which Nash and Bard had taken the day before. But the river had greatly fallen. The water hardly washed above the knees of the horse except the center of the stream. By noon he had reached town, and went straight to the office of Glendon. The deputy was not there, and the rancher was referred to Murphy's saloon. There he found Glendon, at a corner table, with a glass of beer in front of him, and considering the sun-whitened landscape lazily through the window. At the sound of the heavy footfall of Drew he turned. Rose, his shoulders flattened against the wall behind him like a covered man prepared for a desperate stand. It's all right, cried Drew. It's all over, Glendon. Duffy won't press charges against Bard. He says that he's given the horse away. And Calamity Ben is going to live. Who says he will? I've just ridden in from his bedside. Dr. Young says the crisis has passed. And so, thank God, there was no danger to Bard. He's free from the law. Too late, said the deputy. It did not seem that Drew hurt him. He stepped closer and turned his head. What's that? Too late. I've sent men out to, to apprehend Bard. Apprehend him? Repeated Drew. Is it possible to murder him, you mean? He had not made a threatening move. But the deputy had his grip on the butt of his gun. It was that devil Nash. He persuaded me to send out a posse with him in charge. And you sent him? What could I do? Ain't it legal? Here is legal. Sometimes. It has been in the past. I have an idea it's going to be again. What do you mean by that? You'll learn later. Where did they go for Bard? He did not seem disappointed. He was rather like a man who had already heard bad news, and now only finds it confirmed. He knew before. Now the fact was simply clenched. They went out to your old place on the other side of the range. You listen to me. How many went after him? Nash, butch Conklin, and five others, butch's gang. Conklin? I was in a hole. I needed men. How long have they been gone? Since last night? Then Drew said, he's already dead. He doesn't know the mountains. I give Nash strict orders to do nothing but apprehend Bard. Don't talk, Glendon. It disgusts me. Makes my flesh crawl. He's alone with seven cutthroats against him. Not alone. Sally Fortune's better than two common men. The girl? God bless her. She's with him. She knows the country. There may be hope, Glendon. If you're wise, start praying now that I find Bard alive. If I don't, the swinging doors close behind him as he rushed through toward his horse. Glendon stood dazed, his face modelled with a sick pallor. Then he moved automatically toward the bar. Murphy hobbled down the length of the room on his wooden leg and placed a bottle and glass before the deputy. Well, he queried. Glendon poured his drink with a shaky hand, spilling much liquor across the varnished wood. He drained his glass at a gulp. I don't know. What do you think, Murphy? You heard him talk, Glendon. You ought to know what's best. Let's hear you say it. I'd climb on the best horse I own, and start west. And when I come to the sea, I'd take a slip and keep right on going till I was half way around the world. And then I'd climb a mountain, and hire a couple of dead shots for guards, and have my first night's sleep. After that I'd begin thinking of what I could do to get away from Drew. Murphy, said the other. Maybe that line of talk would sound sort of exaggerated to some, but I ain't one of them. You've got a wooden leg, but your brain's sound. But tell me, what in God's name makes him so thick with the tender foot? He waited for no answer, but started for the door. CHAPTER XIV of Traylin by Max Brand This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Reading by Rowdy Delaney Idaho, USA CHAPTER XIV PARTENERS If Drew had done hard things in his life, few were more remorseless than that ride on the Great Bay Horse that day. Starting out, he reckoned coldly the total strength of the gallant animal, the distance to his old house, and figured that it was just within possibilities that he might reach the place before evening. From that moment it was certain that the horse would not survive the ride. It was merely a question as to whether or not the master had so gauged his strength that the bay would not collapse before the summit of the range had been reached. As the miles went by, the horse loosened and extended finally to his work, sweat loosened and polished his flanks. Flex of foam whirled back and spattered his chest and the legs of his rider. He kept on. Almost to the last the rain had to be drawn taut. To the very last his heart was even greater than his body. Up the steep slopes Drew let the horse walk. Every other inch of the way it was either the fast trot or a swinging gallop, not the mechanical, easy pace of the cattlepony, but a driving, lunging speed. The big hoofs literally smashed at the rocks, and the ringing of it echoed holly along the rock face of the ravine. At the summit, for a single moment, like the bird of prey pausing in mid-circle to note the position of the field-mouse before it closes its wings, and bolts down out of the blue, Drew sat his horse motionless and stared down into the valleys below until he noted the exact location of his house. The lake glittered back and up to him in the slant light of the late afternoon. The bay, such was the violence of its panting, literally rocked beneath him. Then he started the last downward course, sweeping along the treacherous trail with reckless speed. The rocks scattered before him. When they straightened out on the level going beneath, the bay was staggering. There was no longer any of the lilt and ease of the strong horse running. It was a succession of jerks and jars, and the panting was a sharper sound than the thunder of the hooves. His shoulders, his flanks, his neck, all was foam now, and little by little the proud head fell, reached out. Still he drove against the bit. Still the rider had to keep up the restraining pressure. Until at last he knew the horse was dying on his feet, dying with each heavy stride it made. Then he let the reins hang limp. It was sad to see the answer of the bay, a snort as if of happiness, a pricking of the ears, a sudden lengthening of the stride, and quickening, a nobler lift to the head. Past the margin of the lake they swept, crashed through the woods to the right, and now very distinctly drew heard the heavy drum of firing. He groaned and drove home the spurs. And still, by some miracle, there was something left in the horse which responded. Not strength certainly that was gone long ago, but there was the indomitable spirit bred into its fine blood by gentle care for generations. The going was heavier along the trees, and yet the bay increased its pace. The crackle of rifles grew more and more distinct. A fallen trunk blocked the way. With a snort the bay gathered speed, rose, cleared the trunk with a last glorious effort, and fell dead on the other side. Drew disentangled his feet from the stirrup, raised the head of the horse, stared an instant into the glazing eyes, and then turned and ran on among the trees. Panting, dripping with sweat, his face contorted terribly by his effort. He came at last behind that rocky shoulder which commanded the approach to the old house. He found seven men sheltered there, keeping up a steady, dropping fire on the house. McNamara sat propped against a rock, a clumsy, dirty bandage around his thigh. Isaac's lay prone, a stained rag twisted tightly around his shoulder. Lovell sat with his legs crossed, staring stupidly down at the steady drip of blood from his left forearm. But Newfort, Kilrain, Conklin, and Nash maintained the fight, and Drew wondered what casualties lay on the other side. At his rush, at the sound of his heavy footfall over the rocks, the four turned with a single movement. Newfort covered him with the rifle, but Nash knocked down the boy's arm. We've done talking. It's our time to listen, understand? Newfort, Gonsullen, obeyed. He was at that age between youth and manhood when the blood, despite the songs of poets, ran slow, cold, before the heart had been called out in love, or even in friendship, before fear or hate or anything saving a deep egoism, has possessed the brain. He looked about to the others for his cue. What he saw disturbed him. Shorty Kilrain, like a boy caught playing truant, edged little by little back against the rock. Which Conklin, his eyes staring, had grown waxy pale. Steve Nash himself was sullen and gloomy rather than defiant. All this because of a gray man far past his prime of life who ran stumbling, panting toward them. At his nearer approach, a flash of understanding touched Newfort. Perhaps it was the sheer bulk of the newcomer. Perhaps more than this, it was something of stern dignity that oppressed the boy with awe. He fought against the feeling, but he was uneasy. He wanted to be far away from that place. Straight upon them the big gray man strawed, and halted in front of Nash. He said, his voice harsh and broken by running, I ordered you to bring him to me unharmed. What does this mean, Nash? The cow-puncher answered sulkily, Glendon sent us out. Don't lie, you sent yourself, and took these men. I've seen Glendon. His wrath was tempered with a sneer. But here you are, four against one. Go down and bring him out to me alive. There was no answer. You said you wanted no odds against any one man. When a man and a woman stand together, answered Nash, they're worse than a hundred. That devil-sally fortune is down there with him. A gun cracked from the house. The bullet chipped the rock with an evil clang, and the flake of stone whirled through the air and landed at the feet of Drew. There's your answer, said Nash, but we've got the rat cornered. Wrong gain. Calamity Ben is going to live. A cry of joy came from shorty Kilrain. Duffy says that he gave his horse away to Bard. Glendon has called back your posse. Ride, Nash. Or else go down there unarmed and bring Bard up to me. The shadow of a smile crossed the lips of Nash. If the law's done with him, I'm not. I won't ride, and I won't go down to him. I've got the upper hand, and I'm going to hold. If you're afraid to go down, I will. Drew unbuckled his cartridge belt and tossed it with the gun against the rocks. He drew out a wide handkerchief, and holding it above him, at full arm's length, he stepped out from the shelter. The others, gathering at their places of vantage, watched his progress toward the house. Steve Nash described it to the wounded men, who had dragged themselves half-erect. He's walking right toward the house, waving the white rag. They ain't going to shoot. He's going around the side of the house. He stopped there under the trees. Where? At the grave of his wife under the two trees. He waits there like he expected Bard to come out to him. And by God, there goes Bard to meet him. Right out into the open. Steady, Steve. Drop that gun. If you shoot now, you'll have Drew on your head afterward. Don't I know it? By God, wouldn't it be easy? I got him square inside the sights. Just press the trigger, and Anthony Bard is done for. He walks up to Drew. He's got no gun. He's empty-handed, just like Drew. He said something short and quick, and starts to step across the grave. Drew points down to it, and makes an answer. Bard steps back, like he'd been hit across the face, and stands there looking at the mound. What did Drew say? I'd give ten years of life to hear that talk. Bard looks sort of stunned. He stands there, with a hand shading his eyes, but the scent ain't that bright. Well, I knew nobody could ever stand up to Drew. The chief is talking fast and hard. The youngfeller shakes his head. Drew begins talking again. You'd think he was pleading for his life in front of a jury that meant him wrong. His hands go out like he was making an election speech. He holds one hand down like he's measuring the height of a kid. He throws up his arms again, like he'd lost everything in the world, and now Bard has dropped the hand from his face. He looks sort of interested. He steps closer to the grave again. Drew holds out both his arms. By God, boys, he's pleading with Bard. And the head of Bard is dropped. How's it going to turn out? Drew wins, of course. There goes Bard's hand, out as if it was pulling again his will. Drew catches it in both his own. Boys, here's where we grab our hosses and beat it. He turned from the rocks in haste. What do you mean, cried Conklin? Steve, are you going to leave us here to finish the job you started? Finish it, you fools. Don't you see that Drew and Bard are pals now? If we couldn't finish Bard alone, how'd we make out again the two of them? The game's up, boys. The thing that's left is for us to save our hides, if we can, before the two of them start after us. And if they do start, then God help us. He was already in the saddle. Wait, called Conklin. One of them's a tenderfoot. The other has left his gun here. What we got to fear from him. And Nash snarled in return. If there was a chance, don't you think I'd take it? Don't you see I'm giving up everything that amounts to a dam to me? Tenderfoot, he may act Eastern, and he may talk Eastern, but he's got Western blood. There ain't no other way of explaining it. When Drew, he didn't have no gun when he busted the back of old Pioto. I say there's two men, armed or not, and between them they can do more than all of us could dream of. Boys, are you coming? They went. The wounded were dragged to their feet and hoisted to their horses, groaning. At a slow walk they started down through the trees. Evening fell. The shadows slanted about them. They moved faster. At a trot. At a gallop. They were like men flying from a certain ruin. Beyond the margin of the bright lake they fled, and lost themselves in the vast, secret heart of the mountain desert. End of Chapter 40 Chapter 41 of Trelin by Max Brand This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Coming by Rowdy Delaney Idaho, U.S.A. Chapter 41 Sally Weeps All that day, in a silence broken only by murmurs inside glances, Anthony and Sally Fortune moved about the old house from window to window, and from crack to crack, keeping a steady eye on the commanding rocks above. In one of those murmurs they made their resolution. When night came they would rush the rocks, storm them from the front, and take their chance with what might follow. But night promised to give but little shelter to their stalking. For in late afternoon a broad moon was already climbing up from the east. The sky was cloudless. There was a threat of a keen, revealing moonshine for the night. Only desperation could make them attempt to storm the rock, but by the next morning, at the latest, reinforcements were sure to come, and then their fight would be utterly hopeless. So when the light of the sun mellowed, grew yellow and slant, and the shadows sloped from tree to tree, the two became more silent still, drawn, and pale of face, waiting. Anthony at a window, Sally at a crack which made an excellent loophole, they remained moveless. It was she who noted a niche which might serve as a loophole for one of the posse, and she fired at it, aiming low. The clang of the bullet against rock echoes clearly back to her, like a soft chime of a sheep-bill from the peaceful distance. Then, as if an answer to her shot, around the edge of the rocks appeared a moving rag of white which grew into William Drew, bearing above his head the white sign of the truce. In her astonishment she looked to bard. He was quivering all over, like a hound held on a tight leash, with the game in sight, hungry to be slipped upon it. The edge of his tongue passed across to his colorless lips. He was like a man who has long ridden the white-hot desert, and is now about to drink. There was the same wild gleam in his eyes. His hand shook with nervous eagerness as he shifted, and balanced his revolver. Listening, in awe, she heard the sound of his increasing panting, a sound like the breath of a running man approaching her swiftly. And she slipped to his side. Anthony, he did not answer, his gun steadied, the barrel began to incline down. His left eye was squinting. She dropped to her knees and seized his wrist. Anthony, what are you going to do? It's Drew, he whispered, and she didn't recognize his voice. It's the gray man I've waited for. It's he. In such a tone a dying man might speak of his hope of heaven. Seeing it unroll before him in his delirium. He's carrying a flag of truce, Anthony. You see that? I see nothing except his face. It blots out the rest of the world. I plant my shot there, there, in the middle of those lips. Anthony, that's William Drew, the squarist man on the range. Sally Fortune, that's William Drew, who murdered my father. Ah, she said with a sharp, indrawn breath, it isn't possible. I saw the shot fired. But not this way, Anthony, not from behind a wall. His emotion changed him, made him almost a stranger to her. He was shaken and palsied with eagerness. I could do nothing as bad as the crime he has done. For twenty years the dread of his coming haunted my father, broke him, aged him prematurely. Every day he went to a secret room and cared for his revolver, this gun here in my hand. You see? He and I, we were more than father and son, we were pals, Sally. And then this devil called my father out into the night and shot him, damn him. You've got to listen to me, Anthony. I'll listen to nothing, for there he is, and—she said with a sharp, rising ring in her voice. If you shoot at him while he carries a white flag, I'll—I'll send a bullet through your head. That's straight. We got only one law in the mountains, and it's the law of honour. If you bust that, I'm done with you, Anthony. Take my gun. Take it quickly, Sally. I can't trust myself. Looking at him, I see the place where the bullet should strike home. He forced the butt of his revolver into her hand, rose, and stepped to the door, his hands clasped behind his back. Tell me what he does. He's coming straight towards us as if he didn't fear nothing. Gray William drew. He's not packing a gun. He trusts us. The better way, answered Bard, bear hands, the better way. He has killed men with those bare hands of his. I can see him clear—great, blunt-fingered hands, Anthony. He's coming around the side of the house. I'll go into the front room. She ran past Anthony, and paused in the habitable room, spying through a crack in the wall. And Anthony stood with his eyes tightly closed, his head bowed. The image of the leashed town came more vividly to her when she glanced back at him. He's walking up the path. He stops there, where—right beside the old grave—Anthony came a deep voice—Anthony come out to me. He started, and then groaned, and stopped himself. Is the sign of truce still over his head, Sally? Yes. I dare not go out to him. I jump at his throat. She came beside him. It means something besides war. I can see it in his face. Again sorrow, Anthony, but not a wish for fighting. From the left side of his cart-reach-belt a stout-handled, long-bladed, hunting-knife was suspended. He disengaged the belt, and tossed it to the floor. Still he paused. If I go, I'll break the truce, Sally. You won't. You're a man, Anthony, and remember that you're on the range, and the law of the range holds you. Anthony, called the deep voice without. He shuttered violently. What is it? It sounds like the voice of my father calling me. I must go. She clung to him. Not till you're calmer. My father died in my arms, he answered. Let me go. He thrust her aside and strawed out the door. On the farther side of the grave stood Drew, his gray-head bear, and looking past him Anthony saw the snow-tops of the little brothers, gray also in the light of the evening. And the trees, whose branches interweaved above the grave, gray also with moss. The trees, the mountain, the old headstone, the man, they blended into a hole. Anthony said the man, I have waited half my life for this. And I, said Bard, have waited for weeks that seem longer than all my life for this. His own eager panting stopped him, but he stumbled on. I have you here in reach at last, Drew, and I'm going to tear out your heart, as you tore out the heart of John Bard. Ah, Anthony, said the other, my heart was torn out when you were born. It was torn out and buried here. And to the wild eyes of Anthony it seemed as if the great body of Drew, so feared through the mountain desert, was now enveloped with weakness, humbled by some incredible burden. After that a mist obscured his eyes. He could not see more than an outline of the great shape before him. His throat contracted, as if a hand gripped him there, and an odd tingling came at the tips of his fingers. He moved forward. It is more than I dreamed, he said hoarsely, as his foot planted firmly on top of the grave, and he poised himself, an instant before flinging himself on the great giant. It is more than I dreamed for, to face you, alone. And a solemn, even voice answered him, we are not alone. Not alone? But the others are too far off to stop me. Not alone, Anthony, your mother is here between us. Like a fog under a wind, the mist swept from the eyes of Anthony. He looked out and saw that the face of the gray man was infinitely sad, and there was a hungry tenderness that reached out, enveloped, weakened him. He glanced down, saw that his heel was on the mound of the grave, saw again the headstone, and the time-blurred inscription. Here sleeps Joan, the wife of William Drew, she chose this place for rest. A mortal weakness, and trembling seized him. The wind puffed against his face, and he went staggering back, his hand caught up to his eyes. He closed his mind against the words which he had heard. But the deep organ voice spoke again, oh boy, your mother! In the stupor which came over him he saw two faces, the stern eyes of John Bard, and the dark, mocking beauty of the face which had looked down to him in John Bard's secret room. He lowered his hand from his eyes. He stared at William Drew, and it seemed to him that it was John Bard he looked upon. Their names differed, but long pain had touched them with a common grayness. And it seemed to Anthony that it was only a moment ago that the key had turned in the lock of John Bard's secret room, the hidden chamber which he kept like Bluebeard for himself, where he went like Bluebeard to see his past. Only an instant before he had turned the key in that lock, the door opened, and this was the scene which met his eyes, the grave, the blurred tombstone, and the stern figure beyond. John, he repeated, your wife, my mother? He heard a sob, not of pain but of happiness, and knew that the blue eyes of Sally Fortune looked out to him from the doorway of the house. The low voice hurried now, broke in on him. When I married Joan, John Bard fled from the range. He could not bear to look on our happiness. You see, I had won her by chance, and he hated me for it. If you had seen her, Anthony, you would understand. I crossed the mountains and came here and built this house, for your mother was like a wild bird, Anthony, and I did not dare let men near her. Then a son was born, and she died giving him birth. Afterward I lived on here, close to the place which she had chosen herself for rest, and I was happy because the boy grew every day into a more perfect picture of his dead mother. One day, when he was almost three, I rode off through the hills, and when I came back the boy was gone. I rode with a posse everywhere, hunting him. I, Anthony, the trail which I started then, I have kept at ever since, year after year, and here it ends where it began, at the grave of Joan. Finally, I came on news that a man much like John Bard in appearance had been seen near my house that day. Then I knew it was Bard in fact. He had seen the image of the woman we both loved in the boy. He was all that was left of her on earth. After these years I can read his heart clearly. I know why he took the boy. Then I left this place. I could not bear the sight of the grave, for she slept in peace, and I lived in hell waiting for the return of my son. At last I went east. I was at Madison Square Garden and saw you ride. It was the face of Joan that looked back at me, and I knew that I was close to the end of the trail. The next night I called out John Bard. He had been in hell all those years, like me, for he had waited for my coming. He begged me to let him have you, said you loved him as a father. I only laughed. We fought, and he fell, and I saw you running over the lawn toward us. I remembered Joan, her pride and fierceness, and I knew if I waited a son would kill his father that night. So I turned and fled through the trees. Anthony, do you believe me? Do you forgive me? The memory of the clumsy, hungered tenderness of John Bard swept about, Anthony. He cried, How can I believe you? He was my father, my father, what has left? The solemn voice replied, Anthony, my son. He saw the great, blunt-fingered hands which had killed men, which were feared through the length and breadth of the mountain desert, stretch out to him. Anthony drew, the voice said. His hand went out, feebly, by slow degrees, and was caught in a mighty double clasp. The depth flowed through him from that grasp, and a great emotion troubled him, and a voice from deep to deep echoed within him, the call of blood to blood. He knew the truth, for the hate burned out of him, and left only an infinite sadness. He said, What of the man who loved me, whom I loved? I have done pinnets for that death, answered William Drew, and I shall do more pinnets before I die. For I am only your father in name, but he was the father in your thoughts, and in your love. Is it true? It is true, said Anthony. And the other, bitterly, in his life he was as strong as I. In his death he is still stronger. It is his victory. His shadow falls between us. But Anthony answered, Let us go together, and bring his body, and bury it at the left side of my mother. Lad, that is the one thing we can do together. And after that? A plaintive sound came to the ear of Anthony, and he looked down to see Sally Fortune weeping at the grave of Joan. Better than both men she understood, perhaps. In the deep tenderness which swelled through him, he caught a sense of the drift of life through many generations of the past, and projecting into the future men and women, strong and fair, and each with a high and passionate love. The men died, and the women changed, but the love persisted with a will to live. It came from a thousand springs, but it rolled in one river to the sea. The past stood there in the form of William Drew. He and Sally made the present, and through his love of her sprang the hope of the future. It was very clear to him. The love of Bard and Drew for Joan Piotto had not died, but passed through the flame and the torment of the three ruined lives, and returned again with gathering power as the force which swept him and Sally Fortune out into the river and toward that far-off sea. The last mist was brushed from his eyes. He saw with a piercing vision the world, himself, life. He looked to William Drew and saw that he was gazing on an old and broken man. He said to the old man, Father, she is wiser than us both, and he pointed to Sally Fortune still weeping softly on the grave of Joan. But William Drew had no eye for her. He was fallen into a deep muse over the blurred inscription on the headstone. He did not even raise his head when Anthony touched Sally Fortune on the shoulder. She rose, and they stole together back toward the house. There as they stood close together Sally murmured, It is cruel to leave him alone. He needs us now, close to him. His hand wandered slowly across her hair, and he said, Sally, how close can we ever be to him? We can only watch and wait and try to understand, murmured Sally Fortune. They were so close to the door of the ruined house, now, that the taint of burnt powder crept out to them, a small, keen odor, and with a sudden desire to protect her, he drew her close to him. There was no tensing of her body when his arms went around her, and he knew with a rush of tenderness how completely, how perfectly she accepted him. For the hand which held her, he felt soft fingers settle to keep it in its place, and when he looked down he found that her face was raised, and the eyes which brooded on him were misty bright, like the eyes of a child when joy overflows it, but awe keeps it quiet. End of Chapter 41 of Traylin by Max Brand. Read by Rowdy Delaney, Idaho, USA.