 23 I've done it!" George cried. What do you mean, I've done it! And what have I done? The white evening tie he had been about to put on, dangling from his hand, which had fallen limply on the arm of the chair. The tie dropped to the floor before he replied, and the hand that had held it was lifted to stroke his graying hair reflexively. By Joe, he muttered, that is too bad. George folded his arms bitterly. Would you kindly answer my question? What have I done that wasn't honorable and right? Do you think these riff-raff can go about bandying my mother's name? They can now, said Amberson. I don't know if they could before, but they certainly can now. What do you mean by that? His uncle's side profoundly picked up his tie and, preoccupied with despondency, twisted the strip of white lawn till it became unwearable. Meanwhile he tried to enlighten his nephew. Gossip is never fatal, Georgie. He said, until it is denied. Gossip goes on about every human being alive and about all the dead that are alive enough to be remembered. And yet almost never does any harm until some defender makes a controversy. Gossip's a nasty thing, but it's sickly. And if people of good intentions will let it entirely alone, it will die ninety-nine times out of a hundred. See here, George said. I didn't come to listen to any generalizing dose of philosophy. I asked you. You asked me what you've done, and I'm telling you. Amberson gave him a melancholy smile continuing. Suffer me to do it in my own way. Fanny says there's been talk about your mother, and that Mrs. Johnson does some of it. I don't know, because naturally nobody would come to me with such stuff or mention it before me. But it's presumably true. I suppose it is. I've seen Fanny with Mrs. Johnson quite a lot, and that old lady is a notorious gossip, and that's why she ordered you out of her house when you pinned her down that she'd been gossiping. I have a suspicion Mrs. Johnson has been quite a comfort to Fanny in their long talks. But she'll probably quit speaking to her over this, because Fanny told you. I suppose it's true that the whole town, a lot of others, that is, do share in the gossip. In this town, naturally, anything about any Amberson has always been a stone dropped into the center of a pond, and a lie would send the ripples as far as a truth would. I've been on a steamer when the story went all over the boat, the second day out, that the prettiest girl on board didn't have any ears, and you can take it as a rule that when a woman's past thirty-five, the prettier her hair is, the more certain you are to meet somebody with reliable information that it's a wig. You can be sure that for many years there's been more gossip in this place about the Ambersons than about any other family. I daresay it isn't so much so now as it used to be, because the town got too big long ago. But it's the truth that the more prominent you are, the more gossip there is about you, and the more people would like to pull you down. Well, they can't do it as long as you refuse to know what gossip there is about you. But the minute you notice it, it's got you. I'm not speaking of certain kinds of slander that sometimes people have got to take to the courts. I'm talking of the wretched buzzing the Mrs. Johnson's do, the thing you seem to have such a horror of, people talking, the kind of thing that has assailed your mother. People who have repeated a slander either get ashamed or forget it, if they're let alone, challenge them, and in self-defense they believe everything they've said. They'd rather believe you a sinner than believe themselves liars, naturally. Submit to gossip and you kill it. Fight it, and you make it strong. People will forget almost any slander except one that's been fought. Is that all? George asked. I suppose so. His uncle murmured sadly. Well then, may I ask what you'd have done in my place? I'm not sure, Georgie. When I was your age I was like you in many ways, especially in not being very cool-headed. So I can't say. Youth can't be trusted for much, except asserting itself in fighting and making love. Indeed, George snorted. May I ask what you think I ought to have done? Nothing. Nothing, George echoed mocking bitterly. I suppose you think I mean to let my mother's good name—your mother's good name—Amberson cut him off impatiently. Nobody has a good name in a bad mouth. Nobody has a good name in a silly mouth, either. Well, your mother's name was in some silly mouths, and all you've done was to go and have a scene with the worst old woman gossip in the town—a scene that's going to make her into a partisan against your mother, whereas she was a mere prattler before. Don't you suppose she'll be all over town with this tomorrow? Tomorrow? Why, she'll have her telephone going to-night, as long as any of her friends are up. People that never heard anything about this are going to hear it all now, with embellishments, and she'll see to it that everybody who's hinted anything about poor Isabel will know that you're on the war-path, and that will put them on the defensive and make them vicious. The story will grow as it spreads, and George unfolded his arms to strike his right fist into his left palm. But do you suppose I'm going to tolerate such things? He shouted, What do you suppose I'll be doing? Nothing helpful. Oh, you think so, do you? You can do absolutely nothing, said Amberson. Nothing of any use. The more you do, the more harm you'll do. You'll see, I'm going to stop this thing if I have to force my way into every house on National Avenue and Amberson Boulevard. His uncle laughed rather sourly, but made no other comment. Well, what do you propose to do? George demanded. Do you propose to sit there? Yes. And let this riff-raff banding my mother's good name back and forth among them. Is that what you propose to do? It's all I can do. Amberson returned. It's all any of us can do now. Just sit still and hope that the thing may die down in time, in spite of your stirring up that awful old woman. George drew a long breath, then advanced and stood close before his uncle. Didn't you understand me when I told you that people are saying my mother means to marry this man? Yes, I understood you. You say that my going over there has made matters worse. George went on. How about it if such an unspeakable marriage did take place? Do you think that would make people believe they've been wrong in saying, you know what they say? No, said Amberson deliberately. I don't believe it would. There'd be more badness in the bad mouths and more silliness in the silly mouths, I dare say. But it wouldn't hurt Isabel and Eugene if they never heard of it, and if they did hear of it, then they could take their choice between placating gossip or living for their own happiness. If they have decided to marry, George almost staggered. Good God! he gasped. You speak of it calmly. Amberson looked up at him inquiringly. Why shouldn't they marry if they want to? he asked. It's their own affair. Why shouldn't they? George echoed. Why shouldn't they? Yes, why shouldn't they? I don't see anything precisely monstrous about two people getting married when they're both free and care about each other. What's the matter with their marrying? It would be monstrous, George shouted. Monstrous even if this horrible thing hadn't happened, but now in the face of this— Oh, that you can sit there and even speak of it! Your own sister! Oh, God! Oh! He became incoherent, swinging away from Amberson and making for the door, wildly gesturing. For heaven's sake, don't be so theatrical! said his uncle, and then, seeing that George was leaving the room, come back here. You mustn't speak to your mother of this. Don't tend to, George said indistinctly, and he plunged out into the big, dimly-lit hall. He passed his grandfather's room on the way to the stairs, and the major was visible within, his white head brightly illumined by a lamp, as he bent low over a ledger upon his roll-top desk. He did not look up, and his grandson strode by the door, not really conscious of the old figure stooping at its tremulous work with long additions and subtractions that refused to balance as they used to. George went home and got a hat and overcoat without seeing either his mother or Fanny. Then he left word that he would be out for dinner, and hurried away from the house. He walked the dark streets of Amberson addition for an hour, then went downtown and got coffee at a restaurant. After that he walked through the lighted parts of the town until ten o'clock, when he turned north and came back to the Perleus of the addition. He strode through the length and breadth of it again, his hat pulled down over his forehead, his overcoat collar turned up behind. He walked fiercely, though his feet ached, but by and by he turned homeward, and when he reached the majors, went in and sat upon the steps of the huge stone veranda in front, an obscure figure in that lonely and repellent place. All lights were out at the majors, and finally, after twelve, he saw his mother's window darken at home. He waited half an hour longer, then crossed the front yards of the new houses, and let himself noiselessly in the front door. The light in the hall had been left burning, and another in his own room as he discovered when he got there. He locked the door quickly and without noise, but his fingers were still upon the key when there was a quick footfall in the hall outside. Georgie, dear! He went to the other end of the room before replying. Yes? I've been wondering where you were, dear. Had you? There was a pause. Then she said timidly, wherever it was, I hope you had a pleasant evening. After a silence. Thank you, he said, without expression. Another silence followed before she spoke again. You wouldn't care to be kissed good night, I suppose? And with a little flurry of placative laughter she added, at your age, of course. I'm going to bed now, he said. Good night. Another silence seemed blanker than those which had preceded it, and finally her voice came. It was blank, too. Good night. After he was in bed his thoughts became more tumultuous than ever, while among all the incoate and fragmentary sketches of this dreadful day, now rising before him, the clearest was of his uncle collapsed in a big chair with a white tie dangling from his hand, and one conviction, following upon that picture, became definite in George's mind, that his uncle George Amberson was a hopeless dreamer from whom no help need be expected, an amiable imbecile lacking in normal impulses, and wholly useless in a struggle which required honor to be defended by a man of action. Then would return a vision of Mrs. Johnson's furious round head, set behind her great bosom, like the sun far sunk on the horizon of a mountain plateau, and her crackling, asthmatic voice, without sharing in other people's disposition to put an evil interpretation on what may be nothing more than unfortunate appearances. Other people may be less considerate in not confirming their discussion of it as I have to charitable views. You'll know something pretty quick, you'll know you're out in the street, and then George would get up again, and again, and pace the floor in his bare feet. That was what the tormented young man was doing when daylight came gauntly in at his window, pacing the floor, rubbing his head in his hands, and muttering, It can't be true. This can't be happening to me. The food remained untouched, and he sustained himself upon coffee, four cups of it, which left nothing of value inside the glistening little percolator. During this process he heard his mother being summoned to the telephone in the hall, not far from his door, and then her voice responding, Yes. Oh, it's you. Indeed I should. Of course. Then I'll expect you about three. Yes, good-bye till then. A few minutes later he heard her speaking to someone beneath his window, and, looking out, saw her directing the removal of plants from a small garden-bed to the major's conservatory for the winter. There was an air of briskness about her, as she turned away to go into the house, she laughed gaily with the major's gardener over something, he said, and this unconcerned cheerfulness of her was terrible to her son. He went to his desk, and, searching the jumbled contents of a drawer, brought forth a large, unframed photograph of his father, upon which he gazed long and piteously, till at last hot tears stood in his eyes. It was strange how the inconsequent face of Wilbur seemed to increase in high significance during this belated interview between father and son, and how it seemed to take on a reproachful nobility. And yet, under the circumstances, nothing could have been more natural than that George, having paid but the slightest attention to his father in life, should begin to deify him, now that he was dead. Poor, poor father! The son whispered brokenly. Poor man! I'm glad you didn't know. He wrapped the picture in a sheet of newspaper, put it under his arm, and, leaving the house hurriedly and stealthily, went downtown to the shop of a silversmith, where he spent sixty dollars on a resplendently festooned silver frame for the picture. Having lunched upon more coffee, he returned to the house at two o'clock, carrying the framed photograph with him, and placed it upon the center-table in the library, the room most used by Isabelle and Fanny and himself. Then he went to a front window of the long reception room, and sat looking out through the lace curtains. The house was quiet, though once or twice he heard his mother in Fanny moving about upstairs, and a ripple of song in the voice of Isabelle, a fragment from the romantic ballad of Lord Bateman. Lord Bateman was a noble lord, a noble lord of high degree, and he sailed west, and he sailed east, far countries for to see. The words became indistinct, the air was hummed absently, the humming shifted to a whistle, then drifted out of hearing, and the place was still again. George looked often at his watch, but his vigil did not last an hour. At ten minutes of three, peering through the curtain, he saw an automobile stop in front of the house, and Eugene Morgan jumped lightly down from it. The car was of a new pattern, low and long, with an ample seat in the tonneau, facing forward, and a professional driver sat at the wheel, a strange figure in leather, goggled out of all personality, and seemingly part of the mechanism. Eugene himself, as he came up the cement path to the house, was a figure of the new era which was in time to be so disastrous, to stiff hats and skirted coats, and his appearance afforded a debonair contrast to that of the queer-looking duck capering at the Amberson ball in an old dress-coat, and chugging up National Avenue through the snow in his nightmare of a sewing machine. Eugene, this afternoon, was richly in the new outdoor mode, motoring coat was soft gray fur, his cap and gloves were of gray suede, and though Lucy's hand may have shown itself in the selection of these garnatures, he wore them easily, even with becoming hint of jauntiness. Some change might be in his face, too, for a successful man is seldom to be mistaken, especially of his temper, begenial. Eugene had begun to look like a millionaire. But above everything else, what was most evident about him, as he came up the path, was confidence in the happiness promised by his errand. The anticipation in his eyes could have been read by a stranger. His look at the door of Isbell's house was the look of a man who is quite certain that the next moment will reveal something ineffably charming, inexpressibly dear. When the bell rang, George waited at the entrance of the reception room until a housemaid came through the hall on her way to answer the summons. You didn't mind, Mary, he told her. I'll see who it is, and what they want. Probably it's only a peddler. Thank you, sir, Mr. George, said Mary, and returned to the rear of the house. George went slowly to the front door and halted, regarding the misty silhouette of the collar upon the ornamental frosted glass. After a minute of waiting, this silhouette changed outline so that an arm could be distinguished, an arm outstretched toward the bell, as if the gentleman outside doubted whether or not it had sounded, and were minded to try again. But before the gesture was completed, George abruptly threw open the door and stepped squarely upon the middle of the threshold. A slight change shadowed the face of Eugene. His look of happy anticipation gave way to something formal and polite. How do you do, George? he said. Mrs. Minnifer expects to go driving with me, I believe. If you'll be so kind as to send her word that I'm here. George made not the slightest movement. No, he said. Eugene was incredulous, even when his second glance revealed how hot of I was the haggard young man before him. I beg your pardon. I said, I heard you, said George. You said you had an engagement with my mother, and I told you, no. Eugene gave him a steady look, and then he said quietly, what is the difficulty? George kept his own voice quiet enough, but that did not mitigate the vibrant fury of it. My mother will have no interest in knowing that you came here today, he said, or any other day. Eugene continued to look at him with a scrutiny in which began to gleam a profound anger, none less powerful because it was so quiet. I am afraid I do not understand you. I doubt if I could make it much plainer, George said, raising his voice slightly, but I'll try. You're not wanted in this house, Mr. Morgan, now or at any other time. Perhaps you'll understand this. And with the last word he closed the door in Eugene's face. Then, not moving away, he stood just inside the door, and noted that the misty silhouette remained upon the frosted glass for several moments, as if the forbidden gentleman debated in his mind what course to pursue. Let him ring again, George thought grimly, or try the side door, or the kitchen. But Eugene made no further attempt. The silhouette disappeared. Footsteps could be heard withdrawing across the floor of the veranda, and George, returning to the window in the reception room, was rewarded by the sight of an automobile manufacturer in baffled retreat, with all his wooing furs and fineries mocking him. Eugene got into his car slowly, not looking back at the house which had just taught him such a lesson, and it was easily visible, even from a window seventy feet distant, that he was not the same light suitor who had jumped so gallantly from the car only a few minutes earlier. Observing the heaviness of his movements as he climbed into the tenot, George indulged in a sickish throat rumble which bore a distant cousinship to mirth. The car was quicker than its owner, it shot away as soon as he had sunk into his seat, and George, having watched its impetuous disappearance from his field of vision, ceased to haunt the window. He went to the library, and, seating himself beside the table whereon he had placed the photograph of his father, picked up a book and pretended to be engaged in reading it. Presently Isabelle's buoyant step was heard descending the stairs, and her low, sweet whistling renewing the air of Lord Bateman. She came into the library, still whistling thoughtfully, a fur coat over her arm, ready to put on, and two veils round her small black hat. Her right hand engaged in buttoning the glove upon her left, and, as the large room contained too many pieces of heavy furniture, and the inside shutters excluded most of the light of day, she did not at once perceive George's presence. Instead she went to the bay window at the end of the room, which afforded a view of the street, and glanced out expectantly, then bent her attention upon her glove. After that looked out toward the street again, ceased to whistle, and turned toward the interior of the room. Why, Georgie! She came, leaned over him from behind, and there was a faint exquisite odor as from distant apple blossoms as she kissed his cheek. Dear, I waited lunch almost an hour for you, but you didn't come. Did you lunch out somewhere? Yes. He did not look up from the book. Did you have plenty to eat? Yes. Are you sure? Wouldn't you like to have Maggie get you something now in the dining room? Or they could bring it to you here, if you think it would be cosier. Shant I? A jinkling bell was audible, and she moved to the doorway into the hall. I'm going out driving, dear. I— She interrupted herself to address the housemaid who was passing through the hall. I think it's Mr. Morgan, Mary. Tell him I'll be there at once. Yes, ma'am. Mary returned. T'was a peddler, ma'am. Another one, Isabel said, surprised. I thought you said it was a peddler when the bell rang a little while ago. Mr. George said it was ma'am. He went to the door. Mary informed her, disappearing. There seemed to be a great many of them. Isabel mused. What did yours want to sell, George? He didn't say. You must have cut him off short, she laughed, and then, still standing in the doorway, she noticed the big silver frame upon the table beside him. Gracious, Georgie! she exclaimed. You have been investing! And as she came across the room for a closer view. Is it—is it Lucy? She asked, half timidly, half archly, but the next instant she saw whose likeness was thus set forth in the Legiac splendor, and she was silent, except for a long, just audible— Oh! He neither looked up nor moved. That was nice of you, Georgie. She said, in a low voice, presently, I ought to have had it framed myself when I gave it to you. He said nothing, and standing beside him she put her hand gently upon his shoulder, then as gently withdrew it, and went out of the room. But she did not go upstairs. He heard the faint rustle of her dress in the hall, and then the sound of her footsteps in the reception room. After a time, silence succeeded even these slight tokens of her presence, whereupon George rose and went warily into the hall, taking care to make no noise, and he obtained an oblique view of her through the open double doors of the reception room. She was sitting in the chair which he had occupied so long, and she was looking out of the window expectantly, a little troubled. He went back to the library, waited an interminable half hour, then returned noiselessly to the same position in the hall where he could see her. She was still sitting patiently by the window. Waiting for that man, was she? Well, it might be quite a long wait. And the grim George silently ascended the stairs to his own room, and began to pace his suffering floor. End of chapter. Chapter 25 Of The Magnificent Ambersons This LibriVox recording is in the public domain, and is read by Mark Smith of Simpsonville, South Carolina. The Magnificent Ambersons, by Booth Tarkington. Chapter 25 He left his door open, however, and when he heard the front doorbell ring, by and by, he went halfway down the stairs and stood to listen. He was not much afraid that Morgan would return, but he wished to make sure. Mary appeared in the hall below him, but after a glance toward the front of the house turned back and withdrew. Evidently Isabel had gone to the door. Then a murmur was heard and George Ambersons' voice quick and serious. I want to talk to you, Isabel. And another murmur. Then Isabel and her brother passed the foot of the broad, dark stairway, but did not look up, and remained unconscious of the watchful presence above them. Isabel still carried her cloak upon her arm, but Amberson had taken her hand and retained it, and as he led her silently into the library there was something about her attitude and the pose of her slightly bent head, which was both startled and meek. Thus they quickly disappeared from George's sight, hand in hand, and Amberson at once closed the massive double doors of the library. For a time all that George could hear was the indistinct sound of his uncle's voice. What he was saying could not be surmised, though the troubled brotherliness of his tone was evident. He seemed to be explaining something at considerable length, and there were moments when he paused, and George guessed that his mother was speaking, but her voice must have been very low, for it was entirely inaudible to him. Suddenly he did hear her. Through the heavy doors her outcry came clear and loud, oh no! It was a cry of protest, as if something her brother told her must be untrue, or if it were true the fact he stated must be undone, and it was a sound of sheer pain. Another sound of pain, close to George, followed it. This was a vehement sniffling which broke out just above him, and, looking up, he saw Fanny Minifer on the landing, leaning over the banisters and applying her handkerchief to her eyes and nose. I can guess what that was about, she whispered huskily. He's just told her what you did to Eugene. George gave her a dark look over his shoulder. You go on back to your room, he said, and he began to descend the stairs, but Fanny, guessing his purpose, rushed down and caught his arm, detaining him. You're not going in there, she whispered huskily. You don't let go of me. But she clung to him savagely. No, you don't, Georgie Minifer. You keep away from there. You will. You let go of—I won't. You come back here. You'll come upstairs and let them alone. That's what you'll do. And with such passionate determination did she clutch and tug, never losing a grip of him somewhere, though George tried as much as he could, without hurting her to wrench away. With such utter forgetfulness of her maiden dignity did she assault him, that she forced him, stumbling upward to the landing. Of all the ridiculous— He began furiously, but she spared one hand from its grasp of his sleeve and clapped it over his mouth. Hush up! Never for an instant in this grotesque struggle did Fanny raise her voice above a husky whisper. Hush up! It's indecent, like squabbling outside the door of an operating room. Go on to the top of the stairs. Go on. And when George had most unwillingly obeyed, she planted herself in his way on the top step. There, she said, the idea of your going in there now. I never heard of such a thing. And with a sudden departure of the nervous vigor she had shown so amazingly, she began to cry again. I was an awful fool. I thought you knew what was going on or I never, never would have done it. Do you suppose I dreamed you go making everything into such a tragedy? Do you? I don't care what you dreamed, George muttered. But Fanny went on, always taking care to keep her voice from getting too loud, in spite of her most grievous agitation. Do you dream I thought you go making such a fool of yourself at Mrs. Johnson's? Oh, I saw her this morning. She wouldn't talk to me, but I met George Amberson on my way back, and he told me what you'd done over there. And do you dream I thought you'd do what you'd done here this afternoon to Eugene? Oh, I knew that, too. I was looking out of the front bedroom window, and I saw him drive up and then go away again, and I knew you'd been to the door. Of course he went to George Amberson about it, and that's why George is here. He's got to tell Isabelle the whole thing now, and you wanted to go in there interfering. God knows what. You stay here and let her brother tell her. He's got some consideration for her. I suppose you think I haven't. George said, challenging her, and at that Fanny laughed witheringly. You! Considerate of anybody! I'm considerate of her good name, he said hotly. It seems to me that's about the first thing to be considerate of, in being considerate of a person. And look here, it strikes me you're taking a pretty different tack from what you did yesterday afternoon. Fanny rung her hands. I did a terrible thing, she lamented. Now that it's done and too late I know what it was. I didn't have sense enough just to let things go on. I didn't have any business to interfere, and I didn't mean to interfere. I only wanted to talk and let out a little. I did think you already knew everything I told you. I did. And I'd rather have my hand cut off than stir you up to doing what you have done. I was just suffering so that I wanted to let out a little. I didn't mean any real harm. But now I see what's happened. Oh, I was a fool. I hadn't any business interfering. Eugene never would have looked at me anyhow, and oh, why couldn't I have seen that before? He never came here a single time in his life except on her account. Never. And I might have let them alone, because he wouldn't have looked at me even if he'd never seen Isabel. And they haven't done any harm. She made Wilbur happy, and she was a true wife to him as long as he lived. It wasn't a crime for her to care for Eugene all the time. She certainly never told him she did. And she gave me every chance in the world. She left us alone together every time she could, even since Wilbur died. And what was the use? And here I go, not doing myself a bit of good by it, and just fanny-rung her hands again, just ruining them. I suppose you mean I'm doing that, George said bitterly. Yes, I do. She sobbed and drooped upon the stairway railing exhausted. On the contrary, I mean to save my mother from a calamity. Fanny looked at him wanly in a tired despair. Then she stepped by him and went slowly to her own door, where she paused and beckoned to him. What do you want? Just come here a minute. What for? he asked impatiently. I just wanted to say something to you. Well, for a heaven's sake, say it. There's nobody to hear. Nevertheless, after a moment, as she beckoned him again, he went to her profoundly annoyed. Well, what is it? George, she said in a low voice. I think you ought to be told something. If I were you, I'd let my mother alone. Oh, my Lord! he groaned. I'm doing these things for her, not against her. A mildness had come upon Fanny, and she had controlled her weeping. She shook her head gently. No, I'd let her alone if I were you. I don't think she's very well, George. She? I never saw a healthier person in my life. No. She doesn't let anybody know, but she goes to the doctor regularly. Women are always going to doctors regularly. No, he told her to. George was not impressed. It's nothing at all. She spoke of it to me years ago, some kind of family failing. She said grandfather had it too, and look at him. Hasn't proved very serious with him. You act as if I'd done something wrong in sending that man about his business, and as if I were going to persecute my mother instead of protecting her. By Jove, it's sickening. You told me how all the riff-raff in town were busy with her name, and then the minute I lift my hand to protect her, you begin to attack me and shh! Fanny checked him, laying her hand on his arm. Your uncle is going. The library doors were heard opening, and a moment later there came the sound of the front door closing. George moved toward the head of the stairs, then stood listening. But the house was silent. Fanny made a slight noise with her lips to attract his attention, and when he glanced toward her, shook her head at him urgently. Let her alone, she whispered. She's down there by herself. Don't go down. Let her alone. She moved a few steps toward him and halted. Her face pallid and awe struck, and then both stood listening for anything that might break the silence downstairs. No sound came to them. That poignant silence was continued throughout long, long minutes, while the two listeners stood there under its mysterious spell, and in its plaintive eloquence, speaking as it did of the figure alone in the big dark library, where Dead Wilbur's new silver frame gleamed in the dimness, there was something that checked even George. Above the ant and nephew, as they kept this strange vigil, there was a triple window of stained glass, to illumine the landing and upper reaches of the stairway. Figures in blue and amber garments posed gracefully in panels, conceived by some craftsmen of the eighties to represent love and purity and beauty, and these figures, led into unalterable attitudes, were little more motionless than the two human beings upon whom fell the modelled faint light of the window. The colors were growing dull, evening was coming on. Fanny Minnifer broke the long silence with the sound from her throat, a stilled gasp, and with that great companion of hers, her handkerchief, retired softly to the loneliness of her own chamber. After she had gone, George looked about him bleakly, then on Tipto crossed the hall and went into his own room, which was filled with twilight. Still Tiptoeing, though he could not have said why, he went across the room and sat down heavily in a chair facing the window. Outside there was nothing but the darkening air, and the wall of the nearest of the new houses. He had not slept at all the night before, and he had eaten nothing since the preceding day at lunch, but he felt neither drowsiness nor hunger. His set determination filled him, kept him but too wide awake, and his gaze at the grayness beyond the window was wide-eyed and bitter. Darkness had closed in when there was a step in the room behind him. Then someone knelt beside the chair. Two arms went round him with infinite compassion. A gentle head rested against his shoulder, and there came the faint scent as of apple blossoms far away. You mustn't be troubled, darling. His mother whispered. End of chapter. Chapter 26 Of The Magnificent Ambersons This Lieberbox recording is in the public domain and is read by Mark Smith of Simpsonville, South Carolina. The Magnificent Ambersons, by Booth Tarkington, Chapter 26 George choked. For an instant he was on the point of breaking down, but he commanded himself, bravely dismissing the self-pity roused by her compassion. How can I help but be? he said. No, no. She soothed him. You mustn't. You mustn't be troubled, no matter what happens. That's easy enough to say. He protested, and he moved as if to rise. Let's just stay like this a little while, dear, just a minute or two. I want to tell you, Brother George has been here, and he told me everything about— about how unhappy you'd been, and how you went so gallantly to that old woman with the opera glasses. Isabel gave a sad little laugh. What a terrible old woman she is! What a really terrible thing a vulgar old woman can be! Mother, I—and again he moved to rise. Must you? It seemed to me such a comfortable way to talk. Well— She yielded. He rose, helped her to her feet, and pressed the light into being. As the room took life from the sudden lines of fire within the bulbs, Isabel made a deprecatory gesture, and with a faint laugh of apologetic protest turned quickly away from George. What she meant was— You mustn't see my face until I've made it nicer for you. Then she turned again to him, her eyes downcast, but no sign of tears in them, and she contrived to show him that there was the semblance of a smile upon her lips. She still wore her hat, and in her unsteady fingers she held a white envelope, somewhat crumpled. Now, Mother— Wait, dearest, she said, and though he stood stone cold, she lifted her arms, put them round him again, and pressed her cheek lightly to his. Oh, you do look so troubled, poor dear! One thing you couldn't doubt, beloved boy. You know I could never care for anything in the world as I care for you. Never, never! Now, Mother— She released him and stepped back. Just a moment more, dearest. I want you to read this first. We can get at things better. She pressed into his hand the envelope she had brought with her, and as he opened it and began to read the long enclosure, she walked slowly to the other end of the room, then stood there with her back to him, and her head drooping a little, until he had finished. The sheets of paper were covered with Eugene's handwriting. George Amberson will bring you this, dear Isabel. He is waiting while I write. He and I have talked things over, and before he gives this to you he will tell you what has happened. Of course, I'm rather confused, and haven't had time to think matters out very definitely, and yet I believe I should have been better prepared for what took place today. I ought to have known it was coming, because I've understood for quite a long time that young George was getting to dislike me more and more. Somehow I've never been able to get his friendship. He's always had a latent distrust of me, or something like distrust, and perhaps that's made me sometimes a little awkward and diffident with him. I think it may be he felt from the first that I cared a great deal about you, and he naturally resented it. I think perhaps he felt this even during all the time when I was so careful. At least I thought I was, not the show, even to you, how immensely I did care. And he may have feared that you were thinking too much about me, even when you weren't, and only liked me as an old friend. It's perfectly comprehensible to me, also, that at his age one gets excited about gossip. Dear Isabel, what I'm trying to get at, in my confused way, is that you and I don't care about this nonsensical gossip ourselves at all. Yesterday I thought the time had come when I could ask you to marry me, and you were dear enough to tell me some time it might come to that. Well, you and I, left to ourselves and, knowing what we have been and what we are, we'd pay as much attention to talk as we would to any other kind of old cat's mewing. We'd not be very apt to let such things keep us from the plenty of life we have left to us for making up to ourselves for old unhappinesses and mistakes. But now we're faced with not the slander and not our own fear of it, because we haven't any, but someone else's fear of it, your son's. And, oh, dearest woman in the world, I know what your son is to you and it frightens me. Let me explain a little. I don't think he'll change. At twenty-one or twenty-two so many things appear solid and permanent and terrible which forty sees are nothing but disappearing miasma. Forty can't tell twenty about this. That's the pity of it. Twenty can find out only by getting to be forty. And so we come to this, dear. Will you live your own life your way? Or George's way? I'm going a little further, because it would be fatal not to be holy frank now. George will act toward you only as your long worship of him, your sacrifices, all the unseen little ones every day since he was born, will make him act. Dear, it breaks my heart for you, but what you have to oppose now is the history of your own selfless and perfect motherhood. I remember saying once that what you worshipped in your son was the angel you saw in him, and I still believe that is true of every mother. But in a mother's worship she may not see that the will in her son should not always be offered incense along with the angel. I grow sick with fear for you, for both you and me, when I think how the will against us too has grown strong through the love you have given the angel, and how long your own sweet will has served that other. Are you strong enough, Isabel? Can you make the fight? I promise you that if you will take heart for it, you will find so quickly that it is all amounted to nothing. You shall have happiness, and in a little while only happiness. You need only to write me a line. I can't come to your house. And tell me where you will meet me. We will come back in a month, and the angel in your son will bring him to you. I promise it. What is good in him will grow so fine once you have beaten the turbulent will, but it must be beaten. Your brother, that good friend, is waiting with such patience I should not keep him longer, and I'm saying too much for wisdom, I fear. But, oh my dear, won't you be strong, such a little short strength it would need? Don't strike my life down twice dear. This time I've not deserved it. Eugene, concluding this missive, George tossed it abruptly from him so that one sheet fell upon his bed and the others upon the floor, and at the faint noise of their falling Isabel came and kneeling began to gather them up. Did you read it, dear? George's face was pale no longer but pink with fury. Yes, I did! All of it? she asked gently as she rose. Certainly! She did not look at him, but kept her eyes downcast upon the letter in her hands, tremulously rearranging the sheets in order as she spoke, and though she smiled, her smile was as tremulous as her hands. Nervousness and an irresistible timidity possessed her. I—I wanted to say, George, she faltered. I felt that if—if some day it should happen, I mean, if you came to feel differently about it, and Eugene and I, that is, if we found that it seemed the most sensible thing to do, I was afraid you might think it would be a little queer about Lucy, I mean, if—if she were your stepsister. Of course, she'd not be even legally related to you, and if you—if you cared for her. Thus far she got stumblingly with what she wanted to say, while George watched her with a gaze that grew harder and hotter. But here he cut her off. I have already given up all idea of Lucy, he said. Naturally I couldn't have treated her father as I deliberately did treat him. I could hardly have done that and expected his daughter ever to speak to me again. Isabelle gave a quick cry of compassion, but he allowed her no opportunity to speak. You'd needn't think I'm making any particular sacrifice, he said sharply, though I would quickly enough if I thought it necessary in a matter of honor like this. I was interested in her, and I could even say I did care for her, but she proved pretty satisfactorily that she cared little enough about me. She went away right in the midst of a—of a difference of opinion we were having. She didn't even let me know she was going and never wrote a line to me, and then came back telling everybody she'd had a perfectly gorgeous time. That's quite enough for me. I'm not precisely the sort to arrange for that kind of thing to be done to me more than once. The truth is we're not congenial, and we'd found that much out at least before she left. We should never have been happy. She was superior all the time, and critical of me. Not very pleasant that. I was disappointed in her, and I might as well say it. I don't think she has the very deepest nature in the world, and— But Isabelle put her hand timidly on his arm. Georgie, dear, this is only a quarrel. All young people have them before they get adjusted, and you mustn't let— If you please, he said emphatically, moving back from her. This isn't that kind. It's all over, and I don't care to speak of it again. It's settled. Don't you understand? But, dear— No. I want to talk to you about this letter of her father's. Yes, dear, that's why. It's simply the most offensive piece of writing that I've ever held in my hands. She stepped back from him, startled. But, dear, I thought— I can't understand you're even showing me such a thing! He cried. How did you happen to bring it to me? Your uncle thought I'd better. He thought it was the simplest thing to do, and he said that he'd suggested it to Eugene, and Eugene had agreed. They thought— Yes, George said bitterly. I should like to hear what they thought. They thought it would be the most straightforward thing. George drew a long breath. Well, what do you think, mother? I thought it would be the simplest and most straightforward thing. I thought they were right. Very well. We'll agree it was simple and straightforward. Now, what do you think of that letter itself? She hesitated, looking away. I—of course I don't agree with him in the way he speaks of you, dear, except about the angel. I don't agree with some of the things he implies. You've always been unselfish. Nobody knows that better than your mother. When Fanny was left with nothing, you were so quick and generous to give up what really should have come to you, and—and yet, George broke in, you see what he implies about me. Don't you think, really, that this was a pretty insulting letter for that man to be asking you to hand your son? Oh, no! she cried. You can see how fair he means to be, and he didn't ask for me to give it to you. It was Brother George, you—never mind that now. He says he tries to be fair, and yet do you suppose it ever occurs to him that I'm doing my simple duty? Did I'm doing what my father would do if he were alive? That I'm doing what my father would ask me to do if he could speak from his grave out yonder? Do you suppose it ever occurs to that man for one minute that I'm protecting my mother? George raised his voice, advancing upon the helpless lady fiercely, and she could only bend her head before him. He talks about my will. How it must be beaten down. Yes, and he asked my mother to do that little thing to please him. What for? Why does he want me beaten by my mother? Because I'm trying to protect her name. He's got my mother's name bandied up and down the streets of this town till I can't step in those streets without wondering what every soul I meet is thinking of me and my family, and now he wants you to marry him so that every gossip in town will say, there, what did I tell you? I guess that proves it's true. You can't get away from it. That's exactly what they'd say, and this man pretends he cares for you, and yet asks you to marry him and give them the right to say it. He says he and you don't care what they say, but I know better. He may not care, probably he's that kind, but you do. There never was an Amberson yet that would let the Amberson name go trailing in the dust like that. It's the proudest name in this town, and it's going to stay the proudest, and I tell you that's the deepest thing in my nature, not that I'd expect you, Gene Morgan, to understand. The very deepest thing in my nature is to protect that name and to fight for it to the last breath when danger threatens it, as it does now through my mother. He turned from her, striding up and down and tossing his arms about in a tumult of gesture. I can't believe it of you that you'd think of such a sacrilege. That's what it would be, sacrilege. When he talks about your unselfishness toward me, he's right. You have been unselfish, and you have been a perfect mother. But what about him? Is it unselfish of him to want you to throw away your good name just to please him? That's all he asked of you, and to quit being my mother. Do you think I can believe you really care for him? I don't. You are my mother, and you're an Amberson, and I believe you're too proud. You're too proud to care for a man who could write such a letter as that. He stopped, faced her, and spoke with more self-control. Well, what are you going to do about it, mother? George was right about his mother's being proud, and even when she laughed with a Negro gardener, or even those few times in her life when people saw her weep, Isabel had a proud look, something that was independent and graceful and strong. But she did not have it now. She leaned against the wall, beside his dressing-table, and seemed beset with humility and with weakness. Her head drooped. What answer are you going to make to such a letter? George demanded, like a judge on the bench. I... I don't quite know, dear. She murmured. Wait. She begged him. I'm so confused. I want to know what you're going to write him. Do you think if you did what he wants you to, I could bear to stay another day in this town, mother? Do you think I could ever bear even to see you again if you married him? I'd want to, but you surely know I just couldn't. She made a futile gesture and seemed to breathe with difficulty. I... I wasn't quite sure, she faltered, about... about its being wise for us to be married, even before knowing how you feel about it. I wasn't even sure it was quite fair to... to Eugene. I have... I seem to have that family trouble, like fathers, that I spoke to you about once. She managed a deprecatory little dry laugh. Not that it amounts too much, but I wasn't at all sure that it would be fair to him. Marrying doesn't mean so much, after all, not at my age. It's enough to know that... that people think of you and to see them. I thought we were all... oh, pretty happy the way things were. And I don't think it would mean giving up a great deal for him or me, either, if we just went on as we have been. I... I see him almost every day and... Mother! George's voice was loud and stern. Do you think you could go on seeing him after this? She had been talking helplessly enough before. Her tone was little more broken now. Not... not even... see him. How could you? George cried. Mother! It seems to me that if he ever set foot in this house again... oh, I can't speak of it! Could you see him, knowing what talk it makes every time he turns into this street and knowing what that means to me? Oh, I don't understand all this. I don't. If you told me a year ago that such things were going to happen, I'd have thought you were insane. Now I believe I am! Then, after a preliminary gesture of despair, as though he met harm to the ceiling, he flung himself heavily, faced downward upon the bed. His anguish was nonetheless real for its vehemence, and the stricken lady came to him instantly and bent over him, once more enfolding him in her arms. She said nothing, but suddenly her tears fell upon his head. She saw them and seemed to be startled. Oh, this won't do! She said, I've never let you see me cry before, except when your father died. I mustn't. And she ran from the room. A little while after she had gone, George rose and began solemnly to dress for dinner. At one stage of these conscientious proceedings he put on, temporarily, his long black velvet dressing gown, and happening to catch sight in his pure glass of the picturesque and medieval figure thus presented, he paused to regard it, and something profoundly theatrical in his nature came to the surface. His lips moved, he whispered, half-allowed, some famous fragments. It is not alone my inky cloak, good mother, nor customary suits of solemn black. For, in truth, the mirrored princely image, with hair disheveled on the white brow, and the long tragic fall of black velvet from the shoulders, had brought about, in his thought at least, some comparisons of his own times, so out of joint, with those of that other gentle prince and heir whose widowed mother was minded to marry again. But I have that within which passeth show, these but the trappings and the suits of wool. Not less like Hamlet did he feel and look as he sat gauntly at the dinner-table with Fanny, to partake of a meal throughout which neither spoke. Isabelle had sent word not to wait for her. An injunction it was as well they obeyed, for she did not come at all. But with the renewal of sustenance furnished to his system, some relaxation must have occurred within the high strung George. Dinner was not quite finished when, without warning, sleep hit him hard. His burning eyes could no longer restrain the lids above them. His head sagged beyond control, and he got to his feet, and went lurching upstairs, yawning with exhaustion. From the door of his room, which he closed mechanically, with his eyes shut, he went blindly to his bed, fell upon it suddenly, and slept, with his face full up turned to the light. It was after midnight when he woke, and the room was dark. He had not dreamed, but he woke with the sense that somebody or something had been with him while he slept, somebody or something infinitely compassionate, somebody or something infinitely protective, that would let him come to no harm and to no grief. He got up, and pressed the light on. Pin to the cover of his dressing-table was a square envelope with the words, for you, dear, written in pencil upon it. But the message inside was in ink, a little smudged here and there. I have been out to the mailbox, darling, with the letter I've written to Eugene, and he'll have it in the morning. It would be unfair not to let him know at once, and my decision could not change if I waited. It would always be the same. I think it is a little better for me to write to you like this, instead of waiting till you wake up and then telling you, because I'm foolish and might cry again, and I took a vow once, long ago, that you should never see me cry. Not that I feel like crying when we talk things over to-morrow. I'll be all right and fine, as you say so often, by that time, don't fear. I think what makes me most ready to cry now is the thought of the terrible suffering in your poor face, and the unhappy knowledge that it is I, your mother, who put it there. It shall never come again. I love you better than anything and everything else on earth. God gave you to me and, oh, how thankful I have been every day of my life for that sacred gift! And nothing can ever come between me and God's gift. I cannot hurt you, and I cannot let you stay hurt as you have been. Not another instant after you wake up, my darling boy. It is beyond my power. And Eugene was right. I know you couldn't change about this. Your suffering shows how deep-seated the feeling is within you. So I've written him just about what I think you would like me to. Though I told him I would always be fond of him and always his best friend, and I hoped his dearest friend. He'll understand about not seeing him. He'll understand that, though I didn't say it in so many words. You mustn't trouble about that. He'll understand. Good night, my darling, my beloved, my beloved. You mustn't be troubled. I think I shouldn't mind anything very much so long as I have you all to myself, as people say, to make up for your long years away from me at college. We'll talk of what's best to do in the morning, shan't we? And for all this pain you'll forgive your loving and devoted mother. THE MAGNIFICENT AMBERSONS BY BOOTH TARKINGTON CHAPTER XXVII Having finished some errands downtown the next afternoon, George Amberson Minnifer was walking up National Avenue on his homeward way, when he saw in the distance, coming toward him, upon the same side of the street, the figure of a young lady, a figure just under the middle height, comely indeed, and to be mistaken for none other in the world, even at two hundred yards. To his sharp discomforture, his heart immediately forced upon him the consciousness of its acceleration. A sudden warmth about his neck made him aware that he had turned red, and then, departing, left him pale. For a panicky moment he thought of facing about an actual flight, he had little doubt that Lucy would meet him with no token of recognition, and all at once this probability struck him as unendurable. And if she did not speak, was it the proper part of chivalry to lift his hat and take the cut bareheaded? Or should the finer gentleman acquiesce in the lady's desire for no further acquaintance, and pass her with stony mien and eyes constrained forward? George was a young man badly flustered. But the girl approaching him was unaware of his trepidation, being perhaps somewhat preoccupied with her own. She saw only that he was pale and that his eyes were darkly circled. But here he was advantaged with her, for the finest touch to his good looks was given by this toning down, neither pallor nor dark circles detracting from them, but rather adding to them a melancholy favor of distinction. George had retained his mourning. A tribute completed down to the finer details of black gloves and a polished ebony cane, which he would have been pained to name otherwise than as a walking stick, and in the aura of the sombre elegance his straight figure and drawn face were not without a trustful and appealing dignity. In everything outward he was cause enough for a girl's cheek to flush, her heart to beat faster, and her eyes to warm with the soft light that came into Lucy's now, whether she would or no. If his spirit had been what his looks proclaimed it, she would have rejoiced to let the light glow forth which now shone in spite of her. For a long time thinking of that spirit of his and what she felt it should be, she had a persistent sense, it must be there, but she had determined to believe this folly no longer. Nevertheless, when she met him at the Sharon's, she had been far less calm than she seemed. People speaking casually of Lucy were apt to define her as a little beauty, a definition short of the mark. She was a little beauty, but an independent, masterful, self-reliant little American, of whom her father's earlier gypsy-ings and her own sturdiness had made a woman ever since she was fifteen. But though she was the mistress of her own ways and no slave to any lamp saved that of her own interests, she had a weakness. She had fallen in love with George Amberson Minifer at first sight, and no matter how she disciplined herself she had never been able to climb out. The thing had happened to her, that was all. George had looked just the way she had always wanted someone to look. The riskiest of all the moonshine ambushes were in tricky romance snares credulous young love. But what was fatal to Lucy was that this thing having happened to her, she could not change it. No matter what she discovered in George's nature she was unable to take away what she had given him. And though she could think differently about him, she could not feel differently about him, for she was one of those two faithful victims of glamour. When she managed to keep the picture of George away from her mind's eye she did well enough. But when she let him become visible she could not choose but love what she had disdained. She was a little angel who had fallen in love with high-handed Lucifer, quite an experience, and not apt to be soon succeeded by any falling in love with a tamer-party, and the unhappy truth was that George did make better men seem tame. But though she was a victim she was a heroic one, anything but helpless. As they drew nearer George tried to prepare himself to meet her with some remnants of a plum. He decided that he would keep on looking straight ahead and lift his hand towards his hat at the very last moment when it would be possible for her to see him out of the corner of her eye. Then when she thought it over later she would not be sure whether he had saluted her or merely rubbed his forehead. And there was the added benefit that any third person who might chance to look from a window or from a passing carriage would not think that he was receiving a snub because he did not intend to lift his hat, but, timing the gesture properly, would in fact actually rub his forehead. These were the hasty plans which occupied his thoughts until he was within about fifty feet of her. When he ceased to have either plans or thoughts, he had kept his eyes from looking full at her until then, and as he saw her, thus close at hand and coming nearer, a regret that was dumb-founding took possession of him. For the first time he had the sense of having lost something of overwhelming importance. Lucy did not keep to the right, but came straight to meet him, smiling, and with her hand offered to him. Why you, he stammered as he took it, haven't you—what he meant to say was, haven't you heard? Haven't I what? she asked, and he saw that Eugene had not yet told her. Nothing, he gasped. May I—may I turn and walk with you a little way? Yes, indeed, she said cordially. He would not have altered what had been done. He was satisfied with all that. Satisfied that it was right, and that his own course was right. But he began to perceive us striking inaccuracy in some remarks he had made to his mother. Now when he had put matters in such shape that even by the relinquishment of his ideals of life he could not have Lucy, knew that he could never have her, and knew that when Eugene told her the history of yesterday, he could not have a glance or word even friendly from her. Now when he must, in good truth, give up all idea of Lucy, he was amazed that he could have used such words as, no particular sacrifice, and believed them when he said them. She had looked never in his life so bewitchingly pretty as she did to-day, and as he walked beside her he was sure that she was the most exquisite thing in the world. Lucy, he said huskily, I want to tell you something. Something that matters. I hope it's a lively something then, she said, and laughed. Ha! Papa's been so glum to-day, he's scarcely spoken to me. Your Uncle George Amberson came to see him an hour ago, and they shut themselves up in the library, and your Uncle looked as glum as Papa. I'd be glad if you'll tell me a funny story, George. Well, it may seem one to you, he said bitterly, just to begin with. When you went away you didn't let me know, not even a word, not a line. Her manner persisted in being inconsequent. Why, no, she said. I just trotted off for some visits. Well, at least you might have— Why, no, she said again briskly. Don't you remember, George? We'd had a grand quarrel, and didn't speak to each other all the way home from a long, long drive. So, as we couldn't play together like good children, of course it was plain that we oughtn't to play at all. Play, he cried. Yes, what I mean is, that we'd come to the point where it was time to quit playing. Well, what we were playing. At being lovers you mean, don't you? Something like that, she said lightly. For us, too, playing at being lovers was just the same as playing at cross-purposes. I had all the purposes, and that gave you all the crossness. Things weren't getting along at all. It was absurd. Well, have it your own way, he said. It needn't have been absurd. No, it couldn't help but be. She informed him cheerfully. The way I am and the way you are, it couldn't ever be anything else. So what was the use? I don't know, he sighed, and his sigh was abysmal. But what I wanted to tell you is this. When you went away, you didn't let me know and didn't care how or when I heard it, but I'm not like that with you. This time I'm going away. That's what I wanted to tell you. I'm going away to-morrow night, indefinitely. She nodded suddenly. That's nice for you. I hope you'll have ever so jolly a time, George. I don't expect to have a particularly jolly time. Well, then, she laughed. If I were you, I don't think I'd go. It seemed impossible to impress this distracting creature to make her serious. Lucy, he said desperately, this is our last walk together. Evidently, she said, if you're going away to-morrow night. Lucy, this may be the last time I'll see you. Ever. Ever in my life. At that she looked at him quickly across her shoulder, but she smiled as brightly as before and with the same cordial inconsequence. Oh, I can hardly think that, she said. And of course I'd be awfully sorry to think it. You're not moving away, are you, to live? No. And even if you were, of course you'd be coming back to visit your relatives every now and then. I don't know when I'm coming back. Mother and I are starting to-morrow night for a trip around the world. At this she did look thoughtful. Your mother is going with you? Good heavens, he groaned. Lucy, doesn't it make any difference to you that I'm going? At this her cordial smile instantly appeared again. Yes, of course, she said. I'm sure I'll miss you ever so much. Are you to be gone long? He stared at her wanly. I told you indefinitely, he said. We've made no plans, at all, for coming back. That does sound like a long trip, she exclaimed admiringly. Do you plan to be travelling all the time, or will you stay in some one place the greater part of it? I think it would be lovely to-Lucy. She halted, and she stopped with him. They had come to a corner at the edge of the business section of the city, and people were everywhere about them, brushing against them, sometimes in passing. I can't stand this, George said in a low voice. I'm just about ready to go in this drugstore here and ask the clerk for something to keep me from dying in my tracks. It's quite a shock, you see, Lucy. What is? To find out, certainly at last, how deeply you've cared for me, to see how much difference this makes to you, by Jove I have mattered to you. Her cordial smile was tempered now with good nature. George! she laughed indulgently. Surely you don't want me to do pathos on a downtown corner. You wouldn't do pathos anywhere. Well, don't you think pathos is generally rather fooling? I can't stand this any longer, he said. I can't. Goodbye, Lucy. He took her hand. It's goodbye. I think it's goodbye for good, Lucy. Goodbye. I do hope you'll have the most splendid trip. She gave his hand a cordial little grip, then released it lightly. Give my love to your mother. Goodbye. He turned heavily away and a moment later glanced back over his shoulder. She had not gone on but stood watching him, that same casual cordial smile on her face to the very last, and now, as he looked back, she emphasized her friendly unconcern by waving her small hand to him cheerily, though perhaps with the slightest hint of preoccupation, as if she had begun to think of the errand that brought her downtown. In his mind, George had already explained her to his own poignant dissatisfaction, some blonde pup, probably, whom she had met during that perfectly gorgeous time, and he strode savagely onward, not looking back again. But Lucy remained where she was until he was out of sight. Then she went slowly into the drugstore which had struck George as a possible source of stimulant for himself. Please let me have a few drops of aromatic spirits of ammonia in a glass of water," she said with the utmost composure. Yes, ma'am," said the impressionable clerk, who had been looking at her through the display window as she stood on the corner. But a moment later, as he turned from the shelves of glass jars against the wall, with the potion she had asked for in his hand, he uttered an exclamation, For gosh's sake, miss!" and describing this adventure to his fellow boarders that evening. Sagged pretty near to the counter she was. He said, If I hadn't been a bright, quick, ready for anything, young fellow, she'd a flummox plum. I was watching her out the window, talking to some young society-fella, and she was all right then. She was all right when she came in the store, too. Yes, sir. A prettiest girl that ever walked in our place and took one good look at me. I reckon it must be the truth what some new town wags say about my face. At that hour the heroine of the susceptible clerk's romance was engaged in brightening the rosy little coal fire under the white mantelpiece in her pretty white and blue boudoir. Four photographs all framed in decorous plain silver went to the anthracite's fierce destruction, frames and all, and three packets of letters and notes in a charming Florentine treasure box of painted wood. Nor was the box any more than the silver frames spared this rousing finish. Thrown heartily upon live coal the fine wood sparkled forth in stars, then burst into an alarming blaze which scorched the white mantelpiece, but Lucy stood and looked on without moving. It was not Eugene who told her what had happened at Isabel's door. When she got home she found Fanny Minnifer waiting for her, a secret excursion of Fanny's for the purpose, presumably, of letting out again, because that was what she did. She told Lucy everything, except her own lamentable part in the production of the recent miseries, and concluded with a tribute to George. The worst of it is he thinks he's been such a hero, and Isabel does too, and that makes him more than twice as awful. It's been the same all his life. Everything he did was noble and perfect. He had a domineering nature to begin with, and she let it go on, and fostered it till it absolutely ruled her. I never saw a plainer case of a person's fault making them pay for having it. She goes about overseeing the packing and praising George, and pretending to be perfectly cheerful about what he's making her do, and about the dreadful things he's done. She pretends he did such a fine thing, so manly and protective, going to Mrs. Johnson, and so heroic, doing what his principles made him, even though he knew what it would cost him with you, and all the while it's almost killing her, what he said to your father. She's always been lofty enough, so to speak, and had the greatest idea of the Ambersons being superior to the rest of the world, and all that. But rudeness, or anything like a scene, or any bad manners, they always just made her sick. But she could never see what George's manners were. Oh, it's been a terrible adulation. It's going to be a task for me, living in that big house all alone. You must come and see me. I mean, after they've gone, of course. I'll go crazy if I don't see something of people. I'm sure you'll come as often as you can. I know you too well to think you'll be sensitive about coming there, or being reminded of George. Thank heaven, you're too well balanced. Miss Fanny concluded, with a profound fervor, you're too well balanced to let anything affect you deeply about that... that monkey. The four photographs and the painted Florentine box went to their cremation within the same hour that Miss Fanny spoke, and a little later Lucy called her father in, as he passed her door, and pointed to the blackened area on the underside of the mantelpiece, and to the burnt heap upon the coal, where some metallic shapes still retained outline. She flung her arms about his neck in passionate sympathy, telling him that she knew what had happened to him, and presently he began to comfort her, and managed an embarrassed laugh. Well, he said, I was too old for such foolishness to be getting into my head anyhow. No, no, she sobbed, and if you knew how I despise myself for ever having thought one instant about, oh, Miss Fanny called him the right name, that monkey he is. There I think I agree with you, Eugene said grimly, and in his eyes there was a steady light of anger that was to last. Yes, I think I agree with you about that. There's only one thing to do with such a person, she said vehemently. That's to put him out of our thoughts for ever, for ever. And yet the next day, at six o'clock, which was the hour Fanny had told her, when George and his mother were to leave upon their long journey, Lucy touched that scorched place on her mantle with her hand just as the little clock above it struck. Then, after this odd unconscious gesture, she went to a window and stood between the curtains, looking out into the cold November dusk, and in spite of every reasoning and reasonable power within her, a pain of loneliness struck through her heart, the dim street below her window, the dark houses across the way, the vague air itself, all looked empty and cold, and most of all uninteresting. Something more somber than November dusk took the color from them, and gave them that air of desertion. The light of her fire, flickering up behind her, showed suddenly a flying group of tiny snowflakes nearing the window pane, and for an instant she felt the sensation of being dragged through a snow-drift under a broken cutter, with a boy's arms about her, an arrogant, handsome, two-conquering boy, who nevertheless did his best to get hurt himself, keeping her from any possible harm. She shook the picture out of her eyes indignantly, then came and sat before her fire, and looked long and long at the blackened mantle-piece. She did not have the mantle-piece repainted, and since she did not, might as well have kept his photographs. One forgets what made the scar upon his hand, but not what made the scar upon his wall. She played no Marchfew neighbor upon her piano. Even though Chopin's romantic lamentation was then at the top of nine-tenths of the music racks in the country, American youth having recently discovered the distinguished congeniality between itself and this deathless bit of deathly gloom. She did not even play Robin Adair. She played Bedelia and all the new cake-walks, for she was her father's housekeeper, and rightly looked upon the office as being the same as that of his heart-keeper. Therefore it was her affair to keep both house and heart in what state of cheerfulness might be contrived. She made him go out more than ever, made him take her to all the gayities of that winter, declining to go herself unless he took her, and, though Eugene danced no more, and quoted Shakespeare to prove all light-foot caperings beneath the dignity of his age, she broke his resolution for him at the New Year's Eve assembly, and half coaxed, half dragged him forth upon the floor, and made him dance the New Year in with her. New faces appeared at the dances of the winter. New faces had been appearing everywhere, for that matter, and familiar ones were disappearing, merged in the increasing crowd, or gone forever and missed a little, and not long, for the town was growing and changing as it had never grown and changed before. It was heaving up in the middle, incredibly. It was spreading incredibly, and as it heaved and spread, it befouled itself and darkened its sky. Its boundary was mere shapelessness on the one. A raw new house would appear on a country road, four or five others would presently be billed at intervals between it and the outskirts of the town. The country road would turn into an asphalt street with a brick-faced drug-store and a framed grocery at a corner. Then bungalows and six-room cottages would swiftly speckle the open green spaces, and a farm had become a suburb which would immediately shoot out other suburbs into the country on one side, and on the other join itself solidly to the city. You drove between pleasant fields and woodland groves one spring day, and in the autumn, passing over the same ground, you were warned off the tracks by an interurban trolley-car's gonging, and beheld beyond cement sidewalks just dry, new house owners busy moving in. Gasoline and electricity were performing the miracles Eugene had predicted. But the great change was in the citizenry itself. What was left of the patriotic old-stock generation that had fought the Civil War, and subsequently controlled politics, had become venerable and was little heated. The descendants of the pioneers and early settlers were merging into the new crowd, becoming part of it, little to be distinguished from it. What happened to Boston and to Broadway happened in degree to the Midland City. The old stock became less and less typical, and of the grown people who called to place home less than a third had been born in it. There was a German quarter, there was a Jewish quarter, there was a Negro quarter, square miles of it, called Bucktown. There were many Irish neighborhoods, and there were large settlements of Italians, and of Hungarians, and of Romanians, and of Serbians, and other Balkan peoples. But not the emigrants themselves were the almost dominant type on the streets downtown. That type was the emigrant's prosperous offspring, descended out the emigrations of the 70s and 80s and 90s, those great folk journeyings in search not so directly of freedom and democracy as of more money for the same labor. A new Midlander, in fact, a new American, was beginning dimly to emerge. A new spirit of citizenship had already sharply defined itself. It was idealistic, and its ideals were expressed in the new kind of young men in business downtown. They were optimists, optimists to the point of belligerence, their motto being Boost, Don't Knock, and they were hustlers, believing in hustling and in honesty because both paid. They loved their city and worked for it with a plutonic energy which was always ardently vocal. They were viciously governed, but they sometimes went so far to struggle for better government on account of the helpful effect of good government on the price of real estate and betterment generally. The politicians could not go too far with them and knew it. The idealists planned and strove and shouted that their city should become a better, better and better city, and what they meant when they used the word better was more prosperous, and the core of their idealism was this. The more prosperous my beloved city, the more prosperous beloved I. They had one supreme theory, that the perfect beauty and happiness of cities and of human life was to be brought about by more factories. They had a mania for factories. There was nothing they would not do to cajole a factory away from another city, and they were never more piteously embittered than when another city cajoled one away from them. What they meant by prosperity was credit at the bank, but in exchange for this credit they got nothing that was not dirty, and therefore to a sane mind valueless, since whatever was cleaned was dirty again before the cleaning was half done. For as the town grew it grew dirty with an incredible completeness. The idealists put up magnificent business buildings and boasted of them, but the buildings were begrimed before they were finished. They boasted of their libraries, of their monuments and statues, and poured soot on them. They boasted of their schools, but the schools were dirty like the children within them. This was not the fault of the children or their mothers. It was the fault of the idealists, who said, The more dirt, the more prosperity. They drew patriotic, optimistic breaths of the flying powdered filth of the streets, and took the foul and heavy smoke with gusto into the profundities of their lungs. Boost, don't knock, they said. And every year or so they boomed a great clean-up week, when everybody was supposed to get rid of the tin cans in his backyard. They were happiest when the tearing down and building up were most riotous and when new factory districts were thundering into life. In truth the city came to be like the body of a great dirty man, skinned, to show his busy works, yet wearing a few barbaric ornaments, and such a figure carved, colored, and discolored, and set up in the marketplace would have done well enough as the god of the new people. Such a god they had indeed made in their own image, as all peoples make the god they truly serve, though of course certain of the idealists went to church on Sunday, and there knelt to another, considered to be impractical in business. But while the growing went on, this god of their marketplace was their true god, their familiar and spirit control. They did not know that they were his helplessly obedient slaves, nor could they ever hope to realize their serfdom, as the first step toward becoming free men, until they should make the strange and hard discovery that matter should serve man's spirit. Prosperity meant good credit at the bank, black lungs, and housewives purgatory. The women fought the dirt all they could, but if they let the air into their houses they let in the dirt. It shortened their lives, and kept them from the happiness of ever seeing anything white. And thus, as the city grew, the time came when Lucy, after a hard struggle, had to give up her blue and white curtains and her white walls. Indoors she put everything into dull grey and brown, and outside had the little house painted the dark green nearest to black. Then she knew, of course, that everything was as dirty as ever, but was a little less distressed because it no longer looked so dirty as it was. These were bad times for Amberson Edition. This quarter, already old, lay within a mile of the centre of the town, but business moved in other directions, and the Edition's share of prosperity was only the smoke and dirt, with the bank credit left out. The owners of the original big houses sold them, or rented them to boarding housekeepers, and the tenants of the multitude of small houses moved farther out, where the smoke was thinner, or into apartment houses, which were built by dozens now. Cheaper tenants took their places, and the rents were lower and lower, and the houses shabbier and shabbier. For all these shabby houses, burning soft coal, did their best to help in the destruction of their own value. They helped to make the quarter so dingy and the air so foul to breathe, that no one would live there who had money enough to get farther out, where there were glimpses of ungrade air and breaths of cleaner winds. And with the coming of the new speed, farther out was now as close to business as the Edition had been in the days of its prosperity. Distances had ceased to matter. The five new houses, built so closely where had been the fine lawn of the Amberson mansion, did not look new. When they were a year old they looked as old as they would ever look, and two of them were vacant, having never been rented, for the major's mistake about apartment houses had been a disastrous one. He guessed wrong. George Amberson said, he guessed wrong at just the wrong time. Housekeeping in a house is harder than in an apartment, and where the smoke and dirt are as thick as they are in the Edition, women can't stand it. People were crazy for apartments. Too bad he couldn't have seen it in time. Poor man. He digs away at his ledgers by his old gas drop-like lamp, almost every night. He still refuses to let the mansion be torn up for wiring, you know. But he had one painful satisfaction this spring. He got his taxes lowered. Amberson laughed ruefully, and Fanny Minnifer asked how the major could have managed such an economy. They were sitting upon the veranda at Isabelle's one evening during the third summer of the absence of their nephew and his mother, and the conversation had turned toward Amberson finances. I said it was a painful satisfaction, Fanny. He explained, the property has gone down in value, and they assessed it lower than they did fifteen years ago. But farther out? Oh yes, farther out. Prices are magnificent farther out, and farther in, too. We just happen to be the wrong spot, that's all. Not that I don't think something could be done if father would let me have a hand, but he won't. He can't, I suppose I ought to say. He's always done his own figurine, he says, and it's his lifelong habit to keep his affairs, and even his books, to himself, and just hand us out the money. Heaven knows he's done enough of that. He sighed, and both were silent, looking out at the long flares of the constantly passing automobile headlights, shifting in vast geometric demonstrations against the darkness. Now and then a bicycle wound its nervous way among these portents, or at long intervals, a surrey or buggy plotted forlornly by. There seem to be so many ways of making money nowadays, Fanny said thoughtfully. Every day I hear of a new fortune some person has got hold of, one way or another. Nearly always it's somebody you never heard of. It doesn't seem all to be in just making motor cars. I hear there's a great deal in manufacturing these things that motor cars use, new inventions particularly. I met dear old Frank Bronson the other day, and he told me— Oh, yes. Even dear old Frank's got the fever. Amberson laughed. He's as wild as any of them. He told me about this invention he's gone into, too. Millions in it. Some new electric headlight better than anything yet. Every car in America can't help but have them, and all that. He's putting half he's laid by into it, and the fact is, he almost talked me into getting father to finance me enough for me to go into it. Poor father. He's financed me before. I suppose he would again if I had the heart to ask him. And this seems to be a good thing, though probably old Frank is a little too sanguine. At any rate, I've been thinking it over. So have I, Fanny admitted. He seemed to be certain it would pay twenty-five percent the first year, and enormously more after that. And I'm only getting four on my little principal. People are making such enormous fortunes out of everything to do with motor cars. It does seem as if— She paused. Well, I told him I'd think it over seriously. We may turn out to be partners and millionaires, then. Amberson laughed. I thought I'd ask Eugene's advice. I wish you would, said Fanny. He probably knows exactly how much profit there would be in this. Eugene's advice was to go slow. He thought electric lights for automobiles were coming—some day, but probably not until certain difficulties could be overcome. Altogether he was discouraging, but by this time his two friends had the fever, as thoroughly as old Frank Bronson himself had it, for they had been with Bronson to see the light working beautifully in a machine-shop. They were already enthusiastic, and after asking Eugene's opinion, they argued with him, telling him how they had seen with their own eyes that the difficulties he mentioned had been overcome. Perfectly! Fanny cried. And if it worked in the shop it's bound to work any place else, isn't it? He would not agree that it was bound to, yet being pressed was driven to admit that it might, and retiring from what was developing into an oratorical contest, repeated a warning about not putting too much into it. George Amberson also laid stress on this caution later, though the major had financed him again, and he was going in. You must be careful to leave yourself a margin of safety, Fanny. He said, I'm confident that is a pretty conservative investment of its kind, and all the chances are with us, but you must be careful to leave yourself enough to fall back on, in case anything should go wrong. Fanny deceived him. In the impossible event of anything going wrong, she would have enough left to live on, she declared, and left excitedly, for she was having the best time that had come to her since Wilbur's death. Like so many women for whom money had always been provided without their understanding how, she was prepared to be a thorough and irresponsible plunger. Amberson, in his wearier way, shared her excitement, and in the winter, when the exploiting company had been formed, and he brought Fanny her importantly engraved shares of stock, he reverted to his prediction of possibilities made when they first spoke of the new light. We seem to be partners all right, he laughed. Now let's go ahead and be millionaires before Isabelle and young George come home. When they come home, she echoed sorrowfully, and it was a phrase which found an evasive echo in Isabelle's letters. In these letters Isabelle was always planning pleasant things that she and Fanny and the Major and George and Brother George would do when she and her son came home. They'll find things pretty changed, I'm afraid, Fanny said, if they ever do come home. Amberson went over the next summer and joined his sister and nephew in Paris where they were living. Isabelle does want to come home. He told Fanny gravely on the day of his return in October. She's wanted to for a long while, and she ought to have come while she can stand the journey. And he amplified this statement, leaving Fanny looking startled and solemn when Lucy came by to drive him out to dinner at the new house Eugene had just completed. This was no white and blue cottage but a great Georgian picture in brick, five miles north of Amberson addition, with four acres of its own hedged land between it and its next neighbor, and Amberson laughed wistfully as they turned in between the stone and brick gate pillars and rolled up the crushed stone driveway. I wonder, Lucy, if history is going on forever repeating itself. He said, I wonder if this town's going on building up things and rolling over them, as poor Father once said it was rolling over his poor old heart. It looks like it. Here's the Amberson mansion again, only it's Georgian instead of nondescript Romanesque, but it's just the same Amberson mansion that my father built long before you were born. The only difference is that it's your father who built this one now. It's all the same in the long run. Lucy did not quite understand, but she laughed as a friend should, and taking his arm showed him through vast rooms where ivory paneled walls and trim window hangings were reflected dimly in dark, rug-less floors, and the sparse furniture showed that Lucy had been collecting with a long purse. By Jove, he said, you have been going it. Fanny tells me you had a great housewarming dance, and you keep right on being the bell of the ball, not any softer hearted than you used to be. Fred Kinney's father says you've refused Fred so often that he got engaged to Janie Sharon just to prove that someone would have him in spite of his hair. Well, the material world do move, and you've got the new kind of house it moves into nowadays, if it has the new price. And even the grand old expanses of plate glass we used to be so proud of at the other Amberson mansion, they've gone too, with a crowded heavy gold and red stuff. Curious, we've still got the plate glass windows, though all we can see out of them is the smoke and the old Johnson house, which is a counter-jumper's boarding house now, while you've got a view, and you cut it all up into little panes. Well, you're pretty refreshingly out of the smoke up here. Yes, for a while, Lucy laughed, until it comes and we have to move out farther. No, you'll stay here," he assured her. It will be somebody else who'll move out farther. He continued to talk of the house after Eugene arrived, and gave them no account of his journey until they had retired from the dinner table to Eugene's library, a gray and shadowy room, where their coffee was brought. Then, equipped with a cigar, which seemed to occupy his attention, Amberson spoke in a casual tone of his sister and her son. I found Isabelle as well as usual, he said. Only I'm afraid as usual isn't particularly well. Sydney and Amelia have been up to Paris in the spring, but she hadn't seen them. Somebody told her they were there, it seems. They'd left Florence and were living in Rome. Amelia's become a Catholic, and is said to give great sums to charity and to go about with the gentry in consequence, but Sydney's ailing and lives in a wheelchair most of the time. It's drug me Isabelle ought to be doing the same thing. He paused, bestowing minute care upon the removal of the little band from his cigar, and as he seemed to have concluded his narrative, Eugene spoke out of the shadow beyond a heavily shaded lamp. What do you mean by that? he asked quietly. Oh, she's cheerful enough. Sid Amberson's still not looking at either his young hostess or her father. At least, he added, she manages to seem so. I'm afraid she hasn't been really well for several years. She isn't stout, you know. She hasn't changed and looks much, and she seems rather alarmingly short of breath for a slender person. Father's been that way for years, of course, but never nearly as so much as Isabelle is now. Of course she makes nothing of it, but it seems rather serious to me when I notice she had to stop and rest twice to get up the one short flight of stairs in their two-floor apartment. I told her I thought she ought to make George let her come home. Not her, Eugene repeated, in a low voice. Does she want to? She doesn't urge it. George seems to like the life there, in his grand gloomy and peculiar way, and of course she'll never change about being proud of him and all that. He's quite a swell. But in spite of anything she said, rather than because, I know she does indeed want to come. She'd like to be with Father, of course, and I think she's—well, she intimated one day that she feared it might even happen that she wouldn't get to see him again. At the time I thought she referred to his age in feebleness, but on the boat, coming home, I remembered the little look of wistfulness yet of resignation with which she said it, and it struck me all at once that I'd been mistaken. I saw she was really thinking of her own state of health. I see, Eugene said, his voice even lower than it had been before. And you say he won't let her come home? Amberson laughed, but still continued to be interested in his cigar. Oh, I don't think he uses force. He's very gentle with her. I doubt if the subject is mentioned between them, and yet—and yet, knowing my interesting nephew as you do—wouldn't you think that was about the way to put it? Knowing him as I do—yes—said Eugene slowly—yes, I should think that was about the way to put it. A murmur out of the shadows beyond him—a faint sound, musical and feminine, yet expressive of a notable intensity—seemed to indicate that Lucy was of the same opinion.