 I have no desire to be the best, I just have a desire to be my best and just let the chips fall where they may. Because most of it's rather subjective anyway. I mean if you were to say who is the best keynote speaker you've ever seen we would have a whole variety of different answers because it's completely subjective. It's like beauty, it's like art, like there's no right answer. So even something that you're defining as perfect someone else might even have a different definition of perfect which means you're constantly chasing a moving target and that will absolutely add to stress, stagnation and burnout if you're spinning your wheels always trying to hit a target that somebody else is setting for you.