 Girl. Hey girl. How y'all doing? Hold on. I need to put something. I never prepared You already know this you clicked on it. You know my ass gonna be prepared Hold on This is gonna be a different of a chit chat because I'm gonna be doing my a little bit of makeup a little light beat Taking down my hair. My hair is old baby. She's old and I have a cocktail. I've already had one Hmm y'all it's it's been we're gonna talk about it. I'm gonna talk about it So hey, you guys. How you guys doing? This is a regular devil a chit chat We're gonna be talking about what's going on my personal life when I'm watching on YouTube and what I am watching on TV so we're gonna be doing my makeup. I like to get cute Mostly for my husband, but mostly for me Because when I when I look good, I feel good. I know that's very cliche, but that's how I feel So I'm gonna do a light beat of my face take my hair down and slip into this cute little Dress you see this and I'll show y'all what it looks like for me when I'm done I don't know how much time I have on this thing, but we'll work it out. All right y'all Let's see. I have a little makeup at all. My skin has flourished So well you guys I don't even care of my skin. I know I know I It is what it is. Um I Wash my face every day and at least two to three times a week. I do use the different Assets and stuff from the good molecules. So let's just hush up And get into this video Put on this makeup So how y'all doing you doing good? Okay? Personal life. So you guys I am having a bit of a challenge with balancing work life balance When you work from home That could be challenging. There are some of course there are pros and cons from being remote working remote And I've said this plenty of times. I've been working from home for a very long time. I would say going on 9 no 8 years. Yeah 8 years. And so I'm used to it, but when it's busy, it's busy I'm also doing Consulting work on top of that which is not a lot, but still that's just an added Thing that I have to do. See that was very quick foundation Um, and I'm gonna set it with just regular cover girl. I wear cover girl y'all. I'm not spending no I'm not spending more than ten dollars on anything. I'm sorry. And I know that Fenty and Mack Provide great coverage. Well, where the hell am I going? What am I doing? I'm just gonna go right over there to that bed. I'm Vivian get it together, but it's true So anyway, I just used cover girl that is it cover girl Maybelline Revlon And I've been doing this since I was 18 years old. Let's take this off. So anyway, you guys work like millions I'm trying to get it together. I'm trying not to work as much. I finally was able to get all my doctor's Appointments. I'm a type of person that even though we just moved here. I need to ensure that I see on top of my At least I'm trying to get better But I am a type of person and I try to stay on top of my medical care I'm proactive when it comes to that. I do not play around. I do see some Specialists and so I make sure to get all of it out of the way go to the OBGYN make sure that for control is on deck because Texas ain't playing. You know what I'm going to go Texas ain't playing with these laws And so yeah, just really focus on that make sure that JB is getting his stuff together It's interesting. I when I went to The doctor last week She was asking me why my blood pressure was a little high and I said well She's good. Is there anything are you anything that has changed with you and I looked at her and I'm like She's are you going through any major life changes is like moving You know marriage divorce and I said well Within a year. We have moved twice My little boy has been in three different schools. I am in a present I'm in the midst of Getting a new job and she's like that is a lot. This is coming from the doctor She's like that is a lot that is a lot of major life changes You know, that's like four or five major life changes You guys said you can experience in a lifetime and we have gone through Like a lot in less than a year and so she's basically telling me okay Well, we need to get you back on some meds. I used to be on medications for anxiety. I Just have not kept it up I got off of it and so she's like you really need to get back on medication and You may want to consider going to go see a therapist because The medication with the therapy is what really really helps with managing your mental health and so I'm like, yeah, but then in the back of my head I'm thinking of all the things I have to do and I do that as someone who's very analytical someone who's very um I'm just looking at my to-do list and then in my head now. This is me speaking in my head why she's telling me this I'm like Okay, you want me to go you want me to go see a therapist and then I gotta do a b c and d and oh jb has to go see a therapist and oh my god. I gotta give jb Dislex I gotta help jb with dyslexia therapy at home And then I have a full-time job and then I have youtube and then I have a husband and then I got my parents It's like where am I gonna find time to fit all of that in? Hold on Absolutely. Um, I'm not I'm for therapy. Absolutely. I mean I used I I've gone to therapy before And so I think I already put this on but whatever I'm listening to her but again in the back of my head. I'm like, I just don't have time for it And I hate to be that way, but I just feel like I just I think I did this y'all. Sorry I just don't think that Look at my damn shiny ass Rudolph for me personally I just can't do it right now I know this but I got my medication. I'm on the meds and and It is so good to have a child that has empathy and it's empathetic because today we've been running a bunch of errands JB and I because my husband was home and I was telling JB. I'm like, you know what? I We can't go to brick shops because I got too much to do and he's like, well mama What were you getting at brick shops? I said I was gonna get my anxiety medication, but I'm not gonna do that He's like, oh no We need to I To the mouth of babes. He's like, oh no mama. We need to stop by you need that medication. I said, okay I said, okay. So we stop on we got my medication I'm sorry y'all I have to change that because I looked red. I don't want to look red. So that's a lot better So anyway, y'all what we talking about? Um, so yeah, we're doing that as far as JB was dyslexia Thank you guys for your words of encouragement in the previous chit chat. Um, let me tell you something Because at this school, he's going to for the for the first two weeks. I noticed that she was sending The spelling less and they're large spelling less, you know large they're like 18 20 words with a child that has dyslexia. That's too much. And so I told her once She says it again. I sent her a message. I said, let me tell you something I didn't say that I say, yeah, hey, um, this is JB's mom. We're gonna need to take that modify that spelling less um That's Too many words. We need to modify it under 15 words preferably If you're not able to modify the list, I have told him that passing the spelling test is not a priority In the meantime, I am collecting resources for myself and I will be assisting JB On uh tutoring and I have I purchased it's called all about learning We used to do all about reading and then they have all about spelling and I actually put together the program layout and y'all This is what I do. I mean, I'm an education as a field as a job. And so I can do this meaning I can put together From a high point perspective, I could put together a program layout and help my baby. And so that's what I'm doing Um, and so baby when I tell you the next day I mean the next week she brought JB brought him on his spelling list and of course I'm going through that bond like It was 10 words and he's been passing this spelling test passing meaning he's getting 100. He's getting 80 He's getting 90 and so he's doing really well. And so I went ahead and put together the program layout. Um today um And so yeah, how about y'all? I'm doing red Yes um Y'all There are so many deaths Let me tell you. Oh, that's cute. Tomorrow is not guaranteed when I tell you people are dropping People we are not If you are dying under the age, I'm gonna be bold enough to say 80 if you're if someone is dying under the age of 80 That is premature death in my opinion. Hell in the biblical days. They were living past 100 years old Look, look in look in it. They were living well past 100. My grandfather lived to be 101 No problem So to be passing away at 50 and 60 is just Heartbreaking and a lot of people are dying from heart attacks. I think that stresses Of course, you know the silent killer is the big one. Which is why I'm trying to watch myself too. Um It is really sad Jesse Powell the r&b singer passed away unexpectedly Um, but I thought that the record said that or at least anew said he passed away Peacefully at home. So that was a cancer. I don't think they came out with the cause of death yet, but that is horrible He was only 51 That's nine years older than me to me. That's young. That's horrible. I'm gonna do a little bit gold Let me show you Let me see Hold on. Hold on. I'm gonna do it on top too Isn't that cute? So, yeah, y'all be you know, take care of yourself. Please check up on your family check up on your friends I call my anybody that's over 70. I'm calling them like on the regular basis. I need to call my Vietnamese mama snow to see how she's doing because child It's horrible. I'm gonna do this too. This is not really And I need to go through my makeup you guys and start throwing stuff away that is old I don't have a lot of makeup in here. That's like More than five years old. This is Wet and well Okay, let's do something with these brows child. So y'all that's pretty much it With the person in life. We are doing well. We are blessed um I was looking look I was getting kind of sentimental looking at some Videos of our house in phoenix that house was so beautiful y'all But you know why the house was beautiful Because we made it a home We'd put a lot of work into that house and my husband gonna have the nerve to say recently Yeah, I was we should have you know, I was looking at we were not here in 2019. What? Um, and you know, but you know, that's would have been a good time. Why didn't you tell me that? I know why he didn't I know why he didn't because I would have been on his ass. Oh, yes I would have been on it. So he he probably was like, I ain't gonna tell this crazy woman. Yeah, I need to he needs to know for sure And then he'll let me know go. Oh, y'all would I would have been asking him all the time Okay, y'all so what I'm watching on youtube child um y'all The the algorithm is on youtube is messed up and we know this it's been messed up for Almost three years honestly when I tell you I'm like, I'm hardly I'm not getting hardly any views Granted, I'm not posting as much As I normally do um, just due to life or whatever, but um Even I follow people who do post Regularly and they're saying that they're hardly or they're not really getting any views Who is that lovely tea lovely tea was basically saying yeah, I'm done those eyebrows a little harsh, but it's okay You get the glasses you gonna be to see them lovely tea was basically saying that Some of her videos are not even monetized. It's absolutely crazy what they're doing Um, not what they're doing, but this is just youtube in general and so I I'm not posting as much as I should look at all that hair And I need to get back on it. I do house I went back and I started writing down some videos ideas and jay b so funny because jay b has a little youtube channel too y'all he has 300 followers actually And so I was like jay b I'm talking to myself and jay b's like well mama You just start posting the stuff they want to see I said you little grown-ass man. I said, okay, baby I don't have to post something want to see which is all hair related videos anyway So I was looking at that girl this drama about the little mermaid being black You really don't get it like I do but I don't like it's a damn fish It is a make-believe And I don't want to say entity it's And if I remember the original story had multiple sisters that all look different and then you had the red hair So it was like Ariel was the one thing that we had that represented us and we just upset that Okay, let's have her have red. Let's have her to be black with red hair because there are black people that do have red hair And so I'm like y'all really bugging so the youtube the trailer got I wrote it down the trailer got over one million dislikes Over a fictional character that just so happened to be black This country or not even the country this world is a mess Is that is that really a big deal for y'all really for some of y'all That really blows my mind that people will really react that way But one thing I will have to say I don't give two shits You don't want to know why because when I saw that video and I know some of y'all have seen me I saw it on facebook actually of those brown babies smiling And overjoyed when they saw the trailer of the little mermaid and they saw that she was black When I tell you I look yeah, I dropped the tear. It was absolutely beautiful. They were so shocked They were so happy and the joy in their face Makes it all worth the while. You know what I mean? So get over it. Oh my gosh. I I really don't Anyway, I like to watch I watch a lot of youtubers that you guys probably don't even like I watch um videos of Monk bangs every now and then if you nasty no But if I'm craving a certain type of food and I can't eat it I know this is so weird if I can't eat it. I'll make a look at a video I'm not gonna watch the whole video. I'm gonna watch you biting to it and I'm done. I'm good Uh, like I'll watch a eating crispy chicken wings. I'll look at you eat it For a few seconds or a few minutes. I'm like, okay. I'm good. I'm good. That was good too child. Thank you um, what else what else what else I like to look at um singing reaction videos. I'm subscribed to the voice I'm subscribed to another guy. He has dreadlocks and he's he's an actual voice teacher And so I like those videos the most because I love music and so I've been watching a lot of that And um watching before I came on here. I watched a busby latest videos and she said the same thing She's like, are you guys are you still interested in product reviews? And I that's a good question, Antoinette So, you know, you often wonder are people still interested in Watching product reviews, especially if you've been on this platform as long as I have in the busby and other youtubers It's a lot, you know what I mean? It's not necessarily a lot But you get a little bored with the reviews and stuff like that and so My analytics are telling me that you guys are okay with the product reviews. Those are my highest My highest um viewed videos but sides Other videos such as my breast reduction video or growing your hair video Those are up there too or a la vera a la vera it seems to be very very popular lately But you know what the gag is some of those videos are not monetized Don't ask me why child maybe with some music or something But yeah, some of those videos are not monetized. So anyway Girl, let's get into the rest of this hair. All right, y'all Look at this And my hair feels great. It feels greasy. I don't know what it feels like There's like a greasy coating on it. I don't know what that's from. I really don't. Um, yeah, what I'm watching on tv Abbott elementary So the main reason why I started watching Abbott elementary is I saw homegirls. I forgot her name. I do apologize. Cheryl For Moesha. First of all, I didn't even realize I did not realize that that was her She looks so young Is it just me or am I drunk? She looks so young. She looked like someone who was in their Mid-late 30s. So I didn't realize that was her and I'm like, who is this beautiful black woman? And plus, you know, I'm used to her hair being forward in her face because that's what I remember her from What's your Moesha? What's your Moesha y'all? Anyway, she's been in the game for a long time, right? And so I was like, let me check out this this series on who look all Abbott elementary when I tell y'all This is the funniest freaking show. It is absolutely it has that Comedy that's not too forceful. A lot of it is um, what do you call it? Not abla girl I've been drinking it. A lot of it is on the spot. They're just seeing stuff on the whim Which is the signs of a good comic the young man from what I hear about Chris is on there He is an adult. He's grown. But y'all know who my favorite character is Yep, you damn right. Ava the principal My favorite character is the principal y'all. Let me see if I could close this one. Oh, she is absolutely hilarious I love her outfits. I love her weave. I love I love everything. So I bench watch the entire show in two days. That's how good it is Make sure you got try, you know, try to watch it Check it out. It's called Abbott elementary and it's on hulu all the characters is really funny and really entertaining Girl watching shining bill. I'm on episode six is getting a little ragged But I will say y'all even our curse every now and then on here. I try to watch it There's a lot of cursing in this series and I mean Courtney Cox is literally seeing the f-word like I feel like 20 30 times a freaking episode that is just this is a lot of cursing and I'm like wow I mean, I don't watch it in front of jv because we don't curse In front of jb. And so we try to watch it and so I'm like, wow. Yeah, I really are Turning it up. Yeah, I'm gonna make my hair bigger. Don't say anything. I make my hair bigger. Um Yeah, I know we're gonna talk about Handmaid's tell girl. Let me tell you something. I saw the previews. We're on um season five Those you who have not watched the handmaid's tell at all you need to catch up, but I will say This series can be very traumatic for anyone who has gone through an s a type of situation um, I'm not trying to be uh insensitive, but it deals with That's a big part of the show narcissistic behavior from from both genders selfishness It is horrible. It is horrible the way these women and men are treated on this show. Um It is a good show too though. It's very good So baby, I already watched the two episodes when I tell you Selena Who is the widower? Uh, that uh, what is his name? Frank? Child I'm drinking. Um Selena I'm not gonna give any spoilers. Watch it Selena it's going to be a problem June is on a rampage She wants I think that she thought that killing the governor would make her uh Will give her some type of I don't want to say peace But it would it would make her feel a certain type of way and it didn't And the other the other governor the one with all the white hero and white goatee he tried to tell her that that this is not gonna make it better but After that, she thought that perhaps that she was going to get um arrested and they were like, oh, um They happened over there. They had something to do with us. This is connect canada. They You free to go and so she's like Okay, what do I do next? So the women that had helped her to kill This individual they were like, okay, June. So we did that for you. So now We gotta go find my woman We we gotta go to gillie. We we and she's like, oh, uh, thank you, but no, I'm good. They're like, what the hell June's character has lost it. She is suffering from PTSD. She's suffering from some type of mental Issues rightfully. So she is About to snap any minute. She's walking around with the blood still on her. I'm like girl At least go wash up you walking around with the evidence still on you Um, it was a lot to deal with Granted what happened in the last episode the final the finale of of season four and so But when I tell y'all I knew that Selena would be a problem Before I even knew what uh episode two was going to be about just due to the trailer for season five a woman When it comes to a relationship and Women in my opinion, this is my opinion Women are way more Manipulative than men or we have a way to To Change the almost atmosphere and so even though And when her husband was alive, he was a physical threat and with and in gilliat Men are controlling everything. Well, you but when you have a woman a vengeful woman an angry woman a bitter woman Oh That's scary Women will sit back and think about it and or and or and and really think about what what's the next step This is how I look at it. Men will play checkers. Women will play chess all day with your ass That's how So when I saw the you know, like I said when I saw the trailer I said, oh Selena's gonna be a problem and she is a problem. She's gonna be a real problem. So y'all, I love it I love episode one. I love episode two Oh and by the way, we're also watching america horror stories and when I saw what is her name juda flight First of all juda flight was in the last um episode of american horror stories and it has to do with Uh, plastic surgery this particular episode as soon as she came on and she she has a lot of makeup And juda flight is also in shinningville when she came on I was like, yes juda life Yeah, I love her. I love her y'all and I'm already gonna say it my favorite favorite movie of her is wife mother murderer that crazy as hilly Joe no joke Cute, huh? Uh, I'm hot though. I'm gonna put some of this hair. I can't do this I want to put some of this hair like that or something But he'll he'll get a look at it before I do all that but that's it y'all Thank you so much for watching. Take care. Bye