 You think you know better, and so you spin around in all kinds of things like video games and going to the bar and watching all kinds of sports and doing all kinds of spiritual seeking and chasing all kinds of substances and traveling and trying to get it through sex, trying to get it through money, trying to get it through luxurious objects, trying to get it through the validation of your parents, trying to get it through the validation of others online. You try to get fulfillment through all of the most retarded ways imaginable and that is why you are getting this reflection because you are running retarded scripts and you are asking for this reflection to liberate yourself from those retarded conditioned scripts so that you can die into the portal of Christ that is always there so you can be God in flesh so you can finally die on this sword for the collective's transformation into love, light, unity, prosperity, abundance. You want it so bad. That's why you asked for this video. You want it so bad. You seek everywhere for it but you have to crucify all of your sense of self. You have to crucify all of the sense of separation. You have to crucify all of the conditioning, all of it. Everything has to go. Every single last speck has to go. Everything has to be healed. Everything has to be transformed. Everything has to be repented. All sins have to be repented. All of them. There's no other way. There's no other way to a fulfilling life.