 Hello everybody. Welcome to esoteric Atlanta. Of course, my name is Bryce. I'm here with my friend and your friend is Stephanie from Spiritual Perspectives of our Great Awakening and a new friend Emmy who has her own channel now I'm gonna show you guys quickly before we get into the topic at hand So of course you have not subscribed to Stephanie Please go ahead and subscribe to Stephanie at Spiritual Perspectives of our Great Awakening Of course as always I will be placing links to their channels down in the description box below and then Emmy's channel is holistic Genie with Emmy and you've literally how many videos do you have Emmy? Not that many so far, right? No, just I think six or seven And seven I think yes, so you guys Emmy you're a are you master Reiki? What level are you with Reiki? I've taken holy fire Usui master and Karuna master so awesome Yeah, so your channel is kind of dedicated to spiritual healing, right? Yeah, it's basically a collection of holistic health topics anywhere from physical health to spirituality I've had a lot of growth and healing in my life and I've used these avenues to get there and I just like to share with everyone how I've healed and it I'm a completely different person than I was five years ago If someone were to tell me five years ago that I put myself on YouTube. I would have laughed so hard I Remember texting beforehand because I know it's so super it's nerve-wracking when you first open your channel But you do get used to it and I was telling them some days. I wonder if I can get away with not showering You know, it's just you get very used to it and you know, you develop a different it's a different kind of lesson You know everything in life is a chance to grow and learn and Experience your own personal growth and lessons and having a channel definitely teaches you a lot about yourself Especially when you're put under the public eye in that kind of a way and you you did it to yourself You know, like you put yourself up there So now I one thing I love about what you're doing and me and I was Stephanie I have spoken a lot about this and this is kind of my This is my job before YouTube and not just I don't hate to say it was just my job because it's My life too is is um, you know, of course I've studied in India and really starting to kind of change the way that we perceive our bodies in the Western world We're taught that you know, you have the body and the soul which in the yoga sutras It's Prakriti and Purusha, but Prakriti is the Shakti of the soul and Something in the east that's different from the west is when there is an issue with health We're not just looking at something you inherited or just a just a basic biological Dysfunction it's looking at what energetically caused it and I say a lot of times my teacher in India I don't even know if he like knows where your kidneys are, you know And it doesn't matter because he's looking at you energetically And once you fix the energetic the body then follows suits because the body is the GPS system of Where the soul is out of alignment And of course it's much deeper than that I do simplify it here by saying soul and a lot of eastern philosophy that goes into like ottoman which is even deeper than the soul and so Well, I mean first of all just to introduce yourself to my audience. How did you find Reiki? How did you how did you wonder as a westerner as a white girl from America? Like how did you stumble upon this this modality from how all of us were raised in the Western world? well, I was introduced to Reiki by a friend and She was very gentle with it because she knew my religious background background I grew up in a Christian church and when I met my first husband at 17 he was Catholic and so I joined the Catholic Church and was pretty much well indoctrinated after that and You know, there were there were some things about it that I liked But I could tell Intuitively even though I squashed my intuition back then That something just wasn't quite right. I I did not I I felt most uncomfortable with having to Talk through a priest to God. It's like why It makes no sense to me So, yeah, I had a little bit of Religious indoctrination And I completely lost my train of thought. What was your question initially? What's so funny? Oh, yeah, fine Reiki. Yeah, so okay So I had a friend and she was very careful with how she approached me with it and I'm very grateful for that But I had an issue with my ankle and she kept offering to do a Reiki treatment on me and I couldn't get rid of this issue with my ankle for weeks and So I decided to go see her and I wanted to test it so I didn't tell her about my ankle and The set the session was profound like I could feel the energy I could feel Swirling around my head. I could feel like this gentle tugging pulling there was tingling everywhere like I just felt the energy and It felt like warm sunshine Flowing through my body. It was incredibly relaxing. I don't think I've ever been So relaxed up to that point in my life it was it was almost like I have been in a constant state of Fight flight freezer for on my entire life I've went from one abusive situation to another and not that they were Horrible all the time because abuse can be really subtle. Yeah. Oh, absolutely. Yeah So I had the healing session with her and some very powerful intuitive messages came through God was just speaking directly to me and you know, he told me you're a healer You know, you're a healer. You have to do this and I was compelled after that It was one of the most profound spiritual experiences I have ever had And I asked her for another session a Week or two after that and during that session I felt my mom's my mom's passed away I felt my mom's hands on the top of my head her hands were resting on my shoulders And I felt a second set of hands come down on my head and immediately when they touched my head I knew it was my mom and My friend Holly she Sensed it also and at the same time we both went your mom and I went my mom I'm like, oh my gosh, you know and then at that point in time I had lost my entire family of origin both my parents both my siblings grandparents and I started to feel These hands being placed all over my body and it was my family telling me hey, we're here We've been here the whole time girl it was so profound and that kind of blew the doors wide open to energy and energy medicine and so I took my first class From someone who I had known growing up in middle school and high school and I had known that she taught Reiki because she invited me to a lot of stuff on Facebook, but I just never went because I Knew nothing about it and it wasn't an interest to me at the time so I took my first two classes and It was absolutely incredible and there were these you know very deep-seated religious beliefs that kept coming up like You know those those Unwritten unspoken rules like anything that is outside of the scope of religion is satanic or demonic You know anything that I don't understand is is not good for me So I kept asking you know very close with Jesus I've had a relationship with him even before I learned about him in religion I kept asking okay Give me a sign if if this is not what you want me to do show me And he just kept leading me more and more toward it more and more toward it and it wasn't until After I had taken the classes and started studying energy Um, I didn't even know what a chakra was two years ago two and a half years ago I had no idea what a chakra was either did I Now my my whole my whole life and existence is um centered around and focused on my energy my My spirit my soul, you know who the essence of who I am You know, we're so attached to our bodies and we identify Um with our bodies like we are our bodies. We're not our bodies. Our bodies are a vehicle. They're they're clothing That's what um, that's the biggest In the yoga sutras. That's the cause of man's suffering According to patan jaleen is that we are confused about who we are We think who we are is our identity in property in nature, which is our bodies But that's That's not who we are because it's not eternal. The soul is what's eternal. It's parusha And so um, that's why man suffers is because the rules of property the two rules of property of nature of our bodies Is that as a birth a life and a death and because it has a birth a life and a death That means that it's always shifting and changing And so because and that also represents outside of our lives with our relationships with Our jobs, which you know, even the building that the apartment right now one day will not be here anymore It's constantly shifting and ebbing and flowing and we have a hard time Moving with that because we want to hold on to it because we think it's it's who we are when it's Not it's just an expression of who we are You know, it's it's um, it's like you you're parusha. Your your ottman is just watching this happen Like you're your own reality show Yeah, but it's over it's over and that's what a lot of yoga practitioners say like we're practicing yoga Yoga to prepare for our own death So that we can leave the body with ease when it's time we've accepted and we leave Um, it's so beautiful. Yeah, and the body for the chakra system. I mean that's the easy That's how I see the body will tell you where your soul that's all if you can use the body in its proper way It becomes this beautiful thing because it shows you it tells you Where there's disalignment Where because it shows up in the body It shows up as aches and pains diseases all this kind of stuff that shows up there Um, and that's um, I think our ancestors knew this so even as westerners I think our ancestors knew this and then you know, of course Stephanie I talk a lot about the church we both come from the island. I think out of all three of us I like less than 100 church out of 17. I'm 39 now. So it's been a while It's been a while. I'm calling the one that left at the last side of this group of girls here I was it was july of last year And it was a very very very profound strong nudge from god To get out It's not it's it's I mean in my opinion that the church is satanic It's it's following the rules of the the Well walked what I say the club the club the group, you know, it's owned by the government And they've manipulated and censored and taken away the divine feminine and um all that kind of stuff and um You know and so but the truth always comes out and and I'll tell you Before I left for my first trip to india and again, this has been I had not been in the church for years, so I wasn't even thinking about How would jesus feel about me going to india that wasn't even in my mind It was the night before I was Leaving and I was going to be in india for a really long time. So my whole apartment was packed up um Everyone was going to sublet for me while I was away and I was on uh, Facebook and I got this message from a guy I went to high school with Who hadn't spoken to since high school and um, he now is a minister And he sent me a message and he on on facebook and he said I don't know why I need to tell you this but jesus was urging me To tell you that you're going somewhere because of him. He wants you there I don't know if I've ever even told you this Stephanie. Okay, he didn't he had no idea I was going to india the next day for a very long time Um, and I just messaged him back and I was like, thanks man. Like I wasn't really worried about going to india, but i'm going to india tomorrow, so You know and I've had a lot of very very fundamentalist christians like call me all sorts of names because of uh, because I'm an authorized teacher and I spent a lot of time in india and um, Have a profound respect for the hindu faith profound respect for it. It's a very beautiful faith and it's a very loving faith and um You know, and I just remember that story that it sucks to be you fundamentalist because you Jesus actually is the reason why according to my friend. He sent me there. So You know, I see that now. I know that now. I know why I had to go there now But um, yeah, so I get that and it's hard that that indoctrination is hard But it's so freeing though once you liberate yourself It's like this bondage just breaks off of you When you realize there's no you you are enough and Guys, you're not going to hell like that's not gonna happen You're here because you're here to learn lessons and grow And I learned this like time you do it again. Yeah, the soul is eternal. And so as long as it takes Until you realize you need to work through something and you just keep coming back and and a lot of the missing books of the bible Do talk about this and the same books the bible talk about reincarnation Uh, but of course the church doesn't want you to know that because how can they make money off of your fear? Yeah You're vulnerable if you think that's it once once the lights go out, that's it But if you know that's not it then you're not vulnerable Yeah, yeah, it is it is probably Coming out of it and looking back with hindsight. It's probably the most in-depth Mind control system we have on this planet. Yeah I mean, we've got The school system and the government and you know workplace, but religion I think takes the cake And and they do a very good job at um making Us believe that christianity and fundamentalist christianity at that is the only Right true religion. And if you don't believe the way We believe or they believe then you're in for You know An eternity of suffering And if you can apply critical thinking to that it just makes no sense. Yeah, it makes no sense at all I would have loving god who created you and his image You got you got both of you are parents. I'm not a parent. I have a dog And I know my dog I would I would take a bullet for my dog people always laugh at me for saying that I absolutely would take up I love my dog that much that I would Take a bullet for him, but you both have children And as a parent and this used to confuse me when I was a little camera asking my mom about this My mother would say to us like, you know girls. I'm your mom. I love you unconditionally There's nothing you could do that would make me not love you But then I would go to church or sunday school and they would say, you know God loves you But if you don't do this or but if you don't follow this you're gonna burn in hell And that would always confuse me because my mother would sit there and say there's that she loved us unconditionally And there was nothing we could do to make her not love us But yet god who you see also loves us unconditionally if we don't Follow this exactly to a tee. We're gonna burn in hell. That doesn't make sense to me as parents Would you ever cast your child into the fiery pits of hell? No, well, that's what happened to me. Like I was driving one day and I was this was I was using my critical thinking skills for once when I came to that kind of stuff and I literally got angry And I hit the steering wheel and I'm like god, do you really send all these people to hell? I need to know because this doesn't feel right and god was like, well, what do you think and I said Well, I'm told one thing, but I think another And god was very clear Okay What do you think though? Like no then no God wasn't just gonna give me the answer. God wanted me to think about it. Um And that's when I started to doubt the church to some degree and I was but it was such a hard programming to break um And it took about two years to really break it a good two years and Once I actually did like one of the biggest things that broke it was my cards That was because I I remember like I I had this Kind of like you emmy with your reiki and you rise with your yoga It was this very very clear voice. I said you need to buy a set of cards I'm like, but that's sinful. I was like, you know one of my friends did tarot and When she would she would ask me do you want me to do a reading for you and I go Um sure And then it'd be like god am I sinning god am I sinning? and I never got a yes and it just I had to kind of force myself to Do what I felt was right even though part of me was like am I sinning? And once I got the cards and I kept asking Jesus if I was sinning and kept getting no I want you to do this And then started to find out that god can actually speak through the cards I was like I got more and more comfortable and then there was like It's almost like I had uh these shackles that were released off of me, you know In a spiritual sense not literally, but it was so Completely liberating and to be honest with you if a fundamentalist gets all pissy with me or anything like that I kind of laugh about it at this point because i'm like So sorry you because it's a miserable life that's suffering one one thing in the yoga sutra talks about this too the the more you Recognize your own soul which part of that liberation is taking off the weight of the expectations of this organization And you can start to really live within your soul What happens is you start to see the beauty in other people too And you start to see the that you start to feel like an intense love for other humans as well Whereas before You're shackled with such fear That you can't see the beauty in other people you can't see the beauty in the hindu faith or the beauty in the muslim faith You can't see that when you're so shackled by fear But once that is once you're freed of that You see it's like rom da said like it's just god dressed in drag Like every single culture has their own expression of the same god You know and and you start to see you see how beautiful that is And it's so freeing and that's the that's what j yashua jesus spoke love like god with all their heart and love each other's I've loved you those are just two commandments But the church doesn't even follow those commandments So how do they expect the parishioners and one thing I want to want to talk about too coming out of the church And something we're going to get into with the topic today In 70 i've been kind of talking about this off screen off to be careful how I kind of because I know this might Ruffle some feathers is the idea of karma and here in the western world We have a very uneducated ignorant idea of what karma is Karma is just cause and effect And in yoga we call it your work So everybody comes to planet earth in this carnation With karma that they are supposed to work through Nobody else can do that work for you You have to do that work yourself You have to do it. So what the church does sometimes is they take that power and that's yet your power You working through that is your power They take that away from you. You can't possibly do this So we're gonna put it over on this ethereal idea of whether you believe enough enough into in a human sacrifice And that's going to be your entrance into heaven or nirvana whatever you want to call it the final samadhi with god But that's not that's not what yashua taught in the missing books of the bible What yashua teaches in the missing books of the bible mirrors the yoga sutras What mary magdalene teaches in the magdalene gospel Mirrors the yoga sutras you have to and that's that's your gift Is to work through your karma because something very profound happens when you actually sit In your own shit And you actually sit in your own discomfort and you let yourself be there and you don't ignore it And you whatever modality you're using to to trigger that and you actually sit there And work through it. Sometimes it takes five minutes. Sometimes it takes five years You become so much more powerful within yourself and you become so much more people's eyes shine brighter There's more wisdom. There's more compassion. The first law of yoga is a hymza non-violence, which doesn't mean It also means setting up boundaries for yourself too So you're learning how to like move throughout the world within your own self within your own spirit when you actually allow yourself to do your karma And so um, and that's something that's so beautiful in the east And so with that being said, um Before we move into the ghosting topic Do you girls have anything you want to say about the karma because I think that's something That's going to be really hard for the fundamentalists to actually realize that this isn't a bad thing It's a power move. It's a plot twist. Like that's your power. You can't put it on an individual You know your karma is your karma and it's yours alone to deal with and when you incarnate you have your own personal karmas You have your um parents karma Um in you, you know, you can choose to be the one that breaks that karma Yeah, you have the three karmas. So the three karmas are your own karma, which is your own work from this life and past lives You have your ancestral karma. So that's what you've inherited Which yes if and they say that people who practice yoga consistently in this life will change the karmic pattern of their Seven generations beneath them Also cleanses seven generations behind you too. So any type of bad habits that were Our work sent through your dna. It's like we were it might be a little bit graphic But we were talking about that with the conception of a baby You know when a when a baby is conceived when the sperm hits the egg there's that flash of light But whatever vibration the man was when he released that sperm That's now going into that child same with the egg And so that's why it's super important as human beings that we work on ourselves because we're giving that to our Children too and but once that goes into that sperm in that egg meat. That's now that baby's karma That now they have to work through that and we also have the collective karma Which is what we're all going through together right now in our timeline that we all have to work through Together which is why i'm so happy channels like emmy and stephanie exist because that's my thing that i'm getting angry and frustrated with a lot of people in the Truth or community is they think this is all a movie and they can just sit back eat popcorn and watch the kennedy's fix it No, or they think this is about It's it's more either political or more religious and when I say religious I don't mean spiritual That's why I don't my channel is not religious perspectives. Mine is spiritual So there's a complete difference spirituality is your self work yourself working on the karma shadow work um collective shadow work um Religion is a boxed in theory and I'm closer to god than I've ever been before and I'm out of religion So, you know, I got myself out of the fishbowl or out of the fish tank and i'm swimming in the vast ocean and There's so many different avenues you could take with that but the thing is there's no condemnation with that a loving god it's not a there's It gets me really angry because I come from that world too. Most of the viewers know that and It had me in such a fear. I had a hard time getting in my car and actually driving without a panic attack. Um, I had a I almost um crashed into a tractor trailer back in 2010 and um If I did actually hit it I probably would have My head would have been you know because of tractor trailer Um the tractor trailer suddenly stopped on the highway and the sun got in my eyes and I had to slam on my brakes I almost crashed into it and so to me that was like almost like a near-death experience. I could not like It was it was a very uh horrific experience um I was shaking for hours after and um since that day I had gotten Because of the church indoctrination. I was so afraid to drive a lot of the time especially on a busy highway It was in the middle of heartbreak kinetic if anybody's driven through heartbreak kinetic. That's a shit show however price I'm sure you have it worse in atlanta. Um, yeah, so um That was very scary for me. So I used to get these panic attacks and I was Driving to and from work on this highway and I used to have to pull over all the time because I actually like Almost stopped breathing. I'd get these horrific panic attacks and that was all because I was so afraid to go to hell like Like that's awful. No one should have to live like that. I don't care who you are Jesus didn't teach that. No. Jesus never told people they were going to hell So yeah, I make it my life mission at this point to say stop stop believing these stupid investigations I mean, I've said it before there is the most dishonest Organization in this whole club is the church. Yeah, literally lie about everything and it's every denomination I don't know what denomination you're part of it's a lie And so and it doesn't mean there wasn't no god. No jesus. No mary magdalene whoever It just means that they're boxing you in so that you are programmed and that you live in fear So you can be controlled God wants us to willingly love god not be forcefully loving god I wouldn't want to force my kids to love me. That's wrong. That goes against every will Even if we have these moments of not loving god, it doesn't change the fact that you are a fractal of god That's um genesis one three god said that there'd be light that when I was doing my step The word for light the original Hebrew word meant divine spark You or that's god said let there be you You really think that in those moments where you are mad at god or don't have that that he's gonna just forget about no You're his divine spark His her we know that from the missing gospels too that it's not just it's a mother they as yashua called his mother father Mother father god. Yeah You are that that is what you are You are that fractal and so it doesn't and when you realize that there's so much liberation and there's no fear of death anymore I mean, I don't want to die. I still got a lot of things I want to do in this this world But but I'm not afraid of it I'm afraid of it anymore. You know, it's it's um It's life is exciting too because that fear is gone And um and so with that karmic perspective um Amy I watched your video video on ghosting that you did and this is a A modern term uh for something that's probably been going on for a very long time. I think we we We know about it now because we have such an in-your-face communication devices with social media with um cell phones You know when we were little kids, there was no internet There was no, you know, there was no social media. You didn't have cell phones. You had land lines You know, so I I think these things happened But it wasn't as apparent as they are now which makes it even more But I think did you say in the video that this was a karmic lesson like a karmic lesson for everyone to go through? Yeah, I As part of my healing and because I am learning Um so much about the law of attraction and trying to apply that to everything Um as part of my healing I wanted to look at Whom I may have hurt in this manner Now I haven't done anything to this degree But I have done similar things and it just got Me thinking about okay. Are there people out there that I need to make amends? too and um You know a couple people immediately came to mind and then as I was thinking about it over the next couple of weeks um, I thought of you know a couple more people and You know the one person that I really wanted to reach out to and offer an apology I have absolutely no way of contacting this person. I don't even know if this person still lives in the united states So what I did was I just wrote a letter to him and said everything that I would Normally say and then I just burned it and I think just just taking the action in that respect um Taking some kind of effort putting it out there because everything's energy um, it It's completed At least I feel it completed that cycle because I don't want to attract this kind of thing into my life ever again It was it was incredibly painful You know for when you go through pain like that you realize the pain that you maybe call somebody else and it puts everything into perspective Yeah, let's talk about the shackles of liberation when you start to actually value other human beings too and you You know, it's it's it's more of do unto others as you would have them do unto you It's more of that empathetic compassionate We are all one really You know and can you explain we were talking about this before I started recording The difference between like ghosting and like drifting apart because there is a difference And I think some people might be a little bit confused about the two Okay, so ghosting is when you have a Uh a sudden and very abrupt end in all communication Like they just Cut you off and cut you out, you know, they and and they make it so that you're not able to contact them They block you on social media. They'll block your phone number You know They'll block YouTube channel or email, you know, there there's a very abrupt end in all communication drifting apart is kind of a slower process where You know one or both people just kind of lose interest or they, you know, move on or You know what I'm talking about. There's no blocking. You're probably That person on social money. You still call that person. It's just yeah. Yeah. Yeah. No ill intent Yeah, no no ill intent No ill intent at all whatsoever um, and what's particularly painful about ghosting is social rejection Activates the same parts of your brain That are activated during physical pain And so when I say ghosting hurts, I mean it literally physically hurts and There are a few types of trauma that are created when this happens You know, you have grief from the loss of the relationship and the void that that creates You've got the physical pain and you have this um, this state of rumination or ambiguity or A constant wondering in your mind because they didn't offer you any closure So You're grieving their loss Your brain is constantly trying to figure out Why trying to constantly make sense of something that makes no sense And at the same time, you know, you could be physically hurting like it is it is a really shitty experience Really it really is, you know, I I feel really bad for people who are dating This happens, you know from the research a little bit of research that I did this happens a lot With online dating it's it's almost like people view other people as just an avatar that they can swipe right, you know And we kind of lose the connection Um and the empathy that we would normally have with a face-to-face person or our face-to-face relationship Right, there's integrity too in finding closure. Yeah Yeah, the same when that there's just an abrupt end like that Mm-hmm Yeah, um one thing too that really really helped me was Taking a stance of non-judgment, you know, because one hurtful act doesn't make a person evil And you know, I've done I've done similar stuff like this in my past and I when I did it I wasn't even thinking about it. I had like a complete disregard and lack of empathy For how that may have made made him feel like it just did not even cross my mind I was you know, I I wanted what I wanted and I was going after it and I was kind of one track minded and tunnel vision and Um, you know, it was very eye-opening having this happen and you know when I thought about That person I was just like Wow That was a really crappy thing for me to do really crappy um So yeah, it's very eye-opening and you know I'm I'm sure that I wouldn't have want wanted him to Judge me or look down on me or say that I'm a horrible evil person I'm not a horrible evil person And you know, I don't look at these ladies like they're horrible evil people um you know, maybe uh They need a little bit of work in their communication and um, maybe the reasoning and the justification behind the reasoning that they do things um, but I have no interest in passing judgment or being angry or you know holding things against people Now if they were to come back into my life, I'd probably you know Be reserved and cautious Um, I probably would not have the same kind of relationship that I thought I had During the months that we were friends But I think that forgiveness You know as we're moving into new earth. I think that love and compassion and forgiveness is so incredibly important And to try to look At the people who hurt you with understanding Yeah So yeah, that's huge because it kind of goes into that area of betrayal Which is something I've I've had to work on for like the past five months is um, and it's it's hard when someone's betrayed your trust It's really hard to like walk into that territory of trusting potentially trusting that person again, but it is possible I believe there is possibility of redemption and Putting yourself in that other person's shoes is an incredible way to start that healing process Of mending that that that trust back whether that's in a friendship or romantic relationship or whatever um, but yeah, you're right and I am and but it does take it does take In order to step back it takes a lot of communication and um a lot of tears probably on both ends A part and together, you know to work through it and tears are amazing tears are a release their their way to release that um Those held feelings and um, so yeah, I like that you say you talk about potentially. Yeah And that's okay when when that type of betrayal has happened to be a little bit more To test the waters more because um because once bitten twice shy, but there is healing there's always There's always hope for a second chance, you know And sometimes I mean sometimes when healing has been done on both parts the relationship comes back stronger too Yes, my marriage my marriage is a perfect example of that My husband and I are twin flames and I didn't realize that's the kind of relationship that we had until about a year ago and when I started researching and learning and diving deep into twin flames everything made sense everything made sense And with the betrayal that we've had in our relationship working through it and coming through to the other side has built this foundation and this trust in our relationship that would not have been there otherwise You know, it is amazing when two people who have grown up in families and been Hurt so deeply and had such trauma and such abuse And they can come together and work through their stuff And come out the other side and still be together It is an embodiment of unconditional love and it is such an honor to be able to watch My husband's growth watch my growth Watch how we are together as a couple and be able to share that with other people It's just I'm so grateful. It has been so hard so hard like I would not I would not Want to do it again. I would not want to go through some of the stuff that we've went through again However, I'm so grateful that that we did and that we made it through on the other side and that we're We're continuing to grow and um I'm getting all teary ideas Definitely talked about this like people get people romanticize the twin flame thing and it's it's now It's nothing to romanticize about if you got a good soulmate I Yes, if you've got yourself a soulmate or a kindred spirit You're on cloud nine because twin flame relationships are work intense well And that's the thing too is and I've done my research on the twin flame thing. It's like There has to be I've noted that I don't know how I can explain that Correctly, but usually you meet your twin and then you get like pulled apart by something It always happens that way And then that's when like the tower moment happens for both of you And then you come back together again. It's it's like the most bizarre karmic thing like And you're the twin flame guys. It's one of the soul splits into two. It's like, why did why did I do this again? Like what if you do people like this little second this little psychotic Like you have to do a lot of work on yourself in order for it to work Yeah, because your twin's gonna mirror you So and a lot of times too, uh the whole twin flame journey too It's inevitable. You're going to hit hit with like tons of spiritual warfare because you have to it's part of the journey and uh It's um, no no joke. No walk in the park. It's nothing to romanticize about and uh, it's uh, sometimes like can we abort mission? I want to like call mine to be like, why do we agree to do this? I don't even know personally No, I know who it is. I just don't know them in person and it's like Yeah, it's Not in the same wavelength just yet, you know, I mean like it's um And i'm sitting here like would you just pull your head out of your ass? Well, usually um, this is interesting too like with twin flame You you could be like you could look totally different from your twin like you could be different races all that kind of stuff But um, usually you'll have like the same ear That's what's so weird. You'll have like the exact same ear and like it's it's bizarre It is just the lines on the hands are are like can be identical I believe yeah the ears are similar. There's like the fingerprint and so like You know like you'll have the same like type of ear like it's it's really strange Because if the if the body and i'm saying guys you don't have to be identical Like you can be a different race for your twin could be black. You could be white asian White black it doesn't matter But there's just little parts of your physics because the body again is the Shakti of the soul so Like for instance, that's interrupt you guys, but for instance A hand you're gonna have your there's different lines on your hands that indicate your soul journey So if you've gone if you're in a twin flame journey, obviously your journey is going to be very similar So like that that long lifeline that goes like here Will be the same length. You know what I mean? Well, that's wild. I've read a lot and it explains because all of my Most successful relationships have been with men who are like 10 to 15 years older than me But then I was researching it and it's common In twin flame relationships for the man to actually be older than the female even though the female is the one that activates the relationship subconscious most of the time she didn't even know Most of the time she has no that isn't even a clue. She's that's what she's doing in my situation I even know any of this when it happened. So, you know, it's it's um It's very interesting that there's these like patterns But if you think about the body being the Shakti of the soul the expression of the soul And you are really literally the same soul into two different human experiences There are going to be things that are signs On the physical body. Yeah, you're going to have a lot of the same like similar experiences in life Whether that be like a lot of paranormal experiences Same sicknesses like all sorts of stuff is going to be very similar in your life paths before you actually meet each other And and the shitty thing is when we come to the earth We're going through the veil of amnesia We come here and we don't know any of this and um, I don't know. I mean if I've told you I was in the The bath one night reading my murder mysteries that I love That's how I relax guys at night as I put some epsom salt in the bath and I read my who done it It's I'm like an old lady. I want my stories my stories, you know Like it's like, uh, I get the Christie and you know, I love it But anyway, I was in the bath and I was reading this like freaking murder mystery and all of a sudden I had this what I thought was a vision And I saw myself. I've seen what my higher self looks like so I kind of know what she looks like Um, she's way more elegant than I am But I mean too, um, I was walking down this hallway With this with my twin And all these angels were bowing and I did not want to do it I absolutely did not want to do what we were about to do and that we were about to come here to this earth And I remember actually sitting down and being pulled down into this light But before we went into the room where we were going to be pulled into these like like I remember watching him just Down into this light. Um, I like walking down. He like Stopped and just he said my galactic name, which I know what I'm not going to say on the air and he said I will find you and that was like the last thing that was said before We went into the little tunnels of light. I know that sounds people watching them. It's like you crazy girl, but But it's wild and I thought it was just a vision But then one of our friends who works in this in this quantum stuff She was like, no, no, no, that was a memory. That's a common memory that people have But when they start to remember like coming into this density, they that's the same memory of coming You know the way that I described coming down to earth But um, it's weird time is weird because in that memory we came down at the same time But usually the man is in our physical world will be a little bit older But time is relative anyway, so it's all wild guys like it is it is and they will trigger you Your twins will trigger you like no one else And it's because they are because it's a mirror of you I mean, so I know like a lot of the twin flim journey to like You're you could One can grow up in the inner city and one grow in the cut grow up in the country But you might have like similar things that happen to you like certain childhood traumas um, certain medical illnesses certain Spiritual attacks and they're very they're almost identical um So that's like it because it's a mirror You go through a lot of the similar experiences regardless of your age like yes, I like My twin will be older than me. So you know, but I I have a little bit of a background to know that there there's definitely that like it's a weird mirror. It's almost creepy Like that's how identical it is. It's as if you do have like an identical twin sibling, but it's not sibling It's it's very it's it's unique. I hope not because most of them turn out to be romantic So you don't want it to be with your sibling So they can't be they're rare. Can't you wear? I just know cyrus were twin flames and they were sibling supposedly Then again the powers that be could have easily manipulated that story. So who the hell knows yeah Yeah, there have been instances and with twin flim journey some twins will never like be romantic. That's rare though Rare most of the time they do end up romantic because it's it's that it's that play-doh symposium It's the head wig and the angry inch that musical there There's the origins of love which was a song based off of a play-doh symposium where they talk about being divided and pulled apart and then When you're making love you're literally trying to put yourself back together Which is why when we're reading in the magdala manuscript That's why the the kundalini is activated with usually with twins. You are the only person I mean you can do stuff to activate your your kundalini on your own But with twins Relationships usually with intimacy That is the person that is going to really trigger that activation when you're intimate with your twin is because it is the Same soul Does that make sense? Yeah Yeah, they don't teach you this at vacation babble school. No, no not at all The the day that the day that my husband and I met um When he was standing in front of me I had to try with all of my might not to show my enthusiasm because it was like Take my breath away Like I just I instantly fell in love. It was like I didn't know what a chakra was like I was saying earlier, but When he was standing in front of me literally all of them came online Well, they talked about the heart chakra. I I actually was just And the three are released on part three. They talk about the heart um There's a response with the heart There's some like magnetism that happens like I've even heard stories where even the simple touch. It's like a spark It's almost like oh Like yeah, it's it's almost like um And I wouldn't know this just yet, but this is just what I've heard and I've done a lot of research on the twin flame journey um And and oftentimes too it isn't somebody you met like when you're a teenager or anything because yeah, I've got to work through your shit, obviously, but um, which is by the way, like that's why a lot of marriages are crumbling because of that or it's like a A high level soulmate, you know that god is going to put you in union with so like a lot of karmic relationships are now ripping away but um From what I read like there's like literally like it's almost like an electric spark when you touch that person just like a Like a poke on the shoulder even Yeah, there was there was definitely um a major energy exchange And you know, I I will say that one of the most amazing things um for me and and my husband and our twin flame journey is The sex the sex life is like nothing Else I mean it is out of this world Out of this world One of the benefits of being a human right although I hear that on venus. I've been obsessed with this for a while the venetians apparently they don't have thumbs And all they do is have sex all day Apparently the thumb is how we do you know the pow pow things and all you know the thumb is what kind of got us into trouble as humans although I feel very naked without my thumb, but um Venus they don't have thumbs and they just have sex all day so Good to know so guys If you want a good vacation in the future, just take the portal over to venus Pick So yeah, it's it's um, you know, I uh I knew a lot because I've I'm a huge obviously I I'm a huge philosophy lover And so I've studied phyto symposium before I studied the twin flame stuff before But I never really took it seriously until all of a sudden I realized What was going on with me and I realized and I realized everything after The tower moment had happened That was like super dumb before I had no idea like what because you know, you just don't think about that kind of stuff but but I think that this um great awakening kind of accelerated understandings for people in a lot of ways and like it's like it's like pandora's box Even though opening pandora's box was a bad thing, but it kind of like you can't what is it? Charlie Ward says you can't get the shit back in the horse like once you Make that realization you can't get the shit back in the horse once you see it you can't see it And um, and so yeah, I do want people to understand though. Not everybody has a twin flame. This is it's um Only a small it's very rare actually a small group and it's not It's not what it's it's not Yes, when I think when you're in harmony with your twin it could be a very um powerful relationship uh but before that there's a lot of pain and so um If if that's if you have a high level soulmate and you have a really great relationship like I envy you you know like like that's not It am I making sense like it's not something that To be envious of if if that's not where you are in this life. That's okay. You know, it's okay Wherever you are is where you are that's where you're supposed to be so yeah But I'll take your word for it and made out of sex is good And I always get wrapped up in this conversation when I'm on a video of price It's the ace of cups, baby. It's the ace of cups. It's not your fault this time. It's Emmy's fault Well, I'm glad she shared that tip of information ace of cups ace of cups all the way ace of cups all the way Phoebe grapes and tell me it's real with that ace of cups Um, but it's all it's all you know when we're going through Hard stuff like when we're we're going through anything that's painful or hard Whether that's ghosting or going to the twin blend journey There's always a purpose for it And that's kind of the the main thing I really when we talk about the karma It's like don't avoid your karma because on the other side of that is something really good You know the sun does shine again. Yeah bigger and brighter Mm-hmm So let me think about something, you know how adam and he walked around the world naked before the first thing supposedly I really hope we're not going I think that was metaphoric for Um, they weren't I mean if you read the apocryphal of john Which I really like the apocryphal of john they told the adam and you story in a very different way very different way that uh The releasing of adam and he from the garden was the good god Because they were in a prison Interesting i'm gonna have to get that book. Actually, I know you read it on your channel But I haven't watched it yet, so i'm gonna have to watch that talks about sophia, which The mother god sophia Uh lucifer and that is called the elderbuff, which I think is the best name for lucifer that i've heard thus far elderbuff and Yeldebuff basically it talks it gets lauded to like the wall of one where darkness can't create only light can create So everything that's created was was created by the light It's also just been inverted by the dark because darkness can't create anything So even the serpent which I actually spoke about this with david duke today. We talked about the serpent being You know, that's the the symbol for satan is the serpent But the serpent actually represents kundalini, which is the rising of christ consciousness So of course, of course, they took the serpent And made it bad Because they don't want your christ conscious right could you imagine that what would happen to the church if everybody's kundalini rose? Yeah Would be venus yeah, like Hologram pope literally that projector would have to be turned off for hologram pope because no one would care anymore No one wants to listen to him anymore No one resisted mary magdalene practice kundalini rising. So I don't want to hear from the I know Yes, that's what activated his top body like his late body. Yeah You know, so this train dinner They made sex such a dirty thing and it's not supposed to be that way I mean it can be used as a dirty thing and it has been but that's not the originality of it That's not the purpose of it. Um, it's a it's supposed to be a beautiful thing And uh, yeah Yeah, there's good sex magic and there's bad sex magic um Harnessing a inky bus or a sucky bus like the story they tell us about the virgin mary where she was impregnated by a spirit That's what they do and there's their rituals The good sex magic is to consenting adults Raising vibration together through an very intimate act so We have to start reprogramming the way we think about that Now emmy for people. Do you do services for people? Yes, um, I have been practicing reiki for two and a half years Um, mainly I've been working with uh friends and family. I do have uh, a few paying clients I am working on building my business. My business name is called abundant life holistic You have a website? Um, not yet. I'm building it. I do have an email emmy at abundant life holistic is my my business email And the services that I offer are reiki Treatments of of all kinds and and we could do a whole entire show on what Can be healed with reiki little literally everything. It's so versatile. Okay, and the other service I'm going to be offering Is intuitive, um holistic astrology readings I'm studying a um a variation of astrology called aspect pattern astrology and it takes the Shapes that the Aspects make the different points and planets in your chart The the they make these geometrical shapes And you can look at the shapes as a whole and interpret based on where the planets and points are what house they're in And it gives a much more holistic interpretation of the chart instead of just piece by piece Which you know, there's nothing wrong with piece by piece astrology but when you read a chart that way sometimes there's contradictions and um, I just like I just like a holistic approach to to everything, you know When you take into account the entire person and all the uh layers and facets that we all have It gives us a better picture of you know, where we've been Where we are now where we're going what things we made to need to work on what challenges we may be facing That kind of stuff. So yeah, those are those are the two things that I'm gonna focus on and it's been it's been Challenging Nearing it down because I love reading cards. I love dancing. I love like all of the Spiritual stuff. I just love it like sound healing crystals All of it, but I'm I'm super busy. I have um seven children and a stepdaughter and I home school some of my kids and I'm still a part-time nanny. So my life is very full and I'm doing all this in addition to so So, yeah I'll address down in the description box below as well for any students or any students listen to me like I'm at a shala any subscribers who want to who want to um contact you for any any Possible services. Is that okay? Absolutely. Yeah, and I'll put it in my description box as well So let's do it. Let's play another show. Um, maybe we can get a round table of different healers on and talk about all the different modalities and all that kind of stuff with with healing and That sounds amazing. Yeah, that sounds great. Absolutely. Cool Awesome. Well, thank you ladies so much. You know, it's been about an hour. Thank you guys so much for listening Um, and Stephanie, are you still opening up your support groups? We did talk a lot about the church If are you still do you still want me to put your email up for people who maybe need We're gonna put a hole on that for a second because I'm very behind on those emails I just got my tarot email under control and I gotta get that one under control Um, I'm actually letting go a lot of my groups at this point I'm only I'm only um holding on to two of them that I will be running and the rest of them will be run by other people At this point. So going forward. I'm going to be making um one new group at a time Um, and then um after a couple of weeks of those groups forming I will let that one go into the hands of someone that is trustworthy and reliable Um, so I am looking um, I did have some people reach out to be leaders of groups earlier on in this journey of my groups However, um, I probably will be reaching out to those people at some point or Trying to you know get to know certain people in these new groups and um, choosing somebody who volunteers themselves for it Um, because at this point in the journey, I'm being told by my specific spiritual guides To the through the veil here that I need to start letting go of that because I really need to focus on other things And plus I'm a mom as well. So That's kind of like a juggling act like what emmy's doing um, so it's I've had to really like Do a lot of um working on time management and putting um things in the proper priority order Um and that sort of thing. So it's been a challenge, but I'm getting there and I've had wonderful friends that have helped me um So yeah So that will be a later time. I'm sorry what and once so once you open it back up again We'll put the email. Yeah, once I open it back up right now. I need to kind of seal it off a little bit only because I'm Still working on trying to figure out what I'm doing what groups I'm holding on to um, and that sort of thing so Yeah Well, and I would encourage people in your own area if if that's something you feel like you need to support system Find people like you in your area. I promise you there's people that are just like you Um that are starting to question the church as well, you know, which we need to honestly guys We question education. We question medicine. We question government. We have to question the church Because it's part of it. It's part of it head of it Do what it's the head of it. Yes the head of the snake head. Yeah, it's just the head of it. So um an f yi guys jesus didn't leave the church to peter that was changed in the bible Oh Ruffled those feathers brice books Didn't I'll leave out the peter so um for thought that Peter was apple. He was a narcissist. You read about that. I always thought he left it some Magdalen Mary Magdalen, but there's there's a lot more to this story that we probably don't even know Yeah, so and now we'll come out eventually but question everything including And or any organization. Yeah, absolutely All right, ladies. So again everybody, I'll put their their links down in the description box below and until next time We will see you guys soon. Bye everybody. Bye