 Well, I have the camera on the wrong side again. Hi guys, anybody around anybody want to talk Anybody want to get a Spirtle Spirtle Spirtle? Hello What's happening out there happy Friday? It's a Friday for all you working stiffs It's way in Friday even though I didn't make it on my way in Friday anybody hi brandy This was a First of all, I want to say to anybody who is watching this later Some of you ladies do not care for live videos. So I'm just telling you now. This is a live video So I'm gonna be saying hello to my friends If you don't care for that sort of thing you can go ahead and exit out because it's not for everybody. I understand Hi, Carrie. Good job my friend. Good job. I Just have been here all week with this sick kid who won't stop coughing and Then I woke up this morning not feeling 100% and I thought Nina What can you do to feel better and hi darling? Where have you been lady? Oh my gosh. Hi Susan. Hi Laurie. Good Everybody get your water So I thought what can I do to feel better and I whenever I make a video? I feel better, but I didn't have a subject and I felt like talking to somebody now So my brainiac She's well, she's doing really well. Thanks for asking the lighting isn't so hot. Hold on. Is that better? Oh I'm sorry Susan we haven't had it that bad Oliver's just been Cough and cough and non-stop getting him to take off syrup. He's home by the way So if he wanders in here and starts distracting me, I apologize ahead of time. I'm kind of doing it on the sly But yeah, he's in I kept him home today he had a field trip yesterday that I was not gonna keep him home from no matter what and Today I was like not you're staying home. So he hasn't had a problem with that all he's had to eat I've got to get my volume up here. Even you're even I'm quiet Ha-ha-ha-ha hardy-ha-ha. I can get loud if you want I can tap into my diaphragm and bring out my singing vocals loud Be careful what you ask for How's everybody doing on the plan? Doing okay, okay today is my way in but I was not able to make it because of my little roommate and that's okay because feelings about Weight Watchers and All that stuff right now, and I think basically what it is is that I keep forgetting that I'm at my last 10 pounds and The last 10 pounds are the hardest and they're not gonna just Fly off, and I just need to good carry. I have to Just need to be patient and do my thing and and that's all I can do I feel so awkward the camera angle is a little odd Who cares So I have stayed on Program I am doing smart points. I am counting everything except fruits and veggies And you know I just feel more secure that way freestyle does work for me sometimes Excuse me guys. Oh my gosh horrible horrible Hmm, I don't know if you can see out my window. Let me see if I tap this let me see It's really I mean it's in crazy windy here, and I have these big Eucalyptus trees out to side. Oh, yeah, you guys can see So all of the schmutz coming in from this wind Gets in here and gets in my throat, and that's why I sound so pleasant Anyways, excuse me. I hate listening to people with frogs in their throats or anything else So I am doing smart points. I'm counting everything. I feel that freestyle is have been battling the freestyle since it came out You know and then I get it grip and I just like go with it because it hi Tony lady I haven't seen you in so long. Some of you guys haven't seen. This is why I like to do lives and You know I'm just sit here and talk as long as I want even if everybody bales and leaves and goes and lives Like that's okay. I can still sit here and talk. I do have a spurtle to give away So I'm gonna wait a while see cuz you know what let's see it's 11 here Folks are at work Mmm. I'm so sorry. Okay. I'm gonna try to get over this. Okay, so I'm counting my points I just you know I think freestyle is good when you start on freestyle and you haven't done smart points and you still have a significant amount of weight to lose and Maintenance I think it's good for maintenance, but for where I am on the program it's just not what I want to do and That's okay, right? And I've just been like this whole last three weeks Frustrated and struggling and what do I do in calories and and I'm just not gonna do any of that. I'm just gonna eat Moscow frog lover When I get hungry I eat pick up my little app here with my cute little phone color Julie bought me cover and It put in my points and then I put it down and then when I'm out of points I stop eating Right I am at 166. I need to get to 155 It's taking a long time my age all that stuff that we have discussed until the cows come home Okay, Terry, I won't say a word mom's the word everybody do not yell out Terry go does that work also one of the things that I kind of let overwhelm me and I mentioned this in my last video and I said That I wasn't gonna watch YouTube Because there's so many because it's a me thing. It has nothing to do with all my buddies With all the foods and all the ideas sometimes I get overwhelmed my little pee head Gets it in there that Nina you need to try out all these ideas You need to and we are all completely different and I I don't know why I can't be happy with who I am and How I am and how I do my program I don't have to make big old huge meals and have a refrigerator full of food Because right now finances are not permitting. Okay, so here's the here's the thing I I haven't been able to do grocery hauls. I haven't been able to show new foods and I'm feeling kind of bad as a youtuber with what's your youtuber About my content because right now finances are not permitting me to have these grandiose things that are what the youtubers do and I'm kind of bummed out. Okay, here we go. We're talking it out. Come on girls help me to out. I Have my Aerosmith shirt on that miss beautiful cat gave me. I Hope you guys are keeping cat Her family your prayers Did she say it on her video? I don't know but they lost a family member Oh, I hope I didn't open my big mouth. Well, I open I always keep big mouth Yeah, Mimi, you know, and that's the thing and that's I thank you for bringing that up because I need to address the notebook thing Thank you because I think that's like a sign from God that I need to talk about this Everybody keeps notebooks. I have a notebook that I use when I do simply filling or whatever I have a notebook if I need it I don't like to write my hands suck eggs. My hands cannot hold a pen Okay, thanks, Tony. Okay. Thank you. I feel better I don't want to be letting out information that I don't have permission to let out, but yeah Okay, so I see everybody with their planners and their papers and right. I don't like to write things down I I'm not a writer and I'm not I'm not a journaler. I'm not a logger And I get so hard on myself for that. It's like what's wrong with you Nina Everybody else is doing this, but you're not so there's got to be something wrong with you, right? If the majority of the folks are doing something and you're not and you're the odd man out Well, it it's only reason But I just That's not my game And I have to let myself off the hook. I've just been giving myself a pummeling. No Susan. You're not a writer either Okay, you guys want to talk about my earrings for a minute? Lori that's so do I I'm so glad you said that I'm on the virgin tears. I'm happy because I'm happy to hear and have a place to talk I love you guys so much. I don't know what I would do without you guys seriously Thank You, Ginny and I have to keep that in mind I have to remember these things see that's why I'm here today So you guys can remind me and build my heart up and make me feel better I do like to talk Delia. Is it Della or Delia? I'm sorry. Count C Count C. I don't have my glasses on cuz they're so ugly All this stuff is wearing off. Can you hear my leapshin in there coughing? All right, so Thanks for reminding me. I keep it simple Eugenia, I love your name so much I Tracy Tracy's my fellow California friend. I think you're in California. I'm not positive Okay, well shmums the word for you and terry Everybody keep it down Keep it down. Your voice is down. We don't want these guys getting busted at work In the valley. Are you in the San Fernando Valley by me? That's the only valley. I know even though I'm in CME Valley. Okay I'm not gonna give myself a hard time for not writing anymore. I keep it simple I keep it tracked. I have it where I need to go. Oh Modesto. Oh Modesto. I've never been up there Oh, you have your own business. We can all be as loud as we want Oh, she's got some nappers. So stay quiet. Shh I can't stay quiet. My voice carries my husband reminds me that on a regular basis But I get attention when I need it um Quickly I want to talk about these earrings. I spoke about them in one of my last my favorites video I love them so much and I have sense somebody must have ordered them because The fine lady who makes them she was in contact with me These were just something that I enjoyed and decided to share with you guys I am not one of those sponsored people that come on and have Treats and tips and aren't they pretty? So I wanted to tell you guys that this is of my own You know, volition. I am choosing to share these with you. Nobody is giving me money I'm not getting paid off with hundreds and hundreds of pair of earrings Although I would not mind that and one little itty bit Because one can never have too many earrings They also I don't know if I told you guys in my last Video when I showed them, but they also have all these great colors In the gold if you are a gold girl and I put the link in my favorites video They're totally inexpensive for what they are I also touched on they stay in your ear if any of you guys have old piercings like mine sometimes my earrings fall out and I lose them and I have about 500 single earrings. I just love these. So I just wanted to give them a shout out When I get an earring that I like Me too, Tracy. They stay on I know that I can do a whoop-de-doo on a roller coaster at Disneyland And when I come down they're still going to be attached to my head Which is tomorrow. I'm going to Disneyland All right, so I gave a shout out on the earrings. Hey, let's give away a spurtle I do too, Tracy. This one is really bad. I don't my ears were pierced by a doctor in hawaii when I was seven years old My mom we were we were in hawaii on a movie. My dad was um My dad's a retired camera operator. So we were there on a movie And I guess my mom thought hey, let's take these girls and get their ears pierced today And I wonder why I'm crazy. I do the apple didn't fall the pineapple didn't fall far And so she I remember we walked up to this huge in retrospect is a huge plantation house and this doctor and And she plopped me in the chair first I had two sisters in her she picked me And he came at me with this big needle and some string on the edge I thought he was gonna hem my dress and he just Both my hey ears And guess what my mom or my sisters didn't get their ears pierced just me. I was the sacrificial Ear piercer anyways That was much to do about nothing. All right, so I got this in the mail today From my wellness wins unstoppable because I am unstoppable. I go down a couple days, but Lucky me what am I lucky for I don't know but So in one of my last videos, I was giving away a spurtle and I forgot which video it was and it is A handmade spurtle. Thank you Kim I'm gonna go see my friend Trina tomorrow and I just can't wait She is one of my best friends and I haven't seen her in way too long So I couldn't remember which video That I said put An emoji. I have a spurtle giveaway. So I decided to redo it And I got lots of cute little emojis Last night I was up to my eyeballs with this child coughing, etc So I asked my husband. Oh, let me know how they are. I don't drink wine and To be frank with you or surely with you. I don't need any drinking vessels More than enough. Oh, you know what in all Disneyland is like the only thing I do. I don't camp. I don't cruise Steve and I don't go on vacations. We should be retired and enjoying life. You know what I'm saying? And We have circumstances that keep us from being able to do those things. So I I go to disneyland Okay, so last night I told Steve he went through and he picked a name And it's in this box I told him to pick a name and put it in this box that I was going to do this video today And then I would go into the box and pull out the name. Isn't that fun? I don't even know whose name it is I just see oh also Hey, I forgot that I was going to do this This is all um Here's a pair of the earrings in red with the gold I ordered a pair of red earrings for myself. I accidentally checked gold I will not wear them. So they are going to go in the box with the spiral Hopefully whoever the winner is will be able to wear them if for some reason she cannot I will I'm assuming it's a she I haven't seen jimmy post and I think he's my only guy Um, then I'll give him away to somebody else. But yeah, here's what the gold ones look like Aren't they pretty? I love them. I love love love them. Okay, so those will be in the box Okay, we got 33 people here You like gold tracy? My mom wears gold gold everything. So I get I lucked out. I got the silver All right. I'm gonna pull out the card that steve put in here Let's see. He picked he picked up a piece of paper. It's my um orthopedic Now I know when my next appointment's gonna be All right. I'm gonna look on the back and see whose name is on there Dun dun dun. Oh, let me show you. Let's make it a little longer. I didn't show you guys this beautiful Spirtle It's so pretty you guys look at its handmade The gentleman who make it. I think his name is bow woods because he Carves his initials up here bw And it's just beautiful. It's light And it's handmade and it's gorgeous. I got one that was a little fancier and he was kind enough To I told him how I am a spurtle lover. All right. Who's gonna get the spurtle? Who's named it steve pick out of the names I gave him? Are you guys here? It's not that big darling My mom used wooden spoons We had a staircase that came down in the middle of our house and you could go Through the kitchen like pirates of the caribbean where they're chasing around in the circles That's how it was with my mom. She was mexican and she went well. She still is mexican She chased us around that circle around the staircase with her wooden spoons. Okay Barbara pask Barbara pask a resident artist Barbara, I doubt you're on here. I've not seen your name Drumroll Barbara pask Oh, yay. She you know what I have to say. She's an original 35 too Barbara. Yay So Barbara is an artist so she will appreciate everybody would have appreciated it Um, but yay, it's nice and light and that's going to be nice for my pocket book that it's not going to cost much to send That's another problem. I'm having um I don't know. I'm telling you guys this because you're my friends and I need to talk but I I don't know if I'm going to be able to give my post office box Um, I'll talk to steve about it tonight I don't know, you know when finances are a problem. It just affects everything in your life, doesn't it? It's just like everything but I'm good. I'm happy Uh, go to the park tomorrow. I'm gonna pack my own food. So I will have a video on my own food I know tony. Isn't that wild? That's so wild and I'm it's so crazy And for you guys who are still here. I know I'm going on 20 minutes But I have one more thing I want to ask you guys that I really super duper really need your help with I need to drink water. Get your water. It's hard and it's hard when Your husband gets up at the ass crack of dawn every day and he works Aw, jillian. Don't be sad. Please. Don't be sad. Don't be sad. They're I give away spirals all the time There's gonna be chances galore um Okay, nita Oh, I say steve works so hard, you know, we're not he's not young and he's an electrician and he's on his feet all day and um Okay So here is one more thing I need your guys's help with please One of the things that's been kind of screwed with my head is I love doing my youtube. I love it so much I have so much fun. I finally found a place to fly my freak flag Right. I mean youtube is perfect for me because I can get on here and talk and make friends and be freaky Be my own boss not have anybody tell me what I can or cannot say But I don't always have white watchers content because It is fun Because I just I'm at the end of my thing and I know maintenance is the thing when I get there and it's stuff that needs to be talked about But I need you guys to tell me some ideas for other things I can get on here and say and do and show you so that I can keep making videos If I don't necessarily have anything white watchery to talk about because I kind of feel like I've talked about it all Okay, kim. Have a great day. I don't know what that is mario The spurtle the spurtle if that's what you're talking about is a cooking utensil. It was made originated in scotland to stir porridge And then I found him on qvc and fell in love with them because they're good from because I have hard gripping Hard time. Oh my gosh. I get so off By tracy. Have a great weekend So I'm gonna go it's been 20 minutes. I'm gonna let barbara. Thank you tracy Thank you so much and any ideas you guys have You know, put them if you think of it later Put it on this video or send me a message or carry your pigeons or smoke signals or something Love you too. You guys rock. Thanks for thanks for showing up today and having a chit chat with me. I really needed it She's eight. She's the same age. Oh oliver is one year older. Hi tina. Have you been here this whole time? Carrie, that's so nice. Cook with me. Why do you guys like watch my cook with see? I think they're like so But but if you like them, I'll do them but see I have no money to buy any food Um But I will I'll do anything you guys put your ideas here. Have a great day lori You did just get here tina. Well, maybe you and me can just sit here and talk for another 20 minutes, uh Thank you stacey. Thank you guys You're you're so I'm so blessed to have so many kind Patty whackers here except for the six by michelle. Have a great weekend, honey Cheney dillon, what are you doing here? I haven't seen you in ages lady. I thought you were hiding under a rock somewhere I'm so happy to see you Original 35. Can you believe that I'm almost at three grand? That's crazy talk right there because I don't even I'm not even good at this I just get on here and ramble and get get get get get talk There's no rhyme or reason to anything to do. I look at the other youtubers and I'm like good lord almighty What in the world am I doing out here with these people? All right, I'm gonna give you guys a break From my non stop yakity yakking. I love you all two pieces Thank you melissa What a huge compliment. Thank you I feel better now. I'm glad I got on here I've been kind of in a I've had a little gray cloud over my head Thank you stacey. I'm real real annoying most of the time By jillian. I love your name by the way you and yohanya my favorites. Okay, so I'm gonna let you guys go Love you, tony. So glad to see you guys. I'm gonna message Barbara And send her those in the earrings and if she does not wear gold earrings I'll send those to somebody too Okay, love you guys. Thanks for coming and popping in. I have a couple videos that I have to put up because I They sent me an air purifier Yeah, steve was so excited over it. It cracks me up that husband of mine. I never know. It's gonna excite him Thank you genie I love you lady. I'm so happy to see you when I see the original 35 I get so excited because when you guys disappear I get scared. It's like where'd they go come back come back Bye jennifer you too darling. Okay guys. I'll see you later. I love you all tremendously drink your water and know what your bathrooms are