 I think it looks like you guys welcome out to my channel, I've shown you here. Hi, hello, I'm Lydia and I'm in mental health videos here on YouTube. Today, I wanted to talk about my experience with the Lanzapien. I took a Lanzapien back in 2018. It was the worst draw, it was the worst sight I've ever taken. It made me paranoid, it made me hallucinate, it made me put on weight, it made me really struggle. To take him in reality versus delusion. My experience with it was horrific. But that's all I'm gonna talk about today. First of all, the side effects. The side effects I had were extreme. I had what's called an adverse reaction, which means it does the opposite as to what it's supposed to do. So instead of stopping voices, it made it worse. So it made me really, really mentally ill. I had my word, I didn't end up getting sectioned because of it. That's how serious it got. Number two, weight gain. Lanzapien made me really hungry all the time. Like, we're typing in. So again, it made me put on weight that I really wasn't comfortable with putting on. So before I know it again, I struggled with eating disorder, EDNOS or what else. So weight gain just wasn't a side effect I could deal with. Number three, paranoia. I need to talk about paranoia. I was paranoid and I depended upon one person. I no longer have contact with this person and I don't want contact with this person. So for that reason, I'm not mentioning names. But I depended upon one person to try and navigate my thoughts into something that made sense. And that person took advantage of that. But it made me really paranoid. I didn't trust anybody or anything. I didn't trust my own thought. I didn't trust my phone. I thought it'd been wired out. So I did everything in code, but I've seen no one else knew my code. So it was just babble. Number four, sleeplessness. And Lanzapien's supposed to be the right state in antisoagrata. But for some reason, well, because I had an adverse reaction to it. I just didn't sleep, which add that to not sleeping. Maybe not when they had great combo. Overall, my experience just wasn't very good. Would I recommend a drug? Absolutely. I know it works wonders for people. But for me, no. At no point when I try that drug again, nor would any logical psychiatrist prescribe it again. That's all for this video. If you have anything you'd like to add, please leave it in the comments down below. Thanks for watching. I'll see you guys in my next video. Peace.