 really don't know how I can help you or what's missing to make you finally do share with your life it's it's it's an interesting paradigm an interesting question why we don't actually do things we need to do why I see it with people and within five ten minutes we realized that literally the last three four months of their lives have been like wasted sometimes years on things that are completely unrelated to what they actually wanted to do well the origin of that chair was always fear always fear that's where it comes from it's it's this thing inside of you this feeling that you don't want to confront so you look outside you think oh this feels bad so let's look out there perhaps I can find myself in there the thing is it's not gonna stop it's not gonna end it's part of the same dualistic nature it's good it's bad it's good it's bad of more have less feel good feel bad it's not gonna end so whenever you feel that feeling you should start going inside don't project it out don't start asking why is it like this why is it like that you know a student once told me that he read in a book that whatever you give you get ten times back and it's true but how can you give if all you're focused on is getting and getting and getting if you haven't confronted your fears it once you do that shit you're gonna start looking out there but with clear eyes you're gonna start looking for the place of giving why would a rational man want to take something when you can give and get ten times back why would you ever mistake your life situation for something that you haven't picked how can you ever not have something that you wanted how can you have something that you didn't want to reality trolls take action push inside find inside of you what's the fucking fear that's driving the rationalizations was the addiction starting from it's always the fear always the fear so go into it show taking action you know if he's gonna change it massively till next time feel free to subscribe like comment till next time