 I was traveling with three people, all of which knew some Spanish, and so that wasn't a problem. Even for restaurants or going in and out, taking taxicabs and whatever. But really there was no problem, but it's just, we just have to again trust the spirits in charge and the spirits handling everything and how easy it is then. We don't even have to figure out how things are going to happen or work things out. We just step forward in confidence and it's more glorious and wonderful than we could ever imagine. But it's all handled. There's no effort. Very attentive. So I'm just asking for a clear direction. Because I know what my purpose is, and I just want to be shown. It's actually a minute by minute. The how. It's like you've given yourself so you've extended your stay here until some time in... 15th of November. It's the end of the visa. That's great. Just your willingness to do that is like, okay, I'm giving myself the opportunity now to go forward and to break out of those old patterns. Like you wrote in one of your emails to me. It's not about the specifics of what you'll be helping out, but you're here to be undone. Have the ego undone. And I crawled back after isolation, which wouldn't achieve anything. Here I am. I got caught up in the ego yesterday when I was putting up the steps. And I knew that I didn't know how to get out of it. I stopped for a few minutes and just tried to listen. Nothing seemed to be happening. It wasn't until I came up to the house for lunch. And then the whole picture of what I thought where I'd already done disappeared. And as soon as that happened, all these other ideas started coming in. I was going at it. Hammer and tongs got to get this done. This is the way, how it's done. That's how it should be. Lovely lesson for me. And that's what's been happening right the way through the whole project. Letting go of what I thought I knew how it should be done. And allowing the Spirit to come in and show me. Beautiful. It's beautiful how the Spirit works in the sense that the Holy Spirit uses the skills and the abilities that the ego developed to then turn the tables and to undo the ego. So uses time to undo time, uses all the skills and abilities. And usually that's the way it works. It's not like you get on this course where you have to learn all these new skills and abilities and present a spiritual resume to the Holy Spirit. Like, okay, here I am. Now am I ready? Do I have the right skills? The Holy Spirit will use the skills and abilities for singing or whatever. Right that are already developed. Because it's about saving time, not going into additional things. I have a lot of conversations with people where every time they take something on, they just really have to look at it. It's like, okay, can the Spirit use something that's already here and established? Or am I just trying, under the guise of unworthiness, to just learn one more useless thing that I'm going to have to unlearn? Or am I just going to go down that road? So you really have to be intuitive and feel it out. We had known about you that you had just built your house in Australia. So when you talked about coming here, everyone was like, oh my gosh, someone's coming. He's got building skills or rarity around here. But yet, and how beautifully the Holy Spirit has worked with that. With both you and Jason. Are they not having blueprints for the house? I think some ideas and things with letting the wood come in and the tools that you needed come in and the design to kind of take shape day by day and moment by moment of what board goes where. It's just such a practical way of undoing the ego where it's just using those skills and abilities that you've already developed. The other thing was when it was ego related, it was an effort. It almost to the point of becoming angry because it wasn't working out the way I thought it would. When you're in spirit, it just flows. It just happens. There's no effort coming next. It's just part of the plan. Yeah, we were talking about South America and the whole time perspective down there where they really don't put a lot of effort or don't have strong ideas about time and being on time. Spanish time. As opposed to going back to Germany where it was such a strong focus. When I first started, I mean, I had no passport. I had no inkling to travel the world. I had no plans. I didn't, as a child, think of traveling to other countries. That would be the ultimate compliment. I'm inspired by something I saw or heard or read but there's no sense of obligation or duty when you get into those roles. There are multiple roles for a time but then it comes to the point like, why would I engage in the roles? If I want to be role-free or give-ness, unification is my only role that I want to hold in mind. And then, of course, people will call you what they want to call you and write whatever they want to write and say whatever they want to say and it doesn't make a bit of difference because a compliment and a criticism are the same to state it from the real world because you don't have a compliment or a criticism or you don't have close friends. The hierarchies all have collapsed. Nobody's near or far. You don't feel located. You don't feel you're located in a time and space anymore which is a glorious feeling and then you can truly just be who you are and extend and it just axles over I think now in Spain as a friend and he's another one of these seemingly tall he's just over there just shining and beaming and just floating around where people take him in. He doesn't speak Spanish either, David. No, he doesn't. Yeah, we have fun. It's like there's no adapting or adjusting. Talk about trust, he was just a fireman in Madison not just a fireman, he was a fireman in Madison came to our church once, it's about an hour away and a teacher looked at him and said oh you're going to open a center in New York City. Never been to New York, never been out of Midwest within a month. He just dove into the course and he was able to express it very easily, very quickly and express his own revelation and his own enlightenment experience. I couldn't believe it. Off he goes, backpack on his back and packed up his house, sold us everything and gave everything away and anyway he was just a real complete solid center in New York City. You know, during 9-11 he was there and we were there healing and you know. Yeah, he loved it. He would just meet in a bookstore he'd meet in a coffee shop anywhere, anywhere. Everybody within 50 miles of axle knows where he is. Free agent for God. Not there shining the light He used to stop at my house all the time and stay for like weeks on end. Yeah, he'd be beautiful. He'd just be hanging out. Yeah, Lisa had a story one time where she had been he was like looking at you, you were out in the hot tub and Lisa had been smoking and fighting with the whole smoky thing and the axle came out and said how long are you going to keep this up and she was like, what are you talking about? But in five minutes the cigarettes were I quit for a year. She quit for a year because it was just a sense of not compromising. It really wasn't about the cigarettes it was more just taking a look at the self-concept. The ego's shenanigans just exposing them and going how long are you going to... Oh. Which is good, that's what you want. You would rather it be exposed than it to just kind of stay under the surface.