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You got to be quick enough So today I want to talk about the one component that's gonna affect your entire life And you need to get it straightened out as early as you can it took me longer in life to get it straight now I thought I had it straightened out, but I really didn't so today. I'm gonna give you some tips and tricks that you can do I really love to attend your live streams. Well, thank you so much more and I really appreciate it, buddy Really do thank you so much But anyhow, I'm gonna give you some tips and tricks on this thing and it's actually controlling your thoughts This is the one thing that more people have trouble with than anything else and I want to give you a few examples in my life and things that have happened and Yeah, so you can apply them in your life, or maybe you get good results too So I want to share these things with you guys And and you know, this is the thing that's going to control really all your results all your successes All your efforts all your motivation everything. It's your thoughts. It's your thoughts Okay, and it's the way you approach things on a daily basis. Okay, and I'm still improving on these things You know, there's a there's a long ways I got to go on this stuff but the average person is really far behind because nobody ever sits them down as a kid and says This is how you need to look at things all these sayings that you hear are bad sayings Okay, and you need to get these bad sayings out of your head. There's a book. I read a few Years ago and it was called how rich people think let me see them put this in here Read the book how rich people think It's a really really good book and Siddharth says he agrees Want to know how I found Mindset is everything. Yes, people are jumping in. This is a big subject guys. What's up, mr. J. R. Hey more ed But this is a huge huge effect of your life. This will affect whether you exercise This will affect whether you work hard this will affect whether you're happy or not This will affect your relationships. This will affect your family This will inch its way into every crevice of your life And if there's a part of your life, whether it's weight control whether it's success or money or Relationships or whatever it is probably because you meant you're making some errors in this area of thought control And I'm gonna tell you how to do it. So don't worry about that But there's so many things that are they're pre-programmed in our brain You know, I think of some of the sayings we think like, you know, let's say you win the lottery And you got your lottery ticket and some person will say yeah with my luck and win the lottery ticket Get an accident on the way over there and miss get my money Because their whole life they heard that saying with my luck Okay, with my luck So they think they're unlucky people and they keep programming themselves to think that or they'll say well I'm so clumsy. I would I would fall down, you know, get on a couch And and it's that other thing where they're telling themselves. They're clumsy these little thoughts are programmed into your brain every single day because 99% of the people in the world seriously 99% of the people in the world have these bad thoughts They pass these bad thoughts on to their kids. Now ignorance is bliss You know, how many times have you heard ignorance is bliss ignorance is not bliss ignorance is poverty Ignorance is starving ignorance is sad Okay, but we hear these sayings every single day and we take them for face value and we go well It's a saying so it must be right. There's a lot of sayings that are wrong guys A lot of sayings are wrong and I want to share with you real quick a story And then I'm gonna give you some steps you could do to change your thoughts my watch is going off, okay But I want to share with you a story. So it was about I want to say about four or five years ago I had I had a warehouse in Ohio And I live in San Diego That's where I shipped all my products out of that warehouse. They're now in Utah, but that's Neither to the point But we walked outside my wife's car is parked in the driveway and mine is parked in the street That's how we normally do it. I like to let her get closer to the front door And our driveway is a two-two, you know car, you know space there, but it's just too cramped for me So I don't like it. So anyhow, she's gonna take me to the airport We're gonna get in her car and we're gonna go to the airport They get my suitcase, you know one time we're like an hour and a half two hours early, which is fine It takes 15 20 minutes maybe 30 minutes to get to the airport. We walk outside. I'm pulling my luggage We look over to where her car is and there's no car there There's no car at all and she looks at me at her eyes get real big and I look at her And I said we have to take my car because yours got stolen and she looked at me. She goes, how do you know? I Said well It ain't there So she runs over to the side of the house on the side of the house We have a gate there and it's a wooden fence that goes around the house and she looks there So what are you doing? She goes, well, I'm just checking I said, what are you checking for you the car wouldn't even fit there and by by the way Why would anybody put her car on the side of the house? But that's how your mind works. You can't accept the fact that something has happened So I looked at her and I said this is gonna be for the good. She goes, what I said I'm telling you this is gonna be for the good. We just don't know why this happened But it's gonna be for the good for us and she looked at me like I was totally insane And course her her look nowadays would be a lot different because she changed her thoughts a lot She's really changed and she says, how can you say that? I said, I don't know I just know that every situation is for the best every situation for the best So we drive to the airport and I said, well, you didn't like your car that much No, I wasn't crazy about it, but I don't want it stolen. So, you know, we end up getting a rental car for her So she's you know, no, wait, we didn't get a rental car in the beginning I'll take that back in the beginning We just didn't get a car because I had my car when I got back and she used mine when I was out of town And when I got back it had been like a week or two and they found her car And her car had been stolen and I guess the people who stole it, you know, steal all kinds of stuff They had guns in there. They had drugs in there. They had paperwork They had other people's IDs with her Social Security cards on all this stuff in there And they had crashed it into two cars on the side of the road and they had towed it And it was at the police department. So we had to go down to the police department and look at the car But the car looked pretty bad. I mean it didn't smoke den. It was nasty I mean that the headliner was all like it had nicotine and marijuana and I mean it was a mess It was a total mess and I said it's this is really good And she looks at me because you are insane. I don't know what good could come out of this So anyhow, we we tell the insurance company and they said well, we got to send it over to the shop and get it fixed So we send it over to this guy's shop And it really doesn't look like it's repairable and as a young kid I actually worked in a body shop and I painted cars and I did all this stuff and I looked at them Like god knows it just looks bad So after about a week I go over there and the guys got it all taken apart and it's just a mess And I called the insurance company. I said this guy's just totally ruined this car This car should be totaled. I mean it's really bad off and they're like well We need to take it to another body shop and get their opinion So I went over there and I told him I said put all those parts inside the car Just put all the parts inside the car We're going to get a flat bed because he had wheels off it and everything And we're just going to take it to this other body shop And I had already spoken to this other body shop and he says from what you tell me It sounds like the car is totaled and they should just total the car out So anyhow, I take the car to the other body shop I drop it off and within an hour or two the guy's like yeah, this is not repairable This shouldn't even be worked on He says this car is a scrap car at this point And keep in mind the car had 15,000 miles on it 15,000 miles And so I talked to them and I talked to the insurance company and the insurance company says okay You know we're we're going to probably total it out now I'm expecting them because I worked in the car business for years I'm expecting them to give us, you know a certain value and I looked it up and I saw that value And I said well if they go below that, you know, I'm going to really start to argue And I know how to do this because I was involved in the car business But instead they gave me an offer that was about three or four thousand dollars above With the highest market value you could get for that car was And I was like wow, I mean this is amazing So we took that money and we went out and bought her a new car She got a much nicer car Just a really beautiful car I'm not going to say what kind of cars because it doesn't really matter But she got a much nicer car And we pulled up in the driveway and I said see it worked out for the better And you know on the surface you look at that and you go well how'd you know? I said I don't I don't know but I only assume it's going to be for the best Because to assume anything else is detrimental To assume anything else is detrimental, right? Why would you want to assume anything negative? Here's the truth 87% of the things that you worry about on a daily basis will never happen They're never ever going to happen, okay? And then about another eight percent, okay? That brings us up to 95% Are going to happen but there's nothing you can do about it So you're up to 95% now The things you shouldn't worry about There's about five percent of the things you worry about Okay, that you can actually do anything about And maybe maybe you could do a good thing Maybe you could do bad things I don't know but the point is why worry about anything? Why worry about anything? And I'm going to get into the steps I'm going to give you some steps in just a second Let me check out some of your stuff in here What you're typing Jack Dunn is there What's up Jack? I saw some of your comments on my videos I really do appreciate that I think I answered a couple of them for you this morning But big goals require big commitment and strong positive mindset Biggest thing is also positive self-think and talk Like you just said Practice daily and put out positive, right? I want to know how to find this channel And earn $500 when I need gaming I searched how kids can earn at any age And I found his channel and I subscribed to it Oh, that's cool Time to gift card, sir It's coming close but it's not quite time yet I got to give you some input to help you in life first I think rich and grow Thinking grow rich I think is what you're trying to put in That is really good I tell you I don't necessarily as ascribe To that book If you research Napoleon Hill He had a very sorted past He had a criminal background If you look him up You'll find out that a lot of stuff he said was not true All of his conversations that he says he had With all these billionaires back then He never really had him with him There's no proof of that So I guess you could say Some of the basis of the book is interesting But the whole basis of the book is untrue It's been disproven that he did Any of those things he said he did And he actually was running from the law at one point So if you look him up it's kind of interesting Kristen Taylor is here for gift cards What do you know? Well I'm going to help you out with life first And then we're going to talk about gift cards So let's go to that And I had some notes I put down here guys I want to share with you And let me find those notes And you know the first thing you got to really start doing Is practicing your positive self talk This is not something that's natural to do guys This is something that you really have to Kind of force yourself to do We tend to be really hard on ourselves If you ever listen to what you're saying to yourself Like if you trip or whatever and you go Oh my god you're so clumsy You're so stupid you look so dumb You know you have a lot of this negative self talk A lot of people do And you got to get that out of your head So that's the first thing I'm going to tell you Is you've got to practice really Giving yourself credit for stuff When you get something done Sometimes years ago when I was talking to my wife I would say did you get anything done to this She goes oh my god I had so much more to do I didn't get half the things done I want to get done I said well tell me what you did get done And then she would tell me and I'm like It sounds like you got a lot of stuff done Just because you didn't get everything done That you wanted to do It doesn't matter You did stuff And you need to give yourself credit for that And now she does And she'll say well yeah I got this done And this done and yeah I wanted to do some more stuff But you know I'm pretty proud of what I got done That's how you have to talk to yourself To start with okay You got to kind of create a ritual every single day With something uplifting and positive So I want to give you a few ideas of what you can put in there And number one tell yourself it's going to be a great day Or another positive affirmation Tell yourself upfront And don't say oh my god I wonder what today is going to bring Man yesterday was terrible I bet today is going to be even worse A lot of people get up and do that every day And then they wonder why they feel bad As soon as they get to work Or as soon as they start you know Their day off with their kids or whatever Listen to you know something positive Listen to a positive podcast or playlist or something You know read something I read the Daily Stoic Somebody says I miss it But that doesn't mean I don't go back to it And it has a little saying for each day From these philosophers Share some positivity by giving a compliment Or doing something nice for somebody else You have no idea what that really does for you When you're kind to somebody else I have a new rule in traffic now Because traffic used to really get me irritated When people cut me off So here's my new rule I let everybody in Everybody in Everybody gets in in front of me If somebody wants to get in And they're trying to get over They always get in I don't care how much room it is Or whatever I'm overly nice to people in traffic Now and you know what it's done for me As it's actually gotten me To where I'm calmer driving now Right So I changed that one little thing there And it makes me happier Plus the fact that it makes It spreads some good will You know some of those people are like Oh wow, thanks for letting me in That was really cool of you Um So what do you do really How do you How do you do this positive thing When everything's going wrong Because we have real stuff that is wrong Right You can't just ignore stuff But you can do things to change it During these times It's really important to take the pressure off yourself Okay You want to kind of find the silver lining And whatever it is Kind of like the car story I just told you I didn't know what the silver lining would be I didn't know how good that was going to turn out But it did So if I had just thought negatively the whole time And then something good happened I would have wasted all that emotion For that period of time I don't want to do that Okay Positive thinking isn't about burying Negative thoughts or emotions or anything like that It's how you react to negative things Okay We all have a choice And you know you've got to realize And you've seen it yourself That a negative thing can happen And yet some people will react differently Some people would react positive to it Some people wouldn't react negative to it Let's see here What else do I got in here? A lot of gift card stuff But that's not what I'm talking about Let's see But his lectures are the best Knowledge is worth more than money You know what, Siddharth? You're heading in the right direction, my man You're heading in the right direction You can use the knowledge to make money This is very true The greed to Siddharth Carmen Cameron says, okay Every day and every way In my life is getting better and better That's how you have to think, don't you James? I mean that's totally true So what are the side effects of thinking negatively? If you think negatively First off, it's not going to solve any problems for you It's just not It's never, never, ever, ever has solved any problems You know People when they see a solution Will start to feel better about a problem But let me read through some of the things that they can cause Worrying and you know Thinking negatively can cause headaches It's been proven That negative thoughts can actually cause a headache Do you want a headache? Probably not It can actually cause body aches It can cause your body to ache It can cause nausea It can cause fatigue It can cause difficulty sleeping So there's really no positive outcome Out of thinking negatively It just doesn't exist, okay This cynicism and anger and hostility Have been linked to a higher risk of certain diseases It can actually cause heart disease It can cause heart attacks People freak out and have heart attack It can cause stroke It can cause dementia There's so many negative outcomes From thinking negatively So you know We need to get over that stuff We need to start realizing that You know how you react to a situation Is huge You know I was a single dad with both my kids And you know I would tell them You know hey sit up at the table Be careful don't you know Sit up to your plate Don't spill your food Don't knock over your drink and all that But what did I do if they did knock over the drink What did I do if they did knock over the drink Well first off a little kid When they knock over the drink They look to you immediately And their eyes get real big And they're like oh no Well I got to where I understood Because when I was a kid You know my mom and dad were that great And they would say well you know You're so sloppy You're gonna knock over the drink I told you you were gonna knock over that drink And that's what I would hear as a kid So when my kids would knock over a drink I'm like hey Stuff happens I know you were trying your best And they would look at me like Oh wow You know and then guess what that made them do That made them try their best I said I know you always try your best But things happen You know and they would just look at me like Oh my gosh Well okay And they they did have a mom But she wasn't in the picture much And she was very very poor parenting I had custody of my kids So when they went over there They got just the opposite reaction Which they didn't go over there very often Because she never took visitation That's a whole other story But the point is You know how you react to these negative situations Could not only affect you But it can affect the other person You know I was at Trader Joe's the other day And there was an older woman That she was pulling into the parking place next to me And as she did She got really really close And then she stopped And she got out of her car And she came over to my window And I said yeah Can I help you She says yeah When I pulled in just now I just scratched your back Bumper On your car And I need to You know let me know So we can exchange insurance or whatever And I said you know what Have a nice day Don't worry about it I mean it wasn't a big scratch It wasn't a big scratch Was it really worth us exchanging insurance And her having the stress And having a bad day She walked off with a smile on her face She was like wow You know she was expecting me to be mad And angry and all these things And really was it really worth my time To get a scratch fixed on my bumper It was nothing big It was a very small scratch I mean maybe if she had taken out the rear end of my car You know and I have had that happen at the parking lot Two people hit my car and it took off But you know I just looked at her And she looked so worried and so scared And I'm like you know why don't you just have a nice day That's all you got to do And how do you think she's going to affect other people As that day goes on So guys what I need you to do Is I need you to start seeing yourself In a picture of what you should be Okay so if you want to be healthy Don't tell yourself well I'm fat And I overeat and I never exercise I don't say no I'm a very healthy person I'm in great shape I had the ability to lose weight And really look good And a person who has that ability What would they do every day What would they do And you start telling yourself Well I guess they would get up in the morning They would go for a walk Okay and you'll find yourself going for a walk And I guess they would actually try to do some push-ups Or sit-ups in the afternoon And that's how they got that way Then go ahead and do those things Same thing in business You know how would a successful person How would somebody successfully run ads on Facebook That's what I asked myself yesterday I was editing my videos I got almost all of them done for all my ads And I said well they would sit down And they would really make these videos good And that's what I did up until about 10.30 last night Okay I worked on that stuff And I got that stuff done Because I asked myself How would X achieve this And you need to do the same thing with yourself Because you haven't done any of this in your past guys Does it mean that you can't do it now You can change at any point you want to like You know you're not stuck in any position in your life You're not You can change at any point you want You can become a whole different person if you want But you've got to realize these negative thoughts that we have Man they're holding us back tremendously You've got to be positive about everything Because what is the point in being negative about anything else All right let's see here What else have I got in here I'm going to do a card in a second Let's see my dad says Never stop earning even if you have too much customer Very true Because you can help other people out If you end up with too much money You can always give it away right Agreed Biggest troubles we have are created in our own mind They're always created in your own mind 100% That's where everything comes from guys That's where every invention comes from That's where everything comes from And it's really just your thoughts Whatever you thought is what you are Whatever you think is what you are guys 100% The biggest troubles is the east and west sir JR is the best thank you so much Give me a poet Cameron Sir it's time for gift card Okay gift card Are you ready for this Let me get a sip here I'm not quite ready to have a good sip Got a good crowd here today Let's see so true that things you can't change Don't stress about it I like the serenity prayer as a reminder Yeah and you know what's funny Paul I would take that even further Assume that you can only have a positive effect on things Assume that you can only have a positive effect on things Kind of interesting Just assume that and how will that change your actions Brand new card guys see that Okay this one here is 15 to 500 bucks And I'm gonna tear off the wrapper right here now These aren't just neat as an apple The apple cards are all slick and cool And these here are kind of clunky But you know it's Amazon There's the card There's a number Did you guys see the number Of course you didn't I haven't scratched it off yet But I'm doing it right now I'm gonna do it right now So this is the little scratcher thing I'm gonna do You see that Can you see it All right So there's the scratcher thing And I know you see a number on the bottom But that's not what you need You need this part here Scratcher peel I think was it peel Maybe it's peel Oh yes it's a peel thing It's a peel thing See there it is Okay So I've got the number If you want the number Put in the chat section That you're interested in this card If you're not interested in it There's no point in doing it I mean seriously I know you are So put in that chat section Like you said It's not what happens to you But how you react to them 100% of the time 100% Because you know A lot of things you can't control You know you may get some disease I have a friend who's 86 I've known him since He was about 50 I think 51 52 maybe And I was like in my 20s at the time So I've known him for 30 some odd years He when I when I moved back to San Diego In 2013 was about eight years ago He was 78 When he was in his late 50s He got cancer And the problem knows this was not good He actually got breast cancer Which is unusual for a man But he got through it He was fine because he had a good attitude Well when he was 78 When we moved back here He says you know my cancer came back I said oh no What what what you know Could he help you? He says no it's bone cancer It's throughout my body And he's gone through a series of treatments And all kinds of medications And I gotta tell you He's doing great He's doing great He's 86 He's got bone cancer And he'll go out to dinner with us And he never worries about dying It never crosses his mind Matter of fact he'll say things to me like A lot of my friends say I'm gonna outlive everybody You know that's his attitude That's Luigi's attitude I love it love it love it I just talked to him the other night Just texted with him And we just went to dinner the other night But man that's what you gotta do guys That's what you gotta do No matter what you're faced with He's faced with death But you know what I told him He was 78 He says his doctors only gave him About four or five years to live And that was eight years ago And I said well Luigi It doesn't take a really brilliant doctor To tell a 78 year old They only got about four or five years to live Because most of them died four or five years Now he has it But I mean it was kind of a joke we had going So here's the number You ready for it? All right let's see here I'm interested in gift card I am interested Jeff Barnhart What's going on? Kristen Taylor Cameron Sir Are you on Instagram? Not much Not much But here's the number guys In case you want it There it is And don't put in there that you got it Unless you have the amount Because I know what the amount is A-Q-C-H-K-Y-G-R-N-N-J-P-3-5-D Once again A-Q-C-H-K-Y-G-R-N-N-J-P-3-5-D Is everybody got that? You got that? You got that written down? Gift card's going to be going Gift card's going to be going Do you have it? Have you written fast? Now I want you to put in there When you get it Okay Put in there when you get it What's up Danny Howard Good to see you man See more and more people pop in Jeff and Danny And Siddharth and Jack and All you great people All you great people All right So get that card right there Pop that in Pop that in there if you would Okay, do you get that? And the first person that gets it I want you to put the amount in there What's Paul got to say? Practice making people's day By a good compliment You make the day And you get over fear of talking to people For public speaking Did this as a practice to ask girls out Yeah We do everything for girls Paul I mean our entire life Is circled around girls Trust me Wars have been fought And I mean You know careers have been shattered All over girls So when girls are it Kristen got it Kristen you go It's $15 All right All right Ashouldery Ashouldery I don't know what that That's a cool name Whatever it is That's cool I don't know if you're a male or female I love it So guys tell me Tell me Have you had some bad things Happened in your life? Put it in that chat section Let me know how you overcame some of those things You have a story about something that happened And it turned out entirely different Than what you thought Put that in the chat section I'm fortunate because I know some people Who've had some terrible things happen to them You know when my daughter was born You know my first daughter was born She was born with some birth defects And they were fixable But she was born with birth defects And I remember walking them down the hallway My wife was so torn up at the time That she didn't want to see her And I was walking down the hallway And the nurse came up to me And she says have you seen your daughter In the nursery yet And I said no She says I know you're pretty upset Aren't you? I said well yeah I mean yeah And she said well let me explain something to you Your daughter The problem she has And I won't get into detail She goes it's fixable And nobody will know once it's fixed But there's a kid that was born today That has no arms and no legs And she's also in the nursery And I heard her say that And I was like man I got to get down to the nursery Because I'm pretty dang lucky You know I'm pretty dang lucky And that's what I also want to share with you guys No matter what your situation is No matter how bad it gets Let's say you've got no food No water and you're sickly And you have to shelter whatever There's still people worse off than you Because there's dead people There's people that would Gladly take your situation Of no food and no water Because there's still possibilities And you've still got possibilities Okay No matter what bad thing happens to you It doesn't matter It's how you react to it And you've got to understand that As long as you're alive As long as you wake up You've still got possibilities Okay So what are your possibilities? Let's see here Now let's see here This one here got truncated They blocked you Paul Subscribe, ring, bell and share That's what YouTube just blocked That comment for a second Paul Just to let you know that Apple gift card time I don't have any Apple gift cards today I already gave away a gift card Merch deck I already gave away a gift card So guys I really want you to put in there Anything that you think That would be encouraging to other people today You got a comment You got a saying You got a story What is it that you think Would be encouraging to somebody else And let me tell you something When you do something like this This is going to help you more Than it's going to help other people Because when you put out good It makes a huge difference In your own self worth In your own self being And don't wait to feel good To do good Too many people say Well I'm just not in the mood today I'm in a bad mood today And I hate those people who are always happy If you say you hate those people that are already Are always happy Then you got a problem And you need to realize it And you need to change who you are Because that problem is emanating from you And it's really easy to say Well when I was a kid this happened to me Or when I was a kid that happened to me And you know I know I had a really tough childhood I went through a lot of stuff I'll get into detail one day on that But the point is That doesn't define who I am now Why would it? You know that's the stuff that happened then No more than stuff that happens today Is not going to define me 10 years from now It's just today And really the past You can't do anything about it I've seen people try to change the past It's really hard I mean it's looking really hard I don't think it's possible And I've seen people try to control the future And you can't Only thing you can really control Is what you're doing today That's it That's it So you know I hope this helped you out a little bit today I hope you can kind of see the point In me doing these morning talks With you guys especially on Saturdays Where I give away a little bit of money Um Did you say Did you watch that film About the law of attraction Called The Secret I 100% did And I think it's great It's a great film Kristen I like it I like it a lot I would recommend people seeing it It's good Yeah it's good Siddharth has a message retracted But put your comments in there guys I'm about to shut it down Where we've been here for about 31 minutes We're gonna get over to Costco today And pick up a few things And I gotta remember what all of them are Now we were talking about last night And as I sit here I'm trying to think of some more things we need So we gotta get all those things Paul says he had a series of 26 deaths In a three month period I was thankful for a team That let me know How we did everything By having good people that helped me I hope you're talking about not family members But when you were on the fire engine, Paul Because I was on the ambulance too And I had a lot of deaths I think I had seven in a month one time And they were calling me like Dr. Daff Or something like that So yeah if you're involved in search and rescue And ambulance and all that You will encounter that stuff And it's hard It's hard on you You know I mean to this day You know I'll have a dream every now and then About some patient I had years ago And that does happen But that doesn't define who I am today It just doesn't It's just part of my life now Which is part of who I am Not a big deal All right guys I'm gonna go ahead and get out here I appreciate you being here today We have a really good session today I will not be here tomorrow I decided Sunday's is too much We'll be back on Monday with a live at 9 a.m And check out in the channel You can see what I'm gonna be doing in advance I'm gonna start putting a little comment on there I find being positive helps Getting over fear of things Yeah You know there's no point in fear I literally feel like I don't have any fear At this point in my life of anything I just don't You know I grew up in a really bad neighborhood Which has something to do with this But I don't have a fear of dying You know I've been You know I had gun pulled on me a few times And it doesn't bother me at this point Just because I feel like You know if I can do something about it I'm gonna And if I can't it doesn't matter And I'm not afraid of that I'm just not afraid of that So I hope you guys have a great day And if you haven't subscribed Please do so If you haven't rang the bell Turn on all bell notifications That's super important Christian I will be more gift cards But not today But I will I will do more gift cards I don't want it to be a session of just giving away money I want you guys to get something out of this I would do you a disservice If I sat here for 30 minutes And I just gave out gift cards You would be happy for the moment But that would wear off And you wouldn't learn anything And you couldn't apply anything in your life And that would be a disservice I like to do it as kind of a fun thing Not as you know here I'll just give out money for 30 minutes I just don't want to do that No I won't do it And you know maybe there's channels to do that I don't think so Everybody's smarter than that Sir just got to show us the last Amazon gift card No, no I don't I'm not going to do any more money today So guys really appreciate you being here Thank you so much Don't forget to check out some of the other videos On my channel