 what's going on infinite fam welcome back to another video you guys are new to the channel make sure you guys hit that subscribe button and join the family guys today is october 1st 2021 it is currently 5 36 a.m today is the day that i get my endometriosis surgery now i have gotten surgery literally a year ago for my rhinoplasty that experience as you guys saw you guys are oh gee subscribers it was not the best experience that was kind of like the hardest thing that i ever had to go through now that i know i'm getting surgery today it's a little nerve wrecking isaia right now is in the bathroom he's getting ready i don't know if you can hear he's listening to music i don't know how he can listen to music at this time but whatever gets him through this day uh so i'm just going to be taking you guys along my journey um this whole week during my whole recovery and honestly like your prayers have been so so amazing and everything that i need to you know get the strength to get through this surgery and guys i'm sorry if i'm talking too much but i just feel like the infinite fam is like amazing and you guys are the only ones that i feel like i can vent to and like i know so many of you understand what i'm going through and are going through things that are similar and you know even worse than i'm going through and you guys and god give me my strength i'm getting like a little emotional because for so long i've gone through so much pain and i feel like no one really understood i felt like everybody was just like oh my god like you're being dramatic or every girl gets their period like there's no reason why you should be acting this way and to know that uh after all these years of my suffering i can finally just like get this taken care of is like it's like everything because lately i have not felt like myself and it's been very tough to like get through daily things i'm just praying that this surgery is a solution to my back pain my stomach pain you know my cramps like my chronic pain and i know that it's not gonna be 100% gone and i might have to get surgery in the future to continue to remove the endometriosis but i know that this is going to help and that's really all that i need enough of this like emotional chatting i'm so sorry um now let's just wait for isa to get out of the bathroom and we're just gonna vlog it out and take you guys on the journey with us as much as we can good morning infinite family i'm finally out the bathroom apparently jenice told you guys that i was in the bathroom getting ready so today's the day finally it's been what we've been waiting for this day for like a month now yeah how do you feel uh that's how i feel doesn't you feel nervous not yet but i know it will probably be once they start putting me on the table to get ready don't be fine babe you're gonna be fine so yeah guys we gotta go all the way to new york it's gonna be about an hour so drive especially with that morning traffic right now it's six o'clock in the morning should be fun new york city is always fun when it comes to traffic and just driving it's actually very horrible but yeah i guess that's all there is to say right now we'll catch up with you guys when we get to new york just made it to new york we were stuck behind a garbage truck for our kids you know maybe like 10 15 minutes and i backed this up so we're in front of the hospital right now how are you feeling now um i just like really have to use the bathroom that's all that's how bad the anxiety is yes on the toilet yes i have to go on the toilet and i saw me hurt and i'm really nervous i have a really bad anxiety i just need to relax you're gonna be fine and when you get on i'm gonna be right here all right uh love you i love you all right you're gonna be okay right no crying babe we're gonna stay positive here we're gonna stay positive no crying look at me look at me we're gonna be okay okay all right you did a whole rhinoplasty it's gonna be easy for you okay your anxiety is just taking over okay it's okay babe it's all right you're gonna be okay i'm gonna be here with you throughout the whole stuff all the way and we're gonna be good okay i love you love you all right go in before you're late so fast forward about our hour told myself i wasn't gonna cry and here we are told myself i wasn't gonna cry and i'm happy i didn't cry in front of her because i felt like one of us had to be strong i'm sorry for all the cuts guys i think now i'm good had to take a break again yeah i'm happy i didn't cry in front of her uh i felt like one of us had to be strong obviously she's more nervous than i am but as you guys can see i am just as nervous i know everything's gonna come out good i mean her doctor's like a1 um he's very knowledgeable he's a specialist in this kind of thing um he did say it was gonna be a difficult kind of procedure so he doesn't know if she's gonna have to stay overnight or anything like that so if this video ends up dropping today it's because she has to stay overnight i don't know i don't really know how i'm going about this i'll probably end up releasing this video as is and if i do end up going to pick her up later today i'll just start recording again and i guess you guys will see the second half of today i kind of want her to stay overnight at the same time i don't i want her to be taken care of the best way possible and i know that the hospital can do that better than i can but yeah i don't know if i would want her to stay overnight because it's the same time i want her here yeah guys it's kind of hard to film right now so i think i'm just gonna cut it here and um i'll pick it up either tomorrow when i go to pick her up i'll continue it if i pick her up later