 when I watched the video, I bought the book immediately and I finished it like probably next day. I mean it was crazy as soon as it arrived and that it gave me the juice to finish like the raise the capital raise and it made me give me goosebumps by the way but I'm serious you're actually almost going to make me emotional. No, but it's what's amazing to me. I mean it was emotional at some point because I think what the entrepreneur and the person listening and really what the point of this podcast is the entrepreneur goes to bed at night and has to they have to live with themselves and they have to deal with the story of I if I feel tomorrow this is a huge catastrophe for me and if I win tomorrow it's a huge win