 Hi guys welcome to another week in my life vlog I think it's the first time I've talked today today is it Valentine's Day, which means tonight I'm going to the Casey Muckers concert. I'm so excited. I'm running late So I'll talk to you guys after but and by late I mean just not 10 minutes early as always when you puffer is it from H&M by the way It's so cute and it's like long and I love it Tim McGraw on Starbucks right now This is the best order ever alright guys. I went home. I showered I changed very quickly and now I'm at dry bar I'm getting a blowout because we have Casey Muckers tonight. It's Valentine's Day by the way Oh shop the bribing house life merch. We have new crews a pink one We have the really cute quarter zip you're gonna get the quarter zip get it oversized and then wear it over leggings But that's cute or you can get the quarters of the matching sweats We also have our little tumbler. We also have baseball caps, which you guys really requested my voice I have to record something and I don't know where it went. Why does it always happen to me? I literally I didn't even do anything that would make me lose my voice this weekend I don't know. I actually didn't even go out at all on Friday, which is pretty good for me I don't know my keys up. Okay Wait, I'm gonna show you guys my outfit one second I mean, you can't really see it, but I have this puffer on that's from H&M and then this like cowboy crew That's from sisters and seekers and then just like my normal product loafers We're gonna go make up done at Presley's by Presley sister who is a makeup artist in Dallas and she's like by far the best one I'm not just saying that because I'm biased. Um, she just actually is the best one, but I need to pack all of my stuff Very quickly. I'm gonna be using this pink Like Balenciaga bag So cute. I'll show you guys in a sec. All right. I am actually in a rush I'm never in a rush because I'm crazy about being early This dress is from Revolve. I'm switching into this pink. Let's see. I haven't even worn it yet I've had it since like December. It is so cute. I hope that's not a problem going into American Airlines I feel like it will be fine I'm going to call an Uber and go over to Presley's because we're gonna get our makeup done Oh, sorry. Um, if you guys are in Dallas though, her sister is Incredible at makeup hire her. She's who I like the only person in Dallas that I really use So good actually really in general like she's my favorite makeup artist that there is I Don't even know if I felt Look at me getting ready with my little breadwinner castle. I'm tote bad the episode. I think was great So I'm excited about that. I think you guys are really gonna like it The ultimate breakup guide. All right It's titled my breakup was the best thing to ever happen to me made it to Casey I got my green drink by the way at American Airlines section 120 at high stakes My frozen green mark. I didn't think that's what I was getting my outfit is my favorite outfit I've ever worn In a credible so cute. Oh my god It was so good. I was telling Presley. I've been to every single Casey show Since like quite literally 2012 and that was the best one Got merch It was so good. Also, they were really hot guys sitting next to us Not next to us, but like near us by themselves And I was like, wait, they're actually wouldn't either of us ever point out hot guys And they were hot so I was really upset. I meant nothing happened there But anyways great show my voice is shot. Here's my merch I have the last of the camera sir guys. I just got home to this Does this not look like your parents staying up and waiting for you to get home? Oh, hey girl. I Mean look at him All right, y'all I was about to take my makeup off and I just wanted to give you guys a better look Again on the outfit we were I was just kind of rushed so I didn't really get to show you guys This dress is from revolve and I had my bit has these cute little straps I am my little pink Bones yoga bag that I loved and then just my vintage Harley-Davidson Boots, this is one of the merch items. I got ignore that chair. Everyone has that chair Anyways, I got the very last one This is my makeup Wow, I feel like a Barbie tonight. Anyways, I've been feeling very fabulously because I've been getting my makeup done by Kristen Farah Anyways, I'll have her Instagram link down below so she doesn't guys are in Alice also She does have like good makeup and spell on her page, but anyways This is the look I'm gonna go to bed What a good Valentine's Day and a good Monday if you will cannot wait to be home as much as possible tomorrow Normally Monday through Wednesday. I just want to be home and not see a soul and not do anything But when Casey comes to town Good morning guys, I'm back home. I didn't love my blood yesterday. I got the old-fashioned Trying to change it up and I don't know also. I always like my hair second and better But I'm gonna go to have a lot of you. So I basically just ruined your blog That's why I don't like it run Fridays because they don't do bodies on the weekends and wearing this new set from year of ours The bottoms are my favorite kind. This is like the best workout stuff ever Like I live in year of ours and then I just put this vest on I put this vest I'm putting best on everything because it makes me feel fashionable This is from each no The concert last night was so good. I stayed up pretty late I'm currently making toast. I'm gonna have to plot you soon. And then today I have a lymphatic drainage massage I think that's what you call it. I've never gotten one before. I've always wanted to either like miracles like life-changers I have been drinking this. It's the greens and superfoods and citrus. They're a sponsor of the podcast I'm drinking it every morning and I have been loving it. So anyways, I have a dolly mug Very fitting. That's one thing about me. It's always either a dolly or a Texas mug Perfect timing. I love netpods. I am simply not awake. I don't know if this is a Me thing or if this is like a 20s thing or if this is an anxiety thing My anxiety will say at this point for the past like month has not been the best or days where it's not as bad But it's definitely been like a little bit worse just in the past on the same month I feel like I wake up every morning with like some sort of anxious pin in my stomach almost not like a break-up anxious Pit, but like I'm just like a steady stream of anxiety is like how I describe it And I'm just constantly feeling like I'm not doing enough or like whatever I'm doing Is it good enough or no? And then I will on the other hand when I'm in a good mood I feel like I'm on top of the world and like living my dream life I feel like have a great career and doing great. So there's really no kind of like in between but I've just been like down just not and not even necessarily like hard on myself always. It's like sometimes. I'm just like Down like I don't know. I think I'm just not I Don't know Jim. I don't know. It's been kind of weird So I wonder if this has to do with starting to watch Netflix again, even though I love Friday night lights because I normally read so much at night And that calls me down so much that I don't know if I realize how Relying I was my anxiety or maybe that's not even tied together. It's just like coincidence. I don't know I literally have no idea. I think I'm gonna declutter my closet today But the best thing about having these bar stools my new ones here is that I actually use this area So I'm gonna sit here and journal and read a little bit and then I'm gonna head off to Platties It's me from the car again. I'm sorry guys. I went home. I showered I changed and now I'm going to the talks, which is just off lovers It's right there. I finally opened in Dallas. I always wanted to go to one of them I have always wanted to go. I always seem illicit with health getting lymphatic drainage massages and I'm so Excited you're in Dallas check them out. I'll share with you guys my experience, but I am so excited I Back home my Shot I loved my massage. I might be putting myself on vocal rest for the rest of the day So I'll talk to you guys probably tomorrow. I'm just gonna be working Good morning guys, my voice is kind of back. I've been eating these quick fresh meals and it's come and delivered to your house You put them in the microwave for two minutes, and they're actually really good But this set on it from year of ours. I just got it. It is so cute I have not been eating well my little brother is here And we were to ring stop and I just like obviously do our ass you know what and all of a sudden I'm breaking out All of my meetings today actually got canceled Which is so nice because I have so many things I need to do around the house Starting with decluttering my closet. I have my glow-trition in this little Starbucks mug that Netflix sent These are my favorite like to go mugs besides the brevity house life one. Okay Anyways year of ours said I'm gonna put a spot treatment on and I'm gonna go and declutter at the closet all time. I'm sad, but it's gonna be very satisfying I'm gonna set a timer for like 35 minutes and just go through because it is just it's out of control I'll show you before I Need to put Taylor on my face But the tried and true more even ask you spot treatment Basically in my closet. It's just like overflowing right now It's just overflowing and then I have so many things in here That's also anything suits that I was hiding but so many things in here that I just don't wear so I'm gonna go through and just kind of Actually get rid of everything that I don't wear same thing in here. I mean the hardest thing is jeans I have so many jeans that I don't touch Um I'm gonna make myself do that. I'm gonna set a timer for 35 minutes and Actually third now I'll do 30 I'm still here because this is stuff that I need to put in here when this closet is done That's like merge samples. I'm more merged. I have newly And those are just like boxes and books and whatever this I've cleaned up. I got rid of so much stuff I moved some of that over here Drink all my nutrition I Got rid of a ton of tops. I don't know if you can even tell but it's not as good enough for me for the time being I'm feeling good and then I love this puffer by the way that I got from H&M Okay, and then I'll be donating two bags of clothes. I'm feeling good Canna cutie. Oh Oh, oh She's I've got I gave her one before oh This is Kenna my brother's dog if you guys remember when we first got her I Had her for a few days. She's grown so much I have one thing that I will show you early. Why I kind of wish you guys things early But everybody has why I've been getting samples for our summer and winter drop And we are Expanding if you will oh my god, but if this is what I think it is this is like So exciting oh my god, you are going to die You know, I don't even have to know that's the point It's like funny Like I do things that like a bread what I would do and I do things in a house It has nothing to do with being married No, anyways, oh I love it. All right, my little brother just left taking over last night and then it's not like three I have been just working on my computer all day. Sometimes my life is just so uneventful and I Go work out. I come home. I work a grocery shop And then I hang out my friends don't evolve my social life What am I supposed to vlog, you know my voice is kind of going back when I force it I'm breaking out all around my chin, which is really annoying because I just haven't really been breaking out I was actually thinking the other day how my skin was like perfect and now Probably just because I have that thought, you know Anyways, glum gloss on me new mask. I know that like that was pretty controversial in skin I haven't used it since I was like 1920 I really want to try it tonight. I'm going to Pilates, which I've actually never gone at night I always go during the day. Anyways, I wanted to just try this face mask I'm gonna self tan tonight and then I'll feel me I actually like really haven't been doing mass from home Which I feel like I used to do so many of them. Also, do any of you guys have any of you guys got into Slugging whichever would talk fun on stuff. It makes me want to do it Well, I'll let you guys know how this goes. I put that mask on for 10 minutes and My face is bright red. You know what? I think I used this mask years ago and that's why I stopped using as a whole because there's actually one mask or There was one moisturizer from glamglow I want to say it was like illuminating that I loved and it smelled so good, but it was just like expensive at the time And this is the one that doesn't do out my skin. I love that All right, I'm going to Pilates. I don't want to go at all. I literally never work out at night But I'm going not because I am disappointed because I may put it to the friend to go. So I'm going It was just it was crazy Supported I just feel like I don't feel like he ever wanted a bat or a bling forever. That would be Broken and good morning everyone that sounded like good morning Millennials didn't mean for it, too But anyways, I just filmed a video this morning has been such a good morning. I Pilates at 11 30 It's currently at 10 o'clock. I woke up. I made some coffee. I made my drink I a glow-trition thing. I made some breakfast I sat down I read and I journaled and oh my god I say it every time but the morning is that I make time to do that Incredible I haven't had such a hard time waking up really recently. I don't know what it is Maybe it's because it's cold outside. I feel like it's easier for me to wake up in the summer because it's warm I don't know what it is, but Yeah, I've been off of not often that I've been doing it But like begrudgingly like I don't want to do it, you know, honestly my brother coming here at mid-week I'm glad that he did because we just needed some good old time together, but it really got me off Anyways, this is what I'm wearing right now. I have a set active set on swimming in a Pilates. I'm a sweater Prada loafers Um, oh, I wanted to show you guys this I actually have oh that's today Um, I mentioned recently that I love Oswell my journal That's what I've been using every day. We did this journal retreat and we're in Malibu Then like September last fall and it was so incredible like literally it was just like incredible I don't know how to describe it. You won't understand it unless you go through one and then you will agree with me But it's very hard to explain if you haven't gone through it Anyways, they saw that and they sent me stuff just so nice So I have more journals and then I think these are like postcards, right? It's so cute. Okay, and then the deck which is a right and draw like journaling prompts Anyways, they also offer me a one-on-one like journaling Consultation with Laura today. So that's this afternoon, but anyways on the agenda for today I need to import this do some work and like an hour and a half to go to Pilates after Pilates I go to therapy. I come home. I shower. I need to do like some sort of like Purple treatment on my hair right now. I watched it last night and like, you know, you just wake up with it It's weird It's worst in this afternoon I have the journal consultation and in between this obviously have to do work in the afternoon I had the journal consultation and then tonight. I have my second Laser appointment. I'm getting laser right now and it Honestly has already made a huge difference only one appointment and you're supposed to do like six to nine So that's really crazy. This sweater is from revolve. I love it. I just got it I'm gonna live in it. I can tell my favorite sweater that I own All right guys, I Got some work done. I'm about to go to Pilates. The best thing ever. It's from H&M So is the best I'm gonna wear all week. I mean what good purchases like When I walk the trail tomorrow, this is what I'll be wearing. I mean, it's just fabulous We're off to my last Pilates class of the week. I still haven't changed my bag back to my black one So I've been walking around with this bright pink bag all week. Kind of like makes you happy though, you know I'm out of therapy. I feel like I talk about this all the time I feel like I'm probably annoying when I have like my choosing moments But I was just walking out of my therapist's office to all these texts from these people that I love for like weekend plans and just things and I miss call from my brother and just Like so many people on my phone that I love That's also just like plans and ways that I've wanted my life to look for so long and just projects going on We all had a horrible 2020 and I feel like 2021 2021 was also really good I just don't want to forget that like I actually feel Not everything is perfect that I am that I'm in a place that I wanted to be in for so long I was going through just like a lot like a lot of family stuff was going on a lot of stuff in people's a lot of stuff In my own life and other people's lives around me. I don't know I just have this moment of like, oh my god, we did it like we survived and Everything that I really wanted is actually like has come to fruition. I don't know if any of that made sense I was in a really bad spot for a long time And it's not that everything is perfect now But I just had this moment of realizing like I'm living in The days that I was looking forward to that was like my light at the end of the tunnel And I'm just so grateful for like my life and the people in it and I just do a lot better But yeah, anyways therapy was so good today So crazy stuff happening, you know when you're like, oh my god, I cannot which good therapy this week I have something to tell my therapist. That's how I felt. All right listening to my favorite podcast Just got okay. I'm actually really excited. There's really nothing like a shower after a workout You just feel so accomplished I have some editing and work that I need to get done and then I have that cute little Shilling lane consultation thing. Look at how good that looks you can use my Door-nash code which is in my description and you get I think like 20 dollars of credit So you can be like a free mail delivered to your house I Hi Okay, I think this one Says right or sorry says make a list of ten things you like about yourself for bonus self-esteem points make your way to 30 It says hey you're looking draw the things you would like most about yourself guys, I had such a Fabulous literally me in the winter is me Putting on and taking off a puffer, but I had a fabulous journal little like workshop It was incredible if you guys Have not journal before you need to I feel like a huge focus of this channel And it's my life in general is that like I don't want to settle in life. That's why I'm a very curious person That's why I'm always reading. I'm always journaling going to therapy I'm trying to learn and just like get better Not in the way like the cheesy like live your best life way But like also I do genuinely want to like live my best life and Journaling really helps me do that because it makes me a lot more aware and I live a lot more intentionally And it makes you think deeper that helps you identify things that make you happy You know make you unhappy whatever, but I do want to show you guys these because I feel like I am going to be Obsessed I'm already obsessed, but I haven't gotten to do it on my own yet. So as well the deck writing and journaling Cards or prompts. I'm gonna try out drawing. I just feel like I'm more of a writer But like we'll see like each card, right? So one of them says go to the mirror What does the person you see have their habit there to say and then it says go to the mirror and draw yourself One continuous line without lifting your pen from a paper. What okay? So oh sorry to writing prompt and a drawing prompt then it says what kind of person do you want to be today? You know I'd love this Danielle would love the stack I need to send one to her and then drawing it says draw out what you want your day to look like include at least five specific objects What would you want a younger version of yourself to know write a letter to that person? It just keeps going on and on I don't want to give you obviously all of the prompts I loved it and I just think journaling is really important I talked to her also about how I have this issue where like part of me wants to just be on a ranch at all times And the other part of me wants to be like working in New York City Like there's just there's some sort of disconnect there I also think that's just like balance and stuff But I wouldn't be able to like combine the feelings that I get in both places because I love both Anyways, it was really good. I'm like really colorful these days. I need to change my bag. I'm just lazy Actually, we're gonna change it now. I really have two of the same bag just in different colors. I feel like this summer I'm going to be living in With my pink bag, but I'm going to get laser. It's my second appointment by the way Laser is incredible and doesn't hurt at all. Last time I got it. I literally thought Like when she went back to be like, okay get dressed I was like confused because I thought she hadn't even started I thought that was like some sort of prep because there was no way it didn't hurt at all And it like literally didn't hurt when people say it feels like rubber bands I wouldn't even say it felt like that like it was the best experience so much better than a Brazilian wax Actually, I genuinely thought that I possibly didn't get the treatment Until my hair actually did stop growing and like definitely came back a lot like lighter Anyways, if you're considering I would highly recommend it is like a Brazilian wax is like probably 20 times more painful I think the laser was anyways. I'm really cozy right now off to this appointment. I ordered luncheon Oh not focused. I love that Look at me like will I start wearing real clothes, you know good question. I'm home laser was nothing by the way I got one of those a massive Boy smells candles. These are so expensive. It doesn't even look that big on camera like this is a coaster This is the candle massive Obviously, I had to get the cowboy kush one. It smells really good and for whatever reason a really big candle Just like gives the illusion or makes me feel like I really have my life together So I'm back home about to make my favorite recipe I made it last night, but I couldn't really talk because I was on book club, which by the way book club was great It was so much fun. If you want the information for the next month's book club We are meeting mid-march and we're reading the new Lucy Foley book The Paris apartment work done. I have a little bit more work to get done But I'm gonna make my favorite meal honestly, the other best feeling is when You have like worked out and had a full great day and then you're home by yourself Cooking your dinner like it's just Anyways, this is like an eggplant brown rice Parm pasta. This one would help and I used to make it legit all the time This is the gluten-free Brown rice pasta that I use. It's really good and obviously I plant I bake the eggplant at 425 Ten minutes total I flip them on there. I flip the sides at five minutes And then you guys will see but like is the best thing ever. It's so good. Oh my god I just I love it Friday guys I'm not really gonna vlog much today just because I'm doing laundry and I'm gonna start a weekend on my life But I wanted to end this vlog off by giving you guys a little book update update I feel like I'm back in like the swing of vlogging after like yesterday I've been in this like vlogging rut where I feel like every video I posted it just sucked and like I Forget how to talk to a camera and then I don't know what to I don't know There's been something off, but I'm feeling better Let me know what you guys want to see in the vlogs this weekend. We're going to Billy waves tonight We're going to cat bird I'm a true like Dallas, Texas weekend in my life even though like obviously Billy waves is in Fort Worth But you got I'm saying anyways a little update if you will if you guys have any questions about my Kendall I have so many posts on Instagram of an Instagram highlight about it. If you ever need book reps It's all over my Instagram Definitely follow me there So I read Jar of Hearts by Jennifer Hillier. I love her. She's honestly probably my favorite thriller author I got the sample and I was reading in a kind of like rug about I was like Oh, maybe I read the sample and I didn't read the book for some reason then I bought the book And I'm like 30% of the way in and I remember that I read the book But it was like a hundred plus books ago weird thing is that I actually finished that book on February 17th 2021 and then I finished it again February 17th 2022 Anyways, actually I'm glad that I reread it because it's a really good thriller to recommend It's really good with twist. The thing about Jennifer Hillier's books is that they're not very predictable. I don't mind like young adult I don't mind like romance YA books being predictable because that's you kind of want them to be predictable You want them to end up together with a thriller. Obviously you don't want to know what's happening And I would say this one has really good twist in turn. So I really liked that one I started Rocky for scissors last night I'm only about 15% of the way in and then right now I'm reading obsessed building a brand that people love from day one and I'm about 21% of the way in that book as far as like branding Books go and like business books go. I'm actually really enjoying it. I think it's really helpful Obviously with the okay and the clothing brand that I'm starting. I just have I really enjoyed it So anyways, that is my book update. I haven't been reading as much as I normally do I'm reading 60 books this year and not a hundred which is still like I know a lot But like I read all the time. That's like what I do I'm still on track, but I feel like I just need like a pet my step leave a good book rec below The problem is at this point. I've read like 170 books or something like that in the past two years So like most recs I've read so I'm having some issues with that, but um So many good books coming out this year Taylor Jenkins reads announced a new one coming this year Obviously Emily Henry has a new one this year Tessa Bailey her I think it's actually March 1st. That's like the next one in the Why am I forgetting that book day? It happened one summer. I cannot that's like one of the best. I love that book I don't know why I'm forgetting it anyways and then our book club book obviously comes out the Paris apartment like on the 22nd So I'm excited to read that but anyways. Hope you guys enjoyed this vlog I'm feeling back in the swing of vlogging. I'm feeling better Finally, so I love you guys so much and I'll talk to you soon. Bye Well, I think the first thing is Recognizing that it is really scary to be alone Especially when you're going through like a trauma or grief or you know after a breakup or something But I think if you can you can kind of reframe it as an opportunity to Grow and to just under kind of understand things better