 uh... welcome everyone to the deliverance center uh... we are gonna received this message from the lord tonight aren't we i know that the lord has anointed brother mike to a great ministry we just praise god for that and i wanted to share a song with you so one i'm sure you guys are uh... all familiar with it was written by a man named judson w vanda venter i know that's a mouthful but uh... this was his testimony and i hope it's ours tonight all to jesus i surrender all to him i freely give i will ever love and trust him in his presence daily i surrender all i surrender all all to the my let's save you i sir and the father we just thank you for this time we can come together and here your word we thank you for this building we thank you for all the utilities and all your provisions that you have given this ministry and we just pray that your spirit be here among us for healing and deliverance in your son's dear name of the song when the revival hits acquire aglosa choir first one in history of america aglosa choir only singing in tongues only and he's not recruiting them pretty soon looking forward to that huge and thanks for showing up tonight got another interesting teaching for you i've been doing a series of teachings on satanic secrets secrets the devil doesn't want you to know i got another one for you tonight so let's let him have it all the seminars on the uh... twenty-ninth last friday of the month is as usual here's my current radio schedule my monday evening money through friday show at five thirties switched over five forty five all my radio shows are always available twenty four seven off the website is going to that site there and you can listen to the programs this one went uh... real well last week i minister to over twenty two thousand listeners on this one dark sky radio dot coms a secular internet radio station so on every night monday through friday at nine o'clock pacific time we are now on pacific time right if you want to help us with the 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to move here thursday night at seven o'clock if you know somebody who is mentally ill we have a special class for that small sanctuary thursday nights at seven i will be on this uh... talk america radio station later this month ten p.m. pacific i'll see a teen challenge at the end of this month we're going to do some staff training up down there we're also going back for healing and deliverance service down in tucson in may uh... soon as the service starts uh... kelly's supposed to go around and shut all these doors and lock them uh... but she forgot so i'm going to be terminating her next week once the doors are locked you can't get out unless donate in the red boxes learn that from free-flow dollar tonight's bible studies based on the king james bible and uh... we sell this version of the bible the kj three this is the best translation of the new testament i've ever seen what they did was they just looked at the text translated it exactly or as close to exact as they could translate it and then they had you figure out the rest unlike the other bibles that give you commentary and show you what to think and how to believe if you have a bible make sure you're studying out of a bible that uses the received text as the basis for the new testament uh... all of them use the emaseratic text for the old testament okay so if you use the received text you won't have a bunch of verses missing out of your bible if you use a bible that has the westcott holt and a couple of the other groups of text for the new testament you're gonna have scriptures that you go where these scriptures go well they're they're not in some of the other manuscripts okay so these for example they're not all of them but as an example uh... all use the received text okay that's a community interest slide okay let's get to our super bug teaching uh... the devil has created a bunch of bacteria is now that do not respond to antibiotics they're called yes they're called super bugs and they're starting to invade america they cannot stop them if you get one of these super bugs you're probably going to die the antibiotics do not work there are spiritual super bugs out there i'ma go over one of them tonight the mind controller bug let's go to uh... a brief review this is a review from other studies first Timothy four spirit uh... speaks clearly and expressingly that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith you have to have faith to depart from it so we're talking about born again and or spirit filled christians here they will abandon their faith in the latter times they will do that because they are giving heed to or focusing on planos deceiving spirits and did ask aliyah teachings of daemonian demons where are these teachings at your local porn bookstore no they don't have teachings of jesus over at the porn bookstore they're in church it's the church that's going to spread these fake false doctrines the christian church the ones who are born again the Mormons they're already spreading crazy doctrines we bought this building from the board mormons you're sitting in a mormon building i'd have a crew come here and cast out all the demons i'm not kidding one of them didn't get caught and manifested a couple times he scared kelly one time she never gets scared if i have to face something scary i send her well that thing finally left what's my point here this is the the great falling away the great oppas the apostasy is what the church falling away the true church does this make sense it's not the johoba witnesses or the Scientologists they've already fallen away in fact they were never in to fall away if that makes sense they were never in the first place they were cults from day one and the way this is going to happen is what through the person's mind spirits get into a person's brain and they take over the person's mind how do they do that well we'll go in that minute but they don't just come down out of a spaceship and use a demilitarizer whatever that is and suck your mind out of your head that they don't have that kind of power they can't do that they don't have those skills you have to let them in the person has to cooperate with them and allow them space in their mind that's how they take over the person's mind as it gets worse and worse and worse the person develops what a mental illness where the mind is now chronically malfunctioning before they were mentally ill their mind was not chronically malfunctioning the spirits like the holy spirit always starts you here and takes you here the holy spirit takes you from a born again babe in christ if you allow him to turns you into an animalistic killing disciple a demon smasher a massive faith healer a powerful man and woman of god whom the devil and his crew fears very few people have reached that point obviously so they stay somewhere in this area as a regular christian most christians are literally spiritually useless what we're trying to do here at the deliverance centers motivates you to go from being a christian to a disciple the demons do the same thing only in reverse they start you here and they drag you down as far as they can go if they can you enter the world of mental illness how's all that happen in the mind mind control is the devil's goal and it is the goal of the holy spirit they're both fighting for the same thing in you this is a war between darkness the light of christ it's a war and a fight to the death if the demons get your mind you die ugly broke sick and stupid if the holy spirit gets your mind you go on from glory to glory faith to faith victory to victory learning from your defeats and growing by grace in the end you are translated to glory with a spectacular reward if the demons get your mind you die ugly you die stupid you die a spiritual loser and you miss your destiny you die an addict you die confused you die mentally you missed your golden opportunity as a human being to find God's perfect will for your life it's a war and a fight to the death whoever gets the person's mind gets the rest of the person Hebrews 8 thus saith the Lord this is the covenant i will make with the house of Israel in those days says the Lord i will put my laws into their mind this is a different greek word now the anoyant means deep thoughts of the mind so i can have a thought in my mind literally any second you go out with your family you're sitting in the car that's a pain in the butt right there and you're going to lunch and thoughts start popping in your mind Burger King Taco Bell the ultimate golden corral these are random thoughts that have no real value that's not the word that's not a month in greek that's a thought in your head a thought i like diet mountain dew over orange that's just a thought it's a preference thought it means nothing to nobody who gives a rat's fanny what i like to drink a deep thought is something you pondered and you have accepted into your person what you really think and that's what everybody wants to know not what you're thinking but what you really think and all the married people you'd like to know what the person's really thinking at work not what they think this is what they really think jahovah said i will put my laws in their deep thoughts in their hearts i'll write them in their hearts that's a that's a generic term for your inner man your conscience your mind your soul your spirit your inner man right he was twelve consider him that endured such contradiction of sinners is he talking about here of course god's son anti-logia is what it's the stuff you run into every day somebody saying something negative about you i never get any amens in this section uh... it really happens to me but i see it happens to you a lot jesus was trashed verbally down the stretch what did he do he didn't faint or get weary we went over this last week your mind is related and affects your soul where your emotions reside your soul has your emotions your mind contains your thoughts if the devil can get your mind he can then attack your emotions reinforcing them thoughts in the mind and controlling you through your emotions any person who gets controlled through their soul is by definition a carnal christian carnal christians live out of their feelings how they feel emotionally how they feel physically the devil's eat pulls them around like they're nothing and nobody like pulling a puppy around nothing to it people who live on their spirit man now that's a different story the holy spirit people learn to trust the holy spirit in your spirit man they are not carnal christians they are spirit filled spirit led christians there's a difference carnal christians are led by their emotions how they feel from day to day depends reflects their christianity your emotions will send you on this christian life a yo-yo christian life oh my god this is horrible everybody gets totally exhausted living that kind of a christian life they are great for a while then they crash then they're great then they crash then they're great and eventually what happens to them they crash and backslide almost all carnal christians have backslid several times in during their christian life their souls let's you be worried and faint in your emotions so tired of listening to that person so tired of that family member so tired of that sickness so tired of that temptation it wears you down see what he's trying to say jesus did not do that he overcame it revelation twenty-two the spirit and the bride say come anybody that hears what's he saying there appealing to your free will let him that is thirsty come and then it is says whoever will thalo means wants to the holy spirit will only deal with you through your free will he will never force you to do anything physically spiritually he won't force you to come here he won't force you to go to church he won't force you to serve god you have to want to do it you have to have a want to her the devil is the opposite he will do anything he can to go to you into doing exactly what he wants done your brain is spectacular the brain is probably god's greatest creation the human brain it's absolutely amazing it operates like god god has a brain it's spectacular scientists estimate we only use a very small percent of our brain most of it lies there dormant i met several people were almost a hundred percent of her are near dormant married a couple of now let's get back to this slide let's focus everything going on in your mind is a miracle your god's greatest creation so you're not an animal a plant or an insect or a fish those are all deficient creations evolutions of life nothing evolved out of anything the whole thing is a crock amen it's a crock of a man caught myself there yes sir almost ruined my ministry the human brain is the most amazing thing on the planet earth it is incredible and you've met people when you see you said the same thing about how does their brain work that's incredible they are monumentally stupid your brain is absolutely amazing how it works supposedly it only takes up two percent of your body weight but twenty percent of all the energy in the body and all the oxygen you use goes to your brain your mind is in your brain roman swell i beseech you brethren by the mercies of god you present your bodies a living sacrifice holy and acceptable god to god which is your log it costs what's that rational you sat down you say women i get it now just a minute here my life here is very temporary and if i live in sin or i live like a carnal christian at the end of my life i might have nothing so almost women here this is god is worth serving he will provide and you know what i can make it because god chose the weak things in the world that confound the wise i don't have a crowd following me around every day i'm just a regular person i may be less than a regular person i'm in a great spot for god to use me first chrithians one and that makes sense not to waste my life doing carnal things chasing the almighty but chasing loss living in sin it just yeah that's that's a smart move i'm sitting here thinking of my gosh i might live sixty seventy eighty years maybe a hundred a miracle happens and eternity is a hundred times godly knows what so there's no comparison between my life even if i live a hundred years which you won't to eternity which is has no ending i'm thinking about that it doesn't make any sense for me to serve the devil i need to serve the lord i want to rule and reign in eternity right here i want to live in the new jerusalem and i want to serve god for eternity that's what i want to do i've sat down and i thought about it yes sir and the holy ghost helped me think them thoughts he's encouraging me to think that's your reasonable logical service to god do not be conformed to this world would be transformed metamorphosis of greek root means to be completely morphed into the renewing anacondasus means renovating your mind when i was a sinner my mind was focusing on sin i was looking for money i was looking for success i was looking for orgasms i was looking for fun i was looking for a party whatever carnal stuff i can get my hands on as a sinner i did it for years i didn't come to god too late later in life at my forties all i thought about was sinful stuff which was by nature what i had always done because i had the old nature and i just did what you know leopards have spots mike was sinning duh but when i got filled with holy ghost and i became a born again christian the spirit of god started to renovate my mind so that i started to see what i was doing chasing chicks is not working chasing the old money buckets isn't a waste of life i began to see things in a proper perspective in a way of veil kind of boom fell off my my eyes so to speak and i noticed that all christians went through that process it wasn't particular to me at all far from it every born again christian see when you don't run a church you can scratch your back during a teaching nobody cares don't you see it see that's i'm thinking i had i'm renovating my mind and then god taught me your mind is never totally renovated because i will never be totally exactly like jesus christ the son of god but my goal in life in yours is to get as close to that standard as i can over the course of my existence on the planet and then and i die right i'm using my mind here tonight i'm thinking logically and some of you are going right and then you're thinking logically with me see we're thinking together see great minds think there it is renovating what your body you're that your mind your renovating when i was a sinner i loved happy hour i love getting a bus i love getting half drunk i love having an orgasm i love sex i love women yeah those are carnal things held in high esteem but as my mind renovated i began to see that my god i was walking down the path to dying doing that i didn't know that i had this veil so to speak taken off my eyes i began to see there was another world out there not just my carnal world the spirit world i didn't know that i was ignorant so that you may what dot comanzo test it test it out the devil brings you all kinds of stuff constantly and you gotta test each one why don't you go to that church women let me test that why don't you marry that person hold it let me test that why don't you go to minister here hold it let me test that see you're using your mind using your spirit man and you are learning to test everything that comes your way the holy spirit wants you to test that he told you to test it for in the mouth of two or three witnesses every word is to be established you're supposed to test everything you don't just look at something all they're funny they're packing they're good looking on taking home to mom we're getting married that is a recipe for the gates of hell no you like the person it seems to be going well but it needs to be tested everything needs to be tested everything i say tonight you are not just accept that like some birds sucking in worms you are to test everything i say i'm not some phony tv preacher trying to go you into believing a bunch of crap you have your own mind you do not let me dominate your mind you check out brother mike mother mike is not god you just accept everything he said check it out tested i've already done that before i came here at home on youtube once again what that guy was really saying was this verse he he was doing his quote homework that was using your mind following the word of god checking stuff out not just buying something like it rotgut tv preacher they just want you to swallow any kind of crap they poop out so they can control you and manipulate you they want your estate they want your money to blah blah blah it's all crap you've got to test everything so you don't just buy it i just blew my fleet of luxury vehicles there that's fine that's good but here's in your heart because you're born again christian you have a good heart and everybody here who's born again has a good heart every single person even if you have demons as a matter the demons are in your spirit man in your body until and for about another hour and then they're gonna be out your heart is good you see that the holy ghost lives in you and he's ridiculous good and he lives in there so deep inside you sir truckloads of goodness in there holy ghost you're right in there right in that man sitting right there on the white t-shirt that guy there and he wants like you want the good acceptable that's what you want that's what you really want even a carnal christian wants that if you if you have one uh... i've had hundreds of them come in to see me you're sitting there in a carnal christian life their certified failures but deep inside their stinking life they want to do what's right and they wouldn't have called me and set up an appointment if that wasn't true nobody just calls up and says can i come in and get an autograph nobody wants an autograph from me i'm a regular person like everybody else something inside them the holy ghost goodness is telling them you need to receive the good and perfect acceptable will of god you know you want it you know you want it it doesn't matter if you have demons yeah it's a battle but deep inside that's the consistent part of you that god loves likes you most of you came here alone like you know not many other people like you but listen father likes you father likes you i came alone tonight i ain't bothered, it doesn't bother me because i know jesus said i am never alone he said you'll all forsake me tonight and leave me alone but i'm never alone you my friend are never alone that's the truth second Corinthians 4 if our gospel is hidden it's hidden to those who are lost in whom the god of this i own age has blinded the not amount of thoughts of those who are epistos unbelievers and as i told you before god years ago showed me there's two types of unbelievers sinners and christian lest the light of the glorious gospel of christ should shine upon them light exposes darkness it exposes lies exposes fabrication it exposes false doctrines and that's what you want the light of christ shining on your mind how does the devil beat everybody well here's how he does it since right here revelation 12 he's called the great dragon and a serpent and the devil and satan diabolos and satanas he is the false accusing adversary of your life he's your false accuser everything you do that's right he'll try to nitpick everything you do with wrong he'll amplify it to make you look like a complete jackass and he'll go to god he'll go and point his finger at you running you down trashing you he knows if you accept that he can win if you don't accept it recognizing the blood of christ has left you in a perfect position your spirit man is perfect and holy if you understand that his accusations no longer land on you he's the accuser of the brethren but how does he beat everybody he's a deceiver how do you deceive somebody you gotta deceive them in their minds correct in america we call it what telemarketing you call the person up mister schmidt who's this i'm a new guy from nigeria this is gonna be a good call yes sir can't wait to hear the call from nigeria let me tell you what you're about to tell me sir oh you don't know yes i do you had a relative die they inherited millions but you don't have the money to pay the court costs and everything but if i pay the court costs for you you'll split those millions with me is that correct sir? i'll do it a little bit okay yeah thank you thank you it's called disarmament it's deception he was trying to he they're trying to deceive you correct how do they do it clunk through your mind alright let's go to psychology for a minute i learned this years ago i've mentioned it a couple times before systematic desensitization it's a technique developed by a psychiatrist many years ago on how to help people with phobias and anxiety disorders so it doesn't cure them but it is a helpful method of managing the illness it does work from a secular standpoint the only goes to be able to cure it completely psychiatry can't cure it but they can help it through this method of treatment it's a system where you're gradually exposed to something in a controlled environment which allows you to get used to it your fears and your anxieties about the whatever it is slowly dissipate and while you're exposing them to it you're using behavior modification using therapy techniques using counseling techniques to get the person's mind to understand that you're having a phobia it's unrealistic it's not real you don't need to fear that whatever it is and the most important phobias are what darkness spiders they're the top two I believe so you slowly gradually expose somebody to a spider yeah and I don't have a phobia of a spider but I don't like them they're creepy looking in fact insects period are creepy you ever seen an insect they all suck there are no insects that kind of brighten your day they're like wait a minute that's an insect that sucks they're ugly some of them stink some of them are dangerous some but they're all they've got a creep factor to them maybe it's just me there are some weirdos out there who love insects but I could go all day without communing with insects I don't wake up when I don't have an urge for it they're creepy so spiders are number one phobia so you gradually expose a person to a little spider then you get a big one then you get a big tarantula then you work them closer to it then you get them over there eventually you got the tarantula crawling up the arm like Johnny Carson and you know they've they're not wanting to commit suicide is that a okay explanation of it that's basically kind of what it is this is Satan's one of his greatest secrets that he uses on Christians and human beings in general he uses this thing to the max he loves it here's how you do it let's take a look at an example of it we're going to go back about three thousand years here strike that maybe four okay let's take a look at the lovely lot family all these are these are guys you want to move in next door to they're what we call beauties Genesis chapter thirteen let's go you know what happened this city two cities and all the other cities surrounding these two major cities all the suburbs had gone into gasping horrible sin crimes and killings and murders and homosexuality and incest and you name it these cities had hit the bottom of the barrel and two angels came to save lot and his family the angels get there and say lot how you doing good listen this place is going to burn like the gates of hell you gots to get out of here okay he says do you have anybody in your family wants to go with you virtually nobody what happened there day after day month after month year after year lot had been systematically exposed to crime and sin and perversion sexual perversion everyday click click exposed he lived there he lived there he went there of his own free will see abraham being a good man says to his relative lot listen our herdsmen are fighting over all kinds of things we don't want that you pick where you want to go you get to pick first you know that's a confident person in christ the person doesn't have to have their own way doesn't have to control everything those are people that have true faith in god your anxiety ridden christians they want to go first what'd you get what am i going to get how's it going to work they want to know every answer to every question before you even get out the door that's not faith lot abraham goes listen pick what you want anything take anything well lot goes really anything was going to write okay i'll take uh... whatever you don't want well i don't want any of you take it first abraham said abraham knew god would provide for him so he didn't need to provide for himself that's good preacher lot could have anything you want abraham knew he holy ghost had him covered and then what happened he looks over the plane there he sees all the best land he looks around and go hey this is great it's like a garden eating over there i'll tell you what abraham uh... you can have this desert area i'll take all this beautiful land he goes go ahead and take it it's yours love you go ahead so he took all of it all the good land you can see everything that's an anxiety based christian they grab and grow up for everything they get when they get it for fear they're gonna run out later it's lack of faith gimme gimme gimme is actually a fear-based illness they're afraid they're gonna run out later so lot wanted all of it i'll take all of it okay i'll take it but what was he doing there he was heading into an entire world after several years he would become systematically desensitized to his environment nowadays in our society violence is like nothing nobody thinks anything of it you're bombarded with violent activities everywhere social media tv cable whatever it is and the person starts to see violent activities as perfectly normal what's the problem with that shooting somebody cut off their head horror movies now aren't like alfred hitchcock movies where he tried to draw you in with your mind now it's just all pitiful blood and guts and the worse it gets they try to get a new audience everybody has to up the other person what are they doing the old method of a horror movie doesn't work anymore boo wait a minute i'm past a boo at age two no can you give me some guy with a head flying across the room quickly you're systematically desensitized to certain things and it becomes normal to you correct for example navy seals have to be systematically desensitized they put them in odd environments so that they learn to operate normally under adverse situations which is exactly what the holy ghost does to you he doesn't send you a trial he but he allows it to come in to help you navigate like a navy seal under an adverse environment which allows you to grow and become a stronger non carnal christian adversities temptations and trials are your very best friends nobody grows quickly while everything is going their way hello people don't grow real fast while they're celebrating touchdowns it's when you don't make a touchdown that's how bellichick wins the super bowl every year he uses adversity and failure as a training tool hello if you go through adversity temptations and trials you are a blessed person because god is setting you up for a ministry to minister to somebody else who is currently going through the same things you went through before so you then become god's messenger to them what are you going through well here's what it is ah i went through that exact thing two years ago my husband cheated on me we went we went broke see and here's how god brought me through it and here's how he'll bring you through it bang you're helping that person hello hey i just i just everything's going perfect for me i'm so happy i can't see straight there's no ministry there what do you need to that person's not growing in fact the devil comes along says man you're killing it he tries to take it for granted and he does and you do and then you go bad hello you got to be a navy seal man you don't sit behind a desk working a computer dude you're out under adverse environments learning how to become a great soldier see and only an elite group are chosen to be seals this group here can't cut the mustard so to speak now i throw a lot of food terms in there that draws in the people who eat a lot what do you do is only a select few ever make it to being a disciple of christ hello the disciples of christ or the navy seals the christians the big group they're still struggling peter was in the big group later on he was a seal able to function for god under any circumstances is this helping genesis 19 lot went to them and he shuts the door he says hey all these these criminals and perverts are outside and they saw some fresh meat what was happening there the perverts had become systematically desensitized to normal sexual perversion see anal intercourse raping kids group sex whatever it is they'd all they had their fill of that but they had never had any angel sex well this is great lot got a couple of angels coming over i'm at their great in bed hello they were systematically desensitized to normal sexual perversion in their minds does that make sense people who are sexually perverted don't wake up that way on tuesday it's a process of desensitization so that now they're able to have sex with children and it doesn't bother them they didn't start out doing that you have to work up to it or in this case down to it so these perverts saw a chance for some angel sex and say this is great so lot because he was following the eastern custom you were always to protect your visitors he said hey listen let me talk to you for a minute bonk he shuts the door lot was a big shot in town he was wealthy as a multi-manor he had the blessings of god gave abraham spilled over on him he was loaded loaded with money and everybody knew him they were right down to his house so a lot the big shot gets visitation of two angels nobody ever got that before well they saw them two angels and well those are gq angels and these weren't your common run-of-the-mill ugly kind of angels these two guys were hot yes sir they took a look at them two guys whoa now that's somebody i got to rape in their mind that thought was perfectly normal why they had spent years going through systematic desensitization of various levels of perversion is this making sense lot then who is also desensitized walks out and says something so asinine you can't even put words to it the guy says listen these two hot angels you're drooling over this ridiculous you can't do that listen i'll tell you what i'll give you my two virgin daughters you can do anything you want to them rape them oral sex the whole deal gang bang them everything take them just take them and do whatever you want can you believe a father listen was father was lot a rotten human being no no listen to me he had been in Sodom so long and been exposed to sexual perversion for so long what he was doing seemed to him rational he said well rot he went a lot must have been a rotten human being no he wasn't he was trying to get them not to take the angels which is a good thing correct but because he had been exposed to so much child sex so much child rape so many so many perverted things he said well listen i'll just take my two daughters don't do this you and i reading that are going are you kidding me what are you nuts you're coming after my two daughters really listen these angels they're big boys they can take care of themselves you're not getting close to either of them while i'm alive hello but i am i have not lived in a perversion bubble for 20 30 40 years and i am not systematically desensitized to raping children that bothers me it didn't bother lot because he had seen it so many times before it was like a nothing burger due to them as good in your eyes your can you imagine that you say well lot was a horrible rotten stinking person no he wasn't what happened to them they finally got out of town only four of them got out of town none of the other relatives went with him none of his sons went with him nobody believed him they bolted like carol lewis who's saying bold out the dope guess what happened lot's wife was so used to living a wealthy life she was systematically desensitized to living a life of luxury and these are i've got everything here in sodom i'm rich we got all kinds of assets we live in a beautiful home i got plenty of food to eat i got this i got that i got she ignored everything the angels warned her about and turned around to go back home had lot been poverty stricken and they didn't have a a pot to throw it out the window she wouldn't have turned around and gone back but she had become so used to having good things luxury things benefits extra gifts a privileged lifestyle that in spite of her death being imminent and angels not other humans angels warned her to leave she turns around to go back home she turns around to leave her husband and her kids i know what you're thinking yeah you don't know my husband but anyway she left her kids then let's let's go with that so i can get this point across the husband ain't gonna work she turned around in spite of angels telling her you're gonna die this entire plane is going up in flames you'll be dead if you stay here run for it typical born again christian you go over it and over and over if you continue down this path if you continue believing these lies if you continue saying these negative things if you continue cursing yourself if you continue disobeying what's going to happen to you your life is going to crack she turns around and leaves her family to go back home there she is to this day for us all yep well lot goes up to zore guess what happened where zore was excited perverts running a muck criminals liars everything going on zore just a smaller town zore was supposed to have been burned but because a lot asked to go there jehovah spared zore the one supposed to be spared we're supposed to go up with the rest of them lit up literally well he goes there goes hey i made a mistake here i'm afraid now fear hits him when he gets there and if you put your mind in their spot you see it clearly they're wealthy they're privileged people they have everything they run out of sodomy gormorov broke broke dogs busted they have nothing his wife's dead she's standing down there on the plane a pillar assault had he half a half a brain they would have went back and got her and then round her up in the soldier when they got the zore but nobody was thinking listen he was afraid so he left the zore since he had nothing and his life was in danger because the angels originally they didn't want him to go there see listen if you keep pushing god and demanding your way the holy spirit will back off you and give you your way to teach you a loving lesson yes sir he'll back off knowing there's a giant foot coming right up there where was god well he was telling you don't say that don't do that don't go there that's dangerous i love you don't do that if you have to have your own way why can't give that up i won't change that i won't forgive that person i won't call and apologize i won't change my attitude i coulda do it screw you and the horse you wrote in on that scripture i think if you gotta have your way god will let you have it after so many times he'll just kind of step back and watch the boot bang listen if you ever had a boot shoved up there that hurts he moves into a cave can you believe it here's this multi-millionaire now living in a cave but had he been thinking he would have been grateful to live in a cave because he would have been dead god saved him and would have rebuilt his life of course he would have abraham was praying for him well they get to the cave must have been a nice one and the older daughter who's what systematically desensitized she had been born and grew up in sodom and gemore she had been every single day confronted with perversion crimes sin wickedness evil whatever it was they saw it every day of their lives if you see something all the time it becomes normal to you if you see something all the time you you lose the fear of it okay just a couple days ago i read a article in the paper some gal jumps the fence pulls out a selfie in front of a uh a jaguar that's right it was a jaguar okay now listen i'm not a cat expert okay but from what little i know about cats there are certain cats you have in your house as a pet there are other cats you look at from a long distance behind a moat and various bars one of those cats you look at would be a jaguar that's my understanding not an expert i don't think about zoology don't ask me any questions jump in a fence and get in a selfie click with a jaguar yeah hmm yes i know what you're thinking right now you're thinking of a relative yeah and you want to tell me a story right now i know you do but i don't want to hear it you see she had done foolish things like that before that girl didn't just suddenly wake up on tuesday and go you know what i'm going to go to the zoo hop a fence and just get a selfie with a jaguar not an oscelot okay now i get that one you could have survived that a jaguar i think that's okay that's something i boy that's a beautiful animal that's how i look at i'm looking over here on a tower boy those are great this girl had done stupid things before she probably had adhd she probably had done a number of risky things previously she had already been systematically desensitized dangerous situation so she would take risks unnecessarily and a selfie with a jaguar is a considerable risk in my understanding the daughter goes my god we can't there's the whole planet's burned up except zoar and everybody in zoar is a certified loser we can't go back to zoar we'll probably get gang raped how are we going to have kids you say well she was a pervert and she was an idiot no she wasn't she wasn't god i'm driving this point i'm hoping it lands without me having to say it good people solid strong christians fill the spirit can be systematically desensitized into an area they should never be in and they don't know it they don't know it she then says listen we're not going to have any kids and there's only one guy left with any sperm around the other daughter goes well who are you talking about dad now you and i right now are going get me a spoon and gag me with it sleeping with your dad ladies not a fun afternoon not something you're going to get involved is similar to getting a selfie with a jaguar well she must have been no she wasn't she had been around it so long that what should be a warning is now normal to you incest in sonam and gamora was normal she was thinking logically you didn't grow up in her background you weren't born and raised with continuous perversion in front of you every day as if it was a normal thing so it's normal to you to sleep with your dad particularly under those circumstances my mom's dead she's a pillar of salt out in the plane that can't be any good i don't want to move to zohar everybody there's a pervert and there's nobody to marry we're going to die without any children this is crazy who we got left pops excuse me while i vomit they're not vomiting because i have not been systematically desensitized to incest that's not good for me now listen why'd they have him drink wine well they knew their dad wouldn't go for it see unless he'd been the happy hour see at happy hour particularly later all the girls are gorgeous see the ones you when you first got there you were looking at you don't want to talk to them but as you keep drinking and the pressure starts to mount of leaving with nobody suddenly so they do what they got to get him to accept their idea so he had to be chemically induced to pull it off right and that's why the devil is so powerfully involved in alcohol and drugs and sweeping the country well and why people behave under the influence differently than they would behave sober people think differently while they're bombed then they do when they're sober let's give him a bunch of wine so the first one goes in and he didn't know what time she got there he didn't know when she left he was drunk on the morrow the first born says you say well she's a very perverted evil person no no she had been systematically desensitized unknowingly unknowingly by satan to have evil things seem normal the devil put you in an environment and began to repetitively expose you to things that are clearly wrong but after a while they weren't wrong to you anymore yes sir the first time you had sex a little thing went off in your conscience warning warning warning that's a sin that's adultery you can pick up demons you might get somebody friend you might pick up std and then as you did it again as you did it again and again as you did it pretty soon the buzzer goes off and it seems normal this is normal to her you go in and do it see my guess is the youngest daughter was having some reservations need a little encouragement look at this second peter describes chapter two systematic desensitization it's fantastic check it god delivered a lot from the sodomy gemore destruction who was vexed kata paneo means to wear somebody down as the devil exposes you to evil wickedness sin stupidity ignorance acidinity as he keeps putting it right in your face it suddenly starts to feel normal it feels right it's not dumb it's not a sin that's not a sin what are you talking about the united states of america homosexuality trans chronic divorce well that's just another thing now aren't you seeing it it's the devil repetitively exposing you to something to bring it normal to you so he can accelerate it like sodomy gemore sodomy gemore did the start out that way when the city only existed for a year or two it went that way over years seeing christians don't just backslide boop i'm backslid i'm done yeah i'm all finished that's it for me no it's a long process of failure trials tribulations disappointments heartaches sorrows when the person gets to the point where they say i got to give up i can't take it anymore what's going on there it's a devil he keeps putting this right in your face poverty bad luck too bad bad karma bad things bad bad bad bad bad well that's just my normal life it becomes normal my life sucks i don't even think about it anymore i just expect everything to go bad see they've been systematically desensitized to accept failure poverty defeat all of it but they don't start out that way it takes him time to get you into your mood well the both you know the story it says he was vexed he was worn down by a cell gear what is that promiscuous behavior sensual behavior it's usually translated into the king james bible wantonness or lasciviousness you ever heard those terms that's a cell gear it's sinful behavior be the best definition would probably be the highlighter some gal working a pole i don't mean working a pole in a fitness clinic i mean at the highlighter you're trying to stimulate through your through a certain behavior lustful desires out of some imbecile that you can get money out of so you got to pretend you like them how you doing sir oh you good looking how you doing you want a twerker he coughs up ten bucks well she liked him now she don't like you you don't have another ten bucks hello so she you go over and twerk another one how you doing but how does that go five bucks okay now i used to like it how much you got is you following this that woman twerking you table dancing wasn't doing that day one she was a cheerleader in high school you see she had to systematically be desensitized to exposing her body under certain circumstances and then nobody just wakes up tuesday and boom they're on a pole it doesn't have that you got to work it takes the devil time to get you exposed to hello what is an astrophate what is that behavior he was worn down by the lustful sinful behavior of the citizens of Sodom and Gomorrah right over a period of years years when Lot went into Sodom and Gomorrah he wasn't even married he didn't have any kids he had been there for years the devil wants you to see something repetitively after he does it it's no longer abnormal anymore see every sex addict i've ever counseled started out at a certain level of porn and ended up at this level after a while you got to have more perversion weirder stuff not just basic sex that makes sense the devil works you into his mood but it takes him time to do it they wore him down see check out bail on the prophet was bailing a true prophet of god boy he was he was a powerful prophet and he got all kinds of words from Jehovah but his life is very interesting the king sends these entourage over to get him you've read the story right they say hey we want you to come with us because these Jews are breeding like rabbits and there's so many of them they're going to overtake our land we got to stop them okay we can't physically stop them but we know you are a prophet and have power in the spirit world so we want you to come with us and put a curse on all these Jews because they're getting out of hand you read the story nobody what's the numbers 22 right and then they hired him and he went with them and of course you know the story Jehovah told him hey you're not to curse these people I bless these people you you give them a blessing and he does he obeys he gets words from God and he repeats them and he does the right thing but oh man Balaam grew up in an area that was very bad and he was a prophet of God but he had stains on his soul and greed in there he was a modern-day tv preacher a true prophet of God with stains of greed in the soul only a small percent of those rotten cut tv preachers are frauds did you know that the rest of them were actually born against spirit filled christian what happened they got systematically desensitized they got dropped into the tv preacher fishbowl where you live in this little world of of yourself it's all about money raising money materialism cash ships boats planes limos mansions don't you see that they don't live out with the rest of us see we haven't been systematically desensitized to that insanity they think it's normal if you're exposed to something continuously and it becomes normal there were so many gay people inside them it was perfectly normal gay is now normal in america you can get married you can adopt kids if you're gay well that's a nothing burger now but in the fifties it was not that way hello so you got to get see it takes a devil time to keep exposing you to something a bad person a bad attitude a bad environment a rotten church a pervert porn whatever it is and it becomes normal to you that's when he's got you bail did what he grew up in pethore what was that it was a city loaded with spiritualists soothsayers fortune tellers poem readers crystal analyzers he grew up in a spiritual environment check this out i have met hundreds of christians over the years who were born with what society calls a sixth sense they're born with a sensitive spirit man and they have a natural sense of the spirit world other people don't have they know there's something out there and they're just kids they know there's a god and they're just kids they sense things they have premonitions they feel stuff as a kid nobody else feels well the demons see these kids and they target them for termination because if that person gets to the holy spirit first and the demons don't get them they become another superstar christian a john lake or something so the demons target them specifically for termination how do they beat them they send them spiritual things to do they send them dreams premonition dreams somebody's gonna die strange smells i you know every time i have that smell there's a few oh i had a dream grandma died the other night she did was i don't want to hear that well these people that have sensitive spirits they're getting readings in the spirit world that other people don't get and the demons have to take them first before god gets them or they become very dangerous to the kingdom of darkness balum was one of those people he had a natural feel for the spirit world he was born that way see he was a prophet of god he had a stain in there he had a natural feel for spiritual things that were not of god he had a natural feel for material things wealth greed you can be strongborn again christian and have stains on your soul and you know who they are you can tell me their names if i asked he grew up in an environment of spiritualism so he naturally went into it he naturally caught on to the prophecies of ya'll way or jehovah he was a natural god spoke to him he heard him clearly then what happened well balum couldn't curse the jews but he wanted money and material things more than he wanted god's people saved so he went in the back door and taught the king to get the jews involved in idolatry because balum knew god would judge them he did the same thing spiritually a child molester does to a child the first time you approach the child you don't yank their pants off you try to develop a bond with the child you don't just rush in and drop your chores oh no far from it you systematically desensitize the child hey you know i care about you i'm a good guy you know relax hear some candy whatever it is whatever process that person uses they're systematically working them up to fondling or some other sexual perversion very rarely they just start out bang i'm perverting you and god did he set a plague when joshua showed up guess what happened joshua is a future you okay joshua was second fiddle for decades but he never gave up he was never the top dog no joshua was fine with it joshua was a disciple he understood hey i've got a bunch of stuff to learn here i'm not going to get jealous or give up i'm just going to stick it out i see a pattern there very successful pattern for you you just stick it out and boom you can become a joshua the third fiddle became the big dog and joshua because he had been patient and worked through his trials and sat in third position for years decades in fact had now become properly trained by god to take over moses's job moses was the greatest man in the world he screwed up hey you screwed up keep going moses ended up not going to the promise land he ended up on the mount of transfiguration you didn't enjoy that one but that one was for me i like that one see you think you're here but god sees you there and if you do what joshua did and just keep going don't get jealous over it don't try to use soap of position don't try to shove somebody on it we don't try to step on somebody on the way to the top don't do that go through your trials face your tribulations learn what you have to learn and you will replace a big dog even though god knew he was going to screw up uh-huh uh-huh he screwed up just speak to that rock well what happened to him well a bunch of crazy jews wore him out like the people of saddam wore out moses wore him these stubborn stubborn jews all they do is complain i can't take this crap anymore i've had it up to here with jews and i'm a jew he picks up the staff walks over to the rock doesn't speak to it as he was told to do pulls a hose can say go on steroids boom and you always said you you dishonor me in front of the whole nation you're not going in guess who in johova had ready to go because he hadn't given up because he wouldn't give up because he learned through trials and tribulations and disappointments and heartaches he learned and kept at it he finished his training in the minor leagues boom he tim tebowed it tim tebow is trying to get him a hit what's he doing there he's trying to be joshua he wants to get up to the big leagues you can't get to the big leads going from football to big they don't work that way you've got to go through the minor leagues you say well i'm in the minor leagues brother mike perfect you're in exactly the spot god wants you in because he sees you in the hall of fame guess what joshua did with balum balum had a man chances to repent he didn't do it he went over to the dark side he abandoned his prophetic ministry which was legitimate and he became like the other people in pathore just another soothsayer and johova said hey i gave you every chance in the world to repent as he's giving you and they did what joshua got rid of him well he slew the prophet of god he touched his anointing he was his anointing but because he through systematic desensitization had grown up in the spirit world demons he finally through greed went over there and ended up dead which is what's going to happen to you if you don't change your ways i've had a couple dozen people die on me over the years imagine that i got one or two currently dying now why hey listen this has got to change if you don't change you're going down balum he wouldn't change so you're going to reap what yourself as a christian as a sinner everybody does we all do you reap what you sow you sow to the flesh you will reap corruption in this case balum reaped a sword how do you go from being a prophet of johova to a soothsayer look at that joshua chapter 13 said he was now a soothsayer wow what a statement what happened to lot he dwelled among them seeing and hearing how does systematic desensitization work it repetitively allows you to see something wrong and hear something wrong and doesn't bother anymore every week christian flood movie theaters watching r-rated movies is as common as anything in the world and in these movies people are swearing and cursing and swearing from the start of the movie to the end they're softcore porn in them not hardcore softcore and they've been to so many movies over the years that when they went to see denzel washington in training day it seemed normal well that's how cops talk corrupt cops they talk like that denzel washington who's supposed to be a christian what a joke swore from the beginning of the movie to the end of the movie okay if he's a christian he's a certified whore christian whore for what money money hey denzel you're born again oh she's yeah i love the lord i hey listen we'll give you 21 million dollars if you'll make this movie here's the script he reads the script i'll take it balum took it as you continue to watch those kind of movies what they say and do in the movies becomes normal you don't even think about it anymore it's my god it's you watched millions of christians watch pulp fiction well from the beginning that moved to the end everybody's swearing or shooting whatever well at the end it's just like another thing no big deal why we've all been systematically desensitized to that type of activity in that type of behavior and therefore it doesn't register anymore it doesn't register with you anymore day to day you see and hear something the devil brings you day to day and that's how he gets you that's how he gets you yep you know how many christians i've counseled that have a bunch of children i don't know how many you know how many christians i've counseled that have a bunch of children all of them having different dads same answer bunches of them what's going on there adultery to christians who practice it regularly becomes just like another thing having kids with different dads suddenly starts to look well i did it two times i did it three times i did and i did it a fourth now whatever hello i saw two this week just this week are they rotten human beings no no they're not rotten human beings what happened to them the devil got them he kept sending them to the movies well i've had an article that danger washington's you create shit i think i'll go watch training day wow joshua didn't get that kind of training he stayed out of the sin training and kept serving god in third position not usurping his position not getting ahead of the lord not trying to step on somebody to get it and then he became the big dog he became the great prophet of israel not bail him why joshua had not been de systematically desensitized by evil okay he had been sensitized by what was right he followed moses and listened to moses he read the tablets he read the law he systematically desensitized himself against sin not for it like a lot you have an opportunity to be in the hall of fame how you have to systematically desensitize yourself against sin and for god's work if you don't you know what's going to happen you're going to stay broke you're going to stay sick yep you're going to get married again oh it's going to go bad again it's going to go bad okay i'm warning you i'm warning you because i like you i'm warning you i'm trying to help you it's going to go bad again oh brother mike speaks speaks death and the people's lies listen when you see all these people pulling a bail in your office for decades hello you kind of notice a pattern let's go to las vegas for a minute if you live in las vegas we're in the rottenest most corrupt evil cities in the entire world this place stinks from a to z it's satan dominates almost the entire place well nobody knows it why everywhere you go you see the devil advertising what he wants you to see correct and so if you live there if you and i go there you'd go man look at these billboards this is nuts if you live there it's not nuts it's not nuts to walk down the street and have a homeless guy wearing an orange shirt walk up to you hey here's a free pass to a discount drink and a sandwich add a strip club over here if you're in las vegas that seems perfectly normal if you're down on mcdowell that seems odd doesn't it no offense if you live on mcdowell what's going on here it's the devil doing exactly what he does all the time everywhere you go there's a billboard and as you see these billboards continuously you suddenly don't see them anymore they seem normal they're all over town they're everywhere you drive by them every day you go to work you go shopping there's a billboard there's there's a one-armed Bennett there's this and that it all seems normal yeah i went back and saw my dad here recently and on the way back i had a layover in las vegas and while i was at the airport there was a whole section of uh what do you call those things slot machines you put your money in you push the button something comes up on the screen you lose your money then you put more money and push a button something comes up on the screen you're screwed again that's gone and there was a whole section of that there okay well i had been to sky harbor many many many many many more times and i've been to that carrion is that the name of carrion airport what's the name of that carrion macarons sorry i had only been there hardly at all so i wasn't systematically desensitized to having slot machines all over the place i've been to sky harbor there are no slot machines there correct hello so in las vegas the devil pours everything on you and it just seems normal if you drive by skid row in san francisco or la now you don't even notice all these people dying on the street with diseases and poverty and it's a certified nightmare now typhus has broken out in downtown los angeles unbelievable but if you live there it's just like another thing i live in sun city where all the old people live massive homelessness doesn't exist in that city so i'm not used to seeing rows of tents and sick and poverty-ridden people laying all over sun city i just preached on skid row not too long ago i went down there with the ministry that goes down there all the time they went down there it was just like another thing to them i'm looking around with tears in my eyes my heart heavy i'm staring at all these broken lost people why i had never been systematically desensitized to skid row i don't go there enough it meant something to me hello if you grow up in a family of people who argue and yell you become one of the louds and you go well i didn't do anything wrong no it's not wrong to scream at somebody if you grew up in that environment it seems normal through the process of satanic systemization systematic desensitization it's the devil getting you used to dysfunctional families if you grew up in a family where nobody takes the blame for anything and everybody blames everybody else you naturally feel comfortable pointing your finger blaming everybody else for your problems if you grew up in that kind of a family and you continue to live like that you will never fulfill your destiny in christ you cannot get a miracle from god or blessings from god by blaming somebody else for your problems it will never happen you you'll be right where you are in five years come see me then what if you grew up in a family where people are getting slapped around and beaten hey it seems normal when i was in fifth grade i grew up in kind of a white trash family both my parents were drunks and there was a big knockdown drag out the night before at the house and we had visitors from out of state and i was in fifth grade and this other kid that was visiting his name was josh he was in like first or second grade well josh had seen what went on the night before all the fighting and all the bottles broken and chairs flying i had seen it before several times before so i'm sitting there going man well i'm tired of this this is a this is a drag he had never seen it before well the next morning i'm standing out in the front yard and a neighbor comes walking by and i'm standing out in the yard josh is standing out there well the neighbor stops to talk to me and i'm chit chatting about nothing and josh pipes up and tells this guy what went on in our house the night before see so that had never happened to me before so now i had turned white with embarrassment and humiliation i was so embarrassed that he let the cat out of the bag right when i was a kid i thought everybody had the cops show up to their house periodically i thought it was like a normal thing and then i found out as i got a little older say wait a minute not everybody in the neighborhood has cops out there so i began to see myself as as a negative low rent piece of human garbage that makes sense you get it's what you get used to and the devil helps you get used to it he keeps bringing it to you so it becomes nothing to you and when it becomes nothing to you that's when he's guy correct if you grow up in a religious family hating jews in this family here is perfectly normal it's not a negative thing of course we hate jews right that's how they were raised jesus said someday these people are going to kill you these jews are going to kill you thinking they're serving god jews killed christians like muslims killed jews why that's the environment they were in it became normal to them for the apostle paul to kill jews he was a serial killer he would drag them out of their homes he would murder him he would imprison him he thought he was serving god that was a normal behavior to him he didn't see it as what do you mean i'm doing something wrong who are you to judge me what are you nuts i'm standing up for ya way these christians are phonies this jesus he's he's he's blasphemy he's not god is this making sense paul was doing what was normal to him muslims it's normal to hate jews that's how they're raised everybody in the family says something negative about a jew well you sit there and listen to that for 15 years by the 15 years later you're going to have a negative predisposition for jews duh if you grow up in a religion where there's all kinds of gods it's perfectly normal to you why that's how you were raised of course there's thousands of gods you just pick out your own god whatever suits you the only way to convert somebody like that is through the supernatural power the holy ghost you can't intellectually convert a hindu no jesus is god and he's so he died for your sins on the cross of calvary he loves you he wants to save you well wait a minute shamusha he does the same thing and then you get into an intellectual religious abate somebody and nothing ever happens the holy ghost is the only person that can change somebody's mind he does it through the miracle working power of the person testifying and witnessing why don't have any miracle working power that's because that's because you quit instead of going on like joshua and developing your gifts going through your trials learning your lessons learning your lessons oh boy everybody has to learn their lessons say i know i know what you're thinking brother mike sounds like my mom your mom was right your mom was right you've got to learn a lesson see learning lessons under bad situations are a good thing not a bad thing if you're raised if you're 12 years old and you go into a gang and you go through the initiation and you survive it you're trained by that gang to think a certain way and it's it's perfectly normal for you to think that way are they are they insane are they psychotic no they grew up in that environment from 13 or whatever and now they're 19 and now they're dead but from 13 to 19 before they got shot it was perfectly normal to do a drive-by it's perfectly normal to burglarize something selling drugs that's what we do but at age five that kid's not doing that see it takes the devil a while to train you to do what he wants and if you don't renew your mind and change your life guess what happens in grade school they do the exact same thing miss that one miss that one okay let's take the stack you missed missed it got it missed what am i doing there i'm repetitively exposing you to two plus two three plus three you're in kindergarten or first grade right you want to learn your fruit okay there's an apple okay it's not the other student this is on the card fruit on the card there's an apple there's a pair that's a goat what are you doing to the kid okay exactly what satan will do to that same kid later here's a breast here's budalicious there's a naked breast there's a naked boot oh there's a little porn soft core yeah here's training day here's here's x here's triple he trains you to become systematically desensitized to your environment and then he takes over what are your goals well roman's 12 this is what you're going to do tonight you're not going to be conformed to this world but you're going to be transformed morphed by the renovation of your mind so that you may test everything that comes your way to determine what is the good acceptable perfect will of god and hebrew's chapter 12 seeing we are compass with such a great cloud of witnesses who are those you know the saints of god in hebrew's chapter 11 who are those the saints of god in hebrew's chapter 11 did not let the devil systematically desensitize them they allowed god to do it see that process is not evil and it's not good it's just how you use it learning your two plus two three plus three is a good thing correct graduating through the steps of porn is a bad thing but the process is the similar or same right it's how you do it so paul says listen follow these examples in 11 okay then in 12 he says here's what you got to do you got to do what they did you got to lay aside on cus every burden you're carrying all the burdens you're carrying for yourself for your family for your finances for your life everything lay aside then do what what does it do it besets you apparatus us us when you carry burdens the person finally stops and he's just standing around doing nothing he stalls out that's what that word means it it's a besetting sin it's a sin that caused you to stop progressing in your christian life you stalled out right there why you're carrying too many burdens when jesus said you are to cast all your burdens upon him for he cares for you let us run with patience endurance who put money the race set before it's looking to jesus the author finish of our faith not the guy on tv not me or not somebody in your family you can never become joshua looking at somebody else jahovah promoted him he learned from moses and came he learned from the sin of israel what sin the nation of israel they were professional sinners they were exceptionally good at it and joshua noted it and instead of joining in see when that's 12 spies came back tenom went around said negative things well everybody started to repeat the negative things and like dominoes the whole nation went down the twos we went over that last week joshua stepped out of the line calib stepped out of the dominoes why they didn't let what they were saying desensitize them to the truth that that was the promised land and they were eventually going to get it you had three guys that stepped out of the line moses calib you're joshua tonight you're in third place now but that's your learning spot that's the best place to be in you'll soon be in second place that's a great spot to be in you notice calib drifted out of that system and then moses screwed up joshua had been trained ready to go why he got out of the line when everybody was complaining and crying in fear what did jesus do for the joy that was set before him he same greek word he fortitude what kind of fortitude did he have to get to the cross boy i have no idea i wouldn't even be able to begin the i would have fainted before i got to the whipping post had i been chosen by god to be your savior all of you would be in hell enjoy your trip i would have never made it how did he make it i don't know thank you jesus i have no way to explain it it's beyond beyond my pay grade and he sat down at the throne of god flippians four brethren whatever things are what what's he saying there you need to systematically desensitize yourself against negative thinking and instead do this let's read it truth good reports pure lovely just virtuous there you go if there be any praise now that's not the regular greek word for praise like praise the lord what is the greek word panos means to find something that's hey that's great well you did a good job well that really helped a lot of people well done yeah that was good you killed it on that one okay yeah when you learn to be systematically desensitized against good things your mind dwells on negativity constantly while you're dwelling on negativity constantly the devil is hitting you with one thought after the other and he's trained your mind to fail and you then become a failure as a christian you're my portion lord i've said i would keep your words i entreated your favor with my whole heart what's he doing there he will systematically be sensitizing himself on god's holy word be merciful to me according to your word for i thought on my ways and turned my feet to your testimonies there isn't any possible way for you to get healed or delivered ever by pointing your finger at somebody else who needs to be healed or delivered hey you need to change buddy you just destroyed yourself okay this is between you and god not you and them hello but wait a minute they're idiots okay i'm not going to argue with you i've met him no way they are idiots but you're the one that wants to get healed leave the idiots on the idiot farm and you focus on yourself and you'll get healed but my parents say we're lousy oh my god my husband did okay i know that and i agree they shouldn't have done it i got you your fist pump on that one but you're gonna die sick why focusing on your crazy parents your insane relatives the idiots at work your spouse your kids if you want to get healed it's got to be on you not them let's say if the lord let's close if you will diligently hearken to the voice of the lord your god and if you will do that what is right in his sight if you will move here to his commandments and keep statues the lord told the jews i will put none of these diseases upon you that i brought upon the egyptian for i am yaway rafka i am yaway rafka i am the eternal god your divine healer and that's what you're gonna do tonight let's pray lord some of my friends here tonight have been around sin for so long that it seems normal to them and it doesn't affect them anymore and in fact they're doing things they know they shouldn't be doing they're saying things they know they shouldn't say and they don't have any conviction anymore the holy spirit used to convict them but they can't hear him convicting them anymore they're doing things that are damaging themselves spiritually and i know that's hurting your feelings because you want to take them from the minor leagues to the major leagues to the hall of fame i saw what you did with joshua i saw what bailam done to himself i saw what lot and his daughters did the descendants of lot were barred from going into the temple for 10 generations the amorites and the edomites were not allowed in the temple for 10 generations and tonight some of my friends here who love you have been missing out on their blood bought blessings and their god given destiny because they were systematically desensitized to things that shouldn't be in their life and appear normal they appear normal now and sweet holy spirit i'm asking you i have nothing to do with this you know i can't help anybody sweet holy spirit i'm asking you to heal every person here tonight who's bailam asking you to heal every person here tonight who's a lot lot was not an evil person he grew up and got used to sin and he had intercourse with both of his daughters he would never have done that had he not grown up in sodom and gamora and some of my friends here tonight have grown up in their own sodom and gamora i didn't grow up like that i grew up around poverty and alcohol some people have grown up around sexual perversion violence verbal criticism chronic negativity abandonment loneliness all these things the spirit of the lord is more than well able to heal and as calum said we are well able to take the land let's go up now and possess it but the other christians said we are not well able to take it they are bigger than we are and stronger than we are now if you've got something in your life that you think is bigger and stronger than you are just raise your hand here so i can pray for you something's bugging you and this thing is getting to you one two there you go three thank you keep your hand up okay ministry team just go up right right behind them real quick would you go up right behind them here's a couple over here there's one there there was one over here where's that one over here no there's one i need a couple other ministry people come up right behind that person hold their hands up thank you jesus thank you lord there's something in their life that appears to be a goliath it appears to be insurmountable you got a bad report you've got chronic negativity somebody kept here's somebody up here right here this guy somebody said chronic negative things to you when you were a kid you were systematically desensitized to listen to and to believe negativity and as a result of that your life has been filled with negativity and failure because when you spoke it out you cursed yourself you can curse yourself raise your hand there let's go ahead and repent of that right now one lord jesus i'm so sorry that i see this thing as a goliath king david was not systematically desensitized to failure he was desensitized against failure he stood against goliath and you're going to stand against goliath right now just if you got your hand up just stand up where you are okay just stand up if you had your hand up just stand up there you go raise your hands come on now father sweet holy spirit i want you to reach down and touch these people with their hands up their their face in a mountain it started out of the mole hill and they started to chronically think negative things and the thing turned into a mountain somebody the devil made a mountain out of a mole and they're going to repent of it right now repent of it now in the name of jesus right just second i repent of it this is not a mountain the holy spirit can break this thing the blood of jesus can crush it the broken body of christ can heal it i the riches of christ can crush this evil curse of poverty right now in the name of jesus alcoholism and drug addiction every spirit causing those diseases i command you in the name of jesus we command you in the name of jesus to come out right now rejection low self-esteem self-hatred lust come on out right now come on out right now come out come out get out of that body right now come on word curses come out right now quickly come out of my body right now come out of my mind negativity come out come on get out of my mind get out of my mind right now seducing spirit come out of my mind out come out right now lies come out low self-esteem come out come out right now come out in Jesus name lust lust come out fear Fear come on out Go in Jesus day fear come out Right now I command you you spirit of fear fear the future fear failure Fear of losing come on out. Get on that body come out Satan come out Devil come on me Come out right now hurry up Get out Right now come out Come on there right now come out chronic masturbation come out lost come out lost of the eyes come out of my head Lost for food come out of my body lost for food come out of my body Right now lost for food come up come out Food demon come out Gluttony spirit come on right now gluttony in the name of Jesus come on out Just take a breath and blow Blow like that Come out gluttony come out in Jesus day Perversion come out Come out Gamora come out Zohar come out lost Lots daughter come out Go in Jesus day Lots daughter come out incest Is this come out Child abuse go in Jesus mighty name child abuse come on out Fear of failure Unbelief out come on come on you pervert Sodom you pervert come on here right now Gamora you pervert come on out right now come out come on out Come on my body right now hurry up come on out out Get out of that body come on quicker come out quickly There he comes there it comes Come on right now go come on right now go out Come out right now What happened I've recently been born again I've been to see with Christ. Oh good. I had 20 years ahead knowledge Now I've been to see my father Okay, great what's in there What do you need God to do for it? I was born with a broken spine Robert watch this Turn around there He needs prayer for his back All right father in the name of Jesus spawned a little thesis Spawned a little thesis We bind your power This guy just got recently saved When you get saved When you get saved yeah that body right now come on out he recently got saved so now he gets to get healed When you get saved then you get healed come on when you get saved then you get delivered come on Every demon come on out every demon That body right now spirit of infirmity come on out Generational curse of infirmity demon of tattoos come on that body Demon of lust for food come on that body right now go Spine I command you straightened up I Break that curse from his family tree his parents his grandparents his great-grandparents Little back injury I curse you come out What you need What does she need Catholic Are you raised Catholic Close your eyes you mind if I pray for you Can I pray for you? Okay close your eyes? Add a girl me on the glasses for a second all those close your eyes. What's your name again? Susanna Susanna. All right Lord look Susanna is down here. She's standing right here. I'm so happy you brought her down Thank you Jesus the Holy Ghost already touched her. Thank you Jesus this feel that that's the spirit of the Lord raise your hands Every evil spirit come out of Susanna come on that body right now. There he is come on out Every spirit from Catholicism there it is right there come on out come out of her spine right now come on that body right now Come out you spirit of fear Come out right now fear of men come out Rejection from childhood come out right now go in the name of Jesus come on out go Right now come out take a big breath Holy Spirit come in Take another big breath. Holy Spirit come in Thank You Jesus breathe Come in. Thank you Lord Thank You Jesus breathe Holy Spirit touch And you can thank you Jesus heal Come out of a brain. I just blow like this Blow keep blowing come out of there Spirit come out of her lungs come on out Come on there Lord Jesus. I'm giving you my heart come out of my life Every devil come out of my life come out of my eyes right now Come out of my soul my fears come out right now Hurry up come on out come on right now go come out right now come on out Come out spirit right now quickly Come out Body I command you to heal Did you have pain your body did you have pain in your body when you came here? Where? Your best check your back Check it out your back Tell her to check her back up Ask her if the pain is still there I'm still there Where at right here Ready that's that's one spot where the hurting of this is that and when did that happen? You fall down Oh car accident. Okay. You got a claim pending against for that car accident. Was it their fault? Are you suing them? Okay I Don't have a lawyer. I do now what you do now, okay? Okay ready, would you rather be healed or sue them? Okay, raise your hand say thank you Jesus. I love you dear Lord you Come out of that body right now go come on that body right now come on out lift out of her lift out of her right now come on out Come on out right now come on out Go now Heal heal and Jesus then heal. Thank you Jesus Thank You Jesus Heal Heal be healed Jesus holy name be healed Spirit of infirmity come out come on out Check it tell her to check it Tell her check her back Oh It's your back still hurting Okay, check it out that that hurt before that hurt before This hurt before When you did that did that hurt No before you came here tonight when you went like this that hurt Okay, try it No, yes, do you have somebody that you have bad feelings about our unforgiveness for? Can you think of anybody that you have bad feelings about? What's their name? My mother mother what she do to you what she do to you Your mother rejected you. Yeah, what was her name? She's still alive. Yeah, okay now. Just pray along with me. Okay, dear Jesus. I Want you to go to Rosa tonight And put your loving hands on her I Want you to forgive her for what she done to me I want you to forgive my mother for what she did to me Let's work let's work through it so your back and get healed their Lord Jesus The Bible says if I don't forgive my mother You won't forgive me of my sins Matthew chapter 5 So tonight so Rosa must be forgiven I have to forgive her Forgive your mother. Did you just forgive your mother? I don't want to okay now You want to be healed you want to be healed Okay, your mother's blocking your healing Your mother's blocking your healing The Bible says if you have bad feelings about your parents a curse comes on you A car accident Back pain Okay, Rosa must be forgiven Go ahead you're in a prayer of forgiveness Go ahead go ahead What you need What you need I just need Prayer for I've been depressed. I quit smoking Now There's a spirit in your lungs that keeps the urge for smoking going but that's not the problem There was a root cause to a smoking. Why were you? Why were you smoking? You know Yes Lord Jesus I ask you to forgive me for using cigarettes as my comforter. I should have never done that I apologize my command This spirit come out of my lungs right now Take a breath and blow Come on out. There he is keep coughing coming out there. It comes come out of her lungs Come on out. There he goes. Come out. There he goes. Come on Come on out come out right now Come out keep coughing. There it comes come out of her lungs devil come on out He'll Come on out. There it comes come out devil Come on out devil come on right now come on right now There it comes How's she doing What she's trying Come on out right now hold that come out right now come out come out there it comes Come in Jesus Get out of me right now get out Go in Jesus Come out Right now go there it goes fear fear Come out of there. Come on my lungs clear out every spirit my lungs come out 15 years 15 years of smoking come on Come on 15 years of sinning come on my body right now come on out Come on out Do you repent tonight? Okay, let's go repent of what come on my body What do you got a panel What is it the younger brother issue with canard and oh and then Did you ask God to forgive you for your sins Did you ask God to forgive you of your sins? No, I just asked you did you ask God to forgive you of your sins. I just asked you that No, let me ask you again. Did you ask God to forgive you of your sins? Come on there right now come on miss. I'm like Come out Did you did he Okay, Jesus said freely you ever see so you must freely give You didn't deserve to be forgiven did you Come on there right now you got it for free Gift from God. I love you. You asked me to forgive you. It's gone come on there Right You must do it for him come on come out of there poison come out You must do it for your brother You got it free Jesus said freely you have received so freely give go ahead Give it to your brother Get out of my head come on my head right now Come on there every negative thought come out every lie Come on there I Never said you'd be in a relationship with it. You didn't hear anything I said let me start over Okay now the Bible doesn't say you had to be in a relationship with it I Said reconcile Okay, I just told you let me repeat it You were freely forgiven by God when you asked you You confessed your sins said Lord Jesus I sin So many sins unbelievable I'm asking to forgive me He heard you and he forgave you come out of there keep coughing come on out poison come up and he heard you And so he said listen I freely forgave you you must now freely forgive your brother You forgave I did Done great Okay The issue about your brother is that over now How do you feel about it Okay I Nobody said you had to You did reconcile you apologize you sent him an email And you didn't receive it well, that's his problem not yours You did it Yeah, the issue is done except for one last thing you have any negative feelings about your brother Okay, go ahead and repent that's called ought that has to come out. It's called on. Okay, go ahead Come out of there right now every demon come on out get out of that stomach now come out now Dear Jesus, please forgive me Every pervert comes on me tonight all of you child sex Sodom and Gomorrah. Come on me Sodom and Gomorrah. I'm not gonna get burned up and die and go to hell come out Come on here right now Sodom and Gomorrah burning up burning up and go into hell not going to hell All right, what's wrong with your legs? We're at In the fire and in the hip area. Yeah, okay now just think real hard somebody did somebody hurt you real bad in your past How many dozens or two or three my dad Another one is saying I married him in Mexico because he was already married here. He beat me What's his name Joe Joe my dad was Lauren Lawrence and Joe Who's the third one? All right, here we go. Let's go Lord Jesus I lift up Joe To you I lift up my dad to you They hurt me really bad when I was younger They hurt me really bad when I was young And These bad feelings I have for my dad and my ex-husband or my boyfriend or whatever he was Is blocking my healing It's blocking my healing And I'm gonna repent of it right now and bless these two people I'm gonna ask you to forgive them and have mercy on them Right now in the name of Jesus I Repent of any bad feelings I have for my dad my ex any bad feelings that's all That odd is blocking my healing in my hips Release both of them from my soul now There he comes keep coughing come on out come out. That's him keep coughing come out There he is they're coming out now go come on out I There they come keep going there they come come on out keep going Sodom and galore come on. Come on. I'm right now come come on. I'm here now Dad I love you, but I have to let you go now go Dad go Dad leave me now Dad leave me now Go There you come here he comes that's him right there come on over Come on over Come on. That's all right now go Here he comes here. He comes go go Man my ex every curse word he spoke over me Should be come out of me right now? I forgive him and I let him go Yeah, let's don't There it is keep coughing come on out there it comes come on out spirit come on Be spirit for my ex I command you come on my body right now I'm not sting for food using food as a comfort come on. There it is. That's it. Come on out Unclean spirit of food go Anger at God come out Anger for God come on Come on here and now anger for God Low self-esteem out Get out of my body Come out of my throat quickly Come on my hips right now go Come out of my hips right now go Right now go I Let my dad go come out. I Let my dad go in Jesus holy name Come on. Just repent of it. I Let my dad go I release him from my soul now for the rest of my life For the rest of my life I release him go Come out Come on out come on out Everything evil in me I commanded to come out every negative emotion come out of me The hatred I had for my dad when I was young come out hate Hating my dad come on out There he comes there it comes hating my dad come out. That's him. That's him right there. There he comes Hating my dad come on out hating my dad go right now Her dad abused her Come out. I'm released my dad right now for my soul. Let's go come on out Come out right now Come out right now You don't look like you're repenting right now. What are you doing? No, you did okay, well then it's done Now this blasphemy spirit in your head blasphemy. He keeps cursing God. Okay? Why are you leaving him in there? You like it Sometimes I am so hurt and mad at God that I am so glad that he does that Yeah, and he's laughing at you Right because he knows it wasn't God's fault. It was he did it. He did he brought all that crap on you So you don't seem very mad at him But you're mad at God who's innocent come on there you pervert saw them come out of me you're mad at an innocent person When you're mad at an innocent person you're freeing the guilty. That's injustice Go ahead and repent Get out Lord she is not mad at this demon at all. She's talking to me like she's talking about a ham sandwich No This thinking pervert in her brain lied to her and got her to curse God. She cursed God She cursed you Lord And this demon blamed her her When he did it She agreed with you go so his sin is his sin and her sins her sin I Ask you right now Lord to give her the gift of hate For this ugly cursing spirit in her brain Right now the gift of hate Give her the gift of hate and attack him Attacking I just want to thank you for your church. I've been watching the couple of your life Things Now let me ask you a question The corn the booze the dope is normally not the problem That's just the one that manifests underneath that is the root of what's the root of it? I don't know somebody hurt you as a kid No, no first Mary was raised in the church. I guess I was married one time. I got two kids Okay, now you speak in tongues Now did you have an anxiety disorder of some kind? Yeah now I talked to you okay, you see how you're talking to me I'll show you That's a fear spirit in here Let's trail it back. Okay. Were you scared? Maybe you're afraid of something or someone Almost get killed or something like that Now how old were you to get married Okay, you ever live with a guy When you were young No with a girl you ever live with a woman Not that you didn't marry like you are now. Oh, yeah, okay Now the girl you tell me that all the time she would say Okay, now was your dad Do remember Your mother was having a fair Okay And how'd you find out about my sister came down with it my dad was yelling at my mother There's scary oh, yeah, of course, but I didn't really know Your dad was screaming at her You know so young meaning two or three or five or six Okay now now this intensity What is your Yes, so the mid-40s your dad died That's what you got say Came to me he said seven days after I buried my father Like a trans like state like almost like Paul was an axe up on the roof and she came down and I was just like Have a surprise for you My father appeared I could talk if you see from the shoulders up to his head. I just got chills everywhere I can tell you have a beautiful suit on my dad have blue eyes as I was so He looked 22 years old and his eyes Right at me a smile from ear to ear and what like shot up Like a white light and I woke up just shot out of woke up about five years ago Yes, okay Now what church were you raised I tell you I watched your video on Messianic use Eastern or Yeah, okay, I want to show you I brought my cross with me because I know now about this jewelry. Yeah, have a seat for a second Now listen Okay, I can't exactly figure out what's going on here Your parents were Jewish and they converted to Christ Okay, did you grow up in a kind of a legalistic environment where you were required to do certain things Were they strict orthodox or were they casual Our family from Canada, Ohio did either of them speak in tongues You were a church all the time That wasn't your dad We know that And then the second one to the second one He's covering something I know What the third one was great I Tricking you tricking you It wasn't your dad No, no once you're gone you can't come back. No. No. No, it was just what they showed what the work showed me He showed me my dad, but Brian But that's that that's what I want to tell you then the second one the second one was I see this person walking I know Jesus said my father has many rooms in his house So I see this person walking this room side And then they do it about face to me again my dad you look just a little older But it's so good and then this Bear Except for the last one Which now I've been thinking about it Because I tell everybody about the other ones They send you good ones first and they send you the other Well, I had a couple ones the other day that I know straight from the devil. Yeah, I know now listen up I'm gonna try something here Can you relax yeah, let's take a big breath and relax big breath let your body or kind of relax Let your body relax Lord you see this man of God sitting here He's living with some gal He's been systematically desensitized the sin And even skeptic synonym is dad and you don't do that You don't send dead people to your children You send the holy ghost to them Not dead people Now pray Lord right now That this Over four decades of sinning Four decades of living and sin Over four decades and now you still living in sin But tonight he's changed his mind He wants to serve you because down deep he loves This intensity in his body The spirit of fear hiding in there Right now in the name of Jesus we renounce these dreams of his dead dad We renounce these dreams right now They were demonic dreams setting him up To hurt him The spirit that gave him those dreams was hiding in his brain You come out of there you rotten devil Come out of there All the other demons you let in lust anger frustration Anger toward women Anger toward himself Now negative feelings about himself Disappointments about himself In the name of Jesus every spirit I just mentioned come out of there there. Yes. You just jumped come out of there Come on out spirit Every spirit from his dad come on out Keep blowing there he is come on out of there every spirit from the orthodox church come out of there come on Orthodox come out of there religion come out legalism come out Every spirit from his dad come on out Every spirit of lust his mother had when she committed adultery That got into her son and he committed adultery come out of there mother come on out Every spirit from my mother I command her to come out of my body right now out Come on there right now come on my stomach Come out of there anger violence Hatred Self-hatred come out of there right now Leave me now I'm turning my life over to the Son of God. I'm not going to compromise my faith anymore No more lust No more drugs No more booze All that wickedness and all that evil every spirit Come on my legs come up Come on my legs right now you rotten devil come out of there get out of me Come out get out just take a breath breathe come out of my lungs Come out of my lungs right now. Come on out Committing adultery come on out Porn come on out every spirit of porn out Every spirit of anger come on out right now Come on yeah Cards out there Come on out right now go come out spirit stop jumping and come out of there Come out of me right now Just leave left out of you left on out Father God forgive me for not using my discernment And thinking them demons were my dad. I'm so sorry. I Didn't know that you don't bring back dead religious You bring people my holy spirit. I Should have known I am so sorry I'm so sorry. I compromised my faith I'm so sorry I went over to the kingdom of darkness drugs pornography alcohol parties Demon-affected women I slept with many women Who had demons and I'm so sorry Lord? Because I know that you love me and every time I did it I hurt your feelings Not because you want to condemn me, but because you love me. I'm so sorry. I hurt you Please forgive me Lord Please forgive me dear Lord. I heard your feelings I So sorry Have mercy upon me Lord Please forgive God have mercy on me Lord I hurt your feelings and I ask for your forgiveness. Please help me Take this intensity out of my soul Take these transfer spirits from all these women. I Should have never gotten involved with a new better Forgive me. Forgive me Lord. God forgive me. I'm sorry. I hurt you. I repent of it I lift my current girlfriend up to you. I know she's got demons too. I lift her up to you right now She doesn't understand the spirit world She doesn't understand how dangerous what we're doing is Dear Jesus, please forgive me Have mercy on me Lord Have mercy on her Father God I look back over my life and I can't believe it. I hurt so many people and Many people hurt me and tonight I ask you for your forgiveness. I Ask you to forgive me Lord We're hurting myself and hurting others I've hurt many women over the years I've hurt many people over the years and they've hurt me They've hurt me The devil was using me to hurt others. I'm so sorry Used me to hurt myself The demons brought me a bunch of bad women and bad relationships every relationship. I've ever had Ended up in the disaster and yet I kept doing it. I should have waited for the woman you had chosen for me And I know it's not too late It's not too late for me. I Got a chance. It's not too late. It's not too late for me If I repent the spirit of God Will come to my heart if I repent you will bless me. I'm sorry. I hurt you I'm sorry for my anger. I Used to curse like crazy And I didn't know that I was cursing myself When I said it because I've cursed others That have hurt me and insulted me wounded me. I've cursed them. I Take it all back. I repent of all of it. I'm sorry. I hurt them There you go. Let your tears go go on Let your tears go Thank You Jesus have mercy on me I'm mercy on me Lord Bible says the Lord is near those who have a broken heart. He saves those who have a contrite spirit tried anger arrogance human strength all quenched the spirit of the Lord tears Bring the spirit in and tonight I'm gonna forgive myself I've been the one I hated the most I've been Disappointment to myself since I was younger. I'm sorry Lord because I know that hurt you You love me I've forgiven myself today at the Arizona Deliverance Center. I'm gonna forgive myself before I walk out of this building I'm gonna forgive my wife ex-wife have mercy on her Lord. Please forgive her. I heard her I mistreated her She did me too, but I had I had no right to treat her the way I did I had no right to say those things I said Even though she was wrong. I was wrong and I want to be forgiven tonight. I Want mercy tonight? So I must give it so freely. I have received freely. I will give Please forgive my ex-wife Lord Please forgive all these women There's so many now. I can't even count them But the Holy Spirit counted them he saw every single one of them and I ask you to forgive and bless each woman I ever slept with every single one of them. I ask you to forgive me Lord for every person I fought with and argued with Every person I got in a shouting match with Every person that hated me criticized me I Asked you to forgive them every single one of them every one of them When I leave the deliverance center tonight I'm not going to have one bad feeling for any person in my past not one including myself I'm going to release it out of my soul right now Right this second when I go home tonight. I'm going to sleep like a baby. I command this intensity To leave me tonight lift out of me replaced with love gentleness meekness Self-control the fruit of the spirit. That's what I've always wanted Lord Always dreamed of having the fruit of the spirit But these demons kept me from manifesting it, but I know I have it deep down in my soul I know I have it and I'm going to release it tonight Love and joy and peace Gentleness and meekness and goodness I have it in there God, please forgive me. I don't want to live like this anymore I can't go on into my 60s the way I went into my 50s. I can't do it. I can't do it I don't want to end up an oldest brother Mike and living in this kind of a horrible life. I can't do it I have to turn my heart over to you Lord. I must do it And you want me to Because you love me and you've forgiven me tonight The blood of Jesus has washed away my insane life Right now I receive it I Receive it I Receive mercy and forgiveness and I will give mercy and forgiveness. I will give it because I received it I got it free So I'll give it free So I love you Lord Bible says that you collect all of our tears and you put them in your book These tears of mine are yours tonight Lord These are my tears thanking you for forgiving me thanking you for giving me the compassion to forgive others thanking you for helping me Thank you, Jesus Thank you, Jesus. Hallelujah Say it. Thank you, John Thank you Lord. I love you There you go. Keep going Thank you, Jesus There you go. Say it. Good Hallelujah There you go Good keep going That's the anointing on you. You've got to repentance anointing right now keep going Just confess it Lord, what's the, what's the lust, the sloth, the laziness, the greed Thank you, Jesus The deceiving Thank you, Jesus The usage Hallelujah The masturbation, the lust even Thank you, Jesus The upper giftfulness Good keep going You're praying fantastic great The vanity The vanity. Thank you, Jesus. Keep going. Don't stop Come on Thank you, Jesus Thank you, Jesus. I love you Yes, you're repenting of it tonight. Just repent of it You're going to repent of it right now. Come on Thank you, Jesus The rage The outburst, the rage Rage A repent of that evil I repent of that evil right now Good keep going Keep going Keep going. You're doing great. Keep going. Don't stop Thank you, Jesus Thank you, dear Lord Glory to God Thank you, Jesus