 You start to go through experiences where you go through the mind training and you go through the mind training and then, you know, all of a sudden you just start noticing things. Like one time I was on the internet and this lady that I had never met just started writing emails to me and invited me to come to an amusement park up in northern Ohio called Cedar Point. And so I thought, okay that sounds fun. So I went up and I met her and her daughter and her boyfriend and we went on the rides and I mean, I went on all these rides at this amusement park the kind that I would, when I was a kid I would avoid. I would never go on things where I got flipped upside down or that went in high speeds, you know, this and this. Because when I was younger I would go on these rides and my stomach was going, you know, loop to loop. Like when your body is going all over and the stomach starts doing things. So I never would go on them as a kid. Now I've gone through all this mind training with the course and it was so much fun. Just this body was going through all this stuff and getting flipped around. It was just like detachment. It's like fun going to an amusement park when you're detached from the body because it's like, wow, I used to when I was a kid, I was scared to death of this stuff. I wouldn't even go on the rides where the rotor, where the floor drops out and all these things. Log flume, you know, you soak and wet and then you go, whooped around and you drop off and, you know, I just, I had a great time. I thought, wow, what a cool invitation including, I think they took me into the IMAX kind of adventure with you walk into this thing. This gigantic screen and there's no seats. You have to stand to watch and they got all these bars there and they put you in, they heard you in there into these bars. Then they start the thing on the IMAX which is like scenes of going whooping around like you're on the back of a ladder on a fire truck that's swinging way out and going over cliffs and it's not, it's kind of a wild adventure except I've trained my mind with the course of miracles to just see a bunch of images moving on the screen that they're not real. So everybody's following all over me. They're groping, they're grabbing, they're grabbing the bar and when the movie's over everybody's like dizzy, they're falling on the ground, they're groping and grabbing and everything and I'm just standing there, huh, must be the mind training. No effect. Interesting. You just notice that's the way it has to go with this mind training. It's not like you can't force it, you can't force it. You can't project yourself and say, okay I want to be enlightened. You just have to do the practice moment by moment and keep going with it and keep trusting and then lo and behold you start to train, train, train your mind and then you start having these experiences. I was on a boat with a friend of mine off of Seattle and we're standing on the top deck like where Leonardo and Kate stood in front of the Titanic we're like at the top deck at the very front, I wasn't watching but behind us was this giant fog horn with these massive horns and we're right up in front of it and we're just sitting there talking and everything and then suddenly without warning they sound the fog horn. I mean this is shrill, huge blast and my friend Beverly she jumped about this high off the ground she just went, yeah, because it's this blasting sound and I'm just like watching this body go up beside me and then she came down and she's like you just didn't even jump or whatever you didn't react and I said, well, yeah, I didn't react because I had undone the belief in shrill sounds as if there was something to be defensive about with a shrill sound like it could harm you, it didn't harm me at all I mean it was just like another sound among sounds like the whooshing of the water and everything but this is what I mean by mind training you know little by little when you go through the workbook or you go through the mind training and meditation and all that you actually do detach from these beliefs and then you don't react in a defensive way because you let the defenses become dissolved away by the Holy Spirit so you're still seeing a world but you're just not interpreting it in a fearful way you're not interpreting it yourself as a body and you're not identifying with the body and wow that takes the fear right out of it if you're identified with mind or with consciousness what's to be afraid of? it's all a dream, it's all consciousness but if you're still identified with those beliefs of the ego then you'll be identified with the body and then that's where practicality takes a whole new thing practicality would then be follow your guidance if you're guided not to get on a plane, don't if you're being wheeled in like Dr. Pinkess Pinkess for surgery and the doctor's talking about her suntan and everybody's kind of in a happy-go-lucky mood and he's like talk, take this seriously like I'm going in for surgery I don't want you talking about a suntan then you can exercise a choice it's like grabbing onto something on the side and saying halt the procedure I'm not going to have you as my surgeon you just have to follow your guidance with relationships it's the same thing you can give your heart but if you start to if you start to have violent encounters or whatever do the practical thing Jesus is not telling you to be a doormat follow your guidance if you find yourself in a desert leave he wasn't saying turn it into a desert party he said leave so it is to be practical based on where your guidance is and where your belief system is don't try to project yourself from A to Z and pretend to be spiritual that's not going to cut it that's just going to get you into all kinds of denial and repression if you try to project yourself I wish I was there so I'll just do the hocus pocus it's just not authentic aren't these movies great wow, take me to the movies Holy Spirit tell it like it is show me what's behind the curtain so I can pull the curtain on the ego and have a good laugh at the ego instead of feeling like the boogeyman's gone on a spree a moment of joy you don't have to apologize for it we like this, you don't have to say sorry you can just mmm that's good have anything else or are you ready? I just have some picture from the script that's written how it could be like a picture of it like we had a fly up there now and we know that this aim of the fly is going to fly and it is very quick suddenly it flies and we made a film of it and we showed it in slow motion we would see what there would be a lot of movement to make the fly fly and that could be like with the script too it just seems as it can happen like this we can wake up but it seems to us as if it is in slow motion and that's the script do you understand? can you follow me? we make the film very slow very slow motion or a little bit slow motion but it's all fiction it's happening like that the fly is taking off there's just, I have some pictures in my mind she was with me then in Australia and Frank came up from Kangaroo Valley and did the fly on the show we spent like half an hour on this fly on the white shirt and the fly has returned now it's the fly on the white screen on the other side of the world it's still the fly it was really profound we get into these deep discussions everyone's like after we talk about a fly on the white shirt for half an hour there must be something more you can just see the look the people are like I think the secret to my whole reality is in this fly