 me is always seeking union that's literally the purpose of creation the very purpose of creation is to undergo this dreamed evolutionary ascent where the self-awareness goes from a place of being veiled by its forgetfulness of its true nature and going through a seeking process to pierce that veil in to union with its true nature so part of intelligent infinity uses the mechanism of this electromagnetic field architected universe that appears as a space-time that appears as planets orbiting stars that have evolved life from single cell to civilization and then those self-aware individuated mind-body-spirit complexes going through a process of seeking externally for peace and happiness and union with material objects or relationships or substances or experiences then they get hit by the drill sergeant of awakening which is suffering with a big sledgehammer which catalyzes that turn inward like in the parable of the prodigal son and then they find like Rumi said that diamond necklace that was already there the whole time and so they taste that union of that infinite conscious nature the absolute unbounded mysterious nature the unified field nature and then they go through a process of purifying those last bits of conditioning and then that is how this expression of intelligent infinity is architected and there are infinite other possibilities for expressions of intelligent infinity to undergo this dreamed ascensionary process of piercing through a veil of forgetting and awakening uniting with true nature