 Escaping might seem like the antidote Screaming at the top, my lungs, but I can't stand it, though I'm not only one to hear it, let me clear my throat I know my actions make it worse, but I still do it, though So time to press it, it's so much that I can't breathe Affixiation, I need air inside of me No ventilation, can't explain, it's like a fog That settles on my mind, of screwing all my doubts And just leaving me behind, and I hate that I took it this far But I can't go back anymore, I'm ashamed of the things that I done The pain is too much to endure It's hard to be alone, cause my thoughts really get to me The flat was sent to human, cause I'm not okay emotionally Alone is when I feel like I'ma die I'm grown now, so alone is peace of mind I don't feel okay today, but that's alright Tomorrow I'll get another try I don't feel okay today, but that's alright Another try I'm finding hope in the smallest things Like the sun coming up, would cloud when it rains And let me know that things get dark, but they turn light again And if I'm strong through the storm, I'll be alright again All the things that's in front of me Know I was wrong from the start But now I got back a piece of my heart Now I'm trying to put the puzzle back And have the pieces missing, I'm okay with that It really matters right where I'm at When I was finished Saturday, they helped put me back I love y'all, this song dedicated to my daughter Carly And my son Marcus Cause without y'all, I would've never made the decision To turn my life around and get clean I love y'all