 Good morning guys, welcome back to a week in my life vlog I've kind of gotten out of the habit of filming my mornings, but today It's gonna be the most exciting part of the vlog I know you guys probably really want to stay and watch, you know, I'm just like working with my home and stuff I need it's like 6 30 now. I think I need to wake up a little bit earlier because um Oh my gosh, I'm like really high. I needed to wake up a little bit earlier this morning Because I'm recording at 9 actually which is like pretty early and the Celsius in here right now And I love Celsius and this used to be the one I was obsessed with I really like kiwi guava and the Fiji apple one I'm about to take the dogs on a walk and then I'm going to Go do oh my gosh, and then I'm going downstairs to go do the 12 3 30 treadmill routine I started it yesterday Let me know if you guys want to see a 30 day video I don't know what to even like film or do for that video I've already started so probably be like I don't know but I really like the yesterday. I'm actually like not sore But normally it's a second day when you're really sore. Okay, it's 6 45. I'm actually going to Turn the fan on which honestly this fan doesn't do much when I'm on the treadmill you sweat like Crazy with this so I'm not gonna talk about this 24-7, but I will answer what the 12 3 30 is Lauren Geraldo I believe she made it up, but like she at least made it popular, but I'm pretty sure she like made it up Anyways, you want the treadmill for 30 minutes at a speed of 3 and then kind of 12 It's actually a lot harder than it sounds. I did bring the Celsius. We're just gonna try it out guys and just see how this works I'm so dead. I'm soaked in sweat. It's so much harder than you would think. Oh My gosh, I need to go shower. I need to go shower like immediately All right guys it is showered and got ready I'm letting my hair air dry But it just took me the longest time to pay on an outfit and I'm still I'm like not obsessed with this one I wish I had different jeans because these are just not like my most kind of like flattering jeans I don't know, but I've had them forever and I still wear them all the time. So here. We are the top is revolve I love this little wrap Thing though. I do think that's super cute I'll have it linked down below and it's awesome when it's really hot because It's like just so open and I'm not wearing a bra with it for those who are gonna ask I think it's great. These are Levi's. They are at the same time So my favorite pair of jeans, but I find that they're more flattering obviously with different shoes or tops Whatever these my point is I have a pair of jeans that are dirty that would have been better with this outfit And then I just have these like black Sandal mule type things. I think This bag today. I do have errands to run later. So I think that this is gonna end up I don't know. Maybe I'll switch bags. I don't know about this. All right, honestly I'm not hungry at all right now. I did come downstairs to make some breakfast and do my divo, but I'm just not hungry Always play Frank ocean in my office. This thing makes me drink so much more water. I need my hair to dry I'm getting it cut this week because it's just way too long. Oh So I am recording a podcast this morning in eight minutes. Okay Docs Docs Docs I have just like the Apple keyboard which I really really like but it's not connecting to my iPad now And I've like reset it and everything and I think like there's like a little bit of stuff on the sensors But I like can't get it out So this is basically just like being used as a case, but I really want to figure it out I really miss using that keyboard if you all about like finances and shows like a very healthy approach If you guys haven't seen the new documentary outcry, it's really good Um, I actually am having Greg and his wife on which I'm so excited to recording that this week There's a lot of things that I've been doing I did a ton of outreach last week They're gonna say oh and this morning. It's Monday so this morning a new diva went up on the living room If you guys are interested in any faith content Subscribe to the living room. I have the living room, which is a like monthly faith continent subscription service I will have it linked down below. It's so fun. You guys don't know This is the outfit I decided I'm going with I'm in a rush. Good morning everyone. Sorry I'm not wearing a shirt. It is Tuesday morning This morning Q and I had like a little coffee day and went into the motion by coffee day I mean, you know like Starbucks drive there what's now finally over I think my ice ready tri cake, which is great cuz it's like just sugar. I've been editing I've been trying to also get the dogs to cuddle with me and Coco literally she's always sitting next to me like Any given time this dog is like right next to me and then Fitz is normally just on the tile here is right now Okay, so this is my outfit the tag is showing here and that drives me insane But my favorite misguided crop tops. I'll have them linked down below guys I got this in a different color as well that I wore in my last weekend of my life vlog and They are the best quality and just like the best crop top tease I love them then I have my favorite outdoor voices like biker shorts Which I recently linked because they put them back on the site on my Instagram I'll see if I can link them they kind of go on and off the site But they're just like the best work ever especially for running then I have my Yeezys on I haven't worn my Yeezys in So long like these are so dirty, but It is what it is, you know, okay guys. I just recorded with all you Williams of Right up your alley, and it was everything I ever needed to hear more I was just really down and I've been So hard on myself recently, and I've just been comparing myself so much and like I don't know I'm like hyper emotional right now, and I'm just I don't know guys I'm really like truly all over the place And like my mental health has been a struggle this year for sure But that was literally everything I could have ever needed. I love her I'll have her Instagram down below, but also right now with you guys are in LA. She is starting this like really She is starting like a flower talk It's gonna be in a Bronco and it's like sell you sell flowers and you guys know me and flowers love them But if you guys live in LA you should check it out So I'm making sure this recording downloads and then I'm heading off to go to Ikea with Sav because Zoom I will send you a link You guys can probably just tell and how I'm talking right now that I'm in the much better Sav and I are back at Ikea. This guy looks really pretty This is quite the outing Very exciting everyone. Oh, yeah, we went to trick-flip. I forgot to vlog. Yeah, I just keep eating to fly This one really takes me back guys. I actually just remembered that I need to get more friends Okay, no, I only need one for this new print that I got me Wilson Maddie Yeah, see no, that's the problem Yes, no, literally I said never give up and I said they always said they have one sock, right? This is definitely it. Oh, yes. Oh my god. Yeah. No, it's for sure. There's four bill. What's it lies me? Let's see. Here we go heavy Is that it? Yeah, oh it is. Yeah, I'm positive because it's thicker on the bottom. Yeah Me and my mirror No, I can carry this. Are you sure? Yeah, I'm strong. I need 12 through 30 Do you know this? No, it's my trauma routine now. Another girl made it up and now I do it Here's the mirror Exciting things are happening I'm trying to see if this uh, oh Yeah, it's not gonna fit I'm gonna test out one big plant just to see how I feel about it. I know I need more green in the house, but uh I'm not sure yet because guys I found the real plants and they're actually cheaper so What do you think about this one's up because they're not broken off How do we show about this one? Yeah, not that we just moved into IKEA. All right guys. I'm getting a plant. We're just hoping for the best. Well, thank God Okay one. He's gonna be back I'm gonna show you guys a few things so I got a package from Queen. They have granola butter So this one is vanilla. There's chocolate blueberry and original. I'll let you guys know how I like it and then um, okay I don't is it gold goldie gold day. I don't know how to pronounce this I'm actually having the founder on the podcast next month, which I'm really excited for but for the best things about this brand So I picked up some stuff. I have their superfood latte blend, which I'm really excited to try as well as their papaya Bright exfoliating face mask, which looks amazing love that and then I didn't even know this package was coming So I'm assuming they probably got my address to my management But we have a cow powder and then it could cow sweet names, which is looks actually like really really freaking good And then I also picked up two pairs of sweatshirts from the Mayfair group. I got the self-love club ones I want the matching crew. I want every set. I honestly if I had every single set That's probably all I would wear love these and then I think I have a black pair coming as well I'm pretty sure I ordered two but these are so comfortable and I cannot wait to just basically live in them guys Look at how big he is. I cannot get over it ready fits pound it pound it fits pound it Okay, well, he actually doesn't know how to do. Oh, he's giving me sass Do you want to go work out? Oh He loves the camera guys. He really truly does. He's so big though. I can't get over it and Coco is so small Okay, I'm off to do day three of 12 through 30 and then a shower talk to you guys soon All right, just finished a three guys. I literally just died. Oh my gosh it is so much harder than it seems especially after you have chick-fil-a for lunch, but I'm in a shower. Okay, so I showered self tan that worked out. We'd have really good zoom Bible study I do it asked a smoothie. I know we're all shocked guys. This is really like my 2020 thing I guess fits is just always found either on the tile or I leave their Like doors open so they can go back to like their beds and stuff and he's just in there But I'm like don't you want to hang out with me and he just says he's already too cool for me He's already breached his teenager phase where he's over me. Okay boy You are so cute. You eat so much food You guys should actually see the amount of food he eats per day. It's actually insane I just had to force Fitz to hang out with me And I just begged him to come up here and let's see if he actually does. Hi, boy You're so cute. Anyways, this is like my dream night. I have a smoothie I'm going to read for the next few hours and go to bed just of the dogs on a little walk and Oh, you were so cute. Good morning everyone. Happy Wednesday. Okay, it is 6 like 30. I just woke up and My face is puffy. I want to take you guys through kind of like my morning skincare routine And also show you some of the Dr. Jart products that I've been using and that I got from a week in my life Honestly, this stuff the tiger grass calming mist. I'm gonna put this on first thing that I normally don't This stuff is incredible. I've never had a mist be so moisturizing. It's so good Also, if you guys struggle with redness this line Will save you if you really want something to kind of cancel your redness get the jar I'll link that down below too But like so good. I've started with redness like my entire life and that like this line is the only thing that's ever helped me Normally the first thing I do I use the ordinary. This is their squalene. It is so hydrating. I Want to humidify your guys. Let me know if it's worth it Um, but I normally like two pumps There's a lot of oil honestly, and then bring it all over my face and then down my neck So now I will take guys. I never can remember how to pronounce this one. I'm filming So I should the G I'll have a link down below And I will just kind of like massage my face out. It makes the biggest difference. I start with my neck normally Sunscreen it because I always go and walk the dogs and I just love writing this day-to-day It's a super new glow screen as you know, it's like literally my top-favorite product of 2021. It really is So good and then I have my sunscreen on and it kind of just let the scent soak into my skin because Obviously, it's like really oily, but I always bring everything down My neck and to my chest What I do in the morning that I've really been liking I definitely notice a huge difference and just the way my face looks All right, so this is my outfit I just had this tank top from misguided on that is Way too rough and then I have my favorite skirt from after voices. This is our court skirt I court squirt sorry. I will have a link down below, but it is just so cute and flattering and like fun And just great. I'm just going on like an early morning coffee run like date with Q again today I got new cute sneak white sneakers that I love so much more, but I stained them When I was making bolognese the other night, so I need to clean those I just bleached them yesterday updates to come Guys, I'm going to do a taste test for the coconut cool again I got this in my last vlog. This is a probiotic coconut yogurt and the chocolate mousse This like little thing is ten dollars or it was If it has this bone, it's definitely like pricier My mom always tells me that I need to have probiotic. They use 16 potent probiotic strains It's organic coconut cream organic coconut nectar organic cacao custom probiotic blend So you're supposed to start with a couple tablespoons and then go from there Like actually really really good. That is incredible. Oh my gosh. It's so You love attention have no idea where you got that from Probably Quintin. That's my not me, right? Like I'm a mom getting my kids ready for school And also like what do I do because Fitz just gets his water bowl everywhere And he like puts his paw in the bowl and then now there's water all over the floors and I clean them every day Okay, anyways, I'm making toast and I'm going to use the Queen granola Butter I just did my diva same one as always And I am uploading doing some final touches on today's podcast episode for the living room You guys didn't know living room is this faith subscription service that I just recently started. Oh my gosh This lighting is like really something basically. It's like faith-centered content podcast out episodes Like videos devotionals Q&A like all that stuff Q&A did an episode together on that where we're like very open in that Which is like way more open. I think I'm already really open on the internet But we're way more open on the living room just because I feel more like safe there Then I need to do some final touches on the weekend of my life vlog that's going up today But now it's like not showing. Oh Resume upload Are you excited? Yeah. Oh my gosh, I need to take this bag off. So we're going to pick up keel and Fits is coming along for the ride. We took Coco last time. So it's his turn now Also, this podcast is so good This is what I needed because I always get really I think especially right now It's really hard to not get like really angry people. You don't believe I think specifically like just in the times that we're in right now, but This has given me a little bit better of a mind sign like how to deal with that I don't know. It's been really really good. We are on our way to Have you seen the Charlie's or whatever does it? Maybe in December? Yeah, that's just a West Village thing I'm uptown, but actually it's just an uptown thing. It's not even West Village, but anyways We are on our way We're on our way to law and Oakland because this is Quinton's favorite one. It's a new one and so Q at his way who was surprised, you know, I think The way she worded that she was like, what should we do in the morning? I was like, let's go to la la on Oakland. Okay, Oakland You said Oakland. I'll play it back. Let's go to la la on Okay, no, I promise No, I literally Raiders, I literally filmed this so Anyways, this corksicle thing guys by the way, I got it and I got one for a listen for a birthday because she loves corksicle and I really really like it also just being out in the morning and driving somewhere I'm like driving kind of close to my management's offices. It just like Makes me feel like I have purpose again like, you know like actually being able to do things and Live life and you know, not be like terrified of everything 24-7, you know It's your life. What you're gonna do the world is watching you Every day the choices you make guys. I wish that I Wish that as we were driving you guys could see around us Dallas is just so cute and pretty in it But at the same time I would like to keep it a secret gem, you know, he looks like an angel back there He's a stud. He's so good This is not bias because every single person Who is seen fits on our morning walks Has confirmed this Fitz is the most beautiful dog that ever seen yep. He's a stud He is beautiful very proud of him and he's so unique to you because like does not make it on the floor I know his coat could be totally different though. Like it could be like super curly or like whatever I hope it's super. I hope it's I like the code. He has now. I don't even want about to change honestly It's you can do whatever you want buddy. You just said that you just said You know, they even have the yellow truck Okay guys very exciting my new mirror. I love this mirror. It was a hundred dollars my Kia That's a really good price for a mirror. It is so cool. I'm sorry that it's shaky It's probably so annoying, but it's thinner up top and then it gets thicker on the bottom Which I think is so cool. Love that my plant is actually in my office Coco, how do you feel about this mirror? Huh? What do you think girl? Don cam my video it's the gold dude Hey, oh Are you getting your ear, buddy? Oh? Yeah, you're a stud. Oh, yeah, look at that flexibility. Could you be a gymnast? Maybe it's Everybody say hi Where are we going? I'm dropping you off, and then I'm going to a favor the cat. This is a big day. Is she gonna come back with a Lot of dolly gear. I Own everything. I think dolly besides the kids books. So for a favor the guy she says this but I Would put a bet down that you're gonna come back with $400 pillow besides the This is a $400. Oh that dolly part in pillow. I fairly kind of 398 I saw on the website because I was linking stuff in my vlog. That's crazy Did you see yourself in the mirror, buddy? Come here my buddy Is that you in the mirror that's are you in the mirror, buddy that's Okay, we're off. I love you, buddy Mama way to favor the kind they were so nice, and they wanted me to come in today And they're gonna be a gift card just to do some shopping I'm realizing now as I'm driving that I'm definitely missing my turn I'm on my way to favor the kind and then after that I have to I have another podcast recording for actually tomorrow's episode It's a really quick Like turn around I'm so close to graduating and it has never been more apparent than in how I'm treating my summer classes like it is Awful, so I'm gonna sit down and do that and my friend Sydney is coming over tonight for dinner So I'm gonna make us dinner. I really want to make banana bread too because I Literally have it all quarantined and like we're not even technically in quarantine are we are we not? I know everyone made a banana bread, but I didn't and I'm just not getting on I just did a little Instagram story haul I had credit from them and then I also just kind of splurged a little bit Honestly, I just spent so much time favor the kind and I've been wanting these pieces So I was like why not first thing I got is this pause book. It's like a weekly reflection book I thought was cute and good for Sundays. So I really want to try To do this on Sunday nights and then I also think it's just really cute decor for just around the house Wherever and then I also got this perfume. She told me that this is likely Lobo It's just a cheaper alternative. Basically. She's like this sense are very very similar. So I cook this up I've been wanting a new set anyways, and it smells so good So I will have this linked down below because I'm really excited about it Then I got this set and this is from the brand Shoot, sorry sweet. Lovely. Yes, it's just a tie. I said and I'm honestly kind of over tide But here we are. I just got another set, but it's just so soft and I thought it would be great for like loungewear slash Honestly like pajamas just around the house I'm honestly gonna throw this on right now just because I want to be comfy and then guys This is what I'm the most excited for I have wanted these pajamas for the longest time Okay, I look at them every time I go in the store and I finally just did it Okay, I love matching pajama sets like any brand ever that has matching pajama sets hit me up Okay, love you forever really but these are just really cute and they're like exactly the kind of look I want For pajamas, I just think that they're the cutest things ever. This is the brand 80,000 and they're perfect for summer too because they're not warmer anything But I just think that these are like literally the cutest pajamas I've ever seen so that is what I picked up from them I will have everything linked down below. Also, I get asked all the time where the Dolly Parton mug is from That's also favorite of the kind and I'll link it down below again, but yeah, I'm really excited I have a podcast recording in a little bit over an hour So I think I'm gonna go eat some lunch some of the salad that I have in the fridge And then go upstairs and get kind of start prepping for that interview. I just want to say this is the best thing ever I grew up eating this all the time so I want me to make it But it is the best thing ever if you're working from home And you want to prep lunch because you can make one for like three days and it only gets better the longer it Sits I mean past three days don't eat it, but mozzarella balls Tomatoes, but you can do sugar plum as well But I just decided to chop some up and then cucumbers, but it is so freaking good and it's really refreshing Which is really nice as well. Alright guys. I just changed into the tie-dye set and it is so soft Oh my gosh, like Incredible oh freaking soft. I'm like so comfortable gonna go to this recording and then work as we know Okay, also this plant guys I just like potter day yesterday and I haven't I literally threw it in here because this is the only room that fits Doesn't really come into and he's gonna like kill this plant I beg him to come in my office with me and he just for some reason does not like this room comes in here the least Even when I beg him to so I put the plant in here Obviously, I'm gonna like move it and whatever but I just have it here for now I think it looks cute It's definitely not tall enough to put in my bedroom where I like originally wanted to But it's definitely a great plant guys. I'm finally going to try the stumptown coffee. It looks really good Nastia loves these and then I saw them at the store. So I picked one up. I'm gonna try it So it is coming over at seven So we'll do that. I'll probably start cooking around like six the stumptown coffee was actually like so good I just like really really loved it. Also. I'm really curious who people who watched my vlogs What are things that you think I could do to make the vlogs better? What are things that you think I do? Okay, this is driving me and saying that these are all messed up What are things that I don't know constructive criticism? I would love also Do you guys like just the all-white style because I feel like sometimes I watch my vlogs and I feel like Cluttered if that makes sense even though my house is clean just because there's like stuff going on I also do you have a lot of all-white as well? But or do you guys like find it boring do you know what I mean? Not that this matters because it's not I'm not gonna like change my house But I'm just wondering because I feel like people only ever want to stick really clean white things and then I don't actually feel Like that's always the case, but you guys let me know just a topic of discussion So I just finished the docu series. It was really really good I'm like kind of emotional, which I think I'm just emotional because it's one Sunday's coming over and I'm cooking her dinner She owns bullies because I haven't made it for her yet So I'm getting out the ingredients for it and I'm gonna listen to a podcast I've been to before I'll probably talk about it later in the vlog a little bit more But I feel like I've just been really struggling with like not feeling like I'm doing enough or becoming enough or like Just being really really hard on myself and then also comparing myself So it's just like not a good combination that we have going for me Anyways, I'm gonna listen to Lauren's new podcast episode and cook because both of those always put me in the better mood And then Cindy will probably be here in like 30 So then I'm gonna hang with her and then I walked outside to take the pups on a little walk And this was on at my doorstep, which is just the best thing ever. So this is the healthy kombucha booch pop I'm really excited. I think I'm gonna try I Think maybe the Palm Berry one tonight. We'll see but I'm Good morning guys, it's Thursday morning. I'm on my way to while and again Surprise surprise. I'm getting coffee with Liz I think I'm actually gonna get coffee and not even a strawberry fields this time. It's crazy I know. Anyways, I am supposed to recording tonight, but they're on hotel Wi-Fi. So I'm kind of expecting that to not work because Hotel Wi-Fi doesn't give them the strong normally. I have therapy and then like a list of to-dos and stuff But guys I decided this morning. I think I'm gonna take a break from social media this weekend and delete it off my phone and just have a really good relaxing Weekend, but I just like deeply deeply need this I've mentioned this before but I have just been like So hard on myself lately I listened to Lauren's podcast last night and I just finished it this morning on like shitting yourself So it's like should being yourself. I just put like a really heavy expectation I think I just walk around and feel kind of heavy because I feel like I should be doing more than I am or I Should be becoming more than I am or whatever and I just feel like Trapped and then I also am like comparing myself really bad and just like really down on myself And I think I kind of want to make an entire video on this But at the same time like as of right now I don't really know what to say because I feel like I've I have like Good tips and tricks to when like you start to compare yourself like how to stop But also this is like definitely the worst I've ever dealt with it And I just feel like I'm not ever doing enough and I'm like, I don't know if this Like I'm not ever doing enough and I feel like I want to do all these things But I can't because obviously COVID and like blah blah blah and that's totally fine, but it's just like I don't know I I miss when I was like way more focused on my own Lane and it's not even that I'm like envious of people or like want them to not succeed Like I'm so happy for other people. It's not that it's just that I feel like I should to be there I guess but I just miss one like this wasn't a big problem in my life and like I Just like really recognize it's like we all have our own lanes and like we're all gonna have different times We're like some of us are Popping off and then there's gonna be another time we're like another one's popping off or whatever, but I've just been like So unbelievably hard on myself, and it's just like really not good as we know I don't know. I'm just rambling and I don't want you guys to feel like I'm like being negative or complaining either I know there's like so much else going on in the world right now that like you probably just want to go to a YouTube video I'm like have a good time. I don't know But I have to do an Instagram live with year of ours tomorrow and daylight and then after that I think I'm just gonna delete all the social media apps my phone just for the weekend I used to do this regularly too, and I haven't been doing it But I just want to be a lot more focused on like who I'm becoming and myself without having to see like everything else around me and putting like pressure on myself that was like pressure that was never meant to be there This is like such a normal human thing experience. I know but it's just like not been The best I don't know and it's like really been affecting me I mean there's only so many things that have been affecting me, and I've just been so down lately, but That's definitely high on the list So I'm gonna do that and then I think I'm gonna like expedite through a Bible study or something this weekend too And just like really really chill and then hopefully there will be a vlog week next week if I'm feeling better So I just finished being a little florist over here. This one needs to be like fixed and so does this one I'm not the best okay, but I saw someone on Instagram put roses with hydrangeas, and I thought it was fun So that's what we have and then this will go upstairs in my room, which is perfect Currently making avocado pudding the one that Courtney Kardashian loves I just realized that honey might get stuck up there, but it's so easy I'm making an Instagram reel so if you guys want the recipe you guys can just go to my Instagram Just made avocado pudding. It's actually pretty good I had to use homo just for the integrity of the recipe, and I never use homo So I'm sure you can use a milk alternative I just wanted to like really test it out because that's what it said online But I made an Instagram reel of it so you guys can just check out my Instagram if you guys want to see how I make it Okay, guys, so I just recorded a divo for Monday for the living room So if you guys haven't joined the living room you need to link below I'm listening to a bunch of podcasts my recording actually did get pushed Which is actually nice because I have therapy at one on Thursdays And I normally don't like to like have to have human contact and like do an interview and be really on after that I think I'm gonna make banana bread and then get to my to-do list that I just like keep putting off