 Anxiety and PTSD is tough. Yeah. And people think that PTSD is only from people who have been in the military or something like that. No, war is war is war is war. Trauma is trauma is trauma is trauma. Whether you've seen your man in battle get blown up or you see your boy get shot in the street. Yeah. You know what I mean? Same thing. Yeah, we on boss talk one on one. But I want to talk about where do you think that stemmed from? The thing, the way how you react. The reacting to. To different situation, because I know before you would always reacting rage or you know. Oh, well, I don't know if you guys, did I say this on the last one? Like, because I'm now, now it's once a week, but before I was doing two times a week therapy. Yeah. Yeah. And it was important to me. So that's awesome. I mean, you're growing, you're getting better. Right. You know, I'm not, I don't have, you know, I had to, I had to go get all my diagnosis. Right. I want to know what's wrong. I got to get up under the hood. Right. You know what I'm saying? See what we doing. So what was the word started? I think childhood, you know, not think it's childhood. You know, when you're, when you're raised in trauma, you know, trauma, trauma. Whether it's from your mama or anybody else. Just do something else. I knew it was coming. I love this guy, man. So, you know what I'm saying? I think, you know, you carry that into adulthood when it's unchecked, you know what I mean? And you don't know what really anybody's going through. You don't know what they would experience. Abuse. I was never molested by a man, but you know, I was, I was molested by females. An older female that was babysitting me. Yeah. When I was a kid. So, you know what I mean? Over sexualized me, you know what I mean? Too soon, you know what I mean? But really my thing was anxiety and anxiety and PTSD is tough. Yeah. And people think that PTSD is only from people who have been in the military or something like that. But. No, war is war is war is war. Trauma is trauma is trauma is trauma. Whether you got, you seen your man in battle get blown up or you see your boy get shot in the street. Yeah. You know what I mean? Mm-hmm. Same thing. Mm-hmm. Same thing. We just don't get on uniforms. So you were reacting from all of that and just didn't know? Right. I mean, you know, I knew that I had my issues, but it was like, you know, like, let's get down to the bottom of it because I need to, I'm being called to a new level. Right. Right? So it's like, I have to make sure that I am equipped mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually for that next level. So how many years were you going through all of that before you started finding, no, before you started finding help, before you start, because you have to be the one who say, I need help. Nobody else can say that. Nobody said I need help. I was like, I need to talk to somebody that understands. Right. Because my stories are not, my shares are like not regularly. Like, I ended up blowing the therapist's mind. You know what I'm saying? So you needed to get it there. It's like you, like the one, that guy that I met the first time I've ever seen you at the, at that Palladium Ballroom in Dallas, Texas, when you was angry as hell at night, and you being the actor and just that, who I thought you was, that didn't, I never seen you as an angry person till that night. I'm just being real when they miss what you money. You know, anybody get mad when you miss what money. Money. On Boss Talk 101.