 Good morning guys. It is me. Um, I just woke up and I'm currently like rushing to clean up my closet. My house is getting deep cleaned soon. That's cocoa barking. So I need everything like tidied up and this weekend. I trashed my closet, which I normally don't do. So anyways, this is an unedited day in my life vlog. I need to actually get ready and like brush my teeth and everything. I slept. I'm not kidding guys. I went to bed. We got back from my sister's birthday thing probably at like four and I went to a nap and I slept through the night. My alarm went off for 7 a.m. this morning. So I had quite the weekend. I was so tired. I like didn't sleep at all the night before, so needed to do that, but I'm currently just cleaning up, getting ready. It's Monday. I have to grocery shop, going to Sprout's day, which is exciting, and then get a bunch of stuff done. So that's what is on the agenda today. You guys can see the closet is not the best. We're filming an unedited day in my life vlog. Michelle Reed told me I should film one of these, so here we are. Alright guys, we are getting ready for the day. You know when you like put moisturizer on and then you're just not thinking and then you start putting makeup on, that was definitely not the plan. Also, when you have makeup on and you don't have like a lip color or something on, but I'm gonna put a little bit of bronzer on. I feel like I'm just hanging on so much. Yeah, so today's Monday. My house is getting cleaned. Today I get my house like deep cleaned probably once. Honestly at this point I went to like once a month, but it helps me so much. Like I get so anxious with mess and stuff and I'm constantly cleaning like literally non-stop, but getting it actually clean just makes the biggest difference. So, especially with having dogs, but anyways. Today is Monday. I was gonna film this video yesterday and Saturday night I was up all night. So that didn't happen and I just slept, you know, 15-16 hours. Gonna put my hat on. This is gonna look like a weekly prep video. That we're filming today. So grocery shopping. I'm gonna be cooking some new healthy recipes. I have a lot of other things that I need to do. So we'll see what happens. I always like how I wear a hat. You know, I'm gonna put like the hoops on and then suddenly my hair looks so much shorter than it is normally. I just, I simply don't know. So anyways, today is like a getting my life together today, which desperately needs to happen. Clearly. I've said it before. I'll say it again that this is the best perfume ever. It just smells like so good. Also, I'm wearing, I need to put my actual hoops on. My outfit is like the definition of a, what does it say? Like, grow fit, grow fit? Like the gross outfit thing? I don't know. I can't even think about that right now. Here we are. Like, I can't actually believe. These sweatpants are from Aerie and they like don't fit well or anything. They're just the softest pants ever. So I love these and then I just have this like long sleeve gray top on and like this is my Monday look. Like it's really honestly not okay. I have socks I need to throw, not throw away. What am I saying? Put in my camper. I have probably four or five loads of laundry that I need to know. Not even gonna bother with that yet. I have my hoops that I'm gonna put on. I'm sure eventually I'll put like a crew neck on. I'm gonna find any gray crew necks. So that's why we are here with today's video. Guys, if you really like these, I could do like a vlog week of unedited week of my life videos because obviously no editing. Oh, someone's calling me. Awesome. Last thing I will say. Had an evolved keto cup. It was like a coconut butter. So it was like a chocolate like a Reese's Cup with coconut in it and all of their ingredients are like organic and healthy. It's like paleo, GMO, gluten-free, whatever. I don't know if it's all those things, but it's like up that alley and it was so good. Dom's obsessed with the white chocolate stuff. So good. Alright pups, do you want to go outside? Do you want to go outside? You need to get groomed. That's another thing on my to-do list. You too. Just took the dogs out, but I've been listening to this podcast. I know I've talked about it before but it's something was wrong. I listened to the one about some like church thing first. I forget, but now I'm listening. I don't know like how to name these separate. I'm on episode 10 of it, but I think there's like 20 total, but it goes through this girl who is engaged to essentially like a psychopath. It's so interesting. I still have like, let's see, five more episodes. I want to finish it because I've been listening to it for a while. There's just a lot of episodes and I listen to so many podcasts, but it's a really good thing to listen to if you're not. If it's more of like a chill, casual podcast listen versus like you want to get something out of it, but it's really good. I know this sounds so weird, but this is my breakfast. I've been doing this like gut health thing and I've been having soups, like a ton. So it's like organic vegetables, chicken, bone broth. But today I start with like different recipes and stuff. So anyways, this is my breakfast. How exciting. I literally slept like 16. Good thing to know just to have that, because that's such a good like backup stable kind of like gig. No, it really isn't. It's like, I put on a crew so I could let look, what am I trying to say? I put on a crew neck so I could look less like whatever the word is that I can't pronounce. See, this is what happens when you can't edit it. I feel like I'm messing up even more on whatever. So I just had a call with Carly who edits a bunch of my stuff and I'm like mentoring her. And then Dana stopped by to drop off some papers for my like healthy gut protocol thing. I have so many new recipes and I'm so excited to try. That's actually what I'm going grocery shopping for. Normally Mondays would be like more work heavy, but I worked through the weekend actually surprisingly. So today is basically my Sunday. But anyways, I'm about to head off. By the way, these hats, there's more coming come out so soon. Like by the time this video goes up, I think you're probably like a week or something. So follow me on Instagram and you'll know. But here's my outfit. I'm about to go to Sprouts, listen to a podcast and grocery shop, which is a really good form of therapy. So we're off. Literally sitting in my car right now picking what audio I'm going to use for TikTok. Here we are at Sprouts. It's truly my favorite place in the entire world. Awesome. I was just thinking about this and I don't know if it's because I like live at home. So I'm around a bunch of people that I like was like grew up with. But when did I get to the point in life where I'm planning out like the people who like work at my house and like other just like random people's Christmas gifts? You know what I mean? Like I don't know. One time, one time, one day, you're 17 and you're going crazy and the next you're planning out like your contractors, not my contractor, but like people who work on your house Christmas gifts and I don't know how that happened. But here we are. Anyways, I'm about to go to Sprouts. See me and Sprouts, my favorite thing in the world. Awesome. I will say after a crazy weekend, my skin. Look, I have like the biggest breakout right here. It just is instant these days. Like instant happens so quickly. Like not my thing, you know? Very annoying. When I go to the grocery store, it takes me like 10 minutes to decide on the podcast that I'm going to listen to. Cannot believe I'm saying this, but I think it's actually going okay. I accidentally just stopped recording. I didn't edit that just so you know. Cannot believe I'm saying this, but I think it's going to be a music and grocery store. I'm sure I'll change my mind in there. I don't know. Does this get in confidential as a new episode? Let's see. It's Monday. I need to like memorize these upload days. So I might listen. We'll see. We'll see. Here we go. Oh, yes. My other minis all day every day. Beautiful outfit. You can't even see. Here we go. Oh, this is actually the best flower section or selection I've seen from them in a while. This is very exciting. I think I'm going to do green. That looks good. Maybe these. Honestly, the only thing that Sprouts has or that Trader Joe's hasn't sprouted in prices are the flower section. Always my favorite kombucha. Like these are just so good. Two pounds of shrimp, guys. Okay, we're going to the bulk section, which I actually never get things in here, but it's so beautiful and I finally have a reason I need to try coconut. It's beautiful. It's just wow. That sprouts and also organically gets so expensive. I got a lot of food to be fair. I'm trying out a ton of new recipes for like videos. So this wouldn't be like my normal like week of shopping. Also, I got a lot of it because I like making a ton and having leftovers. My total was $1.79. I made a TikTok that's like the girl was stunned or whatever. And it's when you go to Sprouts because it feels like therapy, but then your Sprouts bill is higher than your therapy bill. Like it's really something. Also, I had to stock up on like broths and certain rices and things like that. So like it was kind of like a almost like when you move to a new house and you get new groceries, you know, it was like from the scratch, fair minimum, whatever. But guys, I swear I'm just too tired. Like I normally can talk and you know, use English. I can't even, I am really out of it today. So I'm really sorry that this is not edited because you guys just have to see it. But you know, sometimes you have days like that and that's just what happened. So I'm going to put this card away. You guys grocery shop and don't put your cards away. Oh, this is going to hit the card. Oops. Definitely do that. Very good. It's just good to be a good citizen. Look at how easy this is. Does anyone else in their car for like 30 minutes? Once you park doesn't matter where you are. I just, I don't want to, I don't want to move. But I will literally sit here for like 30 minutes all the time. And I have things to do. Like I actually have quite the to do list. And here I am sitting in my car. So let's do it. Alright, I'm now putting away my groceries. I have a lot. I got so many things. Okay, I have some dishes and I do it away. And I'm giving you a little grocery haul. So many onions, so many garlic cloves, ginger, limes, more garlic. I have to get to stuff again for so many recipes. I got a bunch of cauliflower rice. Here we are. Raw honey. I got a big one. So I will have to like refill. Literally $20 honey is really expensive. And this was bigger. And it's like organic, whatever, but still. Um, I have some coconut milk. I have coconut oil, lots of kombucha, which is really exciting. Next thing I have, I got some apples that have fallen out of their little sprouts bag. Um, cilantro. My apples in here. Dates. More coconut yogurt. And I think I, I don't know if it should be the flowers. The flowers. So here we are. I'm going to put all this away. Oh, I think I'm missing something. I need to get bags guys. I'm so sorry, honestly. I meant to bring them in today and I thought they were in my car and they're not in my car. They're in my pantry and I was too late. So I'm going to move those over today so I remember. But I'm going to put all this away. And then I actually think my meal, my dinner show is going to be crock pot, so I probably should start cooking soon. So that's what's up. What did I just say? That's what's up. Goodbye. Guys, Dom's upstairs now. And I was like here working just about two minutes ago. And like out of nowhere, she's over there twerking. So making a tech talk. Look at the video I just posted. Oh, let's go see it guys. She doesn't even show me herself. She just wants the views, you know. I get it. It's really honestly smart. Let's see. By the way guys, I'm assuming you all watch tech talk, but who's your favorite tech talker? Dom, it's not popping up. Following, let's see. Are you sure it's that? By the way guys, I got meats too. I got shrimp and a bunch of bacon. I forgot to say that. You want that red bull up there so we can make our vodka red bulls later? What are you talking about? No, you know that red bull? You know what that red bull is from? I actually do know what that red bull is from. From like February. Yeah. Wow. That's really funny. That's actually hilarious. Guys, I'll tell you the story. There's a friend of ours, if you will. He was coming over and he like made a scene about like you'll never forget. What was he? You'll never forget. I don't know. Something of like, I just need to, I don't even remember. He just kept bringing random things and hiding it in my house and I've always kept it and I've kept it for one of our other friends, which is another mutual friend. But anyways, funny guys. But when I eat stuff, I'm just kidding. I'm going to start cooking in the crock pot. I have things in my eye. Oh no. Also, I had to breathe up with the Texas video. So if you guys are watching this video right now and you already watched Texas video, please go re-watch the Texas video and leave two comments and I will love you literally forever. It is like my favorite video I've ever done. So check it out. Don, do you want to say something to my unedited vlog day in my life? We can't edit anything today. We can't? No. Okay. I just want to show you guys how today is going. I'm still in my PJs. It's fine. It's a light three, two, thirty. Fitz wanted to say hey too. Oh yeah, he's so obsessed with me right now. Yeah, I just, I think I just wanted to say to you guys, you know, go back and watch the Texas video because ow, that's how I'm gonna, you know, be able to sustain the life that I live. Also, if you're like a reality TV producer, we want to take a show. We will awesome this TV and TV. Really? Anyone? Anyone? Snapchat. We're just naming names. Watch that video and tell us that we don't deserve a show. I can give you more of a, more of an act as well. I was just kind of low key in that video. Yeah. And I can turn it up more. Oh yeah. That's one thing we can always do is turn it up more. Don't worry guys. Okay. If you want to see me sell out. Yeah. Just give us a show. I mean. Give us a show. I think it's necessary. Oh no. Out of space. I'm out of so much space. My life is in shambles. I slept for 16 hours last night. You did? I'm only getting less and less responsible as the days go on. Remember when I used to really have it together? We do. We do. And no, because I'm not kidding. I went to bed at 7 a.m. on Saturday. I don't even know when it was 7. Whenever the sun came up, it was after that. Yeah, you went to bed early. Dom was out in the living room around my sister's house. And my sister and her, they were sleeping with their shoes on. My sister was like sleeping on top of that. It was honestly really sweet. It was. I would have stayed like that. I just didn't take my shoes off. Yeah. It was funny. So anyways, I'm putting all this away. Is how you know it's fall before? No. I think you would like it because it's pretty easy and you just let it sit there for hours. Like that's how it gets to taste really good. But I'm making wings today. Like a healthy way. So we'll see our healthier option. So we'll sign. That's what's so exciting about this new stuff is that I have so many different kinds of food I can make that works so much. Like that's just, you know, healthier options. And they're fun. And they're fun. So I didn't drink any coffee last week besides that was like I had espresso shot on Friday night, which also kept me up. Honestly, that espresso shot is what messed up my soup schedule this weekend because I was up sat Friday night up to like four and then I napped right before we went out on Saturday. And then I was up all night. But anyways, if you're all saying the dogs are fighting back there. What was I saying? Oh, I didn't have coffee all last week. So then I had an espresso shot on a bar on Friday night and it kept me up. And I think if the espresso shot they're like did that. It's so funny. I'm making honey garlic chicken wings. So I have salt, but I didn't pull that out. Minced garlic, chicken wings, olive oil, and then we're doing a lot of honey. So we'll see how this goes guys. I'll keep you posted. All right. So I have the honey garlic. What else? Olive oil, salt. Yeah, I think. Okay, so that's what I have. We're going to add it to the chicken, which is in the crock pot. And then it's actually said you can do it on high for three to four hours, which is what I'm going to do. So hopefully this is enough. I might actually have to make more. I did do less chicken though than they even expected. So we'll see. I'll keep you posted. This was quite literally the easiest thing I've ever done. I'm going to turn it on and then why is this not turning on? That is not good. Wait, maybe oh power. All right. Now we are hitting start. Don't worry. I got it covered. I'm also, I think I'm going to do like dates and peanut butter. I used to make that as a snack and I was like obsessed with it in college. And for whatever reason, I just like keep forgetting about it now. So because I have dates right now, I think I'm going to make some. John is in a big date girl, but I'm like, how do you not like dates and peanut butter? That's actually just like inherently good. So we'll see. But it is like one of my favorite things. So this is just a really exciting day for me, everyone. I just put them in this container, dates and peanut butter. I'm going to cover it and put it in the fridge for a few hours, but they're so good. And they honestly taste like Snicker bars. Like they're just so good. All right. So these flowers, like this is not what's going to be here, but I'm keeping this in here until I get a different vase made this really easy. I'm going to put this over there. I don't know where this one's going. I like can't put things on my coffee table anymore because fits like eats the flowers. Also, there's supposed to be a love stock coming for this corner. I don't know if it is still, I might get something else, but let me know what you guys think I should get. I'm so hungry right now. All right guys. I'm currently uploading the Truth or Drink with Margot while I'm pre-uploading it. So that's what I'm doing. This unedited vlog thing, it's just not for me. Yeah. I mean, here we are. It's not like I edit that much, but still. It's still savage though because what if I said something like, no, I'm just kidding. I'm making a ton of gift guides, which by the way are always accessible to you guys. I put it in the description below and everything's here, but I'm doing the deli part in gift guide because a lot of you guys have been requesting that, but if you need one to figure out what you want for Christmas and then two to shock or someone else, I'm doing all of these. It's going to just all be in a Google Doc or the idea for Mandy. Oh, Coco's parking. Mess up the wings. I don't want to talk about it. Also, I really never mess up recipes and that was like really simple, but of course I do it when I'm filming. So anyways, my house is finally clean. I need to do laundry. I'm just really tired. Tonight I want to shower, self tan, cook and that's pretty much it. I've been working on my computer forever and my eyes hurt and I've actually gotten a lot of stuff done for the gift guides, which is exciting. This is actually like so time consuming because this is like I have so, so many guides. It's really a lot and there's just more that I'm adding as you guys request them. So Tom and I are fighting, so I thought that I can get this on camera. I just, I need, I need Kenzie up to her own devices. When it comes to her and finding love and everything, she's very, very particular and operates in a certain way that there's literally no use in trying. I would like reading more vocal. No, I'm not going to be more vocal because I have witnessed from afar on a couple of occasions and I've just come to the realization that you have a system and the system is no. Okay. And then when I try and tell you otherwise, you, you, you don't want to hear it. No, this is what I'm saying. First off, now you, I've changed my mind on that. Second, I, you and our other friends say this all the time and honestly it's wrong. I actually know because when I, then I sounds like I'm overcommitating. I really don't want a relationship right now, but there have been times in my life before where I've said I want to be with someone right in this very moment. That's not what I want. I think six months minimum to a year maybe, but I'm 24. I want to like go travel. I don't want to not, I'm not saying that you don't want a relationship. I'm also saying that like wanting a relationship isn't bad. No. And I don't think it's better. Oh, but I don't think it would be good for me right now, but you also, but like you're also acting like like you're not, you never fully open yourself up to love. That is so not true. Did you, I can't believe you would say such a thing. Kendi are you shitting me? You guys, no, now I'm gonna expose you. No, no, no, no, no, no, no. I can't, I can't because now I'm going to go in. I was holding back, but now I'm going to care for my die soon. So if it cuts off, it's not done, but now your ass is going to hear it. Kendi had 99 plus matches on hinges. Oh, that doesn't matter. And all, honestly, you show me your hand and I'm like, these are good, nice guys. I really love the boys. I love none of them. You mess with back none of them. And I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired. Like I literally can't hear it. That's why I have no mercy for you. Okay, but listen, I'm not like a dating up person, like it just isn't for me. But then, dude, what do we do every weekend? We hang out with this with these same boys. We have fun with. I don't want to look. Yeah, but even when we're at the bars and stuff, you don't even try to meet new people. I meet more new people than you do. Like you and I used to have it even with my friends. Okay, then you know what, it'd be different if I was actually trying today and I'm not. But here's how it goes. I'm telling you with dating. I need someone. I instantly am in love and that's it. But that's the thing. You don't even meet new people. You know, that is not true. That is true. I met people this weekend. Who? Trained all of his friends. Because they don't live here. No, they're also just my friends. Yeah. Like you don't try and meet new people. You ignore that. You actually ignore guys you like is actually what happens. But it's like, you do. Literally hollering at me because she's like, it's true. No, like genuinely you act like they don't exist. When Kenzie, I know when Kenzie thinks someone's you or she likes someone because she literally looks deadpan in the other direction. No, it's honestly, once I know that they like me, I can tell and then I'm trying to like not make it a big deal because people get involved. No, and if my people get involved, I just don't say anything. I know, but now I would like you to say something. But I know, I'm just saying, I think you need to step in a little bit sooner than you have in recent years if you think about that. Hey, oh my gosh, you guys. Oh, or just sit. Okay. And go go sit. I just think that you should maybe, but listen, I just think that I don't really know. I actually don't know what to tell you, but I'm telling you. But no, like I have an outside source. You're not an outside source. You're far from that. I swear. An outside source is the sake of I'm not you. I just mean, Kenzie, that if you wanted to be with someone you literally could, and if you even if you didn't want to be with someone, okay, then don't you're not going to be with someone. And that's that. Thank you very much. And you're gonna, it's going to stay like that. And happy Dostidania from dust to dust and ashes to ashes shall you return? I don't know what to tell you. Pride is a bitch. I'll say it to you too. Guys, we actually did run out of storage. What I was saying though is part of being able to be with someone who's like really busy, crazy, successful, travels all the time, whatever, blah, blah. And then the other part of me is like every time I know one of those guys, they cheat on their girlfriends. So then I'm like maybe I really do just need a business manbow. Maybe I did a normal Texas business manbow. Here's the thing, you could get a hembow. It exists, it happens. What is a hembow? Like, you know, like a bimbo, but a hembow. Like a businessman hembow. Like not too much go, not too many critical thoughts happening. Well, no, I think there's a lot of them that are actually in their wrist. No, I don't mean like, they're dumb. I mean, like life is, like are we settling? Not settling. I don't think hembos are bad. They're just not a businessman bow. I don't know what a businessman bow is. I don't know what you're talking about. Like a, they know what. Okay. Just like a good old stable. Yeah. You, you are in the driver's seat. When it comes to things, you know what I'm saying? Like why would he cheat on you? Like he's just happy. He's just happy to be here. Same with a bimbo. She's just happy to be here. Yeah. A hembow is just happy. You know those guys. They're just happy to be here. That's, that's, what do you think about the other end though? I think the other end is fine. I mean, the greater the risk, the greater the reward, you know what I'm saying? So it's like, you kind of have to comb through. I think you want that. I'm surprised to you. I mean, if you want that, you have to go older. Like big, big, big messy, you know, I, I think this is going to come as a surprise to you, but like I would actually like like in a couple for it to like be about them for once. Like I don't need to be the center of attention. Yeah. I mean, even for me, like honestly, if I were to go to say a bar and some joke, I mean vanilla ass mofo came up to me and was like, hello, who are you? And we started talking, we hit it off. I'm moving here. I'm, I'm packing my bags and moving here. I'm settling now. Like I'm tired. I've lived. I've lived. You know what? I think we'll like, it is November and I think it'd be good for us to start on our 2022 intentions. 2022 intentions. And I think that I will put falling in love on my, on my list. Wow. That's huge. I love, I think when you fall in love, all have to fall in love because it's like, then who else do I have? That's what I worry about with one of our other friends. And he started dating. I was like, God, what are we going to do? Like everyone's going to start dating and it's just going to be like a dominant fact. Yeah. Cause if you're out, those are not fun days, but I'm not going to ever be like, I mean, I know when you get into a relationship, you like stop going out as much, whatever. I would rather be with someone who like wants to grab more, but I know, but here's the thing. If you have a boyfriend right now, he'd be here. Like hopefully he would have a job right now with 445. Okay. He'd be on his way here. But I don't want to be in a relationship where I'm like with him every day. I'm like over that. I would like that twice a week. That's a lie. No, like weekends obviously are different, but I have weekly girl centers on Friday nights. I know. That's Friday night. I don't know. I just don't want to be like 7. Yeah. I'm not saying 24 seven. I'm just also saying like when you get a taste of that Bay, like you don't want to let it go. When you, I don't know what to say. Well, anyways, guys, I think for my 2022 intentions, I'll put falling in love. Notice how it doesn't say date though. I'm going to sit. No, I'm going to figure it out. I'm not going to go on dates with people. Like I have to meet you and fall in love and that's it. That's stupid. Look at Courtney and Travis. They didn't have to go on. Okay. I'll look. And now look how what who she went through though. Lord Disick, two kids later, and he still didn't even touch it down. And now more than two kids, 34, it doesn't matter. I'm not saying I'm going to go through. I'll just, I'm telling you, like, well, that's what people did in the old days. They would just meet out about, okay, look at our divorce rates. I don't know. I'm not saying your method doesn't work, but I'm also saying that just like I'm also saying just like it's a new day. But like the people that I have been like absolutely obsessed with and I've been like, I'm so glad that I dated them. I don't know if I would have swiped on the dating out. Yes, you would have. Or I wouldn't have forgotten your plan. See, and that's what's so sick about you. There is literally nice guys that message you and you don't, but I would have never known like you can't see like their personality, how funny they are and like how good they were with some other things through a dating app. But you don't even try to get to know them. That's my frustration with you. That's like what makes you like want to rip out my brains, bro. It's like you don't even try. You automatically assume it's an assumption for me. Like when you assume you're like, oh no, there's just, I'm like, bro, that's half. And listen, I have to have like at least one mutual friend with someone I've decided. No, because of really bad experiences that I know people have had on hint recently. Okay, dating apps not hinted as quickly. Okay, but I also just want one thing. And also I love my friends. Like why can't they just be friends with my friends? Okay, but who's just you? I can't because it's you. You're the problem. You're the problem, and I'm here to tell you the same way that you hop in my shit. I'm hopping in your shit right now because you are the problem, dude. You're saying all this stuff. You're making all these assumptions, all these fairy tales up in your head about who says he said, she said, this is what's going to happen. And that's not even what's happening right now. You literally made that all that shit up. Like you were like, they're not going to be friends with my friends. They, most likely they are going to be friends with your friends because our friends are the easiest friends to get along with. We met a few of them. I mean the girls. Yeah, that's true. I just mean that. It's doable. You choose not to because you're stuck in your ways. Admit it. Just admit that you're stuck in your way. If I was like, oh my god, I really want it. If it was 2022, I'm like, oh, I really want it. But you would never allow yourself to just be like, I want to be with someone. That is actually so false. Then go on a date. Then go on a date. I've already done it this year. I'm tapped out. I'm tapped out. I'm tapped out. I'm tapped out. Exactly. Exactly. I've already done it. You're not going to do it. I'm tapped out. Then go on a date. Then go on a date and prove me wrong. That's all you have to do. Well, now I'm not really interested in going on a date. See, but that's what you say. No, that is your problem. See, Kendi, if you say, if you say, oh, it's not that. I don't want to go to it. Oh, it's not this. It's not that. Like, oh, I don't care. So nonchalant, nonchalant. Then what's the big hiccup on going on a date? Because that's time that I could be spending either reading or with my friends. Bitch, you read 4,000 million fucking books and you've gone out weekend, weekend, weekend, weekend, weekend. You can go out on a weekday tonight at 8 p.m. dinner at Lilo's wine bar. Like, you, you're, see, you're a capper. I caught you. And maybe you'll just start dating in a certain industry that I would like to date with. No, because you wouldn't even do that. No, I would. If it was this, if it was something else, I would. Okay, then how are you going to approach that? I'm going to start DMing. I will. It's a lie. Just go on a date. Just go on a date. Like, just, just go on one. Like, literally prove me wrong and go on one date with someone you've met just met on an app. I'll have to get back to you, though. See? I'm thinking about, okay, but what's the hesitation? I guess I don't really have an interest in it. You, it's, but why, like, it's just like, but you kind of do. But, okay, if you don't have an interest in what's holding you back, like, then it means nothing, right? Like, it's just a date. But because it means nothing, I just don't have an interest in going on one date. Okay, but then it's just for the sake of being like, I've gone on one, it was whatever. Okay, cool, bye. Like, if someone really caught my eye and lost it, maybe. But you don't even reply to people that catch their eyes. Maybe I will reply. You know what I'm going to do? I'm going to reply right this time. Do you want me to unpause that from now? No! Kenty! No! Have people from four months ago. They're not going to respond to you. No, this is not the ongo because we got back on it a few weeks ago. The other girls did. For a few weeks. Do you, like, hear that? Um, someone said, you're the fluffiest dog I've ever seen. Probably, I don't know. You did reply to this guy three months later. Yeah, that's what I mean. They're just inviting me to start chatting and I didn't say anything. So just saying hi, like, like, you can, it's okay, you can talk. Just say hi? Yeah, just like, hey, or say something about their profile. Just say hi. Look at me go guys. What do I say to you, the fluffiest dog I've ever seen? He's like, hey, he's pretty great. Off camera. Yeah, well, no one can see from my perspective. Honestly, I really need to go to, like, a nice skincare routine. I'm breaking out from our weekend out. Yeah, well, I think everyone, I just really wanted to give you a real look in a day in the life. I mean, doggy still wants to be your friend. Yeah, and if you, for everyone who says that you guys want us to be your friends so badly, you know, I mean, I don't know if you do. So we're off. Oh my god, duck. I've been listening to red to prep myself for the past hour. The popster here. My room is really clean. I just self tan. So I'm wearing the same sweatpants because I don't care if they get stained. I normally don't wear them in public. And then just a black tank top. I always try to wear like things that I don't care about after I tan, even though it, unless it's white, it normally washes out. I did a nice hair mask and I can leave in oil. I don't know, like a leave in treatment of some sort. I have my favorite Ugg slippers on. I keep getting tagged in stories from you guys. Yes, I have them. I pre-ordered them in the brown color. So I'll link them below. I need to make dinner. I can't believe the first one I've, honestly, I don't know if I've ever, like, messed up a recipe to that extent, especially when it's like that easy, you know, because I think I'm worth a story. So anyways, I need to figure out dinner plans. It's 6 p.m. I have a goal, a lot of you guys know, to read 100 books in 2021. I have like 15 left, but I'm almost done with three books, like two of them are non-fiction. So honestly, Dom's going to the movies tonight and I think I'm gonna try to finish at least two of them. So then it's off my, off my list of things to do because I'm going to hit that goal. I've been working towards it all year and things are only gonna get crazier and busier. So even with the holidays, like, yes, you have the holidays you can chill, but also at the same time, like, I'm traveling and, you know, whatever. So anyways, this is my outfit. Big self tan girl. I use St. Drape. The Express one. The Ashley Graham one's the best. This lip balm, Summer Fridays, is the best lip balm you'll ever use. I keep this on my night side. Nightstand on my night side table. I always have a water bottle full of water as well. Candle, candle. You get the ordeal. Fits is just getting cozy. Coco as well. And we're already on the stairs. Mother Dom. Look at how magical that plant needs to go. Look, when am I gonna start away? But look at how magical this is. Just walking downstairs, seeing all this. The rest of the decor isn't even. It's not even done yet. There's a spider. And Kendi's just so brave. Oh, she's getting close. Wait, is it still there? Oh, oh, shit. Oh, shit. You scared me. You're so fearless. Look at you. You know, I really am. Taylor Swift's fearless. You need help. Okay. Well, you don't have to make it all like that. Look at your abs. Oh, is she being placed on the grimm? Dom, what's our favorite trade-off? You kill a spider, I take the dogs out. I wouldn't much other kill spiders. Husband and wife. Literally. So, Montana's clearly developing. Can't wash it off till the morning. Bye, pups. Off to read I go. It's really important that we go upstairs and cultivate when at time five. These things really matter to me, as you guys probably know. So, we have my room. I guess it's got a sock. I literally have no idea where that came from. At all. But here I have my bed. It's so cozy. I'm gonna lie to candle. I put on my hatch, restore alarm clock. This thing is the best thing ever. Oh, it's not even plugged in. I always unplug it. It's still searching for nearby devices, but I'm gonna light my marshmallow fireside candle. This candle, like honestly, yes, I typically like more mature scents. Bath and Body Works Christmas just reminds me of like everything good in the world. And this just makes me feel like safe, because this is the candle I grew up with. I just love it. So, anyways, I don't, this is not connecting now. I don't even feel like fixing it. But normally I put this light on and then I'll turn everything off of my room. This light will go off. I'm not even gonna film that because it makes my like camera settings look weird. But, and there's like a little bit of like white noise and like waves that play. And I read my book and then I go to bed. So, that is it for today's video. I'm actually just going to edit. I mean, no, I'm not gonna edit. I'm just gonna read the rest of the day. But let me know if you guys like these unedited day in my life vlogs. It was not the most eventful day. But I hope you guys enjoyed. Love you guys so much. And I will talk to you soon. Bye.