 I'm getting on well with Dylan now. He's still with Rianne and I'm actually fine with it. At first it was hard. It was pretty hard to deal with because obviously that was another one of my friends that he'd then been with. There's nothing that you can do to stop it or there's no point in you sitting here getting upset and angry over it, just let it go. They're going to do what they want to do, you go do what you want to do so I just sort of really focused on me. Today for the first time we're all meeting up together. We're off to a music festival for parents and kids. Dylan's bringing Mackenzie and Dulcy May because he's doing the childcare this week. You want to see your mommy? A daddy too. Your hand daddy. Hand Dulcy. I don't think Rianne wanted to come but she doesn't want him to go on his own with me. I think Dylan's going to be feeling a bit awkward. Looking a bit nervous. It's for the kids. Yeah it's for the kids. I'm starting to get nervous about seeing them now but I'm determined to put on a brave face. The reason why I've asked you to come round for a chat is because I just feel stressed constantly because there's no point of communication. It's like I can rather ring you and you're not answering or I just can't get free to you completely or not because the phone's off. God forbid anything was to happen to this baby. How would I get out of you? I don't know what to say. We'll say something because I'm not having a one sided conversation. I have to ring you about 20 times to get through to you. Why am I having to pay for all this? And you're paying nursery? Nursery. Yeah nursery yeah. Nursery. I'm only doing three days a week and work. So what? She's being left on my toes now. I'm being left holding the baby. Not really no. Not really. Not really right. You need to sort that out because you have abandoned me with all the financial stresses of this property. Trying to keep a roof above our head and trying to do the best I can be for our child on my own. I'm not there sleeping on the couch or a sofa bed or the floor. Yeah trying to find out where I can have my daughter on. Because I want to see my daughter. Well I actually have to come home several times in these days. I don't want to come home. I can't understand you. Right well there you go. You can't. I'm really upset with my mum's fiance Diego. He's taken over my family meal and I'm really hacked off. What kind of sauce? You say you may don't like it with butter? But chipsy. You've done a good job. I'm in Diego. And now Brooklyn started playing up. Where to go? Get off that now. It couldn't get anywhere. Stop it. Don't smack. I wanted to make you all a nice meal. I've never done that in my life. I'm the one who's been moaning about family time and all that. And I just get him taken over. And then I've got Brooklyn just doing this and that. He just annoys me. I've just said to him then, no Diego you play it up. You've done everything. Brooklyn just constantly. And I'm like I can't. I generally feel like sometimes I'm a bit of a failure. I just think what can I do to prove everyone wrong? What can I do to prove that I'm trying my best? I feel like my son hates me. I feel like my family hates me. I feel like everyone hates me. I'm just like where did I go wrong in life?