 Facebook days and I'm supposed to do was make a mixtape and put it on that piff and then that Blown up and I would have been sitting right with fucking Nicki Minaj That's facts. We would have been eating and hurraying and hurraying I'm so the talk of the town What's up y'all, it's your girl Brianna Imani and you're here for another interview with talk of the town and today I have the beautiful Yes, we have young ash in the building and I'm so excited to have you here I feel like I literally like grew up with you I'm not even gonna find like I like taking it back to like the messa desa Wining days, bro. Like you did your jump off in Jump off freestyle. Yes, bro. Ash been around she went outside So how has it been like coming from that age of like the Bronx wine in an early early freestyling days to now So honestly, it's been awesome. It's been a roller coaster I shall say like it's been ups down left right corners But I'm gonna be honest as long as you stay neutral and real and loyal to yourself You're always gonna be good. Right. That's something that kept me Uplifted and relevant all these years like I've never tied down like lucky boom at the time when Facebook fame was a thing is that you have all these different Freakin dance crews you have evil you had that so you had TCO you had all this different stuff And they used to want me to tie down, but nah, so you see me here You see me there you see me cuz once you get tied down to some click crew block It's like now you got your beef is my beef, right, right, right No, you definitely do a very good job of staying relevant like even back then you was doing your freestyles using J John video like you like you're like a known face like people just know your face They know your name. So like you've done an amazing job. You know up until now would just stay irrelevant So tell me how did you first get into like starting your freestyles and making your music? Wow, so alright I used to write poetry, right? So I used to write poems. So I used to always make songs like a puddle up But they were poems. It was so wrong for me. So Basically, I grew up in a very strict household like I wasn't allowed to have face I wasn't allowed to have my space. I used to make a sneaky one. I made a sneaky account at 16, right? So I was doing freestyles and it was like to Nicki Minaj beats Jay-Z monster like little beats like that Mm-hmm, and it had its 80 likes. So on Facebook on private 80 was a lot. Yeah 2013 so it's funny cuz it got back to my pops like I think when my uncles in China last so my pops like He heard it, but then he seemed the interaction. He seemed to have like 50 comments. So he's like, all right At least she not back like right He she cursed him, but she good right? So once my pops agreed with it it was up from there like so there was this one girl Her name was Briella. Yes, Briella story So Briella miss Briella like she was getting bullied because you know, she had a grown-ass woman body Yeah, she was like 13 years old and she got exposed on nudity like from a boy or whatever So she asked me to write her song so I asked her like I asked her like do you want to fast be slow be just tell Me the story so I took the story That same night. This was the first time I ever experienced Facebook fame that same night It went to like 40,000 on YouTube It was that like 2000 shares by the two days later people coming up to me and for them Or this was brand new to me because remember I was in like strip I mean and even like all for that We weren't even at the time with social media that we are now So that just goes to show how strong it was like the word got around real real quick exactly So it became like I was kids school lunch table conversation Mm-hmm, and that's a difference like pool because now it was like in school everybody talking about me And I'm the same age like I was still 17 and 16 at the time So I just knew it was gonna work because I see in school. I was always like on the road So my senior year only had two classes. So I would do my classes then I'm going home to write I was very passionate about making music. So regardless after I started releasing Freestyles only because it's ridiculous. I still never did a mixtape album. I always did just singles and free styles Mm-hmm it started taking off like by then that's when kids start to dance Was a thing and it's funny how the tables turn because at first I had asked them like for feature prices These niggas gonna tell me 3k But as a month went by and I'm dropping freestyles They came to me now and was that what we're gonna give you the feature so you doing your thing Fill me see at the time. I was so humble, but I should have dubbed them I should have dubbed it like oh now you want to work, but I don't look I don't burn bridges I always look at it like all right, you know what you came back and everything is a blessing in disguise because I took over a thing The minute I did that it was literally God's timing I mean, you know everything in the moment isn't gonna be for you But you see exactly what happened. You know something in you know not to take it then and it worked out for you in the long run So I know you was doing your feast your freestyles initially So what's what's usually your inspiration for the freestyles that you made? Feelings I feelings like cuz I when I speak I have this like a people have this bad tendency to think I'm grimy as hell Mm-hmm my tone of voice the way I approach. I'm very aggressive sometimes. So it sounds like I'm angry But I really don't be tight. So when I realized when I told people got ego So when I speak they feel like oh, she thinks she all that she thinks she did so why are you talking to me like that? So I realized like all right, I'm gonna put it in lyrics and when I speak in lyrics because it's beat people's They they go free right now because they listen into a song with judgment and when I'm speaking real Words is like all rock rock. Well, so that's what it was for me Like the inspiration really came from my feelings what I go through what I can't say Without putting it in a song type of time So it's interesting that you say like, you know You're so aggressive and stuff like that because I know with a lot of female artists It's like a lot of they feel like a lot of people take advantage of I guess their vulnerability And people thinking that they could just run all over them So what's your experience been like as a female artist? So me? I don't got daddy issues. Thank God So it's hard to try to bribe me or try to Give me the facade of oh, yo, I could put you on cities Myself I did put myself. I bought myself shit. So it's like people men Men is very shiesty in this industry and it's funny because it's like if I don't fuck you You're not playing my song and if I don't suck you you ain't putting me on like right and I go through that a whole lot but I've learned to be more feminine because at the time when I was a younger like I was looking at it like Oh, that's fucked up. That's this but then I'm like, no I'm actually 10 steps ahead because I know what you think and I know what you want. So when you're vulnerable Yes, I went through a lot of situation where men just close the door in my face like straight up abandon me Like that. I used to think like them isn't me like maybe I never felt to give up I never had that thought but I always felt like damn I got to probably be more sexy or I got to be more nice And that's when I started becoming more feminine because I realized not no funny a nigga will punch you in your face Like if you stay here and be like yo my nigga a nigga will dead-ass be like your bitch What and if you punch me in my face is true It is my fault why am I talking to you like I'm you I'm not you know no no no females in the and we're not gonna get That mistaken females and male are equal but not no honor not physically Physically not physically now when it comes to talking to you like a man cuz if I see him be like you're my nigga And I'll tap you up Yeah, not a fatty like so I learned because I have a very aggressive tone of voice To be feminine, so I've always for years. I've called men king So it's like I could violate you for cool. You were king in the end and I know your ego gonna feel that It's annoying, but I learned how to talk to you don't disrespect you with grace if I need to So all right, so I know there was like a lapse between I think you put out like one freestyle I think it was like wait a minute, and then you started making music like this year Yeah, so what what was taking up your time in the meantime? What was you doing? All right, so So that gap yes, I went through a gap like that probably was when I was 21 so basically I as you start getting bigger you start meeting different labels You start meeting freaking scumbag ass people that they're distributors that they're this they're that so Because I was so secluded. I had a cousin that was putting me on like working with me and he put me on to these people and That crew the first year we shook it up. That's what we had all the different right of died That's when we did the wait a minute. That's what we was really consistent But as the deal started talking they got greedy and they fucked everything up for me So when they fucked everything up for me, I wasn't aware this because I wasn't in the meetings So, you know when you got management when you got people that represent you if they're snakes I'm the one that gets held accountable right not them because you're talking about young ash So if you come in and being like you I need a hundred thousand for young ash But then young ash is not posting shit about y'all. I get held accountable, but see Ash never knew You didn't even know what was going on, right? So after I started finding out It was already I was probably like 22 now, so around there I started skin 22 right so me I've always I've always looked at making it as financially free, right? So I don't look at making it as fame as old shade of room. I'm not a shade It's a dollar dollar bill. It's like yeah, I've always looked at that as long as I'm financially free, right? I'm good like as long as my mom is good. My parents is good my family I'm happy. Mm-hmm. So at 22 I met this one guy. He was so awesome Like he's a ex now, but he was great. Not dead ass like let's say I met him today by Thursday He took me to Cali. Oh, he is he he was just he was a real man like Now you met this guy like on some like romantic shit or you met him on just like that was like one of your Okay, okay, oh he was flying you out Okay, but no, I've always been a lover girl if now at 26 I'm greasing men But no, I was always a lover girl. I used to wear my heart on my sleeve So no son was lit so he was like just lit so he had me everywhere and we was very private doing so around then like I Had so much money that it was like music to me was like But then at 23 I got Right, so I got invited at 23 so when I got invited this nigga get us deleted all our pictures Nah Let's take a guy so scary he deleted all our pictures he he like I was scared now like now No, I don't want to take a flight with you. I don't know no I'm being watched like now. I knew they were watching me for years. So I'm like, no, we can't move like that So on my birthday month, so that's let's say I got invited in July my birthday September He wanted me to go to Puerto Rico with him and it was it was gonna be a pop trip Like if I get caught with anything right now, I'm going away They give me three like is it right are you already knew what the fuck was going on because you knew to delete the pictures You knew to do all of that you ain't want to do nothing Real fresh it's too soon. So son. I dad didn't go with son. He dead took another bitch like He took another bitch on my birthday month to Puerto Rico It's a Puerto Rico, so I'm like, oh, no, that should broke my heart. So from there I dubbed him Dubbed him. I found out that girls intuition. Please don't lie. No Trust me is real cuz I found the picture I found the girl enough and he was still lying And that kind of scares me because it's like damn if I'm 70 you're gonna put me in a crazy house He would have me think I'm lying like girl. We all been there. I gotta stop Right so that's the break that's the break so remember that's like 22 23 now 24 remember once I got in that I had to go low Yeah I had to go low like I had to go low cuz now it was like They raped me like they straight up old young ash lowered her fans. I'm like fuck. I didn't y'all knew what I was doing Right, I told him right. Oh, yeah, you put in a check in your car. You knew you was the one taking the money out Game let's stop playing Nobody I'm a lot to nobody I swindled am I use my fame for nothing I kept it a buck like let's clear it up just in case anybody no And they were the ones taking the money out so and they got paid so y'all just got scared and y'all snitched on me But it's I because you feel me but John knew what I was doing That's why I got okay cuz my story that has match like mm-hmm after that 23 I had to go to humble them because now it's young ashes lower and her fans I couldn't keep shitting on it because now it became like it couldn't look like I ain't kid Right, so I needed the the folks to understand the white folks like not kid. I can't know I know I'm very want to hold myself accountable So it's like I know what I'm doing and at the time I was working with a publishing company and they had they were they weren't white, but they looked like Okay, so it works But it works you feel me after that a year past now I'm 24 My blood guilty in July thank God for COVID and no thank God for Take that exactly how she meant Because you know my probation y'all was supposed to be I was supposed to go to like 40 schools and tell people not to skin Damn Not to scam right well when COVID happened guess what? She is to that right I'm taking my vigil she is to that The probation instead of the 40 schools. They just went down to five videos. Okay She likes my journey to snitch on nobody I got snitched on I was a walking testimony because I got invited It was six people. I never even met. Hmm. I believe in you. Oh, thank God But I work for me because it's like I don't want to know your names and there's no relation There's no connection. Yeah, I'm not here because of me and I'm not here cuz y'all right it It's still protected my street credibility because it's like nah And even me being so authentic even when I was doing the videos I was like don't scam because you will get caught like me. So it wasn't even some real like Scripted John right literally trusted me to make the video the video only had to be like two minutes And I did my five videos and no cap tap on the wrist and I was good and after that like now Mm-hmm. I 25 right so 25 came Now I can pop out I can start shitting on you. Yeah But I want to talk again. Like it's like the switch went back on now. So now I'm like, all right So from 24, that's when I started doing that advice. I used to always talk shit. Oh, yeah Oh, yeah, I used to talk shit Oh, but I started giving advice cuz I'm like, all right right now. They think I lowered my fans You can't hate on a bitch you relate to mm-hmm So yeah, you cannot like me But if I'm telling you some shit that hits home, you gotta fuck with me Well, there's you fucking with me because of that video, but it's time to hit home You feel me so that's why I started giving advice cuz it's like now I gotta clean this up like a lot of people looking at me like a menace to society So once I started giving advice is everybody forgot about this shit. That's why I should don't worry about shit That happens to y'all because three months later you give them another story. You good Mm-hmm. This is the industry days. It's clout. Yeah, they ride away So now at 26 because I cleaned all that up and I got deleted again. Oh, yeah But in September 7th, so it's a month. I'm a 17k in a month organically I've always said organic or that buying shit blows mine. I'm like that's so fake But it's all right. We stay organic boom now 2022 I'm gonna finally give them the album the mixtape Everything else Relationships everybody know me now the new generation is knowing me So definitely a lot of lessons learned throughout the years And I mean I feel like it kind of happened for the best because as the time is growing, you know Some of the time you may have been saving face, you know Not really being as active as you would have wanted to be but you taking notes you learning you keeping up with the trains You know exactly what's going on you still in the know clearly because everybody still tapped in Exactly, I mean we still tap in so I mean clearly it really still works. So this time around I know you back into the music and everything. So what's different? Wow experience Experience and I got bit by sharks So I was a in order to be a shark you got to swim with them I mean I can swim I've been ran I've been bit so it's like now I know everything that's need to be known and this is why I'm grateful for what is shit that happened to me because Since it happened to me at such a young age, it's never gonna happen again and on top of that I know what it's like to have it all and to lose everything and be at negative 60,000 that's another thing it was 60 bands plus 30 So I know what it's like to be a negative 60,000 and come right back up in four months And be able to still be breathing like so now it's a little different because now I'm humble At the time I was not I ain't care to go to jail fighting now is I know you have a nice day Yeah, like as long as you don't touch me we good cuz you know self defense or a sudden is Wake wake right we know me. So it's like now because all this happened to me I got so humble that I learned I was always the type to treat the CEO like a junior So that's not but I don't mean that humbleness. I just mean in the type of way where I don't make enemies And I understand now all these sayings is real I keep your friends close enemy close in no place like home Little is more like all these sayings is real because I understand why people say keep your friends close and enemies closer Because your enemies no matter how much you want to dub somebody some way somehow they can help you But you got to be smart and know you bit me once you ain't gonna bite me again. You feel me? But now I know where to place you at right so it's like for example me I know a lot of people so bear shit about me cuz of Facebook you feel me But I never judged the people that spoke about me cuz now they don't know what they do Because they don't know who they talking upon like they don't know me so I get it like Judgment Israel you might not know somebody of your friend your best friend is telling you something about somebody you don't know them So you're gonna go with what your friend is telling you right? So I learned not to do nothing. I learned to be ego list to be pride list to be more in a point that is like All right, if you treat me bad, I know how to treat you but I ain't gonna treat you the same So you got at least know there's good people out. Mm-hmm. So now it was just different because I got experience I know what I missed out like for example in the Facebook days But I was supposed to do was make a mixtape and put it on that piff I would have blown up and I would have been saying right with fucking Nicki Minaj That's facts. We would have been eating and her and and her and but at the time Yeah, I know about none of that because I was such a homebody. I know about world star. I know about that piff I know about that so now I understand. No, this is about marketing. This is about money money power respect you could be broke and have the latest song ever but It's not gonna go anywhere unless you got connections, right? So that's what it's about Okay, well that that was a word. That was a word for sure So what do you think about like the current state of music right now? I'm uh, I mean, okay, you took the deep side. So for the people out there That's watching I'm gonna give a little context cuz I'm really interested and know what you think Ashes from the boogie down Bronx. We already know like what's going on with the Bronx drill scene I saw you in the be love video Yes, I'm so curious like what do you think about what's going on? All right, so honestly People get creative in their own way, right? So you see the bronzer drill was a bunch of um kid like kittens They're kids Yeah, like even though yeah, they want to be grown man because they do got grown man money and they probably got a grown man take two I know Yeah, I'm gonna see some real quick, but yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, but um Just think I said feelings where you see I said I'm rapping is Distinguished by my feelings. So it's like all these kids. They probably do got mad beat Mm-hmm, but something in they spirit when spirit talks, you can't ignore for sure So something in they spirit knows that they're destined to be audience So they taking that and put in all the grimy shit behind it, which is cool Mm-hmm, but you need to understand negativity when negativity comes right back times more so it works Yeah, but if you see one of them dead at 24, I can't oh he was a good kid Cuz it becomes and we don't wish that on nobody we send blessings and prayers to everybody and we're not talking about the game You speak in generally talking about the you know UK rappers who and it all started with drill It's just you need to be careful. Mm-hmm the energy you put out and once you become a very big subject The more you talk the faster it comes back because you're putting a high pedestal. I love what they're doing Actually do love it because I know they're not dumb I know they're not talking this drill shit and not gonna pop out with a game, right? But I also need them to understand that You in a higher level in the devil will try to bring you more beef and try to put you in your ops face That's also lit like you To bring both for y'all down at that very moon. Mm-hmm, so I love what they doing But I hate the disrespect. Okay. I hate the disrespect So so what you mean like when it comes to like speaking on day Speaking on the deck that's really fighting words and when you from New York, the Bronx Taking you out like that's facts. We taking you out, but that's what you need to understand You got things to lose now. Mm-hmm. It's not the same no more. Yeah, you rapping that slick talk But stay slick and protected don't stay slick and then pop out to a spot in the Bronx because your friend invited you there Set up or don't get slick and you pop out on the shorty and now you get set up by a You feel me so You guys set up for my op-ed and then now you shot. Oh, I think I robbed you knew better, right new better So That's why I say I do love it because I understand it's really coming from this So I know they want to talk at all, but I also know y'all teddy bear Yeah, I want to be loved and comforted y'all want to be friends with everybody, but y'all can't right? Because once you took that talk see me I'll talk that talk and say sorry. No when they talk that's what they got to stand on No, they stay in it. Yeah, me. I'll say sorry like I you know what my fault, but but no Didn't that's pride what niggas got so they they pride is not gonna let them say sorry They gonna straight up man. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you even if they know they wrong and it's like, you know How lit it would have been I would have loved it and respected it more if they was faking the beef Mmm Really is why why don't say that? Yeah, because if they was faking the beef remember fans are fanatics Mm-hmm fans and addicts so a dick an addict is somebody that's addicted to motion or addicted to something They love right so a fan is somebody that's addicted to your craft somebody that looks up to you that idolized you and that's probably like the 72% of the music industry with the fans then the 15% is the real niggas. Mm-hmm real niggas is the one that respect you They listen to your craft. They know you live, but they not a fan Okay, they know now you regular like me you shit like me, but I respect you Those are the 50% then you got the 8% that is the ones that put them on and then the 2% that is me I don't know who the fuck you are sorry So the fans remember the fans want to show right So let's say all the OGs come together and be like I also we're gonna do this for the fans Well us when we go to powerhouse when we go to revoke when we go to Rolling loud rolling loud rolling loud We know we got real Executives to present and act accordingly to mm-hmm. We think these white people want to spend nine Yo, there's 90 million dollars sitting out there from one person that will invest in you But when you become a liability it becomes a dog. Yeah, and people. Yeah, it's cute Yeah, you tough, but you being tough to a bunch of broke people. Yeah Because the fans is not that the old fans is broke But the ones that want to see you negative is low frequency as facts. Absolutely anybody that want to see you fight anybody that's that's um When you say that like like trying to what's that word when you trying to like instigate Okay, when you try to instigate something that's low frequency energy was like why you don't fight for me then I'll give you 10 bands go fight. I bet you they don't go fight. Mm-hmm, but they want you to risk it all So that's what it is with the drill shit. Well, what's going on with the music? I love it But the disrespect I hate so now okay So let's say I feel like personally with the whole drill shit. They are disrespectful, but this is also they real life They talk about a real life shit, right? So now the alternative Let's say you have a lit rapper who you know can make it. They got the flow. They got the sound What do you think about ghost writing? So if they not gonna talk about, you know the shit that they actually going through What are your thoughts on having a ghostwriter? Alright, so if you really could rap, I don't think it's wrong if you have a ghost Okay, like for example, if you really got bars and you already proved yourself and you done went hard And you want somebody to go straight to record shit that they doing 50% of your job That all you got to worry about is the performing part. I'm not even not a ghost writers, but I do not kid I'm not an artist that dead-ass think they like the best is and it's like no, you're right They're not even writing a shit. You're right is the best is but you can't knock it all the way because the way you perform it Still broke the tension. Okay, and it's like you put in money in that ghostwriter pocket So it's like who knows if that ghostwriter been wanting to rap all their life But they never made it because they probably didn't have to look they don't got the voice Mm-hmm, and they money is really coming from a record that they wrote for somebody. I respect that Because I genuinely appreciate the artist helping that right for me So I don't know not ghost writing because especially we're in a new generation. So it's not like rap is dead rap anymore I mean not wrong That's what I'm trying to still keep a part of like bring rap back Where is the Cassidy's the the real bars type of time like Cassidy? That nigga had bars where it was straight up rapper You see Cassidy Cassidy is always gonna be a legend But it's hard for him to make a song with the new generation because it's like all these youngsters only want to rap about like this Mm-hmm. It's okay Adapts you gotta adapt. It's like if we go okay If we go fucking get knocked down and we stay in a cave one day and get lost in a cage Well, no, I need a city. I need a uber. No, you better learn how to fuck Learn how to make some fire like right. So that's what it's about Alright, so do you think that people usually cat it like where does your fan base now lie more in your music or in your Instagram influence? Now, you know, they love me just period period. I love my fan base. Yes Yes They saw loyal and they saw loyal because I think it's because I'm okay Like I've never hit shit from them. I'm saying Instagram I'm a whole different person Facebook and Facebook I'm a whole different person than why am I tick-tock? Okay? So the real ones which is like 200k real ones. They follow me on all of them Mm-hmm, but then you got my tick-tock is doesn't hunt it down They run my Facebook that's seven hundred K. Mm-hmm. You got my new grand that's 70 k But then you got the snap and they still find right right, right? So it's like They they always and I try to be real real with them like I pray for my supporters Like you see me like you'll send me your names like snapchat. That's where you find me at the release I'll be telling my support. I mean y'all get me tight Me dumb ass questions. So my snapchatters are the strongest fan base. I'll be bombing them Okay, but they fuck with me because they know I'm bombing them for a reason and I mean you're interacting with them It's a lot of people, you know that are out there, you know They're making a name for themselves and they're so tapped in but they're not as connected with the people Like I play too much. I'll be like, hey guys, how y'all doing and I'll pause like 12 seconds Mm-hmm. So if they watching it's like, well, I'm doing good at you. Oh, I bet right right. I talk to them fate I'm Instagram. I'm fake as hell Not fake. I'm fake as hell No, Instagram and what I mean by fake as hell because I can't be silly. Okay on Instagram So you think Instagram is more serious. It's more Super business and judgment to as fuck. Mm-hmm fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck But it's okay because we need that balance. Mm-hmm So Instagram is where I tried to like just show them The real as far as my business, right? So businesses like if you see me since you've been following me, you know niggas is outside. Oh, absolutely Me like I was in revolt. I went to Atlanta. I just was in the lady Gaga. Oh, yeah So that's me doing something new now. Mm-hmm tapping into the movie industry. Mm-hmm So it's like Instagram is where I got a shit on everybody. Mm-hmm fuck with me. Mm-hmm Instagram Not y'all y'all. No, of course Instagram Instagram like I've had Fucking people get us unfollow me and I could read people so I know when it's cuz I'm being negative Mm-hmm. So it's like I've apologized to real famous people like listen I'm sorry that you won't follow me probably I'm too grimy for your gram and your frequency But I need some people. I got a shit on right now. I'm balling. I think to me dirty. Mm-hmm. So that's what I've learned to balance Being a good person, right cuz Instagram. They don't want to hear that They don't want to see you grimy and mean and shit. That's where everybody goes to Facebook in the other hand I don't know what the fuck y'all getting so I mean Facebook is your stomping grounds Thank you if you really want to get technical Facebook is your stomping grounds like Facebook is where where the hounds is Absolutely, so Facebook is where I know your sister and your aunt cuz you know, we family on Facebook I see you can't grow up as my nephew. Mm-hmm. I even know the grandma too. Yeah, I know the grandma too That's why your grandma probably heard of me too So Instagram is where business is that Facebook is where I will come at your cousin just to get at you Snapchat is the authentic Ash and tiktok is the fun as that's what I'd be silly and shit, but it works So what do you think about like the whole tiktok trends? Like would you do you feel like you will make a song now go like Bible on tiktok? Um Tiktok is a very good market in spot for your music to go viral. Yeah, and again, I'm not nothing I'm gonna be honest. I don't know if it's like coilering the other day. She was saying oh, it's like Nikki Oh stay on tiktok. It's like relax. Yeah, feel me and we still Bob's Bob's we hear chill out, but It's still an authentic program that will get you lit. That's like boy I'll be feeling bashful shorty cuz it's like People be trying to not go she not an artist cuz she's a tiktok a bitch people can't tiktok Absolutely, not and people can't make music that the people want to tune into Billion people want tiktok. Hello. I don't knock nobody hustles, but tiktok for me Mm-hmm. Ash is where I laugh at myself. Like just the other day I did that dance Because tiktok I feel like it gets your silly side out. Mm-hmm. If you don't like it. Oh, well, somebody on tiktok Well, you feel me right? That's what I say as long and an advice I do your people is my niggas Keep y'all feeling based on every social media cuz tiktok is they might not fuck with you on Instagram But if your Instagram get deleted those 300,000 on tiktok, they're gonna find you You better get silly on the gram a little because now you got into saying the tiktok is Mm-hmm. It works and that's what always kept me lit because my Instagram got deleted eight times Okay, so speaking of Instagram, I know that's where you keep things very business But and I quote you say you are female with a male mindset. I am What does that mean To me it means I'm gonna dog y'all men the way y'all dog And y'all gonna be so hard-broken. I'm gonna catch on y'all Y'all gonna be so hard-broken cuz y'all gonna try to call me at that, but I got you went She said I'm gonna pull on you on you I'm gonna pull on you on you and you're not gonna like it because You wasn't used to them see us females really be hard-broken. Mm-hmm. It's facts. Mm-hmm. Because we give oh And it's not even that we give all cuz we want y'all we don't give a fuck about your money. That's one thing these niggas Y'all don't even got money To do with your money like yeah, but y'all spend it on a mere reason should know I like to go skydiving I like to go on a helicopter ride at course for hundred dollars, but you not cuz that's too much money Niggas love saying bitches after the money you just money that they don't got Oh girl hold on cuz you that that head I'm gonna let you know what I mean by that I'm gonna let you know because there's a lot of people with daddy issues and it's okay But y'all with daddy issues is who get I get grease to and I got and I don't got so imagine when you do have it It becomes but we're gonna talk about that after but back to y'all niggas Nah at 26 I ain't gonna lie it's time to be lit and I've been a lover girl all my life, but I'm honest I wish holds was honest Like if you don't fuck with bitches and you know, you just want to fuck be real like you see me like a nigga Hacks me like the other day He's like your ass. So don't be tired if you see this but Yo, he asked me he was like your ass. Like let's say, you know, I'm lit He said he's like I'm lit if I go out with you or something. I know you a hoe I kept it a buck. I'm like now you a whole five. Like no, I got hoes I don't need you posting me and and luckily because I'm so neutral I couldn't be outside and posting a good right and they not even think I'm fucking them Right, but we know what we're doing. But yeah And that's when niggas don't like that because now I'm doing that to you and it becomes that So Yes, I have a men mentality now because I was such a queen to these men And I still got grease and it came from the broke ones Because the broke ones love saying oh, I want a bitch that's gonna stay down with me like this. Y'all still gonna cheat I Still gonna cheat broke y'all gonna cheat so if y'all cheated broke imagine when y'all got mad bitches in y'all face ugly Because you're still ugly, but yeah Love her so absolutely keeping it a buck at 26 now is like I learned no, I'm gonna grease y'all until I'm 29 Not 29. Okay. The 30s is different So I've always been your since 14 Oh, damn can relate And I've really been relationships. I was a queen like I wow You can cheat on that's how really it is That's how really it is you can cheat on me and I still look at it I will still give you the benefit of the doubt because I'm like, all right Well, we just started talking so he probably think I'm briny. Mm-hmm. I will still try to mend with them like But then I realized no is not that y'all grimy. No is y'all always had trust issues and men their chromosome That chromosome that they got It greases us So wait, so what so what's your thoughts about just dating while you're in the industry? How how has that been just All right of all so lately knows so let's talk about let's talk about 14 to 25 Okay Has 11 years So around that time I was always dating low-key men Okay, low-key niggas, but then you got these low-key insecure ass bastards No fathers because men got daddy issues too. Let's not let's touch your bone real quick. Y'all got daddy issues. Y'all dad left y'all too But No But the problem is here what happens is They see here and have them seen trust issues to everybody. Yeah, me. No I treat everybody as a new human being. I just met you. I can't blame you for what my ex did I'm gonna make sure I treat you until you disappoint me My energy with you is that a million until you disappoint me Is it's your time to shine or is your time to get dark again? So When it comes to that when it comes to the industry men see now at 26, I just started And every year I tell myself I'm gonna do something I ain't do last year So last year I was in a pen. I was a sin. Uh-huh now. I'm now you Big But now with the industry niggas is a fun experience because industry niggas expect you to something big Absolutely not because they're late. There was one industry nigga. I dealt with at 24 And I don't like Right, it's okay Okay, this is right before I even like like really fucked him right. Mm-hmm, but to me it was I'll be sucking just to see something But You see, this is why we fuck with ass. Yeah I ain't gonna lie sun dubbed this shit out of me not after It was probably like five times after but I know why because a man I imagine the female coming and sucking they dick the first night and leaving. Um, but I left him I sucked it up and I left like he fell asleep and I left while he was sleeping I left while he was sleeping that ass. So and then he woke up with like an asthma attack Oh my god I mean no names. It's not he woke up with an asthma attack He wrote me the next day like bro. Why you left? So I know remember niggas don't know you so I know he probably look at me like you dick sucking ass, bitch You're gonna see you suck my dick that good and then leave and then I catch And you like me to come for me, bitch. I get it But in my world, I know you live So it's like I'm gonna do something nobody ever did to you And I know bitches probably want to they they gonna suck it but then they own your dick after I ain't gonna have to once he dubbed me a little bit like I'm like, uh, I started like I did the whole yo, what's wrong? Like, uh, is it me? Like, but then I realized no It's not me you're doing to me on me. Hell. Yeah, never burst psychology. You don't think it's trying to get you That's where karma slept the shit out of me because he dead ass pulled the me on me And at the time I was such a lover girl I didn't understand it because this was my first industry nigga And I was trying to pull a hem on him for I was still a lover girl So it didn't work on me So he's one nigga that could be like, bitch, I had that bitch and I dubbed her and you're right But you don't only want so be happy But after that, yeah, he don't leave one. He don't leave one after that 26 Now I got these industry niggas, but I'm taking them out And I know my work for them so it's like I learned the game like it's like if you want to fuck I'm gonna make you spend a little bit Like I'm gonna make you spend because at the end of the day like I could take myself out on a date I could buy myself food, I could buy myself I could take you on a trip. So now it became more like Now let me take you out and let me have you blushing You know because niggas not used to that Exactly, niggas not used to that at all They be world surprise. They get them a little way If you taking them out They wet. Now niggas if you take them out on the day they blushing You start falling in love and it's like I'm not here for that So I'm 29. I'm sorry. I'm just here to dog you out Yeah, I'm here to dog you out And I'm sorry that my past is why I'm like this now But fuck olio Fuck olio until 29 at 29 when I become a queen again in the princess I mean you still are a queen. Let's not do that You still are don't don't do that. You still are queen Now I'm a niggas with the niggas. You're a queen with niggas tendencies Chubba no a real queen is not fucking That's facts. I'm gonna be honest queen. Yeah, I'm not even a little bit Nah, she got it. You got to be in a relationship a queen. Okay. Okay queen is a majesty Anybody's gonna want to save me fucking the queen think about you right fucking the king's bitch So It becomes a queen no right now and it's funny because that's why I got this tattoo, right? I got a crown and it was because any nigga that ain't calling me a queen I'm gonna tell you fuck you or you're gonna kiss it that little That little cute kiss, you know Feel me so But after I'm like, no, I don't want to be a queen no more. I got the niggas y'all but the niggas that I'm niggering it out I Know y'all got karma y'all probably in facing and this is where it's me All right So just getting back to the music just so that we know what's going on What can we look forward to like you back on the scene you back outside? You've been dropping shit. You've been performing. What can we look forward to? You know, I ain't shit. I'll be performing songs That's not out yet I mean, but you're giving the people a little taste right right now. I got two albums I'm working on the first one is called better late than ever. Okay I feel it fits the substance because you know, I haven't dropped an album. I never dropped to make safe I've never dropped an album So I'm gonna do better late than ever. The next one is the heart of the city Because I feel like I'm real so it's like I'm I'm gonna teach y'all some shit Y'all never thought would be tall back from the female and the male industry And I have a mix tape called the life of young ash recipe so my other fucking instagram Because it was called the life of young ass. So I got three projects that I'm dropping in 2022 in the first five months So I'm gonna drop the album march I'm gonna drop the second album april and I'm gonna drop the um mix tape around june Okay, summertime box. So let's keep our fingers crossed because April 12th is my birthday. Maybe a good day birthday game So what can we look forward to with these albums? Like what's the sound sound like it's gonna be so versatile That's one thing I was never put in a box because I rap so I'm a rapper before anything, but I also explore dance. Oh, right I also explore spanish latin. I also explore afro beats. So We're gonna go international. We want the world. We don't want the projects. Absolutely The projects I'll leave that for the niggas and the niggas that I'll just put under the wing and it's like just post me real quick But I want international. We want to go worldwide. I got a big secret. I'm gonna put out But that's 2023. I'm gonna put it out. Oh Two years girl. You can't keep us waiting that long. That's a lot. We're gonna manifest real quick. Okay I got something big coming. We own a property. We own a land. Yes We're gonna create a new future for people that generational wealth exactly where it's about Creating the new because mason's Y'all know who y'all and I just became a target by saying that but it's I we all love peace and genuine And good it's all good vibes. Good energy, right? They've been taking over. So I feel like We gotta knock the doors down. Okay. Okay. Okay. So like When it comes to your new albums, you don't got to give us too much But can we look forward to any collabs with people? You know No, not yet. Okay. Yeah, but not yet. I'm gonna put y'all on. Okay. Basically right now. So I live in the moment. So I ain't gonna lie a lot of people don't fuck with ash I don't know what it is. I don't know if I intimidated Well, you know when you the littlest bitch in the room, they feel like I'm not bringing all around because you're gonna steal the shop But they don't know I'm real thankful Like if you take real genuine, no, I'm thankful. Fuck a genuine. I'm thankful If you take me somewhere and you have me meet Somebody and you change my life for that moment. I'm gonna thank you and I don't give fuck if we beef the next day thank you and um I feel people don't know that or they're not used to that So they think like when I come around they think I'm a user Or they think I want to take they shine No, I'm gonna take your shine because I I'm still it Right. It's me. I'm always be me But I'm gonna take your shine and multiply it because you gave it to me So I was like, look, I took all his fans Look, I started we follow each other right now When I know he is he go probably be tight when he hear it, but he me so so no You created the dance pool and she gave me young ass. She gave me that So it don't matter if we cool or not I'ma always give you things And a lot of people don't do that because They feel like oh don't fuck that. Like no, no, no, no, no, no You could do me greasy. You could try to kill my mom's but I know You did do something for me at that moment. I did change my life See that just talks to your loyalty and your your genuineness because if a nigga try to kill my mom's Thank you But I'm still thank you Fuck thank you. They'll say why you said fuck the j-whip. Fuck the thank you Now I'm gonna thank you but no that just speaks to how appreciative you are for you know, the platforms that people really You know the way that people can really elevate you that just speaks a lot to your character For sure. And it's not fake. My face never fell off I feel like if I was really a fake bitch like I used to have friends that used to think I wasn't I don't talk like this Oh, no Like oh this bitch and I like that and no funny shit I got there was one time I got jumped and it was like no, I'm still like that And I'm running me off this gun And that's what those same friends learned like All right, she's not fake. She's still too. I don't know why I talk like this Like I mean because it's you It's like my parents aren't at Dominican my mom listens about chat all day. My dad is cool as hell But I have that So me being in the Bronx, I guess it was just I mean they got grew up in the Bronx. This is how I talk. This is my faith. This is not a fraud This is who I am gonna call you out on your bullshit. If I don't like something I'm a speaker for myself If you do something that's weird I'm gonna call you out in the moment because that's another thing a lot of people like to tell you Shit behind like behind the scenes wait 30 minutes. No tell me now If you don't like something I do you put me to the side you put your arm over me You wing me because I'm doing something that's some real shit And you'll be like your ass no funny shit you You're being weird And it's like wait how? Because I know you so if you're being weird and you're telling me I'm being weird, it's like Wait a while Especially if you older than me if you and my age, you know, that's how I asked you to Hold on you once you told me your age. I'm always lit because you you're my age But if you're older than me and active phony You're never making it in life. But if you're younger than me You got more money than me. It becomes like all right. What you know that I don't So I always I don't got pride. I don't got ego. If you put me on I'ma let you know you put me on Breathe breathe. I gotta tell him Yeah, I need to know this no talking time is madly. She got me on this shit And I really was thankful. I was grateful and I know and I'm appreciative of you likewise. I'm very appreciative I know this is gonna open mad doors because I need you to know you live so It becomes shout out to koei Shout out to koei. Yes queen and she's there. Don't worry. It's more a lot coming And that's where I want people to know as long as somebody give you your flowers Luckily, if men give you flowers and you're not thankful We dump tight because god ain't giving it to you after because god sent that mean to give it to you So That's just my bow. I know who I am. I know what I bring to the table. I like I like steak I like steak. I am lost. So we don't eat cheap. There's no cheap steak out there unless you go to bravo It was what they fucking they out there. Yeah I'm 25 for blaming you on us. Oh No Because why is it 125? Thank you, you know what steak course, you know what lobster course. So that's just what it's about Okay, I mean Shit, you've really been dropping some gems on us this we cannot go without saying that I mean It's like even if you go on your instagram, you know, you have the motivational talk I'm not even gonna lie. I'm dating myself and I told you I've been in tune since mad long But even from like old baby boxers you turn that shit into a whole Hell yeah, so like as you've always been just on a positive frequency Always spreading the love always making sure like you just you know, so in tune with what's going on But from a positive way so we can't go without acknowledging that So before we wrap up, of course, I gotta ask you I know you said you're fucking with the Bronx drill. I know you're fucking with the latin scene You fucking with it all You know, I'm very curious But I mean why okay, and I know Thank y'all for tuning in and thank y'all for still staying here. So but like I'm really curious Why is it that with women, you know, when you're dating an older man? I mean a younger boy It's like oh, she's so old. He's so young. But then if I was dating a man who's like All right, I'm 25 who's 30 or 32. It's like, all right, that's fine. What's what's the difference? What's the difference? I feel like society is fucking society. Y'all can kiss my ass But It's like, all right, you feel me like let's say a man is dating a young man It's not a problem when they older than 18 But you I think about like you was just 16 two years ago I'm 26. You remember I'm 26 The difference is I've met some young niggas with grown man Responsibility, right Now no funny shit what they said here I went house hunting with these niggas being 19 and I'm like, yo You doing some shit I haven't done yet But that's because I started life late. Remember I was straight my parents was straight I started like so I was 23. So it was like, you know, I take public transportation. So I was 21 So it's like It's like, all right, you know what the only problem with me is the age It's no one I'm 26 and you might be 19 18 20 No, when you was in high school three years ago I mean, don't get me wrong. This is not me saying that I don't see the problem I see I see it because I'm the same way like I'm sorry. I can't date anybody who's that much younger than me But it's just I think it's very interesting. You got grown man money And grown man responsibilities. I think I can fuck with you Okay, and I saw that little wink. So it's somebody out there that she's talking to you because You talking big And it's 17 is OD Because there's 17 years up there that's grown man money too, but you're lying So we'll flip you become a reflect don't lie to a bitch When you're 19, it becomes like a rave. You got grown man money. If you're working For some reason, I know you're still young I mean you could feel it. I mean like like we were talking about earlier come right So I have so much more experience than these youngins that I never want to be crying me and take advantage So And I always want to be honest with them. So that's the only problem I have where it's like maybe facade and these young niggas with money be faking it Like they think they ready for a grown bitch for they don't know we will Turn you inside out ruin your whole life ruin you We will ruin your life You're not gonna understand what we mean by that because we're not toxic. No. No. No. No, we're grown We know yo, you got 100k. I want 50 And that's just on some grown woman shit because that's 50. I'ma turn it to 500. Hello So if you got 100k, I want 50 because I'ma turn that into 500k But if you got trust issues now you're gonna bring your young shit. Oh, bitch trying to use me I'm trying to elevate you. Let's talk about it. Thank you Because at the end of the day a man needs a woman and a woman needs a man So whether it's five minutes we linked in those five minutes I told you make sure you get your youtube money Make sure you grow and make sure you stop beefing and make sure you get your fucking nails done Let me have my hands Let me have my hands Let me have my hands Oh, yeah And make sure them toes is done and they don't understand that so That's what I feel when you are younger and you think you're grown You're gonna meet the right grown bitches you to break y'all. Yeah, that's me right now. It's going to be now All right, so We're gonna wrap this up. Let me hear your top five artists right now. I'm putting you on a spot I'm five. All right. Number one Nicki Minaj Period number two mulatto. Okay. She's a queen Big lotto fuck that She won't be mad at me big lotto big lotto number three. I'ma give it to Cardi B Okay, I'm not a lot. I was a hate at first, but it was because a lot of people was comparing me to So my but that was when I was 1920 and I want to put that out here here And this is the first time I say some shit like that But I want to put that out here here because I like the fans Told to my ego So that was when I was 1920 Cardi chill So 1920, yes, I was a hater, but I'ma give it to her. No, she's a queen. She's the first. I was breaking a lot of things The fourth one little baby. I love him not awesome. Fucking love him. No, I love him As some real genuine real fan I love him I love him as a fan and the last one I want to give it to um devon young devon Okay, nice. Thank you for some reason just spirit always speaks to me even a rolling loud I brought her up like I'm always called me. So yeah, those five I gave you our exclusive by mentioning that Cardi shit, but I could be real because there was one time I went off because the fans Hey, basically was on some like oh Cardi is living the dream young ash was chicaly See that's what I don't get and and this goes back to what you was talking about before with the people Who's instigated and just spreading that negativity and stuff because why can't we both win? Exactly, so at the time I fell when I was 1920 This was when I was ruthless when I was all the way with the shit It was like, you know, I don't want to be like that bitch, but that's I got old I'm like nah, she fucked up You fucked up because now you're gonna have to look at my face and say one day you took me that shit And I could do that because I'm like that so it is what it is at least I'm real I gave y'all that exclusive Yeah, join and calling my fault Not your fault is the fans for ego is big But yeah, but nicky is always number one to me because I grew up watching I used to get in trouble watching this bitch that ass My mom used to be that's the over there listening to ho ho ho seeing her coming three close like That's the best I am So that's the only reason I give number one to nicky always because growing up I used to get in trouble listening to this bitch at 13 14 And everybody after Yeah, the levels matter the numbers matter. I put you on y'all levels because it's a matter Okay, little baby. I need to see you in concert. Jada respect always love queen, but No, that ass because bitches be funny. No, I need you to know it's not like that. I'm a fan. I'm a fan Of course, of course Because miami is in 10 or miami says she'll let a little baby like a baby and um, I ain't like that But it's all respect, you know I fuck with JT. She said period to me when I was in revolt. I always fucked with JT my And you could put this up Really because carisha I fuck with carisha and I know she hate people calling her that but I mean I fuck with her I feel like she gives that that genuine energy. I know I mean she gets my upwards up most respect because she held down the city girls while JT was locked up So, I mean at the end of the day, I always just look right up because I I always look to her for that because it takes a lot for you to, you know, keep that presence You know, why the other part I mean it is what it is, you know, everybody's not going to be a cup of tea So I want y'all to know that I mean it is that's okay That is okay. All right, so you gave me a top five We know what's coming out look forward to the ep for the album for the new shit that's coming out in 2022 Is there anything else you want to tell the people before we? I just want y'all to stay blessed and I don't care how y'all feel about me because I don't feel no way about y'all I don't care what y'all think about me because I don't think about y'all neither And um, if y'all see me make sure y'all show respect because I will slap the shit out of y'all that's facts That's facts and this ain't even me lit because I'm not late. Yeah, I still got like seven shots to get lit But I just want y'all to know come correct or don't come at all. All right, so yeah, that's all it is as long as Y'all know, I don't need y'all I came this fall without y'all and genuinely I look at everybody with love But if my spirit don't feel y'all I just don't feel y'all and I can't fake it until y'all prove me wrong Okay, I mean and that's a very valid point people. I feel like a lot of people don't like to prove themselves No, you do. I prove myself every day So if you don't prove yourself to me, you don't care about proving yourself to me and guess what?