 I didn't think he'd be watching porn. They called it BB Dub. Now I seen them flyers. They had a party and it was just all BB Dub. He's seen them flyers. Yeah, they all get together. There'd be hundreds of them. My partner be hosting the party for them. And then you call Black Women Ebony. That's what we call them. We can't call. Mahogany is the new term. Mahogany. You bringing Mahogany back from the 60s. I don't know. He do this shit. I know you did. Yeah, she came out of 8th grade. That was 8th grade. 8th grade? 8th grade? She was walking, walking. I know. That's no big baby going crazy. Talking shit. See, they don't just be talking. They did freakies ones at an off women. Freakies one. Damn. They grab your big house girl. They're grabby. That ain't shit, dude. You guys are in touch with that dog. Huh? I'm a big chat boy. I'm a big chat boy. 9 out of 10 niggas love big women. Mama, don't beat babies. I'll do it to you. Don't care. Women think being big take them out of the game. Yeah, don't. Don't. Mm-mm. I remember that girl, I ain't gonna say her name. She's in the 9th grade. Say that shit, bitch. No, I ain't gonna say her name because everybody knew it. Nothing but a few wrong babies like that. When you was in the 9th grade, say that. Don't say when she was, when you were. Yeah, we got to watch each other, bro. Fuck that. I ain't around you. No, shit, you helped me and he helped you. You didn't save me, though. I thank you so much. I walk around with it. We ain't said nothing, though. Yeah. Man, she was like, I swear on everything. She was like, I'm a pussy women. All these hoes are here. And you know me, I'm like, I'm a pussy woman. No, it ain't show me. She was like, I'm a bitch woman. I'm like, bitch, me and Furry Pierce. People have her panties. And you know me, I'm in heaven. I'm like, huh. Man, that shit was all meat wrapped, what? Wait, stupid. I had a crush on her the whole year. She didn't even know it. Yeah, you didn't fuck? She didn't. You fucks go to the bathroom. Yeah, I got to go to the bathroom. No, at that time, when a woman and when a girl is more grosser than you, they kind of scare you a little bit. I want an out-of-the-port like DJ. I ain't go too crazy. When she want to fuck me, I'm like, nah, nah, nah. You got it. You got it. Leave me alone. See, you need moments like that in your life that help you become a man. See, now motherfuckers don't have that. They just straight fucking. It ain't no stages. Yeah, it's too wide open now. What you mean? Because, man, it's parents that get 15, 16 years old, two, three kids. That shit crazy. Like, you don't supposed to really be fucking fucking that young, you know what I'm saying? That's my point. Yeah, it was going to be a few that slide through, but everybody don't supposed to be fucking that young. I wasn't supposed to be fucking that young. Oh, mama. It was a nigga in 12 rings who would act like a fuck. I wasn't supposed to be fucking that young. I mean, to a certain extent. Go ahead. I think it's a good thing, because you can get all that dumb shit out early. That's an age where you might sneak and have some sex every now and then. You might have a little sex. You're supposed to be fucking, though. Fucking is when you fucking every other Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. So what's the good age to start fucking? When you grown. You start fucking when you grown. You got to start fucking when you grown. But the ones who do school. When you in your teens. In the teens, you're supposed to have the lesson. You're supposed to have enough respect to sneak and have sex. You're supposed to be fucking all at the house. Do you remember when you were young, and somebody could actually spend the night and somebody cribbing? You like your mama that you. Oh, yeah, that's going too far. That's going too far. No, your mama, no. Yeah, that's crazy. Yeah, that's crazy. Mama, are you fucking out? Yeah. We got to sneak in for it. Yeah. You ain't fold before we got to talk. Yeah, yeah, that's bad. But you're supposed to love them, though. They're like, they're my babies. They're my babies. And I'm going to make sure if you go do it, you're going to do it in my house. Damn. So we're going to then crib and fuck this. Damn. See, that's the problem, bro. There's too much fucking going on. Ain't nobody having sex. Exactly. Because I probably start having sex when I was grown. But I was fucking. See? A good amount of time before I was having sex. You usually when you started fucking, that's when you started fucking up. So when you having sex, think about when you were having sex. You was responsible. You was sneaking. Didn't nobody know you're big. You weren't telling who you were sneaking and doing the same with. 15, 17 and a half. I was just practicing until the time that we could get some pretty pussy. Damn, exactly. Yeah. Even when I got the pretty pussy, I wasn't even ready. I was like, see, I've been having sex, but I ain't never had no pussy. No, that's different. I'm a slave. Oh, man, I ain't never had no pussy. Never took that. That's my first piece of pretty pussy. I don't really know what to do with it. For real? I just want to look at it. Sex is some grown shit. That's too grown. Sex is some grown shit. That's for adults. I'm fucking right. You're supposed to have a build-up. You don't supposed to start just having sex. You're supposed to sneak, rub on some cooch a little bit, suck a tit every now and then. Then build your resume up. You can't just jump out there having straight fucking. You don't even know how to have sex good yet. I was watching porn and shit. You don't even know what you're good at. I didn't know, but I was doing what I wanted to do. That's all I can tell you about. It wasn't even about being good. This is how you do it then. Hold up, let nobody admit this shit, though. This is how you do it then. This is how you do it. This is how you do it then. Fuck it. I'm already out of the game. I ain't got to be good. Oh, I'm crazy. You want to know this? The crazy part is women are what they tell you. They tell you everything to do. They're the ones who'll be knowing about fucking. Exactly. I learned everything from a woman back. There you go. Oh, mama. I say everything. Because it ain't a nigga in this film that put a dick in by themselves the first time. She had to show you what to put them on for you. Nigga, look at that. I didn't know where to go. That's a fake. I told her, yeah, do your thing. Put that motherfucker in for me. You put that motherfucker. I ain't do it, motherfucker. It's some girl niggas probably in this room. They don't know how to hit that motherfucker the first time. Baby girl, show me where you put it in. Come on, man. Don't act like y'all niggas didn't go straight up in the pussy or anything. All the motherfuckers built different. Everybody different. Pussy's just different. I'm supposed to be downstairs. I'm supposed to be downstairs. Yeah. So, one level part, baby. He's right there. Not for real. They be back there like trying to put that microphone back on the mic stand. Motherfucker, don't slide in there, bitch. Bruh, that was funny. I'm glad I learned early, though. My early stage, 15, 17. Wee. Yeah. You know how you on the one, like you doing shit. You just doing shit to be doing shit. Yeah. Yeah. Niggas ain't doing it. That's all I was thinking about. What? Come back with a story. Man, y'all niggas ain't doing shit. You see what I'm saying? It's more about the scores. Y'all niggas, y'all niggas, y'all niggas. What you doing? You scored a touchdown. 15, 16. I'm just a tessler. Tess down on some pussy this morning. What was you doing like studying? Pussy was equivalent to cash. Yes. You can have more money than me. But I'm fucking. You got a whole lot of money in already. Who did you fuck? Who had you fucking talking to me, nigga? Come on. Y'all got to make this? You versed it. You are a bitch. No. Get the fuck out of my face. You are a kid. Yes. Get out of my face. It's all that matters. Bro, I swear that's equivalent to cash. Yes. What I'm thinking about when I was in high school, I feel like my whole school was already fucking. No. It's niggas being cashed. Niggas was lying. Listen. It was lying. Stop the football team. I can't lie to you. Shit, I'm like, I'm not fucking at this school. Even the nerds was fucking. Everybody was fucking me up. You think everybody was fucking? Nigga, when I got to ninth grade, it was probably about 20, 30 girls pregnant that year. Oh, but you miss sippy. Hell yeah. It ain't nothing to do but sippy out there. I don't care. Bro, I'm telling you, when I got to the high school, I was like, bro, it's literally everybody in here fucking. And then all the girls in ninth grade was fucking the fools in the 12th grade. And all the girls in the 12th grade was fucking the girls in the 11th grade. And all the 10th graders, they was fucking each other. Yeah. And we were just like, shit, who left? We might have to get some guys together right over town or two, because the rest of these bitches left ain't nothing but our cousins. We ain't got no fun. That's the best we ever planned for you. Damn. I'm just telling you what. Damn. Yeah, that's different. That shit real different. That's miss sippy though. Y'all from the city, nigga, we had two high schools, nigga. Two high schools. Yeah, we had at least about eight. We had two. Dang. Two. So everybody know each other. So y'all were playing each other every Friday. I see you every Friday. No. That was the best game of the year. That was the best game of the year. You had to buy them tickets a week early. Crosstown Classic, Oxford versus Lafayette, all these niggas. That's the most exciting shit ever. But then, you know, niggas got too rough. They be like, y'all got still, y'all sad. And y'all got still, y'all sad. But the niggas gonna find out. I was just telling my cousins to get me a ticket. So I'm going, they sad. Because all these little, I don't get all of it. No, this is not going to happen to these bitches. They don't get to see me. All these out there is new to them. I'm fresh as hell, let them take it. Every time they see me. Super duper fresh. Last 50. They call her Popper. They call her Popper. They call her Popper. Yeah. Yeah. And then there was, I was like, I'm sorry, fuck, go on. You know what I mean? Yeah. Because like, I had a lot of family on the school. So there wasn't ever no smoke. Just go over there and kick. It used to be there. Yeah. That she used to be lit, man. Hell yeah. Like, especially at halftime, it'd be like, all they shit. They got their own hallway. Man, we going straight over there. I think that was the goal to always come in. We ain't give a fuck about, the niggas like, we'll be deep, we ain't give a fuck. We'll fight. It was like, what can you make a bitch do today? It was like, what can you make a bitch do today? When you walk in, I'm like, well, I like your outfit. I'm up one on you. Yup. Oh, mama. I don't like my outfit. It's over. You better hurry up. It is. Get out. Oh, dang it, bro. It was over. We was over that type of time. It was like, that's what we was into. We was either gambling, getting money, or fucking some fucking problem, bro. You ain't never had a bitch tell you to come here and have a basketball game in real life. That shit's so sacred. Oh, mama, no texting. For sure. Like, hey, man, why won't he and we be right here? I still got me. That's your little child, dude. All the way across the gym. Come on, man. Oh, you trying to lock eyes with a bitch? And y'all really ain't even like an eye. You think she's y'all been talking, you know? I got a little shot over there. See, you niggas, you know what I hate going to Taddo. Let me just actually write their phone number down and slide this shit to you. Thanks. Yeah. That shit made the nigga feel like, man, you didn't tell me. That's like taking your panties off for a bitch. This already took our panties off in your head. She just slid. I know she just slid some motion off of her. Y'all talk all year. Oh, mama, that shit is gone, though. It's gone. Yeah, that little way it gone. Damn, that's fucked up. Now, it's Instagram. It's Fatal, you walk up on a bit. What's your Instagram? Yeah, that's it. That's a slick way of saying I want your number, but I'm going to see what you look like first. And then I'm going to slide you my number. Then you'll see what you look like. See, this ain't a good air. This ain't a good air to be fucking around in. That's what I'm trying to tell niggas. This ain't a good air to fucking around with. Nigga, get your girlfriend. Get off the game, nigga. No, I'm going to get her slave. You used to have to get some feedback in real life. Now, that's just, that motherfucker might hit you back when she get ready. You might not even be interested in them all. I can't laugh too far. Like, you used to be, he used to be yes or no on you. I ain't say nothing. I ain't say nothing. I ain't say nothing. It was right there. You had to get your best shot in right there. Right there. Then you don't know if you're going to see this motherfucker ever again. You don't get the number this time. The next time you see it, it's purely by luck. That's why niggas used to get that feeling. Oh, there she go, right there. Fucking hell nigga. I'm like, nigga, I've been fucking for you. What you think? I did another nigga walk up, and now you got to stop. You got to stop. Yeah. Another nigga with fans. That's why I'm playing nigga for her team. That's why I'm cock-blocking and all that shit. And playing ain't really matter back there. Because it's like, nigga, I ain't seeing her all week. Don't meet cock-blocking and shit while I'm talking to her. Nigga, you mean if you meet a bad nigga, I'm talking about in real life, you're like, oh, shit. You go to her shit. That shit, they follow back. She's been following you. You go to her shit. She been hitting your face in 2017. She been on your head. You said they from BET Africa? Yeah, BET Africa. They done left. Whoa, I think we didn't told too many stories. They official MTV? Yeah. Ah, damn, we hella ignorant. What's up? What's up man? Damn. You gonna produce a credit? What? No, we need to set that up. Where the pen to go? That's why we talking about this crazy shit. Hey, y'all was in your uncle bag right quick. Uncle bag? Yeah. Y'all was reminiscing about the good old days. These type of shit, the uncles behind the house talking shit on. Boy, you remember we used to walk up to him. We used to walk up to him. Throw him back in the house. Do it. We used to walk up to him, man. I'm talking about in real life, man. Yeah, I'm gonna call the phone. Hello? Yeah, can I speak to Darlene? Darlene, niggas said Darlene. You used to have to call him and tell him where you mount him from. Yeah, this Carlos from the car wash. Oh, do you want to speak to her? Yes, ma'am. Yes, I do. I forgot who I got. Who, what's up? You the skin? Yeah, she that. Oh, mama's. This Carlos from the car wash, yeah. This is from the car wash. Trying to say hella cool. Blue tracksuit. Oh, I remember you. Yeah, you remember now? Yeah. Like I was saying, you used to have to work on your phone voice and shit. Hello? I remember Facebook was the thing, though. Facebook was going down too. Yeah, Facebook was gone. I'm gonna hit you up on Facebook? Yeah, Facebook was gone. For sure. Waiting for that message. What? That's gone. Oh, she rolled back. And skipped her. My space. My space went down too. She was in and there. They had to sit and wait for her. What the fuck? What kind of time it was on? Instagram, like, where you going? 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No, don't open it, you can just view it. Oh yeah, yeah, I know. Without saying primary or general, stupid. They be like, I'll accept this primary. You know. What if the niggas over there just as bored as the rest of everybody else. 3 million followers. Mbox ain't talking about shit though. I ain't talking about nothing. Nothing in that bitch. Fuck you, nigga. I thought about me watching your shit. All them followers, it ain't none of the real niggas that you won't follow with you. Like man, don't fuck with me. No, don't fuck with me. You a lame man. Don't laugh too much. I don't even care about this shit. Yeah, I don't think you, like, us knowing how the business works, you can't even classify a nigga lame just because he want to work, bro. He probably knew the shit was from bullshit. He on shit, needed that check. You never know. Can't even follow niggas in there. You don't even know. You think these niggas being an asshole, they just might have just gotten used to getting shit on here where they go, y'all niggas ain't being them. I'm just saying. They taking that front dash down on me. Even though it was ugly, did you have to like that? You literally had to type that nah, he got to know about these shit. And that's your ugly ass. Fuck. You got to keep in mind, too, though. Sometimes that shit on me probably be like, blah. He be like, don't worry about it, all right. Niggas ain't some shit like that to you. That's just their way of saying hello, though. Hey nigga, you're so ugly, fuck. You gonna reply. Damn. Hey nigga, I been fuckin' with you for a long time. You know damn well that shirt was ugly and full. Into. Yeah, he'll see that shit in the morning. He'll see that shit in the morning. Like, what the fuck? He be a lot of shit on Instagram. I'm so petty with the Instagram comments, bro. This how I judge it. I know you just talking shit. Right. If you put a period at the end. Right. If you don't put no period at the end, I feel like you trap me. There's no emotion. Even if you just bullshitting, like, if you don't put that period I'm gonna be like, oh, this nigga ain't playing. Right. Because you had to get that shit out so fast, you forgot punctuation, then. That ain't, that's not urgency, that's haste. Right. You know what? You don't put them up on game. That shirt was ugly and full. Period. Oh, we got some full? Yeah, he'll see that shit. You need some food? We order food all the time, man. Yeah, we get you right, my brother. Speaking of food, welcome back to the 85 Stop Show. You didn't even know that we knew that you weren't privy to the information that we're about to put you up on, man. These niggas been fucked around and got hot. That's what happened. We got that weed that still make you laugh. They don't know you. You think I'm that one? What did you think they could talk about? I don't be knowing, bro. All I do is introduce this shit. Anything that happened after that ain't on me. Shit. We just chilling and kicking in this shit. How we became candles lit and shit. I was playing shit. Yeah. We on our Hollywood shit. That's why we got, we had to get you up in here, man. You've been out here making big moves in the acting world, man. Young Black Hollywood, that's what we're celebrating over here this season, man. So we would like to welcome to the 85 Stop Show, none other than you. Do it. John L. Young. I like how you incorporated some shit with it. You saw the alley. I seen it. I seen you throw it. I told y'all who. So I put it together. I'm a coach, so I caught that motherfucker. I had to be loud to be loud. How you doing, man? You met me at the gym, nigga. ABL. I'm a point guard. He said I could play in y'all leagues. You know, my nigga Shrewter from... Yeah, you think he looked like that nigga. I knew he was about to say he looked like that. Shrewter, nigga? You talking about the nigga who played for Boston? The nigga with the little patch in his arm. He don't look like that nigga. He tried to throw a quick one. Did he? I knew you. We can pop it, nigga. I'll pop it. We'll stop it. I don't try to get you as a compliment. Yeah, we can take it, dude. I know you want it, nigga. You know what would have been crazy if the nigga with the cowboy hat would have stood up and said, cutie. It's my dog right there. Where you from, bro? Oh, Nigeria. Go crazy. I can tell. I can tell. Huh? Yeah, niggas said niggas want to put me up, lads. I can tell. I can tell. How the fuck's with it? That nigga said, Nigeria. Stop fucking playing. All right, let me stop playing. This fly, this nigga over here playing. This nigga said he can tell. That's what I'm saying. This motherfucker ain't laughing. Y'all better stop. Yeah, that nigga ain't laughing. We just playing, blood. That nigga's playing his own shit out with a spear on my foot. Not bullshit. Not bullshit. You cheat my name. I'll pull him to the side. Come here. Who is this guy? I do not like all the frustration. You suck at my suit. I don't find no joke for me. Who is he? Who is he to talk about me? I am from the Royal family. Oh, shit. Now, who the fuck with OG? Yeah, yeah. We don't know what 85 mean over there. That shit might be cold to go. I need to be the same as back older. He's the fourth one. I will show you where I'm from so that the interview is over. He gonna beat your ass. That ain't the right part of Africa. That's the shit. That's gonna make him mad. Oh, shit. When the interview is over, I will show you where I am from. I forgot to crack the smile. Y'all don't even know who the fuck with. I ain't smiling, bruh. Stop playing with that nigga DC. See what I'm saying? Oh, y'all, they ain't dumb as fuck, bruh. Y'all are bad. DC, man. What is wrong with you, bruh? That nigga put that sweater on and just turned it to him. A demon, bruh. This nigga. Bruh to me, bruh to people, bruh. You hit him. Soon had the interview is over. I will show you where I'm from. Bruh, you a terrible person in a yellow sweater bed. No. Boy, y'all, they ain't dumb as fuck, bruh. If I get beat up, J.O. Wigg got to get jumped in. Create all y'all niggas. Look, he niggas, too. I know who lost, he wasn't. What is he? Who is he? You don't know what he got in that hat. Yo. He gonna get your hat, too. I'm gonna take that hat off. Boom! Basically, bruh. Listen, I got family in Nigeria. You just be saying shit, bruh. How you know? Cause nigga, my folks is from Nigeria. I got bloodline in Nigeria. And home. I am Grenada. Call him. Don't call, nobody in Atlanta. Call them over there. Don't call. Don't call. And they got there and they got there and kill folks in. Do you understand that you, as a black person you get literally a... We got people in Australia, too. Yeah. It was my Grenada shit. Call you Grenada. My Grenada passed that 25. Let me just be saying shit. Where you think he's from, though? Where you think he's from, bruh? Mississippi. You don't even give a fuck after that. After that, that's it. You're cold, nigga. Everything I know is Mississippi. I think I'm from Nigeria, too. My mama looks Nigerian. I don't know. She's from Africa, too, then. She came in, she was like, it must be talking about you. I think I'm Nigerian, too. You might be. My bloodline, Nigeria, Jamaican. Nigga, no cap. I ain't from Nigeria. I ain't got no bloodline. I ain't gonna say that. I ain't gonna say that. She can look at you and be like, you ain't Nigerian. Nah, see, my people was over here. Y'all think he's Nigerian? He could be. You got a little bit in him. No cap. Tell him. We got an authentic African lady in here. She got a braid. She knows the fuck she talking about. I ain't know if she's not my people. Look at him and just tell him what party for him. Could you tell him what he look like? See, that lady, no. What that say? What part it is? What I'm saying though, my bloodline come from Jamaican and then it comes from Jamaican. Act like you tell him to do it first. He ain't gonna know. Break that shit. Talk like you talk to your nephew. See, that ain't got shit to do with Africa. That ain't got shit to do with Africa. You making us little men on camera. She don't like to tell you I'm mean. I'm mean. She really from Nigeria. No. Keep going until you get it right. Keep going until you get it right. Yo, my drink still on? Been in black. I'm good. I need shit to fuck up. I can't say no, but you can roast these asses. It's my man. It's my man. We're going to get one. Worst security outfit ever. He's a drunk. Worst. That ain't security. He's a drunk. He's on the wet black. That's what drivers wear. He came outside of that. Ain't gonna say no, right? He said to drive. Everybody looking at him. He's like, you stop. Just trying to make sure you get what you need. Yeah. They got suit with one back. Yeah. We don't do this shit all day. Man, we got duck busts. We don't do this shit. Nah, I'm fucking. You started this shit. You need your entourage. These are all your people. Trying to add, like, you're not from Nigeria. Niggas are fucked. He didn't back down to speak. Yeah, these niggas from Nigeria. I don't know. These niggas. Nobody wasn't going to say. He bushing. He's my people. They're from MTV and BET Africa. I met them today. He met them today. Like... Then I met y'all, like, 30 minutes ago. Yeah. But they're my people, though. Damn it. That's crazy. What a crazy... They're my people. Who you knew? Before today. My girl. Yo. Yo. Yo. Yo. Yo. Oh, boy, that's funny. DJ and my girl. Before today. Oh, shit. Yeah, no, no, no. We know that. From Nigeria. Yeah, DJ and my girl. Just know we ain't getting hired for no BET Africa shit. They ain't fucking with us no more. They ain't fucking with us. They ain't smelling us no more. Did you see the walk that I laughed with? That's why we get judged by our own people. Because they be saying that Americans is hella ignorant. Nah. This is why we be getting... That's why they be looking at the sideways. Because the shit we doing right there. MTV Africa, man. BET Africa. They ain't fucking with us. He's been scammed. Oh. He's been scammed about 30 minutes ago. These are my lighter niggas. These are my lighter niggas. Tell them, you know we... They scaring that nigga. They just met that nigga out there in the airplane. The West side. This nigga just got dressed up in a suit. Let me go pick up this actor nigga. We going to get this nigga. Nigga, nigga, nigga gonna get robbed by the end of the night. Hey, man. Told you he put that fucking sweat on the turd, he's stupid, bro. Oh, shit. What the fuck is wrong with y'all, man? Nah, those shot to be T-Avricate, ain't you? Fuck off, y'all, nigga, bro. Oh, mamas, I want to be on that motherfucker for a show. Please fuck with me, I fuck with you. This is all love. These are jokes. This is how we say, welcome. Damn, nigga, totally ill, bro. Well, I guess we ain't going to be able to go over there. It ain't so bad. They are not going to want to see us, damn it. They love us. They love us over there. You see what you started? Damn. This is all your fault, man. But you know what I do when I talk about no cap, no real shit? I'm proud of you, nobody. You feel me? Real shit. Real shit. You dig what I'm saying? Like, you doing that shit, and you taking that shit serious? Like, I guess a lot of people would say we come from the internet. You feel me? And when we get that opportunity that we can showcase our talent, I think you really fuck with folks up, especially with the Wu-Tang shit you did, what I'm saying? Like, you really acted, and like put the drama behind it and showed them folks. Like, I'm here to stay. You feel me? You don't put a mark on me and a limit on me and say, well, I'm going to be it. Or even when I started it, once you got the opportunity, you showcased that shit, and you did your motherfuckin' thing. Thank you. Come on, yo, what you did? Like, I ain't even alive. You fucked me up. I was like, no, this nigga good, good. You know how it's like, when people barely get the opportunity, when you get that motherfucker, you look like niggas been acting for a long time? That's how that shit look. And then it's like, oh, yeah. You merkin' that bitch. I'm going to see you all later now. Three. Three. Pop it. That mean it's good when they keep passing them seasons. Yeah, you got to get passed two. And then you in the dough after two seasons. You got to get passed a pilot. Yeah, mama. You got to get passed them first six episodes, nigga. Jemka, you should see it. How did you approach it? Yeah, shit, it been dying. Shit, you know, I'm from Staten Island, New York. So, like, how I got it was even crazy. I seen somebody post, like, a script online, like, yeah, we about to do a Wu-Tang movie. So I'm like, yeah, let me, shit, I need to go for that nigga. I'm still here. I'm trying to, I mean, get on. So I'm like, I bet I seen which one of them little niggas look like me. And I'm like, I bet this the one that looked like me. I went to go check out his music videos and all that stuff. And I was like, let me make my own music video. I got a production crew. I was going to Clark Atlanta at that time. My major was mass media. So I'm like, I bet these niggas do recording, videography, yo. Somebody out come shoot this music video for me. I made a music video, like, like, Giza and all that. Put it on Instagram. Tagged all these niggas up, yo. Tagged under the comments, yo. Put Wu-Tang in the comments, right? Like a thousand comments. Ghostface killer scene it. Chou Riza. And my manager at the time, he let it go viral. Like he put it out there and they called me in. Like, yo, come audition or whatever like that. That's Ella though. Utilize all your resources and take it to the internet. That's dope. But when you got the initial call, like, you got it. Like explain that nigga. Like, you in school, you down here in the city. So you know, you already told you you're rolling the dice. Yeah, I was rolling the dice. You were living it up. So I was, 2018, I was like, during that time, I was doing Uber, Lyft. I was daycare teaching all that shit. And I was like, nah, like you said, yo, I got to get this. I got to get this, yo, I got to get this, yo. I drove to, I drove from here to New York and was like telling everybody, yeah, I got it already. I got it, I got it. So by the time I got to New York, I got a call like, yo, Rizzo wants you to come to set. And I'm like, I'm right around the corner from the set, literally, I'm right around the corner from the set, waiting for the call already. So I went to set and he see me. He was like, yo, you from Stanley, young lord? I'm like, yeah, God, peace, peace, peace. He turned around and just told everybody, yeah, man, it's the dude that's playing my cousin right there. He just casted me right on the spot. Damn. Yeah. That's it, bro. That's it, bro. Damn. Damn, yeah. She was lit. Man, I put the bin in that shit, too. Nah, for sure. Nah, for real, for real. They was like, they want me, but while I was round in time and I was touring and I ain't had no time for it. That shit would have been a lot of shit. That shit was crazy. He's been going up to New York. I was excited. I was like, ooh. All y'all need to be merciless. But you know what? It's like one of them. It's like a movie that could have been shot as a movie, but it's too long when you gotta talk about the story. It's too many parts. It's too many parts you're missing. That shit, that shit, that shit. That's your heart. What you see? What you want from it? I don't even like that question on the answer, what you want from the industry. But you know, everybody got different goals and different, you know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? Devils that they want. What you want from the industry? What you want them for to take from it? I want them to, I want to give out inspiration. That's what I feel like my purpose is to do, because I came from a whole other different background. I was playing basketball. You couldn't tell me I was going to league. You see what I'm saying? But once you believe in God and you, I mean follow his purpose and you really not just saying it just to be cliche. You're like, I really going to believe you. So whatever you got from me, I'm going to roll with it. I want them to be able to take the same thing, because you don't know how your life is going to go. I ain't always going to be on TV, doing TV, movies and all that stuff. I was going to the league, bro. But I had faith in God and was like, whatever plan you got from me is lit. I'm going with it and playing water, being bigger than me on the court, busting my ankles, busting my knees out shoulders. I'm having way more, way more fun than I've ever had playing basketball. Even though basketball is my first love. You see what I'm saying? That's my first love. But I grew a love for this. But yeah, I want to leave a legacy, bro. I want to be the best actor ever, not just in front of the cameras, but I'm talking about behind the cameras. Like I want to be able to go to work with people and they be like, yo, I want to work with him. I love working with him. I ain't going to fall in love. That's one of the best companies I ever get on set. Like people are like, yeah, you killed that scene. We're cool. Now the best company I got is like, yo, somebody tell me, you are the reason why I want to come to work every day. You with somebody for 20 hours a day, like you got assholes in this industry. I ain't naming them names, but there's some assholes that I be saying, I'm turning my face and turning my like, I don't see it. But when somebody comes to you and give you a compliment like that, that shit makes my day more than any performance shit, bro. Yeah. That's it. That's it. That's it. I have like, take us through that situation when you say, you know what? Yeah, you took that initiative to follow God's plan. But you got to love for something that you got to push down. I think a lot of people have a love for something that they just don't want to put down. Like you just being so hard headed, you just don't want to stop. What took that initiative? Like you saying, there's nothing stopping you from going to the league. There's nobody saying that you can't go. There is another path that, you know, you love the art, you love the industry, but it's like, it's not something you really want to do. Well, I really just, I really got, I got hurt. I ain't going to lie. I got hurt after I did the next thing with all that. Glee went all that. I got hurt. And then that was the same time when this was just like, I was like, okay, he might, I mean, tells. He might be able to like fuck with it. He might be able to fuck with it. So I'm like, all right, damn, I got to make a choice. Like am I going to go all out with this? Because I was Uber and lifting to pay for camps to go to Vegas to try to get seen and all that after the next thing. And I'm like, you got to pick one. Like you got to pick one. Yeah. I mentioned the last, the last cut of the training camp. And then I fuck my toe up. Fuck my whole shit up, bro. I was tight. I was right there, bro. I was right there. But I was like, you know what? All right, cool. This acting shit look like it's about to fizzle a little bit. I got the tails. Herb Goddy called and he like, yo, actually I snuck on set. I snuck on herb set. They called security. But his man BJ shout out to BJ. BJ was like, no, no, no, let's just see what he about. BJ was like, yo, look who are you? I was like, yo, I ain't going to lie. I'm fucked up, man. I just finished trying out with the G-League Knicks. I mean, I graduated around the corner. He was like, yo, do you audition? Book that joint. So my mom was already like, you know what? All right, cool. I got to hurry up and find something because this bull is getting flat. I'm bouncing in this joint. He's getting flat. He ain't going nowhere. And I'm not going to be Uber and lifting my whole life. I got my man DC. I met him at the time. He lent my brother Mack while I was trishing. They lent. Something got to give, bro. I'm not just no, not me, no posse nigga. You see what I'm saying? So I just prayed. I got it to the real self-help books. Like asking and just giving the secret alchemist, just stuff to help me with my inner world. Because I feel like once you got that going on, it's going to come out into fruition of the manifest of your outer world. So I'm like, you know what? I'm going to find that. Facts. I'm going to find that. And shit just started clicking, bro. I ain't going to lie. Facts. Bro, it's hard for niggas to find the inner self. I think that's where it is. You have to literally take a step. And I remember the day that I turned into a hustler. I was playing. I was doing a little shit. Here and there. I remember the day that I turned into a hustler. And I was 18. And I literally told, I was going downstairs to ask my mama for $20. And the moment I said, mom, you know how your mama already know you about to ask for some shit. You just agitate, nigga. You ain't going to get shit. You just agitate. What? Damn. I didn't get it out. I'm just like, nothing. Because I don't even want to get the shit. After I asked for the $20. After I just said, mom. I coulda just been saying, I love you. You feel me? I was like, oh, see, I already know what I'm finna say. And they got a little wind upstairs, looked in the mirror. And I was like, nigga, you grown, nigga. First of all, you know who you was in high school, middle school. You really were that nigga. You about to be one of them used to be niggas. Get you some money. You don't know how to keep money, but you know how to get some money. Try to stack it. Even if you get a hunger, nigga, the day is the day you get money and don't look back. Do something. So my motherfucker TV started with $150, started with a three-five and turned that bitch into a pound. But you feel me? But I'm like, I... You feel me? But bring it back to me. Every time, nigga. But I turned it to a hustler. That discipline of not having a number. I could turn it right here, bro. On everything I love, nigga. I could get this to a nigga. I said, bro, if you want to be the dope man, you want to be the plug, I promise you, flip this bitch a hundred times. Mama. Why would you tell somebody that? Because, bitch, I ain't got no other option for you. That's all I know. It's not real. The dedication. No, that's a fact. You may learn something through this. I ain't telling you to sell dope. I'm telling you... I'll sell my PS3. I'm telling you the discipline of what you're going to have to sell. Just to start off. You got to sell that something you fuck with. That got to go. Something got to come. It was the PS3. Mine was the TV, nigga. Because I had a big-ass TV. I had 40 TV. You ain't doing shit. You want big-ass TV. Y'all had 100, boy. You ain't got shit going on. I ain't got shit going on. That's TV. I got that side. I'm telling you, hey, I'm through that wither. See that TV? Hey, y'all, nigga, that's fucking with me. Nigga, I got a TV in my room. Nigga's got money, but I got a fence. Nigga, that's my spot up there. That's my spot. Hey, nigga. So you let it go for $1.50. Man, I let that bitch go for $1.50. He bought me a 3.5. And they were $45 at the time. Oh, look, a 3.5. A 3.5. A 3.5 of the week. But I was sacking it up. So I was saying, look, niggas ain't buying. How much you bought the 3.5 for? I bought it for 45. Oh, okay, okay. See, y'all understand. There are levels of shit. You got niggas that buy nicks. You got niggas that buy dimes. You got niggas that buy a gram. You got niggas that buy 3.5. Then you got niggas that buy quarters. Okay. I'm going to buy a 3.5. Because I know a lot of niggas who like dimes. So I'm going to break the 3.5. They're going to sell it to the dime niggas. Come make $15. Let's go back to the man with the bands. He like, nigga, you done bought 7.3.5. Are you smoking these bitches? I'm like, no, nigga. I'm selling these bitches. And he laughed. He like, because you came up here sometimes about 7.3.5s. You could have bought an ounce. I'm like, nigga, my trap boomer. They bitch boomer today. There's a lot of nicks and a lot of dimes. There's a lot of dimes down the screen that you ain't worried about. Oh, mama, you're too good for them niggas. I'm going to collect that. Yeah. So he like, you know what? He go ounce. Grrr. Okay. Call the power. Grrr. Okay. Work my way up. Got my own half a bag. Grrr. But it was like, oh. Nigga, if I would have never sold my TV and started with $150. That why would niggas be like, I need $10,000 to make it. I need about 5.5, man. You talking to a nigga who had nothing to do with crumbs. Got to be a freak of large. Work best at whatever's in on reach. How can you make that shit shade? That why I'm not even scared. I'm not scared of losing them because I ain't had nothing. So I got to hustle what I'm like, bruh. You can put me anywhere, nigga. I don't give a fuck. I swung everything, nigga. I bet I make some shade. Mama. Bet nigga. Niggas. Niggas. Niggas. I bet I make some. You gonna look back? You be like, GC, hi. I don't know what happened within the last two weeks, but this is who I am because I had to make some shit. You going through the whole process of it, but ain't it crazy that a lot of people ain't gonna never experience that part of just having to start completely over with nothing? Like, that's the lesson that I'm glad that you sharing that you learned that shit early because it takes motherfuckers so long to realize that your life is up to you. It's up to you. You got to start this beat. Yeah. Like you said, when you love something, you got to let it go, man. It's like going from, yeah, I could have a job, but I believe in doing this comedy shit so much that ain't nobody around me gonna be able to understand the sacrifices that I'm gonna have to make. You know what I'm saying? And in some situations, can't nobody help you? Can't nobody give you nothing that would have gave you, like you said, that fire that's already led that hustle? Can't nobody give you anything? You got to feel that on my mama. You got to really work that shit real bad. You made the video. You took a chance on yourself. Exactly. And you didn't even wait on nobody to say, no, that ain't how we doing that. I drove that leg from here. That's crazy. That's crazy. Whatever car you drove. 2012, Missha B. She-Galant. You need to write them a letter. Like, I'll draw this bitch to the moon and she back. Mama. No, that's a fact. What I'm hedging is my mother being lit. Alternative broken dollars, man. No. You got to call my man, like, yo, I need about $85, man. My alternator's gone. Alternative. Alternative. That's how you know what I'm doing. Alternative. Alternative. Alternative. Alternative. So you already overlapped? Alternative. What a blink of fluent going this motherfuckers- Blinker fluid. You need blinkers work, so you had to get the alternator fix, to take care of you, because it's an alternator and it ain't $85. Oh, mamas, that's a fact. No way. I know where. I don't give a fuck what car you in. Get an alternator out of any car that ain't $85. Mamas. The alternator might be missing. Not unless you eat your hood. And you're getting it from another car. Your nigga two dollars down from your grandma and be like, I do it. They're bringing the sick back. So maybe they're the worst ones. That's the only way. Drive your phone up there. Get an alternator. Bring it back. It might have been that. Bring me some cigarettes. They're fixin'. It's gonna take about a week to find somebody to do an alternator. He said an alternator? He had a nigga. He had a nigga on deck. He was waiting on that $35. Right there. He was looking at him. The alternator's finin'. The alternator's finin'. The alternator's finin'. Hey, the alternator finin'. Hey, we got an alternator. Give me $35. I can fix it. I put them up and go on that right there. I got my own alternator. Man, you say you got an alternator. Boy, you a nigga. You got two days. You got two days. Tell them you gonna be late by 30 minutes. I got you. Don't put that on. What's really happening like that, though? I'm telling you right now. Let me get out of the phone. Who really had you? I'm telling you right now. I'm telling you right now. You be wantin' to tell the nigga why I love you. Where are your mums, man? I really appreciate it. They already said three days to get to LA, so I'm like, I'm gonna try to push that one. I'm gonna try and push it. Yeah. Alternator couldn't make it. Alternator couldn't make it. Alternator couldn't make it. Damn. You done told this story a lot. That motherfucker stuck. Man, that shit. Alternator. Yeah. Ain't nobody correct you. What if one of them did this shit wrong? Nobody's an alternator. In Dallas. They like, I hate you. You see, what if one of them did this shit wrong with the guy? That just wasn't a nigga talk. They got them alternator. They got them alternator. Wasn't that wrong with the guy? Let's just start that motherfucker up. You hear how it goes. That motherfucker's overheated. He's gonna be cool. He's an alternator. Well, you crank it up tomorrow. Let it run for a little minute. And then the alternator gets hot. It'll get on up through there. It'll get on up through there. Got a flushing out. Well, you hear that ying ying. You got to go on and hit it. It'll get on up through there. You see. That nigga's nagging. They got them alternator. Give me $85. Now I'm ready to fix it. I fixed it. Yeah. You know, if you ain't got the money, I'ma take it off. I'ma take it off. I'ma take it off. I'ma take it off. I'ma take it off. I'ma fix it. You know, if you ain't got the money, I'ma take it off. I'ma take it off. I'ma take it off. I'ma take it off. I had my own part. My own part. I got my own part. You ain't had to fix nothing. Matter of fact, what you got? I worked with you. Yo, man, how much money you got? How much you got? You say you got an audition. You say you got an audition. Oh, mama's okay. It's the best. How about this? How about this? You say you about doing a move in this L? You get to your audition. But when you get some money, it's gonna make it give me nothing. It's gonna make it give me nothing. Cause I have no career. Take off. I talk off. He's really gonna come back and get a G-toe. I got a good day. I had to take off. I was the one that big on things, you ain't getting it. You ain't. Hit the fringes. I was that big. I been the one that had nothing. I got a good day. He didn't put up nothing, had it hungry. I had to, I had to alter it. Ianus, come on, man. I need to alter it. Hey, look, he know he be telling the room jokes. Yeah, he on that show where the you ain't changed. You ain't twins. Oh. Yeah, he wanted to get you, you ain't twins enough. I think he's an alternator. Oh my God. He had an order, but I stopped it. He ain't jealous. He ain't tell him. I ain't jealous. Did you take a picture with him? I ain't jealous. Oh, OK. If he really was up on that, let me get a picture with you. But I don't know if it's whoever that was, they going to hear this shit and be like, God damn, finally, finally give him. I don't have the credit for taking a picture with him. But it had to be no God going online. That's shit crazy. In any situation, that's why you just can't get frustrated. When more people begin frustrated, I'd be like, bro, you allowing that shit to defeat you? That's why I be telling people, I'd be forgetting that I don't went through trauma because God done allowed me to overcome so much trauma. Like, why would you dwell on trauma that you done defeated? You acting like you done been defeated. You done lost some shit that you done conquered. Yeah, yeah. That shit all my god, man. Nigga, it didn't. Now what? Keep going. What we doing? Oh, mama. Don't tell everybody in the world, you got shot. I ain't no, I got shot. Yeah? I ain't no. I'm just doing, yeah, you know, every day, I'm just trying to get better with my life. But 20 years ago. Nigga's just shot every day, bitch. Nigga's just shot. He don't get your ass off. Yeah, mama's for apopo. Cappy, your ass is getting it. I want to hear that story no more time. Who robbed you? I don't even know, nigga, nigga, went in my trunk and, God damn, took my whole Louis bag with my A-thing in it. No, it ain't even worse, though. It ain't even worse to get a nigga that had been at gunpoint. It ain't even worse. Then Sasha, today. Today? A whole Louis bag, everything in that bag. Why did you leave your stuff in the car, man? Check this out, bro. You being too nice to niggas, man. Hold on, hold on, you ain't got the time to do that. No, bro, you can't. You don't really get to travel with that shit. What's in bucket head? That's what they still good shit at. That's what they do. Yeah. Don't, like, you travel a lot, I'm sure. Don't ever do shit in the car. Don't take your good shit. That's why I was on the way to the hotel. Where did you go? I had to go to a fitting. Had to go to a fitting. Stop that. Not saying that it ain't going to get stolen anyway. It was gone. That shit that they sell at the airport, the shit where the zipper will keep working if it's fucked up in the wheel, it'll break. Yeah, Louis, you put that shit on display at the crib. 35. Fuck no. You probably had your eyes on the hell of shit. They probably looking at you the whole time. And I seen a nigga. He seen you. My spirit was like, that's him, nigga. That's him. That's him. I seen his ass. I was like, why this nigga looking like that? Drill void. That ain't travel luggage, though. I'm not something you live in the car. Hell no. But you learn. That's the only way you go learn. He knew that. Tell the niggas about that a lot of shit. He's from the fucking state now. But they ain't bipping cars and shit out there like that. They're like, man, these motherfuckers doing that shit to fuck this world. Why would y'all intend to drive him? And goddamn sue him? He was part of the lineup. He liked the nigga. He liked it all up. The nigga looked like he was about to get out of the car. He was the nigga. I'm about to get out of the car. Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. I'm going to drop that nigga off to the house and see where he's living now. I'm going to play like he's a driver. I didn't see nothing, man. I'm driving this nigga. He's walking down the street. I wanted to watch out here. I'm taking the nigga to the 85 South Show. We going to see where he live in a minute after we drop this nigga off. Oh, now he's walking down the street, man. I'm thinking, is they taking the long way out of here? Man, here's the episode. We can rob this nigga. Crazy, bro. You see, when he told the driver, he act like he already knew. They didn't rob me. They did. That's your Louis. How you doing? How you doing? You talking about the dog? They stole the big one. What other thing is it? Aw. You talking about the one with the high bed and it's still in the keyboard? They ain't do that. Not the MacBook. Yeah, not the MacBook. It's too far in this nigga. How you doing? I ain't know. I see two niggas running down the street. They ain't bust the windows or nothing. They just snuck in. They ain't take shit. I ran in the master room for five minutes. I went down five minutes. Niggas is janky, bro. I just took a quick doo-doo. I saw this girl with the new fat hair and walked through here. She spoke to me. I got out of that hair. And I came right back. Oh, God. Not to lose. They got the black one right away. The black one. We got to go find that. Who you going to hang? You going to make up a thing. You got that thing on where you can find your computer? Run it off. You had an outtag on it. You had an outtag. Get it? You had an outtag. Get it, man? You had an outtag. You had an outtag in the bag. You had an outtag. Who had an outtag? Who had an outtag? Is it on? If they got it, they better throw it away. If they got it, they better throw it away. He on the phone on the other side. It is an outtag in that bag. He on the phone. If they still got it, they better throw it away. You better throw it away. He asking obvious questions. So what's your bad word just in case I find it? Just in case. Because I think I got some way to help. They can find an outtag. Oh, God. Damn, man. Damn. Damn. So good, man. Man, they ain't five-star show. Give it up for them. That's the way to bring this shit. He ain't got to watch this shit. He's like, hold on, nigga. I ain't got to watch this shit. I don't want anybody that shit to get in tomorrow. Fuck you. That's how you come back. That's how you come back. Just go get a brand new shit tomorrow. If that shit was 35, you got to spend 55 now. No, you don't. Yeah, you do. Let these motherfuckers know. I'm gonna get your website to go to. I already got it, dude. He's the kind of the first one, bitch. You a bitch. Jokes on you, bitch. Got you, bitch. You just practicing motherfuckers. Oh, man. What happened, guys? Ain't got shit to do with this episode. I'll tell y'all after. That's how you know they got a tip. Nigga, what? That's crazy. I want a fight tip. Yeah! Nigga, what? You want a fight? Oh, I got to tell y'all after the episode. Nigga, look at this. We got a talk. I didn't say you want a hit. Nigga, I want to do that. Okay. Read that. How about this? Nigga, what? Nigga, I been had this movement. Nigga, go on on way before your square ass, nigga. Oh, one of them type, nigga? One of them. Amen. Y'all go check out the Comedy Special, man. My Comedy Special raised by OGs, not IG. You understand me? Yeah, man. Get your t-shirts, man. Feel me? Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's the first, it's the first raise by OGs not IG t-shirt ever printed up. You know what I'm talking about? And that's a fact. We can fact check it, man. You know what I'm talking about? So, yeah, man. Just the movement getting bigger, man. That's it. That's great. Man. Yeah. Crazy. But you know, that come with growth. Mm-hmm. That come with levels. Yeah, man. I wish the OGs could embrace the youngest. Talk about it. Talk about it. That's it. We'll keep that. Yeah, we'll. That up. Y'all end up taking the picture together. Why? Amen. That's it. Hey, nigga. Better stop playing with me. Huh? Y'all know each other? Nigga don't know. Well, he know me. Damn. Yeah. We ain't met. We gon' see. We gon' see. That should be all. This ain't about nothing. It ain't. But damn, bro. Like, come on, bro. Come on, bro. Some niggas ain't OGs everywhere. They just be OGs on their block. Say that shit again, man. Nah, this nigga a TV nigga, though. But that don't make him... That don't change the fact. He ain't your OG. He not. That's what he saying. Some niggas be OGs on their block. This might... Yeah, your OGs, this might just be the opportunity they've been waiting on, finally. Some niggas might. Right. Right. Right. Show him. Show him that shit. Damn. Let's see. You ain't even gotta do you ignore it, but you acknowledge you, you aware to the fact. I mean, it's everything. I don't need to respond. Yeah, but I ignored the... I ignored it the first time I seen it. Oh, for real? I made the whole little movement, and then people that... A person that follow artists, it's called artist quotes. So it's made a shirt. And I guess they sent it to him, want him to be the influence. Like, hey, wear this shirt. He wore it. So I was, you know, making phone calls. Hey, bro, what's up with bro? They taking the movement? What's going on? I let that... You sent it to one of those... Oh, run that back again. So for instance, right? I always said, raised by OG is not IG. Put it on a shirt. All the shit, right? Right. So then, a thing that made quotes, right? They put it on their shirt. They put it on their shirt. So I was trying to figure out, hey, bro, how could I stop them from copying my movement? They like, don't worry about it. Ignore it. That shit happens all the time. They sent it to him. A remake of what I had started and then he wear it. So I'm like, hey, uh, tap in with me. Tap in. I don't hear nothing. Then the special coming out is making some noise. Now he want to repost the shirt and say, I was the first nigga to... You the first nigga to wear the shirt. I'm the nigga that made the shirt and made the motherfucking movement. But he said he got new fans. Look at him. He like saying shit be happening in Africa, bro. He look like this is familiar. Damn. I know this one. I thought of Americans doing it, huh? He look like everybody was telling the story. He's like, same shit everywhere. Damn. What'd I do? Been not be... Not that big a shit. We gotta cut that shit. Oh, fool. What is it supposed to do? Just fucking enabling us to hear? No, I'll tell you this. Climb on the roof. It's a certain type of screw. Damn. It ain't even a regular screw. Like no Phillip head, no... Damn. Can't give them that bitch a name. That's why that nigga too short called me. That nigga called me. He might be from that side of town. Ooh. OG. Nah, he brought me out on my special. No, I'm talking about the other OG. That nigga from New York. What do you mean? We're about to shit. I don't... If anything... That's why short called me too short. Like the picture. Just want to try and tell you. That's some shit that you're supposed to be like... Embrace. What you mean? Like, look at him as like... I'm on the sun. Yeah. That's how I feel. It's like you fucking the nigga bitch and he like... He always be like... I don't like that nigga. Every time he see, he be like... Hey boy, you be freshened up. But you really don't like it. Yeah. You scary as fuck. I swear to God. Damn. I swear to God. I post that shit and drop the date. I post that. Post this? I post that and then post your special right after. But this ain't my shirts. Don't matter. That's the name of it, baby. Yeah. You look like it, right? That's your shirt? Yeah, that's my shirt. That's your shirt. That's your free promo. Oh, free promo. That's free. So, we post the picture. Appreciate you. Okay. Then your special right behind the scene. You're right. You're right. Run with it. Because the nigga fake got clout. I don't know why. You know what that is, right? You post it. You post it. Yeah. You post it. You post it. You post it. You post it. You post it. I don't think that's him. I don't think that's him. You post it. And then you put your special behind it. I appreciate it. Fuck this nigga. Everybody gonna know that. But look, look. My thing is, look, the cool part about it, my ignorant ass, I call my mama. I'm like who the fuck is this nigga? Mama like you don't know who that is. No, you just redirect the narrative. You redirect it. You post it. I don't think that's him. I don't think that's him. You post it. And then you put your special behind it. I'm pretty set on the OG fuck with me. Y'all tap in. Get in there. Okay. I feel like I'm gonna do that shit right now though. All right for sure, good looking. If you get mad, it's like damn, you don't fuck with me. I fuck with you though. It's always I fuck with you. It's never I don't fuck with you. Why is shit not not not fuck with you? Oh mamas, cause I don't have no reason not to fuck with this nigga. I don't know how to be for the nigga who ain't never gave me a reason to. Mamas. You feel me? I thought I'd been mad before. You will never get me mad my nigga. You feel me? I control that shit. You don't give me no reason to get mad my nigga. You don't really from the streets. You not gonna make me mad. You don't wanna see me mad. You see what I'm saying? Cause we not on the internet if she niggas mad. This shit is not serious. Yeah, you right. I have a life. I want you to beef with them online. You black, I'm black. I would rather, we win. Police. Yeah. Everybody gon' say you're fighting niggas. We gon' use this shit for most of the YouTube. Anybody that want you to beef with them online is the police. Facts my nigga. That's a fact. That's all. And that's not even the OG shit. Nigga, get on the phone when they there you squads nigga. Police saying shit. Nigga, man, where you get the loan? Where you get your shirt from? Where you get your name and your shit from? But then it tharno, I'm still a fan of your art. I may not be a fan of who you are as a human being. But by me having the respect and being a fan of your art, I know where our relationship is. Where it's like we may have a misunderstanding. But I'm not gonna allow that for us to beef. I'm gonna do this until we see each other. And then when we see each other, I'm like, what's up? You know what, you right? is a misunderstanding. He don't know, he don't know where he got the game from. He got some shit sent to him from some white folks. So he think, white folks gonna hear this and be like, what are we going to do with this? This is really about the white folks. No, for real, no, because the white, I was mad at the people that made this shirt. Right. And they sent it to him. So he just, he just a puppet for that motherfucking movie. Now what did we learn? What? What's that shit on the internet? They can do whatever they want. It's anybody's shit. Even though you do it first and put it on the internet first. They'll give him a fuck nigga. You gotta have that shit. I'm ready to have all that shit. Yeah. If you don't own it, you don't fucking own it. You're right. So when you don't read the fire and print when you sign up for this shit, when you post this shit on day shit, it's day shit. Right. You're a fan of the nigga artwork. Man, this shit ain't by any man. And at the end of the day, he might not even need to talk about you. Right. Nah, that nigga talking about me. Still though. He might not be. Might not be. Might be a whole another nigga who don't start some shit and you don't even know. It's a little nigga. A little, little nigga. He on his head. He don't even know what you're talking about. This is all another nigga from West Coast. You a hell of a fucking nigga. I started this shit. You a hell of a fucking nigga. And you don't realize, man, oh, she gon' get it. He like, I don't even know what the fuck he's talking about. I'm talking to this nigga in Wisconsin. This is my friend. I see what you're saying. So who's the other young man, that man? This is his shit. I don't need to say out this Instagram shit. So that's why I don't do that social union shit. Bruh. This is why. I see what you're saying. This is the internet. He might not even be in here. I don't do all that internet shit. He might not even control his page. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, think of all the- That's the thing about an all before you just jump to conclusions. This is the street, bro. This is the thing. It's the way you gotta think about every avenue. Until you make it one. Right. You don't even see this shit for real. That nigga, I can't even say that. Don't say it. Yeah, yeah. I see what you're saying. I appreciate it. That's what, that's what. That's me. We ain't trapping. Yeah, so he like, what are we doing? Because he the same nigga like, I want to make sure you straight. I'ma tell you every avenue just like if it was in the other nigga that I fucked with. Hey, man, before you even do all that shit. Who, who, who type? That's just the OG in me from being with- Hey, how is that? My OG is tapping in with me. Hey. Yo. Old type before you gonna do something. What's going on? Think about all the avenues. Right. I'd rather see niggas win and get some money than niggas argument, because I don't even know how to argue. I sound stupid. I'm almost stupid. Soon as I get lost, man, but what's that? Fuck it, fuck it. Man, fuck it. You might wanna fight, man. I don't even know how to go back and forth with a nigga. You right. If we ain't talking about a- I'm coming. I usually don't even talk to me in past 10 around this motherfucker. You know what I'm talking about? It is, so. Man, he ain't gonna talk to me all the time about no blue. You right. Got any special coming out? Thank you. December 24th, Christmas Eve now on YouTube. Taking away the energy of the special. You right. You right. Yes, Lord. You feel me? Come on, man. Black brothers, we gonna win regardless. So OG, if you see this, we're a family yard. Re-save for the fuck with my boy and spread love. Oh, who is the young man? Who is the young- Talking to the nigga in Wisconsin. So the other young man is up there too. So the other young man is up there too. See, that's why I stay off that social media, man. I don't know what's going on. I'm talking to guns and shit. I don't need to do nothing. You don't know what's going on. Raise my- Yeah, raise my OGs, not IG. You ain't posting me on IG. Make a stand on it. Yeah, I'm talking about the next song that happened on IG. Fuck up, then you feel me? Fuck up your OGs. Yeah. And you gotta stand on your slump. Man, y'all gonna have all of them OGs going live. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 16 people in here. What's up, y'all? 60. I'm gonna wait till I get about 25 people in here before I respond to these niggas. Before I say this, I do want to say what's up and peace to my brother. My brother just came home from doing 78 years in prison. What's going on, Mary? I'm gonna wait for about three more people. I'm gonna respond. Three more people, y'all. I'm gonna respond back to these, because these young dudes is getting out of control, bro. All 25. What are you looking for? 25 people. He's like that. All right, sounds like everybody's in here. So I'm watching one of my favorite shows, man. I usually just sit back and laugh at these dudes, but today they was all some real clown shit. Talking about the OGs, man. You know, they said a lot of disrespectful things, man. As an OG myself, I want to dress 11 things specifically. Yeah, exactly. It happened back then. That shit was fine. Niggas been nitpicking this shit. And I got a list of 11 things that was said during this episode. Shout out to the young brothers. They're doing they thing. I'm not. This ain't no guess. This ain't no, I'm just saying. There's OGs, it's just my opinion. I've been doing this shit. You know, they got their rights to say what they want to say. They want to say what they want to say. He is, that's unfortunate. That's sad. It's industry, though. That's how this shit works. I mean, but who's to say that he talking about you? You talking about the nigga in Wisconsin? It might be a random motherfucker that might be a fan of me. You see that? Talking about the nigga in Wisconsin. You're right. You ain't talking to me. You got to say this nigga life, bro. You're right. Talking to a nigga in Wisconsin. You saying it to me, man. You got to be. How everybody else gonna narrate this story? I narrated my life. You couldn't have been talking to me because you ain't saying it to me. You talking to a nigga in Wisconsin? You fucking right, fly. You right. He would have tagged you. He would have tagged you. If he wanted to fuck with it like that, yeah. I seen you do that. I'm not about to do that shit in real life. I got tagged. Yeah, I see exactly what you're saying. We on Instagram. I was raised by OGs. No, he tricked you. You was on Instagram and you got tricked. Do you see that? Your OGs be like, what the fuck are you doing on Instagram? My mamas. Oh, yeah, yeah. It ain't official unless you got to do too much logo on the back, too. That's the stamp, too. That's the real shirt when it's got to do too much logo on the back. Don't tell my all. Yeah, man. What does it look like for Lewis, man? Hey, fuck it. Let's move on. If you want to be on here reposting and responding to shit, that's on you. Stay up for that. You right. It's an exploit page full of butt-naked women that you don't care about what a nigga talking about. You right. I'm trying to figure out why this girl puts it so big and she keeps sitting like this on all her pics. I don't know why they keep showing me all this shit. I don't even know what the fuck on my exploit page. No, I'm scrolling my exploit page one day. Who knows Twitter on some other shit, though? Hold on, I'm scrolling the exploit page and ladies just grabbed a tit and squirted milk right on the fucking camera. I'm like, whoa, who requested this? They know what you got, man. I be cause every time I wake up, I look and be like, big black titties and I sit the phone down. Cause they said the phone got artificial intelligence and they're supposed to show you the shit that you like. I don't want to give money forever. You didn't find it forever. Money, money, money, money. I hold a bunch of it. Big black titties. You get a whole lot of money. Pancake size areolas. Pancake size areola, fuck no. Hell no. Hey, hey, this Murray, you got two phones. Talking yours, I talking mine. My bad, my bad. Don't tell me what the fuck to like. You don't be number nipple, be titted nipple. No area over. I be mixing them up like a DJ. I be like. I say a one, a two. Ain't no wrong with that. But see, that's why we got to create the narrative from whatever we want to do, bro. As black brothers, bro, you feel me? Like, gotta stay positive, bro. You don't need me. I can't believe you brought this energy and spirit in this trap today. This shit started out political with conspiracy theories. And we didn't talk about hip hop violence. We didn't talk about the big shot. So you thought this was about an interview. This is community building and giving back to our people. Sometimes we need therapy, man. Just sit back and do this. This is stupid. Ain't this Black Men's Health Month? Come on, man. That's every month. We making up shit now. It should be every month. It's some airy month. Good. You know it's nigga supposed to be happy Tuesdays. I didn't know about that. I thought it was Black Men's Health Month. Good. I fuck with it? So what the fuck are we supposed to do next month? What's next month? Lose our fucking mind. January. Top of January. They're going to say some Google shit. Like, wear a purple t-shirt for all the homies we lost in 1993. Like, what? Making up this shit now. Man, look at my driver, man. That's your driver every time you in Atlanta. Yo, bro, oh, man. He just met that. He said that was his own blood. We're going to pick you up. It's a whole play behind this shit. We BET after. BET after. Nigga just niggas lost luggage. All type of shit since he met the niggas. I ain't even took LL since he met the niggas, man. 36, bro. 5 inches. You have a feeding. Ain't nobody up there. You got a feeding. Keep looking around. Come down and steal my shit, go. Oh, mom, mom, that's a good play, though. Yeah, y'all stop laughing. He texting somebody. They be all sad. Oh, mom, mama. Hold up. He done started texting DC. Motherfucker, he's going to get outside. It's going to be all type of shit going on. It's safe, man. Drive it, you know what I'm saying? You good? Man, DC, the niggas are fucking around to get a lift. You must be running with DC. OK, babe. Come on, babe, girl. And they going to put nigga guys out. Like, damn, the gig's up. My way to take the bag is all we got. Then you're driving on a date. And shit, they just brought the girl to us, girl. I was looking at it, too. I was like, that nigga smoke. You got a grand nigga from here. That nigga ain't from nowhere. That nigga ain't from Africa, none of that. Well, they came at the package. He over there lying, too, and shit. You're much up here like this every day. We drive everybody. We had Dizel, y'all say? Yeah, Dizel. We had Dizel. Dizel. Dizel, Dizel. Just Dizel. OK. You know the nigga who was running from the girl? He got out of my car. I was with him. I slammed him in the door. I slammed the door. And when I hit the brake, they got it. Took off running. He was running down the street. I had to sit. I missed the light, trying to close the damn door. What did you say what did I have to do? I want to get out of there. He don't give a fuck, bro. Yeah, he fucked up on that one. Whatever fucked up. He fucked up. Well, y'all is stupid, bro. What he didn't give a fuck? I don't even drive. So is this shit over to get back in the car? Did you find your bag? I got the bag. You didn't get the stuff back, did you? You turned that location off. It's the full V-Bag, right? The battery must have died on that computer, huh? You still got an ad-drag on it. Oh, so they scraped. OK. Oh, damn. Damn, OK, they scraped it. But when you get in the car, he ain't gonna offer you no phone charger and nothing, bro. Then they're gonna be petty. He's gonna be pulling this shit back to the front. Yeah, I guess you won't be needing that. You got to calm your fainting times. I know you scraped. The whole ride. I want to make sure you get it. I want the phone to just hang up on it all. DC. They just gonna hang up on it all. He ain't got, uh-huh, ain't got the phone. DC. He gonna reach over there. No, he gonna pull over on the side of the road, and then they gonna get in on the other side. So why they were laughing? Uh-huh. You finding funny? You like the humor? He don't got to ride back with this nigga, bro. Stop it. We got to stop playing with him. You have the humor. That's what you thinking about, huh? Why are you playing with him? I got out with them big niggas for an age. And then we do a full age. Oh, it's a package. So a big bag, man. He gonna stab you. You got to keep your eye on these niggas now. They got my man. You find niggas and get an Uber, nigga. They gonna just stab you in your thigh in an escalade. I don't like how you played me out at that kicker. You have the humor over, baby. At the trap. You have the humor. At the trap, you was laughing. At D-18 bags, I'll shoot. Oh, man. You have the humor. They're making it worse for you. Uh-huh. You left me hanging. I can't, man. They left you hanging. You left me hanging. Now the joke's on you. Three days. They ain't gonna do shit till the fourth day. Fuck you up. They gonna be outside a hotel room. Go to the 36th floor. You have a 50-40 for you. They don't tell about your room. Find your room. Oh, shit. He texting too. Man, everybody, they texting. Everybody on one. 500 niggas with flip-flops on gonna be outside. Scared. Oh, shit. Man, we ain't talked about none of this shit. That's bad. That's bad, Los. Fuck it. Fuck it. Fuck it. DC, don't wear these yellow sweaters no more. It turns you into a bad person. No, it ain't. Hand it, got that cunt. You know what I'm saying? Put the shit on him. And he'll carry it through his damn sink. That bitch the same color as McDonald's eggs. Who? Me, my dad, my wife. You don't fuck with scramble in my way? Yeah, I do. You don't fuck with scramble in my way? Hell, yeah. Oh, man. Boy, this shit don't turn you into a the whole knocker and the color of my movement. He ain't gonna talk no more. Hey, he was the perfect guest for Black Men's mental health month. Hey, nigga, don't do this. Oh, what you saying? Even if you're wrong, you're still right. We celebrating it. Run. We Black Men. They can't tell us what to celebrate. Man, nigga, we celebrate life every day, nigga. You think what I'm saying? Live it. What about mental health? I know. That's why you gotta celebrate life. Every day. Yeah, yeah. Remember, you made it through. They want you to fall. They want you to go out there and be acting like you crazy. Everybody that had that moment where they could have snapped and went really, went crazy. But, nigga, something. I think we all just, like, two or three incidents from that, though. You straight? That's the thing is, like, you just gotta kind of work through life, man. Life done dealt everybody a shit in hand. Yes, it has. Some of that shit can really take people further away from the person that they used to be. And sometimes, you know, it's not about, like, fixing up correctly. It's about how you can help people deal with shit or how they want to be dealt with. Because it's more about, it's not about other people when you go to therapy. It's really about healing yourself. Exactly. And how you deal with shit and how you've already dealt with shit. Some people attach feelings to shit so much and it'll affect them so much is they live in that moment. Yeah, and it'll affect all the rest of their decisions. They won't know how to detach. I don't mind motion for this shit. Mom. Gotta detach that shit, you know? But, see, even if, even in that sense, they would say that's not even, it's okay to have feelings about shit. No, no, no. I don't even like when people say, then you're holding bad. Shut the fuck up. See, you gonna make me snap, because now you're trying to tell me the shit that I do don't work. And it's altering other shit. It don't work for me this far. If I would've been snapped, I would've snapped a long time ago. Right. You dig what I'm saying? So you can't sit here and say, oh well, by you holding it in, you may never know what your true emotions is. Bitch, that is an emotion. By controlling an emotion. That is a non-emotion that you don't have. That's emotional intelligence, though. That's game. You sure you understand? That's game. That's totally your call up to you. It ain't even that you... When you go to therapy, you don't have to just go talk about trauma. Right. You can go talk about shit that fucking bothers you. Right. If you love the motherfucking whatever your team is, and they lose too much, then you ain't that shit fucked with me. Right. It's not about your deepest, darkest secrets. It's just, hey man, I don't want this shit to bother me no more. Yeah, I'll be talking with therapy. Hey man, you do this shit, and everybody talking to therapy is whether they know it or not. Right, this is therapy. Exactly. That's what I'm saying. I'd rather talk to somebody that I know than a stranger. That's why I be like, y'all got to trust the stranger just because they got a job that they is confidential. Don't you know they go home and tell people what the fuck they done hurt today? Oh mama, somebody know your business. Man, this nigga. This nigga fucked up, man. Hey man, that nigga fucked up. Real talk. Like, hey man, do rap with the people too. They just be like, uh, so why didn't you do that? They be looking at you like, hmm, this nigga is burning in my heart. But this is what you got to learn. Like, you're real people. Everybody fucked up. Right. Yeah, they fucked up too. That don't mean they fucked up. Therapists are fucked up. Every time I hear somebody say, you got to be fucked up to want to listen to the hell of fucked up people. What if you know it's good and fucked up? That could be your gift. You crazy. That could be your gift. If you could be good at healing the other motherfuckers that's fucked up. Exactly. But this is the thing. Conner, we doing with jokes. But this is the thing though. Finding your gift may take a little trauma. Yeah. Because by you having to listen to other people fucked up shit, you have a special gift to help them through their fucked up situation. Yep. That's a gift. Yeah, exactly. We got a gift of numbing people's shit. Ignoring the fact. Right now, when you laugh, this is a special gift. Exactly. But we're going through so much that we have to come up here and have to emotional intelligence to alter our emotions right now. Emotions to serve the people. Exactly. It's a gift. It is. So we have to go through certain things in order to perfect our gift. So the therapist, those therapists may have gifts. Yes. But that's the thing though. The same confidence people have to go to therapy. It's the same confidence you want them to have with a relationship with God. You get to have both. But that's what I'm saying. A lot of people who talk to therapy don't have that same confidence with the high power. When do most people profess to find a God? When they going through some shit? Exactly. That's the whole point. You shouldn't have to go through. Why you can't just do that shit? When they're going through normally. Yeah, exactly. Right. That's what I'm saying. So they'll talk through the therapy, like you said, about the team, about all that. Soon as we rock bottom, rock, rock bottom. You ain't call that name all year. I see what you're saying. That makes sense. That makes sense. But on the other side of that is who are we to judge? I ain't judging. I never judge. No, but when you said that, when you point the finger in that sense, you ought to. I ain't pointing the finger. I'm giving out wisdom to say. Who's to say that when shit was right, they weren't? Maybe they weren't in the Word of God, but still serving God. That could happen. Sometimes fucked up shit happen to good people. And it ain't just about, hey, you miss this part of it. Like, hey, you supposed to be a good person and have a relationship with God. They still might have been serving in another way. It's many ways to serve God and to be of the people and do Godly things. Some people are blessed with giving the Word. Some people have a blessing to receiving the Spirit. Some people are supposed to be changed by the Word. Some people have to be converted. You get what I'm saying? You know, however you get to God is your own path. Yeah, that's true. But people who are already on the other side have got to be more welcome into the people who have to go through something. Who have to go through something to find that path. That's a fact. They pick and choose when they want to find and try to find a way to talk to them. That's human thought. That's how God made people. I understand that. I understand that. But what I'm telling people is this is probably going to be one of the hardest relationships you're going to ever have. It ain't easy. Because as an easy man, it's so easy for us to stop, don't talk, don't do nothing. We're caught, we'll highlight you when we feel like it. We'll, I ain't really studying what you're talking about. I talk to you when I feel like it. This one of the ones you got to do before you do anything in your life. Wake up, you highlight the OG. Before I move, before I shake, I just want to make sure I go ahead and do right. I may go ahead and flip up because you know me. And if the nigga in here, that mean it wasn't meant for me to flip out because you brought him to me. But if I flip out, I want to make sure I get a body hit on. But I want to have the mental capacity and the mental space and the spiritual acknowledgement to understand what I'm about to face. I just want to make sure I do right. That's what I'm trying to tell you. People do that. Like you said, they still serve them because you got to go through the lessons. But you'll do all of that and talk to everybody else. All God wants you to do is acknowledge him. Yeah. You do everything else. I'm not saying it's going to be perfect. I'm just saying highlight the OG. He wants you to talk to him. He know you ain't perfect. My friends ain't perfect. Jesus, 12 disciples. They ain't, nigga, they turned his back on him. Judah, the one who just told Jesus to do anything. Right. But the same way you got your own relationship with God, everybody got to have that same. Because it's levels to that. You get what I'm saying? It's all about the perception of it. Like you was having a great conversation about God and then you said, highlight the OG. The older people would have been like, see, you were saying something till you said that bullshit. It's all in about the perception of it. You got to allow people to do that. The man that prays seven times a day is the, he get the same love from God as the man who prayed once. Yeah. It's the acknowledgement. Everything that we received, that's the whole point of Christianity and serving God though, right? It's to let people, some people need to see and live it and they have to do it. Exactly. You got to acknowledge him. What do you say? Not on your terms though. I ain't saying acknowledge him on my terms. Right. You'll go three, four years. Some people go years. Some people go 50. But that they time it. The story's in the Bible where people go hundreds. But they ain't know. Stop complaining and stop talking about it. Don't know if I want to hear that shit. That's part of the story. You ain't doing what you supposed to do. I'm not sitting here telling you what's wrong in my life. I ain't sitting here telling you what could or should have happened. I ain't sitting here telling you what fucked up in my past and I'm so fucked up. Fuck that. Even when I was fucked up I was the happiest nigga in. And I'm the happiest nigga today because my spirit was intact. I'm sitting here to tell y'all niggas I ain't got the energy to deal with the fuck shit. To deal with that bad fuck that. You want to complain about your life? You want to go talk to a therapist? Bitches don't keep fucking up because bitch could a therapist ain't God. You got to acknowledge God and get yourself together. If you want your life to be fucked up for 69 years and you got to seminate to live well bitch we could have stopped at that 38 because all you had to do was just acknowledge the high power. That shit could have, a lot of people could cut that stress. Shout. No matter what you going through like I ain't saying the bad shit ain't gonna happen. You can cut your stress a whole lot shorter and you can be joyful a whole lot more. Everybody heal a process different. But that's what I'm saying. Why don't you hear that pussy ass shit? Life is different. I see what this nigga said but I see what you're saying. I see what he's saying. Yeah, yeah. But I need the soldiers to be like, man that therapist deal with that shit and we got to keep marching people. Everybody cut from a different cloth. Well until he get ready to sleep with the same cloth we got. We got to be cold. Let's go. Anybody got time to do that shit? I said what I said. Bro, everybody not built like you. Everybody different. But they want to reap the same benefits. That's why I was just mad. We talking about two different things. You know what I'm saying? Benefits is joy. I'm not talking about that. I'm talking about going back to the mental health. Okay, mental health. Everybody can't bear a load as heavy as you. I understand that. Or as him or as him. Some people need that extra guidance. They need that. They need to be heard. It ain't even about being fixed. People don't have the same resources and the same outlets. They don't get to make the same choices because however fucked up you think your situation is. I understand that. Your situation is somebody who can come through. We can play sad story in the room. Fast. It's not even going through some way we can do it. You don't know how much of those real life situations a person can pile on before it affects the way you make decisions. And you'll be in a place where you didn't even know that you needed help. Before it's too late. Before it ain't nothing nobody can do for you. I feel like everybody need help. That's how you feel. Your feelings ain't facts. No I ain't saying that. I know a nigga going through so way worse than me. It's a nigga looking at me talking about he need help. It's a nigga who looking at me talking about somebody need a hold. Somebody need to go get him a hug. Right. Bitch get the fuck off me. Right. My hug come from the high power. Pray for me. That's how you fuck with it. I understand that. I understand that. What I'm saying is I'm not mocking the nigga who not don't have the mental capacity to take certain shit. What I'm saying is it's okay for me to understand that he don't have the mental capacity to take certain shit. Do you understand some people gonna need some help before they even get to that part? Yeah. That's what all I'm saying. It's an area in there. Just like you said, life happens to people in a certain way. Before they can even get to the healing part they still gotta go through the shit that they're going through to even get to that part. Right. It's not even over yet. So it's just kind of dismissive to those people who like you said, who can't handle it. And you don't want to shame nobody for feeling like they need help trying to process this shit. I ain't saying that. No, but you're saying, you're just basically saying, hey, this shit will be fixed. No, I'm just saying, you're just saying, hey, this shit will be fixed if you just did this. Do you understand that's the shit that drives people to therapy? It's like, it can't be that simple because shit, I got everything. Yeah, because it's like a talent. It's like a nigga saying, nigga off here, just be funny. Damn, nigga, what the fuck you write? That was a joke, so nigga, just go out there and freestyle. Nigga, everybody ain't got that ability. This nigga might have to write. Then he might be funny, I think, right. Guess what? Ain't no other killer better than acknowledging the high power. You made no nine times nine by heart, no other nigga they don't. But you can tell the slowest nigga in the room acknowledge him, he got your footsteps. Well, however, however, when he might guide you to a therapist, he may guide you to a, you don't even know, you gotta understand the purpose. So when shit was happening, you gotta understand, you like, bro, it's a purpose, it's reasoning. It's like, it's too much shit that's happening at the saint all at once. And it's all dropping in my lap. And as a human, even the strongest nigga, you can't take it all, right? Yeah. What's wrong with having somebody help you deal with that? I ain't saying ain't nothing wrong with a nigga having help. What I'm saying is don't ever doubt yourself. Never. But that's where the, I need majority of the help come from doubting oneself that's saying that I can't deal with. You saying, just don't, just jump to, oh, I need this, I need, I need to tap in where you feel me. And then you gonna, and then you feel me. I had to tap in to bring. That's what I'm saying. I get what he's saying. But then what I'm saying. I get what you're saying. I don't bring the people to me that he knew I needed. God was bringing people around me that he knew that I need that extra love. Yep. I can look you in your eyes and you can see it in my eyes like why I'm fucked up, bro. I don't even know how to, why I left, right, I can't even talk. Right. Yep. But nigga, just by your presence, it's helping me. Yep. Exactly. Cool. I understand that. Then I don't have to sit here and be like, no, that's not going to get me on the other side. Even to another nigga. I'm a soldier telling another soldier who fight here. Listen, bro, you can get help, but don't depend on him to save your life. Yeah. Y'all keep depending on these people. These people. Yeah. All these here to save your fucking life. You ain't going to the person who really can save your life. Yeah. But that's the thing about it. You can't escape them anyway. Right. Exactly. You can't. Even in the moments of your biggest denial, God still, God still loves books. All I'm saying is people have to go through their own process to find out. Some people got show up on phase one. Some people got show up on phase nine. Some people don't, he don't show up to 9,999, but it's still, he's still going to have you. You can't deny it. Right. But it's all in about how, it's all in about your path to him. Some people don't do it until the last moments, the last breath. They said, even if you was never religious, they asked your family, y'all want us to send revenue and pray over them. See, you might not even agree to the shit. The family might say, yeah, bring them in here, shit. We ain't doing nothing else. I ain't nothing but sad news around here. So I'm going to break the spirit up. You get what I'm saying? Right. You never know. And then by the time you have to go meet them, she is, you will know the end. Right. I'm honest. The end. You will know the end. Facts. You can deny that. That's the only thing. However you want to, but shit. We all got a date. We all going to get to meet them. I don't knock people with mental health. I feel like everybody have a mental health with it to a certain extent. You get what I'm saying? Because if you look around, that's how I look at mental health, right? Hold up, hold up. No, I'm just, I'm just thinking. Because of your situation. Yeah, because that's the whole community. Mental health community. Everybody got, everybody crazy. Nigga played crazy. Nigga was crazy too. Mama's. Oh, think about mental health. Yeah. You did? That's just like you driving, right? We all on expressway. Real talk. You get what I'm saying? I'm going to play crazy. Let me get crazy. Oh, think about mental health. We drive. Think about it. You on expressway. When they think like everybody's crazy. And when certain shit didn't be happening. Now you got some people that's crazy for real. When people going in and shooting, niggas in the wall watching shit. See, there's so many less. That's mental health. That's real like mental health because something clicked in your head to say go in and shoot innocent people. How long you been living? I'm 40. How long you been living? 29. All right. Shit have been happening. Certain things have been happening. Media be blocking certain shit. But some shit that just unheard of that don't really be happening on a regular day basis. That's, nigga, that's mental health, nigga. Everybody thought about some crazy shit, but you ain't never do it. That's a thought that ended up overtaking a nigga. And then he went and did it. That's mental health. Nothing stopped him from going in and shooting innocent people in a Walmart on a regular day. That's mental fucking health. You dig what I'm saying? If you drive on Expressway, look how many normal niggas it is that stand in a fucking lane. See, yeah. Wow, it's mental health. When motherfucking be thinking, everybody got their own personal shit that ain't going through. Look, look, look, that's a pain, though. But this is what I'm saying. Everybody got their own shit that ain't going through. It's mental health. Because motherfucking we do live in a world where people just make fucked up decisions, too. Everybody do, but what I'm saying is when you gas like shit, you bring it to life, man. This shit gonna happen when it can do that. When you give it a title, you bring it to life. If nigga, if I wanna go somewhere and I tell a nigga all my problems, he gonna give me a list of titles that's fucking wrong with me. He gonna sit here and say, nigga, you this. You this. You this. You this. You this. Now I'm going home with 50 different problems because a nigga done told me a title of everything that I done told this nigga. And it's a fucking title for everything that I done told this nigga. That's mental health. Because nigga, if there's a title for everything that's wrong with a nigga if you wanna say that, I feel like it's more normal people out here that just have to have more self-control. We all done did some shit. Even when it comes in the street, when niggas out here shooting and all that, there's a lack of self-control because you allow a nigga to get you angry and you went and did some shit. That is some sort of. Yeah, the niggas got mental health issues too. That is some sort of mental health. It's a lot of niggas we know. Because you do shit that another nigga won't know. Exactly. Check this shit out. Yeah. Worst case, just a hypothetical situation. You in your house reading your Bible. Right. And you just sitting there, you got a gospel music playing, you in prayer, you in your prayer closet. Right. And a motherfucker shoot through your wall and blow half your motherfucker's shoulder off. Right. Now you got, you scared as fuck to be in the house by yourself. Facts. How the fuck you deal with this? How you deal with that? They have people that can help you deal with this. Facts. You're like, shit, I've been up. I can't even go to bed at night ever since that shit happened. That's right. That man was, those people were living a normal life and the result of somebody else's decision. Facts. Gave them a certain trauma. That's what the fuck is wrong. I don't even know how to explain this shit. I don't know what medicine to go get. I don't know what the fuck make me feel good. I'm scared they gonna hit my baby and them nicks. I don't know what the fuck I am. The people at the department complex still want the rent. I don't know. I'm fucked up. I'm living off 900 dollars a month. Shit's still going on. I ain't got no insurance. I got to need post-surgery. My shit's still bleeding from three weeks ago. Yup. How you deal with this? Facts. You might need somebody to communicate with. Sometimes it ain't just about if you go, if you have a relationship with God or not. Sometimes you could be in life happiness. There's nothing on those facts. I understand exactly what you sum up. That's a nigga who traumatized officer of shit. He's not even in that life. You know how a nigga be like, bro, yeah. It's like some army shit. You go over there and you see all this shit. That shit fucked your mind up. That's not a everyday regular. Oh yeah, but they chose that. Hold on. But I'm saying that's not a everyday regular thing, though. No, but they still chose that. What about a nigga that choose shit? I understand that. That shit happened. He fucked up in the head. What if it's not, you can't just put all that shit under one blanket? Right. Because some of that shit might not have, some shit ain't gonna affect the people. Everybody the same way. Yeah, facts. So you can't just say, this fucked them up. Everybody don't come back fucked up. Some people can really flip the switch and go live a normal life and never hurt nobody and have all the guns and still love the country and the war and all that. And they just love to go out on the weekend and they still gung-ho about everything. They love that shit. They gotta tell them they want the kids to go and spend. Some people don't do that, but some people go over there and they have. They want to retaliate. They then grew up in a certain environment and they said that this shit don't exist. Now they're living in their worst nightmare. I never knew that the world was this fucked up. I'm participating in shit. I don't even believe in. This is morally fucked up. But if I don't do it, I'm going to die. I'm dying. So niggas out there and war kill the kids. All type of shit. I feel terrible now. All this shit that I got. This is against my moral code. Man, I'm over here seeing these women being brutalized. I don't believe in push. I grew up with nine sisters in the house. You know what I'm saying? All of it. It ain't just the past. It's different for everybody. When you're going to a third world country and you see, hey, this is the place they picked to have a war at. The low guys stay over here. The low guys start to realize that maybe I'm not even over here from what they told me I was over here. You over there, you're going to regular war, niggas. Now you killing people in church. And you heavily interrelenting with these soldiers, come back and they say, I didn't even see the motherfuckers that we were supposed to be over there looking for. Some people go to war and don't shoot nothing. But some motherfuckers do the shit that the movies can't even capture. But you don't even understand, niggas. Your job ain't even that. They want you to be behind all the action. So you can pick up the pieces. Or you're going to go do this. And y'all going to patrol, right? Like, everybody ain't supposed to. They know who can deal with that shit for the most part. Everybody just take shit, dude. And they got certain levels that certain shit you got to do before they'll just let you go home. You don't just leave the war and be in the crib the next week. He just taught me how to deal with my emotion. Nigga, I got him. Nigga, how dare you? You feel me play with my originality, nigga? But you like, nah, don't let a nigga feel me. Don't react like that. Mom, I'm reacting different how you will react. But I'm on some emotional shit. You getting at me on some man. You feel me? That's a little problem. I'm DC Young Fly. I've been through hell of shit. Don't trip off that a little. All right, I appreciate you. Because that's a big deal to me right now. But nigga, you got way bigger problems than me. But nigga, mostly, I felt how I felt when I seen it. So that's what he's saying about anything in life. You feel me? Just niggas might feel different. Everybody got different emotions. And people got their own ways of how to deal with it. That's what I'm saying. You might look at it as a one-off situation. Like you said, we all are incident or two or three or four or 15 from snapping or going crazy. Because you don't know if this the ninth time that this gonna happen to somebody or the 999 time. You don't know if the last time that somebody did this shit made them feel like that. They didn't say the next time somebody do this, this what I'm doing. If I ever feel like this again. It's the last time. Mama's. And then he ain't got nothing out the wall this shit. That's why I'm looking for the nigga with that hat. Where he go? We was talking about him with that hat. That nigga didn't disappear. Right. But see, you know what I'm saying? Motherfuckers are always safe. That nigga probably be getting my attention his whole life. Because they didn't have nothing to lose. And being like, you know that nigga, I'm gonna come back. I'm thinking about you know what I'm talking about. We in this motherfucker talking. Bop, bop, bop. But I'm saying no thinking. We should be friends. You feel me? I'm thinking about the motherfuckers. Where bro with that hat at? That's what I'm saying. You see what I'm saying though? That's that. We don't know. Niggas be going through hell of shit. Some people do shit because they don't have nothing to lose. And then some people do shit because they don't have nothing to gain. It's fucked up. That's what the whole point is. It's to try to balance. Motherfuckers, there's happy in life kind of stay in the middle. You see motherfuckers who got everything in the world. Still go through the most regular shit. You think that shit don't hurt the same because they got more money or more shit than somebody? That motherfucker, he's the same mother. He might not be able to take it if his girl like a few pictures had a nigga before her. He can't deal with knowing who she used to fuck with. These motherfuckers don't know what it's like to deal with somebody who got a baby by somebody else. That ain't the life they live. I got to learn to be more empathetic. Exactly. I wouldn't react how I would react. I have the, I have the, that's another emotional intelligence of shutting down, of saying, bro, I ain't got time to be listening to you complain about some shit. When you feel me and I got to understand that certain niggas just ain't, I ain't, I ain't. Everybody different. And then this is like that. I give nigga too much benefit of the dollar and be like, yes you are. But check this out. I do that same shit, bro. I mean, you sure are. I do that same shit. You know that God is huge. I can do what you can do. Bro, look, goddamn, do you know that God is using you as a vessel? Right. So do you understand that it ain't people just complaining sometimes people want certain motherfuckers to hear what they're going through? Because like I said, we all live in a different experience in this life. It hit different to be able to tell your partner, or nigga, you really fuck with what you're really going through just for them to sometimes just be that word or somebody just knowing that you told somebody that you care about some real shit. Because think about the world, like motherfuckers ain't going to share nothing real with you if they don't fuck with you a certain kind of place. So it ain't just like they dumping their problems on you, but it might just mean a little bit more from somebody that you respect to say, hey, this is what I'm going through. I seen you go through something heavier than that. What can you tell me? What can you, you know what I'm saying? How can you help me get to the point where I can get over this little shit if I see you going through bigger shit? I'm stuck right here. This got me fucked up. You get what I'm saying? It's a fact. Sometimes people want to talk to people that they can relate to a certain way. You don't know what you said on a viral video in a comment section that they related to. They'd be like, oh, OK, that's somebody that I could fuck with on that level. You know what I'm saying? Fact. That's just it though, man. It's levels to that shit. It's layers to the shit. Because you can tell me to discount nobody else's experience on this earth. I don't. I don't. I just, I'll be honest. Not saying you do, but. It's just, like you said, I don't be more so empathetic to the fact that maybe you're not strong, but I don't even look. I have, I don't even have that willpower to look at you as a weakling and to look at you as saying that you can't. I don't even view you as that, even though you see yourself as that. So I guess it was meant for you to meet me. Exactly. To tell you that. Nigga, you strong, man. Yeah. That's like, get the fuck up. Yeah. Stop. I'm telling you. And I don't even want to tell you. Something's telling me to tell you. Get up. That's him being a vessel. But do you understand that sometimes the way that this shit, the way that the universe works, that somebody might be able to hear you say that? Right. But if he said it, they and their feelings even more, how dare you say it? Right. You get what I'm saying? Right. So this is like, you got a big brother. Your big brother can tell you certain shit in a certain kind of way that only your brother can talk to you that. Hey, JoJo, you fucking up. I must really be fucking up because you don't never say shit. Facts. Exactly. I'm really fucking up. Facts. I'm really tripping that. Yeah. You get what I'm saying? Right. But what about the nigga that don't got that brother he can't, you feel me go top game with? That come from, it comes from different places is what I'm saying. Exactly. Yeah. You know, I heard plenty of stories with niggas like, man, I was about to do this and then just this one little chance encounter with this one person. And they said this one thing that changed my whole mind. Yeah. Anybody could have said it. But in that moment, you were ready to receive it. You wanted to hear anything that would have changed your mind. Anybody could have said it. Hey, young man, you got to move your car. If that man wouldn't have said that to me. Yeah. I would have with it then. It did hell of a shit on mamas. And that's what I was saying. It's a process. You don't never know. We ain't got nothing to show up. He might not get you when you defuse the tragedy strike. Damn. Or before you, you know what I'm saying? He might let you go through the whole fuck up and let you sit down for five, six, seven years before you say, oh, you going to beat it in a trial. You not guilty, but I need you to sit your hands down. Whether you go to church or know the Bible or anything, God's still going to get his message to you. Hey, that's a fact. That's real shit. We ain't mean to get spiritual, but we need it. No, but that's some real shit. We need it then. But that's what comes from the mental health thing. We're like, you know what? Black men don't talk like this. Exactly. So it's like, these things have to be spoken about. So the wisdom is coming. We can't blame us. Because we're still too young as a black culture to say that enough of us have to go so we'll know that it's safe to go. That's just culturally. Facts. Nigga, we don't want to go to the club with that bitch empty. Nigga, I respect you enough to say, if you say it's cool to fuck with it and I can go talk to these, OK, cool, I'll do it. Oh, mama. Even if I don't like it, I'll try to come up on the way. And I know that that nigga was. You see what I'm saying? Yeah. And nigga, why would we reject him? We live it. We as black men got a whole different experience, nigga. Anyone else could walk outside and make the wrong or leave or not turn the signal light on or go too fast through a stop sign or be driving regular and get pulled over by a wrong motherfucker. And it's over. Now, you get what I'm saying? They know that we live a whole, our whole experience outside is different, nigga. Anything can happen. Nigga, a random motherfucker, a good citizen can say, oh man, that nigga was, he was talking loud and he had his shirt off. Intimidated. Man, if his hoodie was poked out, he had a hood on. Nigga, we done seen motherfuckers getting done. Thank you, mama. Yep. Yep. And then they tried to, they already know how that, how to fucking manipulate us. With the media. Nigga, we literally sitting here rejected in the help. Yep. Hey, bro, you don't even know how fucked up you are. You don't even know that you grew up in the hood, in the project, seeing shit as a five, six, seven-year-old kid that you shouldn't have seen that's going to have long-term effects on you. You don't know that because you good right now. Yeah, I'm regular right now. You don't know when that shit going to break me down. Yep. Oh, mama's. Nigga, I'll be fucked up about some shit that happened. Yeah, I see what you're saying. At the top of all the shit that I'll be saying is, like, I, we have seen some fucked up shit. We didn't know it was fucked up, up to somebody told us it was fucked up. You see what I'm saying? You see what I'm saying? Yeah. A lot of shit we was doing because of the environment. I understand what you're saying coming from a nigga who ain't been into some shit, and then you jumping into some shit. I, I get that. There's, like, it is levels to this shit. It's a nigga who I'm, that's why I say I have to be more empathetic because a nigga who done been into some shit, doing some shit, is complaining like a nigga who ain't never been into some shit, who actually never been into some shit. See what you're saying? When you have the mental capacity to understand. OK, but look at the paradigm. And know the shit that you been in. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You talking about the shit that's survival of the fittest? Why? We're coming from a harsh environment. Why? So do you understand in a harsh environment that our normal life is completely already fucked up? Why? The shit that's normal to us is like, what the fuck is you? This is the third world shit. Why y'all washing the baby up in the sink? Why ain't no electricity in this motherfucker? Why ain't, why, why, why, why? That's all motherfuckers can do when they go to it. How, how y'all do this? How do y'all make this work? Right. This normal. This every day. We do this shit every day. You couldn't survive a weekend over here. But then you go to the other environment where it's like they have these luxuries and this and this and this and this and this. But look at the outcome of them kids. Them motherfuckers have it so good that they hate and resent the family. You see, it's not all of them. But look at the way that they rebel. The way that they want to fuck, they want to come to the hood where shit is fucked up just to feel like I'm alive. This is, I'm making my own decisions. I can do it over here. I don't know if I can survive through this shit and they can fuck with me. I can, I know I can make it. Because I'm over here where shit is easy. I want shit to be harder. And they get over here and they get, and they get caught up in the shit that you been stepping over since she was a, you smoke, what? Oh, you a drunk. Oh. Oh mama. Oh, okay. Damn. Everybody's position on life is different. Exactly. What I'm saying is like, you had all the opportunities in the world and you blew it on that. Yup, fact. That's what took you out? Yeah. Aw. Damn. You're about to position on life. Come on, man. Is she real? So think about it. Even if we not living, even if we not living fucking millionaire dreams, look at what the fuck we came from and where we standing at. That's right. In our lifetime. Yeah. That shit real. You can tell me some shit that I wouldn't receive from another nigga. I done shit your square ass up, nigga. Why you, nah, bro, you got niggas. You somebody. Remember you told me that at Oakland? Nigga, why don't be acting like, I used to think like that. But if another nigga told me that, nigga, square ass up, nigga. You just a dick right in there. What I'm trying to get you to understand is a certain shit gotta happen a certain way. Right. We all get lost in life. And it can be anything that happened that could knock you so far back. This real life consequences cause people don't prepare shit like that. People don't, they don't have, like you said, that relationship, that understanding like, people don't know that your faith is what prepares you for your tribulations. You get what I'm saying? That's, you don't just, like you said, some people gonna run the guy when it's bad. But the people who got that constant relationship, they already know how to deal with it. Those are the people. Those are the people that keep motherfuckers from losing it in trash. Damn. You get what I'm saying? You didn't been in a situation where you seen somebody over, be overreacting to a shit, like, hold up, wait a minute. If they ain't acting like that, why you acting like that? Right, yeah. Cause it was some shit that you, you wasn't living right when you were supposed to be living right. Right. You get what I'm saying? So now you got regret. You never want to live life with regret. So just like you said, you got, you got the faith in the, that's your formula. That's what you figured out. That's how you figured out how to keep all that shit together. What if it's somebody who, who trying to see you do it and it's still like, shit, it ain't working. That shit ain't working for me. On my mind. Not knowing that it's working, you ain't getting your results. Yeah. That's what I'm telling you. Your results, you looking for. Right. That's what I think that's the key that this guy started. Instant gratification. Instant, ain't no instant. You got a day for day this shit. You got to understand when you made it through the day, you ruined that shit. What you want instant happiness? No, knowing that didn't spaz out. You overlooking that. That's why I be trying to tell you, you worry about the shit that's going wrong and you ain't worry about the shit that's going right. Right. That's all I be trying to say what I'm saying. All that weak ass shit. Worry about what's going right. But you the best to tell that motherfucker that. But see, I had to learn that I'm, I'm not being empathetic. Cause I have to feel for the nigga to know that. God damn it. He just ain't worrying about what's going right. Yeah. Yeah. But I've been looking at it as, nigga, you being weak. Shut up. Just find a relationship. I have to tell the nigga that's part of the agenda now. What's going right. Exactly. Yeah. And everybody deal shit there for some people can, you can send them a fucking message and be like, I hope you will and all that. And that really means something to somebody. But you know, it might be a physical touch for a nigga. Hey, you feel me? I'm a rock up on you. I'm here for you. You've been fucked up and didn't nobody know that somebody pulled up on you, nigga. Yeah. I'm talking about, you didn't even see it. You didn't ask, you didn't call, they just. They pulled up. Yeah. What's up, fool? Yeah. Changed the whole engine. You was about to, you was about to get in your feelings, that whole of them. Cause you don't know how bad I needed you that time. You see what I'm saying? That's what I'm saying about the physical part. Ain't shit up, it's just, I needed that. On my mama. On my mama. That love, it was just a simple fact. Somebody loving me. That's all I need, man. Now I got a whole nut of you in the head. I ain't need tripping no more. Fly. Fly. I ain't had no message for you. I just got a hug for you. I'm here. Just know, anytime you. Love. You feel me? But sometimes that might, oh he didn't say, he didn't. Oh man, my love language ain't that. My love language is being there. You see everybody, like I said, perceived life in a different aspect. Yeah. Like I know, like I just have a certain thing that like, I know what nigga ain't gonna do for me. But I appreciate what people do for me. Yeah. That's it. You know what I'm saying? I know what nigga ain't gonna do for me. But you never know what somebody might do for you. No, I know what nigga ain't gonna do for me. Because you dependent on somebody to do for you. Don't depend. No, that's what I'm saying. Yeah. I already know you ain't gonna do it. I see what you're saying. Yeah, expectations. What I do is, I appreciate it. Yup. It's felt. Yup. That's love. You are regarded. I wasn't dependent on you to do that. That's a fact. You do it. Yeah. I appreciate it because you ain't have to. Yeah. But you went out and did it. Something told you to do it. Yup. I didn't ask you. That's the part. And you did it. What they say, when I say they, I just mean, you know, social media. Right. Then they say, as in the people who don't believe in black men, they say that's the part where we get lost with the communication. It's how to, how to like relay appreciation for one another in the times where it's not a tragedy. Like we as black people as black men, that's where we lose in our appreciation. That's where we fall in between each other. Because if it was more appreciation, more respect amongst us, we wouldn't be facing the type of problems that we face. Because it's so fucked up that they get all the fucked up shit that could happen to us already. If we just go outside and live a normal life, then they have to worry about a nigga who looked like you doing some heinous to you. You don't have that certain value and look at you like you're my brother. He don't value you because he don't value himself. But it's so many different system and place that it's like, it's intentional to make young black boys not have no value. Yeah. You can go watch a movie with a hundred superheroes and he don't get one to look at. Or if he do get one, he get the, he's so excited to go see the Black Panther. But every day on the news, they protest and then tell him that it's, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. He's confusing his identity. Who you supposed to identify with? That even want to make you be great. That's why the Muhammad Ali's are so prominent. Exactly. It's like, nigga. That's my guy. Yeah. But now, but now even the sports stars, they don't even have that type. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. They don't have that shit. They don't have that dumb shit. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Man, you've been to the games. You see who get the jerseys. They ain't about to go up there and get a little Rico in them jerseys. The water boys. The boys who got them free tickets from the West Side. They ain't never gonna, man y'all come sit down here, bro. Yeah. They don't feel that teacher hit him in the face. Hell no. You ain't even got to be Corsaba. Man, come, come get a knee. Man, get them, get them little boys up there. Put them right here in the middle at least. Let them at least be able to see this shit. Cause it ain't just about the game, it's the experience. Yeah. Right, right. You get what I'm saying? Yeah, it's way deeper than that. I remember. I just knew the flow seats. Bro, kids can't. Never in reach. You see what I'm saying? Never. You see what I'm saying? But a person might never think like you though, motherfucker always might feel like there was a reach. But no, but I'm sorry. I get it. You see what I'm saying? I've never been to the nose. I remember being to the nose being a sin, nigga. Yes. I ain't. Yeah. No, that's a fact. I don't know who shot the ball. Good guy. I'm just happy to be at this motherfucker. I'm happy to go get a hot dog. Yeah, I can't believe I'm here. But they didn't destroy it. They did it like life. They destroyed the whole fucking out to the ball game experience, bro. Kids can't even sneak in the game no more. Right. You get what I'm saying? It's like not saying that that shit is OK, but that's an experience. Right. Yeah. In any movie you watch with some kids, little sports, what's they doing? Just sneaking in the game. They watching through the fence. They kept that whole experience. Yeah. Kids don't really have them sports idols and legends and shit like that. It ain't no real larger than like figures. Yeah. Because there's so many influences now. Right. You can be inspired by one nigga, then you see some other shit on your timeline. The media is portraying the image, like he said, controlling the image on who you should be looking at. Exactly. That's what I was asking somebody. If you want to win, you need to be doing this. Yeah. Let's take this out, bro. Dangerous. We love Mike the Diff, right? We got shit. We all got Mike's and shit like that. We love Mike the Diff, right? Mike the Joy. Right. You mean to tell me, I've been in the lab 40 years and I done seen the most terrible shit happen. All this shit that done happened, he ain't give a fuck about none of it. Mm. Mm. Nothing. That's a fact. He ain't do shit. All this shit that done happened, he ain't gave a fuck about nothing. And he got chicken, a billion dollars. How you know he ain't doing shit? Because he said a motherfucking thing. He got to be vocal about it. But I'm, man, I'm saying a voice matters. Ain't been shit, man. Nigga, you done beaten all posting at least something. Yeah. Because you feel it. Hurricane Katrina, nothing. Mike, I ain't fucked up. Mike, feel it, Mike. He ain't got a fuck about nothing. What if he dropped off a boat loan? Everybody, there's a role play for everybody. I see what you're saying. You got people that's vocal about it and you got people that actually do. You go march. Who's not going to do nothing? I'm going to send them folks a boat loan, a supply they need. Yeah. And 20 years later, they're going to say, Mike ain't said shit. We need everybody. But you ain't saying nothing about the boat loan. Where the money go? You don't know nothing about the boat loan. Any time a tragedy happened, they played a significant card. Everybody gets the money. Where the money be going? Where the money be going? That's my thing, yeah. My thing is not to just oversee what a nigga do and how you do it. All I'm saying is, if you got the opportunity to give off good energy and if you got it to do it, just do it. But that's what I'm saying, going back. How you going to give good energy to somebody who just lost everything? You think they going to want to hear that in that moment? Man, fuck that energy, bro. I got a baby in here, bro. Y'all said y'all were getting out that food and that shit. I don't want to hear all that good at talking, bro. Thanks. Bro, give me some help, bro. I don't want to hear about all that right now. Don't talk to me about that right now. I'm fucked up, bro. Is he being dependent on another nigga to help him? Hey, man, this ain't got nothing to do with nobody. This ain't got nothing to do with nobody. No, you lashing out. He was a tragedy. He lost everything. Nothing to do with him. Right. earthquake, flood. Yeah, crazy shit, yeah. I shit that ain't got nothing to do with nobody. You couldn't prevent it. Couldn't leave you. I couldn't do shit. I'm fucked up. I work here. I know what y'all pay me down here. Y'all know what the minimum wage is. I'm fucked up. Y'all come with a little weed. I'm doing the best I can. I did everything y'all said, and I'm still fucked up. Now, I'm down here asking. I don't want to hear all that shit, all that good at talking. Give me something that I can take back over here across the street, because my girl and my baby over here, she think I'm bullshit. Give me something. I don't want to hear that talk. Right. Hey, I've been, whatever you talking about, bro, I'm fucked up right now. Now, where the government step in? Come on, bro. We need something to date. Or the people. We need something right now. That's just like when COVID hit. Get what I do. Sooner than COVID, I don't even know what COVID is, a nigga. Hey, man, look, my neighborhood, if you got a family, man, pull up at the growth store. Pull up at the growth store. I fed over 200, 300 people out of it. You feel me? We ain't trying to, ain't making the new. Ain't making none of that. Imagine you get microjure money. But look, though, it's a nigga right now talking about flying this shit for the hood. OK, check this out. You feel, say, for instance, you feed 300 people. You fed 300 families. The nigga two streets over said, man, that nigga ain't come over here, though. No, no, you ain't walk your ass over here with a hip. Do you get what I'm saying? I get what you're saying. But when you read, I know I don't have to empathize with bullshit. It's a nigga who, that's what I'm saying. It's a nigga right now sitting on that. He ain't come over here. No, the hip was over here. The destination, the niggas hate the destination. They don't want to get off and travel through the destination. He might have heard y'all were pricking people up and said, damn, wait, that she'll be through anything. But this, you don't know. I'm saying all I'm saying is you don't know how you perceive it. Because you are hustler. You think different. You think, oh, niggas, give me a little. Oh, let me go around the corner. I ain't waiting on niggas. I think you ain't had a faith. You ain't had a faith not even in yourself. Some people don't have the faith in high power or in itself. So they double-losing. You double-losing. You don't even believe you can make it. I can't. Why you can't go? How do people get a broken spirit? Why even going through shit? A lot of people be like, I put so much good in the world. Why is even bad shit happening to me? Bro, do you understand that people are not built to see? I know that. Have you ever seen any of them old movies where they send a nerd, they show the nerd, they slap his lunch down, ruin his whole day, right? That fucked him up. Do you understand that this motherfucker grew up and owned the company and was the meanest bastard to work for? Yeah. Do you see how people can internalize the smallest shit and they can decadede it? How the villain origin story starts. Yeah. Man, why every time you talk about women, you call a woman a bitch? I don't know. It was this girl who stole my crayons. That's my fucking trauma. Yeah. Yeah. You got to be able to identify what the fuck is wrong with you, man. Yeah. Go in the head. The shooter just walked back in. Oh, OK. I was looking for my nigga. All right, for sure. We good, man. All right. But I feel what you're saying, though. I just have a, I just have, I'm like, you know what? Everybody done went through that excuse stage. Because I remember, like, when was the next break going to come? Like, when am I going to? It's not your time, though. I know that. But I'm saying, though, I understand. I done been in the niggas shoes when niggas be like, I didn't even think I was going to get an opportunity. It was never going to hit. I was just going to have to do whatever's around. So the nigga be like, he ain't even been in my shoes. But you haven't technically been in his shoes. No, because I don't know what you're dealing with. That's the point. You can't. You don't have to know what they're dealing with, just like you said, bro. You don't have to know exactly the situation to understand some people need to be handled a little bit different. I feel like if you able to get up and put your clothes on. It's how you feel. Then you back in your feelings. It don't work like that, bro. That's hella funny. Stop coming to the house. Damn. That's wisdom, though. It don't work like that. Yeah, I get what you're saying. We the young niggas, it's wisdom. It don't work like that. I see what you're saying. I feel it. But think about just a nigga that feel how you feel. It's niggas that don't. We'll just talk about that shit early. It's going to feel like us. When you go to school, you see everybody walking. They go to their class. They doing their work. Everybody in that bitch going through something that can't deal with you. But some extra strength is allowing you to make it through these hallways. You doing your work. You passing your test. You overlooking the strength that you got to able to get through. You only looking at what you're going through. Bro, I didn't realize I was that poor until y'all niggas were telling me like, but you was fucked up. My mama didn't allow me to perceive that we was fucked up. I couldn't have a way in fake clothes and shit. Nigga, I'm looking at it like nigga. I just ain't got money like y'all. But nigga, there ain't no niggas like, bro. Listen, bro. But yo fucked up. That's yo fucked up. It's some niggas that can't eat niggas. No shirt. No shoes. Like nigga, damn it. In Nigeria, nigga, it was nothing. I know that. But what I'm trying to say is, still don't. It's like, this is a step up from the nigga who might not have nothing. Yeah, exactly what I'm saying. I'm in the middle. You in the middle. What about the niggas that's lower than that? I know that. I don't, but that's what I'm saying. I didn't even perceive life that I was fucked up. I was just knowing that there's nothing niggas worshiping me. That's how I always look at life. These niggas fucked up more than me. My life's all, all right, it's a nigga who lights off and the water. All right, my life's off and the water. It's a nigga who's lighting off water and the gas. So I'm still in the water. This nigga in there. I see what you're saying. I can wait till the water time for a little sunshine. Right, but think about this though. You're like, even if you're looking bad, somebody didn't have a house to go to. OK, I'm going to be real. It was a nigga in my neighborhood who had a house, but like they walls wasn't finished. So you could be in the room and be looking through the room into the kitchen, but it's like if they cool, we knew it was fucked up, but it's cool. It's normal because the niggas are going through it. It's normal to them. So we walk through the house like they got walls. Niggas talking to the niggas through the kitchen, not really saying like, bro, it's fucked nigga. We literally be at your house more than our house. And y'all ain't got no fucking walls. That's real shit though. But we in this bitch kicking it, having parties. Talking through the other shit. Talking through the walls, nigga. But I'm talking about motherfuckers who have no way to go. They even had to. Yeah, nowhere to go outside. Yeah, that's the shit I'm thinking. But what I'm saying is, when you watch niggas deal with shit, like, it's normal, bro. You cannot be like, oh, you have to look at that as a solid foundation. They said, they not looking at it as they ain't got no walls. OK, so look at it, fuck. We got a room. But I'm just saying, the way the trauma will show up is like, fuck the walls. Now, we only consigned all week out. She grew up like that. Any time y'all argue or break up, that's her biggest fear, is you putting her out because she grew up with the walls. You get what I'm saying? Yeah, that's her trauma, her triggers. I know exactly what you're saying. Come on, man. It's a fact. You never know how that type of thing happened. See, that's what I'm too grateful and thankful that God allowed me to have that mental capacity to be like, and not dwell on shit that I have overcome. You dig what I'm saying? Because even when I sit back, I'll be like, bro, yeah, it's a nigga like who wants you to mind. But I'm only talking about me in my life. I'm like, damn. But fly, fly, fly, fly. God decided a nigga, God decided a nigga like Carlos for you to, for him to even tell you a different perspective of how to go about things. He not thinking how you think it. So that's a blessing that you got a nigga that don't think just like you. Because you might be fucked up a little bit. I know I'm fucked up. That's what I'm saying. We all fucked up. I know it. We got all different trauma. You've been through a lot. Right. And like you said, you have the use of God to get through all this. Through everything. Through everything. Look how strong you got your God muscles. Right. He would never give you more than you can handle. Right. That's why he gave you so much to deal with in such a short time. Who better? My boy DC got that. If I can't depend on nobody else, I know. I know he can do it. Right. That's your testimony. Right. Bro, you changing people's lives just by just by getting up here today. Yeah, for real. Just by keep going. Just by the, man, bro, you got motherfuckers inspired, bro. For real. Your strength is wrestling, that, bro. But that's why I be on nigga's head. You can't be on their head. Hold on. You can't be on their head. I ain't saying I'm on their head. I see what you said. It's working. That's you. But wait a minute. It goes back to what we said earlier. Uh-huh. You got to stay on their head, too. Yeah. Stay on their head. Right. But don't forget that it's more than them that's watching you. Right. You got to serve them in a way that only you can serve. Right. You give what I'm saying? I'm not really only talking to the strong. Hold on. I understand that. You got a strong people who's still drawing strength from your two backs. Right, exactly. Right. Same way that you were. Same way you to touch all these different audiences, bro. Right. You got everybody. You got all these people on your side. Right. So the same way you're going to have to, you got to talk different to the niggas in the street. Right. They can't, like you said, they don't got to receive the harder part as much. Right. Right. But this auntie or a mama, she needed to. Right. Kids. Kids. So that's where I got to talk to them. Yup. You got it, you know what I'm saying? Right. It's the balance. Right. We learning that shit every day as Black men. Right. Because the message and how it comes out, it's more so like, it's like that professor that you know on the first day of school, you're like, oh, he ain't bullshitting. As soon as he come in, oh, you ain't done the sponge, then you are already late, because we already on the class work, I need you ready. And niggas like, hold tight. Man, I shouldn't have came in here to told you to do the sponge. You already know that was first for you. You know what you in for? Yup. But, but, all the way, but sometimes that's not the best teacher. Sometimes that's not the best teacher. But the thing though, I ain't never say come, you're not allowed for tutorial. Right. Now see, just like he's saying, them the only teachers there to fucking help you. Because they not bullshitting. Exactly. And it's not about how fucking good you do. You make me look bad if I don't get you. That's how I'm doing it. That's how I'm fucking with it. Oh, mamas. Yeah. And it ain't, it might be like you said, that might end up being your hardest class, or your funnest class, or the one teacher that ever sent you that letter that got you in the school. I seen him come in my class. He was fucking up at first. I showed him I wasn't playing. He took my direction. I got, ended up being one of my best students. Exactly. Some students help teachers. So say for I am their street teacher. Right. Then a student who may need help and said, look, I need to come to the tutorial. No, I'm like, I don't need. But I tell you, you need tutorial. That's the only way you come. But by you taking the initiative to say, I need help. Hold on. I'm going to put in another perspective and say it. What about the one student that that's the only time that they can get it? You can make a motherfucker sit in the classroom all damn day and not get it. Right. But 30 minutes after class. Oh, why you just ain't say that? Somebody just. I'm not student. Some niggas that need help. No, for real. I was that student. One on one. I don't know what you niggas saying. But if this nigga just chop game with me, what's up? Look, break it down like this. Oh, I get it. But you know what a lot of us is? We scared to ask questions amongst others because we may feel like we're stupid. So that goes back to the saying, hey, I'm feeling vulnerable. I'm not feeling weak. I'm right. That goes back to that. Hold on. You know what I'm saying? We all grow men at this point. How long did it take us to realize when you think about the most fun you had at school? Bullshitin' with your friends. It's just not doing shit. Just being around your friends, your peers. Right. Before you realized the niggas was, they was playing on you, joking on you. The whole time. That's love. That's how, we ain't the type of nigga that say I love you, bro. Right, yeah. But a nigga might say, boy, that shirt ain't shit. Yeah, that's love. Nigga, I've been seeing you fucked up the whole time. We been playing this one. We was dirty and fucked up. We going to do this shit when we got the shit on that. Boy, you ain't shit. Lil' Lewis, Lil' Dirty Ad. We were doing it when we had the motherfuckers. Yeah, that's all a little language, nigga. You get what I'm saying? Yeah, that ain't gonna bite us. That's the love shit. We ain't not a love nigga. It's the way that we show love. Yeah, exactly. Yeah. Yeah. But you got to, everybody ain't built like that. Some people really got fucked up behind that. Some people really don't know what this shit is about. I'm hella weak at that shit. I'm working on it, bro. You can't talk to your girl. You can't talk to your girl. How you talk to a motherfucker on the street. It's another tone. It's another conversation. It's soft. You got to make sure that you treat her softer. Yeah. You ain't coming in like, what's up? What you mean? What's up? You damn little bitch. What's up, man? But see, that's the difference, man. Yeah. You right. You can't not be. Niggas don't know when to turn that shit off, bro. You don't never have to be hard with your lady like that. Don't never handle your lady hard. Like, don't never handle it like niggas, man. May I throw at you on the stove? This nigga's stupid, bro. Nah, but you know, this is, this is, uh... Oh, this niggas, this one, this plate. This is going to get ran by three, four. That's that, that's that. Fuck with these niggas, bro. These niggas like, man, no. Hey, man, look, I got to watch this one by myself. Yeah. I'm on the right one, man. No, for real. He thinks it's crazy. That's all that me saying. She'll help. Well, you got to hear this shit, bro. I didn't hear the word for help. You better stop. You know, we been talking niggas. Yeah! Oh, man, man. Hey, boy, that's me. Gary, I'm on the right one. Real shit. You got to watch it by yourself, though. Yeah. Go catch it. No, baby, go back in there. I got to... I'm so excited. Yeah. Yeah. And I bit my dick, man. Yeah. But then when the niggas see you, when the niggas see you, you might not break down like that. He might be hella hard. Hey, bro, I fuck with you, though. Nigga, you a real nigga, bro. I tell you. You found me? But he really broke down and cried when he watched some shit. Yeah, right? Red, right? Money bag. Everybody in the money bag. I'm a nigga. Yeah. I'm a senior nigga. Everything. Everything I did, everything. The first time I ever seen a nigga cry was at my apartment room. 16. Well, I was 16. We lost my boy Brian from the neighborhood. This one I knew shit was real, because I'm like, this is before. This was started. Everything. This is when I came outside and life just looked different. It wasn't like yesterday, it was like, I was a child yesterday, like, we outside playing ball, nigga. We living in the hood, nigga. Shit normal, nigga. Every crackhead, shit normal. Shit normal, nigga. Get that phone call. Man, Brian died, bro. What? Police, man. Your car ran into a house and it had center block. They died. They got go outside, because they go on the street. They couldn't go talk to his people. They couldn't walk on the streets. What the fuck going on? They got walk outside, nigga. Nigga, I get on my front porch. Nigga, I look to the left and look to the right, nigga. The world was just so different in my eyes, nigga. It was yesterday, the birds was chirping. We was outside barbecuing. Nigga, probably a couple of fights. But this is regular shit. Normal. Normal. This nigga is young, 17, nigga. You talking about this shit can hit kids. Nigga, I go outside, nigga. It was like foggy and the world never looked the same, nigga. It was literally so, like, it could change. And it was just like, we done entered this shit. Whatever it was, we done entered it. And this shit can hit anybody. And I was 16 and I knew then I was like, I got to watch how I move out here. Every step counts. Like, nigga, even when you a child, nigga, that shit don't care about you being no child. You outside. And I knew then I was like, nigga, every day I had to pace myself because nigga, this shit is real, nigga. We not kids no more, nigga. We not out here in the neighborhood playing, nigga. Oh, mama. This shit. That shit. And I just knew, like, my life had to change. Man. Had a chain, bro. Life in the clouds and he looked the same. The tree, none of that shit. None of that shit the day before. Nigga, my mama caught it and he looked the same. It was like a little old thing in white. That shit was just like, my coloring just went bad. I swear to God, when I saw everything, it was just a little dark. Yeah. Just put it like that. Because when light hits you, it gets dark. So all the bright lights and you, for shit, everything had a little tint on it. Put it like that. Yeah. That's light. That's light. And you never know what that moment is, bro. Man. But one day, it's just like a part of God's plan. Man. I'm not saying that necessarily something will happen. Right. But you just get to the point where it's like, this all the real shit that matter. Man. This all the shit that don't. And you will never fuck with this shit ever again. The shit that don't matter to you. The shit that ain't important. You get to pick and choose how you have this experience in life. Man. You know what I'm saying? Shit ain't really make you mad. That's just the anger that you're feeding this shit. Let that shit go. Just take the same energy to let that shit go. It didn't even entertain it. Man. Like if you on a path to some shit, great. Why would you even waste time on some bullshit? Man. Man. Sometimes it's money. It ain't but a few things that can drive people away from you. Lies, stealing, cheating. Sex, what? Sex, money, murder. It's the same list of shit over and over and over again in different variations. Like, have this experience with it. Know what's important. Know how valuable that this shit is. It's like, you don't want to spend too much at your time on your experience on another motherfucker. Trying to convince them of some shit that they don't even understand. Like you're saying, you got, yeah, but you got to get them the credit for not even knowing what it is. Because they don't, that means you think that these people have the same mental capacity, the same intelligence. You see them as an equal. We not even fucking having the same experience in this room right now. You get what I'm saying? Some of this shit gonna hit different to it. It's people who watch this shit every fucking Friday, every Thursday, every, they can't wait to see it. Some people watch it when they fucking watch it. Some people never seen it. Know what the fuck we talking about? Think of all the people who ain't never even heard of this shit. That don't mean that they fucked up. It's just, hey, they having a dip. They don't, they listen to the shit. What? You listen to this bullshit? Isn't the guy never read that right now? No, for sure. That was my mother. Hell yeah, nigga. What? I never find them nigga fuckers. Yeah. Nigga what? You seen the motherfucking folks? I'm not fucking gonna laugh. But do you understand that the people who been watching this show, they getting the message that they're supposed to be getting right now and they know that we ain't sitting on this bitch trying to joke on each other? What did the dumpster say to the rubber? Rubber, ducky. But it is dope to try to just like have this experience and have different point of views. Then you start to look back and when you get out of certain points in your life, like your 20s, that's when you really supposed to just really run through life and get the experiences out the way. You know what I'm saying? Because that's why you so young and energetic and you don't gotta lay down for eight hours. You could do two, three hours of sleep and that's why motherfuckers look at people in their 20s like he bullshit. Right. Nigga, how you not doing well in school? You live in a technology era. You could go home and cheat for 15 minutes and be an A student. They give homework out every week. You could literally be a B student off homework alone. Off yeah. You get what I'm saying? Yeah. You're scared of your lot, huh? Now they got a whole A.I.M. Come on, man. But Nigga, if you cheat long enough and all your answers right, you at least remember the right motherfucking answers. That's all I can learn from. What do you think school is? School ain't about how much shit you remember. Nigga, how good can you come up with the shit that I'm asking you? Right. Right. You used to hit a lot of these schools. What if motherfuckers never studied? They just studied the cheat sheet. I don't remember none of this shit. I just know the answer. I just know the answer, exactly. When you teach a switch it up on your bitch head. The answer don't change though. The whole school process ain't about your fucking grades. They don't remember C8, D8, C8. Don't know if that shit matter though. That shit don't mean that, my boy. That shit wrong. Nigga, look at me. Yeah, he can big and switch that up. Nigga with the D. They don't give a fuck about the grades. They give a fuck about the paper. Yeah, the answer. Yeah, it ain't about the grades. Nigga, what kind of effort are you putting in? At least are you dumb enough to be smart enough to meet the motherfuckers who doing good? Your opportunity right beside you. You ain't shit at this. Who is? Hey, this motherfucking cold. You ain't nobody saying that. I love this. I love this. He got the highest grades in the whole goddamn school. Ain't nobody saying that. Nobody even asked this nigga nothing. Yeah. Everybody like it. You go Joseph. But you, yeah. That's what I'm saying. But niggas don't be thinking like that in school though. But niggas growing to be like, yeah. You so smart. Yeah. I ain't saying shit to Joseph. The best business partners is what they always say. Ah man, we've been buddies since high school. Yep. He went this way and I went that way. And we were back at home. And we clicked up for some hamburgers. And nigga, we started this company. And that was, look at us now. Right. Yeah. Damn. Yeah, that's facts. This is where I needed, man. This was. This was very therapeutic for all of us. I needed you niggas. I love y'all niggas, boy. My mama. Nigga, this ain't niggas. Yeah. Nah, we talking about everything. It was everything. Yeah. God damn. Niggas, hell of shit this just happened. Y'all done talked me through. I would have been at the house by myself. This bitch ass nigga. Hey, call me, mommy. I ain't on the internet. Hey, nigga, call me though. No, call me though. I ain't on the internet. Call me. Yeah. On my shirt. Yeah. On my mama nigga. Nah, nah, nah. That's. He gone. What happened? It was on my shirt. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? Feel me? It ain't about nothing. But it's about something to me though. I don't know. That's what we talked about. It's everything needs something different to everybody. Mamas, nigga. That yellow shirt raw to you, but that shit might be weak as fuck to somebody. That's crazy, my boy. Man. That's what this shit about. See, how old are you? 29. Man, if you was 39, you would have been in the order. You would have ordered three different designs right now. Sure you still. All for real? Uh-huh. That back shit. Hey, bro, run me this this and this. I need them bitches tonight. Uh-huh. Somebody say something about my outfit, boy. Yeah, check my liver, nigga. I called my boy Chico. I said, what up? Am I doing all right? He made you pump them up. I said, ain't that funny? Yeah. Damn. When Chico threw it, boy, I started with no money. Damn. Boy, it been brought up to you, boy. Yeah. I just know that you got a Chico being in here. The boy. Come on, yo. You got a Chico hat. I said my boy Chico hat. Yes, son. For fuck what I said. I said, oh, you put that shit off? Oh, wow. Oh, no, man. Watch your hat stick. Yeah. You call a popper. The bitch knocker. Damn, come on. Come on, man. Man, make sure you go get you some of this 85 South Shore shit. Yeah. Both of them. Yeah. Make sure you get it. Oh. Say less. Say motherfucking less. You ain't got to go get shit. Oh, mama. Oh, yeah, you got good shit. Look at you. You put your name on the bag. God damn. Bad ass kid. Ooh, I got something. That shit might mean the world to that nigga. That nigga might never got a gift. Ooh. I told you. That nigga might put it on this Christmas tree, nigga. I told you. Oh, no. What's this nigga feeling right now? I told you. Yeah, yeah. Damn. But when you go get some of this shit, get some of this shit. Oh, shit. Why you bringing that? I got you. That shit. Oh, they took it. Oh, they took it. Shit. They gone. They took that nigga shit. It's over. But the driver left. They took my bag. Everybody gone. Everybody gone. Damn. They took that nigga out. The gig's up. I'm gonna get up out of here. Damn. Hey, cut. They left. I got you. I got you. Family. Take everything. Damn. Oh, you're this shit. This is going to be the best episode, respectively. Mom, this is one crazy old cat. It was all right, yo. Yeah, we needed this one, man. Let you help that episode. Black men got a goddamn... We be going through hell and shit, bro. We be talking about shit, bro. We be talking about shit. We be talking about shit. That one, I got the... I ain't got the tolerance to sit around niggas and not talk about shit. Like, when I go back to the hood, I literally become that old nigga. I come trade daddy. Get on the corner. And everybody come around the corner, and I'm like, yeah, brother, we got to do something about this motherfucker, man. If you said don't fight, you ain't selling dope here, here, in here, man. What are you doing? No, I don't come back and flex on niggas. I come back and let niggas know like we're coming to projects. And the nigga take that the wrong way. Who the fuck this nigga think he is? He can't get touched. He can't get touched. Some niggas might think that. We gotta stand that. What the whole purpose is, listen, bro, I'm from these... Y'all remember when... Y'all remember me when I was like, his shoen die is gonna win. He trying to get all the goddamn money. Struggle. Working hard. Listen, I don't broke the code, nigga. Yeah. I broke the code that all these niggas trying to break. I got more money than all the dope dealers that we looking at. Mama. And we should look up to these niggas. Mama. Y'all niggas got the opportunity to do the same thing, bro. What made me different from you, nigga? You know me, nigga. Like you niggas know me. The world know me for the work and the TV and all that shit. Y'all niggas know I was doing that in school. Out here with you, niggas. Oh, mamas. Oh, mamas. I'm a same nigga. Man. You understand that even if you went to and did that same shit and you was telling the nigga, this is a message directly from God. If you hold it down and do right for the next 15 years, you would be 10 times bigger than me. That's from him directly. He just put that on my spirit and tell you that. Do you understand that niggas look you right in your face and say, yeah, but what about right motherfucking now? I'm going to do something tonight. Do it then. I'm ready to be that nigga right now. Damn. You got the opportunity to do that. I can't do it right now. You can do it right. What's wrong with you? Because a lot of niggas may think there is another nigga hanging on him getting some. Yeah. That's a fact. Man, he don't want to see me getting no money, man. We're going to get the money, man. I can't go there and get no money, man. Ain't nobody stopping you. The money payout right here. You ain't so scared. He don't even want to jump on you. Who stopped you? Man, I thought I saw a nigga told me I can't go home without you. You making that shit now. You make it get a lot of niggas that you're making the whole nigga feel. But that's the thing though that I be seeing. A lot of niggas be wanting niggas to feel sorry. That's why I be like, I'm not infatated to niggas, some niggas because I be seeing this shit. Some niggas is damaged and don't even know they damaged. If you watched how people talk, you can always tell one a nigga like feel some type of weight. It don't even got to be hate. Sometimes it just be a little jealous. You can always tell one a nigga when a nigga say some shit like, if it was me though, if it was me, oh mama. That's the grown man way of wishing you was in the niggas shoes. Yeah, not for real. I be helping niggas understanding that you was already there and they didn't realize it. Because I'm like, look where you at. I'm be real, look where you at, right? Your girl in there, y'all got apartment. Your apartment, $900. You got money, so you always got rent. Plus, you think you fucked up when you really standing on business a little bit. Oh mama. I put a whole lot of money. Now I'm now seeing $12,000 a week. But you're blue and salmon. Because you don't even understand, gonna take that nine hundred, stack seven, take your thousand and make sure you and your folks spread, you feel me? I ain't tell you not to look good, but it's financial literacy that we don't have which bring jealousy to the fore. Yeah, that's the fact. Hold up, I hate to be that motherfucker, but everything that makes sense. Don't make sense. Damn, that's the fact. Cause yeah, you can tell a nigga, all type of ism, all type of shit, nigga don't get it. I just gave you some game and knocked the bitch. I don't think that's gonna work. Alright, well let me go over there and knock the bitch down. Hey baby, that worked for you. You came telling another nigga how to do that. Yeah, that's not in him. Everybody wanna get money and do extra and wanna follow the recipe, but wanna do it their own way. With you paying, I told a young nigga, I said, I seen the night of your time. I think it. That motherfucker was out here. Somebody was in that room. Oh my God. But I understand that. What that does when you're around other niggas and you like, I got more money than all these niggas. So it's like niggas in the hood, love watching other niggas because there's a limit where they put on themselves. If I got 30,000, but he got 28, I feel good cause I got two more thousand more than this nigga. Not looking at it as, we get money and we can do this shit. And I'm like, look my nigga, you got that man, 10,000 in your pocket. You ain't fucked up. You ain't fucked up. I don't know. If your man's next to you got 7,500, you ain't fucked up. You got that bitch in the shoebox, you can go get. You got five? Why you shaking your head, love? Because in their head, I know how you say everybody perceive it different, but I'm telling him you're not fucked up. Your financial IQ and your financial illiterate that you don't even understand. I know a lot of niggas who done had 20, 15, 30 and blowing thinking that 100,000 is out of reach. Man, that shit, the thing about it is that when you got I see what you're doing from a nigga thinking like that. That's my friend. Everybody ain't got that shit, bruh. Nah, they don't. They don't. Listen, you was capable of getting 20 back. Listen, I was a nigga who always wanted to hit a lit nigga. They had to sit and watch niggas. I had to sit and watch niggas. You see this? You can't project yourself in every situation, bruh. Everybody ain't gonna make the decisions that you make, bruh. I ain't say that. If you got 10 and your man got 75, do you understand that it worked like that if that's you? You put the average nigga in that situation where 10 man with 75 and another nigga got 10. You discredit how special you is. That sounds like another nigga selling a course who had to be 90% of them situation in my bullshit. No, no, Los. I get what you're saying. I get what you're saying. What I'm saying is take the advice. You buying a nigga course who telling you how to do real estate, that shit works for him. It didn't work for you. You can take some of the advice and apply it to your knowledge. All I'm saying is take the advice. You suck-ass nigga. Get the fuck out of my face if you want somebody to cry too. Bitch! Fuck is you saying, man? You won't get some money or go cry. Take your bitch's ass up and up with your babies. Hey! Fuck that! Hey, my nigga, Mr. Fav, always saying nigga grind for it. Don't whine for it, man. But that's a mentality. It's more than a mentality. It's that shit in you, bro. You can tell a nigga, hey, man, don't whine for it, grind for it. Niggas just hear it and don't do shit. Niggas still sit there, bro. That's some real shit. And then go back sitting. Who says some real shit? Niggas gon' grind. You got energy to know yes and no. If you got energy to get in your car and put on your seat belt because you know you're a crash. You got energy to go get you some cash. If you got energy to ask a nigga for some help you got the same energy to bid you some wealth. Oh, pop your pee. Pop your pee. Pop your pee in. Pop your pee. Yeah, I ain't got time for it because I'm glad God allowed me to have the strength that He gave me because I remember asking like you said, asking. I know what asking do. I was a nigga who asked, low. I was a nigga who was like, the hell. But you had something in you. No, but what I'm saying, that's what I'm trying to do. I realize, I know that. I'm getting mad at niggas because they ain't juice. I know that. Pop your collar, nigga. Hold up. 35 years later that they fucking started with. They ain't never tried to get down. They don't want to be moved up. They ain't want to be the manager. They don't want to be the shift leader. That was it. I ain't saying talk to them. But some motherfuckers like, man, fuck this shit. I can't spend another day in here. I know I'm better than this. Fuck what they paying. Fuck these benefits. I'm bigger than this. And if I be fucked up in two weeks, I always do this shit. Some motherfuckers come in that bitch and work their way up from the janitor and then get the fuck lived job and work over there and then go upstairs and then want to take over. Get you the same advice. Some motherfuckers ain't built to be the boss. I'm telling you to be the boss. I'm telling you to find the strength to never give up. That's all I'm saying. Bitch, you can be the best janitor in the world. Get your sweep on. Get it. All I'm saying is own that shit. Own it. I'm not telling you that. I don't understand that you may go through shit. What I'm telling you is own the problem. Understand that if there is a problem, I must succeed. I must follow through. You have the energy of saying I can't get through this shit. When really, you should be using that same energy to say I can even if it keep knocking you down. Bro, it's a nigga right now that's saying I'ma get back up, but you keep hitting the ground. I'ma get back up. I really don't think I can do it. I'ma hit the ground again, but I'ma get back up. What is it that you're not here? I heard you. Man, go to the daycare, man. You might have to fall down 10 times before you get this shit. Some motherfuckers ain't gonna make it past the 7th fall. It's impossible. It's never gonna happen. That's them. That was one of the motherfuckers who got to be put in the middle. I ain't say everybody's gonna make it. Not everybody's gonna make it, but it's gonna be some motherfuckers there who you ain't think was gonna be there. Like, there, am I made it and you still here? How did you do it? I didn't think you had the know-how to do this. I did. The whereabouts. You figured some shit out. I had counted you out. I never counted a nigga out. That's what happened, but I'm surprised that with your skill set and all the shit that I thought that you weren't gonna be able to use to make it, you found a way to make that shit work in a way that I couldn't see myself making it work the way you did. That's what I'm trying to tell a nigga. You ain't me and I ain't you. Your destination may be different. Don't give up on the destination. That's all I'm saying. I ain't saying that you can't crawl there. You gotta walk. You gotta run. Sometimes you just sitting there moving when you get a little edge. All I'm saying is, don't ever think you can't move. No. It's just like you said earlier. If you hosting the fucking award show and the nigga who sweep he the janitor. He in charge of cleaning all this shit up. They flew him and his crew in put him up. Did he make it too? To a certain extent, if whatever he wanted out of life. Like you said, everybody got the opportunity. No, he never saw this coming. He know he was the best janitor to start calling them and flying them out and booking them for events and putting them in charge of shit. He was just good at this job. That could be the same way we think about 85 South. We never thought of us doing radio. Right. Until you listen to your brother and be like, trust me. But what I'm saying is same shit. It's perspective. Perspective. I would have never touched the radio. I would have never done this shit if it was up on my brother. If I was a nigga right here, I wouldn't be right here. So that's his blessing to see things that you can't see sometimes. Chaps didn't even know the water. We all giving each other a blessing. Think of how much of that shit didn't happen because of whatever fucking reason though. Think of how far we are behind as a culture, as a race of people, as black people. Look at how much communication didn't happen. Right. Think about how many times it wasn't allowed to stand on the corner and build and bullshit. Whether they sound like bullshit to the people walking by. Think of what they could have did to the... Think of what them old men standing on them corners in the late 70's and 80's did. All that knowledge that they gave they knew everybody named who passed by. Everybody had a nickname. That's Scooter Buddha. I mean he gonna run to the store for Scooter Buddha, how old are you now? Bring me some cigarettes on your way. Do you understand that all them kids that grew up without no father needed all... Exactly. They needed that interaction. They needed to feel like somebody saw them. You get what I'm saying? Think of all the shit that's gone out of our communities now. Shit that will never get back. Big mama now, the candy lady, the people who raised us and they never even come outside. Them ladies who yell that you threw the screen though. I heard y'all back there cussing. And smoking. I don't know who it is somebody walked through here smelling just like reefer. And if I find out who it is I'm telling on everybody. Matter of fact I don't even want y'all back here no more. Y'all stay with the background. Them motherfuckers who looked out for you, who gave a fuck who you ain't even know knew your name been knowing you since you was a baby. They broke up. They watched you the whole time. They broke up by our communities. Yeah. So it don't be none of that. Because even every day was a gathering. What's going on? You come outside. Y'all what we doing? It's like now we come out of the third grade teaching and trying to stand on it. And you know how small community used to be communities. Your mom and your third grade teachers get their hair done at the same place. It's like the community gone. That's why you see so many so much bullshit kids just doing flash mobs and they bored. Bruh they want to be seen. They been talking to each other online. They can meet up with 500 motherfuckers that they ain't never seen before but they been friends since they was 11, 12 years old. That ain't just doing shit. Trying to impress each other. And that's how that shit keep making the news. Hey man this shit gonna be a going on forever man. Shit going. My bad bruh. Hey man. You know where we at. This is your first time stopping through this trip. Don't let it be your last. You see you bring the energy that have us talking like them. You got a deep spirit nigga. It's your spirit.