 Hi guys. Oh, I thought I had someone watching but I guess not I'm just gonna wait for like a couple minutes Just to see who pops on here hi Jal J Jalil Jaleel Jaleel. Oh my gosh. Hi guys. Thanks for jumping on here with me I actually made a list so I won't like run out of topics to talk about I don't know why it says zero viewers. Oh, no, there's actually four people watching um and now five people so Um, if you guys have questions feel free to like ask and stuff Pop because I'm no professional streamer whatsoever. So we're just gonna like chat here Um, oh now it's five. Yes Thank you so much for Jumping on and joining me. So I guess the first thing I want to talk about um Is about asian lives and The craziness that happened in atlanta. Hi, i'm from france. Hi. Thanks for joining. Um, Welcome to my channel if you're new but right now The times for like asian people in general is just like really crazy So I just kind of wanted to bring awareness to that especially me being asian and stuff You guys didn't know i'm chinese. I do look korean a lot of people say but um, I just thought that I should talk about um This subject real quick and it's really weird being live and knowing that I can't edit this It's like really I don't know it kind of gives me some anxiety But it's fine because I wanted to also be able to talk to you guys and since I never go live really um, I thought it would be cool to do this. Okay, so um If you guys didn't know I believe it was six women in an asian massage parlor Um got brutally murdered by some guy because I guess officials said that he um didn't I mean he was um a little I guess Like he was battling with a um Like addiction And he was trying to get I don't know. I don't know the cop said from what I've heard he was just having a bad day Well, I think we all have bad days, but we don't go around shooting people um, so clearly Do I think it was a race thing? Yes. Oh, hi, Christina. Thanks for joining. Do I think it was a race thing? Yes, but I don't Not all there, um, maybe he needs some help and stuff. Um But this goes into the race Conversation that we need to start having and I'm not trying to um Like make any light of it because it's very serious And I actually wanted to share a post with you guys And I know this might be a little bit longer, but this post just sums up everything that I personally um just think Really sums this up in a really good way. So, um, I'm just gonna read it and then I guess we'll change just I guess we'll change the subject, but um I want to also say that Yeah, like being asian like when I go out of the house like my parents are like, oh be careful and now I really have to be careful because Like I don't know who is going to have a certain viewpoint and it does make me nervous because I am Asian and it's obvious obviously um, so I am a little concerned about Like what might happen to me if I will or might get attacked Um, fortunately, I'm asian um, very not About asian town. I haven't experienced any recent covid related harassment. Yes Um, that's good. Oh my gosh and same here. I'm I'm happy that about that as well. I have been told to go Eat a bat though. Oh my gosh. That is horrible. Oh my gosh So, yeah, um, I know I'm just jumping all around here. But again, this is live. So, um Yeah, the whole you know virus, um That eat go eat bats and all of that that is horrendous and I think that um with previous leadership that we've had in our country If that is who is saying those things it is it was it's telling the american people that it's okay to say insensitive racial things like that that is completely Not okay in our society. Um Yeah, because that is just like blatant. That's crazy. I am so sorry. I believe your name's kate um that that happened to you. Luckily nothing's really happened to me and um for some of my work events I do have to go out and everything and there's um, a quite a bit of people there and I am nervous sometimes But I try to not Um make eye contact with people like if I get a vibe or something I don't know like if I'm in a certain area. I just like look I just don't make eye contact and then they I mean, I like put my head down and just like walk But that's just me in general. But especially now I don't want to talk to anyone necessarily. So, um I hope we see it change soon. Yes me too. Hello, Alex. So pleased to join you in my stream. Yes I'm so happy to have you here. Thank you for jumping on and saying hey Um, but right now I'm just going to share this post. I shared this on Insta no, yeah, I shared it on instagram. I shared it on my facebook page. Um I just think it's really important and um, I know this livestream I plan on staying here like an hour maybe and I am going to save this live stream So people can watch it back in the replay. So if you have to jump off of here, that's completely okay Um, I appreciate you for jumping on and supporting me. Um, but this is a post by yvonne scott um shackle 10 and um, here is her, um What is this? Uh, this is her facebook. I just want to give her credit where credit's due um, so anyway, um So she says picture this you're the only little asian kindergartener in a class of white kids sitting on the rug for story time and granted I went to a predominantly Caucasian school when I Was in elementary grade school all of that. Um, and So I kind of relate to this in a way um for The second part of my middle school into high school. I went to an art school. So, um, hey pretty lady. Hi Thanks for joining. I will catch up on comments in just a little bit So, yeah, you're sitting on the rug for story time And to think and to think I saw it on mulberry street is the book that the teacher is reading when they get to the part about a China man who eats with sticks all the little white kids look at you and say stuff like You're a china person. That's what your dad looks like Followed by a mean followed by mean laughing Cue the pulling of the outer corners of their eyes so they can pretend to be asian That's just horrible and um apparently that has happened to me I don't remember it, but it hurt my feelings and my parents told me that that had happened to me when I was in elementary school And in the meantime, you just sit there knowing that you're not chinese and wondering why they're calling you chinese as if it's a bad thing And also picturing your handsome caucasian dad wishing the other kids weren't making fun of him thinking he looks like some goofy character caricature so, um Yeah, I was I was kind of moved by this as well because even though I am At least we think I am full chinese. Um, I Definitely associate myself more american chinese like i'm a chinese american because I was raised by caucasian people And I don't know a lot about the culture and stuff Um, so I definitely kind of resonate with that um just for the fact that um Like my parents are white and everything if you can't imagine what it's like I can tell you firsthand your face gets red and hot and you're embarrassed because everyone is laughing at you And you're trying not to cry, but you're the only one who is different So then you think maybe there is something wrong and laughable about being different And no one listens and no one listens to you try to explain Where you're actually from and what your dad actually looks like and the tears slip out And the kids don't care that you're sad now. They're laughing because you're crying It feels bad and you and then you go home and cry in your mom's lap And then it feels bad. I think we don't really reflect because I don't even remember doing that to my mom's I mean when I was in grade school and stuff But I guess it really did affect me as a child and I didn't even realize that so it's very important that we at least like take a bit of time to To really like Reflect on little things like books and everything like that This is why it matters that there are pictures in books that depict different races in negative or stereotypical ways Kids of all races deserve to be depicted in ways that they admit that make them feel proud of who they are Not in ways that mock their differences pulling The pulling of the seuss books isn't cancel culture. It's evolution It's making our brains think a little bit more about how those things in those books might affect the way we Are or the way we are thinking currently The sad little Asian girl inside me Is really grateful for those who understand and that's where the post ends and I think that is just a great way To kind of just sum all this up I know i'm not really necessarily talking about books, but that's just a really good Post about like, you know stereotypes and the race thing so Um Yeah, right now. I'm lucky that I haven't experienced any of that hate in Um our society, but right now, but um, I know there's a possibility My refrigerator just turned on so I'm sorry. Um, but yeah, that's kind of where Everything is um with my thoughts and feelings about that. Um, I think it's horrible and I think it's good that all of the stuff is bring being brought up into conversation Because for so long it hasn't been and there's so many people with different viewpoints and I don't idea a lot idea a lot idea Okay, that's making me sound like stupid, but I'm sorry ideologies. That's the word. Um Hi, the asm race racism is unfortunately true I'm In my country too. Oh, that's so that's just that sucks. Um, there's a lot of dundam Ignorance going around it's horrible because even though words aren't physically violent It promotes hate which leads to violence. Yeah, and unfortunately that's true and people can have their own opinion Okay, like you and I can disagree on things. That's fine but I mean when it comes to like hating and like violence, it's just not cool, you know um Oh, I've heard china lady in first grade With that iphone japanese. Oh, that sucks man People's assumptions that all asian americans are chinese and people say If it's a bad thing. Yes, that's a very real experience. Yes, that's so true Um, have or will you ever want to go back? Where they got you from if I may ask. Yes, I would love to just to see what it looks like and stuff I don't have a dreaming desire nor could really afford that right now in my life But if I got presented with the opportunity, of course, I would take it I think that'd be really cool and some of the girls that I got adopted with actually got to go back and um And see the orphanage and everything but the orphanage is like torn down now. So um Yeah Okay, so let's move on to the next topic which allow me to get my little list out here Um, let's talk about Let's talk about my injury because My arms are doing much better. It's still like really sore right here. It's just like sore. It's not like pain This one's almost like completely healed. It has been so nice taking the week off and um, I just I've been so happy with like everything um Just relaxing and stuff. Um, I think your body can get burned out and maybe that's just like what I was experiencing but Yeah, I've been taking it really easy. Haven't worked out one bit and I've been loving every minute of it. Just Just not having to do that. Um But it does feel weird because it's gotten into my routine It's just like my lifestyle now that it does feel weird not working out And it's almost like oh, I have to I don't know. It's weird to like cross it off my list of things to do But that leads me into what I'm planning on doing once Um after this week I am going to start running walking in my neighborhood. Obviously I will be carrying pepper spray because I don't I mean like, you know, there might be creepy creeper people And like if I don't feel safe then like I won't want to do it But I want to start running walking Um, I will not be getting up at you know, like 5 a.m. Or 6 a.m. To run because Even though it's going to be hot like I am not a morning person whatsoever Um, so that is what I plan on doing a plan running and that doesn't really like use my arms that much It's not like push-ups or like lifting weights or anything So that is kind of like where I'm at with like working out and what I want to do The next topic I wanted to kind of talk about While I still have some of you guys on here Okay, so if you guys watch or know of the dad challenge podcast Um, I don't know if you guys watch him but all on my list of like I don't know most watched channels That also watch your channel like watch him. So I was part of the like cancel family vloggers Group or whatever just to like see. I mean, I'm just like a nosy person like that um, so pretty much I just you know, looked at what people were saying and everything and I get kicked out of the group like I don't know. I think it's because like I follow like A handful of like family vloggers and like I guess that's one of the rules now So I'm like, okay, that's like a little weird. But I mean, it's not that big of a deal but I thought I would mention it here because I just think it's like really funny that I got kicked out of the dad challenge podcast group and then like I requested to join again and then It was like answer these questions and it wasn't like the questions that normally you answer like I don't know about him. I'm not about him, but about like the videos he does It was like do you promise not to follow any family vloggers and this that and the other I'm like, well, no I can't say that because like I watch some of them still and I enjoy some of their content so like I'm not um, I'm not like someone to like Be like a complete hater on someone But it's kind of sad that I got kicked out of the group because like I just I was just interested I kind of just like went there to like scroll and like look at what people were saying because there's some people that are just a little like A little too passionate about that. I mean like come on, you know Who isn't a nosy personality? Yeah, I'm I'm like really nosy and stuff like but I mean, I think I just got kicked out and I'm not gonna like request to join again because I'm just I mean, I'm not gonna promise to not follow any family vloggers like some of them I'm not gonna say we're friends, but we're like Good like acquaintances that I've followed them for a long time and they actually like live in Orlando and stuff So and I I mean I will support them just because I really and even in my other video I said that like I genuinely enjoy watching family vloggers So I mean whatever so I thought that was kind of funny My next little topic I wanted to talk about I'm wondering if you guys really like Like youtube memberships and patreon Like what are your thoughts on that? What's the issue with family vloggers? I love them. Yeah, I mean I I won't be educated. That's the biggest thing I can say about that That what their argument is is that kids are being exploited for money abuse, etc And yes, there's a lot that I will say yes, like that is true. Like there's nothing that goes against that but also like On like there's another side of it where I think that there's also a lot of child exploitation in other ways Um That you know other people like more people should be more aware of too I mean raising awareness about something is is good, but um when you like, I don't know Anyway, I just like watch them for like entertainment purposes. You know what I'm saying like Think that they're becoming exploited. You shouldn't be making money off of children Um that sort of thing. So that's their argument and to a degree and everything it is true um But I I mean I've even said in my video as well that I really I mean, I do want to put my kids online. So and I've gotten some hate for that But you know, whatever. I mean, I don't think it's going anywhere anytime soon just because that's just how it goes um But thank you for that asking that because that is a good question um the next thing. Oh, yeah, so about YouTube um Memberships and patreon like what do you guys think about that? Would you like pay a couple bucks a month each month to support me as a creator and then like Get something for that like I just I don't know what you guys like or want I feel like I really need to be more in tune with what my audience wants And I know you guys really really like adoption content and everything um but Yeah, I don't know my channel is like a mess and I just do what I want and I think that reflects in my audience and everything because some of you guys come for different purposes And I think that's fine, but um Like what do you think about? um Those types of things like memberships patreon that sort of thing Also, what else do we want to talk about? Oh, I wanted to talk about music So no and not the movie by sia music I think I would I would but I need to get a new job first because I'm broke. Oh, thank you You're so sweet. Like no, I completely understand because like even when I want to do stuff and everything like I'm a little like I don't know and it would probably like the most I would make it would be three dollars because I mean You guys don't need to be spending like that much. Like some people like have tears of like this that and the other I'm like, okay. Just relax with that. I mean It's kind of just like buying your friends like a drink every month or something like that I would never make it like more than like three dollars because I don't know. I just That's just weird, but thank you for your feedback with that Okay, so this is not about the music movie by sia. Okay, this is just music in general like But we we can't talk about music Um the movie if we want but I don't have a lot of substantial like ground on that because I'm not Like on the autism spectrum and I haven't even seen the movie So, um, I don't have that many opinions about the movie But I just kind of realized that I don't listen to music a lot. I only listen to music in the car Um, I can't listen to music while driving. I will know. I always listen to music while I drive. So like When I'm working I cannot listen to music But when I'm driving I need music. Isn't that weird? I don't know but um, yeah, I don't really enjoy music on In like, okay, so when I'm getting ready and stuff maybe But like music on just like in general to have music on I can't do it Like I just really can't like if I'm cleaning Like my closet clean out Maybe I want to put music on a little bit, but I love podcasts and um, what's the other uh in youtube videos Like I love that sort of thing My parents always have the news on so that's also kind of like annoying and stuff, but um Yeah, I cannot listen to music like a lot Is that weird? I don't know. There's some people that always have music on and I just can't do it like I feel like it's just Something like you're either a music person or you're not a music person And I guess I'm not a music person because I just don't really Enjoy having music on so um I don't Even really listen to English music mostly Korean or Japanese. Oh, that's cool. I mean, there's a lot of people that love Korean Oh, that's another thing too People always ask me do you like kpop just because I'm like asian probably and I'm like no But so I think that's a little funny and it's a little like I don't know Also, too. I do not like asian food really like I'm not the biggest fan of sushi and I'm not The biggest fan of like certain things like I'm definitely you're like hot dog chicken nugget type of girl. So um I'm kind of the same But my boyfriend has music on all the time. Yes. Yes. I know people like that and I just can't do it But I listen to podcasts. Yes. Okay, so you seem like me because I cannot listen to music like a lot like that But there's some people that just always have music on and that's the reason why I don't have Spotify Because I'm not going to pay like every month For like a subscription that like I don't use fully and now since like we're still kind of in quarantine I don't know like I still work from home and stuff I'm not even on the road a lot So like just but I do pay for my music on one of those people because I do agree about supporting the artist and everything um Yeah, so I totally agree with you. Um, I love listening to podcasts when I drive Yes, that's also a great thing that I love to listen to when I drive because when I was in the office Um, I would always like coming home. I would always throw a podcast on when I drive home Of my boyfriend My boyfriend is a music major. Oh, that's really cool and he's going to graduate school soon. Oh, that's cool That's probably why he loves like having the music on. I think you were the one that said that comment If I go back up. I don't know. I'm sorry. I'm not good at this Um, I'm vegan and asian food has a lot of options. Oh, that's good. That's good that it has a lot of options There's a lot of like vegetables and stuff. Um, it's five dollars a month with all three hulu Showtime and Spotify. Oh for students. Okay, that's probably why a lot of people have Spotify But yeah, I'm just Again, I'm just not really like a music person um And I don't really like listening to I don't really like having like tv on either So So, how are you guys? I'm glad I'm gonna start going live more. I hope um, because I think it just like Help, I mean it helps like get to know you guys more on a more like Personal level I think and I love watching live streams, but I don't want to be like too boring So I think what I'm gonna do is like make lists and stuff. So I don't run out of topics to talk about Ooh, heavyweight is a good podcast very heartfelt. Okay. I'll have to check that out and I do have the live chat on um Like replay like it'll show up on the replay. So Um, I will make sure to check that out That's cool So, how's your guys's day going? Oh, so this weekend is I'm gonna be fun because it's sherry's birthday is on sunday. So I think I'm a little burnt out from politics and stuff. Oh, I'm gonna sneeze Bless me. Um Did I watch wandavision with my moms? No, well, I did but I like had my headphones on and I was watching youtube videos instead I'm not really like big into that sort of stuff. Um, sorry. Oh, thank you guys But no, I didn't I'm sorry. Um, oh, I also want to say instagram was down today I know that that's like first world problems, but It always has issues and I'm like why? No, I did not watch, um Wanda vision Also, I wanted to talk about My love. Oh, I don't have instagram. Oh, that's okay um I love like jessica kent's content If you don't know who she is she went to prison and she makes like all these videos about Prison and like her experiences and like addiction and stuff. It's so great. Um I love like That oh my gosh. Okay. Talk about oh james charles is grounded. Oh my goodness The dad challenge podcast just like set a thing. Oh and my um youtube friend annie She almost has a hundred thousand subscribers. It's like good for her man. Like that's great You know, oh my gosh, I was saying if like if I could just get to 50 000 Well, I would love a hundred thousand subscribers. Like that would be so cool But if I got to 50 000, I'd still be like really really grateful. Um, but you know youtube's weird, so If you don't have like a niche then like it's a little bit more challenging to grow um So but yeah, the dad challenge podcast he has a video about james charles I wonder what it's going to be about. I honestly watch him because like he's just so entertaining and funny um And I like the like conversations he like brings up and everything but I also like like I just said I like watching family vlogger. So Yeah, it's like kind of weird and I might get hate but It's the internet of course like no matter what you're going to get hate, you know Um So what type so like what do you guys like follow like who do you follow? Do you what do you watch on youtube? I mean, clearly you're watching my face right now. So like that's really cool and everything but like who else do you like Like watch and follow and everything maybe your niche could be not having a niche. I think that's oh, yep Yeah, that's my niche and I'm so happy that my video about not having a niche like um Did well and I it's well received because I feel like you should just post videos that you want to post And if your audience genuinely likes you then They might they will watch your videos, you know Chefs oh chefs, you know, I really need to get into cooking like I am not Into cooking horror gamers. Wow. That sounds a little dark But I watch a lot of like Kendall ray and stuff about like, you know Murders and stuff and I've always said Um, if I get like murdered which knock on wood like I hope knock on things if that ever happened If that ever happened to me though knock on everything here head, whatever I would love Kendall ray to make a video about me because I don't know. She's just an awesome youtuber. You don't know who Kendall ray is She has like two million subscribers. So I'm sure you know who she is Um, no judgments. Um chef's skincare for skincare. That's also good Yeah, my skin is like horrendous because of mask wearing and when I was at the orange theory class and stuff I did not take that mask off. I took it off like three times to get water But like it did my face like I do like bad, you know I found your channel through manda 314. Oh my gosh. I love manda so much and she does lives on instagram So, yes, um, that's so nice um That's so nice I love manda and I still watch her Christina. Do you still watch manda? Let me know Because like even though she hasn't posted a youtube video in a while like I still follow her on instagram I'm in her like instagram lives. Um, like a lot of the time because um I just like enjoy watching her like crystal stuff and just like when she sells like Random stuff. I don't know. There's something about her that just is like so personable even though she Hasn't really gotten personal. Yes. I watch manda and her crystals. I see you in her lives. Oh, yeah That makes that's like so cool. All right. Where are you from Christina? I know that's That's awesome. Like I don't know. I followed manda for so long that like I'm like always send her stuff. But um, yeah, I just Um I wish she would post more on youtube to be honest, but I guess like with you know, her new crystal stuff It's just like, you know, it kind of takes a lot of her time, but I've been following her since 2014. I think Um Dude hi rim kassandra judy's kitchen. Okay, that's really cool. Um, I like your disney content. Yay Thank you so much. I love that too Um, dude judy's kitchen is a great start He's a japanese chef. So it's relaxing. Oh cool. I bet he has like a really cool accent Um, and then this dude like commented like why does everyone hate on white people? And I just hit the comment because no one like That's just not relevant right now. Like I don't hate anyone. Um, actually i'm attracted to white people like Not gonna lie. So I don't know where you got that from So skincare lgbtq plus stuff progressive content. Okay, that that makes sense. Um Very cool. Very cool. Um, your skin looks great Kassandra, um banks and James walsh and dr. Dre to name a few that's cool For skincare. Um, I love your I love her crystal lies. My favorite is it's judy's life. I've heard of it's judy's life I need to like Watch her more and stuff. Oh, you're from connecticut. That's really cool I love I follow many from the youtube disney verse Especially since I haven't been able to travel since rona showed up last year. Oh, that sucks man You're still live question mark question mark. Hi. Yes. I plan on staying live for like maybe an hour Uh, just for people that want to pop in and this is going to be recorded. So you can always watch it back. Um Love from south africa. That's a really cool. It's really cool that like there's so many people around that like Watch alex get the trader joe's neutral facial cleansing pads with tea tree oil for your face. It's magic Okay, that sounds cool Uh, I don't even know like where's a trader joe's around me. I know that sounds a little ridiculous But they might have it on like amazon or something Okay, lol. I got distracted from job searching. Oh my gosh. I hate job searching That's like the worst but I do suggest going on linkedin I've had well, I actually haven't had luck from that but Some people have it does work for some people. Oh, if you guys are on here, make sure to give this video a thumbs up for me It really helps. I guess with the algorithm um What happened to Yeah, um, we uh, just like grew apart and stuff, but we're still friends Um, oh, that's so nice So Yes He actually moved to so Um, I'm at the point where I'm looking for jobs on Craigslist. Oh be careful Um, I like some tj products um But sometimes cleansing pads contain dying ingredients. It sounds like a okay for the first. Okay Hi Um, I'm just gonna say your last name blocks um, yeah Social anxiety is a pain. Yes, it is Um, I'm like outgoing In I'm like an extra. I'm an introvert extrovert. I don't know. I'm like both Um, there's one on san lake road. Oh, okay Well, I have to check it out. Oh and season. Oh, yeah, you got you like Then yeah, you know like My area Have you been back to that pandex press? That's so funny Billy boo Um, you're so funny. No, we haven't actually the saga. Oh, that's so nice I think your name's Giovanni I hope I said that right. I was gonna get a hundred k this year. Oh my gosh. That would be like a dream come true like Oh my god, like when I hit a hundred thousand like I don't know and I'm the type of person I've been doing youtube for like what six years now. Yeah, I I love youtube so Yeah, like I hope I like I don't know it'll come with time There's so many people there's so many people that I know personally That used to be youtubers that I was actually like youtube friends with and they have stopped creating Actually, and I'm like super sad because like I genuinely enjoyed their videos But they just oh my gosh. My chat is like actually a chat. You guys are like so awesome. Oh my gosh Okay Let me back it up because like I um Like lost track of where I was Um, so no, we have not been back to pandex for us Um, I always like to look at the comments because I feel like I'm always ignored when like I'm in chat sometimes So I'm an introvert if I'm passionate about a certain subject, but otherwise I'm an introvert Okay, that makes sense. Hi from san francisco. Hey, Stephanie. Thanks for jumping on um, if you say Sir Low, I will give you 12 dollars Surrey low curry low I don't know I tried Oh my gosh. Yeah. Oh, I will tell you the story too. Hold on Let me just catch up. Hi Kate the tea tree oriel is The same Ingredient that's in proactive products. Oh proactive. It's kind of strong. Like I just I would be a little scared to use that Um, best of luck. I love you. Thank you alpaca That's cute name like the animal Drop some motivation Alex I Missed it. Alex. Did you say you're an extrovert or an introvert? I'm like both Like I can make friends easily, but like I don't know. I'm not the type that I would want to like go downtown or like I don't like going out like that sounds terrible Um, I spent a lot of time at Walt Disney World exploring Orlando season 32 is one of my favorite restaurants all property Yes, me too. I love it I love the filet like let me know what you like um from season 32 Alex gives me motivation. Thank you so much you too Low-key depressing me now. I'm sorry Um, did you ever try 23 and me that would be cool video idea? Um, no I'm kind of skeptical. Like I don't want someone having my dna. That's just personal thing Um, maybe later in life. I don't know. I just don't really want to do it If they sponsored a video. Yes, I would love to That sounds terrible as well. Um what Like what money to do it for six years? Um, because Just knowing that I could like Potentially make a living off of it Awesome. I love video creating. I love keeping memories and I know people are gonna say, oh, you're just saying that No, I'm really not I've been again. I've been doing this for six years And I've been I there was one point that I was stuck at 4 000 subscribers for good I don't know year so I mean No, I've clearly not just done this for the money because It has taken a long time to get to where I'm at now and it's just It is difficult. Like I'm not gonna lie But you have to be passionate about it. You want to you have to take it seriously You have to want to do it like in your heart, you know You can't just say I want to be a youtuber and then because there's so many people that say that and then they're like They upload a video then I don't know two weeks go by and it's like hello like where's your content and it's annoying because Because I love watching creators Um, I understand. Oh my gosh. Someone gave me a super chat. That is so nice Oh my gosh You're so nice. Oh that makes me um That makes me want to tell you about the subscriber of mine. Like it's a dude, right? And he always pay pals me Like always and it makes me feel like a little uncomfortable even though it's like Maybe he wants to support me, but it's like a little it makes me a little uncomfortable But it's very nice. Like I'm very appreciative but yeah, um anyway um I'm not sure if It's just me but all of the stuff that's been going on the past year has made me A much better person. Oh, well, that's really great. Um, it's it has been a good time for like self-reflection and like just Making people think about things. I think is the best thing Unfortunately horrible things have had to happen to have that happen like but There's always good that comes out of bad and there's always bad that comes out of good Yeah, um, there's always it's life's a balance. So It's great that like you're gonna have the positive and you're gonna have the negative Um, like I love my job, but there's some negatives, you know, so But it's fine. It's the way you look at things How tall are you in some videos you look really tall and others you look short I'm like five foot five five foot. Yeah, five foot or like five one Depending on the day. I don't know. I'm pretty short Why did you leave uf? I never went to uf Um, I've been watching your vids for a while. I went to ucf. Maybe you meant to say ucf. That's fine Um, because I had a passion for creating videos and I wanted to be a youtuber actually and my parents and I found this awesome um program at valencia and I did digital media and um, I Started making videos and never looked back. Um, so that's the reason why But I did make deans list my last semester. So I was really proud of that um As a fellow asian we got to support each other right now support Uh, your aapi creators stop asian hate. Yes. Thank you so much. That really means a lot to me Um, thanks for the advice. Thanks for the advice. Alex. I'll implement it. I hope to get I hope I get one k by the end of the year you can do it also like I just recommend like um, not like self promoting yourself in comments, but just like be positive in people's comment sections like Watch their video support them because people I mean That's how I met most of my youtube friends, but a lot of my youtube friends don't do youtube anymore So, oh my gosh 15 people are watching. Hey guys. Um, That's so nice Thanks for taking the time to even like click on this. It just means a lot to me. Um, thanks for the advice Alex. I'll implement it. Um gotta respect the hustle. Oh, thank you Um for season 2 the flatbread pizzas as a starter. I usually get a chicken Um a chicken mane and the dessert Flight. Oh my gosh. Yes. The dessert plate is amazing. My favorite is the peanut butter and chocolate Um, and then I also really enjoyed the cookies and cream because we just I don't know if you follow me on instagram But um, we went there for Valerie's birthday for lunch Tommy hi. Hi Tommy We'll do are you looking for a man now? uh Well, no not not currently because like with covet and stuff like you don't know where those are in um, so not right now I guess um kind of but like Not online like that is definitely not like I am very I am very traditional when it comes to that so like If I was looking for someone like I would go out or just like be Receptive to like people in my surroundings if I were to go out to eat or to a bar or something like that so Yes, and no at the same time So I don't know. I just want to meet like someone naturally Like in life, you know, um, but yeah Are you going to grow your hair out long? Yes I well not so that I could wipe my butt because that's just a little too long But yeah, I want it like, you know, like mermaid hair ask like that so Yes, but this guy like one time he sent me like 35 dollars um And I don't know he like gave me his number and stuff. I don't know if he'll see this but no I'm not I'm not saying anything like Bad is about that, but like I don't know. It just like makes you feel like a little uncomfortable I will be honest, but it's still very nice of him and I think him Um, how much was your balayage? It was over 300 dollars But um sounds like a sugar daddy. No, he's like I don't even know Um, but it's it's not like regular. You know what I mean? Like it's like random. Um But again, like it's it's really nice and stuff But it's not sugar like I would consider like a sugar daddy giving you at least a thousand dollars Not that I'm asking for that because I do not want I mean like I mean, yeah, it's like nice, but like also it's just like it makes you feel like uncomfortable Um I don't know. Is it billy boo? I don't know if it is you. Hey bro. Like thanks. I mean like that's that's nice Um dating in the middle of a pandemic. No, thank you. Yeah, I mean right now. It's just like Nah, a lot of people have their cash app on their bio For stuff like this, excuse me Why have my paypal? um, and that's like Kind of if people wanted to create wanted to create Wanted to support me as a creator kind of like the super chat thing But like I don't expect anyone to like use it or whatever um, a lot of people okay about the same when I get done in SF But oh san francisco, but balayage so worth it. Yes, it is and um, even though it was a little bit expensive um If you go to any like reputable place that's like really good and everything Um, it's gonna be it's gonna cost you a little bit more money because of the products they use their time Everything like that So yeah, it was worth it I think I've been watching your videos for over four years now. Thank you so much. That's so nice Um, creepy. Yeah, I know it's a little weird. Maybe Oh, that's kind of funny, but thanks Okay, um Again, like I just want to reiterate like I'm not looking to date anyone from like online. Let's just say that um I'm a star god. Okay. Good. Make sure you're subscribed Um, I'm just kidding not me just a fan. Uh, thanks Okay, um, I'm dead. Yeah Billy boo. Oh my gosh. You're so funny. All right What if I like know Billy boo, but they're just like, I don't know. That's so funny Um, oh my god Would you die your roots like Billy eilish? I mean never say never I think her hair is pretty cool to be honest If I could do like youtube full-time I would do like some not not too crazy of things with my hair, but I would do like a pastel pink I think that would be so cool Um, but like I want to be taken seriously like when I'm at work like I don't want to be like, oh my god This is a joke, you know, so that's why I want to try and keep my hair like normal ish um Do you have a box? Yeah, it's in my Uh description box so just like click out of the chat thing real quick. My name speaks. Okay Okay $35 I'll at least start with a Louis Vuitton bag. I know right? Oh man people I am alien. I am god All right. Well, I hope you are subscribed Oh my gosh, you guys are so fun. Where's the mother sherry's working? So that's why I'm actually in my room right now And Valerie's at lunch with one of her friends or at this grocery store Either one. I don't know um stay Um We get to do youtube full-time just be determined. I'm determined to have youtube be my full-time job Yeah, I'm very determined. Don't worry. I've been doing this for like six years. So Yeah, I'm pretty determined um Okay, this person's like Having some weird comments. Okay but um Yeah Okay, if you haven't liked the video, this is just your friendly reminder to like the video if you haven't already It would mean the world to me Your yo you say your con dry name. What is this person like? Um, can you like type it into like google grammar or whatever before you comment? It's so silly. Have you done community polls that helps with the algorithm supposedly? Oh really? I have done some community polls on here, but I don't know. I feel like whenever I see Like people use their community tab a lot and stuff like it makes me want to unsubscribe. So I don't want them to like unsubscribe So, okay, your last name is sherma or whatever, but just like type it in out in one comment Because I don't really understand what you're what you're talking about Hi, cocoa, thank you You know speak to me. I don't understand what you're saying Like I can't I can not read minds Um, are you still on lockdown where you live? No or not like we're florida We've been open like the entire time because no one really takes You're still live. Oh you're live. Yay. Yes. I am Jim is my temple. I am hi. Thanks for joining um Do you like boba? No, I'm not really actually well, I've never tried it so I can't really say I don't like it But I I'm not really big into that Um Oh, I get a call from tanning salon place. I applied an hour ago. Oh, that's exciting I saw a tick tock of this one girl. Um And she um They they were like a front desk lady at a tanning salon. It's a pretty chill cool job Can you do another mukbang? I mean maybe I I mean when I eat like I literally just like play on my phone Um, and it's hard to like come up with topics to be honest. That's why for this live like I had a list and stuff Um Can you do another mukbang you must do a video trying it? Oh, that would be fun I need to find a place. I think there is one around here It's good to see you here. Oh, thank you for joining. Um, do videos Do you have their own videos cpm rpm? Do videos have their own yeah, I think so I would ask Annie uh, Annie dube She knows a lot more than I do when it comes to that Um It's for a marketing position now. I'm super worried about what to say. Oh, that's fun. That like congratulations In, uh, mr. Sherma. Hi Do you like starbucks? Yes, I do. Do you have a favorite drink? Yes, I get a Um chai tea latte with two pumps of pumpkin spice or vanilla like two pumps of pump two pumps of vanilla That would be like my favorite Um, oh, and this is just water. It's not actually a starbucks drink As you guys know like I love these like tumbler things. They're like super tall Um, they're the straw is like a normal straw. It's not like curved and stuff. So Um, I'm from South Carolina Some people here care, but most was my cousins from South Carolina and my aunt was there as well Did your moms ever bring you to Provincetown during august for family week It's organized by no, I don't think so Um, do you play animal crossing? No, I do that's another thing. Maybe I'll talk about this in another live or whatever But then again, it's not like that big of a topic I ate Video games like no offense to anyone who plays them. Um, like I think it's great I mean, I love taking random selfies and like photos and some people don't see a point in that So I completely it's okay that you love video games. It's just for me I'm not about video games because I don't see a point in them Really, um, and it's just not pleasing for me This job wasn't from Craigslist by the way Good, that's good. Um I love disney several summers. Yes, they are really good. Um Yeah, so, um, but I have played animal crossing before But I don't really, um, see myself playing those games now, um, just because I don't like video games I don't like a lot of things. I guess. I don't know I'm like creative but like not creative. I don't know. I'm just super weird Um A game here. I'm sorry. No hate. No hate I'm sure there's things that I do that that you guys would totally be like, oh, I don't know Do you have a favorite parent? No, I do not. Um For different things. Yes, obviously, but like not Um Not like on ongoing basis Like I don't have a favorite. Um, I am sorry I'm sorry that you're sorry. Um, I bet you would Enjoy ring fit adventure Oh, was that a video game? Um, come to england when we can travel again. Yes, we really want to go to europe soon Um, do you prefer water over? Oh, excuse me other drinks. Yes, I do I used to be the huge the biggest diet coke fan like I love diet coke so much But I'm just I gave that up a while ago just to like be more healthy Um, oh my gosh, sherry seems the type of parent that you would see in the club You'd be surprised. Valerie was the more like, I don't know club one But yeah, sherry sherry's fun That's funny. Um So, yeah, do you guys have any other questions? I've been here I've been on here for like an hour now and I just don't want it to like go too long because I am going to put this in the Valerie seems like the bingo gal. No, she proud. Well, I don't know. She likes playing bingo, but I don't know. That's funny. Um Yeah I think that's all the topics I had for this live stream Thank you guys so much for like coming on and like talking the only thing I drink is water. I love The taste but my family doesn't yeah, my family doesn't really well Valerie doesn't sherry does drink it a lot um Yeah, I talked about Pretty much everything On my little list here Yay, so did you guys like this live stream and stuff? Because I would do more lives. I think maybe next week. I'll do a live as well Um, the only thing I drink is water. I love the taste but my family doesn't Alex you should film more tick tocks. I know they're so hard to film though I don't know why and go live more. I love it. Yeah, I should do you guys follow me on instagram. Let me know because Going live on youtube is super fun, but I also love to go live on instagram Because literally no one joins my lives on instagram like the people that I know in real life don't even join So I'm like, okay, so that's why I'm like, let's do this youtube thing, you know me as Yeah, and I'm glad you guys like got to come on and stuff because the last time I went live on here. It was like tragic all right, so um Thank you for coming on. I needed this live. It was peaceful Oh, I'm so happy and I'm glad that I didn't run out of like topics to talk about Um Thank you for coming on. Uh, this was a fun live stream. Yeah, it really was. Yes I wish I joined earlier to hear the whole chat. No, this is gonna be saved in the There's gonna be a replay like I'm gonna save it to my channel. That's why I wanted to cap it off at like an hour um So I can post it as a video um This is so much fun. Thank you. Yes. What time will be your next live girl? I will post it like I did this one like I'll I'll I'll do a schedule one so you'll know Um, like a good three four hours before I actually go live and when I go live I plan on staying on like an hour like this one because I don't want it to get too long, you know Um, even though I love long live streams like I genuinely love Long live streams. Um, they're my favorite Um The only social me to have is youtube. Okay Um, that's good to know. Yes. I follow you on instagram. Okay. Thanks There's another person. Yes, I follow you on insta but I'm not active on there. Okay. Okay. That's good to know I follow you on instagram. I don't use instagram. That's okay Um, this one. I'm sorry. I don't understand those characters. I'm so sorry Yes, I follow on instagram. Thank you so much. This is fun Alex I put a community post for your next live. Okay, that would be like Put a community but I did okay So I have done that in the past but like no one ever like does anything So that's why I did the schedule thing this time and it seemed to work out a little bit better. Um Oh and my name on insta is fit freak. Okay. That's cool and then And save the chat too. Yes, it's gonna be saved. Um, it should be saved Um, just in case you don't know who this is. Oh, okay. Okay Um, I love long live streams. Keep you going. Okay. I'll stay on here for like five more minutes because uh Someone requested it. No, I genuinely love long live streams as well Like when manda deals live, I love it only I wish hers were like a little shorter Like she goes live for like four hours and I think three hours would be good, but Anyway, it was super this is like so fun and like actually having people watch is like Even better because um yay bring the mothers in. I don't know. Let me see I'm gonna go see if sherry is Okay, maybe she's like on a break Um, no, she's still on the phone I got some words for sherry. She's the best. Oh, she's still on the phone. So I don't think I'm going to Oh, yeah, bring your mom's in. Valerie's not home right now actually So We'll see. I'm actually on my laptop and I'm surprised this battery has lasted this long Hold on one second Sherry, okay, let me just Hold on Wait, sherry Here we go Yes, so she's working right now. So There you got our little lady there um So Yes, as you can see she was working Um, I don't think I would like but there's this defense attorney youtuber who reacts to cases and do you guys and stuff? Oh, that sounds like a cool youtuber Very cool Um, yeah, let's wait till Valerie comes up. No, I can't because like it's going to be like a really long live stream I don't know when she gets home because she was asking because I said that I was going to go live at four But I looked on my youtube analytics and it said people were more active between three and four And now like look there's like 18 to 16 people watching. So maybe I should just go live at four next time This isn't going to be my like last live stream. So um People are saying hi to sherry. Thanks guys. Um So I think I'm going to end this here because it is pretty long and stuff But thank you so much for joining and supporting me and everything um, I hope you guys have a great rest of your day and um I'll see you guys in my next video Bye